nov 24 2014
heh. a guy sorta know who is 1 year older than me got a computer science degree and now he is working similar am. because he went to an average university and took like 6 years to complete the degree and had only one sub-average internship.
but he is a really smart guy, above average intelligence, way above, and handsome and funny and have a mancrush on him.
he joked that he diagnosed himself as having “atypical depression with INTERPERSONAL REJECTION SENSITIVITY” or hypersensitivity.
That was great, thought. that made my day. Me and him should start a club. The lonely hearts club. have the same thing.
see, no one likes being rejected, but normalfags get over it in like 2 weeks, and don’t become foreveralone nevergf kissless virgins. but if you have INTERPERSONAL REJECTION HYPERSENSITIVITY you get very depressed when someone rejects you, and it takes you like two years to get over it, and you become foreveralone and nevergf.
so am with you there.
another young man seems to like me and gave me his phone number and suggested hanging out. was honored because he is a nice young man. no he is not gay, he has a wife and she is very nice. they are both “non-mainstream” so she accepts him being a big soft niceguy unmasculine.
we started talking about music which was nice. could not bring myself to tell him don’t have time to listen to new music, and also don’t have time to hang out with new friends. and both these things are very sad.
u r just TIRED of being foreveralone, have not Dated a gurl since was 22 and even then that was only like a month and got quickly dumped, and was in luv with her, and had interpersonal rejection hyperhypersensitivity. and then Never Dated Again. and it would be Nice to Date Woman8 for like a year. come on.
anyway just had to write about that. IRS. IRHS.I thought it was hlarious. because what healthy person isn’t sensitive to being rejected? it SUCKS!!!!!
but then it got me thinking, that some of us foreveralone kissless virgin nevergf types, it suck MORE than for normalfags, because it takes us like a year to get over a b1tch rejecting you, whereas for normalfags, it just takes a week, those f00king normalfag degenerate sleazebags.
well not necessarily BITTER about my experiences with wimmin, over it, but AM DISAPPOINTED. There was a lot of disappointment.
also being foreveralone isn’t that bad UNLESS you have someone you actually like and want to date. Then foreveralone sucks. It was a LOT better when didn’t like ANYONE.felt just fine being Single and Alone. Not a big deal. Now that there is someone Like, now everything sucks. damn.
heh. the guys that don’t deserve to bang cute gurls get to. the guys that do deserve to bang cute gurls either are foreveralone virgins, or they bang really ugly gurls.
try to help the new people because know that feel, of not knowing what youre doing, of being hugely overwhelmed, of panicking and crying and the people you go to for help are b1tches to you and no one wants to help you, and you’re trying not to sound like an idiot. hardest stuff in the world. takes balls of steel. you have to remain calm, but that’s really hard to do. it is EXHAUSTING, never an easy day, and you are exhausted every day.
so helping them because noone else will and don’t want them to lose their jerbs because they’re “not getting it fast enough.” that is not how you train people! don’t want these people going back to walmart. 50 year old women working part time at walmart for 8 bucks an hour. f00k you k1ke.
so help the new people whenever can. good karma too.