JUST FINISHED MK.
that neverending, disappointing, boring book hahaha.
well its good to FINISH WHAT YOU START.
and its good to say you read it, when you are a card carrying VVN who luvs AH.
but yeah it was overly long and boring and didnt really learn anything or have my eyes opened to anything. other than the book was a lot less evil and deranged and Mad than the joo press would have you believe.
goddamn sluts but this is what women our. we as MEN are FAILING in our RESPONSIBILITY to CONTROL these SLUTS and KEEP THEM IN LINE.
just because i dont know any young women to control is no excuse. i should be going out FINDING young women to control! hahahahaha.
podcast from 2015 with anglin and longshanks re women
but yeah really being a huge omega loser, i dont DESERVE a good women. i GUESS i can hate on basic average women for being such dirty sluts….but i can’t say i DESERVE any BETTER than a dirty slut! i mean they are very WEAK-WILLED women who cant keep their legs closed right? and i am a very WEAK WILLED MAN who can’t STRUGGLE and FIGHT and WORK and EARN anything of VALUE!!!!
i mean im just butthurt that i had a person of great value and lost them very dramatically.
also men are programmed by NATURE to WANT WOMEN.
but yeah it just SUCKS to think that THAT WOMAN was TOO GOOD FOR ME, even though she had fooked at least one black guy. what the hell do I expect? really i deserve an unattractive single mom who has been with MANY black guys. not a solid 25 year old 6.7/10! but rather maybe a 35 year old 5.5/10 is more my League!
yeah im probably not wrong that she WAS out of my league. but just because i didnt deserve to Be With her, DOESNT MEAN that I DESERVED to have muh heart brutally ripped out! she could have sent a person! she could have sent a beta orbiter to deliver the message!
shit if she had a father, maybe the father would have taken pity on me and been like listen. sorry about my daughter. she’s just a dumb gurl and doesnt know how to deal with shit. but this isnt looking good for you man. just give up on her and dont take this too personally. you’ll find a woman someday. you’re not a bad guy and my daughter is a basket case. besides ive already arranged a marriage for her with andrew anglin hahahaha.
john mccain has brain cancer. well he almost certainly needs to retire but i cant really get HAPPY about a white man getting cancer even if he is technically a ZOG traitor hahaha. so just retire and hope whoever replaces you is just a little bit better.
hmm chester bennington from linkin park K’d himself
imho this is more interesting than a rockstar dying of a drug overdose.
but he was probably into drugs. but he was also clearly in despair. and people in enough despair to K themselves, well thats interesting. as someone who has a lot of despair.
surprise her husband is a whiny wimp. the woman probably cant be saved after writing such bullshit, but thousands of spankings would be a good start.
i mean honestly. did i say that i believed that Total Hwyte Sharia could be carried out by spanking alone? you have to do it right thought.
and i should be the salesmen selling and instructing peopel how to do it right. make spanking instructional videos hehehehe.
and really spend hours talking about and giving workshops on spanking. people NEED to do a lot of talking, thinking and doing if this INCREDIBLY VALUABLE TOOL. its way more than one weird trick to managing your woman.
but yeah it really is mens fault for letting women get out of line.
but that doesnt mean we cant shake our damn heads about how bad women have become.
and that doesnt mean we cant also blame the joos for pushing feminism and terrible (natural) women behavior.
hehehe. what is natural is not always good and WOMEN are the PRIME example of that.
but yeah hwyte men need to STOP joos and STOP women and men have stopped with this necessary STOPPING.
NO ONE’S GONNA STOP THEM BUT US.
WE MUST STOP THEM.
Nonviolently, and Nonillegally hahahahahahahahahaha.
maybe chester bennington k’d himself because he found out his wife did a dubai porta potty hahahahahahahahahahahaha no that is pure speculation. i have no proof whatsoever. i dont even know if his wife was hwyte. i am 95% sure he was hwyte though. most people who K themselves are.
unfort had a dream last night with That Woman. she only appeared for a minute but i spent the rest of the dream looking for her in a large mazelike house. she invited me into the house and then disappeared and i like an idiot spent the rest of the dream trying to find her. there were a few other omega orbiters trying to do the same. lured into her web hahahaha. where they dont even get eaten by the spider, just waste their whole lives trying to find her again.
it didnt ruin my day thank GOD but its never good to have a dream about her. but she wasnt even that big of a bitch. she was actually a very nice gurl. would not intentionally hurt men like too many women would. welp give a few more years on the c0ck carousel, im sure she’ll get there.
