wed feb 14 NATURE INTENDS INFATUATION TO BE THE FIRST STAGE OF TRUE LUV

july 11

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It is virtually impossible to find a woman who is a virgin after age 15 these days. I can say with little doubt that you have a .01% chance of ever marrying a woman who has not slept with or sucked on at least 3-5 guys before you. Society is entirely too corrupted and morals are entirely too inverted for you to find a virginal woman. Therefore, holding virginity up as the ultimate standard that women need to meet in order to be with you is going to result in you remaining alone for the rest of your life.

I have struggled with dealing with a woman’s sexual history many times before. When I was 18 it almost drove me to madness, and I practically wrecked a relationship I had with a beautiful, huge-tittied, blue eyed girl that was racially conscious and amenable to White Nationalism (she has since married and reproduced with some other White guy). I know what it’s like to obsess over how many dicks your girl has had in her mouth, believe me.

I would set the standard a little lower. Not a virgin? That’s fine, but have you ever done anything sexual whatsoever with a nonwhite (J00s included)? Have you ever taken it up the ass with anyone? Have you ever been pissed/shat on? Have you ever been DPed? If the girl answers “No” to all of those, I deem her a keeper. Even in this age of POZ, one should still be able to expect at least THAT degree of purity.

END QUOTE from DS, see link where it says 7h

HAPPY VALENTINES GAY!

I think that quote is very apropos to a happy valentines gay For You. hahaha.

i’m pretty much 100% agree with that guy. finding a virgin is impossible. we have to take some concessions. the only thing i would add is, how high of a number are you willing to go? i mean yeah, mudsharking, race mixing, ass blasting, all the things he mentions are all dealbreakers. but only 3 to 5 guys? i mean methinks he’s still being too demanding!

all women have taken it up the ass!

all women have well over 5 partners!

all women have race mixed at least once!

besides, i race mixed with a joo, so…..

so what. then i HAVE to permit that muh wife race mixes with one joo. big fookin deal. i can live with a woman fooking one joo boy, rather than fooking 10 negros or arabs.

mainly because joos are the most white looking nonwhite race. when i first met the joo slut i fooked, i thought she was white. she had pale white skin and like fooking blue or green eyes!

over the years i learned that yes some joos do look like this.

i mean this was the perfect example of ashkenazim mixed with a decent amount of white. i would have liked to see HER 23 and me!

im ecstatic i never had god forsaken mischling babies with her…..but i still didnt fook her as many times as i wanted. because i got dumped for being a needy, feelsy beta bitchboi who liked her too much. she wasn’t that likable to be liked THAT much. it was just the oxytocin. “just.” i mean this is totally NATURES WAY to help me bond to someone, and that “infatuation” could have TOTALLY been the start of a long term thing. i wanted it to be!

so yeah thats why i dont discount “infatuation.” NATURE INTENDS for infatuation to be the First Step To True Luv.

anyone who discounts infatuation is a slut who has taken too many cox, been infatuated too many times, burned out all their oxytocin, and can no longer become infatuated OR LUV anyone ever again, so they are just JELLY. THEY HATIN. on some level they know they will never feel those feels ever again.

they will always find some way to make you question, doubt, say, do i really want to accept this. like maybe shes only taken it up the ass from one guy…..but she was a crazy butt slut with him and he fooked her 5000000 times in the ass.

there will always be SOMETHING where you say, that is fooking DISGUSTING and DEGENERATE. am i REALLY willing to accept that in my wife, the mother of my children? then while you are debating it, she will dump you and then you will be devastated and think YASSS YASSS I AM WILLING TO TAKE THAT, NOW PLEASE JUST COME BACK, and she never will, and it will take you 3 years to get over her. then you will be a 40 year old man making 12k a year with no retirement, health care, anything hehehe.

well she was only with one or two black guys.

she only had one or two abortions.

she only made one or two sex tapes.

she only has one or two stupidass tattoos.

she only cheated on one or two guys.

she only totally devastated one or two guys.

i mean this is what women ARE and you cant be butthurt about it! you just have to find the needle in the haystack and then PHYSICALLY RESTRAIN her from….what? from doing WHAT NATURE INTENDED?

WEll, nature can intend one of two things. The natural path is a spectrum. on one end of that spectrum is total selfish negro bullshit, which women will NATURALLY gravitate to without supervision and direction.

when given direction, women will NATURALLY gravitate to the Healthy Natural Way Of Women: being loving, nurturing wives and mothers.

similarly, men can either be lazy, shiftless, muh dickin hedonistic fat negros stuffing their faces and lazing around all day, OR they can be proud, hard-working, masculine, tough men, good husbands and fathers.

both the good and the bad ways are natural.

i guess its comforting that there even IS a natural good way, and not just one way. natural bad hahahaha. so take solace in that white pill hahahahaha.

http://www.nwnprod.com/forum/viewtopic.php?p=968109&sid=1f1bce9d498f37dbee75c991ae28b096

RAC influenced black metal?

really i just want something that is as high quality as vapaudenristi but with damn english lyrics. not sure if you can or should combine BM and RAC. i mean even MA doesnt do that in Vap, he just has a separate BM band hahahaha.

sniper is another rac band from finland which vap did a GREAT cover of. i guess sniper has maybe 50% of their albums in english and it is safe to say that they are an influence of vap.

juyl 12

https://forum.therightstuff.biz/topic/52521/my-23andme-results

mike e posts his 23 and me, shows 0.0% jooish. i didnt think he was anyway but i think its a good faith bona fide thing to do…..and not a moment too soon hehehe. i mean was that really SO HARD?

https://you.23andme.com/published/reports/e42bb060324046c1/?share_id=3bea40b7c76b4de8

mike e at scandza forum.

did greg j not go to this? perhaps he was disinvited.

mike enoch, mill woes, and others gave speeches. looks like pretty good quality here. video and hopefully audio. no reason not to be. but 80% of the enoch speeches ive heard have been not great quality. which sucks because he is a great speaker. both in content and delivery. i wish anglin or weev did stuff like this. it does make a difference.

or maybe it only makes a difference to ME because i have a personal preference for Live Speeches.

yeah well there is also great Real Life Social Networking happening at these conferences.

nice hahaha

so now anglin is sort of commenting on the case and saying that he is living in nigeria hahahahahahahahahahaha. im guessing his lawyer said it was ok to lie about that because when this first happened anglin was not saying a single damn word. getting pretty excited for his day in court hahahaha.

