july 15

ok in 10 minutes the guy reads…. 3.3 pages of MK? 3.5 about. therefore it would take 33 hours to listen to the whole book. ok. and thats about as bad ADD i have, that it takes me 3 minutes to read 1 medium print page. basically the same as a guy reading aloud in a medium pace.

so, better to just listen to the guy with the nice voice reading the book!

ok so new plan. eat i serving of cottage cheese for breakfast (110 cals, 10 gr protein, low carbs) and then fast till dinner hehehe. this way you can drink tea (unsweetened) without puking hahahaha. cuz if you are like me, if you drink tea on an empty stomach , you get very nauseous and puke.

did a bunch of pushups yesterday, about 50, and dont feel sore today, so thats good. wanted to have a day where i did a lot of sets of pushups and see what happened. becuase pushups are the greatest and every man needs to do more of them. esp me!!!!!

cottage cheese is borderline superfood for me. highly recommended.

HATREON oy vey great name. home this doesnt turn out to be a bunch of ballless bitches like every other free speech patreon that came before it hahahaha.

hope there are no joos involved like that thing pax dickinson started, he seems ok but……..not really because he doesnt seem jq wise.

or that other one that is take 15% to start an alt right political party. um no hahaha.

ok went for powerwalk, 41 minutes, listened to: mk ch 14 v2 10 minutes of, mike enoch scandza 2017 speech, tkr azzmador 10 minutes. everything i break into 10 minute files.

somewhat fasting again today, saturday. nice summer day, not great for sunbathing, lots of big puffy clouds like there was yesterday, but still warm and nice and perfet for powerwalking.

semi fasting. if the mudslims can do it every day for a month so can i. i mean they are essentially just doing all their eating during an 8 hour window, which is not ridiculous at all. not drinking water is. but no one ever said mudslims werent ridiculous!

but yeah. the main reason you get fat is because you EAT TOO MUCH. and the easiest, quickest, most effective way to lose that weight is DONT EAT SO MUCH.

in other words, if you eat a lot and try to burn it off with exercise…..youre going to need SO MUCH EXERCISE.

and its even harder to stay thin as you get older because you need less and less food.

12.29 – bought “the rational male” book by rollo tomassi. july 15 2017. 280 pages, includes shipping and tax. need something to help me with the sluts hahahaha.

i mean i should read the blog too, and recommend it, and should link it in the sidebar, but i like having actual physical books.

ok i added rational male and heartiste to the sidebar. these sites will teach you how to deal with women, period. full stop. just don’t do anything degenerate, and if you do, probably not a big deal if it doesnt involve abortion or the much less likely option of you hurting an actually good woman.

well i dont agree with the somewhat implication that the guy jerking it to joo filth is a good man but you can see the larger point.

the best man here is prob the one who k’d himself hahahaha.

i mean there should be a 4th option, basically showing a stronk hwyte man with beautiful hwyte family. THAT is where the BEST men have gone. clearly the healthiest, best choice here, and it’s not even presented, because 1433 has not gotten to some of the manosphere yet. but its coming.

the second best option is k’ing yourself hahaha. the third best is vidya. and pr0n is by far the worst.

10 years ago the “best” thing you could do is become a fedora wearing hedonistic race mixing moral relativist atheist libertarian. so i do THANK GOD that we have a much healthier alternative now. that is, to become a 1433 VVN. yeah you technically always had that, but 10 years ago, there werent NEARLY as many young people or winners involved and it wasnt taken NEARLY as seriously!!!!!!

racially awake young hwyte men are even more dangerous than a n1994 with a liberry card hahahahahahaha.

so yeah really this is a GREAT time to be alive. the best time since 1934 hahahaha. or was it 33.

july 15. hmm today i think is the 2 year anniversary of TSHTF with That Woman. the day it all went down. well there were 2 related big events that took place like 3 days apart. and it was all around the middle of july.

so yeah. def made some progress. got a new job and that is huge. its not a serious job but its fooking hard enough for me to get an unserious job that i can survive and withstand. lost like 45 pounds. became an even more red blooded 1433 and even more of a woman hater. which is good. i need to learn the lesson of how to PUT WOMEN IN THEIR PLACE, and i certainly did not put her in her place, but let her basically dominate me! NEVER AGAIN!

oh yeah i stopped watching porn. that is huge. i think that was in like sept 2015. for a little while im like, welp jerking off to porno sluts is HELPING me GET OVER HER and get distance from HER.

and maybe it did. but if it did, the effect was negligible. besides sept 2015 is not too long after july 2015!!! meaning, i didnt need porn for that long even when i might be tempted to use it the most!

got a lot better at interviewing and job searching, doing 28 goddamn interviews and like 530 applications.

i got to start doing this again.

got a nice suit to wear to interviews and weddings hahahaha.

became a full blown daily stormer / anglin fanatic.

bought some very important 1433 books.

smoked very very very little mj. like 2 or 3 times in 2 years.

no alcohol of course.

the no porn is huge too. and i really dont intend to ever go back.

wish i could be as vehemently anti MJ as i am anti porn. like yep ive quit that forever and i dont ever want to go back and im not even tempted to go back!

but i am tempted by MJ every day.

forcing self to listen to first racial skrewdriver album “hail the new dawn” 1984. just force yourself to suffer through that godawful music with godawful production. skrewdriver. how horrible and boring amirite hahahaha. so bad you have to FORCE yourself to listen to it. like FORCING yourself to read MK hahahahahaha.

heh. i have forced myself to listen to skrewdriver before. never really liked it. maybe i need to be on MJ. maybe i should just read ISD’s lyrics becuase they are supposedly very good.

i mean there was no doubt or ambiguity about him being fully 1433. he was not afraid to use the term HWYTE POWER. or was it HWYTE PRIDE. one or the other.

i mean there is no reason why a guy like me, a hardcore self identified hwyte power 1433 guy, and looking to get into RAC, should NOT make a serious effort to Enjoy Skrewdriver, who practically INVENTED RAC and is pretty much the most beloved hwyte power musical group that ever existed. and in this world were infighting and drama and everybody hates everyone, ive never seen anybody hate on ISD. never ever. in that sense he stands along with AH, GLR, and WLP. and i guess Robert Jay Mathews. people luv him. wish he had recorded more speeches because the one RJM speech i did hear was average at best hahahaha. but i know he gave his life for The Movement and Our People.

listened to the first 10 or 12 minutes of the album. i listen to everything in 10 minute chunks because its all i can take. it was ok. not great production, but somewhat catchy songs and possibly good lyrics. sometimes the vocals sounded passionate and good, sometimes they sounded mumbly and underwhelming. i mean i would try to make muh delivery as passionate as possible here, like i were AH giving a 3 hour speech.

ok i mean he had a somewhat promising music career and THREW IT AWAY so he could take the band in a Racial direction. and he got a hakenkreuz tattoo.

(not against that website, just dont want attention haha)

yeah the lyrics check out. 8.8/10 hahahaha.  could stand some more naming the J but he does name them a couple times.

come on. im not crapping on ISD. just saying the music sounds a little…..rough hehehe. to someone who is as OBSESSED with good production as i am. i mean its SO important and i dont believe you need a big budget to get it. just a fooking obsessed maniac like myself. even in 1984. they had fookin tape recorders in 1984.

and you dont need a jooish record company to pay jooish producers to give you a good sound.

well i admit its easier for the average hwyte to afford a good production in 2017 than it was in 1984.

i mean music is just not a priority for me any more. but i used to be OBSESSED with it for the longest time. i dont really regret that, but i do wish i had listened to some different music in there. switched some stuff out for better stuff. listened to some more hwyte power stuff hahaha. it had a better message than nihilistic 90s stuff. or satanic black metal.

We Older Millennials / Young Gen Xers were really Caught In Between. Really were kinda Lost in searching for an identity.  i guess it finally came but it would have been great to have had an identity as a youth. youth culture hehehe. instead i was always an outsider looking to nihilistically escape. could not find a POSITIVE identity. well at least i have one now hahahaha. hwyte power!

wow like 800 calories today, like 700 below the limit. this was accomplished by: fasting until dinner, eating fairly low cal dinner focused on white chicken, getting some good powerwalking in.

honey. maybe not so much of a superfood as i once thought. it is FULL of sugar and carbs and calories. a dab is all right but using it regularly in your tea? not good! better to get used to drinking unsweetened tea. unsweetened everything.

also didnt mean to imply that dark chicken was bad. i luv dark chicken and its not bad for you. just dark people hahahahaha.

ive gotten totally used to drinking black coffee. totally used to not drinking any soda pop. so its very possible i could get used to drinking tea with no honey (or sugar).

i would recommend this, getting SUGAR out of your diet as much as humanly possible. you will lose noticeable weight just by cutting out sugar. its useless AF. and so many fat slobs are drinking 2 liters of soda a day. holy shit. i used to be very fond of soda myself. i still miss it sometimes. i enjoy a good mt dew and maybe should allow myself 1 can of mt dew a week. code red, voltage, luv the exotic flavors as well as the original.

and diet soda sucks.

dont eat bread, dont eat potatoes. or pizza hehehehe.

if you eat pizza you support jooish pedophiles hahaha.

not not really. i luv pizza, its delicious. but you gotta be careful with it!

gosh darn btc crashing right now

so i should sell…..????

the woman you are foolishly in luv with has eagerly sucked and fooked negro c0ck, shown more luv and loyalty and kindness to negros than to you, and has photos of her fooking negros and with negro jizz on her pretty face. keep reminding yourself of that next time you start thinking oh what a nice GF she would make.

this is just what women do. don’t blame them. its their nature. this is what nature intended. blame men for not controlling these women and getting the women married BEFORE the women could get into these degenerate, albeit natural states. nature can still be degenerate. or it can be regenerate.

besides, we dont live in a state of nature. our WORLD is increasingly unnatural. in the natural world, all the mulatto sprog mutant bastards would have died off and the mudsharks and whores would be rightfully shamed. and their bastard children wouldnt have survived. they wouldnt have survived. but in this sick jooish world, the govt and the society supports whores and mudsharks and cheaters and liars and the worst women you can imagine. are given a black check for their horrible behavior.



july 13

so this is some good antigae propaganda when your shitlib acquaintances say THEYRE NORMAL PEOPLE JUST LIKE US hehehehe

only anon.toing because i dont want my blog to be a damn trackback comment. the content of his blog is prob good. an ex-gay who had a real come to jesus moment and turned his life around.

every saint has a past and every sinner has a future hahahahaha.

so i wonder. these women with all these gay male friends, how degen are these gays? i knew a couple of gays that did not engage in this sort of stuff and were Normal People Like You And Me. and then i was like, wew, now that i know a real life gay person, i can see they arent degen bug chasing monsters having anonymous orgies every night in bath houses and truck stops and public mens rooms!

well i think i just got lucky and met the 40% or less portion of gays who dont do that stuff.

like the “MODERATE MUSLIMS” and “MODERATE WOMEN”, these “MODERATE GAYS” need to LOUDLY and VOCALLY DISTANCE themselves from the large number of extremists.

weev on the krypto report (azzmador) july 2017


MSM = Men who have Secs with Men hehehe. nice alternate word for gaes or phaggots or sodomites or perverts.

so coffee is a “diuretic” and drinking too much will dehydrate you. so what about tea?  i seem to Urinate even MORE when drinking TEA.

yeah the main thing that bothers me about Uncle M1kk0 is that he is very talented and smart, but he hangs out with degenerate artists, is too interested in degenerate art, and isnt repentant about it AT ALL.

none of us is perfect. we all have a past. but by god i admit that what i did in the past was WRONG and im ASHAMED of it and i hope ive REPENTED. nothing like that from him.

i mean just come out and call a spade a spade. call degeneracy degeneracy. unless you just dont want to STOP WATCHING PORN.

and i think PORN is inherently different and worse than drugs. porn is inherently jooish and involves degrading at least one other person. drugs are just an inanimate object and, consumed in MODERATION, really is not degrading at all.

july 14

ok. day off. up at 10 am. had mini social thing yesterday which was nice. had to cut back on these due to peoples work schedules which is good for their money making (my own not so much) and bad for my limited social activity.

today would like to do some Official Sunbathing because it is sunny. some clouds but not major.

