THE FINAL SOLUTION TO THE WQ

apr 29 2017 sheeeit

yeah you dont need to BEAT your waifu. probably dont even need to slap them. spanking them and occasionally being good and ruff during secs should be enough. basically just pounding them hard and somewhat pulling their hair.

i guess some/most/all women like to be slapped and choked during secs. i would say you could maybe put your hands around her neck like you were pretending to choke her but actually choking her just seems a little too weird. i guess i could envision some light slaps on the face perhaps, that would be less weird than choking. i dont see why simply spanking and ungently manhandling their body wouldnt be good enough. and pulling the hair is key.

the goal is to leave them absolutely QUIVERING when you are done.

then i wonder if you should mysteriously get up and leave shortly after. just disappear for like 10 or 15 minutes. make her feel alone and abandoned hahahaha. then when you mysteriously come back she develops attachment to you. assuming you want her to be attached to you hahahahaha. then you pull the dread game of pointing at the door and say, you never know, one day i might walk out that door and NEVER come back. so you better be on your best behavior, baby. dont make a fool out of me.

women should wear DRESSES that go PAST the knee and which go up to the damn neck. so many of womens clothes show off their tits or just a lot of chesty area near the tits, as if to say HEY LOOK AT MUH TITS. and then they complain about men staring at their tits. but really just wear a dress that doesnt have some “low cut neckline.” honestly. there is NO NEED for it. we dont NEED to see that much of your neck and chest. its INDECENT.

Image result for polish traditional dress

something like this would be fine. not even that fancy, that is probably a special occasions dress, but something simpler for every day stuff.im just talking in terms of covering your body without looking like a damn shitskin burka.

just look up polish traditional dress or russian traditional dress or german traditional dress or really any euro traditional dress! we already HAD the ideal solution 200 years ago!

i normally have a negative opinion of all women but she changed all that, she was special, she wasnt like other women, wawawawawawa. hahahaha. i felt positive about her. but she was really just another stupid woman, but i just dropped my guard because she was NICE to me!!!!!!!

well to be sure, i wasnt USED to women being NICE to me or wanting to spend TIME with me or having any interest in me!

i was always too indecisive with women. i would give them a choice of 2 or 3 places. you want to go here, here, or here. can’t make up your mind? fine, then we’ll go here.

does that count as Weak enough to drive a woman away? I mean I ultimately made the decision!

its just very confidence destroying when a woman leaves you exactly because she knows you want a real rel with her, and you’re not STRONG POWERFUL MAN enough for her to want a real rel with you.

ALL women want real rels, not just casual sex, but only with STRONG POWERFUL men. otherwise you get casual sexs a few times, fall in love with them, they think ew this weak man got feelings, stay away.

and they’re not wrong for wanting strong, powerful men!

i just regret not being strong and powerful enough to keep a woman around. they ALWAYS left me for being WEAK. should learn a lesson from that, eh?

heh. maybe because i hadnt bought and read MEIN K4MPF yet. it cant come soon enough! hopefully today.

but most 20 year old bois who pull women have not read mein k4mpf either. their masculinity just comes naturally. being An Athlete prob doesnt hurt! sportsball is jooish but lifting in the weight room certain is not! and there were plenty of lads in my high school weight room who liked to lift. i should have been in there with them.

maybe i should go to stormfront because they dont hate women as much as DS hahahaha.

heres a good quote I read on the purity spiral.com

QUOTE

I’ll come right out and say it here, anybody unilaterally condemning marriage may as well be getting a check from Shlomo T Shekelsburg for the work they’re doing. Advising caution is one thing. I would never suggest marrying a woman with a questionable past, problematic behaviors, or bad instincts.

That said, I’ve been married for about half a year to my wife. She’s religious, like me. Before we ever got engaged, I slowly introduced my views. We were talking over dinner last weekend when she asked how I came to my views. I explained my progression and she said she just wanted to know because she couldn’t put her finger on the precise moment she stopped being a “conservative catholic” and started being a radical traditionalist who is opposed to j00ry and minorities. Marriage, like all things in life, has ups and downs. It will not fix your life if it’s broken (and you will only attract bad women if that’s the case). It is not a cure-all. It requires work. That said, if you choose rightly, it’s the beginning of the fulfillment of what you were born to do: make a strong family.

Perhaps we need to roll out a “how to get happily married and start a family” guide.

There are a lot of j00ish lies that are blackpills regarding the lack of decent and chaste women out there. I’m convinced the librarian genre of porn exists for the purpose of convincing men that even modest and plain-dressed women are secret whores.

As for all this talk about all women being evil and there being no hope, finding a good woman takes work, dedication, and will demand more from you than you ever would have thought (part of the reason marriage is beneficial is because it will force you to improve, to the extent that the correct Christian view of marriage is that each spouse is participative in the ongoing purification and salvation of the other). As an old Irish proverb says, “unwillingness easily finds an excuse.” Building a family is hard, like most things in life worth your time and effort. Don’t believe anybody who tells you it’s impossible or wrong to try.

I read Anglin because he’s entertaining, insightful, and the alt-right media mogul with the most spine and integrity (between DS, TRS, and AR, not that they’re much competition). That said the white sharia shit is a meme. The thots will be shipped to monasteries in our glorious new nation.

END

thank you sir. i could prob get banned from posting stuff from there, but I mean it as good white pilling shit. that accepts women for what they are, no white nighting, yet no god damn woman hating, woman beating white sharia.  it was because i was getting tired of the anti-woman stuff at DS that I was like, welp, maybe I should check TPS (hehehehe) and see how they feel about the WQ. I think DS people, at least the BBS, go too far. we need something healthier than that.

another good quote i found re MGTOWS and the WQ: QUOTE

Arguably the MGTOWs just understand that they aren’t good enough to get a high quality woman and keep her in line.

And if their self assessment is correct, then it is more a matter of risk avoidance than hedonism. ENDQ

again i am not trying to infiltrate and subvert TPS. just trying to share anonymous pearls of wisdom I’ve found there. I am looking for winners and normies and well-balanced normie chads with wives and children, not a bunch of angry antisocial psychopath woman haters who are really lapping up AA’s WQ stuff. at least AA is very intelligent and convincing abotu it.

although i will prob be banned from purity spiral because i am too forgiving of mike enoch and trs. they are very very anti trs and enoch and anyone who is tolerant of trs.

welp maybe DS is what my level is then hahahaha. a bunch of woman hating losers who can only pull dirty negro fookin sluts because we ourselves are untermensch manlet loser mgtows.

hey wouldnt be the first time i was banned from somethign good because i wasnt good enough hahahaha. and then sent back to the bad company, saying welp this is your level.

NOPE! you always have the choice to be alone. better to be alone than in bad company. and i have gotten very used to being alone all the time that almost all company seems like bad company. but when i find something that is definitely good company, they def dont want anything to do with me hahahahaha.

i would get banned because i still listen to the fatherland. if you get your podcast promoted thru TRS then you get banned from TPS.  TPS also does not like “endless lurking.” welp not looking too good for me then hahaha.

oh well ill just keep being alone then. that kinda leads to a very mgtow anti-woman view though.

so why do i NOT want to be anti-woman so bad?

because its obviously BAD to be anti-woman!!!!!!!!!

i guess when i get banned from all pro hwyte forums i will start my own hahahaha.

so i am to pro-woman for DS, too pro-enoch for TPS, too anti-enoch for TRS, too anti-woman and young for stormfront hahaha, prob too young and pro-christian for vnn. i mean i really like the newer, 2.0 type orgs that actually have meetups, that actually influence stuff, that actually get readers, that are growing not shrinking.

no im not gonna get banned from DS hahahaha.  TPS yeah i prob would be. TRS i might be already. shit. TPS might ban me for NOT being banned from TRS!

hehehe when did this happen and why did i not hear about it until now

i guess the OPTICS of the pikeville thing today were not good, meaning they looked like a bunch of fat redneck slobs shouting white power.

redneck is fine, but people need to be NOT FAT, not dressed like SLOBS, and look halfway healthy. healthy families, neatly dressed husbands, wives, and children.

i dunno i havent seen any real pictures, just reading the DS thread after i guess the event in pikeville ended.

i mean i am skeptical about groups like NSM having Great Optics.

And I believe that Good Optics are important.

you have to LOOK like a group that everyone wants to join, including strong, successful, normal men and women.

but yeah anglin mentions white sharia and these guys jsut run with it. all white women are negro fooking whores, put them in burkas and make them our slaves.

even me, the bigass woman hater, doesnt believe we have to go this extreme.

yes we need an extreme solution to the extreme problem and that extreme solution is Traditional Family Values!!!!!

has actually been a hard year for The Movement. 6 months ago everyone was happy about trump and things were pretty positive. now its just black pill after black pill.

now some guy is making reasonable points on an anti-woman there but he will prob be shouted down because he joined only 2 days ago. which is USUALLY a bad sign but he IS making good points. namely, women are doing the same thing theyve always done. follow the crowd. if we throw out the j00 and change the culture, then the women will fall in line.

GLR had a healthy, good, nonhateful view of women in WP, and AH hopefully has one in MK.

MW had a good point as always. dont act like fooking THUGS. i guess peopel were saying hateful things when he had his talk with the libertardian nonwhites. i guess people were calling them negros and such in the comments and MW was disgusted. i am all for MW having Civil Discourse with whoever he wants. as he says, his goal is to appeal to the bystanders, the spectators, teh thousands of fans of these other people.

hey man im just trying to be social and talk to people online hahahaha. because every i know IRL is an alcoholic or a mudshark or a white hating shitlib or a race mixer or a degen hahaha. or they are too much of a winner to hang out with a loser like me. so i am pretty much doomed to be alone. and i can SORT OF take that. but god damn, that woman broke through that. made me realize what i was missing. and i still miss her! foooooooook. sheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeit. almost 2 years later.  she meant so much to me and means so little to the men who bang her and throw her away.

i think about cuddling with her, banging her, just being with her and being haaaaappy.

got to stop thinking these things.

but its normal to miss somebody you miss!

its all part of the PROCESS. TRUST THE PROCESS hahahaha. it takes a LONGGGGGG time.

maybe i should go back to despair forums. they are good people hehehe. there are just leftists and women and nonwhites and antiwhites on there hahahaha. i dont really care. its still a decent forum.

hell of a lot better than REDDIT. PURE cancer.

well spencer will soon have a forum up at altright.com hahahaha have to check that one out.

maybe i will get banned from TPS because I support MW hahahaha.

fooking stupid internet and alt right and pro hwyte movement hahahaha.

joo at slate says on pro tranny article: QUOTE

I think it’s harmful to tell a three year old that boys can’t have vaginas if that child is trans, and if they’re not it will lead them to have unnecessary trouble accepting trans people.

Boys can, in fact, have vaginas. There is no need to obscure this truth for children. ENDQ

this is the enemy. this is what they believe. this is how they talk.

shit. alcohol. i envy those who can do it without eventually developing a Drinking Problem. i sometimes wish i could start drinking again but the reality is, i might be more willign to do HERON than to drink ALCOHOL ever again. i am jsut DONE with alcohol, for better and worse!

apr 30

https://bbs.dailystormer.com/t/can-i-ask-you-guys-a-serious-personal-question/103010/

hooker story. guy wants to Help The Poor White Hooker he banged last night who was GORGEOUS hehehehe.

was thinking about That Woman last night and how it was normal to grieve for someone you had lost. you have a HOLE IN YOUR HEART. but for HOW LONG?

And YES while its always been a problem for me to create a Fantasy Version of somebody, and then grieve for that, when I really didn’t know the real person as well as i thought I did…..I knew That Woman more than I knew other women. Although I still DID have a fantasy version too. but I knew her True Self pretty substantially, I think.

And I thought if I came back, strong and decisive and powerful, I would have a decent chance at winning her back. these women dont know what the fook they want, all they know is strength and power. but a. i prob couldnt muster that strength, and b. it STILL wouldnt be a GOOD idea because i should really aim higher than a fatherless white trash mudshark, no matter how qt or nice or low-number she is. WAS.

remember how shocked i was when she told me a big secret back in the day. it shattered my image of her. like i cant believe this is the same person. yeah well think about that times 600000000000000 gorillion. plus even worse now that my image of her is frozen in time, yet she’s out there getting older, sleazier, trashier, uglier in her soul hahahaha. more cox, more negro cox, more bad bad bad shit. that i should want no part of. BEGONE, FOUL TEMPTRESS!!!!!!! not that shes even tempting me hahahaha.

but yeah. you lose an important person, its like death, you grieve for a long time. you never really stop hahahaha.

ARRANGED MARRIAGES. this is the way to go. marry the women young. still not sure if the guy should be same age, or about 23. i think either or would work. how about 20 year old guys married to 16 year old gurls. i think 16 or 17 at the OLDEST would be idea for the women.

i am NOT joking.

because 15 and 16 year old gurls are HORNY to FOOK, and they will sneak out and fook negros and arabs if their a. weak fathers let them or b. their strong fathers physically restrain them, the women will rebel spitefully.

the best solution is to have the strong father arrange a marriage at age 16 with a Decent Young White Man and then the daughter can fook him 10 times a day. that would PROBABLY make the young man happy too, hahahahahahahahaha.

i think AH advised a similar thing in MK as well. not sure how specific he was, but he did advised arranged marriages when the woman was young.

no burkas, just traditional european dress covering the chest, tits, ass, and legs. in the past they had a thing called MODESTY. DECENCY.

and thats it folks. do that and you have no more dirty sluts and “thots” and you will have broken the joo stranglehold on the cultcha. hehehe. this is what i HOPE people really mean by “white sharia”, or at least what MY functional definition of what I’d like white sharia to be. stop doubling down on this god damn sharia word hahahaha. just say ARRANGED MARRIAGES.

i would rather have the ability to occasionally bang degenerate hwite sluts, than to be an Incel Virgin MGTOW who cant even pull sluts. i would promise not to bang a slut more than…..once every 3 months hahahaha. and i would try to use these skills towards finding a young, low-number woman, and then LOCKING HER DOWN in a traditional, monog, child bearing marriage. i would also train her in the ways of loving tradition and hating the modern jooish world.

you probably SHOULD try to Isolate them from their friends because their friends are shitty degenerates who encourage them to be negro fooking sluts, cheaters, and horrible people!

of course “social isolation” is now considered “emotional/psychological ABUSE”.

kinda wish i could go back to the women from 10 years ago and use them as “fook buddies”. just bang them in degen ways and cuddle with them and if i said i didnt want a rel, then they probably would want a rel. but a rational man would not want a rel with these sluts.

still having a fook buddy is prob better than going to HOOKERS…….right?

i would think the avg hooker is even more MENTAL than these women were.

maybe i should contact That Woman and see if she wants to be fook buddy. and nothing more. nope i dont have feelings for you any more. just want to use you like tinder trash baby, isnt that what you want? fook no i wont fook you raw dog because i know you fook negros, ya dirty whore! how stupid do you think I am? how stupid are YOU, ya stupid whore? ok im leaving now! i might never come back!

heh. i would be better off finding a brand new woman to treat like a dirty whore like that. and there are plenty of them in a local area on tinder and okcupid.

your father must be so proud that you are tinder trash, fooking guys on the 3rd date, fooking negros, hundreds of guys have seen your n00dz. YOUR FATHER MUST BE SO PROUD.

or he is a fat white trash slob on pain pills and jerking off to porn and doesnt care that his daughter has become a slut. oh well. not my problem. i tried. ive got my own problems. shes a big gurl now, she can make her own mistakes. so the gurls a damn negro fooking slut, welp i tried my best, lets just accept reality now. while i become a terrible drunk or pill popper or disgusting fat slob or wife beater or some other form of horrible white trash. i guarantee it. sad!

hehehehehehehe

can taking lithium if you are not actually bipolar be hurtful? possibly helpful? like you take it because you MIGHT be bipolar but not sure?

hey ill be the FIRST to admit i am NOT RATIONAL at ALL. I am EMOTIONAL as FOOK. ALL THE TIME. like a damn WOMAN. it SUCKS. and therefore every damn decision I make is COMPROMISED by Emotion.

https://www.youtubeDOTcom/watch?v=Gqd6hBISb9w

oh dear god

the video is jooish cancer, the comments are jooish cancer, i shouldnt even HAVE it here.  to see all these incel mgtows commenting “I CANT WAIT TO DIVORCE MY HORRIBLE FEMINAZI FAT WIFE AND GET ONE OF THESE CREEPY ROBOTZ!!!! MGTOW 4 LYFE! WITH DOLLS LIKE THIS AND ARTIFICIAL WOMBS, TECHNOLOGY HAS MADE MODERN WOMEN OBSOLETE!!!!”

thing is, these mgtow incels arent joking. they would LUV one of these jooish dolls.

i mean that is real woman hate i think. to me this is more “extreme” than hwyte power. or hwyte sharia.  and 6 gorillion times more ridiculous!

like they literally sound like paid jooish shills. i cant wait to divorce my fat nag wife and get one of these? youre lucky your fat nag wife hasnt divorced YOU and shook you down!

the sad thing is 20 year old autistic hwyte virgin men who see this and thing this is a good idea because theyve given up on women at such a young age!

the dolls had decent bodies though. i guess i would bang one just to say i did. but its just SO WEIRD. i hope i never get to the point where this does not seem weird. but yeah i can’t pull a real woman as hot as these rubber DOLLS. good god.