DONT DEFEND HER!!!!
hahahaha. i am the anti white knight. i go up to white knights and say DONT DEFEND HER!!!
sometimes what is natural is as beautiful and right and good and correct as anything could ever be. perfection, beauty, and truth. this is probably what leads us to the Natural Is Always Good Fallacy. because, many times, what is natural IS very very good.
but not all times. and the Nature State of WOMEN is probably the MOST important example of that we should NEVER FORGET.
ooops i was literally going to send andrew anglin a birthday card today but forgot. i can still totally send it tomorrow hehehehehe. i mean this is literally the only site i read. also i always use literally literally, so dont bitch at me for talking like a bitch.
spanking how to videos would be great, but i would not use a real woman in them, because that would seem degenerate. i would use a pillow or some kind of simulator. otherwise it would seem too much like fetish jooish porn. the idea of a real woman allowing herself to be spanked for the world to see. it’s a PRIVATE and INTIMATE and in a way kind of HOLY RITUAL, somewhat similar to SEX ITSELF. it SHOULDNT be shared with the world, but should be kept behind closed doors with REVERENCE.
i mean you CAN have fun with it; you CAN get some sexual titillation out of it; but just dont TAKE PICTURES of it. just like you shouldnt take pictures of SECS.
i mean i dont think theres much to be demonstrated. just take the woman over your knee and smack her ass with your hand at least 14 times, maybe even 88 times. also a great time to drill propaganda slogans into her, or tell her shes been a BAD GIRL and she’s really disappointed daddy hahahahaha and daddy is not going to LET his girl have an ATTITUDE like a LITTLE BRAT.
oooh heres a question. should you bang the woman immediately after the spanking? man thats tough.
yes: it will reinforce the lesson and the both of you will be chomping at the bit anyway
no: it will reinforce the idea of spanking as a mainly secsual act, and not a sacred ritual of discipline and control; will make it seem like some jooish foreplay fetish, rather than a Standalone Important Ritual.
so i’d say dont bang them EVERY TIME after spanking. i mean they need to learn this isnt a kinky jooish sex fetish. it’s actually about disciplining, controlling, and MANAGING their behavior, FOR REAL. NO JOKE. not everything is about sex. a good father doesnt BANG his daughter after spanking her!
so yeah i’d say dont bang her more than half the times you spank.
this is really the type of stuff id talk about during the videos. the actual physical mechanics are pretty straightforward. just dont do anything too degenerate, like insert brutal dragon dildos in her ass or something. ITS NOT ABOUT SEX. you need to realize that too, and a lot of guys, especially porn watchers, WONT.
IT’S NOT ABOUT SEX.
IT’S ABOUT MAKING YOUR WOMAN A GOOD WIFE AND MOTHER.
i of course mean its not about muh dick, hedonistic, jooish, pornified, getting off secs.
and yeah, right now, in this jooified, pornified world, most people DO associate spanking with SEXY SEX, (and NOT with the holy act of making more holy hwyte babies) so yeah, we have to BREAK that association by NOT banging the woman right after spanking.
one out of three times is ok tho hahahahaha.
yeah it sucks that women have no loyalty.
but did YOU have nearly as much race loyalty before YOU were racially awakened?
yeah but women just dont have ANY loyalty. race or otherwise. and yes it is disappointing. but this is just the way they are. dont hate a cat because it meows hahahaha. dont hate the cat because it K’s the mouse.