1040 am. want to be productive hwyte man on day off. did 14 pushups hehehe intend to do some more throughout the day. pushup are the single best exercise you can do.

doing laundry, about 25 minute left on wash, then dry.

want to go to store after Sunbathing hehehe and get usual weekly grocery shopping done.

plan to listen to the weev and azzmador show during the sun bathing session. see link above hehehe.

its amazing how a person leaving can leave such a VOID in your life, when they are just off degrading themselves, as women often do, into being a disgusting negro fooking whore doing absolutely ungodly things. THIS person left a VOID? this VILE TRASH was meaningful enough to recognize their absence for even a SECOND?

bbbbbut she wasnt VILE TRASH.

no she wasnt but she is gone diddly one so….IT DOESNT MATTER.

but it DOES matter! to ME!

ok fine yes it DOES matter. but that doesnt change the outcome. She is Gone Diddly One and will NEVER come back. it’s kind of like Accepting The Finality Of Death.  BEcause thats what it is. She is Dead to Me and I am Dead To Her. The End Forever.

Yes that is intense and SHOULD take at LEAST a YEAR to get over. not immediately jumping into bed with your next BF On Deck.

these fooking IDIOTS.

but this is what nature intended. i just wish nature could have intended for them to be a LITTLE Better and Smarter. I mean come on. did they really HAVE to be so shitty? i dont think so.

but Thankfully nature also made them gullible, malleable, manipulable, so that we can TRAIN them and CONTROL them into something good. but thats not easy either. it takes a truly strong and bold alpha man to do that.  only 20% of men can do this hehehe.

but the good news is that you can train yourself to become one of those top 20%.

for someone who was consistently in the top 10% of School up until age 18, this seems totally doable.

but to someone who is consistently in the BOTTOM 10% of achievers and money makers and success AFTER age 21, it seems FOOKING IMPOSSIBLE.

and its just so weird and sad and devastating to have such a DRAMATIC change in a person during probably THE most important, formative period of your life. During the most important years of your life, the peak of your youth, you transform from a Top 10% Winner, to a Bottom 10% Loser. HOW THE FOOK DOES THAT HAPPEN? AND WHAT CAN YOU DO ABOUT IT????

LETS FIND OUT hahahahahaha.

i mean 3-4 years is a good chunk of time and a lot of little things happened and it was a snowball effect. at this point it is monday morning quarterbacking hahahahaha.

the more relevant question to me and people like me, is how do we FIX it.

yeah it IS important to know how it happens and how to PREVENT it….this would be hugely important for 15-16 year old boys.

but thats over half a lifetime ago hahahaha.

also want to trim beard to level 1 today.

maybe charge batteries of stuff like phone and etc.


yeah want to get a good number of pushups in today.

and some hardcore Fasting until Dinner hehehe which will prob be a bigass dinner.

and then ideally a nice long powerwalk after dinner. while puffing a footlong MJ hahahaha and listening to good music.

doing a bunch of audio/podcast prep right now hahaha. basically truncating, tempo, compressing, dividing into 10 minute chunks if needed. stuff like MW, georgie boy, mike enoch scandza speech, azzmador and weev, couple of older anglin with carolyn yeager interviews, the more recent weev videos i havent already watched.

still got 50 pages left to read of MK. its gonna happen and i am trying to read a few pages or listen to 10 minutes every day. it takes 130 minutes of audiobook to cover 50 pages. DAMN.

i mean its basically 35 hours to listen to the whole book. probably can read it quicker. or not.

every hour, do as many pushups as you can at that time. push yourself but try not to pull any muscles.

repeat every 3 days and then you will be strong and will be able to pull 6/10’s. bang them mercilessly, ungently, unnicely, and then you will be able to level up to 6.5/10s hahahahahaha

ok so today i am getting kinda serious with that once an hour thing. do 14 pushups, then 12, then 11, then 10, then 9 hahahaha.

also “fasting all day” until dinner so energy seems kinda low right now at around 3 pm. maybe attempt powernap. was moderately productive earlier at least. well. thats arguable. i was productive….but prob not enough. did some things, but not ENOUGH things.

oh well its better than a negro or a neckbeard or a neet hahaha.

2 hours later

well laid down and got a powernap in. laid down for like 1 hour and 20 minutes but certainly didnt sleep for more than 15. got up when Recorded Sales Call called.

anyway it totally helped. slightly higher energy, slightly less Hungry. before i was so low energy i didnt even want to Neckbeard on the Internet, playing cards, writing, reading .

ok ate huge dinner. it was delicious.

it takes 35 hours to read MK. you should really set aside at least 2 months to do it. is it worth it? honestly not really hahahaha. now im just doing it to finish what i started. but it is worth proudly displaying it on your home bookshelf. but actually reading it is not very fun. GLR’s WP is much much more fun. or david duke my awakening. i am happy and thankful to now own all 3 books. cant beleive it took me till 2017 to do that. but i didnt make any money in 2016 ehehehehe so i could not justify buying books or anything.

i would take online classes if i could only take one at a time, and they were at least 15 weeks long rather than accelerated ~8 week courses. and that they were under 100 dollars a credit hour. and that i could get an actually useful masters degree and reference letter from the professors saying how i am in the top 10% of the class and deserve a 30k a year job.

all the online classes ive seen are less than 10 weeks. even for a 3 credit class this is way too much.

also if you have a job, you have to study and do homework for your job so you can supplement your productivity and learn to do your work faster. you dont have time for SCHOOL. 40 hours of work a week takes ABSOLUTELY EVERYTHING out of you. you cant even go grocery shopping, let alone do FAMILY stuff, raise CHILDREN, take care of your house, do HEALTH related stuff, do SOCIAL stuff, or go to SKOOL. all you can do is study work related stuff, do work from home, do MJ, and sleep, sweet sweet sleep.

ok that is more black pill than necessary hahaha. i dont do workstudy or homework at home any more. i leave the work at work hahahahaha. which i absolutely did not and COULD not do with muh last job.

caffeine does make you urinate but the water in coffee and tea does count for your hydration.



july 11


It is virtually impossible to find a woman who is a virgin after age 15 these days. I can say with little doubt that you have a .01% chance of ever marrying a woman who has not slept with or sucked on at least 3-5 guys before you. Society is entirely too corrupted and morals are entirely too inverted for you to find a virginal woman. Therefore, holding virginity up as the ultimate standard that women need to meet in order to be with you is going to result in you remaining alone for the rest of your life.

I have struggled with dealing with a woman’s sexual history many times before. When I was 18 it almost drove me to madness, and I practically wrecked a relationship I had with a beautiful, huge-tittied, blue eyed girl that was racially conscious and amenable to White Nationalism (she has since married and reproduced with some other White guy). I know what it’s like to obsess over how many dicks your girl has had in her mouth, believe me.

I would set the standard a little lower. Not a virgin? That’s fine, but have you ever done anything sexual whatsoever with a nonwhite (J00s included)? Have you ever taken it up the ass with anyone? Have you ever been pissed/shat on? Have you ever been DPed? If the girl answers “No” to all of those, I deem her a keeper. Even in this age of POZ, one should still be able to expect at least THAT degree of purity.

END QUOTE from DS, see link where it says 7h


I think that quote is very apropos to a happy valentines gay For You. hahaha.

i’m pretty much 100% agree with that guy. finding a virgin is impossible. we have to take some concessions. the only thing i would add is, how high of a number are you willing to go? i mean yeah, mudsharking, race mixing, ass blasting, all the things he mentions are all dealbreakers. but only 3 to 5 guys? i mean methinks he’s still being too demanding!

all women have taken it up the ass!

all women have well over 5 partners!

all women have race mixed at least once!

besides, i race mixed with a joo, so…..

so what. then i HAVE to permit that muh wife race mixes with one joo. big fookin deal. i can live with a woman fooking one joo boy, rather than fooking 10 negros or arabs.

mainly because joos are the most white looking nonwhite race. when i first met the joo slut i fooked, i thought she was white. she had pale white skin and like fooking blue or green eyes!

over the years i learned that yes some joos do look like this.

i mean this was the perfect example of ashkenazim mixed with a decent amount of white. i would have liked to see HER 23 and me!

im ecstatic i never had god forsaken mischling babies with her…..but i still didnt fook her as many times as i wanted. because i got dumped for being a needy, feelsy beta bitchboi who liked her too much. she wasn’t that likable to be liked THAT much. it was just the oxytocin. “just.” i mean this is totally NATURES WAY to help me bond to someone, and that “infatuation” could have TOTALLY been the start of a long term thing. i wanted it to be!

so yeah thats why i dont discount “infatuation.” NATURE INTENDS for infatuation to be the First Step To True Luv.

anyone who discounts infatuation is a slut who has taken too many cox, been infatuated too many times, burned out all their oxytocin, and can no longer become infatuated OR LUV anyone ever again, so they are just JELLY. THEY HATIN. on some level they know they will never feel those feels ever again.

they will always find some way to make you question, doubt, say, do i really want to accept this. like maybe shes only taken it up the ass from one guy…..but she was a crazy butt slut with him and he fooked her 5000000 times in the ass.

there will always be SOMETHING where you say, that is fooking DISGUSTING and DEGENERATE. am i REALLY willing to accept that in my wife, the mother of my children? then while you are debating it, she will dump you and then you will be devastated and think YASSS YASSS I AM WILLING TO TAKE THAT, NOW PLEASE JUST COME BACK, and she never will, and it will take you 3 years to get over her. then you will be a 40 year old man making 12k a year with no retirement, health care, anything hehehe.

well she was only with one or two black guys.

she only had one or two abortions.

she only made one or two sex tapes.

she only has one or two stupidass tattoos.

she only cheated on one or two guys.

she only totally devastated one or two guys.

i mean this is what women ARE and you cant be butthurt about it! you just have to find the needle in the haystack and then PHYSICALLY RESTRAIN her from….what? from doing WHAT NATURE INTENDED?

WEll, nature can intend one of two things. The natural path is a spectrum. on one end of that spectrum is total selfish negro bullshit, which women will NATURALLY gravitate to without supervision and direction.

when given direction, women will NATURALLY gravitate to the Healthy Natural Way Of Women: being loving, nurturing wives and mothers.

similarly, men can either be lazy, shiftless, muh dickin hedonistic fat negros stuffing their faces and lazing around all day, OR they can be proud, hard-working, masculine, tough men, good husbands and fathers.

both the good and the bad ways are natural.

i guess its comforting that there even IS a natural good way, and not just one way. natural bad hahahaha. so take solace in that white pill hahahahaha.