ideally i would like to see him get up in front of the national news cameras every single day and make inflammatory, public anti-joo speeches in front of the courthouse until every person in the US knows who he is. and he becomes The Leader of the alt right, or the vvn movement, or whatever.

i would like to bang that gersh in a milf sort of way though. no not in a violent Raepey way, law enforcers, just saying she is a total 6.5/10 and that i deffo would bang. if given the consensual opportunity hahaha by the poor persecuted victim gersh.

i mean how do you like that SMUG look on her face in the damn CNN-produced video???!!?!?!?!

hey kid, theres a free xbox for you inside this oven, HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA classic.

see i wish MA didnt do degenerate shit like this. this is from around oct 2016. well he’s not technically doing the painting.

its a ridiculous “art” piece where one side of the vinyl is MA’s noise project grunt, and the other side is a hand drawn painting by one of his artist buddies, and this artist demands that the submitted photo be a human face covered in male sperm, or female juices, and that the photo should be of the sender, or taken by the sender. then the artist paints a painting of the photo of the sperm covered face on side B of the vinyl.

i guess we are making the statement that “YOUR GF IS A GOD DAMN DIRTY PORNO WHORE” and all women are whores that are just as dirty and filthy as the porn produced by the joos.

yeah well i disagree. i dont agree at ALL that hwyte women are anywhere nearly as inherently degenerate as the porn that joos produce.

this is the type of thing i would have to have a long conversation with MA about. and also i probably could not convince him.

who’s that woman? is that MA’s GF? (i notice he has a ring on his finger.) i would not want to defile my GF like that. how would he respond to that statement? well, humans are inherently defiled. we are just defiled bags of flesh and its really no defilement at all to use our FACES as a JIZZ RAG. this is what nature intended. nature intended nothing.

so thats a little NIHILISTIC for me and i cannot support it at all, in fact, its downright JOOISH. this POWER ELECTRONICS shit is possibly the MOST jooish thing i have ever seen, even more than porn. it is like porn stripped of ANY ATTEMPT AT TITILLATION. and that’s probably the point. so maybe it IS making the implicit judgment that porn SHOULDNT be titilating?

so you just stare at ugly defilement and say IT IS WHAT IT IS?

no, in my Weltanschauung, you make an EXPLICIT CONDEMNATION of this. you DONT show it. you DO show and glorify pictures of hwyte wimmin in hwheat fields. that would be an acceptable painting MIKKO.

a guy with a nationalist RAC project SHOULD KNOW BETTER.

and i think that represents his MATURE adult side. whereas this power electronics is his EDGY IMMATURE ADOLESCENT side. but its also jooish, whether he knows it or not, and i’d really like him to put it permanently in the past.

THAT’S THE PROBLEM WITH BEING EDGY:

SOMETIMES IT’S JUST PLAIN JOOISH.

hheheh

TAKE NOTE, UNCLE MIKKO hahahaha.

thats the thing, is that i am TERRIBLE at SELLING things to people. convincing them to dump the old and get with the new. dump your old degenerate ideas and replace them with new, good, regenerate ideas.  stop even THINKING about faces covered in sperm and start thinking about having CHILDREN with your WIFE. if he had CHILDREN this would go a long way to fixing him IMHO.  he NEEDS to have CHILDREN.

bbbbbut what if he already DOES?

i would bet small money that he does not tho.

this is the closest thing i have to a Celeb Crush hahaha. well, i also have this for Anglin and Weev.

also the fact that MA still does shit like this in 2016 tells me that he is not a regular reader of daily stormer hahahaha. and he SHOULD be. or TRS. or stormfront. shit or richard spencers alt right dot com. shit how about counter currents. greg had kind of a scandal recently but counter currents is still classic. outside of greg’s drama, CC is GREAT reading.

i think he spends more time Creating and Working On Musical Art than reading stuff like that.

so i would advise him, less power electronics edgyness, and more vapaudenristi regeneracy. get into THAT mindset.

READ daily stormer hehehe. The Three Words hehehehe.

READ DAILY STORMER hehehe.

listen to me making podcasts where i narrate epic DS BBS threads HAHAHAHA.

sniper. the finnish rac band sniper appears to be a very catchy, fun, decently-produced hwyte power band hahahaha and a good band to continue with when wanting to branch out from vapaudenristi.

i mean sniper is very explicit about it. you have to be to call your album “HAIL THE HWYTE RACE” hahahahahaha. i mean there is nothing ambiguous about that, and i don’t want there to be!

its just weird to have someone who makes great nationalist music, but its hard to tell exactly what the lyrics say, but its hard to get a measurement of where he is on his journey exactly, because he still does shit no fully aware hwyte hwarrior would do. they wouldnt even THINK of ASSOCIATING themselves with degenerate Transgressive Art.

so i don’t understand the Power Electronics Aesthetic. and there is an aesthetic.

there’s something hwyte about it in the sense of it seems to be hwyte people showing What Happens When Whytes are Infected By Jooish Degeneracy, in the most Ugly, Painful, Starkest Way. Like here we are, suffering and dying of this moral, spiritual CANCER. isn’t this grim AF.

like, people who are so far in the depths of despair they dont even recognize that they are despairing. they just accept and observe the despair and say it is what it is.

i dont agree with this at all. will never understand it. don’t want to understand it. kind of like i will never understand or want to understand noise music. which, not coincidentally, overlaps hugely with power electronics. which is basically a subgenre of noise i guess.

there are way more productive things for whites to do with their time and energy. like blogging or playing vidya hahaha.

so women let themselves be treated like porn whores. NO SHIT. women can be manipulated into ANYTHING. you can take the virgin girl next door and videotape her prolapsing every orifice in her body while stabbing her own newborn baby to death over and over in the face with a stiletto heel. women will let themselves do the most defiled and EVIL shit.

theres no point in SHOWING it. you dont need to show it to know it. if anything, you should be promoting propaganda that encourages MEN to STOP women from going down this horrible evil road.

what GOOD does it do? even drugs and junk food serve a hedonistic good. wheres the reward system for Pure Degradation unless you are a true Sociopath?? I mean it makes more sense to make Amateur PORN out of Normie Girls with Jizz on their Faces – and tons of this IS made – than to make edgy outsider “art” out of it.

shit these outsider artists probably watch their share of actual pornography too.

well dont! STOP WATCHING PORN! and your edgy outsider art wont be so pornified!

i mean it doesnt even make sense to jerk off to this stuff the way peopel jerk off to porn. its as if the POINT is just to gaze at it and Savor The Degradation, not to be Actively Stroking Yourself tyring to Get Off on the Hottest Possible Video or picture. but to stroke your chin while stroking yourself slowly with no intention of even getting off.

i dont pretend to be an expert on it. it is very niche obscure esoteric shit and i probably DONT understand it. but i DO know that there’s never a good reason to show or look at pictures like this. there’s no excuse. not even for a normie masterbater. its specifically BY and FOR totally FOOKED UP PEOPLE.

and its NOT GOOD to be FOOKED UP. UNFOOK YOURSELF. dont make your identity about being a FOOKED UP FOOKUP. youre BETTER than that.

i mean you could almost compare to to TOTALLY taboo shit like incest, pedophilia, necrophilia, bestiality. and uhhhh im pretty sure some of that shit DOES get covered in power electronics.