DONT BE A MOUSE!!!!!
but yeah. fook that jooish PORNIFIED MINDSET that says everything needs to be about secs. or everything is SEXY. how can you connect everything to SEX. how can you REDUCE everything to ANIMALS FOOKING. in a hedonistic masturbatory way. like oh i wanna rub muh dick and GET OFF on THIS.
why wouldnt i want to take pictures of the secs. its SECSY and HAWT.
why WOULDNT i want to take the woman right off muh knee after spanking them and then fook them hard? they OBVIOUSLY WANT it. and its HAWT. im GETTING OFF on the idea of spanking them anyway?
well, i admit, a little bit of getting off on the spanking IS ok.
but, just like secs, that is not its PRIMARY FUNCTION. its a BYPRODUCT which, through the help of the joos and their pornified mindset, people have CONFUSED with the primary function.
DONT CONFUSE THE BYPRODUCT FOR THE PRIMARY FUNCTION.
but what the joos are doing with porn is preying on a NATURAL WEAKNESS while also MAKING A BLASPHEMOUS OBSCENE MOCKERY OF THE SACRED. PROFANING THE SACRED.
the natural weakness is that our animal brains can VERY EASILY focus on the byproduct of secs, ie pleasure, at the expense of the primary function, because the byproduct is so strong, intense, and immediate.
so the joos spring on that, say isnt this fun to get off like this, OH YEAH THATS SO HAWT, OH GAWD I WANNA GET OFF ON THAT.
its very similar to jooish profiteers grabbing shekels selling fatty fast food in abundance. this stuff is very tasty and delicious but too much will turn you into a fat slob.
secs is very pleasurable but forgetting its main purpose will turn you into a degenerate pervert with no self control. a sensualist. a hedonist. a negro. a woman. a CHILD who cant CONTROL themself. a FILTHY ANIMAL. more beast than man!
so thats muh beef with porn. and especially turning the sacred into a sick jooish mockery.
the closest thing to a Sublime Ineffable Religious Experience I ever felt was when i was in luv with a Woman. this wasnt inherently bad, but i SHOULD have been more careful about who I Gave Muh Heart Away to like that. not to sluts who treat secs like jooish hedonist pornography for fun only.
i have sort of moved on from that, to the idea of RACE being muh new religious, transcendent experience. and i think this is much healthier than falling in luv with the wrong women.
but yeah RACE also gets you thinking a lot of Secs as the way beautiful, sacred white lives are created, and the sacred, holy, beautiful thing that bonds a white man and a white woman together in monogamy to create a white family with many children, and perpetuate our beautiful, sacred race. and so you quite RIGHTLY see sex in that perspective as something holy and beautiful, and hate the joos all the more for making a mockery of it with porn. and sorta hate women for playing into that. and all the weak men who watch and ENJOY porn.
you HAVE to stop watching porn. this is non negotiable. it makes you THINK LIKE A JOO. we CANNOT have hwyte people thinking like joos.
heh. the good news is, its actually REALLY EASY to stop watching porn hahahaha. 6 gorillion times easier than finding a decent hwyte waifu! or finding a 30k a year job and selling selling selling yourself and your economic value!
its simple, its easy, its very actionable, its not complicated, its not confused, you JUST DO IT. STOP WATCHING PORN.
its not as complicated as getting a career or getting a woman. well, getting a woman is not complicated, you just BE MASCULINE and BE STRONG but for me the actually TALKING to them is complicated, because i dont really like talking period. well, not to people at least. cuz you always say the wrong thing and sound awkward and stupid. they wont give you an hour to ramble on to finally make your point completely and perfectly. you will just look like an autistic idiot and be completely misunderstood.
i hate how that woman treated me like i wasnt special at all, and i thought she was very very very special to me. and in the final analysis, i was much more special than that, and she was much LESS special. i mean theres thousands of other women out there just as good/special as her.
whereas i really am kind of a unique special snowflake. how many proud hwyte men are in this area? a couple but not alot hahahaha.
i just hate how normies can be so successful. i guess what i am most jelly of is kids like my colleagues son. just a total normie chad who was handsome and charming and athletic and popular in high school, probably banged gurls in high school, who then gets a stem degree at a good school. i dont think hes an autist virgin supergenius in other words, socially inept and spends his weekends coding. just a total socially adjusted normie who gets a degree and a career associated with neet virgins. but normies do it to. any white man of average intelligence can do it, and that i’m sure he is! and this is the best way for our white men to be, and im jelly im not it hehehe.