RAC influenced black metal?

really i just want something that is as high quality as vapaudenristi but with damn english lyrics. not sure if you can or should combine BM and RAC. i mean even MA doesnt do that in Vap, he just has a separate BM band hahahaha.

sniper is another rac band from finland which vap did a GREAT cover of. i guess sniper has maybe 50% of their albums in english and it is safe to say that they are an influence of vap.

juyl 12

mike e posts his 23 and me, shows 0.0% jooish. i didnt think he was anyway but i think its a good faith bona fide thing to do…..and not a moment too soon hehehe. i mean was that really SO HARD?

mike e at scandza forum.

did greg j not go to this? perhaps he was disinvited.

mike enoch, mill woes, and others gave speeches. looks like pretty good quality here. video and hopefully audio. no reason not to be. but 80% of the enoch speeches ive heard have been not great quality. which sucks because he is a great speaker. both in content and delivery. i wish anglin or weev did stuff like this. it does make a difference.

or maybe it only makes a difference to ME because i have a personal preference for Live Speeches.

yeah well there is also great Real Life Social Networking happening at these conferences.

nice hahaha

so now anglin is sort of commenting on the case and saying that he is living in nigeria hahahahahahahahahahaha. im guessing his lawyer said it was ok to lie about that because when this first happened anglin was not saying a single damn word. getting pretty excited for his day in court hahahaha.

ideally i would like to see him get up in front of the national news cameras every single day and make inflammatory, public anti-joo speeches in front of the courthouse until every person in the US knows who he is. and he becomes The Leader of the alt right, or the vvn movement, or whatever.

i would like to bang that gersh in a milf sort of way though. no not in a violent Raepey way, law enforcers, just saying she is a total 6.5/10 and that i deffo would bang. if given the consensual opportunity hahaha by the poor persecuted victim gersh.

i mean how do you like that SMUG look on her face in the damn CNN-produced video???!!?!?!?!

hey kid, theres a free xbox for you inside this oven, HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA classic.

see i wish MA didnt do degenerate shit like this. this is from around oct 2016. well he’s not technically doing the painting.

its a ridiculous “art” piece where one side of the vinyl is MA’s noise project grunt, and the other side is a hand drawn painting by one of his artist buddies, and this artist demands that the submitted photo be a human face covered in male sperm, or female juices, and that the photo should be of the sender, or taken by the sender. then the artist paints a painting of the photo of the sperm covered face on side B of the vinyl.

i guess we are making the statement that “YOUR GF IS A GOD DAMN DIRTY PORNO WHORE” and all women are whores that are just as dirty and filthy as the porn produced by the joos.

yeah well i disagree. i dont agree at ALL that hwyte women are anywhere nearly as inherently degenerate as the porn that joos produce.

this is the type of thing i would have to have a long conversation with MA about. and also i probably could not convince him.

who’s that woman? is that MA’s GF? (i notice he has a ring on his finger.) i would not want to defile my GF like that. how would he respond to that statement? well, humans are inherently defiled. we are just defiled bags of flesh and its really no defilement at all to use our FACES as a JIZZ RAG. this is what nature intended. nature intended nothing.

so thats a little NIHILISTIC for me and i cannot support it at all, in fact, its downright JOOISH. this POWER ELECTRONICS shit is possibly the MOST jooish thing i have ever seen, even more than porn. it is like porn stripped of ANY ATTEMPT AT TITILLATION. and that’s probably the point. so maybe it IS making the implicit judgment that porn SHOULDNT be titilating?

so you just stare at ugly defilement and say IT IS WHAT IT IS?

no, in my Weltanschauung, you make an EXPLICIT CONDEMNATION of this. you DONT show it. you DO show and glorify pictures of hwyte wimmin in hwheat fields. that would be an acceptable painting MIKKO.

a guy with a nationalist RAC project SHOULD KNOW BETTER.

and i think that represents his MATURE adult side. whereas this power electronics is his EDGY IMMATURE ADOLESCENT side. but its also jooish, whether he knows it or not, and i’d really like him to put it permanently in the past.





thats the thing, is that i am TERRIBLE at SELLING things to people. convincing them to dump the old and get with the new. dump your old degenerate ideas and replace them with new, good, regenerate ideas.  stop even THINKING about faces covered in sperm and start thinking about having CHILDREN with your WIFE. if he had CHILDREN this would go a long way to fixing him IMHO.  he NEEDS to have CHILDREN.

bbbbbut what if he already DOES?

i would bet small money that he does not tho.

this is the closest thing i have to a Celeb Crush hahaha. well, i also have this for Anglin and Weev.

also the fact that MA still does shit like this in 2016 tells me that he is not a regular reader of daily stormer hahahaha. and he SHOULD be. or TRS. or stormfront. shit or richard spencers alt right dot com. shit how about counter currents. greg had kind of a scandal recently but counter currents is still classic. outside of greg’s drama, CC is GREAT reading.

i think he spends more time Creating and Working On Musical Art than reading stuff like that.

so i would advise him, less power electronics edgyness, and more vapaudenristi regeneracy. get into THAT mindset.

READ daily stormer hehehe. The Three Words hehehehe.


listen to me making podcasts where i narrate epic DS BBS threads HAHAHAHA.

sniper. the finnish rac band sniper appears to be a very catchy, fun, decently-produced hwyte power band hahahaha and a good band to continue with when wanting to branch out from vapaudenristi.

i mean sniper is very explicit about it. you have to be to call your album “HAIL THE HWYTE RACE” hahahahahaha. i mean there is nothing ambiguous about that, and i don’t want there to be!

its just weird to have someone who makes great nationalist music, but its hard to tell exactly what the lyrics say, but its hard to get a measurement of where he is on his journey exactly, because he still does shit no fully aware hwyte hwarrior would do. they wouldnt even THINK of ASSOCIATING themselves with degenerate Transgressive Art.

so i don’t understand the Power Electronics Aesthetic. and there is an aesthetic.

there’s something hwyte about it in the sense of it seems to be hwyte people showing What Happens When Whytes are Infected By Jooish Degeneracy, in the most Ugly, Painful, Starkest Way. Like here we are, suffering and dying of this moral, spiritual CANCER. isn’t this grim AF.

like, people who are so far in the depths of despair they dont even recognize that they are despairing. they just accept and observe the despair and say it is what it is.

i dont agree with this at all. will never understand it. don’t want to understand it. kind of like i will never understand or want to understand noise music. which, not coincidentally, overlaps hugely with power electronics. which is basically a subgenre of noise i guess.

there are way more productive things for whites to do with their time and energy. like blogging or playing vidya hahaha.

so women let themselves be treated like porn whores. NO SHIT. women can be manipulated into ANYTHING. you can take the virgin girl next door and videotape her prolapsing every orifice in her body while stabbing her own newborn baby to death over and over in the face with a stiletto heel. women will let themselves do the most defiled and EVIL shit.

theres no point in SHOWING it. you dont need to show it to know it. if anything, you should be promoting propaganda that encourages MEN to STOP women from going down this horrible evil road.

what GOOD does it do? even drugs and junk food serve a hedonistic good. wheres the reward system for Pure Degradation unless you are a true Sociopath?? I mean it makes more sense to make Amateur PORN out of Normie Girls with Jizz on their Faces – and tons of this IS made – than to make edgy outsider “art” out of it.

shit these outsider artists probably watch their share of actual pornography too.

well dont! STOP WATCHING PORN! and your edgy outsider art wont be so pornified!

i mean it doesnt even make sense to jerk off to this stuff the way peopel jerk off to porn. its as if the POINT is just to gaze at it and Savor The Degradation, not to be Actively Stroking Yourself tyring to Get Off on the Hottest Possible Video or picture. but to stroke your chin while stroking yourself slowly with no intention of even getting off.

i dont pretend to be an expert on it. it is very niche obscure esoteric shit and i probably DONT understand it. but i DO know that there’s never a good reason to show or look at pictures like this. there’s no excuse. not even for a normie masterbater. its specifically BY and FOR totally FOOKED UP PEOPLE.

and its NOT GOOD to be FOOKED UP. UNFOOK YOURSELF. dont make your identity about being a FOOKED UP FOOKUP. youre BETTER than that.

i mean you could almost compare to to TOTALLY taboo shit like incest, pedophilia, necrophilia, bestiality. and uhhhh im pretty sure some of that shit DOES get covered in power electronics.


i mean this isnt the end of the world that this one guy does some questionable degenerate things. WE ALL DO. im sure plenty of holier than thou hwyte hwarrior types have things they want to keep in the closet.

well hes not keeping it in the closet though.  and he doesnt Clearly Condemn Degeneracy how i would like him to.

i mean some of us still do degenerate shit but at least we KNOW its degenerate and hopefully feel GUILTY about it and try to Fix It!

or we dont, and think we’re a special snowflake and can get away with it because excuses. morally lazy hahahahaha.

for example, my desire to do MJ.

and then i say, doing MJ a few times a week is not NEARLY as degenerate as intentionally gazing into a nihilistic abyss of despair and degradation, and sociopathically enjoying degadation for degradations sake. i mean its kinda like a damn jooish sex fetish! like sadism or humiliation!

its INHERENTLY jooish to have any sort of FETISH! turning SEX into some weird fetish thing. porn does it, PE kinda does it. i dont think jerking off to Thoughts of you having Normal Secs with an attractive woman really does it.

i mean way to take something NATURAL and GOOD and turn it into something WEIRD and BAD. gee I WONDER WHO COULD BE BEHIND THIS.


sun feb 11

july 8

actually was invited to wedding for first time in almost 3 years. i was nervous because i have always been an acquaintance and never really a superfriend. in theory i dont mind the idea of meeting new people and i know most normies are generally nice, especially at something like this, but its still Stressful to be around a lot of people who are all talking to each other.

but it wasnt so bad, in fact it was good. but still i noticed how all the normies have a SENSE OF HUMOR and are CONSTANTLY JOKING with each other. the guy i was sitting next to, who i sort of knew, well he is also really funny and i like his jokes and i generally like him, largely because of his funny jokes and his good natured personality. but then i compare myself and think wow i wish i could be as funny as he is.

or this other guy i know who is also pretty funny but also a god damn true chad alpha male. i mean he absolutely has SLAYED the pvssy for over 10 years and still does. he is basically an alpha male and has the skills to pull basically every woman he wants. but he is also a great guy, not a douchebag or joo. he is very loyal to his friends and always tries to do the right thing.

but yeah i like him too and if i imitated him i would certainly have more success with women. he really should start a School For Incel KVs. He might have been a beta white knight briefly around 18, but he quickly learned how to deal with women VERY well.

i really should make an effort to get more friendly with him. i have technically known him for like 12 fooking years. real nice guy. but not nearly as nice with the ladies. and he shouldn’t be. niceness is not how you deal with women.

but i would LOVE to see him find a GOOD woman and get married and have many beautiful white children, simply because he would clearly make a GREAT father. and he is handsome and smart and charming and his children would be too.  but if he, who can have any woman he wants, can’t find a good woman, that is discouraging.

and he has medium and long term GFs as well as banging sluts. he was with some gurl for 2 years and i thought he might marry her but then that ended, she moved across the country, got an ambitious career, got married to some other guy. im not sure who dumped who there. with him its hard to tell because he has the power to get bored with women and has dumped his fair share of women.

there was a qt 24 year old woman at our table, i couldnt tell if she was dating this total niceguy beta who was sitting next to her. he seemed like a truly nice guy, and not in the bad way, but i knew this would be big trouble for their rel, if they indeed had a rel, because he was clearly not exerting ANY dominance over her. he was WAY too nice and sweet and meek to have a young qt GF. maybe a fat ugly slob.

now this gurl didnt seem like a huge whore. no tattoos, not obnoxious, not bitchy, not dressed like a whore. probably n<15 hahahahaha. maybe even <10 hahahaha.