AND LOOK AT THE FOOKING DEGENERATES WHO MAKE THESE DOLLS AND RUN THE COMPANY. the workers are total degen white atheists libertardian pansexuals, the owner is a Mincing little Joo.

I WONDER WHO COULD BE BEHIND THIS?????

its sad and infuriating to think a lot of young whyte men think this is SUCH a great idea. for a while I was mgtow and i was probably more open to Dolls then, same way I was more open to Porn, in that, oh, you get all the good aspects of women and none of the bad! live life on your own terms! dont be a slave to the pvssy! go your own way goy!

but it is kinda funny watching the “roasties” freak out about it. but i kinda freak out about it too. but would it force women to behave better, if a DOLL gave actual realistic COMPETITION!

well, i think alphas would continue to bang women as they always have; and the only people who would use these dolls are huge creeps like the ones who are interested in them now. i mean the avg person cant afford 15k for a doll. i am sure they will have financing though hahahaha.

also i think most betas would still prefer a real person to a damn piece of rubber. even if the rubber is “hotter.”  how can you not ALWAYS be aware of it being FAKE? how is that not a dealbreaker? have you NEVER TOUCHED a REAL woman?

IMHO it just shows how jooish MGTOW is. and these mgtows dont care about race or joos. a lot of mgtows are black and nonwhite.

a black guy that cant pull black sluts. that is really pathetic hahahaha. i could probably pull fooking BLACK sluts hahahaha.

i guarantee sleazy strip clubs would buy a couple of these and rent them out to guys so you could just pay 20 bucks and fook the doll and they would supposedly wash it afterwards. yeah right.

how much would they charge to fook the communal doll? i imagine there would be laws and shit. its just unsanitary.

also its degenerate and jooish. these guys are such fedora, libertarian, amoral, atheist, neckbeard, gaming phaggots.

i would rather be an incel virgin the rest of my life than bang one of degen jooish dolls.

well thats not true, i already said i’d bang one hahahahaha.

i dont want to meet new women! its terrible because they are ANNOYING, stupid, and slutty! everything they say and do is annoying as fook!

but you have to show your annoyance in the right way in order to get these sluts to fook hahaha.

i dont luv contributing to hwyte women beign sluts, but if theyre ALREADY SLUTS from having fooked 20 guys, then i could probably IMPROVE them by banging them with a huge hakenkreuz drawn on muh chest and then implanting pro-hwyte slogans into her as i banged her like a real man.

maybe i can make her a better woman for the beta male she settles down with hahahaha. but i dont want to settle down with a woman whos already been with 20 guys.

well maybe if she is young and qt tho hahaha. and has no prior kids. then i could train her into being a good woman and not womaning me over hahaha.

i mean if the woman is loyal to you and is young and qt and has no previosu kids, what does it matter if shes taken 5, 10, or 20 cox.

heh well it does matter hahahaha. but i would probably give her a pass just because im no huge winner either. and if she were truly young, qt, no kids, and loyal, really thats more than i can ask for. only way i could pull that is if shed been with 100 guys!

i should watch this. pro white boers in SA with a symbol that looks liek a you know what hahaha and they “had the chance” to save themselves but now the hwytes in SA are getting GENOCIDED. ALL these hwytes should get legit refugee status in the US.

i guess he was too friendly with the blacks and then some blacks hacked him to death with machetes.

 

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WOMEN ARE SUPPOSED TO ACT LIKE CHILDREN. SO CONTROL YOUR D4MN CHILDREN.

apr 28

http://www.vocativ.com/425021/alt-right-trolls-neo-nazi-andrew-anglin-legal-fund/

the judenpresse is hearing about the DS dnation drive to help save AA/DS.

ok so even the woman beaters on DS agree that once you have to beat a woman, youve lost control. but now they are supporting a “scorched earth” policy which says you are so ruthless that you have to be willing to abandon your CHILDREN in order to smite a bad woman. the few women on the site are understandably not liking that. shit I dont like the idea. i mean abandoning your children is worse than beating your wife.

i say abandon the shitty wife and take the innocent kids with you. and find a better wife who would prob be a better mother to the kids than their actual mother hahahahahaha.

yeah good women all have the potential to become bad women but if you get a good woman before she goes bad, and KEEP her good, then things will prob work in your favor hahaha.

adult children. all this talk of manchildren when women are the real adult children. BUT THEYRE SUPPOSED TO BE. MEN are NOT supposed to be adult children.

ADULT WOMEN ARE *SUPPOSED* TO ACT LIKE CHILDREN.

so dont get mad at them when they do it. CONTROL YOUR DAMN KIDS. is exactly what you would say to little kids being brats while the weak parents / single mother did nothing.

we as MEN need to take this SAME approach to our WOMEN.  PERIOD.

WOMEN ARE SUPPOSED TO ACT LIKE CHILDREN. SO CONTROL YOUR DAMN CHILDREN.

just on fire with the TRUTH on the WQ today hahahaha.

now you dont punch your children in the face, or otherwise abuse your children, and yes you are allowed to Luv them.

So I think this is the healthiest perspective to take here.

its like the kid on the escalator (mallrats, not sure why i havent erased that degen movie from my mind, well because theres a few funny parts in it). its the kid being a brat in church.

DONT BLAME THE KID, BLAME THE PARENTS!!!!!

and women are like the brattiest children of all. doing real problem child bullshit. that you really WANT to blame the child. how could any normal child be THIS bad. THIS child needs PROFESSIONAL help because they are torturing animals and were they fooking ABUSED by their parents to get this bad? but that is normal women. and you as the man need to figure out a very strong system of discipline and control that does NOT involve abuse.

how is this even WORF IT?

because HWYTE CHILDREN. i mean the literal hwyte children you get to perpetuate our race. 14 words kind of hwyte children. not the adult women children who produce the actual literal hwyte children hahahahahaha.

https://www.wesearchr.com/bounties/daily-stormer-vs-splc-legal-defense-fund

sam hyde just contributed FIVE THOUSAND feckin dollas to anglins wesearchr. i really hope anglin gets all this money. also this kinda proves sam hyde is seriously /ourguy/ hahahahaha.

but honestly i would not be surprised to see jooish bullshit happen with wesearchr, like this campaign being shut down, or them not reaching the minimum. why didnt weev set it at like 30 thousand?

sent some more btc to anglin because it felt kind of cheap to just send him 5 dollars in his huge time of need. sent him around 10 bucks this time.

wondering why spencer doesnt have something supporting anglin on the front page of altright.com. i mean this case does involve spencer and his mother.

maybe anglin is a fed who was planted to destroy the alt right by therefore turning all stormers against spencer hahahahaha.

well what if spencer does something for anglin in the near future.

women are a lot more baby minded at 25-30 than they are from 20-25. they really get BABY RABIES and i wouldnt put it past them to try to get preggers by just about anyone, after the age of 25, if they havent had a baby yet. BEWARE over 25 year old women that do not have children an who arent making their career their substitute child. (masters degree, 60 hours a week, luvs their career, middle class)

in other words, if things had “worked out” with That Woman, she was transitioning from early twenties to late twenties. maybe she would have deliberately tried to get preggers from me hahahaha.

but thats GOOD! I wanted to get her preggers and have 3+ beautiful hwyte children with her.

then she could dump me and take the children away from me hahaha.

but no im just not making enough money to raise children.

sheeeeeeeit i wish i never MET her, so that I never really KNEW what I was MISSING with women, and could just be a Happy Woman Hater hahahaha. When A Man Luvs A Woman.mp3

yeah well in a few more years it will be LIKE i never met her hahahaha.

besides. she probably had PROBLEMS i didnt even know about. like in her crazy woman mind. shit she already had pretty big problems i DID know about.

DODGED A BULLET THERE!

really we need to look into into artificial wombs and more realistically, hiring women to act as hired wombs only. a substitute artificial womb. a human artificial womb. and then just be a Single Father.

Cant do that unless you a WEALTHY though.

its probably JUST AS important to REDUCE the number of nonwhites, as to INCREASE the number of hwytes. reduce the nonwhytes by deportation and stopping immigration. and, in the US, solving the BQ hahahaha by segregation, deportation, and or Subsidized STERILIZATION of blacks hehehehe. i think that is a VERY good use of taxpayer money.

but this stuff really is as extreme as artificial wombs tho.

larp larp larp larp larp. what is REALLY happening is this case with anglin. maybe now would be a good time for The March In Whitefish. or just any kind of big event to support him. he could probably raise more money by appearing at IRL events. why not go to the pikeville thing happening THIS WEEKEND.

why not go to NY and LA and all the big cities. dont need to go to a shit city like berkeley.

but the college. yeah well there are other colleges. go to harvard, yale, princeton, stanford, sure UCB is a good skool but there are plenty of other good skools. just go to any good, LARGE skool if you want publicity.

go to any large city. provide your own security, you would get a lot of volunteers. we dont NEED security, we protect OURSELVES.

of course, plenty of places (cities) have strict gun laws against open carry, concealed carry, etc. so you’d HAVE to get LE involved hahaha.

am i naive to think most LEOs would be more in favor of pro-whites, rather than disgusting antiwhite antifa?

also even the jooish media is reporting on The Lefts tendency to act like violent kneegrows at these protests.

was feeling grumpy and despairing over my weak loserness, so i decided to try a powernap. didnt really sleep more than 30 minutes but i think it helped a little.

yes i tried to be productive today by going to store, trimming beard, going for short powerwalk (go for another later), did some PUSHUPS, and listend to some georgie boy. might get under calorie limit today. really the best way to do that is just NOT EAT. don’t have SNACKS or dessert, period. eat one small meal and one big meal and that is all you can have for the day. and that still might be too much!

but i would recommend this for fat slobs. you want to lose weight? DONT EAT. eat one small meal and one “bigger” meal and keep it under 1200 calories a day if you really want to lose weight quickly.

welp ate by Big Meal of the day and went over 1500. son of a bitch. this is including 2 powerwalks and skipping breakfast. like i said, its SO EASY to go over.

https://bbs.dailystormer.com/t/any-useful-books-on-how-to-be-a-dominant-bf-husband/102711

the woman beaters have not shown up yet and there is fairly moderate advice on how to be a manly but not abusive man hahaha

they say raep is about power not secs, but what you have to understand is that WOMEN FIND POWER SECSY.

this doesnt mean that women always like raep but it does explain alot of those raep fantasies. and also it is is a very good idea to ALWAYS BE POWERFUL with women.

BRUTE STRENGTH. RAW POWER. POWER. POWER. STRENGTH = POWER. women are attracted to this like a man is attracted to a beautiful young 18 year old gurl.

TINDER TRASH. theres a reason that phrase exists. tinder TRASH.

sucks to see a good woman go from good and never on tinder, to mudsharking, high-number, secs on the 3rd date tinder TRASH.

just LAUGH in their faces and say YOUR FATHER MUST BE SO PROUD, TINDER TRASH. NOW SUCK ME.

arranged marriages really are the way to go. and it doesnt have to be like browns and mudslims. it would be a very hwyte form of arranged marriage. maybe even the father could even give her a choice of 2 good, pre-vetted men. not that women can make good decisions of who to marry and who to have babies with.

but anyway if the guy turns out to be an abusive monster, she should be able to go to her father and he will fix it.  but BOTH fathers will be meeting to arrange this shit to make sure they are BOTH getting a good deal. win win.

you could prob even marry off 16 yo gurls with 16 yo boys, not even 23 year old men. 23 year old men with jobs would prob be better tho. but 16 yo boys could be done provided there are families that could help out if they had some kids of their own, but the young father still needed to finish skooling so he could start making good money at 22/23, and ALREADY have a young child. it could be done. have more emphasis on extended family beyond the nuclear. 3 generation households. that might be one way to justify these goddamn huge mcmansions. they are big enough for 3 fooking generations.

cuz i was thinking what to do about the boys who are HORNY AF when they are 16? should you make it ok to bang whores and sluts for them? or should you just marry them to 16 yo gurls and they can happily bang each other? i think that is the ideal.

i mean young people get RIDICULOUSLY horny and this leads them to make EVEN WORSE decisions. but its not like you cant turn this horniness off. if you chain them up they might try to rebel by running away and fooking muds. but marrying 16 year olds to each other and letting them fook all day, everybodys happy. but the family has to be there to help if that 16 yo gets preggers. i mean why wouldnt they be. we’re hwytes, not SAVAGES. we TAKE CARE OF OUR KIDS. in fact it should prob be encouraged. you’re 17 and havent had a kid yet? better get on that! arent you and your horny husband fooking enough?

this way, both super horny young men and young women are fulfilling their urges in healthy ways, and not turning to degeneracy like promiscuity or porn!

no moron, dont look to MUSLIMS as an example of how to treat women! this is what i dont like abotu this white sharia. some of these idiots actually think the MUSLIMS have the RIGHT idea.

i used to like that BBS didnt have a downvote, but now i think downvote system would be good.

we need to treat our women like GOOD parents treat their children. we dont need to abuse them, dress them in burkas, and treat them like SHIT. they are subservient to us and KIND of like property, in the way that our beloved dog or children is our “property.” you would never think of beating or abusing or hating them.

i cant believe this attitude makes me a WHITE KNIGHT PVSSY MANGINA SIMP PEDESTALIZER CAPTAIN SAVE A HORE.

heh. i sure talk and think about women way too much for somebody who hasnt even talked to a 20-30 year old woman for like 2 years hahahaha.

but yeah. this is how IMPORTANT the WQ is, because many men are obsessed with women, as am I. it directly affects us. in fact the WQ was what started me on muh redpilling over 10 years ago. yes it was!

i was starting down that road even before I Disavowed the Left!

basically the WQ was the ROOT CAUSE of me changing from a pathetic shitlib antiwhite SJW, into the somewhat less pathetic 1433 VVN far right fascist traditionalist race-luving hwyte warrior wannabe that stands before you today hahahaha.

yeah im still pathetic but im WAY LESS PATHETIC than if i were still an antiwhite shitlib!

maybe i should start drinking again. and then only drink on a day like this, a weekend where i dont have to get up in the morning. and no driving. and just drink at least medium quality stuff and no bottom shelf rotgut stuff. and only once a week. like be drinking some whiskey on a night like this. dont drive anywhere. i dont drive as much anyway. i was more social when i was a drinker hahahhaha.

i mean if im not driving, its ok, right????

same reason im wanting to use MJ, right? to ESCAPE from BAD FEELS???!!!?!!?!?!?!

pretty much hahaha. but i would still much rather do MJ.

but alcohol is SO much easier to get!

but the hangovers are horrible.

but theyre less worse if you drink quality booze.

but but but

YOUR FATHER MUST BE SO PROUD

apri 25

took a rare nap because i am doing a rare weeknight social game which will result in me getting not much sleep in prep of the Big Day of Job tomorrow. If I had a Normie job, i wouldnt even think of doing this, because being GRUMPY is the LEAST of your concerns when you dont sleep enough. its being ANXIOUS and PANICKING and feeling like you wont be able to stand the constant firing squad of people constantly watching you and measuring you and asking you questions and interrogating and interviewing you. grilling you.

like i dont know how any health care workers, esp nurses, do their jobs. i have great respect for nurses when they arent pill popping whores.

uhhh so being grumpy and tired is not my worry. my worry is being WEAK and running out of the room crying because I cant handle the pressure. its like taking a Big Final Exam without good sleep, because

EVERY DAY OF WORK IS LIKE A BIG FINAL EXAM.