NO GOOD CAN COME OF THESE THINGS.

i mean this isnt the end of the world that this one guy does some questionable degenerate things. WE ALL DO. im sure plenty of holier than thou hwyte hwarrior types have things they want to keep in the closet.

well hes not keeping it in the closet though.  and he doesnt Clearly Condemn Degeneracy how i would like him to.

i mean some of us still do degenerate shit but at least we KNOW its degenerate and hopefully feel GUILTY about it and try to Fix It!

or we dont, and think we’re a special snowflake and can get away with it because excuses. morally lazy hahahahaha.

for example, my desire to do MJ.

and then i say, doing MJ a few times a week is not NEARLY as degenerate as intentionally gazing into a nihilistic abyss of despair and degradation, and sociopathically enjoying degadation for degradations sake. i mean its kinda like a damn jooish sex fetish! like sadism or humiliation!

its INHERENTLY jooish to have any sort of FETISH! turning SEX into some weird fetish thing. porn does it, PE kinda does it. i dont think jerking off to Thoughts of you having Normal Secs with an attractive woman really does it.

i mean way to take something NATURAL and GOOD and turn it into something WEIRD and BAD. gee I WONDER WHO COULD BE BEHIND THIS.

 

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sun feb 4 SP4NK THEM! GROUND THEM! TAKE AWAY THEIR PHONE!

june 30 17

QUOTE from george video commenter

anon7 hours ago
No clear goals. No routine. Too much experimentation and vacilation. Too much idealism. Little pragmatism. All your basic needs are covered. The lack of a challenge to your mind and your body has left you bereft of the fight and the feelings that come with it, conditioned to fear the temporary sacrifice of soul-destroying comfort. Passively drifting back into the void with one hand on your dick and the other on a fork. Why fight? This is all for NOTHING, amirite? You are in America: you will not be around to defend this country, you most likely will always have clean water and easily accessible food, you will always have easily accessible entertainment. I hereby condemn you to a life of ennui and sedentarism-induced disease.

You have been given everything that your body could need. You drown in information. Yet you keep looking outside your body for that idea or object that will save you from having to accept the finiteness of your life, your talents, and your capabilities. “Better to feel despondent than to feel average,” “Better to be seen as a work in progress than to having to accept that this is the best I could do,” “Better to call myself depressed than not as good as I thought I would be,” “Better to use my parents as a crutch to not experience life independently than to having to take responsibility for my entire life,” “Better to minimize all aspects of life than risking finding out how much more complex and scary, and yet fulfilling, life can be,” “Better to listen to my own counsel than risking having my beliefs changed.”

You live in a shittiest kind of fear, the fear of facing the consequences of your words and actions, and you will continue being dead inside until your body is no more by repeating your same behaviors. Life is inherently pointless, cruel, unfair, and the majority of people on this planet put in more effort compared to what they get back, and the idea that one day it will end is comforting, but I need to remind you that as opposed to many of those people, you have chosen to make your life mostly terrible.

George, you are god damn self-advising, proud coward. We live in the country with the highest antidepressant intake and you still somehow believe it is embarrassing to talk about your problems with someone with the expertise or the right experiences. No mentors, no older friends, no therapists, no psychologists, an uninvolved father… just you advising yourself and taking what seems convenient from the internet, therefore no stigma in your mind. The “developed world” can be absolutely disgusting for those with limited social support. It is your biggest responsibility to rise above those poor fucks who refuse to spit out the kool-aid. Your biggest personal red pill will most likely be accepting that the internet was never a replacement for having a healthy social network and that it in fact caused you more harm by giving you the impression that all the knowledge you would gain from it would turn you into a balanced individual.

You keep repeating you are lazy when in reality procrastination and inaction are commonly rooted in anxiety. Write down your problems and start attacking them rationally and use your savings if necessary. What the fuck is the point of having an emergency fund if it is only sitting there? This is a call for help, one of a few already, to the f00king internet… What do you want the internet to do? Want me to go to your place, punch [George’s dad] in the face, give your mom an award for being hard-working and patient as f00k, and rescue you like a trapped princess?
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i normally dont like the critical hateful comments to george but this guy has a point. for george, for you and me.

tho i dont want to say george’s father is “uninvolved”, thats not fair. probably he just DOESNT KNOW WHAT TO DO about george. and neither does george!

hey well at least i go to a shrink once a month and take AD’s every day! 40 mg of citalopram.

i just sent a 1 feckin dollar “dnation” to georges btc address as kind of a TIP. like when you go to a restaurant you give them a tip. 1 dollar is muh standard tip for something that doesnt really have a common standard amount, like 20% tip at restaurant, 20% tip at barber, when in doubt i use 20% or 25% if feeling generous, which is often hahaha.

i dont see any other dnations in his wallet. either he changes the wallet or nobodies dnated. i kinda want to show him that somebody supports him, but i also wouldnt be surprised if he gets OFFENDED at the small amount.

so yeah i dont MEAN to insult george. but i mean shit. what if he sees that, thinks the whole world only thinks i am worth 1 dollar, now i should REALLY K myself, this PROVES it. because i think i am literally the only person who eer donated to his bitcoin. well unless he has used different wallets, which IS VERY possible. i mean you can use a diff wallet ID for EVERY transaction. that is very common.

ok he has used that same address in multiple videos and i am the first and only dnation oy vey

poor george. even just a good decent male friend would be very helpful to him. forget a decent woman.

if i lived near him i would attempt to be that guy. he sometimes speaks of some acquaintances he sometimes hangs out with, but they do honestly sound kinda lame, and he seems to recognize that.