yet my first thought was, wow, this guy is going to get eaten alive by her, even if she’s a decent woman, AND my charming alpha chad friend would be able to totally steal her from him if he wanted. then he would bang her 50 times and get bored with her and dump her hahahaha.

but overall the wedding was nice and good and fun, i am just making observations of people i like and respect and should try to hang out with more.

i had a hard time being witty because i have no sense of humor that doesnt involve gassing kykes and bullwhipping blacks and enslaving women and hwyte sharia raep gangs and women being awful rats, and really this type of humor understandably comes off as bitter and creepy to normies.

i took a valium before going to the church, and then a second valium while about 90 minutes into the reception. it worked all right.

a big win for me was when i went to the pub with a guy in between the wedding and reception and essentially just had a conversation with him for an hour one on one. now he did 80% of the talking at my probing questions about his exciting, top tier, alpha male, elite ubermensch career job where he has to be making at least 80k a year if not 100k and has ridiculous benefits. funny that you have to be in the top 5% elite for the company to Take Good Care of its employees in terms of health care, work life balance, time off, sick days, retirement, etc. that is a world i will never know.

but he is a really smart guy. but also insanely leftist. ive mentioned him before hahahaha.

what i learned is that i may not disagree with him so much on the idea that income inequality is a little ridiculous, and that real life global capitalism leads to wealth filtering up and up rather than benefitting society as a whole. we would just disagree on methods of “redistributing” income/profits and of course on race.  he would be like a bernie sanders socialist and i would be a histerian racial volkisch state nationalist socialist hehehehe.

but he knows his stuff really well on Econ and Statistics, which I appreciate. I mean I liked muh econ classes too. he just did a much more business major and is able to use his econ and stats and marketing knowledge on a daily basis as part of his career. i cant even explain a bell curve to a normie. but he sure can hahaha. in fact that was a topic we discussed.

so yeah that was a big achievement. just an hourlong conversation with a guy in a pub. i was started to get a little tired near the end of that though, even though i only did 15% of the talking. shit just LISTENING is pretty exhausting hahaha.

then at the reception i was able to Crowdsource all those social interactions and conversations, where basically all conversation is short term brief witty exchanges with the person next to. i have a hard time being witty to. So I am just Nice instead and laugh at their jokes and make lame follow ups on their jokes.

but at least i am fairly confident the people fairly like me and dont scorn me like when i scorn women in the abstract. shit when i meet women in real life im not scornful to them. shit probably if i WERE, they would be more secsy to me. you have to do it in the right way, not in a butthurt bitter way. ive seen people make that mistake too.

also my other big win was dancing at the wedding. i really dont dislike dancing that much even though i cant do it, i just go up and make a fool of myself with autistic, virginal spazzing.

but honestly people dont care, theyre not judging you on how shitty you are dancing, if anything, they’re really happy that other people are out there with them.

i guess i started doing this when i was a young man getting RAGING DRUNK at college parties, and the drunkenness helped. unfortunately i didnt do Dance Parties ENOUGH to actually get action out of them with muh drunken dancing.

the actual good news is that i can still be bold enough to do ridiculous dancing WITHOUT drinking. valium prob wouldnt hurt tho hahaha. i did take some valium.

actually got invited to a function tonight which i quickly agreed to going to. i will bring 10 dollars worth of beer for the others to hopefully drink.

went to store and got a bar of dr bronners natural vegan organic castile soap. i avoided it last week because dr bronner is an admitted joo. and there is super hippie “branding” on their label. but aesthetically i liked the label. and i liked the list of ingredients better than the j r watkins soap i got last time. i just got a small one. there were larger ones of the bronners i might get after i finish the other ones. obv i will use the larger watkins and the smaller bronners i have now. just saying i have a better feeling about the bronners. even though bronners is jooish as FOOK.

but he seems like a hippie dippie kind of hippie who is serious about using purely natural ingredients, which is exactly what i want in muh soap. unless those are all jooish lies. i mean the only way this could be a jooish scam is if the dr bronners soap is basically the same thing as dial.

should read some reviews. but they had good scents like lavender, tea tree, rose, peppermint. i got the tea tree.

check the amazon reviews. this is a large bottle of the liquid version. i just got a small bar.

amazon reviews seem pretty good.

july 10

tried the dr bronners joo soap and was very impressed. will buy again. just wish it wasnt so jooish.

but i kinda like “socially responsible” companies up to the point that they probably treat their employees well and dont try to screw their customers or employees. the hiring women and nonwhites, thats just stupid tho.  but if you can be successful enough to be a successful company, and then make a point about not maximizing jooish greed, thats good.

of course, companies like this are impossible to get a job with unless you have the most impressive of resumes with top college, extracurriculars, internships.

nobody ever told me that extracurriculars are even MORE important in COLLEGE than they were in HIGH SCHOOL!

in high school i knew i HAD to do a minimum of extracurriculars to get into college and to get into National Honor Society. those things were never questioned and i didnt really protest too much.

but once i got to college i never realized you HAD to do even MORE extracurriculars to get a JOB or grad skool.

how was i so stupid, naive, and immature not to realize that? because i was young, dumb, and full of jizz, and a young, dumb, stupid, naive, immature 18-21 year old!

also used the dr bronners soap on hair as i am now using Natural Soap as a Shampoo and staying away from jooish chemicoshampoos and sticking only to jooish natural soaps hahahaha.

i strongly recommend buying semi fancy “organic” or “natural” soaps as opposed to the more mainstream soaps.

this reichsmark is awesome. so glad i bought that. so worth it. i might buy a 5 reichsmark which has a higher silver content at 90% but it is at least 25 dollars if not 30. would just as rather buy an official currency coin (with silver of course) of poland. cuz i like poland and have blood there. but i also like AH and AH’s germany and wish they got along better with the poles. ideally a polish german reich would have been awesome. god damn that would have been great. so who was the asshole there. germany or poland. 625/690 pages into MK and he still hasnt talked at length about poland. he talks about how france is germanys natural enemy but hasnt said a damn thing about poland.

well even more ideally, a german polish russian block to fight against the degenerate globalised jooified west. but of course much of the east was jooified with gommunism for a very long time.

you can get jooed with jooish global capitalism or jooish global gommunism. your choice goy. actually not your choice at all.

i would recommend something more like a nonjooish, totally hwyte form of capitalism, where all employees were paid good wages, good benefits, and given a chance to buy ownership in the company, and as little was done “globally” as possible.





it is time that i start looking at old DS articles from 2013 and 2014. he started DS july 4, 2013, 4 years ago today.  i should also start looking up his total fascism articles.

the best of these articles should be read by men with decent voices and made into youtbe vidyas and downloadable mp3s that you can listen to anywhere. i should make some if i didnt want to get voice doxed.

july 4 2017

yeager interview with anglin, jan 2014, talks about secsual promiscuity hehe

yeager interview with anglin from july 2013 when he was staying in greece and starting DS and observing golden dawn

oct 2016 interview with anglin done by either yeager or john friend

how have i not listened to any of these hehehe


anglin promotes this channel where the guy does readings of articles, this one is a recent heartiste article

there is an adolfcoin hahahaha

another one of these hehehehe

ok went to store on 4th of july, kinda degenerate to do that, but wanted to buy some stuff to show gratitude to friend who invited me to holiday Cookout.  i said GOD HAVE MERCY on the poor white people that had to WORK at the GROCERY STORE on this day that probably werent getting paid any overtime or premium or anything.

well, these people are in a union i think. well hopefully their union has done them some good and havent been turned into bloated jooish bullshit working only for the bloated jooish union higher ups, but for the actual working people.

cream filled tim hortons donut really is “ONLY” 220 calories hehehehe i htought it would be 300 at least

ok went out into beautiful sun for about 45 minutes of straight sun on the bare chest. soaking up 14880000000 IUs of vitamin muh D. i havent really done this in years but i strongly recommend it. really taking your shirt off and getting as much skin as possible. now obviously this is hard for people who dont have a lot of privacy. i just do in the backyard and i have done in in the public park as well. i was able to get decent privacy there, but i prefer doing it at home in back yard. most people dont have that hwyte PRIVILEGE.  and i certainly wouldnt recommend it to WOMEN, baring their bodies in front of the whole world.

yeah well women could wear sleeveless shirts, not like they dont anyway!

but a woman going out in a tiny bathing suit to Sun Bathe? I dunno, i dont think they should do that in public. unless they want to be called a slut.

i dunno what to fookin tell you. men and women are different. why would you WANT them to be the same. men exposing their bare chests in public is not NEARLY as DISRUPTIVE, DISTRACTING, DRAMATIC, and DESTRUCTIVE as women exposing their chests in public. DEAL WITH IT.

oh dear god

View story at

worst article ever, by self hating hwyte lezbo

oh yeah i should link more to this. weevs classic thread where he discusses his R.A.C.E. method where you can turn normies into 1433 race warriors with a simple 1 minute conversation hahaha.

july 5

david duke book received hehehe. nice. maybe i should have went for the revised edition, but that would have been at least 10 dollars more.

hehehehe i just thought….well maybe MA is the better book than MK….but is it really necessary? meaning, there are TONS of regular avg hwyte people out there who believe RACE EXISTS and RACE MATTERS. ANY hwyte person who has noticed that Blacks Act Different would qualify as a Race Aware person.

but i’m oversimplifying. some of these people CERTAINLY dont make the connection to the J’s, or they think that J’s are white, or they just havent thought about j’s at ALL, which is EXACTLY WHAT THE J WANTS!!!!!!

oh they’re just white people with a DIFFERENT RELIGION. like orthodox greeks with big beards.

but seriously look up weevs RACE tactic in that MPC thread and study the screenshots he gave of his conversations.

BUTTTTT I would caution that you might have different results than WEEV because weev is a CELEBRITY with FANS and when he tells them to watch a video and think about something seriously, the person will DO it. and not just blow him off as a crazy racist.


since weev is known as a huge racist from the outset, anyone agreeing to a conversation with him MUST be there in good faith.

the point is, racists were always racists and antiwhites were always antiwhites. theres really no changing anyones minds, except maybe in making somebody a more sophisticated racist.

well, again thats oversimplifying! if being a more sophisticated racist means that you CHANGE YOUR MIND on the JQ to “theyre hwyte just like us” to “theyre NOT HWYTE” uh yeah thats a BIG goddamn deal. YUGE. and that is totally worth it.

so you wont change your mind much on blacks. big deal. you will see how the jooz have USED blacks.

i wonder if hwytes ever LIVED around jooz, they way they LIVED around blacks, would hwytes be more race aware of jooz. maybe. like people in j00 york who would see groups of alien looking hasidic jooz or something. did that ever redpill anyone?

but in Noncoastal areas, many hwytes go their whole LIVES without meeting a J. i never met a joo until i was 18-19 and went to a very middle-class jooish uni. if i hadnt did that, i may have never met a single joo.

also i never socially interacted with any adult joos. the only joos i really talked to were immature kids like me. i didnt see any full grown joos in their full power level, well apart from muh professors.  and over half muh professors were nonjooish plus i thought there wasnt necess anything “jooish” about Kewl Intellectual Leftists. that that was more of a College Professor PhD thing than a Jooish thing. PLus I LIKED it. i LIKED the Radical Leftist Intellectual Professors. because they were popular and powerful and respected and women wanted them.

so maybe race all IS a social construct and ive picked the wrong horse. but if thats the case, then we still have to sacrifice our lives to help “level the playing field” in future generations. and THATS a whole nother story. even if i believed race or sex was a social construct, i still don’t think id be willing to do THAT.