Nobody told me! I just thought it was Boring Drudgery! Shit, I’d pay for boring drudgery, when its actually nerve-wracking tension!

but my current job is much different, very low stress, borderline boring even! and i say this isn’t a REAL job, because clearly real jobs JUST ARENT LIKE THIS. PLUS Im only making 11k a year and no benefits. its not a real job. it was never MEANT to be a real job. its MEANT for students who are working on their degree so in a few years they can get an entry level torture job for 28k a year and some health care.

you are constantly SELLING something to angry customers. even if what you’re “Selling” is the runaround and the bullshit jooish lies as to why your company thinks its too expensive to fix what the customer wants fixed. here’s why its not really broken goy.

as someone who genuinely wants to do a good job and actually help people, that kind of shit is VERY hard for me. especially when the shit is so confusing that i just dont KNOW. its very possible the shit is SO confusing that its NOT worth it for our company to fix their shit. soooo……can we escalate this to someone who knows how to handle it? do we have a Business Partner we can connect them with? What do I say to leave this person out in the cold? sorry, cant help you, it is what it is, next. no explanation because even i dont understand it, and you cant talk to my higher up who said shut it down, because he’s too busy saying shut it down to people like ME.  see, you get shut down, I’m actually getting shut down too, by him, now I’m shutting YOU down. thats all we do, we dont actually FIX things, hahahahaa.

i just hate it when every day has MORE pressure than a big exam, because you DONT understand the stuff, AND you have to explain it to angry people. why why why. i dont know why, i just know my higher ups said we cant. no you cant talk to him. because theyre too busy, and they will just tell you the same thing. you think youre gonna LIKE the explanation?

was this why our department was failing?

well, it was a symptom of a failing department, that was mismanaged, that was not given the time, money, training, and people it needed to BE successful. and hence we were shut down altogether, permanently. i’m curious what happened to the department afterwards. if anything they needed MORE people, not less!

well…..they needed MORE people during peak business times. just as importantly, they needed BETTER TRAINED people during these times.

its basically fight or flight all day long, every day. how the hell do people do this?

because they have kids to take care of and they dont have any real skills like being a nurse or a electrician and they have to make at least 30k a year to support their kids and they dont want to be a huge deadbeat and not support their kids. lots of single mothers there. sad!

and if i had just gotten a 2 year nursing degree at age 20, i could have been making good money at age 20 hahahaha. well hypotehtically. i never wanted to be a nurse because its stressful and thankless. i dont know how anyone wants to be a nurse except for the Money and the Job Security. but its not great money, theres not great job security, i guess its just kinda easy to get the shittiest of nursing jobs.

yet there are tons of gurls who really want to become nurses.

WHY DONT THEY JUST BECOME WIVES AND MOTHERS INSTEAD? you can  become a nurse when you are 45. literally. so many women are channeling this natural urge to be Nurturing, so they can help angry strangers for 60 hours a week to the benefit of jooish hospitals and health care companies and doctors and then become pill popping sluts, and shitty wives and mothers like nurse jackie hahaha.

so what then, have the wives stay home? you cant afford to do that goy? without a dual income you cant survive goy!

well you live in a shitty neighborhood with violent blacks and browns, that would save money and be a great place for your wife to stay at home with the kids hahaha.

no i say you go to the hwyte rural area like fatherland jim and the hwyte pride singlewide. go and do likewise, gents. his wife stays at home and i dont think he makes a TON of money.

so the trick is, you gotta commute 50 miles one way so you can live far away enough from your job in the city so you can have a nice safe hwyte home in the country. so be prepared to spend extra money on car, insurance. because you werent spending enough money on that stuff as it is, hhahahahaa.

so this was my FATE, my DOOM, my DESTINY, my MISSION from GOD, is that i live a completely un-normal life. that life itself is such a difficult struggle that i cannot even do the bare minimum of being an adult.

i mean its one thing to Not Be Normal. Who’s Normal, you say.

People who rise to the challenge of making 28k a year and living independently, even if in poverty. Being Working Poor and still paying your beels. THAT is normal.

so there was a “PROFESSIONAL CUDDLER” mentioned in parade magazine or AP Reuters news or something. it is definitely a thing now.

i started suggesting this about 2 years ago but as the far more unattractive name of “cuddle hookers” which I dont think would sell nearly as well. i dont know why I just didnt keep it simple and suggest str8 up professional cuddlers.

http://www.dailymail.co.uk/femail/article-4170962/Professional-cuddler-earns-17-000-snuggling-strangers.html

i mean i just didnt know what WORD to CALL it till recently. “PROFESSIONAL CUDDLER” seems to be the term people in the media are settling on.

wow that bitch is cray cray. she is NOT a touchy feely person, left her husband because she wanted to become a poly slut, then went to a cuddle party and discovered at age 37 she wants to become a professional cuddler and for 80 dollars an hour, but shes not really a cuddly person. wtf.

http://www.businessinsider.com/professional-cuddler-2014-7

platonic companionship service that offers professional snuggling

therapeutic, non-sexual, cuddle session with a certified professional cuddler.

alternative touch therapy

http://www.cuddleparty.com/

shit yeah i think its sad, because it means there is enough lonely ass fooking men that are so pathetic they cant convince a normal degen woman to cuddle them, so they have to pay for basic human contact. also that a man could get THAT autistic. its totally the atomizing effect of da jooz hahahaha.

i imagine if you are CUTE and YOUNG you will be in more demand than if you are a FAT SLOB of a woman.

just like with secs, its more fun to cuddle with an attractive woman than an unattractive woman.

at any rate i think this is still a market worth studying. also i wonder if some of the “cuddle parties” are actually FREE of charge, for weird cuddle nerds that actually like cuddling.

but why would you like cuddling with JUST ANYBODY? or with a LOT of people? or someone you just met?  really its just a lesser version of secs. I dont want to cuddle with strangers. well, maybe QT young 20 year old gurl strangers, hahaha. but what does it say when they gather up in parties to cuddle as many people as possible? that they are fooking NUTS. well DUH. were not looking to MARRY these sluts ahahha.

but like that article above says, the woman has to do a lot of Boundaries COnversations because a lot of the PTSD Veterans who havent touched a woman in 10 years, get ATTACHED and fall in LUV after cuddling with her for an hour.

actually 60 dollars an hour is not bad. i might actually do this if i can find an attractive woman.

so yeah. my big question, and ive wondered this for a while, is just laying there with your eyes closed and trying to sleep, does that have ANY benefit, does that Charge Your Batteries at All? i cant imagine it DRAINS you the same way being On during the Peak of your Day does.

but when i get ready in the morning, i have about 20 minutes of free time. i usually use this to lay down in bed, all dressed and ready to go, but just lay there and close my eyes for about 20 minutes. i dont actually want to go to sleep because i have to go to job. but I WANT TO THINK that this 20 minutes gives me a tiny boost and is almost like a 20 minute powernap, even though im not actually sleeping.

how accurate is that?

or what about if youre just having trouble sleeping at night. tossing and turning. one hour goes by. then another. then another. you worry because you are only getting 2 hours of sleep and you have to sell bullshit stories tomorrow to people.

i want to think that just TRYING to sleep has SOME of the effect of ACTUALLY sleeping.

citation needed hehehe.

like today i did my “pre nap”. i laid down for 2 hours but marked down only 1 hour of actual nappng. shit be lucky if it was actually 45 minutes! but I still hope that the nap i had will help me tonight and tomorrow.

no i will be ok tomorrow. its not like i have a job where i have to sell bullshit lies to people and push them off with bullshit excuses.

apr 26

ok survived the day with “only” 5 hours of sleep. i mean i have the easiest job in the world, its fooking stupid. i wish i could be more charming and interesting with the colleages. i mean i am NICE buy i am not very CHARMING. in the competitive world of Productive Enterprise where you always have to sell yourself and establish Competitive ADvantage. I mean the most INTERESTING thing about me are my HORRIBLE, NARROW MINDED, BIGOTED bigotry and racism! that I cant even DEFEND from SHITLIBS who believe in knapsack of privilege and Everybodys Equal! then raise your children and move your family to a nonwhite ghetto, captain save a thug hahahaha. oh whats that? you live in a 94th percentile charles murray superzip? hahahaha. yeah but there is plenty of diversity. indians and asians with masters degrees and phds. analysts and engineers.

wow actually doing good at poker table today, won 2 good hands and now i am up from buyin of 4 to…..8. and i do NOT want to lose it! at a higher stakes table than i like to be at. making my money from a loose aggressive player.

i probably linked this a few months ago and it deserves to be linked again.

i dont hate TRS, I dont think enoch is a j00, i just agree with anglin on pretty much everything he said about enoch and trs. they handled the situation TERRIBLY at the time, they still COULD fix it, it was STUPID how they banned so many people from the forum for simply asking questions about a serious issue. its not to late to apologize. its not too late to unban. i dont think mike himself is a joo at all. many people on stormer think he is, i think thats stupid. i dont mind if anglin links TRS. he should. i agree, TRS adds too much value to the movement and our RACE NOT to link them. i guess enoch still does great daily shoahs. i liked the 2 minutes he was speaking at the spencer speech. would love to see enoch do things himself and have heated arguments with college shitlibs for hours.

but ill always be a bit sour on how they handled the joo wife situation, meaning i wont be as RAVING of a fan of them, wont be as EAGER to gibs them SHEKELS, compared with how I EAGERLY gib shekels to anglin. i have a mancrush on him that hasnt been soured. i couldnt see anglin handling a situation like this. all they needed to do was be transparent and apologize and not act like they were HIDING something.

i KNOW they just made a mistake like humans very often do. but its still not too late to apologize for the mistake, and they havent done that, and it doesnt seem like they ever will! and I would be even MORE sour if they ban me from TRS forum just because I dont post, and took a break, and mainly lurk, and asked good faith questions on other sites, and wasnt THRILLED with how they handled it, AND I donated money directly to sven stating my username before all the doxings. it was right after sven was doxed and before mike was doxed. those doxings were very different because sven didnt have a joo wife. worse, i really liked sven and he was probably involved in a lot of the Unjust Bannings at the forum. I don’t blame him for not blabbing about the joo wife, i would be more butthurt at him for banning so many people and for not gently pushing mike to do more and say more and for letting him get off so…..easily. well. apart from losing his job, family, reputation, livelihood, hahahahaha.

it was a RIDICULOUS situation, it still is, MONTHS later. but mike is a great speaker and thinker and should totally do public events like spencer.

the lovefest i have now with anglin is like the lovefest i had for mike and sven before all the shit went down.

i still enjoy the fatherland and hope to hear no1 again.

just SHUTTING DOWN all discussion of an important topic is not super cool and I WISH the higher ups would understand that and mike would just suck it up for 1 hour and make a heartfelt statement. i mean, he’s lost EVERYTHING, what else does he have to lose? it makes so little sense its frustrating. cant even blame it on joos because i really dont think they are!!!

but yeah The Movement has ALWAYS had infighting and drama like this. ALWAYS. but this was the biggest deal for me, because TRS really changed the game for me, took the movement to the next level, brought it into the current year, became the full realization of VVN 2.0 we’ve all wanted.

yeah well thank GOD anglin is also doing that.

https://bbs.dailystormer.com/t/dear-women-boys-do-not-like-a-little-bit-more-booty-to-hold-at-night/101967

hehehe fatshaming.

i do like “a little bit more booty”, but I think I’m basically just agreeing with anglin anyway. i dont mind a Kinda Big Butt in that we know women naturally have Bigger Butts and Thighs and Hips than Men, and thats FINE. andrew is of course talking about FAT SLOBS, which IS a BIG problem. and they SHOULD be shamed.

QUOTE For instance, if you see an interracial couple, you can stop and say, enthusiastically “wow, you guys are such a cute couple,” she will almost certainly interpret this as you giving her exactly what she wants – social approval for her brave social justice act. So then, while she’s smiling, look the stupid bitch straight in the eyes and say

“your father must be so proud.”

Then, start laughing, and walk away.   END QUOTE

he gives a lot of clear, actionable advice for young men who dont know these very valuable Life Lessons. I recommend doing these things. classic. anglin clearly knows his shit about women. see laughing is best because it shows total superiority, and that you are not BUTTHURT about it. even though it is justified to be butthurt about hwyte gurls being mudsharks. but you can just LAUGH at it because you know you can pull a better hwyte woman who isnt a mudshark.

QUOTE

Women have exactly zero desire to be “respected” by men who view them as “equals” – women desire to be dominated by men who view them as property.

I want my boys to get laid, I want my boys to sire strong white children with beautiful white women. And I am teaching them to be the kind of men who get that job done.

My agenda is to save the white race by helping men to become men again, and I don’t give a f0ck about the tears of you pussy-worshiping cowards who have abandoned OUR WOMEN to their own fundamentally self-destructive natures by refusing to give them male guidance through the mechanism of public shaming.

You white knight cowards are the ones who are destroying OUR WOMEN by abdicating your masculine duty to put them in their place where they are safe and protected by men who dominate and own them, while at the same time claiming that any man who stands up and does his masculine duty is the bad guy.

White knights are worse than J00s – they are traitors.

END Q

what a great writer! if he made a fiery SPEECH like this, people would be talking about it for months, yet this is just one of 10 articles he writes a day and prob will be forgotten soon. he needs to be doing articles like this in SPEECH form. this would start a fooking RIOT with antifa, and made the good guys look irresistable to women.

i don’t 100% agree that “white knights are worse than joos,” but i think this is andrew being provocative. i mean white knights ARE bad. but i think most are just naive and andrew is trying to wake them up. Get MAD, you sons of bitches!!!!!

good quote from poster: Simple experience with women teaches you this. Women never feel guilt for something they do, only shame for getting caught. Every cheating woman ever feels this way. As long as their man doesn’t know, then there is no problem as far as they are concerned. The courts also recognize the inherently amoral nature of women.  END

shame vs guilt. guilt is much better because it means you actually have morals. since women naturally do NOT have morals, we NEED to SHAME them.

EXTREME PROBLEMS DEMAND EXTREME SOLUTIONS. (not violence hahahahahaha but total verbal public shaming)

so some of the guys kicked off of TRS started a new forum around that time called the purity spiral dot com, look it up hahaha. i signed up for it but havent really read it, heard there are good effortposts there. thats the only thing i dont like about DS BBS, is some of the people seem SO RETARDED and have a huge chip on their shoulder. cant even tolerate a tiny difference in opinion with their white bruders.

hehehe my copy of MEIN K4MPF cannot be delivered fast enough hahahaha.

also i should really get a firearm, i would just like a basic bitch handgun, that’s it.

ideally i should get a concealed carry license just to essentially get TRAINING on how to be a Good Goy With A Gun. Although I really like Open Carry because of the signal it sends: dont even TRY to start shit here, ya filthy animal.

but i have no training on how to properly use, own, maintain a firearm. I’ve fired a firearm no more than 25 times in muh whole life.

apr 27

welp one day at a time haha. decided to start getting up at 5:20 am instead of 5 now. because it CHARGES THE BATTERIES MORE and gives me MORE ENERGY, even if only MARGINALLY, to  sleep an extra 20 minutes than just to lay there are pretend to sleep. although i hop that pretending to sleep does charge batteries a LITTLE.

actually changing that to 530.

this does NOT mean i can stay UP 30 minutes later at night. no. it means i STILL should go to bed at 800 and try to just get more sleep. try to aim for 8 hours and 30 minutes EVERY night.

so basically i was butthurt that women are not MORAL and women are not LOYAL. why cant women be MORAL or LOYAL. they just get to get away with saying sorry thats not how we were born, we dont have it in us, so manage expectations!

and you get butthurt to think that ANY HUMAN BEING, man or woman, hwyte or nonwhyte, NOT be CAPABLE of being MORAL and LOYAL. you just need the WILL.

so which is? can we expect women to be moral and loyal, or is that really TOO MUCH for them?

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/National_Socialist_Program#The_25-point_Program_of_the_NSDAP

big dnation drive for daily stormer today as weev posted official article on splc lawsuit on anglin, set up a wesearchr for anglin, just hope that doesnt get shut down and he actually gets the money. i just sent him 5 dollars in btc hahahahaha. big dnator hahaha. because if the wesearchr doesnt actually reach 150k, then he gets nothing. that would suck!

https://bbs.dailystormer.com/t/abortion-and-subsequent-break-up/102137

abortion story on BBS. dont kill your babies! i dont think this guy fully appreciates the gravity of it. but theres a great point about how the woman will resent you if you go along with the abortion. its a giant shit test to get you to say DONT KILL MY BABY.

everything about women is so bad. its stupid to want women. they are SO MUCH NOT WORF IT.

really i hate not being STRONG enough to HANDLE just a normal, average woman. It’s mens JOB to MANAGE their women, and I can’t handle that job. not tough enough. not MAN enough. gotta MAN UP!!

there are a few guys on DS BBS that are such woman haters that they think that if you dont support BEATING women you are a WHITE KNIGHT beta Cuck hahahaha. if you are just a reasonable guy like me and only want to spank women. and sometimes the woman beaters make great points about women. but dont call the men who dont agree with beating women white knights just because they dont want to PUNCH a woman in the FACE. i agree with the white knights: we are white men and should behave more honorably than that. we dont need to beat our women, we dont need “SHARIA” we dont need to call women Things or Property. YES, we need to be IN CHARGE and LEAD our women. be the BOSS of them. but it doesnt mean we OWN them. really. they are more like PETS than PROPERTY hahahahaha. you OWN them but you LUV them too. like your children.

believe me, if anyone is open to extreme woman hating its me. and even i cant be convinced to be as EXTREME as some of these guys. even though i agree that EXTREME PROBLEMS NEED EXTREME SOLUTIONS. we dont need to PUNCH women (unless its antifa gurl hahahaha).

but the “toxic” woman-beaters DO have a decent number of GOOD points about women! alot more that the broken clock is right 2 times a day! these guys are right at least 10 times a day! they shouldnt beat women though! or hate them THAT much!

but the WQ is a huge deal because it affects us ALL, DEEPLY, EVERY DAY. except for the lucky few that have a halfway decent rel with a halfway decent woman. and you gotta be way above average TOUGH and STRONG to pull that off. but as NS VVN’s, this is is what we strive towards hahahaha. being super tough and strong.