in other words, you dont have to be a nerdy virgin in high school getting beat up by The Jocks, so you can become a successful engineer later in life. wait 20 years from now, when the Jocks are Working For the Nerds.
that whole Paradigm is getting outdated for Millennials and later. now you can be a Normie Chad Jock Popular Chad AND a successful engineer. and we should totally encourage this!
an alpha male in every possible way!
this is EXACTLY what we want our young hwyte men to be!
but what about our 30 year old loser hwyte men? who lost their way for a good 5 to 10 years?
i mean a 20 year old kid in a good school in a good stem program pretty much IS guaranteed a good job. even in 2017 and more people getting redpilled on college. welp this is basically the best way to DO college: go to a decent one, get in a good stem program, and make yourself competitive in that program with plenty of extracurriculars and internships and be in the top 10%. 20 year old horny young men really DO need some kind of mature adult male COACH COACHING them through all this. and ideally that coach would be the father. spanking his daughters and coaching his sons.
muh fam had the best intentions and luv but they did not really know how to do the coaching and discipline. i was literally spoiled hehehehe.
can you spank boys to discipline them?
probably. probably. probably a better punishment is Hard Manual Labor like Roofing. or spend a month working in a Restaurant or Call Center. wow that would really be SADISTIC though. its not about sadism. its about a just punishment and really training the child towards good behavior. punishing bad behavior, rewarding good behavior.
i guess part of that involves sort of knowing the weird jooish world your children will be growing up in and realizing it may not be the same as the world you grew up in. may be a hell of a lot more complicated to become a successful adult who can get a 30k a year job and a woman whos taken less than 10 cox.
in 1984, that was 13k a year to equal 30k a year in 2017 dollars.
i was a weird kid though. i kept my bad behavior very secret (drinking alcohol, MJ, watching porn, being a jooish nihilist idiot) and muh good behavior, up to the end of high school at least, was pretty open. like oh he’s a great HS student, he’ll go to a good college and probably be PRETTY successful in life.
Or, Flame out and Crash and Burn. Burn out totally. i would have preferred to Fade Away hahahahahahaha. i burnt out AND faded away hahahaha.
all for a few years of alcohol, MJ, and porn. and a few minutes of making out with gurls. that was the best part. and was not inherently degen like the other stuff i did.
i mean at age 18, 19, 20, 21, i needed the strong iron fist of discipline.
i suppose i h8 da jooz for convincing me and muh fam that all i needed was (((College))) and then I would be all right.
everyone struggles but i seem to struggle and not get anywhere hehehehe.
so i just sort of gave up and resigned myself to a very mediocre life. very neetish.
so of course im jelly of any 20 year old young man who IS well adjusted and who IS on a good path and being steered the right way and is not making any big mistakes.
but yeah again i WAS a HUGE weirdo and i could have easily found a way to fook any situation up.
military, i prob would have K’d self like private pyle.
i like to think i would have been good if i had just not gone away to college, but i could have easily ended up a neet anyway. maybe never completed any degree at all. but at least i wouldnt have the guilt of having had a great opportunity and totally screwing it up. also i prob would have stopped drinking a few years earlier, OR ended up dead or in jail due to drunken driving.
cuz even living with the fam, i found a way to drink too much. hiding booze and also getting raging drunk when i went out with friends.
dunno maybe it would have been easier to get a 25k job with the city or something as a young kid who was in the middle of a degree, rather than aiming for those jobs as 30 year old weirdo with a degree. it just LOOKS WEIRD, and APPEARANCES MATTER a HELL of a lot when its a MANAGER deciding whether or not to HIRE you, for which you DEPEND on them for your LIVING.
so yeah, what people think of you DOES matter, a LOT.
but i was such a stupid rebel, i wouldnt have listened to reason anyway. the only things i LIKED were total jooish degeneracy. i liked only EDGY things. degen drug addict nihilist musicians and rockstars. no redeeming values.
so i was doomed from the start. never outgrew the teen angst.