besides, i thought i had BETTER ideas that would work QUICKER towards fixing race problems. like sterilizing black criminals, or paying a bonus to blacks to get sterilized, or having Workfare Not Welfare, or sending blacks into the military at age 16, or having swift capital punishment instead of years of prison, or having vastly different types of schools for blacks vs whites, or just having things be more like pre-“civil rights” 1950s, when blacks were HAPPIER AND more productive. less savage, less criminal.

or better yet, not accepting any black slaves into this country EVER. sending those jooboats away saying NOPE NOT INTERESTED YOU CAN HAVE EM.

but yeah in much of the US at least, blacks are how most people learn about race. i suppose in some areas now, it could be browns. latinxs and arabs. fine whatever. just for me it was blacks. and to a lesser extent arabs. really whatever the main nonwhite groups in your area happen to be! i never had the privilege of observing many mexicans and i tell you hwat, im not really interested either hahahahahaha.

now this is rambling.

basically im interested in how do you turn a young marxist college kid into a hardcore vvn?

i sort of did, but that just proved i wasnt into the marxist stuff for real, and i admitted that long ago. i was just trying to go along with the crowd, be “normal”, make friends, and esp meet gurls. and it was seen as DUMB and IGNORANT to be a RACIST. as i child i grew up in a blacker area than most of the kids at uni. i should have doubled down on that. and been like, you privileged rich soft bourgie phaggots never had to LIVE around blacks. you dont know what ANIMALS they are.

and then I was super weak. i was like, maybe i shouldnt believe my lying eyes. because we are uneducated working class and these people are educated middle class, so they know something i dont. namely, that its Systemic Racism that created Social Systems that TURNED blacks into the savage animals we didn’t want to live around! They were the way they were not through any fault of their own……..but the fault of RACIST WHITES who saw them as INFERIOR!!!!!

i wish i had just said, fook you you joos, have you ever had to live around these animals? but i was THAT desperate for friends and gurls.

well i ended up making friends but never did too well with the women. i got to bang a leftist slut though hahahahaha. come to think of it, she prob wasnt as leftist as some.

and ultimately my friends didnt care that i wasnt really a hardcore leftist.

so really all it takes is good faith, some courage, and honesty to become a racist.

but i never had much COURAGE. if i were SUCCESSFUL, then it would have taken REAL courage to accept something that could COST me my success. but since i was never successful, i didnt have anything to LOSE by coming out as a racist. so maybe i wasnt courageous hahaha.

well so be it, but at least i was honest. and good faith. hahaha. that counts for something.

this one successful middle class intellectual guy i want to “convert”….i’m NEVER gonna convert him. he would LITERALLY need to be MUGGED by nonwhites ON A REGULAR BASIS to have his mind changed. or living in a multicultural AND working class area.

NOT a multicultural and middle class area where all the nonwhites act like swpl white antiwhites!

i never lived in a real city though. i only have muh ideas about what its like to live in brooklyn. i imagine something horrible like in lena dumpham’s “gurls.” how working class is brooklyn? how middle class? well i think the truth is, brooklyn is so big, there are middle class neighborhoods as well as workign class neighborhoods, and youd be more likely to be redpilled in the latter of course.

i really dont care since i dont want to live in brooklyn, i dont want to live in a city, i have passed that age.

so youre supposed to find your wife in the city, then move out by 25 and start raising your family?

well shit its better than at 30! or 35!

yeah the anglin and carolyn yeager january 2014 interview is very good. he had a good microphone here and sounds very clear. great.

great thread



This guy just knows how to distill pure truths into words.
This fact is something every man needs to remind himself of constantly while interacting with women.

Ever wonder why “creepy” is their favourite, go to, shaming accusation. It’s projection. Women are the creepy ones. Not men. By a decent margin. Their sexual needs are focused around some pretty rapey shit.


yep they are not wrong.

you would probably learn this by banging more than 5 women in your life or having ruff secs with a woman or even just dating a woman for more than 6 months and getting past the honeymoon period and she lets the mask slip and you see what savages women are and just want to be dominated. but that is hard because it requires the women to luv you enough to stay with you for 6 months which requires some Winnerness on your part, and we certainly do not know that feel!

ANOTHER QUOTE from another DS thread, the MJ one i linked before:

I saw a lot of pot in early adulthood and I despise it.

No one indoctrinated me with these opinions, I’m no self-righteous puritan, and these things are observations, not personal attacks. I concluded these things based on astute experiences with long term users.

I found dope-smokers, generally, to be a painfully uninspiring, slow-witted, apathetic bunch of burnout losers stuck in a state of perpetual adolescence. I am yet to meet these high-functioning, unusually creative surgeons, lawyers, and air-traffic controllers who light up a joint at the end of the day.

If they do exist then they are succeeding in spite of, not because of, marijuana.

At worst it is a brain-damaging drug with irreversible effects, and at best it is completely unnecessary indulgence, even in moderation. So I do not see why some people would defend it so fervently.

I think I’d rather be a recovering heroine addict than a brain-damaged pot head. I hear the effects of heroine use are reversible and indeed I once met an ex-user who turned his life around, later graduated college and got a stable career.

The dope smokers I know of seem to stay dumb forever, and 10 years on they are still in the same place. It’s pathetic.

That is why I despise marijuana.

j00z are the ones who push it, just watch that niche genre of teen “comedies” featuring dope:  en.m.wikipedia.org1

You can even listen to Richard Nixon complaining about j00z pushing it as far back as the Nixon tapes.


yeah i hear ya buddy. i wish i didnt want it.

maybe if i went and bought 100 dollars of MJ right now and got blazed, i would probably get paranoid and anxious AF and start freaking out about being a huge loser and be like WHY THE HELL DID I DO THIS? I CANT BELIEVE I WAS LOOKING FORWARD TO THIS. THIS IS HORRIBLE. WHY DID I BUY THIS GARBAGE. THIS IS NOT GOOD AT ALL.

and then after that initial rush you get chilled out and relaxed and sleep well and then THATS what im chasing after.


july 6

welp got a little more sun today, vitamin d. can you still get vitamin d if you go outside at 7 pm and its still nice and bright?

welp at least i got way under the calorie goal for today. main thing was skipping lunch. basically if you want to be a decent weight and not an obese fatass, you can “only” eat two meals a day. not three. and not super large meals. one large meal, and one snack. two medium meals and no snacks hahaha.

saw 42 year old woman today with a masters degree that i was very attracted to and wanted to bang. it is nice to know women can be 42 years old and still that attractive. well, i did see a 55 year old woman the other week who was very attractive, and i still cant believe how OLD she is.

but i wonder if these women would be just as entitled as 20 year old women hahaha. like now that im a MATURE WOMAN, i know what i want, and that’s a mature man who makes 150k a year hahahaha.

so in other words, i’m not making it any easier on myself by “relaxing my standards” here. im not really relaxing anything!

would i MARRY the 42 year old woman? i mean i would def bang her many times. i wouldnt want to really MARRY her because i would want a woman who could have children. also i know this woman already has at least one child who is a “teenager.”

but i didnt see a ring on her finger and i would totally bang the shit out of her nice big 42 year old ass.

but she is 6000000000 times more successful than me and im sure doesnt like to associate with underachieving men. she also seemed rather bitchy.

oh well just nice to see a real life woman to be able to use for the spank bank hahahahaha.

if she were a hooker i would totally pay 300 dollars to bang her.

ooooh heres a first. ill never have to worry about this but i would try not to DESTROY the woman. probably because i would fear she would go PSYCHO and STALK me hahahaha.

so youre saying that that woman thought i was too much of a weak pussy to STALK her hahahaha ????

i mean im pretty sure she had had creepy guys messaging her before. but i think her main way of “Dealing” with it was jsut ignoring it. and honestly none of the guys WAS psycho enough to actually KEEP stalking her. like, nobody showed up at her house, or nobody kept makign new emails and facebooks to message her, or new phone numbers.

i guess you could mail letters USPS hahahaha.

you cant get a tan after 4pm hahaha

cant be done

you SHOULDNT like women. its not NATURAL to LIKE women. you SHOULD kinda hate them. i mean dont make it your whole life to hate women with the fury of 1433 suns, but you damn sure shouldnt LIKE them, because there’s not much REALLY worth liking! they’re bitches who act like retarded children and who are never fair to you and they dont like you and you’re not allowed to get angry at them for it because its totally NATURAL. this is what NATURE intended.

so then it follows that nature intended us for damn sure not to blatantly LIKE women. its STUPID to like women!

further proof i’m right: women don’t like men who like them too much! in general, the less you like a woman, the more she likes you….and the more you like her, the less she likes you!

i mean, theyre immature, theyre like children, they’re sluts, they have no loyalty to anything but brute animal strength, not even RACE. its hard to like someone whos not loyal to their RACE. its not their FAULT – this is just the way nature intended them – and while you cant get MAD at nature, you sure as FOOK dont have to LIKE it!

just because you ACCEPT it doesnt mean you have ot LIKE it!

i dont LIKE nature!

well, thats only half true. i dont like the way nature designed women, but i do like most other parts of nature. like how nature designed the white race, how nature designed men, thats all pretty good, and also women physically are all right.

but yeah you HAVE to be crazy to want women because you can easily see that logically, rationally, they’re horrible!

so the fact that you have ANY desire for them, thats NATURE telling you to reproduce with women! that you have any INTEREST in something so stupid and annoying and hazardous!

they dont like you! you dont have to like them!

yep wish i knew this when i was 24 like this guy. now im taking advice on life and wimmin from a 24 year old kid haha. because hes right.

theres literally no need to get your news and entertainment and discussion and socializing anywhere else but the DS. its LITERALLY a ONE STOP SHOP.

i should buy his book too. if you want to read a “game” or “manosphere” blog that is all about Dealing With Women, this one and Heartiste are probably all you need. and i need more nitty gritty details of how to deal with real women. more case studies and field reports. more if she does this, then you do that.



What I think most men, certainly all Blue Pill men, miss is that the ultimate form of vulnerability a man can engage in is ‘catching feelings’ for, or emotionally investing himself in, any particular woman. And this is especially so if that man’s Blue Pill conditioning makes him oblivious to the risks of that vulnerability.

Nothing leaves a man more vulnerable in life, love, family, career, finances and really power over the direction of his life than to invest himself in a woman. The very act, the very thought, of surrendering his life’s imperative to the trust that a woman wont exercise the unimaginable control and potential for damage she has in his life is a vulnerability no woman will ever recognize or acknowledge; nor will the sacrifices that come from this vulnerability ever be something she has a capacity to appreciate.


now he is not a 1433 VVN and i dont know his opinion on race….but his stuff on women is solid and WILL HELP race awakened hwyte men deal with white women. he will help us achieve our goal of the 14 words whether he likes it or not.