when you find a real friend you really Click with and you have a mancrush on them, that is a wonderful thing. i am grateful its happened several times in my life. unfort is is not really happening at the moment. really i need to go out and MAKE IT HAPPEN!

and the same could be said of most good things in life.

fasting today, day off, decision: put butter in coffee, or whole milk. decided on the whole milk. 1 cup of milk mixed with large mug of coffee. then will “fast” until dinner which will prob be large af hahaha.

went to store and got some stuff for fam and self, including Twinkies Ice Cream. good lord hahahahahaha. will try not to go overboard with that.

it was sunny and warm so i said when i get home, i will go sit in the sun. so i did hat for 45 minutes, shirt off and all, hopefully got some good vitamin D.

back from that, doing laundry, drinking coffee, fasting, listening to easy listening music station.

tried to find some Natural Soap. I ended up getting this J R Watkins 97% natural soap body wash. could not find Organic Oatmeal soap.

i was gonna go with the dr bronners until i read the label and saw how proud he was to be JOOISH hahahahahaha.

there were still some weird ingredients in the jr watkins though. i just wanted to get something that was reasonably priced and then get the fook out of there. maybe i will try a more purely organic soap next time.

i want soething that is gentle enough to use on muh face. i have a special face wash which is pretty good but i dont like using that every single day!

had to go back to the store because i forgot to get some food items that were needed for tomorrow.

did that very quickly, came back home, did a brief powerwalk 1 time around the neighborhood. not as sunny but still very warm.

increasingly hungry from muh friday fast hahaha.

twinkies ice cream. limited time only hahahahaha. good lord.

heh. i forgot i signed up for the captioning service rev.com . basically “freelance” tasks that you can do and make a few dollary doos. like i signed up for mturk and actually made like 100 dollars with it last year…. but really its not worth the time you put it. you are getting paid like 2 dollars an hour at best. not sure how they get away with that hahaaha.

the captioning might pay relatively better than mturk. like 3 dollars an hour.

really its if i have a day off and feel guilty about being unproductive, i could do this for an hour and make a tiny bit of money from it.

ok earned 68 cents for 2 minutes of transcription which took more like 15 minutes trying to figure out what a Female Bogan was saying about australian social services organization. sounded like she fooked abos and buys petrol to huff from centrelink hahahahaha. and they think we seppos are bad.

ate some of the twinkies ice cream. it was good. “butter cream” ice cream with pieces of actual twinkie and a “frosting swirl.” the butter cream ice cream is great, the twinkies pieces are spongy and cold and not a great texture fit with the IC, and needs more of a frosting swirl. but this “butter cream”…..is that an actual IC flavor, or is it just bullshit. becuase isnt cream inherently buttery. either way its a good flavor.

1268 calories today. not bad. this is with fasting all day and pigging out with huge 1417 calorie dinner haha.

actually 1300 calorie dinner.

heh. posts from like 7-8 months ago where i just got muh new job, that was good. but i was still reading horrible REDDIT and getting TRIGGERED TO THE MOON by the worlds worst women and the supplicating omegas who supplicate to them. am i improving myself and my career enough to your liking, my princess? am i volunteering and seeing my therapist and life coach and working on my ISSUES enough for you, my darling? god damn.

SP4NK AND GROUND THE SLUTS, WH1TE SH4R14 NOW!!!!

sp4nk them, ground them, take away their phone!

SP4NK THEM! GROUND THEM! TAKE AWAY THEIR PHONE!

SP4NK THEM! GROUND THEM! TAKE AWAY THEIR PHONE!!

go ahead, start chanting it until a group of men get fired up enough to actually DO it to their women!

but yeah im glad i stopped reading reddit. that shit wasnt helping me. it doesnt help the people who ASK for help there. because it goes against NATURE. and anyone who fights against NATURE will eventually be destroyed. Nature Always Wins. all of reddit needs to be thrown in the hottest part of the oven.

Women do not understand nature at all and eerything they say indicates this. they still operate according to the laws of nature, though.

NEVER LISTEN TO WHAT THEY SAY. ALWAYS ONLY LISTEN TO WHAT THEY DO.

if MK were written like THIS, it would be a MUCH better piece of propaganda.

propaganda does not imply lies or deception. its the joos, who through their deception, have given it that connotation. i mean, it CAN, but not NECESSARILY. you can TOTALLY have PROPAGANDA FOR THE TRUTH. and that’s what me and AH and anglin are doing hahaha.

just saying AH didnt do nearly as good job with that in MK as i hoped he would.

but it doesnt really matter, because look at his damn life and how he single handedly changed history. so what if he wrote a boring book.

but its just kinda weird considering he loved propaganda. i thought he would make better propaganda. but maybe he didnt consider MK to be propaganda. maybe he wanted it to be a long boring book that left important stuff out.

i just didnt want to be disappointed by the book. GLR LOVED the book! he couldnt stop reading it. it changed his life and made him into the GLR we know and love. he stayed up all night reading it, then when he finished, he went right back to the first page and read it again! i can only listen to the book in 10 minute chunks. and it takes at least 40 hours to read it that way.

ok went for powerwalk, trimmed beard, charging phone. saturday. got into a 2 person table and now its grown to 8. nice.

july 1 bought WP by GLR for 16.60 total. pullin the trigger. this I think is also a better written and more powerful and effective book than MK hehehe. something that might redpill normies in other words.

got from alibris for about 2 dollars cheaper than you could find on amazon. never forget to check alibris or abebooks if youre buying books.

sheeeeit i could have got it at barnes and noble for 15.95 hehehehe. SHAME ON ME!

prob be the last hwyte power racist book i get for a while hehehe.

i really should get some more books on fixing muh own female brain gone insane.jpg  hahahaha.

Image result for female brain gone insane

 

i guess the experience of reading MK has pushed me to buy what i consider to be better books – namely, my awakening and WP.

im not CRAPPING on AH. Just saying I was disappointed in THIS BOOK. he’s STILL the most important greatest man in history.

women have access to all sorts of interesting men. all across the gamut. rich men, poor men, interesting men, boring men, tall men, short men, white men, black men hahahaha. lawyers, doctors, engineers, artists, musicians, writers, poets, managers, executives, professors, chefs, entrepreneurs, politicians, men with top people skills, soldiers, military officers, police chiefs, powerful, influential, respected, somewhat famous men. huge winners as well as huge losers.

men dont NEARLY have the same access/supply/availability of women. you TAKE WHAT YOU CAN GET. fatties. mudsharks. single moms. waitresses. nursing assistants. single moms over 30 who have taken over 30 cox. women with bad tattoos. women who have terrible people skills. women who dont know how to simply be nice, pleasant, and polite.

in short, the average woman has access to much BETTER men, than the average man has access to a lesser number, AND a MUCH lower QUALITY, of WOMEN.

yeah when you put it THAT way, you can start to be a bit butthurt about it, but its REALLY just a corrolary, a natural outcome of, WOMEN ARE THE SUPPLY, MEN ARE THE DEMAND. therefore women just have to sit there and be approached by men, including the best quality men. men have to FIGHT LIKE HELL just to get ANY woman, even a low quality one.