well thats not true. i def outgrew the degeneracy and nihilism and jooishness. but it seemed to late to really replace that with a successful life. well i mean replacing it with 1433 race obsession was a good, smart move. but you cant make 25k a year being a NEO NATZI!!!!!!!!!!!!
ok see i have just been on this train of thought for the past 2000 words of regret and this is NOT GOOD. i should just stop writing and stop thinking about this because its not getting me anywhere. its not FIXING anything. example of what NOT to do.
i guess you should really get a SALES job at age 16. because everything is sales. convincing employers to hire you. convincing them not to fire you. convincing them youre doing an awesome job. selling yourself. selling your services. arguing with clients and managers and convincing them you are right. and ideally actually being right. selling yourself to women and convincing them youre the toughest badass strongman to walk the face of the earth. everything is sales, persuasion, convincing, arguing.
and yeah i was never good at that. not when i was 15, not when i was 30. and some people are born better than others at it, but its something any average hwyte man can learn to do better. average hwyte men can totally be middle class successful men with good jobs and good wives. they just need to keep the eyes on the prize and not screw up and not go astray. not party too much, not be too degenerate, get good at talking to people and arguing with them, get really good at something that is worth something to the richers. and then be tough. be strong.
banging a hooker or better a slut by age 18 if you havent already had the ideal of banging a young decent girl who will be your young wife, would prob be a good thing and teach you a very valuable lesson about women. namely, they are all whores and dont be a damn white knight supplicating beta hahaha. unless you found a good one by that age, then go ahead and get married.
spend as much time with people who are currently, actively successful, and get right in there alongside them as they do the things they do well. see how they make money and respect and success. you will hopefully develop a taste for that respect and success.
i didnt really hang out with people that were really successful winners. just hung out with some young kids like me. most of them went on to be successful normies! but so much of my time socializing i was drunk and or on MJ and couldnt have a coherent, meaningful conversation with people about How To Build a Successful Life through Education, Experience, Career, Mentors, Role Models.
i sort of thought that muh drinking and MJ were kinda maybe a problem. i knew i was using them to escape or hide or numb something. namely to avoid dealing with Life Itself in all ways. other people didnt do this. they just drank with their friends to have a good time and party and then 90% of the time i did not see them, they were being good productive normies.
it was good that i had friends and hung out with them regularly…..but i needed to not be drunk or MJ every time i hung out with them!
and then i had muh MJ friends where getting ridiculously blazed on MJ was itself a central point of us hanging out. we had a lot of fun but we really werent doing anythign that would HELP us in the long term.
well he did all right, makes good money, got a white wife, has white baby, hopefully more white babies. never really knew his wife but she is white and they have been pretty solid for like 10 years so hope it stays that way and she doesnt woman out. the guy is pretty masculine so he should be ok.
but i could just use him as an excuse to keep doing MJ because he did more MJ than I ever will, yet is also way more successful with women and jobs! funny thing is, he was not a particularly strong salesman hehhehe. but the brute strength and toughness was enough to build a decent life all while doing pounds of MJ hahahahaha.
i was butthurt i couldnt drink ANY alcohol or do ANY MJ without going off the deep end.
i can live with no more alcohol, though it would be nice to get drunk like a NORMIE every once in a while, party a little bit during the summer, etc. ok fine thats not meant for me. ok fine. the mj bothers me more because every day i think about it and want to use it.
what made me stop using alcohol was Real World Consequences for it. like, blatant, and not just Missed Opportunities “passive” stuff, opportunity cost, etc.
in other words, i would have to be ARRESTED for MJ in order to make up my mind to never use it again.
and i really dont want to be in that position. i mean i fully intend to do MJ again some day. in a way i definitely do NOT intend to do alcohol again. unless i get a decent job and a decent wife. that was pretty much my litmus test for ever being able to drink again. to be a successful, respectable, proud hywte male adult. i realize that may never happen.
sheeeeit if i were motivated like, damn i better become a succesful adult as quickly as possibly just so I can DRINK ASAP…..well then whatever it takes to get motivated and DO THAT would be good. so either i really dont WANT to drink, or i dont want to work hard like a maniac. its really kind of both.