What is a Family Alpha?

this could potentially be interesting. hadnt heard of this guy. he is big into male female differences AND into the end goal of having a wife and especially children. a man who appreciates being a father and how to be a good father with these horrible modern women.

again he is not a vvn but his advice could potentially HELP vvns. because remember, the whyte women we hwyte men need to have hwyte children dont really GIVE a damn about race. they are basically born race traitors! its not their JOB to care about race, thats mens job!

being hwyte means NOTHING to women! shit its almost like they ARENT hwyte! i mean honestly, they do have the worst traits of blax and joos. bad news. i mean shit. hwyte women honestly really arent GOOD enough to be hwyte. shit. START ACTING LIKE IT.  but they dont, and they wont, because nature doesnt demand it. so we cant get mad at them when we dont.

we can’t get mad, but god damn do we not HAVE to LIKE it!!!!!!



june 27 2017.

saw a 55 year old woman today who was in RIDICULOUSLY good shape. very high energy. acted like a 25 year old or younger. seemed to have very strong people skills. the type that could really manipulate people with her manipulation shills and insanely hot body. at 55 years of age. i have seen some attractive 47 year olds, but never an attractive 55 or 54 year old woman. i mean i would have torn her in half!

i knew she had a masters degree but i didnt know if she had a phd. of course i looked her up and looks like she got a phd around age 41 or so.

i had never seen a woman that age in such good shape. i was immediately attracted to her and could not think of her as 55 (or 54) years old.

she and her handsome husband are very big on social justice and make a good living doing so. i wonder if they have an open marriage.

i was at a loss for words. still am. she seems like the total high energy career woman that is super ambitious in career, yet also wants to stay 25 years old with the young at heart thing. she has very high energy which im sure is related to her professional ambition, which is all in turn combined with a Passion for Social Justice and making the world a better place etc etc.

but a woman that is this good looking and this good at talking to people, im sure has had PLENTY of white knight orbiters, and she would eat a omega male like me alive. i wondered how many guys she fooked and what her husband had to do to lock her down. he too is into social justice….but in a way that makes him decent money and tons of respect. so yeah he has more than enough status and ambition to kind of beat her at that game. be more alpha than she is.

i learned she has a daughter who will be going to college and i am sure the young woman will be steered down a very ambitious career path, so when she is 22 and i am like 40, she will be making way more money than me and be way out of my league. just like the 60 year old mother hahahaha.

believe me i never had a thing for “MILFS” and i have a great appreciation for 20 year old gurls. i was shocked to see such an attractive Older Woman, and that I was actually so attracted to her.

and the whole family is way more ambitious and successful than i am. total middle class graduate school, phd, law school type stuff.

she was very nice to me and i was very nice to her, but i was just like DAMN. hehehehe. i HAD to do some research on her as soon as i got home!

she is very respected and i guess very good at her career. good for her. she could probably inspire me to go to grad skool if her 55 year old ass was bouncing up and down on muh d!

basically im JEALOUS of these people that they have enough MOTIVATION and DETERMINATION to complete phds at age 40 and work work work and just be THAT hardworking, dedicated, and motivated.

i wish i were 10% that motivated!

everyone says she is such a great person. maybe she doesnt even cheat on her husband! it would great to tap dat 54 year old azz and know that she luvs you and is committed to you.

she truly did not SEEM this old. i mean i could probably get FEELINGS for this woman if she were muh 55 year old GF hahahaha.

welp i tell ya its better than a 20 year old tranny trap “gf” hahahaha.

but you have to have this kind of energy to do a phd. get by on 3 hours of sleep a night for DECADES so you can get more stuff done. total sleep when im ded type.

there are plenty of 50 year olds who have more energy than me. i am def a low energy individual. there is this one 50 year old guy that has 10 times the energy as i do, but he drinks a lot of mountain dew. he really should be fatter. but mt dew doesnt have THAT much caffeine in it. i mean i drink a LOT of coffee and have low energy.

i was glad the old career woman was actually married and had a child. but i get the feeling that the child was not that of the man she was currently married to. but i got the impression she wasnt gonna be dumping her current husband anytime soon. for her husband and child’s sake, i hope she really IS a decent person like all the people say!

but a woman that is that smooth of a talker, with a body like that, that tells me she has more than what she needs to not be a decent person!

this is kinda funny and kinda lame hahaha. he shouldnt be crying like an omega wimpy virgin incel phaggot niceguy, but spanking and dominating these women. and of course banging them into submission. but i like the nasty look on the evil womens faces that says “i like being evil and torturing you because i am evil and hate you phaggy niceguy nonchads who could never pull a bitch as hot as me im so now im gonna flaunt my hot body in your face to show you what you can never have” hahahaha

i would prob say david duke and dr pierce.

sheeeit ate way too much food again today. should prob FAST tomorrow to make up for it!

saw some random 18-19 year old college gurls today, just absolutely normal in every way, very very low prestige college, in my college days we sneered snobbishly at this college and i was like omg i wouldnt be caught dead with a dumb slut from THAT college. thankfully i’ve fully repented for my snobbishness and now i fully appreciate this college as being way less JOOED than other colleges; and i saw the 19 year old gurl students of the college and was like damn i would marry that gurl and put babies in her. but what would a young gurl like that, prime of youth, want to do with an old loser like me, 31+ years old and nothing to show for it??? SHES OUT OF MY LEAGUE!!!!

also, she’s probably fooked at least 10 guys by age 19 hahaha. but DAMN is she still ridiculously qt!!!!!

yeah i was SO STUPID for being SO SNOBBISH and caring about what COLLEGE a gurl went to. i mean this was stupid on several levels. 1 – buying into the status of the very bourge univ in general, which IS a real thing in the real world. i mean rich new york joos went here when they couldnt get into harvard. and 2 – especiallly for buying into, and this one is NOT real, the idea that gurls edjoocated at super bourge uni are better mates than gurls educated at super normie college.

if anything the normie college girls would be better, less jooed. especially if they were living at home with their fam and not fooking randoms cocs.

it took me forever to realize the idea that women should not be going to any college at all. or that you dont need college to make you SMART. you can do that all yourself. reading and internet.

but i was so into be an INTELLECTUAL. part of me still is, and i still have some respect for phds. some respect for SOME phds hehehehe. the more down to earth ones.

and now i am too old and loser to pull a young normie loser gurl from the normie loser college!

anyway i shouldnt be saying things like this becuase its self deprecating and you know who hates that shit! women hahaha. everything i do is to serve women hahahaha.  well i mean women and the wq is a HUGE, MAJOR INTEREST of mine.  when im not thinking about being a huge loser, or hwyte interests, or the JQ, im thinking about the WQ.

and shit, ive probably been obsessed about women/the wq for the longest of ALL of those. ever since i was like 13 years old and first started noticing gurls, i was interested in THEM. Those people. hahahaha. those stupid little fookholes hahahahaha.

no no i dont seriously hate women THAT much, but i certainly hate them a little bit! not an unhealthy amount! if anything, its my lack of success which is much more unhealthy than my limited hate of them. my lack of skills in DEALING with THEM.

i mean some of the most skilled men with women, absolutely hate women at least a little bit. at least have contempt or a low opinion of them. treat them like subordinate children who need to be CONTROLLED and DISCIPLINED.  because thats EXACTLY WHAT THEY ARE!

it made my day today when listening to chapter 10 of MK it switched from the computer voice to the human voice, which i did not anticipate happening until the beginning of chapter 11.  nope! and yeah its soooooo much better. this english guy is GREAT. the high energy one, not the super low energy one.

i am listening to the “easy listening” channel on music choice which is ridiculous but also legitimately relaxing and nondegenerate. a bit corny and sentimental, like string/instrumental versions of popular love songs from the 60s.

saw a picture of a woman who used to work in muh department but left to go get a phd doing a FT phd program at a Good Skool. left a good job to do that. And i was of course disturbed by her Career Focus but also that she was YOUNG and GORGEOUS. anyway i was consoled a bit today to find a picture of her where she did not look NEARLY so young and gorgeous. and she looked kinda scary and old and witchlike. i still had trouble believing it was the same person. and when i saw this uglier photo, i was like oh yeah i remember seeing that woman and not breaking my neck to gawk at her.

its just SO WEIRD how people can look SO DIFFERENT in different pictures or videos. keep this in mind for people you dont see often in real life.

in short, just because a broad looks good in some pictures doesnt mean SHIT. she could be 10 years older than she looks here; she could look like an 8 there but in reality be a 6. and thats a YUGE goddam difference.

i do meet some fairly interesting people. like today met a young man with a phd in something fairly fluffy and useless, BUT he was a very nice and friendly hwyte man, and I wanted to see him succeed. I wanted him to be crushed by the real world just enough that he would give up his anti-white, anti-europe, marxist grad skool nonsense, but not so crushed that he couldnt make 30 grand a year, 40 hours a week. trying to scrape by on part time teaching jobs teaching shakespeare to 18 year olds in intro classes where the whole class is just gen ed bullshit that shouldnt even exist. this is what he is forced to do with his phd, he cant even discuss literature with his students cuz they are so young and dumb and dont care. and he cant make enough money to have a wife and children and health care.

in my ideal hwyte world, i would give him a full time professor job on a platter the second he got his phd. that is paying your dues enough.

but yeah i am really really  100% against the idea of part time adjunct college instructors. that is, im on these peoples sides against the jooish college leviathan that is chewing these Replaceable Disposable young intellectuals up and spitting them out, just like they suck money out of students. what they do to these part time instructors is just as bad. there shouldnt even EXIST part time instructors. this shouldnt be an option to SAVE MONEY ON WAGES AND BENEFITS HEALTH CARE. but its a HUGE issue that happens at EVERY college, big and small, presitigous or podunk, online or on ground.  from harvard to phoenix to aroostook county junior college. paying poor bastards with masters degrees and even phds 2000 dollars to teach one class a semester, no health care, no guarantee of future employment.

i say i dont know anyone with a masters degree that isnt successful but the fact is, i know plenty – any of these poor lost part time instructors. they all have masters degrees and are just as intelligent as FT faculty/staff, they just make HALF the money and cant afford to keep their wives from LEAVING them. cant afford to live in a white neighborhood. cant afford to keep their kids. cant afford to keep driving 200 miles a day to 5 different colleges. its a god damn SHAME and i will stand up and FIGHT for these poor Folk. even the nonwhite ones. because the way theyre being TREATED is not white at all.

part time jobs should not even EXIST except for people who explicitly WANT them, like MAYBE women with older children or MAYBE retirees who are getting bored.

but ideally they would spend their free time helping Our Race in other ways than just working for money they might not really need.

i even know a FOOKIN BASED BLACK GUY in this situation. very nice man, very smart, just as smart as a white guy, total talented tenth. i am friendly to him and he is friendly to me. i would totally support him in being a Leader of His People.  I wouldnt let my daughter marry his son though!

i see this young woman about 2 times a week who looks a lot like That Woman in several ways. long, beautiful hair, pale skin, frumpy, unsecsy fashion sense including clunky shoes and high-waisted very unslutty Dad Jeans and t-shirts and hiding shyly behind a mane of beautiful long hair.

except in a way better than that woman because she is younger and possibly has a father who raised her right.

she always sits with a totally beta (omega) male friend. I wonder if he’s in luv with her but is stuck in the friendzone. i wonder if he’s said anything to her. i wonder if she’s said anything to him. i wonder if she did, and he said no thats ok i dont mind being just friends. ideally her father would tell her, you HAVE to stop hanging out with this guy, he’s in love with you, he’s a pathetic omega, and just SEEING you is KILLING him. he SHOULD be more ballsy about this but he’s not, he’s just a nerdy virgin omega like I was many years ago before I learned how to deal with women. sometimes you gotta be cruel to be kind. just leave him, NICELY, its for his own good.