THIS IS NATURE. THIS IS NATURAL LAW. DONT FIGHT IT. YOU CAN EITHER FIGHT IT AND COMPLAIN ABOUT IT AND BE BUTTHURT ABOUT IT AND BE A FOREVERALONE LOSER, OR YOU CAN ACCEPT IT AND HAVE AT LEAST A SLIM CHANCE IN LIFE.

ACCEPT NATURE. DONT FIGHT NATURE.

but im still kinda jelly of women that they have the option of meeting interesting Winners. If you want to improve your lot in life, it helps to hang out with winners. look at your friends. are they losers or winners.

its much easier for women to MEET WINNERS than men. i want to meet winners so one day i can become a winner.

its also very frustrating that woman have every chance to CHOOSE a WINNER, yet often they will choose a total loser – drugs, alcohol, crime, violent. you could have chosen a charming handsome masculine business executive making 200k a year! yet you chose a tattooed heroin addict! or a negro!

and im jelly because i dont have any friends, winners or losers hahahaha waawawawawawawa.

hey thats all on me. i admit thats my fault.

my one friend things are very tenuous and could go either way. he is potentially a bad influence due to a terrible alcohol problem. which has disgusted me therefore i dont make a huge effort with him. BUT when he chooses not to be a drunken degenerate, he is a good guy.

BUT i dont need to mansplain why if you want to be a winning hwyte man, you shouldnt hang out with drunken degenerates.

ive tried to sell him on the idea of porn being horrible. not sure if i made any progress but i tried hahahaha. and hes just like hell no im not gonna stop watching porn for a month, a mans gotta jerk off right? what the hell am i supposed to jerk off to, muh wife?

i mean the degen mindset goes SO FOOKING DEEP. its SAD and FRUSTRATING to see this in your friends.

i knew another guy who is a bigass winner in life, and this quality led him to move hundreds of miles away for an insanely good career job with a VERY well known company. he was a good influence to have BUT the drawback was, I always compared myself to him and felt like a huge loser, AND, probably the more real Actual Issue, was that he was a typical middle class shitlib who took every opportunity to educate whites about white privelege, structural racism, why affirmative action and reparations are necessary, why women and nonwhites are awesome, why white men are so fooking lame and bad, etc etc. so that was legitimately disgusting. but he was a decent white man, and it was FRUSTRATING that he couldnt be pulled away from his horrendous nytimes-reading antiwhite leftist marxist JOOISH BULLSHIT. i think the fact that he is a big winner at life kinda solidifies all this. like, im doing super well in life, so i MUST have the correct beliefs.

anyway all that is probably better than being a degen drunk.

well the leftist guy is a woman-loving feminist who wants to fight patriarchy and get more women in stem and business and everywhere, but he still watches porn. i guess i should have used that as my hook. youre such a huge feminist, yet……its kinda hypocritical the way you look at porn, or even have a healthy red blooded libido that makes you look at real life women as sex objects!

the porn is bad, the real life libido is GOOD and the hook I would hook onto to try to TURN him hehehehe. like good for you, you still have some real masculinity left, we can WORK with this! now lets apply that in all other areas of your life.

any rate he is a decent guy but because we were SO different we never became super close friends. also now he is 1000 miles away making 90k a year hahahaha. he will prob NEVER change his leftist ways unfort.

he is a big enough winner and masculine enough to pull a woman….but i think he is white knight enough to fall for a bad woman. that has happened before hehehe. so i hope he doesnt fall for a shitty woman, OR a nonwhite woman. and i dont think he’d have ANY problem with race mixing. which sucks hehehehe.

but yeah just like george, i really do need some more male friends ahhahaha. and not just acquaintances that i see every once in a while, but actual bona fide friends. EASIER SAID THAN DONE!

i want a SMALL house, not a TINY house, but possibly a single wide trailer would be big enough, on a BIG piece of land, in a RURAL area. plenty of forests and shit. go out back to the forest near muh house and smoke MJ hahahaha. shoot guns. homeschool muh kids. drive 500 miles a day to get to muh jooish job in the diverse city. be too tired to manage my wife and kids. wife leaves me, takes kids, kids become mudsharks and degens and losers. i get muh land and house repo’d and die of drinking in a section 8 apt hahahahaha. the end. hows that for a hwyte pilling story.

i hate driving and cars, but hwytes basically NEED cars so they can live in the COUNTRY AWAY from DIVERSITY. and you have to have SOME money so you can afford the car and gas and COMMUTE UNGODLY TIME AND DISTANCE to WORK in the diverse shitty city.

solution is obviously to get a job in the country 1 mile from your home.

EASIER SAID THAN DONE!

or get a work from home thing. that is more likely. more and more people are working from home and i see this only increasing. which is good for people like me who want to live in the middle of the BOONDOCKS.

anyway. i am kinda jelly of women who get to meet all these interesting men, then the women fook them, get bored of them, take them for granted, discard them.

shit i would be thankful to meet all these interesting people! to LEARN from them, to be a better, more successful, more interesting person myself! to learn more about engineering, law, working life, the decisions such and such a powerful person makes, etc.  i thought women were supposed to be all career oriented now. so is this your way of sampling as many careers as possible?

i mean women SHOULDNT be career oriented and they shouldnt be sampling a wide variety of ANYTHING. especially cox. or careers.

SP4NK THE SLUTS, WH1TE SH4R14 NOW!