BLESSED ARE THE STRONG! THE MEEK SHALL INHERIT NOTHING!

hehehe ive repeated that several times.

well i got well below 1500 calories today, got about 1200. so that was good.

i just hate not being a normie and being so far gone and so weak and pathetic that i can never BECOME a normie!!!!!! :rage: :crying:

even if anglin loses this case, he’s not going to go to JAIL. at worst he will have to shut the stormer down. which would suck. but i think he would find  a way to SOMETHING after that. i mean its amazing he keeps the site up at all anyway!

could the govt seize his BITCOIN??

i mean we have heard stories of bitcoin being seized right? like dread pirate roberts and silk road and all that.

AWWWWW YEAAAAAHHHHHH

GEORGIE BOY IS BAAAAAACCCKKKKKKKKKKKKK

seems like more of the same, except now he has wiped out his subscribers and all his videos! which kinda sucks. i also hoped he would be gone for longer so he could have a REAL break and hopefully make a change.

saved his new email address hahaha.

now all the stupid haters will be back. i am the most bona fide, good faith, honest supporter of george there is.

ACCEPT SCIENCE! OR BE FOREVERBUTTHURT

apr 23

had dream with that woman last night. kinda sucked. because she was leaving me, and i was both begging her PLEASE DONT LEAVE ME, AND being a passive aggressive scheming butthurt joo, trying to scam her into staying with me, AND butthurt lashing against her for being interested in other men and not me, AND butthurt lashing against those lucky tuffguy badboi men. dont remember specifics of how that was happening, but those were the obvious feels in the dream. i was not acting like a strong decent courageous moral hwyte man. and it sucks just feeling like a weak scheming weakling. and she was sighing and saying UGH and CLEARLY totally DISGUSTED with me and my weakness.

not a good confidence building dream hahahaha.

sunday. nice and sunny. doing my sunday routine of charging shit, trimming beard to level 2, playing some cards, will do powerwalk in a bit, try to get into bed by 8pm. after like a month of keeping stats, my sleep average is 8:30 a night. 8 and a half hours.

gaining weight. now up to a scale tipping 131 lbs hahahaah. simpyl because i am going over 1500 cals too much. hahaha. because on the weekends i drink tea with too much HONEY.

well for a few weeks I was eating llife savers candies. because eating 2 bags of life savers in 2 weeks will make you gain like 4 pounds. im only half joking.

well i was eating a bit too much ice cream too.

i just hate falling in luv with a nice innocent low number gurl, then she dumps you, your heart is insanely broken, then she very likely starts becoming a high number slut, blowing and fooking guys she just met. so even if she came back to you, she wouldnt be the same decent woman, but just a common slut, but you’re so sad, youd prob take her back anyway, because you havent found anyone better, and youre still pining, still having dreams about her.

but yeah. like those guys at daily stormer said, just being a little bit off, a little bit awkward, putting your hands in your pockets, and WOMEN and JOBS think you are a HUGE WEIRDO and dont want to hang out with you or hire you. let alone bang you, or pay you 28k a year!

you cant even pull 35 year old fat mudshark single moms! you cant even make 18k a year!

BLESSED ARE THE STRONG! THE MEEK WILL INHERIT NOTHING!

yeah well at least i dont watch porn hahaha. i dont want to watch porn hahaha. at least i dont drink. i dont really WANT to drink. at least i dont do MJ. but I really, really, really WANT to do MJ a LOT!!!!!! and thats bad.

i went into a home depot recently and was overwhelmed by just one aisle with all different types of screws, nuts, washers, brads, bolts, spikes, nails, and i was like, who UDNERSTANDS all of this shit? do stupid mexicans really understand all this? and if they do, doesnt that make them smarter and better than me? drug addicted construction workers who at best smoke MJ all day on the job (and after), and at worst, pop opioids all day? they can understand this complicated shit and do this job and I cant????

it was national ((((science)))) day on ((((earth day)))) yesterday and i saw this goy scientist on cspan. obviously a goy. but the activist shit he said was PURE JOO. he was so excited telling a story of a little gurl (prob PoC hahahaha) who luved sciecne. WOW I LUV SCIENCE and BACTERIA! BACTERIAS ARE SO KEWL! she was talking to a science grad student, prob an evil hwyte male. she said, do you study kool bacteria in there, and he responded, no not really, we have some bacteria, but they are really just to help enable protein activation or some phd science shit.

then the guy telling the story, i think tyler dewitt was his name, said, this is horrible, because it taught the little gurl that

  1. scientists are mean and grumpy
  2. science is CONFUSING and overwhelming
  3. MAYBE PEOPLE WHO LOOK LIKE YOU SHOULD STAY AWAY FROM SCIENCE.

at that point I was like fook this joo, how can you be so stupid. he seems like a totally sincere goy who sincerely believes the joo lies. i  turned it off quickly after and said, well he would have told a little BOY the same thing. plus I’m sure phd level science IS confusing and overwhelming, and he has a ton of work to do, therefore he is very stressed, therefore hes grumpy to everyone all the time, not just little gurls asking about science, but everyone all the time. hes grumpy to his gay PoC boifrands.

i wont deny that phd programs are a lot of WORK, and alot of the phd students like to be Workaholic Martyrs for that. nope i cant have a traditional relship now, im too busy working 100 hours a week on my phd program. i dont deny phd programs are TOO MUCH WORK than I could handle.

science isnt for people who look like you. get the ofok out of here joo liar. of course science is fun when you are in 3rd grade in 2017 and you CANT POSSIBLY FAIL and its a huge hugbox lovefest and all your marxist teachers who know nothign about science teach you how KOOL science is. and you arent under PRESSURE to solve confusing af problems or people will bitch at you about how stupid you are, at best, or, at worst, you will get fired for being an idiot, and then have to try to sell shit for a living like the rest of normie idiots, when you thought science was your golden ticket because you are an autist who cant get along with normies.

its not all fun and games and bacteria is kewl tee hee. its publish or perish on obscure shit where only 10 people in the world know or care what youre doing, and its sure not part of anything bigger and better, like curing cancer, which the joos do not ever WANT scientists to cure. because you find a cure, you K THE GOLDEN GOOSE.

but yeah i just dont like getting dreams about that woman, period. because its a way of SEEING her again. and in this dream, i was acting like a shameful coward, and she was acting like a mean bitch. at the very least, i wish i were acting like a strong man. i HATE being WEAK.

i also HATE thinking That Woman was just a damn slut like those guys at DS were talking about. who play innocent and then you bang them with just the tip bullshit.

its kind of jooish, but its also kinda brilliant. i can’t say its wholly jooish, any more than women are inherently kinda jooish, and it plays to that.

and it SUCKS that hwyte women are INHERENTLY JOOISH!!!!!!

thats why its MENS job to step in and physically STOP them from BEING jooish!

perhaps blackish would be better term. because theyre not as smart and clever and high iq as joos. joos or blacks, whatever it is, it SUCKS, and i wish Our Women werent like that, but they ARE, they always HAVE been, even before the world was jooed, so just ACCEPT it, or be FOREVER BUTTHURT.

what CAN make a woman become more mature is having children and being a good mother to them. BUT, in order to do that, she USUALLY needs a good husband. otherwise she just is a shitty single mother.

basically, a woman NEEDS a man to reach her full potential. a man does not really NEED a woman to reach HIS full potential. other than perhaps having a good mother will help him, and having a good wife will help him. but these things are not nearly as MANDATORY as having a good father and a good husband are for women.

That’s just the way women have EVOLVED.

Accept SCIENCE! or be FOREVERBUTTHURT.

ok 9mm rounds are probably the most common type of ammo. they basically sell for about 20 to 25 cents per round.

basically i was thinking about investing in ammo as a currency for when the shit hits the fan and ammo will be essentially very very valuable, like gold, but moreso. food, ammo, guns, alcohol will all be very valuable. well….you can make your own alcohol easily, cant you? very hard to make your own ammo easily. so this is why people are stocking up now. and i should too hahaha. just buy a few boxes of 9mm rounds.

yeah then what. when TSHTF and just have a few boxes of ammo. then some negros with guns will rob me of the ammo hahaha. kinda stupid to have ammo but no guns. i mean i SHOULD get a gun. just a 9mm pistol handgun would be fine to start with. they dont have this RIGHT in YUROP, which is truly a huge shame.

ill tell you whats triggering. 30 year old hwyte men making 60 grand a year who truly think gunz are evil and should be BANNED, and are disgusted by hwyte men with guns.

some men spend their whole lives associating with onyl terrible women and never meet a decent woman, so they think all women are like that hahaha.

hey ive met at least 3 decent women in my life!

but anyway if you get the gurl sucking your d on the first hour shes met you, well its physically IMPOSSIBLE to get put in the friendzone. therefore, aim for SOME kind of physical action, even if its just you groping their body, or making out, or encouraging them to just touch the tip. then you’ll NEVER get in the friendzone hahaha.

ive also been friends with women where they were decent people/friends, but they wouldnt really be decent gfs for me, because i knew too much abotu their  sordid past. it didnt make them bad people, but it ruled them out of GF Zone for me hahahaha. sorry sweetie, youve just been with TOO MANY GUYS.

now, i never had a hardcore conversation with them about how their number was too high for me to consider Dating them. that would just be cruel at that point. like them bluntly telling ME that they would never consider dating me because I was just too unmanly and weak! which was true!

SOOOOO……if joe stalin hated joos, how come we dont like him? because his USSR was thoroughly jooed and k’d tons of innocent hwytes. he might have hated Joos, but he was thoroughly controlled by joos.  i think that is the idea.

some say the ukraine nationalists are totally joo controlled, and basically in 2017, russia is much less jood than ukraine.

i dunno, just dont know!

basically, we want nice, decent, innocent white women who dont act like goddamn N3gr0s!!!!!!!!!!!

Our Beautiful Hwyte women have been turned into N3gr0 whores! by You KNow Who!!!!!!!

funny. women are physically beautiful, but they dont know how to appreciate that beauty. they are disgustingly good at shitting on that beauty. like joos boiling jesus christ in a cauldron of shit in hell in their talmud. women make a travesty out of their own beauty. and only a MAN can really appreciate the BEAUTY of anything – women, a beautiful sunset, a beautiful piece of music, etc.

i also figured women are very good chameleons. very good at pretending to be men, pretending to be jooz, pretending to be blacks. and when we make it COOL again, they will start “pretending” at that which they are naturally best suited for: being wives and mothers. but now they are having a hard time pretending that role.

its not just the jooz fault women are so fooking horrible. its MENS fault TOO. but lets just say 60% joos fault hahaha. but yeah, we, us, men, are at fault too. by being weak. but a lot of our own weakness comes from the joo too!

https://archive.org/stream/MienKampfAdolfHitlerTheStalagEdition/Mien%20Kampf%20-%20Adolf%20Hitler%20-%20The%20Stalag%20Edition

read the book every day hahahaha.

i just hate that i found such beauty in that woman, and who she was, yet she just gives herself away like cheap filth to filthy negros. was I THAT WRONG about her beauty? no, she was beautiful at that time. but she prob doesnt mind just totally profaning and blaspheming and destroying her own beauty, letting herself go from a beautiful woman to a pile of negro shit. shit yeah its HEARTBREAKING!

i mean im only thinking about it because i had that dream last night.

did a 2 mile powerwalk on BEAUTIFUL sunday day (which only MEN can appreciate the beauty, hahaha) and listened to taake nattestid and saor guardians. not bad!

oh yeah. when you live in a 90% white neighborhood (thank GOD) and you see a beater rusty car driving around the neighborhood with three 20 year old black men in it……well lets just say i frowned on that and i hope other people saw it and were willing to call the po po. shit yeah there should be profiling here, because these young thugs looked suspicious af, they obviously dont live here. my thought is they are cruising around the neighborhood looking for houses to break into, OR, probably more likely, they were going to play basketball at the public city park. this is super annoying and it brings in too many blacks in the spring and summer. really wish the city would just take the negroball hoops down. they can leave the tennis courts because hwytes occasionally use those. but it is very irritating to see 10 young blacks who clearly dont live in the neighborhood, using your neighborhood park.

to their credit, there hasnt been any notable crimes out of the blacks in memory. that is kind of miraculous. absolutely miraculous. well maybe blacks arent that bad after all, even real thuggish looking young ones who play basketball and have filthy mouths. theyre not even shooting or stabbing each other when 10 of them get together, or terrorizing the hwyte people at the park, or breaking into cars and houses.

see thats the thing. when a woman is a slut wh0re, it also says, i would be a POOR CHOICE as a wife and mother. i would be a shitty wife AND a shitty mother.

reeeeeeeee just because a woman Owns Her Own Sexuality like a Mature Adult doesnt mean she would be a Bad Mother reeeeeeeeeeee!!!! screech the feminists. the jooish feminists.

so then you have to mansplain why a person who takes the life creation process so LIGHTLY might also take innocent human lives a little too lightly.

cuz i was thinking, you know, beggars cant be choosers, i dont DESERVE a nonslut, i guess i would take a slut IF she were attractive AND loyal to me AND would be a good wife AND would be a good mother, then FINE I guess I could tolerate her having a Slut Phase where she took 20 dicks.

but then i realized how stupid that sounded. a woman with a slut phase who took 25 dicks probably WOULDNT be a great wife and WOULDNT be a great mother.

thats why we dont like it!

because it means they might be willing to stray from us for some strange coch, or that the baby we are raising is NOT OURS!!!! maybe she snuck off and fooked some other guy, just like she snuck off and fooked other guys in the past!!!!!!!

of COURSE women dont understand this, buecase women have NEVER understood the OBVIOUS. even DECENT women dont understand the obvious. women have not EVOLVED through SCIENCE! to understand the obviously. ACCEPT THE SCIENCE! OR BE FOREVERBUTTHURT!!!!!!

april 24

well i pulled the trigger. bought the manheim translation of MEIN K4MPF for 11.60 incl shipping. basically the best deal i can get on this book. would prefer stalag edition but its like 6 dollars more. and i hear the manheim translation is good enough.

the problem with this all women are whores mindset is, who the hell are you going to have babies with? you want a WH)RE for the mother of your children? i guess I am coming over to the idea of hwyte sharia, even tho I don’t luv the word, as basically a way of saying EXTREME PROBLEMS CALL FOR EXTREME SOLUTIONS. The Women Problem is WAY over the line, things are WAYYYYYY out of control there, so we NEED something extreme to fix it. you dont have to call it “sharia”, but it DOES have to be extreme, because wouldnt you agree that our women are EXTREMELY out of control. do you deny that? I didnt think so!

basically, we HAVE to have children with whores and then train the NEXT generation of girls to never become whores like their whore mothers, hahaha. it can be done! i’m optimistic! white pill!

the bad news is, you have a whore for a wife and your poor children have a whore for a mother. how to deal?

you train your whore wife to PRETEND to be a decent woman and to pretty much “fake it till you make it” as a decent woman trying to be a decent mother. but you basically would have to monitor youre wifes mothering skills much more than with an actual decent woman. more work for you, in other words. oh well. A MAN’S WORK IS NEVER DONE.

it just rustles me that you can never expect LOYALTY out of a woman because theyre simple not CAPABLE of it. its like THE RACISM OF LOW EXPECTATIONS that Well-Intentioned whites use on poor blacks. basically let them get away with shitty behavior, never hold them accountable.

well yes you would hold them accountable, by spanking them whenever they started to show disloyalty. spank them until they stop showing disloyalty. SPANKING IS NOT VIOLENCE!!!!!!!!! IM NOT ADVOCATING VIOLENCE!!!!!!!!

its basically very similar to the pro and anti spanking camps re disciplining kids. Same thing with WOMAN. Grown Women are the same as immature children who require DISCIPLINE. DISCIPLINE IS NOT VIOLENCE!!

maybe if they had been RAISED RIGHT, modern women wouldnt NEED so much discipline!

discipline via spanking would be a key part of My Hwyte “Sharia.” god damn u anglin hahahaha. such a stupid WORD. but hes absolutely right about the idea.

i wonder if they will send me the MK with the hugeass portrait of AH on the cover, hahahahahahaha. I HOPE SO!