I would also accept if they were Married in a Best Friends sort of way. My Wife Is My Best Friend and we took each others virginity sort of shit. that would be fine. ideal even. i would tip my fedora to him and say nicely done muh lad. you appear to have gotten a decent woman.

also i think i could Woo a woman who SORTA LOOKED LIKE That Woman and still not treat her as a Substitute/proxy of That Woman, ie, realize she is NOT That Woman, but a different woman, who just shares some prominent physical features with that woman. ie, My TYPE.

i toyed with the idea of confronting her right in front of the omega male and being like, you are good looking and seem like a nice woman. let’s go out on a Date to Dinner. I’m Buying. Here’s my card if you change your mind in the future.

but really she is prob out of my league because she is like 20 years old and i make 11 grand a year hahahahahahahahahahaha. crying emoji



i blame the ✡️✡️✡️✡️

K   ✡️✡️✡️✡️✡️’s


yeah the young man LOOKS like an omega virgin, but the young woman LOOKS like a low number prude nerd too. many times you can judge a book by its cover, esp when it comes to men looking like incel omegas.

but then a woman that looks prudish can often turn out to be a bigger whore than youd like.

OH WELL. THATS LIFE. NOT FAIR. so rise to the challenge and CONTROL them. spank them until theyre no longer sluts. GROUND them for 6 months to punish them for being sluts and to learn its BAD.

spanking and grounding. controlling and dominating.

yeah. honestly. i am getting TIRED of MK. bit of blasphemy to say. i dont REGRET reading it but it honestly is not an essential book. i was hoping for a powerful piece of propaganda on par with anglin, that would turn lukewarm normies into GTKRWN fanatics. that would turn sleazy shitlibs into Racial Realists and Defenders of Europe and White Privilege Deniers. but its nothing of the sort. it drags on and on. its not BAD, its just kinda boring.

and it doesnt cover the 25 points. it doesnt defend slavs and celts enough. it doesnt explain how the j does what he does. he doesnt talk about how a young man’s life would be in the NS whitopia. he doesnt really propagandize. he doesnt talk enough about race mixing, degeneracy, alcohol, family life, work, normal people’s lives. he covers this stuff a LITTLE, but not enough, especially since the book is 700 pages long. he doesnt talk about WHY its NECESSARY to take this land from poland and czech. he rambles on about….federalism when he could be talking about here’s how we can negotiate a peaceful settlement with our fellow white polish neighbors. here’s what we should actually DO with joos. here’s how we plan to resettle or deport them. here’s a full discussion on the 25 point of The Movement with real life examples of each. here’s some interesting stories from my life. here’s something to get you fired about about HOLY FOOK I ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ BEING WHYTE.

it doesn’t really attempt to do any of this.

for propaganda value, anglin’s work is much, much better.

for converting lukewarm normies, david duke is much, much better.

and converting normies is one of the top things we need to do. even moreso than converting shitlibs. and then a distant third is preaching to our own choir, which is really what MK does best. no one is gonna read MK unless they are ALREADY a HUGE RACIST who has read VVN 1433 stuff for YEARS.

so really, MK is USELESS hahahaha. just watch triumph of the will over and over again. that is the much better propaganda piece. also i should watch jude suss for once. here that is pretty good.

cant wait to be finished with it so i can start reading “defensive racism” by edgar steele. which itself is written pretty clearly and punchily and might be better normie outreach than MK.

this is not to say MK is bad or AH is bad. AH is still the greatest man who ever lived hahahaha. MK is just slightly overrated though. and, of course, it’s not some chilling vision either. its just long, dry, boring, and misses a lot of great opportunities.

what is the greater number? the Asshole Douchebag men who Lost Good Women by being Selfish Douchebags…..OR the number of timid omegas who Lost Good Women simply by being Nice Supplicating Begging Doormats who were afraid to put the woman in her place, failed the shit test?

as ive said many times, losing a dirty slut is no big deal. but losing a good, low number woman is absolutely heartbreaking. for many years. you will be K1LL3D for at LEAST 2 full years. you might not EVER get over it! and there’s not enough writing about it! not enough opinions from trusted thought leaders like anglin or heartiste.  they would say, well, youre WRONG, there’s NO SUCH THING as a “good woman”, theyre ALL whores, even the one who arent whores yet. forget about that whore, find some other young whore who hasnt become a whore yet, and dominate her so she never becomes a whore.

and i mostly agree with that, except the idea that a woman who isnt a whore yet, is still somehow a whore. nope. i believe that all women are OBVIOUSLY CAPABLE of becoming whores and too many of them do. but the rare ones who DONT, i give them real respect as “good women.” Not sure anglin or heartiste would agree. certainly not a dealbreaker for me re them! just saying im more on the white knight side of hwyte sharia hahahaha. that i still get Warm Fuzzies and harps playing at the idea of young virgin woman being muh waifu.

like maybe that long haired Dowdy gurl I see 2 times a week for 2 seconds at a time. and never even got a good solid look at her face! im sure its slightly horsey…..and thats fine with me!

hey a FULL white knight would not agree with any part of hwyte sharia! so yeah im only a half hwyte knight hahaha



hehe i installed an emoji extension into chrome



i truly like emojis and women should not be allowed to use them. women should not be allow to use their PHONES or TEXT people. damn. that would solve a lot of problems. just take the womans PHONE away for a damn MONTH. could you even IMAGINE????? its LITERALLY RAEP!!!!!

something SO SIMPLE would have SUCH a YUGELY POSITIVE impact!!!


see THIS is how you propagandize! you sledgehammer the shit with slogans that are IMPOSSIBLE TO MISS. you scream at them like a damn PEP TALK!!!!

this is what id like to see anglin doing. himself going up there and making passionate speeches to normies. hes a good speaker but he just never goes out in public. i want him to just “hire” more people to work on the site and writing articles in his style, and then he can go out and make speeches and have huge events and appear in front of judenpress cameras. get himself on foxnews, nytimes, become a trending topic on fb and twitter. i want normie women to know who andrew anglin is. normies at your school, work, friends. everyone should know who anglin is, kinda like they know who trump is.

thats what id like to see him doing. and less 18 hour days as a hermit at the computer.  but out on the road talking to people. talking to normies, talking to judenpresse, rallying supporters, converting normies, verbally destroying enemies, becoming a god damn CELEBRITY.

he is totally my man of the year and he might currently be my favorite person. he is kind of MY HERO at the moment. TOTAL mancrush on this guy. he may disappoint me some day but right now I will just enjoy the mancrush.

i hope this upcoming trial pushes him into that level. thats already been covered by nytimes, probably wapo, vice, everyone covered when that suit was filed. would like to see the COVFEFE increase as the trial actually starts. i would LUV for anglin to make a fiery speech right outside of the courthouse. dont think his lawyer would advise that tho hahahaha.

or how about he WINS the suit and THEN immediately after makes the most INFLAMMATORY speech, GTKRWN, and then breaks the internet hahahaha.

i mean i want him to push the envelope so far that he risks getting ASSASSINATED. thats how you KNOW youre doing something RIGHT.

of course he would dodge the assassin, and become even MORE famous, and more extreme!!!

i used to be pretty fired up about TRS, but the joowife jimpact really did deflate that quite a bit! i mean its not unheard of that you can get disappointed in somebody. but it does suck when it happens. it wasnt the end of the world and i still like enoch as a propagandist and speaker…. but he really SHOWED that he wasnt ready to be a real leader. and i kind of WANT a leader and i dont think im the only one. and i think anglin would be the best leader at the moment.

i mean maybe enoch will get back up there as he does more public speaker. its a good path for him to be on!

so yeah the Third Jimpact kinda has been forgotten. if ghoul is a gay, it almost doesnt matter because he’s not really active anymore.

if greg johnson is starting shit….then its his own fault if people want to call him out for it.

if enoch is covering for people being sodomites….that is very uncool but i dont think enoch had knowledge of what was going on in the “fashy f4gg0ts” facebook group, which was probably less connected with TRS than the accusers make it seem.

but you know who is never touched with the Taint of Scandal ever?

MUH BUDDY AA. All they can say is the same old tired shit of oh hes got ASIAN FEVER. so he banged a few asian sluts when he was in asia. he admits it. theres simply no evidence that he LIKES asians in that sick way that white weakling omegas like asians.

or he hates women. i mean….he kinda DOES….but you kinda HAVE to! it’s not anything that can be used to condemn him to say that he hates women! thats part of why I and many others like him! he’s not gonna be a doormat and let women get away with stupid jooish shit! he knows how to put bitches in their place and real men respect that, and probably real life women respect that too, which is why he has a young qt gf, and if she leaves, he’ll just get another young qt gf. HE KNOWS HOW TO DEAL WITH WOMEN!!!!!!

or that hes a russian shill. or that he’s an fbi plant. but they say that about everybody.

the pagans say he’s too christian.

the christians probably say he’s not christian enough.

these religious debates today between christians and pagans or atheists are even WORSE than the protestant catholic debates AH talked about.

and AA just shuts down all religious debates, which is the right idea, which i think is the same thing AH did. MK is kind of unclear sometimes because uncle AH doesnt really say, here’s a problem, here’s why its bad, and here’s what we should do to fix it. he just rambles on with 1488 word sentences that are hard to parse hahahaha. but not in a rambling lunatic sort of way. really just more like a guy pacing around a prison cell dictating the book. without much revision.

i would hope that because he was basically SPEAKING the book, it would come across more forcefully, LIKE A SPEECH. nope, not really.

also i think that his prison cell was pretty nice hahahaha.





june 24 2017

note to self and others trying to keep track of calories and weight: just like you can vastly underestimate peanut butter, you can vastly underestimate regular butter! for example, 1 tblsp is 14 grams. i used the scale to measure out my “normal” heaping scoop of butter for muh coffee or bread and it was really like 2 tblsp i am using every time. DAMN.

but yeah i think regular butter is prob better than peanut butter in terms of calories per gram hahahaha.

so right now i am drinking a large coffee with 21 grams of butter in it. 1.5 tblsp.  135 calories of butter.

i am fully in support of meeting women by going to semi-formal Dancing Lessons. like, where adults go to learn how to do traditional Partner Dancing, preferably with minimal degeneracy and maximum tradition. something like “ballroom dancing” or even “salsa” or “tango.” basically something that doesnt involve hip hop or twerking or something. now at least half of these women will go out twerking with negros every week because they just “luv to dance”, but 40% of them wont, they prefer traditional actual dancing rather than rubbing their ass on brown cochs.

like going to churches to “wife shop”, i totally support the tactic of going to these dancing groups to wife shop.

i would do it but i am still too  ashamed of muh job status that i know i shouldnt even be TRYING to meet new women yet. and when i met THAT woman i wasnt TRYING to meet new women at all, because i was similarly aware of my super low status.

i know my low value and at this point would only AIM for low-value women, ie tinder sluts with daddy issues and probably high-number mudsharks, single moms.

basically i gotta make at least 30k a year before i am worthy of traditional virgin waifus hahahaha.

so any woman who says she is a geek, surprise, has no fookin idea what she is talking about. for that matter im not a geek either because i am desperate for female attention hahahaaha.  but at least i know it!

also i dont give a damn about technology, i hate technology because it always fooks up for no understandable reason.

pizzagate guy on DS tells a long story. i guess he himself was getting “groomed”

older DS antiporn thread with 500 comments

video anglin recommended, black pigeon

so i dont watch porn anymore and im so glad i dont, and the haters wont beleive when i say it doesnt even tempt me, i dont WANT to watch it. i WANT to convince other men to stop watching it.

i wish it were as easy to quit other vices! like i still WANT to smoke MJ, even though i havent touched it in like 10 months!

but i’ll take the value add from the noporn hehe. just such a good thing. jsut dont watch porn for 30 days. how hard is this???!!?!?!

i mean i am not really a social guy, but just hearing guys casually talk about watching porn, im just thinking, why even watch it at ALL. and now you’re making it clear that you watch it several times a week, and its unthinkable to think of jerking off WITHOUT watching porn.

thats crucial. guy thinks, welp im horny and want to jerk off, BETTER LOOK AT SOME PORN.