SP1NK THEM! GROUND THEM! TAKE AWAY THEIR PHONE!

say it with me. one more time hahahaha.

so i guess houses with high ceilings stay cooler during the summer. like a house with 10 foot ceilings is way cooler than a house with 8 foot ceilings.

welp what about if you live in a colder area. do you want lower ceilings then?

i hate the cold winter and luv the warm summer. even if this is not implicitly hwyte hahaha. browns live in warm areas, hwytes live in cold areas.

well if i had to live in a cold area for a hwyte homeland, of course i would take it. i would maybe even live in the damn arctic for that.

there are nice small little houses for working class people near my area. problem is, these houses are in a TERRIBLY trashy part of town filled with hwyte heroin mudshark trash and a ton of violent blacks as well. its not as bad as living in the pure black ghetto…..but its still pretty bad. no way would i ever want to live there, let alone with wife and kids. the houses are great size, but the neighborhood is shitty and also the houses are CRAMMED next to each other. no land. just white trash and ghetto blacks living on top of each other. negros shooting their stolen guns and hitting people 3 houses down through the shitty walls.

when was the US military not jooed? obviously the US never should have joined ww2. what about ww1. was that necessary? PROBABLY NOT.

i mean all the wars and conflicts have been unneccessary. everything from at LEAST WW1 on. but this does not mean the military is unneccessary. just that its been used in a horribly jooish way. you might learn to be a man, but you have a very good chance of being sent off to die for the joos. huge gamble. prob not worth it hahahaha.

yeah but these terrible jooish wars allow many white engineers and white employees to make a good living in the Military Industrial Complex. building like tanks and MRAPs and planes and shit. BILLIONS of dollars there.

yeah well id be willing to give up those jobs if it meant no more jooish lies. i mean that is basically billions of tax dollars being stolen for jooish lies. so what if some whites make a decent living off it.

DONT LIKE WOMEN TOO MUCH. IF YOU DO, THEY WILL DO SOMETHING TO MAKE YOU NOT LIKE THEM SO MUCH.

basically dump you, break your heart, start slutting it up with blacks, and disappoint you greatly. so just don’t like them in the first place. dont put the pvssy on a PEDESTAL!!! would someone worth LIKING do those stupid disappointing degen things?

anyway. so the us military probably ruins more lives than it saves. so i could not advise going into it unless you are absolutely hopeless at age 18. at age 18 i was not hopeless at all, i had a ton of potential hehehe.

i was wondering why the netherlands, the MJ capital of the world, does not produce REAMS OF RESEARCH every year on MJ. scientific, medical research done by tons of phds and mds. its a first world country filled with first world doctors.

people always say more research needs to be done on MJ. i fully agree. so why isnt that research coming out of the netherlands?

why isnt that research coming out of colorado or washington, who have prob even more phds and mds than the netherlands?

why isnt it coming from any of the medical MJ states, which there are many, and do medical MJ studies on patients approved for medical MJ?

in other words, MJ has been legal enough for long enough that we should have all the research and SCIENCE! that we need. so why hasnt this research happened?

the only answer I could think of was that SCIENCE!! requires lots of federal grants, and FEDGOV would not be springing to FUND studies on MJ.

well how about the states then? and why not netherlands? they have super high taxes.

also how much of Scientific or Medical research is dependent on federal (tax) money????

weev sez etherium is a jooish scam, its gonna crash, sell it all NOW hehehe. invest in TEZOS instead. i have never heard of tezos but chekcing it out now haha.

ok they are doing a crowdfunding right now which is NOT a sale or presale of ACTUAL COINS. and the minimum donation is .1, which is like 260 dollars. NOPE hahaha.

i would be interested in buying like 10 or 20 dollars of actual tezos coins but that is apparently not possible. and some jooish woman is the ceo of tezos hahaha. come on weev.

http://www.investopedia.com/terms/i/initial-coin-offering-ico.asp

ok i dont know shes jooish but the name is breitmann and that is either german or jooish and i dont like women in tech, they are autistic whores.

https://www.ebay.com/b/Silver-Third-Reich-Coins-1933-1945/173648/bn_26626427

SILVER 3RD REICH COINS hehehe. why have I not bought some of these.

SHUT UP AND TAKE MY MONEY.JPG

http://www.ebay.com/itm/112455032772

ok i just bought this one for 11 bucks. for 5 grams of silver hahahahaha. .625 silver of an 8 gram coin.

hindenburg 2 reichsmark coin, 1937, with a hakenkreuz on the other side hehehe.

as far as being a good deal on the silver, its not at all. it is more a token hehehe. an actual 3rd reich coin from 1937 hehehehe. its probably not in the greatest condition.

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this is what it looks like. i guess its about the size of a quarter. fine.

i just hope its not in such bad condition you cant see the hakenkreuz or the word Deutsches Reich hahahahahah

then I can carry it around for good luck hehehehe

used the JR watkins body wash today. on face and scalp/hair as well. minimize the chemicalz in the head and shoulders shampoo. we will in time see if the “natural” soap is gentle enough on muh skin esp face.  and maybe miraculously muh hair will start growing in the bald spots because i stopped using head and shoulders. which makes you go bald hahahahaha. i didnt even use it every day. like once every 3 days.  no, honestly i think muh baldness is just bad luck and some sort of punishment for youthful degeneracy and sinfulness. fine. i deserve it. i’ll do my sentence. i just dont want the punishment to last THE REST OF MUH LIFE.

here something else i learned today:

QUOTE

Up for auction is a German Silver art bars. This is a 1 oz. German Silver bar with the Iron Cross design. German silver actually contains no elemental silver. German silver is an alloy made up of 60% copper, 20% nickel, and 20% zinc. It gets its name from its silvery appearance. German silver is extensively used because of its hardness, toughness, and resistance to corrosion for articles such as table wear, marine fittings, and plumbing fixtures. Because of its nigh electrical resistance it is used in heating coils. This unique item makes a great addition to any collection. This also makes a great gift .

These bars come individually packaged in their own plastic case. Their is a 15% restocking fee on all returns.

PLEASE note that german silver contains 60% copper, 20% nickel, and 20% zinc only.

END

from

http://www.ebay.com/itm/1-oz-German-Silver-Iron-Cross-Bar-rare-W-AIR-TIGHT-CASE-LOWEST-PRICE/361899819313

german silver. looks like silver i promise you. but no silver at all. they should call it jooish silver hahaha.

i get disconnected from network the second i win a big pot, so it makes it look like i am a hit and runner. what are the damn chances. i win a good pot hardly ever. but i do get disconnected all the damn time. so i guess the chances are good!

/t/nyts-new-crusade-is-kookiest-thing-so-far-tech-moguls-lynched-for-flirting-with-adult-females/117440

women in tech bitching about sexism oh god bless you anglin.

also anglins writing is at its peak here, and shows why he is one of the best living propagandists, his writing is more effective than MK, and he is my hero hahahaha.  one of the few people where i read his writing and shake my head in AMAZEMENT, that I can’t believe the POWER of what he’s saying and what the IMPACT could be if enough people in the right places with the right power heard them.

i imagine him speaking these words in a public event, which is what he SHOULD be doing.