EXTREME PROBLEMS CALL FOR EXTREME SOLUTIONS.

I will not use the word “desperate” to describe our extreme, but strong, proud, and not-desperate solutions.

with The Women Problem, we are essentially doing what they did when they sent juvenile delinquents to Military School.

Scared Straight Boot Camp.

We treat them like children because they ACT like children. That’s not a LOW expectation, thats a REAL RED PILL REALITY expectation. Women were designed by SCIENCE! to act like children.

Because…………uhhhhhhhhh this means they get pregnant as soon as possible and as often as possible. it’s ALMOST an r-selected strategy. it’s a lot less K-selected than white knights would hope.

BUT…..humans are a lot more likely to DIE in childbirth than a blatantly r-selected species like rats. a rat can have 100 babies and prob not die. if a human woman had 50 babies she would almost certainly die. even 20. human birth is a painful, complicated process where a lot can go wrong. not too long ago, many women did die during birth.

soooooo thats not helping my argument that its ok for women to be huge r selected sluts fooking everything that moves.

https://bbs.dailystormer.com/t/the-mike-enoch-question-a-public-discussion/101414

anglin doing a somewhat official thing on the enoch question. i wish TRS had done an official thread on the enoch question! after time has passed, I am pretty ok with enoch, but i think TRS handled it very badly at the time. i wish enoch had been more forthcoming, like anglin has been about things in his life that could be used against hsi character, and address them BEFORE they became an issue. Anglin sums it up very nicely in his OP here. this is only on the BBS, not the main site.

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TRS was advised with how to deal with the situation. I spoke personally with Sven within 24 hours of the doxing, and told him that Mike needed to come out and be 100% straighforward with people, to show a bit of vulnerability, to apologize for lying by omission, and say that he’s a human being and life is complicated and weird things happen and most times the right thing is not the easiest thing.

Instead of being straightforward, the TRS team engaged in a lot of weird cagey bullshit. They were first totally silent, then they told stupid lies like “oh well she’s only part J00ish and has no J00ish culture” even though she was a completely degenerate tranny promoting k—  – something straight out of a @MANNvsMACHINE cartoon.

Sven then did a show without Mike, and seemed to announce that Mike would be leaving the show.

Then Mike and Sven did a show with Rufus from Rebel Yell, where nothing at all was talked about. It was rambling, boring bullshit, where none of the concerns people have were addressed. Mike was attempting to be so cryptic that he made weird statements making it sound like he himself is a J00. This was really a kick in the face to loyal TRS fans, and resulted in a whole lot of anger.

On the TRS forum, massive numbers of long-time posters were banned for simply being angry and demanding the issue be addressed clearly.

When a regular TDS episode finally aired, there was again no direct statements about any of it, and another awkward statement where Mike seemed to be implying that he is J00ish (especially when it is taken out of context in a clip).

A lot, a lot of long-time TRS supporters felt abused, and I think it is fair to say they were abused. Technically, a guy who does a podcast and posts it on the internet doesn’t owe anything to the people who download and listen to that podcast. But in real human terms, a person who spends countless hours listening to a person talk believes that person is their friend. This is because our brains did not evolve to be capable of drawing a distinction between a disembodied radio voice of a stranger and someone sitting in our room (or at the gym, or in the car, or wherever we were listening) talking to us and an actual real life friend. People felt like they were betrayed by a personal friend, and you can see this in the many, many angry responses. In this sense, on a human level, Mike did owe his listeners something more than what he gave them.

END QUOTE

ok cant read more than 150 posts hahahaha. why havent i listened to anglins 90 min speech in london in like 2012:

he needs to get the sleeves of his jacket tailored but he should be giving speeches like this every day hahahaha. i think he could become really really good at it. it really is a skill you can get better at with practice.

HORREE SHEET, GR8 SPEECH ANDRE. even better than expected. he should totally do this every week. every day. hes a great writer and he writes a great speech too. sometimes he gets off on a tangent, but it doesnt really matter. its all good. when he speaks you can tell he is even smarter than you thought he was!

ideally I would like him giving AH-style fiery speeches of the already fiery stuff he writes about. he doesnt even talk about gassing the K’s in this speech, its quite restrained.

Yeah I know he goes on other peoples podcasts and shows pretty often. great. but I would love if he did his own podcast where he did most of the talking. or better, did events like spencer.

hahahahaha now i cant wait for my copy of MEIN KAMPF to arrive.

im surprised i never bought it before, just to seem EDGY. I totally did that sort of thing when I was young, bought stuff just because it was EDGY like marilyn manson or some shit. you young direct-to-altright 20 year olds have no idea what its like. to lose your youth wandering, lost in jooish edginess. not that MK is “jooish” edgyness. but it was def edgy. but in NO WAY was I ready to take AH and NS SERIOUSLY. It was more like yeaaahhhh worlds most evil man, genociding jooish children, badass evil black metal death metal mother fookerrrrrr rawwwwrrrrr metalllllllllll deathhhhhhh and destructionnnnnnnnn. get foookkedddd upppppp and genocide millions of pathetic, helpless victims, left to DIE! RANCID angel of DEATH, flying FREE!!!!! angel of death middle riff.wav

(not saying thats not a classic song!)

no idea that perhaps AH was in fact the greatest man since JESUS CHRIST, that maybe they didnt carry out the you-know-what as described, and that AH had the best plan for a happy, healthy hwyte society!!!!!!!!!

i accepted the jooish story that AH was an evil man…..but I also accepted a pretty jooish kind of nihilism and MORAL INVERSION that said that anything EVIL was KOOL and AWESOME!!!!!!

And 20 years later I ended up at, AH is Awesome again hahahahahaha. for all the RIGHT reasons this time.

heres a great business idea: find a way to transfer small amounts of bitcoin for no fee so that people could charge tiny fees and people could make tiny payments.

for example, pay me 25 cents in bitcoin to download this podcast. and then be able to easily send them 25 cents in bitcoin, with no fee.

as it is now, you cant even send 1 dollar BTC without paying god damn 60 cents fee.

meaning its really only worthwhile to send bitcoin at 5 dollars or above.

but its a lot easier to charge 25 cents for a podcast, than 5 dollars.

see what I’m getting at?

as the amount you send goes up, the amount (percentage) of fee goes DOWN. seemingly. I mean, at 1 dollar its 60 fooking percent, at 5 dollars its still like 10 percent, which is still way too damn high. the fees are too damn high with bitcoin.

anglin. at first I thought he was “low brow”. He might self-deprecatingly joke about himself being low brow. But I think he is actually smart af, possibly fooking genius autist levels. he could be a pure intellectual but he chooses not to, because he knows its not pure intellectuals that change the world, but MEN OF ACTION.

 

LOW NUMBER, GOOD FATHER

apr 22

well met with the old friend and thank GOD he was on good behavior yesterday and did not drink at all. not at all. not before i arrived, i didnt have to blow into his breathalyzer, he didnt drink at dinner, didn’t drink afterwards, so, i got everything i had hoped for. when he doesnt drink and is a normal person like this, then i dont MIND hanging out with him! maybe he went and pounded vodka right after i left. but hopefully not. and i would almost be able to tolerate that, as long as i didnt see it. not that that would be good.

as a kind of bonus i tried to Red Pill him on Porn because he watches too much of that. I gently explained how it can warp your mind in ways you dont even realize. who is making this? WHY are they makign this? is it NORMAL for women to stuff huge things up their ass? do normal women do that? do normal men want to see that? did you always want to see that when you were like 13 years old? i stopped watching porn and it is the best decision I ever made. how about lets just do a fun experiment here and you try to stop for 30 days and see what happens.

oh hell no, not 30 days, i dont want to do that.

well why not? why would that be so bad? 30 days without porn, is it really that hard? why do you want to watch it so bad? isnt that interesting? is that normal? is that the way humans should be? who benefits from turning us into weird perverts?

ok, how about a week then. can you try one week for me.

i tried to sell him on one week. dont think it will work but if i can get him to think of the joo rubbing his hands saying GOOD GOYIM, then thats a victory for me. I explained that image and told him to think of that next time he wants to look at porn, which is like every fooking day.

do you really need to look at porn every day? every WEEK?

really once you stop for a month, you dont WANT to look at it any more. youre like this is gross and wrong, this is turning me into a jooish pervert. this is bad. TURN THAT SHIT OFF.

and you WILL SEE some porn eventually, inevitably, on the internet, or from these fooking GOYS who are watching porn every day. he talks about all the 40 year men at his job who are always watching porn and talking about secs.

im like wow, these are 40 year old white men. do you really think thats normal? dont they have CHILDREN? would you want your DAUGHTER doing porn, or being a hooker, or a stripper, or working at hooters, or even just being a basic slut??? would you really not care?

yeah but i dont have a daughter and I dont want to have kids.

well imagine you DID have a daughter. and then we can Explore why you dont want to have kids.

because its no benefit to me, plus the world sucks. which is basically shorthand for saying i don’t believe I can raise winner kids in such a sucky world. which is fair enough. I dont think I could either. not least of all because I cant even take care of MYSELF, how could I take care of a wife and children.

maybe spending more time withe white babies would help him.

not that i needed to spend time with white babies to come to the conclusion that having hwyte babies is a great thing.

anyway i was just thrilled he was not drinking. I heavily suggested that it also doesnt do him or anyone else any good to be raging falling down drunk.

so, all in all, better than expected! thank GOD!

he is also somewhat redpillable because he doesnt like blacks and race mixing hahahaha. so i jumped on those topics. but really tried to make the porn connection.

when you are watching porn almost every day, you think its NORMAL. you cant see how FOOKED UP it is! just another thing which makes it SOOOOOOOOO terrible!

oh im just a prude. well kind of yes. but what the fook is a PRUDE anyway. anyone short of being a total pornified jooish pervert? then we SHOULD ALL BE PRUDES.

ok its one thing when omega virgins watch porn and cant talk to gurls. WHAT ABOUT MARRIED GUYS or guys in a monog rel? like muh porn watching friend. he is married, his wife totally knows he watches porn, im sure shes not thrilled with it, but she just accepts it as normal and doesnt think its a huge deal because hes not watching 10 hours of porn a day.

sad! and i think a lot of women think the same way. oh, ALL GUYS JUST WATCH PORN. ACCEPT IT. its not worth getting mad about.

heh. that is not the proper attitude. although i wish they took that laiisez faire, im not going to overreact attitude with other things that they tend to overreact on, like everyhting hahahaha.

so youre a 40 year old man and still have SOME secs drive. but your wife is a fat slob that you dread having to bang once a month like al bundy. (but his wife was attractive!!!! (but i think also a jooess.))

probably some of these wives are like, yeah i know im fat and gross, and i just cant compete with these hot 20 year old gurls in porn, so, whatever, just look the other way.

im talking full blown working class whyte people here. the ones that work for a living and arent pill popping single parent household trash, but people who struggle every day to make barely enough money, have wives who get fat, and kids that turn white trash just because their father is working 60 hours a week and doesnt have TIME to lead his home.

well then i say he should drop down to 40 hours a week and spend 20 more hours a week leading his home, and just save money elsewhere. no cable, no expensive pickup trucks and suv’s, no eating at restaurants, move into a hwyte pride single wide in a rural area.

but what if you have medical problems and thats why you have to work 60 hours a week and be an Absent Father?

I say when your work INTERFERES with you being a good father….then change your work. you have to work 40 hours because thats the rule. But I would say not a SECOND more if it interferes with the time you spend with your FAMILY.

dont slave away working 80 hours a week saying your doing it for your family. i know you believe it too! its a jooish LIE! youve been DUPED! you would be worth more to your family in the long run to spend that time with them, and not at work. just make less money and make your kids wear used clothes. this will keep your daughters from become strippers, sluts and mudsharks, and your sons from being neet white  trash pill popping phaggot loser deadbeats! white trash, in short!

ok LIFE is inherently competitive, there are winners and losers. this is why WE need to be competitive, despite what they tell you in joo school. schjool hahahaha. tell all the kids to not be competitive so they can all be losers in the real world.

so what about decent, fair, hwyte Productive Enterprise? in contrast to scamming, lying, cheating, exploiting Jooish Capitalism? Yes, Hwyte Productive Enterprise is ALSO competitive. There are also winners and losers.

its not inherently nonwhite or jooish to be competitive or to have winners and losers in other words. even in an all hwyte country there would be winners and losers and that would be natural and normal and nothing wrong with that.

spencer in his auburn speech said “THE STRENGTH OF THE WOLF IS IN THE PACK; THE STRENGTH OF THE PACK IS IN THE WOLF” which i’m not sure who said that first.

it was a good speech, do recommend. would have liekd more out of mike enoch.

now azzmador is getting very black pilled. he says theres no demand for his work because nobodys donating to his show. 40000 downloads and only 6 bucks in donations in the past month. and i was 5 bucks of that hahahahahahahahaha.

i think he might be bipolar but he is still a great man. i hope he cools off and comes back.

i think most people would gladly pay like 25 cents to download, but thats just really hard to arrange.

this huge “woman hater” on DS says you can turn even “nice gurls” into huge sluts by just asking them to touch your D. then say how bout giving the tip a nice little kiss. then next thing you know shes gobbling the knob, which are “womens little white lies” in that they dont count for anything, they dont MEAN anything, oh theyve only FOOKED 37 guys, but theyve SUCKED HUNDREDS.

well if its so easy to get them to suck, and so easy to convert the BJ to full blown fooking, how come they havent FOOKED hundreds of guys too? if its so EASY to convert a BJ to fooking? something doesnt make sense there. but i do really like the guys baby steps approach. i just wish women werent such big sluts. he says just make women suck you for doing small favors like driving them somewhere, teaching them english, buying them lunch, etc.

show them that you know that they suck guys as a form of CURRENCY. youre WISE TO THEIR SCHEME, and now YOU WANT IN! saying the whole thing with an Alpha SMIRK, like you cant fool me, ya little slut. now blow me. come on. just the tip.

he says average white guys bang around 20 gurls by their late 20s. betas bang 1 or 2 or 0. alphas bang 70 or more.

great thread. tried to download whole thing, cant figur eout how. here are some choice quotes:

INSANELY LONG STRING OF IMPORTANT QUOTES

guy1:
I remember when I was 27, just got my first IT job.

I walked around in my dockers and button down shirt and had a “real job” for the first time in my life. I was finally ready to meet a wife and settle down now that I had a stable job. lol

It was like f00king kryptonite, no 19 year old woman or any woman for that matter wanted to date me.

Took me a while to realize, yeah women like men with jobs but you have to make WAAAAAY more than her for it to matter.

Before that I was a musician who bilked institutions out of shitloads of money to buy practice time. I got WAY more female attention, even from “good” girls.. lol

Now I’m older and especially today my lifestyle is impressive to them simply because it is out of reach for someone their age.

 

guy2:
The White men have no chance with that little whore generally because they’re beta cucks who don’t know what they’re doing.

But if we have white Sharia, none of that will matter.
Core message there is not giving a shit if you impress some jumped up piece of ass.

The less you care the smoother the sailing.

guy1:
Well also women have different standards than men.

You’d have to either be top of the pile or bottom of the pile. lol

Either a ken doll with comparable genetics and a massive income/bad boy status or a f00king refugee from Africa. lol
Yes, I find that to be true.

When you get older you naturally care less so it’s kind of like “wait, he’s not trying to f00k me”. lol

Or she starts acting like a bitch and you make fun of her voice and shit and she ends up laughing. Before i might have got mad and stormed off or got embarrassed.

A lot of young guys don’t have that kind of game yet, they don’t know how to handle an annoying bitch in a positive way.

I think it’s just harder to not care in your twenties unless you’re killing it already.

Definitely personality is a huge part of attraction and you just get all that experience dealing with difficult people over the course of your lifetime.

guy2:
Well when your aspirations and ego is caught up in a woman’s attention, you’re f00ked.
That said you will still need to chase a female at least in the very beginning by talking to the dumb whore and f00king her etc.

Then you can coast.

This is why musicians get pvssy, they’re in high visibility situations where the sluts approach them.