NO! just jerk off WITHOUT the degenerate porn.

jerking off is only slightly degenerate. looking at porn is HIGHLY degenerate. but its SO EASY, so available. i guess like casual sex is for women! but in a way, its even more degenerate. well, thats debateable. i dont think a pathetic neet virgin who has watched years of porn is as degen as a 25 year old slut who’s taken 20 casual cox and was giving BJ’s the high school boys at age 15.  or 14. or 13. or 12. or 11. it just gets worse!

yeah butter is about as bad as peanut butter. dont be fooled.  jsut put cottage cheese in your coffee instead HAHAHAHA

bbbbut she exercises and cares about being in good shape and succeeds in that! so she deserves to have rich betas finance her vacations so she can fook black and brown cox across the world.

Saving the Best

hubby finds wifes college gangbang vidya hehehehe

archive of it

great great shit. my goal is basically to combine super red pill manosphere shit with 1433 VVN. 14 words is the EndGoal, Hardcore Game is the means. also, dont get married to sluts who have done gangbang videos but were prudes with you and told you they have only been with 1 or 2 guys. use your game skills to find a VIRGIN.


why the fook would she have a video like this laying around? why the fook would she allow such a video to be taken? why would she participate in a degen orgy?





hehehehe. when i use headings like that, thats how you know i am propagandizing. ideally i would be giving a passionate public speech and saying this to a group of men who were getting very fired up.

MUCH weaker in every way: physically, intellectually, and ESPECIALLY emotionally and morally.

so i say, use Game to Bang tons of casual sluts, until one day you find a decent 18 year old virgin, then put some babies in her.

so how can you TELL if a woman is a virgin? its tricky i admit but i think it can be done.

it really helps if you have known her since she was young.

just assume all women are dirty n>20 sluts until proven otherwise. you’ll have a BETTER LIFE.

This would be the niche i would fill. have the first fully 1433 VVN Game/PUA site hahahaha. its really a GREAT idea.

we would not ENCOURAGE degeneracy. we would ENCOURAGE finding a decent woman and having babies with her. and teach you how to inspect and investigate women to determine if they are decent, or just lying whores.

and also to use secs as a Shaming Weapon to teach them to stop being such goddamn shameful sluts. like, get RIGHT ABOUT to stick it into the eager slut, then pull a 180 and be like, you disgusting shameful whore. no decent man would ever want you. enjoy your lonely life of gradually shittier men as your looks fade, you hit the wall, and you look with bitther butthurt jealousy upon women who did the right thing, and got married and had children early.  then leave.

BUT, IF, WHEN you are just starting out, you decided to bang 2 or 3 of these sluts before shifting into your Super Shaming Exit Speech, we would forgive you!

so that would be the MO of my 1433 Game site.

also you could, instead of fookign the gurl, just spank her for like 4 hours straight and spank the mantra into her: “DONT BE A SLUT. DONT BE A SLUT. MARRY A BORING NICEGUY. DONT BE A SLUT. NOBODY LIKES A SLUT. DONT BREAK YOUR FATHERS HEART.” and so on. bonus points if you DONT fook the girl, just give her a spanking for 4 hours.

so thats my angle. thats my pitch for my value add. i think its pretty good. i dont see anyone else doing this.

this is perfect. its literally pua/game WITHOUT THE DEGENERACY, towards a nondegenerate 1433 goal, and actively training women away from bad behavior! perfect!

you could leave a flyer to muh website as you leave.

not all women, but its an understatement to say the huge majority.

person on DS

so yeah. this is my official position. learn game so you get real good at seducing women. when you get to secs, dont actually stick in it, but leave and say UNLESS YOU REPENT FROM BEING A DEGENERATE WHORE, YOU’LL NEVER GET A DECENT MAN TO GIVE YOU CHILDREN. YOU ARE A HORRIBLE HUMAN BEING. REPENT AND CHANGE YOUR HORRIBLE WAYS.

after you have Converted 3 sluts into good women, you get to marry a decent woman.

BUT you see the error here. you cant just undo those cochs. well simple, the REHABILITATED sluts would go to niceguys and beta males like me hahaha..  and you, as the alpha male, would get true virgins who NEVER WERE sluts to begin with.

so theres like 30 chapters of mein kampf. say you got 30 guys on DS to agree to read 1 chapter apiece. you could have an audiobook done of the whole book in 1 day. assuming they will be following quality standards basically regarding microphones and reading in a good voice.

basically, use a 30 dollar microphone and read with some intonation/modulation in your voice. try to sound the least bit excited about uncle adolf’s plan for a better world hahaha.

and really all we need are like chapters 7 to 11 of volume 2.

how to get a woman to be honest about how many guys shes fooked: maybe get her drunk. spank her until she agrees to take a POLYGRAPH, or agrees to go to a HYPNOTIST. better yet, learn to HYPNOTIZE her yourself. oh god how have i not thought about this?

SPANKING AND HYPNOSIS!!!!! those are the two pillars of good Wife Game hahahahaha.

you know why guys care how many guys you fooked? because it MATTERS. guys like to know you think they’re SPECIALLY, not just another coch on the coch carousel. women just dont feel the same way about men. well MAYBE they do, but its EVEN MORE IMPORTANT to them that they know they’re not picking a LOSER. that they are picking a man OTHER women want too.

men don’t NEED to worry about picking a WOMAN other men want….because ALL 25 year old, 6/10 and above women have a LOT of male attention. WAY more than a 25 year old male 6/10 gets female attention.

women pretend not to know this, but implicitly they understand it. even if they THINK they DONT. they just never took a MINUTE to THINK about it.

like i said, they are not intellectually/cognitively/mentally nearly on the same level as men.



the same that you dont set adult standards for CHILDREN.


im harping on this so much so you get the picture.

the WQ is INSANELY important because most of us dont DIRECTLY deal with the J…..but its through our WOMEN that the J most strongly affects us. our women are degenerate and jooed and THAT affects us TREMENDOUSLY, EVERY DAY.

similar with our jobs/careers.

we prob dont see joos every day unless we ourselves are winner top 8% middle class, but we see the jooish ROT every day in our women and our JOBS.

well, that and the jooish “entertainment” people consume without realizing its jooish and degenerate! tv, vidya, sports. reddit.

this is one of the worst websites ever hehehe i thought they were closing down soon due to lack of funds. i hope so!

these nonwhite antiwhites are so patronizing and condescending, they disrespect the whites who are trying to show solidarity with them, because theyre doing it wrong, and theyre white. they just hate whites. and these whites are pathetic as fook.

the “POCs” get offended when the antiracist whites Cry White Tears at the stories of horrible White Oppression of POC. then they’re making the focus their discomfort over their VIOLENCE that THEIR WHITENESS CAUSES and NOT about the pain that POCs has suffereed BECUASE OF THEIR WHITENESS!!! so if you ry white people tears, LEAVE THE ROOM becuase you are being a BAD ALLY!

good thing i dont even pretend to not be a racist! I’m a huge racist!

but yeah this is well know as one of THE most annoying leftist sites on the whole internet.

june 25

too bad OP is a total ridiculous autist, he started off with a good point. then he got too ridic as the thread went on.

so i was thinking, you could have conversations with people without anxiety or autism by simply asking them the TOP TEN MOST ASKED QUESTIONS in normal conversation:

how are you?

how is your day?

what did you do this past weekend?

what are you doing this upcoming weekend?

how is your family?

give me a detailed account of all of the guys youve fooked, in a month-by-month breakdown. like in may 2017 i was fooking dray and and dontravious, then in june 2017 i was still fooking dontravious, but not dray any more, and I added tyrone and marshawn to the mudmix.

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this month-by-month is useful because then the woman cant just say she was “casually dating a couple guys from tinder for the next few months.”

well of COURSE she can still LIE. this just tells her that you KNOW what a dirty slut she is, that you’re not gonna just lay down and accept her lost weekend bullshit.

only with women, its several lost months, filled with a smorgasbord of cox.

heh. just ordered “MY AWAKENING” by DAVID DUKE, the hardcover book. 26 dollars.

i mean this really IS an important book, it was technically important in Redpilling ME a few years ago. in the audio version. but would be good to have a physical copy to loan to receptive Men. of which i know none hahaha. but i figure if i have to have MK, then I have to have MA, which i have been thinking might in some ways be the more powerful book! regarding normie outreach, which isnt to say it isnt immensely good for Preaching to the Choir as well!

women are about as degenerate as flaming homos or transsexuals. meaning, EXTREMELY degenerate.  WOMEN are the MAIN way the j00 gets to us. we might not ever see a j00 in our whole life, but we deal with many women who are COMPLETELY j00ed.

the WQ.

maybe i should have spent the money  on GLR White Power instead? Also wanted to get “the rational male” by rollo tomassi. because that one might help me directly with the WQ.

fasting, ie, skipping meals entirely, is the best and easiest way to reach your Daily Calorie Goal. basically try not to eat anything until dinner. or eat 1 piece of toast, or 1 small bowl of cereal, and that will be your breakfast and lunch. this is how you stay a healthy weight hahahahaha.  this is what you gotta do to pull mudsharks who have been with 50 guys hahahahahahahaha.

OH WELL. its better than being a huge fatass slob!

june 26

underachievement. what causes it and how do you fix it. i have been an underachiever ever since about age 18. before that i felt i WANTED to be an underachiever but i was suitably restrained and controlled. GOOD. i wish i had been physically controlled until i was 25 at least. put on a shock collar so i couldnt leave the house. basically put under white sharia law and treated like a woman! because i was/am pretty womanly.

hearing about a 30 year old woman and her husband who “both have really good jobs” that keep buying homes near an expensive city and renting them out.  thinking that they both make 125k a year each at least.  masters degrees in useful fields.

hear about 26 year old woman with a masterz degree and a decent job whose NEXT step is to get a PHD. im just thinking, YOU DONT HAVE TO GET A PHD!!!!………… DO YOU?!?!?!?!?!?!

and then she’s not gonna want a man who makes less than her, OR doesnt have a phd. well, i can tell you she doesnt make a TON of money with the current masters degree, but with 10 years of experience, would prob make ok money hahahaha. also she is kinda potatoey and nonwhite, so i am not interested in the least, despite her being 26 years young. she seems nice enough. but its sad that any woman WANTS to get a phd. she should be finding a decent young man of her race. thing is, there might not be a TON of those hehehe.

AH says it is more profitable to train men in boxing and jiu jitsu than in shooting, you get a better return on investment in a shorter amount of time. i was kinda surpirsed to hear him say this.

did he really call it “jiu jitsu”? I have seen this word in both the manheim and the stalag translations. possible stalag is basically the same as the ford translation.

felt bad hearing about all the successful young people, always a recipe for a bad mood, but i have to tell self, you cant compare yourself to others, can only compare yourself to yourself, and i am doing a lot better right now than i was 1 year ago.  well, at least somewhat better.

but its SO HARD not to compare yourself to other people when you have to live and work and exist among other people!!!!! you cant just avoid people! i just wish they never talked about their successful children or their aspirations for Graduate Skool hahahaha.

how the hell do you NOT compare yourself with other people when everyone else is so much more SUCCESSFUL than you???? and usually younger too hahahaha. or if they are like 55 years old, you know that when they were YOUR AGE, they still had a decent job, were married, had 2 or 3 kids, etc.

AH’s Second Book hehehe. unpublished.