 

great speech by mike enoch at texas is ours event. you can actually sort of hear what he is saying, and it is great. stuff like THIS could convert normies. and that is exactly what we need most. this is what anglin needs to do, because he is a good speaker too.

imho events and speeches are the best way to get propaganda across. AH was not wrong about that. enoch is a natural at it which is why i will not give up on him unless he blatantly BETRAYS the movement hal turner style. he was probably just like, wewlad, i hope i can just AVOID this whole situation abotu my wife being a half j00. (pretty sure she was just half joo. which still  sucks, but sucks half as less as a full joo hahaha.)

i mean its not like joos havent done some good things. but whites should not marry them or especially mate with them.

qualcomm atheros ar956x wireless driver. you have to download from a REAL shady unofficial site because qualcomm says you have to get them from the OEM.

installed the drivers thru device manager and it seemed to be stuck for 2 minutes installing….but then muh wireless is working again.

the true test is if it works CONSISTENTLY and i dont have to CONSTANTLY disabled and reenable it.

 

wed jan 31 WOMEN ARE THE WEAKER SEX IN ***ALL*** WAYS: PHYSICALLY, MENTALLY, AND *ESPECIALLY* EMOTIONALLY AND MORALLY

june 24 2017

note to self and others trying to keep track of calories and weight: just like you can vastly underestimate peanut butter, you can vastly underestimate regular butter! for example, 1 tblsp is 14 grams. i used the scale to measure out my “normal” heaping scoop of butter for muh coffee or bread and it was really like 2 tblsp i am using every time. DAMN.

but yeah i think regular butter is prob better than peanut butter in terms of calories per gram hahahaha.

so right now i am drinking a large coffee with 21 grams of butter in it. 1.5 tblsp.  135 calories of butter.

i am fully in support of meeting women by going to semi-formal Dancing Lessons. like, where adults go to learn how to do traditional Partner Dancing, preferably with minimal degeneracy and maximum tradition. something like “ballroom dancing” or even “salsa” or “tango.” basically something that doesnt involve hip hop or twerking or something. now at least half of these women will go out twerking with negros every week because they just “luv to dance”, but 40% of them wont, they prefer traditional actual dancing rather than rubbing their ass on brown cochs.

like going to churches to “wife shop”, i totally support the tactic of going to these dancing groups to wife shop.

i would do it but i am still too  ashamed of muh job status that i know i shouldnt even be TRYING to meet new women yet. and when i met THAT woman i wasnt TRYING to meet new women at all, because i was similarly aware of my super low status.

i know my low value and at this point would only AIM for low-value women, ie tinder sluts with daddy issues and probably high-number mudsharks, single moms.

basically i gotta make at least 30k a year before i am worthy of traditional virgin waifus hahahaha.

so any woman who says she is a geek, surprise, has no fookin idea what she is talking about. for that matter im not a geek either because i am desperate for female attention hahahaaha.  but at least i know it!

also i dont give a damn about technology, i hate technology because it always fooks up for no understandable reason.

http://archive.is/mMyNm

pizzagate guy on DS tells a long story. i guess he himself was getting “groomed”

http://archive.is/8CvvD

older DS antiporn thread with 500 comments

video anglin recommended, black pigeon

so i dont watch porn anymore and im so glad i dont, and the haters wont beleive when i say it doesnt even tempt me, i dont WANT to watch it. i WANT to convince other men to stop watching it.

i wish it were as easy to quit other vices! like i still WANT to smoke MJ, even though i havent touched it in like 10 months!

but i’ll take the value add from the noporn hehe. just such a good thing. jsut dont watch porn for 30 days. how hard is this???!!?!?!

i mean i am not really a social guy, but just hearing guys casually talk about watching porn, im just thinking, why even watch it at ALL. and now you’re making it clear that you watch it several times a week, and its unthinkable to think of jerking off WITHOUT watching porn.

thats crucial. guy thinks, welp im horny and want to jerk off, BETTER LOOK AT SOME PORN.

NO! just jerk off WITHOUT the degenerate porn.

jerking off is only slightly degenerate. looking at porn is HIGHLY degenerate. but its SO EASY, so available. i guess like casual sex is for women! but in a way, its even more degenerate. well, thats debateable. i dont think a pathetic neet virgin who has watched years of porn is as degen as a 25 year old slut who’s taken 20 casual cox and was giving BJ’s the high school boys at age 15.  or 14. or 13. or 12. or 11. it just gets worse!

yeah butter is about as bad as peanut butter. dont be fooled.  jsut put cottage cheese in your coffee instead HAHAHAHA

https://bbs.dailystormer.com/t/old-thot-single-mom-uses-wealthy-beta-males-for-free-vacations/115671

bbbbut she exercises and cares about being in good shape and succeeds in that! so she deserves to have rich betas finance her vacations so she can fook black and brown cox across the world.

Saving the Best

hubby finds wifes college gangbang vidya hehehehe

http://archive.is/5dRGc

archive of it

great great shit. my goal is basically to combine super red pill manosphere shit with 1433 VVN. 14 words is the EndGoal, Hardcore Game is the means. also, dont get married to sluts who have done gangbang videos but were prudes with you and told you they have only been with 1 or 2 guys. use your game skills to find a VIRGIN.

NO HYMEN NO DIAMOND hahahaha.

why the fook would she have a video like this laying around? why the fook would she allow such a video to be taken? why would she participate in a degen orgy?

BECAUSE SHE’S A WOMAN.

WOMEN ARE THE WEAKER SEX IN ***ALL*** WAYS: PHYSICALLY, MENTALLY, EMOTIONALLY, MORALLY.

NEVER FORGET THAT.

NEVER LET THEM FORGET THAT.

hehehehe. when i use headings like that, thats how you know i am propagandizing. ideally i would be giving a passionate public speech and saying this to a group of men who were getting very fired up.

MUCH weaker in every way: physically, intellectually, and ESPECIALLY emotionally and morally.

so i say, use Game to Bang tons of casual sluts, until one day you find a decent 18 year old virgin, then put some babies in her.

so how can you TELL if a woman is a virgin? its tricky i admit but i think it can be done.

it really helps if you have known her since she was young.

just assume all women are dirty n>20 sluts until proven otherwise. you’ll have a BETTER LIFE.