And women love music because it panders to their meaningless abstract emotional pea brains.
So they already feel an emotional connection to the musician.

guy1:
The thing with women, especially the better looking ones…

If there’s anything even slightly “off” about your personality and you’re not super good looking…adios. It’s really brutal. lol

And a lot of people of the newer generations..some of them are great to talk to but some of them just get really awkward.

Like there will be a pause and I’ve had some of them just kind of run away because they got anxious. They play so many video games they’re sort of autistic.

Bad social skills will tank you with women. I even have a list of mannerisms to avoid like putting your hands in your pockets and shaking your leg…I used to get rejected all the time until I fixed them one by one.

Every woman I’ve ever dated got pissed at me if I put my hands in my pants pockets. lol

guy2:
If you can’t eye f00k them and hold the tension with controlled paced speech and allow pregnant pauses…. Then you’re f00ked.

Thing is, all these Casanova arts are irrelevant if we have white Sharia law.

guy1:
Yeah just brutal directness and knowing when and how.

At this point in life I’m confident to say to any woman I know reasonably well that I would like to f0ck them or have them watch me masturbate. I’ll detail everything I want to do to them with a smile while they look absolutely shocked. lol

Actually I’ve never had a woman turn that down. If they turned down sex I’d say “well I’d like you to watch me, I think that’s fair” and she’d say “ok”. While she’s watching me I’d make sure she at least touches it, squeeze her boobs and anything else I can get away with. lol

A couple weeks later after watching me she’d call and we’d meet up and it would happen. I’ve done that a lot, it’s pretty easy.

She thinks it’s ok to watch but she doesn’t realize she’s getting slow boiled, females are very susceptible to this. Get your foot in the door and it opens easily.

Once she’s seen me naked and she’s touched it and had my hands all over her there’s little point in resisting and we are no longer just friends.

If I got resistance I say things like…

Well I think you should watch, that’s really the least you can do…

No, I think that’s more than fair…I must say I really do.

That’s fine if you don’t, I’m just saying I want to…(more graphic descriptions of ravishing)

It’s so funny that this shit works…anyway that’s why everything is so f00ked up.
Basically in a nutshell kids, sexual harrassment absolutely f00king works.

That’s why it’s illegal for white men only.

Ever noticed that? lol
There was this blonde bitch I worked with.

When she worked at my company I never made a move even though I knew she liked me.

As soon as she got canned I showed her my coch and banged her and it started with making her watch me whack off exactly as I described it.

She wanted me to do something for her so I said, “well I have something I want you to do for me”.
Also if there is a girl by the side of the road or stranded at a gas station…this happened a lot in Florida.

Girls would ask me for gas money, help moving or all sorts of dumb shit they can’t do themselves.

I’d say, sure but I want a quick BJ. Same deal. lol

And if you want to marry her you can just give her your phone number, there’s no such thing as dating anymore. lol

But who wants to marry these sluts, that’s the thing.
I’m not getting likes on this because most men don’t want to believe it but it’s true.

When you talk the way I described, they stop putting on the act because they know you know the real deal. You’re not some sucker they an screw around with, they know that I know they’ve done this shit before.

These are not freakish women either, they’re ordinary kinds of women a normal man will date.

But I will never date them unless they can do something for me like clean my house or make me dinner, give me money, etc.

And I certainly would not sacrifice my freedom to get children from their diseased wombs and kiss their herpes ridden mouths. lol
The realization that most women will pay for basic services with sex is the ultimate red pill.

In Brazil, guys who teach english will tell you the girls over there will offer to f00k you for English lessons rather than pay. It’s not so much that they don’t have the money, they like sex and if they think you’re cute at all (esp if you are white American) they will gladly f00k you.

Women in Brazil or anywhere in SA are actually incredibly f00king easy for Americans…also in their culture it’s normal to just f0ck all the time. lol

Sometimes if I really wanted someone and they wouldn’t budge, I’d just offer them money. I’d say look I know you’re not that into me but I’ll give you $1000 and I’ll never tell anyone I promise.

Yup.

guy2:
Never do a female “friend” favours without at least getting a blowjob in the exchange.
Very true.

Blowjobs to women are like little White lies, usually in their mind they rationalise it as not counting as sex.

Always get women to give you blowjobs, this is not a sex preference thing, this is a understanding women thing!

 

another

The funniest sex story I have that illustrates your point is this girl I’d been on a couple of dates with.

Very immature, very shy, very scared at the idea of f0cking etc etc, kept using her Female friend as an excuse not to be alone with me.

Finally got her alone in my car, had given her and a friend a lift somewhere.

Kept my little whore in the car to say goodnight etc, the friend has left, drive the car around the corner into an alley. Middle of The night.

Kissing leads to heavy petting, I go for a blowjob, she’s very self conscious, won’t do it.

So I pull it out, hard, start jerking it off in front of her face.

Then my favourite line of all time gets used….

“Baby, just kiss the tip, just once and I’ll stop….”

Anyway, she kissed the tip, did a lot more and swallowed a load.

Moral of the story, women work with a gradual breakdown of resistance, small victories lead to winning the war.

later:

The average normal white guy has f0cked around 10 to 20 girls by the time he’s in his late twenties.

Extreme betas are virgins or limping on one or two sexual experiences in their twenties

Then you have sexual alphas who will have f0cked anywhere between 70 to 300 girls.

Then you have sodomites who will generally have f0cked anywhere between 500 to 3000 men by middle age.

Negros are known to have high std rates as they f0ck quickly and frequently with strangers.

Sorry I don’t​have the J00ish sources for the academia f4gs out there. I have a brain and life experience instead.

OK THE END

I have tried to protect their anonymity by changing their forum names haha.

that was some of the best red pilling on the WQ ive seen in a long time. now those might be the two most “woman hating” guys on the bbs, even moreso than anglin himself. i read their shit and i say, DEAR GAWD, i really really really really really hope not all women are like that!

then we could assume the average 27 year old woman has been with 25 guys!!!!!!!!

i wonder if these tactics would scare the TRULY good women away. that the second you pull your D out, they say fook you you negro pervert and LEAVE. not be all COY and shit.  THAT would be the only way for the woman to pass this test.

but yeah i copied and pasted so much because there was THAT much worth copying and pasting between these two gentlemen today hahaha. so i thank them for their great talk. i am not trying to shame them. i am trying to THANK them!

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besides there is word of many threads disappearing from the forum. im sure mods are deleting some but ive also heard the hardware just cant HANDLE all the traffic and action and shit just gets corrupted and not backed up, its unbackupable or something, even weev cant figure it out because he’s not good with rails and docker and god knows what other bullshit tech. this is why i hate technology as ted kaczynski did. weev made the analogy of its like asking a russian literature phd, you’re an expert in language and lingustics, can you translate this spanish thing.

that even a super smart guy like WEEV would be as about as useful as ME just because he doesnt know RAILS. well, thats where I am on EVERY language.

and then the computer fooks up and its impossible to fix it, and even MORE impossible to determine WHY it fooked up. computers and tech are SO COMPLEX you literally need a phd to make even a LITTLE sense out of one type of computer. ITS NOT WORF IT.

this is partially what led me to Give Up on “IT” and Programming Courses and Computer Science. the shit will drive you literally insane. in a way computers are just as jooish, evil, and crazy as women hahahahaha.

lesson: i guess become a diff type of engineer. i’d lean towards mechanical. but if you live near a lot of oil, try chemical. also mechanical would be good there.

actually, just do mechanical because robots are just gonna be more and more important. automation goy! MACHINES.

but yeah. i would not want to marry a woman who pretends to be all innocent, and then she falls for the Pushing Thru Resistance, Just The Tip bullshit. and has done that with 20 guys. do you want to marry a woman who has fooked or even just sucked 20 guys?

makes me sad abotu That Woman, because she used to be truly innocent. but now i could totally see her pulling that coy bullshit as she quickly increases her number from 2 to 20 over just a few short years. DISGUSTING!

oh well its her life to fook up, she didnt have a good father, SHE DIDNT HAVE A CHANCE. SAD!

but i had nothing BUT chances: good family, ok education, decent friends. so I MUST have been a bad seed! well, i wasnt TOUGH. and i got too into alcohol and MJ from a young age.

bla bla bla weve heard this all before.

chicken wings might be a miracle food. not terribly hi cal, and very high in protein. less calories than beef. although beef is still pretty miraculous!

but yeah. married and LTR men who look at porn regularly and both man and his woman think this is perfectly normal, because all men look at porn regularly. this is a fooking serious problem that is maybe 14th on the list of other very serious problems hahaha but its one that is in my bailiwick hahaha.

yeah but its not STOPPING these men from having hwyte children, so…..its NOT really serious then?

(many of these men have hwyte children.)

uhhh well i would say it is def harming their rel with their wife, and possibly harming their skills as father. do you think the ideal father is beating off to 18 year old gurls 3 times a week?

i mean im sorta glad these men still have any secs drive.

but i think some of them dont really have a secs drive, they just “like looking” at porn and they ARENT EVEN BEATING OFF TO IT. just ogling and gazing and staring at it. this might be even WORSE than jerking off to it!

i mean what do NORMAL PEOPLE do?  i dont even know! i dont know many normal people! Normies! my porn watching friend is def not normal. I am not normal. he talks about his tuff guy male work mates who are all watching porn.

are they really ALL watching porn, or do the porn watchers just talk about porn with each other?

i really hate to think its NORMAL for All Normal Men to watch porn.

the two men i work with are very normie and very respectable. you think THEY watch porn? I would think they DONT!

and if they do, i imagine they would feel ASHAMED about it, as they SHOULD, and they prob wouldnt do that more than like once every couple months at most.

but these are men in their 40s and 50s. i am more concerned with the porn viewing of men in their 20s and 30s.

well i mean if 40 year old men are using porn regularly, thats obviously not good. its prob worse, becuase at that age, they should KNOW BETTER.

ever try explaining to an enthusiastic porn user why they shouldnt use porn? for you, its OBVIOUS. for THEM, its equally obvious – why WOULDNT you want to see hot young gurls doing really hot shit??!?! and wouldnt you like to be the LUCKY GUY fooking that crazy hawt tattooed suicide gurl in the ass hahaha.

porn makes you think stuff is HOT that you SHOULDNT THINK IS HOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! stuff that you say, damn, thats PERVERTED, no thank you.

but now obviously, all fetishes are perfectly OK as long as everybody CONSENTS.

absolutely porn is all a part of that. NORMALIZING PERVERSION.

dont call it a FETISH, call it PERVERSION. ABOMINATION. be ashamed, be very ashamed.

i mean ill probably always have my own perversion of wanting ot bang gurls in the ass. if i had a gf i would probably try to bang her in the ass. i def wanted to bang That Woman in the ass. i dont think this is gonna go away. but really im just happy as long as im not watching perverted porn on the topic. i mean i havent intentionally watched porn in well over a year. sought it out for the purposes of looking at it for at least 10 solid minutes and jerking off.

so its hard to put myself back in the mindset of someone who does just that several times a week! i dont want to be in that mindset! but its good that understand the people Im trying to help hahaha.

 

sat nov 25

april 11

welp a ridiculously slow day today, i dont deserve this, nobody deserves a job this easy ahhahahahaha. well im not making enough money to live or be an adult, so that is the price i pay for an easy stress free job.

but lately i was worried because i wasnt making progress on this project, it seemed to be like NAILING JELLO TO THE WALL, and it was not just frustrating but made me NERVOUS. like why is this affecting me. why dont i just power through with brute force. obviously i am thinking too much. i need to stop thinking and just start doing. after a full day of doing that, i felt bad and weak. like jeez i dont even deserve THIS job, i am damn near DISABLED, I will NEVER be a full adult, i should just get on SSI. gummint handouts. honest to god NEETBUX.

anyway the good news is that i made some progress there and feel i have started to get a handle on things. and really the main thing there was just less thinking, more doing, approaching things like a BEAST. like a TERMINATOR.

This is good Life Advice in general! dont get so damn EMOTIONAL. better to be less emotional than more emotional.

i guess you can start trying to be more emotional if you end up hurting other people like a sociopath.

i saw a nice column in dear annie or annies mailbox today, where there was a woman saying she felt guilty because she Threw A Man Away and Ghosted Him without a Word, because she was just too immature and cowardly to deal with the situation, and 3 years later, she realizes what a great guy he was, and how much she probably hurt him, and now she just wants to APOLOGIZE so she stops feeling like a horrible person, he didnt deserve to be dumped so harshly.

annie says its fine to apologize, just be VERY CLEAR about your expectations and dont lead him on.

i was just happy that there was a woman out there with a sense of guilt, who felt bad about throwing a guy away like a piece of garbage hahahaha. i wondered if it was really That Woman writing in hahaha. but no, she said she actually Dated the guy for Three Months hahahaha. so nope.

dating of course just means fooking. so while i never “dated” that woman for 3 whole months, i did KNOW her for 3 (approx) YEARS, which I think counts for SOMETHING, and these fooking women CHILDREN apparently think counts for NOTHING. you fook some chad once one night and means more than someone you knew for 10 years but never fooked. its all c0ch and cvnt with this negrobrained cvnts. all they KNOW is SECS SECS SECS hahaha.

OK I AM OVERREACTING AGAIN, JUST LIKE A WOMAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

anyway. i was just ahppy to hear a woman out there felt bad about hurting a guy hehehe. have a damn CONSCIENCE hehehehe. i mean I WANT you to feel bad about hurting muh fee fees hahahaha.  feel a LITTLE bad. yeah im responsible for my own feelz but that still doesnt mean what you did was JUST FINE!

anyway. i was trying to find a copy of the article but cant haha.

ok here it is, its DEAR ABBY

http://www.uexpress.com/dearabby/2017/4/11/0/woman-who-fled-from-love-now

want to get the comments too:

https://pastebin.com/vgHgwAES

heh there is all the comments

hehehe well what if the guy HAS spent the last 3 years PINING hahahahaha

but yeah it IS probably stupid to say i luv u 3 months in.

but…..when you are banging a beautiful young gurl and she seems to like you……yeah i could see this happening to me hahaha. i would prob say it too hahaha. i thought i luved those gurls too.

damn. was doing really well at poker table then i LOST IT ALL. i am literally THE WORST, DUMBEST poker player EVER. i have learned NOTHING in like 4 years of playing. havent even got 1% better.

but anyway. yeah if That Woman contacted me 2 years later, i would still take her back, ive still been pining for her, and what is really sucky is that she would probably still be immature and stupid about it, like I feel so bad, I feel like a horrible person, I dont want to feel bad any more, I I I Me Me Me Me, when the thing to recognize is YOU didnt deserve this. i mean really she should make it about ME, not hear, make her motivations and expectations clear as abby says, and shes too stupid to do that, and she also prob wouldnt show the forethought that maybe I found a better woman, maybe I got married and had a family, and so she wants to word this very carefully so as not to disrupt my marriage. i dont think she would be smart enough to do any of this. yet im still pining for her, i would totally take her back, i havent found anyone better, i fear I’ll NEVER find anyone better, i would take her back, and then she would probably dump me again!!!!!!!!

and NO I never said those words to HER!!!!!! i felt it but I know you’re not allowed to say the words until youve been fooking the person monogamously for a year. which is damn near impossible hahahaha.

i read ALL the comments. heh. i suppose I will stop pining for her but it will take more than two years hehehe. and if she cant apologize within 2 years then fook her hahahahaha. like all the negros that have fooked her in the last 2 years.

stupid goddamn poker. was doing SUPER GOOD, which is RARE, now I LOST IT ALL and THEN some.

the ROI is about as good with a damn WOMAN. meaning, the costs huegly outweigh the benefits!

but im obviously not the typical man because i would LIKE that apology! and if SHE’s listening to THESE people, they would tell her leave him alone, he’s forgotten about you. but I havent! i would LUV to hear from her! SO MAYBE I SHOULD CONTACT HER and let her know that! hey just doing my now once a year CHECK IN to see if you want to apologize, maybe get married, have children, or are you not fat and used up and desperate enough yet?

i mean im no NICEGUY hahahaha. i fooking damn near H8 Women! hahaha.

hey cmon im seeing a damn shrink and taking meds. and i uhhhh am not getting involved with any other women until i get over this one. and become a full adult man. which will probably NEVER HAPPEN hahahaha.

so yeah. SHEd have to be a weirdo to apologize, and I”D have to be a weirdo to want it and accept it. well i know I am that kind of weirdo! and so if she apologizes that means she is the right kind of weirdo for me and we were meant to be together!

so obviously i NEED to be seeing a shrink! but i AM! but OBVIOUSLY its not ENOUGH! i either need to be going MORE, or going to a diff shrink, because its NOT WORKING!

heh. this is actually probably true hehehe.

well i spend more on shrink than on gas but less than on car insurance hehehehe. i really dont want to spend any more on shrink. i guess i am just in too much of COMFORT ZONE with muh shirnk and also am not courageous enough to talk about the most important topics.

april 12

pining for the fookin fjords hahaha.

had a positive good dream where i was basically a normie. i was a young man in univ and i was gonna become a successful normie, and i had a nice gf who was qt and nice. i was committed to her and she was committed to me. i was cuddling hardcore with her. we had been monog for a while and it was a long term thing. if this keeps going we might get married and have chirren. we had a good rel and i wasnt a supplicating omega either. i was confident and not constantly afraid of Losing Her. and I had faith that she was committed to me and wouldnt suddenly disappear one day.

the important thing was that it was a cmpletely fictional fantasy dream girl. it wasn’t THat Woman or any other woman I had ever met. It was probably a Composite Physically of several women I’ve met. but the important thing was, it was no one in particular. it was a young qt gurl with beautiful blond hair and white skin. possibly glasses, possibly tomboyISH.

but yeah. basically it was a SIGN that I COULD get over That Woman. if I met a young qt woman who cared about me, made an effort with me, then I could prob get feelings for her as I had feelz for this fantasy woman in muh dream. it doesnt HAVE to be THAT woman! That Woman is not The Final Woman Ever! so that was kinda reassuring. and nice to feel those feels for woman who was not that woman, and to get some reciprocation on it. to be committed to somebody who was actually interested and committed to me.  overally, pretty positive dream. felt good about it.

so anyway. i know not all women are stupid fookin children because i have personally met them! shit even SHE was better than the final painful end which will be the main thing I remember her by! but she was a decent person to, compromised by fear and weakness, as was I. usually, normally, i’m not such a damn big coward, but it was a bad day for me hahaha. let me have that much. yeah i am more cowardly in general than i would like but still.

I would have at least wrote a letter to selfishly appease the guilt and shame that was eating me inside hahahaha.

im just think about all this because of that stupid dear abigail letter yesterday, thats all.

shit you know she could even have another person act as messenger. her mother. our mutual friend. she could find out thru her if i am happily married or not, if i would be willing to read a letter from her or not. and she could get their Wise Mature Adult Counsel on how not to be an Idiot Child. you dont have to do it alone! you can get help from others! this isnt like WORK hahahahaha. you can get HELP from people who know better than you, so you can make a better decision, get a better outcome. shit you can pay a professional to help you or to do it for you.

shit i would have paid for the shrink FOR HER to dump me for her hahaha. would be way cheaper than me paying my shrink for 20 sessions to help me Deal With It hahahahaha.

they didnt mention that one about the neutral third party! although i think our third party is more biased in my favor hahahaha. as they should be hahahahaha.

where’s an Education Expert who is Notorious for being A Racist.

Who’s a Relationship Counselor who is notorious for being a racist.

who’s a Moral Philosopher….

who’s a sociologist, psychologist, policy expert, teacher, attorney, doctor, expert in their field, who does good Expert Level Research, and writes in a convincing way for a nonexpert audience, and is also a racist?

i was just thinking of the DNA biologist/geneticist Watson. won a nobel prize for discovering the DNA helix but was shamed and shunned for being just the slightest bit racist. also i think some brain IQ people like Gardner were kind of like this.

Lynn and Rushton are some “big names” i can think of of phds who studied the concept of race, determined it was real, and we called racist.

of course kevin macdonald.

and what do the haters do? they say these peoples works are not based on Good Science. Don’t listen to Watson, his Research Method was flawed, his statistics were shitty and do not support these conclusions.

Heh. I forgot greg johnson has a phd. david duke has a phd. but no one respects david duke’s phd.

what if he got it from harvard? then I bet they would respect it more!

I know watson was less racist than david DUKE. not that I care. i mean my point is, I want MORE scientists, researchers, phds, experts to be racists, and to be MORE racist!

or at least de-marxify Education and Psychology for a start. I would think seriously about a Masterz Degree in those fields if they werent totally jooed! but they ARE! you cant get a nonjooish education/training in those fields! you cant study a NONjooed theory and practice on how to educate people! its all about closing achievement gaps and uplifting browns. I DONT CARE ABOUT THAT STUFF.

And you know what if I actually came up with a theory and a Way to help Losers become Winners, I am PRETTY sure it would work across ALL races, even if I really only CARED about whites, even if race does matter in other things. im not so sure it would REALLY mattter with the people I was trying to help. neet omega losers. if nonwhites wanted to use it, go right ahead. i dont HATE nonwhites in that way, that I would DENY them something that might HELP them.

we are not LITERALLY throwing nonwhites into ovens and laughing with sadistic glee.

just the jooz hahahahahaha.

9.60$ buy of bitcoin every week.

GLR complained that in 1965 ish, only 20% of white goys went to college, while 80% of jooz went to college, therefore we needed to get more goys into college, or else the way it was going, the whites would end up working for the jooz.

well he wasnt wrong in that conclusion, but i don’t think he could have possibly seen how getting 90% of goys and 100% of jooz into college would have also produced a shitty situation of Credentialism and Useless Degrees and Student Debt Slavery.

also they didnt have as bad of student loans back then. and college was cheaper.

but then just today I heard a bunch of stories of MFA and even BFA students who all became successful. by age 25. some of them were black women. with a BFA only. but through hard work, persistence, motivation, they were able to be successful with a useless degree. much moreso than me. so therefore the problem was always ME, not “useless degrees.”

but it sucks that i cant even defend the race i luv. well, i can a little bit, from the most bad faith jooish attacks, but i cant WIN any people. I cant SELL muh race in that I could take a hwyte person who felt no real connect to their race, believes that race is a social construct, i dont have an ingroup, i dont care if my children are mixed race…..and convert them into someone that DOES have a preference for their own ingroup. someone that doesnt WANT to race mix any more. somebody that WANTS their children to be their own race and not mixed race.

and that i dnt have the rigor or the guts or the composure or the will or the strength to argue for my own race in the courtroom of life and say, here is the irrefutable evidence that Diversity Is Bad For Everyone, or here’s why we DONT need more Social Programs because They Just Wont Work because what works for whites doesnt work for blacks.

i cant argue ANY of this. or that if blacks were given the same OPPORTUNITIES as hwytes, then there WOULD be equality of outcome. but we still need to level the playing field MOAR.

the best I can do is donate a LITTLE money. I can’t even have CHILDREN.

also it only makes SENSE that Normies would connect my Strange Racial Fixation to my own Failure to Achieve. I’ve achieved NOTHING of my own, so I CLING to the achievements of my race.

So I’m a TERRIBLE rep for muh race in other words. have this LOSER represent you? and maybe if he werent such a lazy loser and had actually achieved something in life like decent normal people. other white racists have achieved something.  normies who have achieved decent careers and families arent huge flaming racists. all those nice white middle class professionals with their white children. raising them up to be nice antiracists and they grow up happy and successful and STILL marry whites.

well ive known a COUPLE people who race mixed though. i mean middle class professionals within 5 years of my age. but I think 80% of the masters degree middle class antiracist hwyte people are NOT gonna race mix, at least in terms of who they ultimately marry and have kids with.

well i guess my job might be to urge other neet virgin loser omegas that its ok to Luv Your Own Race. Period.  And usually thats enough to get you to stop wanting to Pay Reparations to the races your race oppressed back in the day hahahahahahaha.

and i also just get very frustrated that you cant question Whyte Privilege or the Reality of Systemic Structural Antiblack Racism without being called STUPID and IGNORANT and UNEDUCATED and UNINTELLIGENT and UNINTELLECTUAL.

that to become an EDUCATED INTELLECTUAL, you HAVE to believe in Radical Civil Rights and That Negrisi Coates-tier Reparations. to proudly say FOOK THAT BULLSHIT is MUTUALLY EXCLUSIVE with being an EDUCATED INTELLECTUAL. And for the longest time, and still sort of currently, I want to be an Educated Intellectual, or, more precisely, have Intelligent Successful Professionals recognize and respect my own Intelligent Professional Successful Intellect! Not think of you as a Dumb Racist and shake their heads and wonder how he got that way, i mean he DID go to college. this guy must have some SERIOUS mental issues.

obviously i never go around talking about what a racist I am! but to know that I AM a racist and if these people knew, they would think a LOT less of me. they might give me the benefit of the doubt for Really Seeming like a Loser now, because well he seems like a nice mild-mannered somewhat awkward but good natured guy……but if they found out I was a huge racist, all that benefit of the doubt would be gone.

i mean they’ll never find out because i’ll never tell them.

but its just the principle of the matter. i hate feeling like I couldnt stand up and defend my race IF I were called to do so. and that I feel completely unable to be an ambassador for my race. that reaching out to other whites and chipping away at their racial unawareness, is completely beyond me.

well, maybe some people are meant to be racially aware, and others unaware. and me evangelizing would be as obnoxious as goddamn jehovahs witnesses coming to your door.

i mean really i probably got to develop some kind of self confidence FIRST, BEFORE I can start trying to WIN other people to the cause hehehe.

i think i might go see the joo bob dylan this summer. he is coming on a day I could ostensibly go, and I have some income I can justfy spending. I do say kudos to this joo for playing like 300 shows a year at 75 years of age. also pretty sure he still puts on good shows too, has a good band basically.

oh goody, Richard Spencer making another college appearance on april 18 at Auburn. Pretty big name skool.

https://bbs.dailystormer.com/t/german-woman-marrying-brother-of-christmas-attacker-after-contacting-him-following-the-attack/98700

heh stupid women

QUOTE  nb4 “J00s are responsible for the behavior of women” – that isn’t even true. J00s are responsible for the social and political factors that allowed women to behave like this, but women will always naturally make the most destructive decisions imaginable, in any given situation.

If you doubt that, try to get out of TV land for a moment and just think about the people around you. The women in your life, in your friends’ lives, the women you knew in school, the women you know from work – what are the overwhelming majority of them acting like? Are they making good decisions? END

interesting because whenever i find myself in a Women Hating thing, I say, its not their fault, its really JOOZ fault, dont hate women, hate the jooz that made them this way. and then Anglin says this hahahahaha.

welp….the women I actually know at the moment are making all right decisions. of course, these are the women I see at muh job and they are all 48, 53 years old. have children and did not frivorce their husbands.

i am sure all the women under 30 are making horrible decisions, but i dont really know any. i can nly speculate about sluts i see for 2 seconds. they dont LOOK like they make good decisions.

but hey the woman in this article is a fat slob who has 2 mud kids anyway.

https://bbs.dailystormer.com/t/uk-polish-girl-killed-by-kebab-shop-boyfriend-for-cheating-on-him-with-other-paki/98702

“THERE ARE NO GOOD WOMEN” hehehehehehe.

you can take a “nice” polish girl, put her in degenerate londonstan, and she quickly becomes a huge mudshark degenerate.

another QUOTE from forum user: White women here and in Europe are totally degenerate, regardless of how much feminism they have been exposed to.
For a period of a few years I was a manic serial dater, sometimes staggering 3-4 dates in a single day.
I got to a point where I could get a girl’s life story out of her in less than an hour. What I would be specifically looking for is if they ever had an interracial relationship. I won’t go into the subtle process by which I led into that question but of the women I met at least 50-75% of the women had f00ked a negro.
These were White women from all kinds of socio-economic backgrounds and none of them were hard drug users.
It seemed like it was almost a rite of passage for the ones who had attended university or grad school.
It was just another thing to try, like some ethnic cuisine.
From these experiences I can unequivocally say I truly despise women. END

NICE hahahaha favorited. would like to hear his subtle process hehehe. i would like to do what he is doing. i dont know if he managed to eventually find a good wife. i hope he did. plenty of men on DS forum have. i mean you need to go thru a lot of chaff. this is what i need to start doing. its a numbers game.

and g0d what about the women who HADNT been to university. the more working class vs the middle class. fact is, mudsharks come in all classes. working, middle, educated, noneducated, it doesn’t matter.

QUOTE We should really invest in artificial wombs, women are no longer reliable to do the only f00king thing they should do
Or hire poor mud women to be surrogate mothers of high-quality White sperm and eggs. That’s the biological equivalent of an artificial womb. END (ive seen this idea before, that is INTERESTING af. how much of the nonwhite surrogates hormones would influence the development of the hwyte baby?

now go give anglin some shekels, he’s probably only got 2000 lousy dollars in his btc wallet hahahaha. it would be nice to meet Anglin some day but im not gonna stalk him. i dont want to stalk ANYBODY EVER. its not normal, its not right, its not hwyte. but he is one of muh fav people, i have kinda a mancrush, and yeah i do have some trust in him as a leader figure. i know he doesn’t go into public but i would like it if he did. i would like someone a little more extreme than spencer going public.

i also support giving dnations to matt Heimbach and traditionalist workers/youth.  they need to make that easier hehehe. and sell t-shirts.

meh. doing better today at cards than i was yesterday thats for sure. THANK GOD. yesterday i was way up, then lost it all. now i’m up again and just hope to keep it that way.

if a person doesn’t feel any CONNECTION to their race, they are prob more likely to race mix. so we should try to encourage a CONNECTION to our race.

now, women. is it TOO MUCH TO EXPECT? we said that women arent concerned with loyalty to the ingroup. they will just conform with whatever is STRONGEST, regardless of race. but maybe if their FATHER can instill a connection to her race, that would be good.

i feel a strong connection to muh race and say ABSOLUTELY NOT to the idea of race mixing. MAYBE I would BANG a nonwhite just because I am insanely DESPERATE. but never marry, have rel, or have children with.

also wouldnt it be pretty symbolic for me to bang a young arab moslem gurl hahahaha. be like RACE WAR NOW. occasionally you see a 20 year old moslem gurl that is not terrible looking. but damn they probably have really hairy arms and smell terrible. i mean its a slippery slope and i shouldnt even joke about desperation banging a nonwhite.

aprl 13

https://bbs.dailystormer.com/t/charging-bull-artist-calls-out-debauched-feminist-perversion-of-fearless-girl/98896

women are sadists who enjoy destroying and ruining things sadistically, destroying things, turning the positive into negative hahaha.

wow who broke anglins heart hahahaha.

no i totally sympathize. but i just want to repeat that the women I personally know in real life, who all happen to be above 45 years old, do not seem this bad at all. someone needs to white knight for the over 45 women hahaha. they arent that bad. but yeah. the under 45s need to be physically restrained.

so are they like kali? or shiva? whats the difference?

i also heard about this kalki, who is the destroyer of FILTH. thats a great one for me. I would be kalki then.

heh that might be the most woman hating thread yet. i am pumping muh fist and saying YUSS YUSS YASS after every woman hating post.

https://bbs.dailystormer.com/t/worthless-marxist-whore-asks-is-it-time-to-deny-white-men-the-franchise/99009

hehehe probable joo in south africa sez its time to take away the vote from hwyte men in that country. pay your dues oppressors!

this is what RADICAL TRANSFORMATION looks like!!!!!

transformational leadership hehehehe.

well yeah i guess im looking to transform stuff to. meaning get the j’s out and put the hwyte man back in power hahahaha.

http://archive.is/lvijm

porn as a secret weapon by laksha darkmoon, i know ive seen this before, prob worth looking at, saw somebody on DS link it

ok looks pretty wise the JP hahahaha

https://www.darkmoonDOTme/2014/sex-plague-the-normalization-of-deviance-and-depravity-by-lasha-darkmoon/

ok this one looks pretty good too, i should start reading this site. if this is really a woman, they are pretty smart for a woman hahahaha.

 

wed nov 22

april 8

ok made 3 oz meatballs with walmart 80 20 beef. the beef looked pretty good actually. hope it wasnt totally GMOd to hell. used regular hamburger buns with 2 of the 3 oz meatballs on them. essentially making a 6 oz burger or meatball sandwich. made 6 of these. put in freezer.

weev has been saying for years that you should teach your kids how to CODE. its more important than teaching them how to use a firearm. because the wars of the future will be fought with drones and robots and those with the best software, the best code, are gonna win, so learn how to code when you are YOUNG so you can be really really good when you are an adult.

this sounds sorta like coding academy for kids, coding summer camp for gurls, etc. of course weev is not about the social justice aspect of coding for GURLS, weev has a very good view on women.

but i am just butthurt because to get a 14 dollar an hour job coding, you have to be DAMN GOOD, you have to be in the top 10% of of coders. you better be an EXPERT in SEVERAL languages. i mean there is SO MUCH. you cant just learn a little, or even a lot. you need to learn a SUPER LOR and that is the BARE MINIMUM.  THEN you are at shit tier h1b indian chinese level. which is not good enough to get a job in the west. you are just replaceable by indians.  heh. i guess i wish i was more prepared for exactly HOW MUCH coding you need to be REALLY GOOD at, in order for the skill to be worth ANYTHING to you.

however, if i had started learning this stuff at age 5 or 6, maybe i wouldnt have hated it so much hahahha.

that was the problem with SKOOL and EDUCATION, is that it made me hate learning, hate knowledge, lose interest in everything, and not want to try or work, but just to obliterate my mind with drugs hahahahaha. i dont care about shit. nothing is interesting, everything is stupid and gay and pointless. who cares about any of this shit. how can i make money or get women with this shit. what is the payoff for knowing this stupid ass shit. id rather be jerking off to jooish porn and fookin up my mind with jooish drugs and jooish vidya games.

i was fooked up in the mind by the joo since like 7 years old hahahaha. hopeless. lost cause. bad seed. i shoulda just been born a joo. DAMN. THAT is a bad feel!

PORN is SO DESTRUCTIVE that it is the ONE THING the joos will give away FOR FREE.  i wish I had NEVER looked at porn. i think the first time i saw it, i was like 14 years old and looking at the sleazy “club” magazine, which was way more hardcore than playboy because the sluts would be bending over and showing their assholes and spread cvnts. and as a super horny 14, 15, 16, 17, 18, 19, 20, 21, 22 year old, I thought it was the HOTTEST THING EVER. and the joo poisoned my brain and muh whole secs drive for 8 years of my young life!

i never thought at age 14 that this was a horrible jooish thing! i was like WOW this is the greatest hottest thing ever! damn i cant wait to jerk off to that tits and ass and pvssy 10 times a day! wow!

and i dont even think i was a porn ADDICT like some of the more unfortunate cases. i just think i was slightly above average. i think the average teen boy is horny af and wants to jerk off 10 times a day. that’s natural. thats NORMAL. that’s your body telling you to REPRODUCE.

hmm. well i was thinking that you make prostitutes or sluts or skanky milfs available for horny young teen boys. that would be much better than PORN. as ive said before, if a 15-16 year old boy can hook up with a 19-20 year old SLUT and just bang the shit out of her, i think that would be ideal. unless the boy falls in luv with her. which he well may! so why am I recommending this? is the reward worth the risk? theres a 50% chance he will fall in luv. but theres a 100% chance he will get the reward of confidence and masculinity around women, which will help him when it comes time for a real woman and not a practice gurl hahahahaha. so yeah reward outweighs risk. and of course you can have redpilled education for the boy on exactly why he shouldn’t fall in luv with the slut. and clear instructions on HOW not to.

clear fooking instructions. do this, this, and this.

john dewey is the biggest name in education. how jooed was dewey? probably pretty!

ok making a pot of tea instead of coffee for the first time in a while. putting some honey in it. honey is a miracle food hahahaha.

honey. chicken. cottage cheese. beef. butter. eggs. coffee. tea. i hear walnuts are supposed to be bretty good.

weev is not wrong. coding IS a very valuable skill. hwyte kids SHOULD learn it. but they cannot half ass it like i did. only take 2 classes of c++ and get up to Pointers and Polymorphism and Inheritance and be like IM DONE. FOOK THIS SHIT.

you need to get to pointers in like 1st grade and then just keep on truckin. so by the time you are 14 you have a bachelors in CS. this is what weev means when he says white kids must learn coding hahaha. and i agree with him!

well he might change his tune once he has kids. and he abolsultely SHOULD!

there are plenty of weev haters who think he is a Deep State Joo. oh just LOOK at him, he LOOKS like a joo, hes workign for the CIA. i dont think so. i could be wrong. if i am wrong, i will be very disappointed!

maybe i should get a c++ book and pick up where i left off haha. ummm i have a c# book! c# for dummies!

it just seems so hard to Bounce Back when you have Wasted Your Youth!

when i was young and jerking off to porn, i did not realize how jooish and wrong it was, but i did know that i wanted a special monog, trad, longterm rel with a woman, and i did not like sluts. but i was just SO HORNY that i couldnt resist the jooish temptation of porn. also i am one of the last generations that ever used actual porno magazines simply because we didnt have high speed internet, just dial up. heh. and of course i STILL managed to view some pron on it. remember saving pron on FLOPPY DISKS and eventually a CD ROM. good god. have mercy on us.

i became interested in bitches taking it up the ass, which certainly the INTERNET enabled that OBVIOUSLY JOOISH fetish. the most you saw in magazines were just the sluts showing their asshole. and that is jooish ENOUGH!

anyway enough of the walk down memory lane hahahahaha. gonna go for nice walk here outside, BEAUTIFUL day today.

anyway i just thought porn was a sin against the uncool christian god, and i was rebelling against that anyway. that porn being a sin was just as stupid as Premarital Secs being a sin.

premarital secs is doable (although still risky.) but if anything was ever INHERENTLY sinful, it is porn. you cant even joo a good excjuse for it hahahahahaha. other than you are young, extremely horny, and want to jerk off 10 times a day. i mean at that age you are basically a secs ADDICT anyway even WITHOUT the porn. but porn just makes it WORSE. just beat off 5 times a day WITHOUT porn. explain to your son or younger brother that the more he looks at this poison which was engineered by our Racial Enemies to destroy US, the less he is going to be able to talk to actual real women. you dont want to be a 30 year old virgin, do you? the less you look at of this propaganda poison, the sooner you’ll bang a realgurl!

i mean i ABSOLUTELY had a concept of Race by the time i was like 10 years old or younger because of The Blacks. However I had absolutely NO concept of jooz at that time. none whatsoever. and I’m sure the first time i did learn of joos, i thought it was Just Another RELIGION.

ok drank the whole pot of tea very quickly. 6 tea bags.

i am all about Powerful Phrases. since I have ADD  and millennials are proven to have an attention span less than a GOLDFISH (see time magazine) i can only understand brief soundbits. phrases. powerful phrases. give me one sentence on a flashcard that I can memorize and practice. a powerful sentence where each word is carefully placed to Get What You Want. Persuade and convince and Sell your audience on what you;re selling. because you always have to be selling something. very often it is your self. invest in me. pay me. hire me. dont fire me. spend time with me. be loyal to me. don’t leave me. have my children. dont cheat on me.

is this the same as begging and pleading? please do what I want? why can’t we ever want the same thing. why cant we be on the same team hahaha.

april 9

ok back to job tomorrow. today i want to do the “homework” of figuring out the best Process, the best Workflow, for this Project, so I can hit ground Running tomorrow, because I wasted like a whole day last week, which normal people would be FIRED for, and which proves i am a loser, inferior human being, a failure at life, cannot handle normie adult life, etc etc etc, will never make 27k a year, will never get a wife, never have children, etc

yeah well wife and children suck, they suck all your hard earned money! you dont want wife and children! just bang young sluts for the rest of your life and leave no legacy!

basically, because i have issues, i want to find a woman with issues, but not Too Many or the Wrong Kind of Issues, esp having too high of a number, being a mudshark, and being Borderline or Bipolar. but these are the most common issues women have!

so i was “lucky” enough to find a woman that had issues, but not the wrong kind of issues.  COME ON.

but it is true. a woman who is totally NORMIE would seem WAY out of my league. plus it would be OBVIOUS that she makes 4 times the money in her career. i mean at a certain age it just becomes NAIVE to IGNORE the money/success aspect.

heres an interesting idea: it is BETA/OMEGA/WEAK/REPULSIVE to perform cunnilingus on women. They immediately begin seeing you as a doormat wilting weak omega and start looking for ways to dump you, leave you, cheat on you, because what kind of strong, tough, protective man is gonna be down there munching the rug? its a sign of weakness and SUBMISSION. this is why its perfectly FINE for a woman to s your D, and you wouldn’t disagree THATS a sign of submission, no? so, its very likely to be a sign of submission when you munch the rug. and WOMEN HATE SUBMISSIVE MEN. they dont just dislike them. they HATE them. WOMEN are supposed to be submissive to MEN, not vice versa.

now, there are some men who hate munching rug and refuse to do it.

there are other men who LUVVVVV it.

there are some women who are ADAMANT about it. like its a DEALBREAKER if this guy wont munch muh rug.

as far as me, its something I am totally open to. in fact if I really like the gurl, I am very excited by the idea. in fact, the more I know and the more I like the woman, the more I am into the idea of rug munching.

but if its some brand new strange slut off the street, hell no, i dont want to get near that STANK BOX where 9000000000 guys have been! shes probably got a bunch of sperm swimming in there right now! EW! GROSS!

so theres the idea that if you munch rug TOO SOON, its viewed as submissive and disgusting by the woman. if you have a longterm rel, it’s probably safe for you to do once in a while and she wont lose any respect for you.

hard to say because I only did it once hahahahahahahaha. but i thoroughly enjoyed it! it didnt hurt that the gurl was qt as fook, solid 7.9, and 18 years old. the notion of licking an 18 year old gurl is a lot better than a 30 year old woman!

so yeah that was ALL GOOD, BELIEVE ME. I was happy to experience it, I wish i could have experienced a lot MORE of it, and I prob enjoyed it more than the actual PIV secs, because it felt like there was less pressure, it was less serious, I can be more confident about this.

but I wonder if it signalled to HER that I liked her too much and therefore  turned her off and she had to dump me? because at the time, I didn’t know her that long, because she was a SLUT who bangs guys within a week of first meeting them.

LIFE LESSON: dont risk it. dont get feelings for SLUTS, dont munch box on SLUTS, dont munch box until you have had a legit rel for a while, because its a SIGNAL of WEAKNESS AND SUBMISSION on your part, and will make the gurl DUMP you, so dont do it unless you WANT TO BE DUMPED. TOUGH MANLY MEN DONT MUNCH BOX.  until you have been like legit monog dating for……6 months. just estimating there.

this fookin guy mocks every move i make or dont make at the poker table. not betting enough. not betting correctly. betting out of position. how to lose with top pair. he tried to warn me, i didnt listen. i dont know how to read the cards, read the board, read other players. i am like a child who has no idea what im doing. i have no concept of the bare fundamentals. come take money from this FISH who doesnt know what he’s doing. whyd you do that. whyd you do that? are you an idiot or something? you CLEARLY dont understand how this game works.

it is VERY annoying and also confidence shaking because i am particlarly susceptible to having my confidence shaken that I dont UNDERSTAND the way things WORK. like yep this makes NO SENSE and I should JUST QUIT because its too confusing.

because i honestly dont know how smart i am. when I was 16, 17, I thought I was way smarter than normies. now I was like, wow, these normies know something I dont, they are smarter than me, I took an online IQ test that said I had 105 IQ and I thought I would be more near 120.

so when i run into Challenges, im like, hmm, maybe this is just too confusing for me to handle. i need an adult! but I am a grown ass man. but not REALLY! i am a pathetic excuse for a grown ass man! I am a manchild with SEVERELY arrested development!

and I HATE that. I just wish I was an official grown ass man.

yeah but MANY people are super immature hahahaha. some people NEVER grow up.

yeah but no one EVER RESPECTS those people.

anyway. so i dont think i made a big tactical mistake by slurping that sluts wh0re hole. at WORST, it was a SYMPTOM of my larger Submissive Supplicating Weakness that prevented her from having any loyalty to me. more importantly, she was a known quantity as a known slut, and her loyalty was diminished ANYWAY.

main point: use your D to establish DOMINANCE early on.

but yeah I remember being like, this is great, the girl cant get PREGNANT from this, I can actually fake my way a little easier at this, not so nervous, she seems to like it, this is hot as shit, maybe shes a slut but her 18 year old pvssy is pretty sweet nonetheless, i could do this EVERY DAY.

so yeah I dont blame myself or regret it one bit.

I do regret not POUNDING her more and not taking tons of pictures and vidyas hahahaha. I didnt take ANY.

ok i was grumpy and it was a sunday so i laid down to take a brief nap, that was not a bad idea

i gotta be careful with this rwriting, it has been even more negative than usual lately.  honestly just been avoiding it because its always bitching about women or about being a lsoer hahahaha. oh im just discovering this NOW ?!?!?!?! hahaha

but yeah the thought that you have been weak, less than a man, a weak little neet loser, failure at life, failure with women, cant reproduce, cant take care of your kids even if you could reproduce, just a failure at the Game Of Life in every way. bad feels man! and women and Employers rejecting you because they can see you are OBVIOUSLY a failure too! it’s not just you that can see it! the outside world CONFIRMS it! its not just you being HARD on yourself! you really DO suck that much at everything!

and then writing tons of stuff like this doesnt really help you pull yourself out of it.

if i ever have to dump a woman and i dont think i can handle it, i will pay a shrink 50 bucks to do it professionally. also i think i know the mechanics of how to do it. write them a nice letter saying i dont think they are a terrible person, but i dont feel the same way, sorry, the end. heres the number of a good shrink, heres some drugs to help you cope hahahaha.

apr 10

ok back to job monday. will really feel better once i KNOW WHAT IM DOING on this project, where I did succeed in making some progress today. basically by forcing myself through sheer force of will, not getting sidetracked, not getting autistic, really, just doing more of a halfass job hahaha rather than Analysis Paralysis hehehe.

foRcing shit onto kind of a messy spreadsheet rather than doing nothing at all.

so, feel a LITTLE bit better about that.

so this guy took his 17 year old daughter on vacation and let her drink alcohol and acted like that was normal hahaha. i was a little disappointed tbh hehehe. i just hope to GOD he gave her a curfew and said be back here by 10pm and dont fook any BOYS. he apparently let her hang out and talk to boys that were at the resort. i hope he took precautions to make sure she wasnt out FOOKING the boys.

so then i thought, is there ANY father out there who is OK with his daughter fooking boys? dont ALL fathers want their daughters to be a pure princess? that practically NO father is going to take a LAISSEZ FAIRE approach here and say, OH WELL, shes just gonna fook boys and theres nothing I can do about it?

I assumed that most fathers would not feel this way. most fathers would not be ok wth their daughters being casual secs sluts on vacation.

then i wondered if normie fathers had a forum on the internet where they talked about how to keep their daughters off the D.

like, do you let your 17 year old daughter drink on vacation, but make DAMN sure she comes back by 10 o clock?

i suppose if she wants to sneak off and fook a boy before 10 pm, then shes already a huge whore and theres nothing you can do.

i mean i trust this guy to be a good father. so i am studying his Fatherhood style. to make sure his son turns out not to be a Loser and his daughter turns out not to be a Slut.

Honestly. thats all people care about. is your daughter becoming a slut? is your son becoming a LOSER. or maybe its all I care about hahaha. well its true, I do care alot about that.

https://bbs.dailystormer.com/t/to-ladies-concerning-andrew/98012

heh. there is a secret ladies club on DS then. well these women should realize, if you arent a dirty race mixing slut, the mean things AA is saying about women dont apply to you!!!!!

http://cyber.eserver.org/unabom.txt

unabomber manifesto hahahaha. recommended by anglin. not the first person to recommend this work! i really should read it. really he should just write a damn book from prison, or give interviews, or just make his own damn recordings. we would ALL be better served by listening to ted kaczynski rambling off the top of his head for 60 minutes than watching a damn shitty tv program.

i wonder. children might naturally rebel. but will they rebel LESS against the idea of RACE than they do the idea of RELIGION? I rebelled against Religion because I felt it was Unjust, Unfair, saying you couldnt jerk off to jooish porn, and that everything was a SIN. this did not go so well with my Adolescent Urges.

I wonder if Race would have seemed a more Natural thing for me to be schooled in. like, you are so horny because thats your body telling you to make hwyte babies. and that is a beautiful thing. and porn is horrible because look how it treats white women. shit even nonwhite women dont deserve to be treated like that. youre not going to go to HELL if you bang your high school sweetie. and if you keep looking at that porn you’ll never HAVE a high school sweetie.

and focus on your career because every drink you take and MJ you puff and opioid you take and pron you jerk off to, then another step you take AWAY from having a hwyte waifu and hwyte children, and being a miserable childless neet loser who has nothing to offer anyone. just a damn useless parasite.

Uncle A and the NSDAP probably had a good program for raising boys into decent young men.

shit i cant blame my religious upbringing! 90% of people who went to my religious school turned out all right.

I was def SPOILED too much between the ages of 17 and 21 or so. some hardcore Chinee shit like we are going to lock you in this room and you are not going to come out until you are an engineer making 50k a year might have worked. ITS FOR MY OWN GOOD!!!!

ok to be a successful adult you have to be able to bullshit and sell shit all day. some people have the gift of Blarney, you can see it as young as age 14, these extravert normies have a high verbal intelligence and are makign friends and influencing people from a very young age. they dont struggle so much with it. the italians are good at this hahahahahaha.