This would be the niche i would fill. have the first fully 1433 VVN Game/PUA site hahahaha. its really a GREAT idea.

we would not ENCOURAGE degeneracy. we would ENCOURAGE finding a decent woman and having babies with her. and teach you how to inspect and investigate women to determine if they are decent, or just lying whores.

and also to use secs as a Shaming Weapon to teach them to stop being such goddamn shameful sluts. like, get RIGHT ABOUT to stick it into the eager slut, then pull a 180 and be like, you disgusting shameful whore. no decent man would ever want you. enjoy your lonely life of gradually shittier men as your looks fade, you hit the wall, and you look with bitther butthurt jealousy upon women who did the right thing, and got married and had children early.  then leave.

BUT, IF, WHEN you are just starting out, you decided to bang 2 or 3 of these sluts before shifting into your Super Shaming Exit Speech, we would forgive you!

so that would be the MO of my 1433 Game site.

also you could, instead of fookign the gurl, just spank her for like 4 hours straight and spank the mantra into her: “DONT BE A SLUT. DONT BE A SLUT. MARRY A BORING NICEGUY. DONT BE A SLUT. NOBODY LIKES A SLUT. DONT BREAK YOUR FATHERS HEART.” and so on. bonus points if you DONT fook the girl, just give her a spanking for 4 hours.

so thats my angle. thats my pitch for my value add. i think its pretty good. i dont see anyone else doing this.

this is perfect. its literally pua/game WITHOUT THE DEGENERACY, towards a nondegenerate 1433 goal, and actively training women away from bad behavior! perfect!

you could leave a flyer to muh website as you leave.

not all women, but its an understatement to say the huge majority.

person on DS

so yeah. this is my official position. learn game so you get real good at seducing women. when you get to secs, dont actually stick in it, but leave and say UNLESS YOU REPENT FROM BEING A DEGENERATE WHORE, YOU’LL NEVER GET A DECENT MAN TO GIVE YOU CHILDREN. YOU ARE A HORRIBLE HUMAN BEING. REPENT AND CHANGE YOUR HORRIBLE WAYS.

after you have Converted 3 sluts into good women, you get to marry a decent woman.

BUT you see the error here. you cant just undo those cochs. well simple, the REHABILITATED sluts would go to niceguys and beta males like me hahaha..  and you, as the alpha male, would get true virgins who NEVER WERE sluts to begin with.

so theres like 30 chapters of mein kampf. say you got 30 guys on DS to agree to read 1 chapter apiece. you could have an audiobook done of the whole book in 1 day. assuming they will be following quality standards basically regarding microphones and reading in a good voice.

basically, use a 30 dollar microphone and read with some intonation/modulation in your voice. try to sound the least bit excited about uncle adolf’s plan for a better world hahaha.

and really all we need are like chapters 7 to 11 of volume 2.

how to get a woman to be honest about how many guys shes fooked: maybe get her drunk. spank her until she agrees to take a POLYGRAPH, or agrees to go to a HYPNOTIST. better yet, learn to HYPNOTIZE her yourself. oh god how have i not thought about this?

SPANKING AND HYPNOSIS!!!!! those are the two pillars of good Wife Game hahahahaha.

you know why guys care how many guys you fooked? because it MATTERS. guys like to know you think they’re SPECIALLY, not just another coch on the coch carousel. women just dont feel the same way about men. well MAYBE they do, but its EVEN MORE IMPORTANT to them that they know they’re not picking a LOSER. that they are picking a man OTHER women want too.

men don’t NEED to worry about picking a WOMAN other men want….because ALL 25 year old, 6/10 and above women have a LOT of male attention. WAY more than a 25 year old male 6/10 gets female attention.

women pretend not to know this, but implicitly they understand it. even if they THINK they DONT. they just never took a MINUTE to THINK about it.

like i said, they are not intellectually/cognitively/mentally nearly on the same level as men.

SO YOU CANT HOLD THEM TO THE SAME STANDARDS.

YOU HAVE TO LOWER THE BAR FOR THEM.

the same that you dont set adult standards for CHILDREN.

WOMEN ARE CHILDREN.

im harping on this so much so you get the picture.

the WQ is INSANELY important because most of us dont DIRECTLY deal with the J…..but its through our WOMEN that the J most strongly affects us. our women are degenerate and jooed and THAT affects us TREMENDOUSLY, EVERY DAY.

similar with our jobs/careers.

we prob dont see joos every day unless we ourselves are winner top 8% middle class, but we see the jooish ROT every day in our women and our JOBS.

well, that and the jooish “entertainment” people consume without realizing its jooish and degenerate! tv, vidya, sports. reddit.

http://everydayfeminism.com/2016/02/white-people-emotions-tears/

this is one of the worst websites ever hehehe i thought they were closing down soon due to lack of funds. i hope so!

these nonwhite antiwhites are so patronizing and condescending, they disrespect the whites who are trying to show solidarity with them, because theyre doing it wrong, and theyre white. they just hate whites. and these whites are pathetic as fook.

the “POCs” get offended when the antiracist whites Cry White Tears at the stories of horrible White Oppression of POC. then they’re making the focus their discomfort over their VIOLENCE that THEIR WHITENESS CAUSES and NOT about the pain that POCs has suffereed BECUASE OF THEIR WHITENESS!!! so if you ry white people tears, LEAVE THE ROOM becuase you are being a BAD ALLY!

good thing i dont even pretend to not be a racist! I’m a huge racist!

but yeah this is well know as one of THE most annoying leftist sites on the whole internet.

june 25

https://bbs.dailystormer.com/t/no-alcohol-no-marijuanna-no-porn-under-white-sharia/115868

too bad OP is a total ridiculous autist, he started off with a good point. then he got too ridic as the thread went on.

so i was thinking, you could have conversations with people without anxiety or autism by simply asking them the TOP TEN MOST ASKED QUESTIONS in normal conversation:

how are you?

how is your day?

what did you do this past weekend?

what are you doing this upcoming weekend?

how is your family?

give me a detailed account of all of the guys youve fooked, in a month-by-month breakdown. like in may 2017 i was fooking dray and and dontravious, then in june 2017 i was still fooking dontravious, but not dray any more, and I added tyrone and marshawn to the mudmix.

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this month-by-month is useful because then the woman cant just say she was “casually dating a couple guys from tinder for the next few months.”

well of COURSE she can still LIE. this just tells her that you KNOW what a dirty slut she is, that you’re not gonna just lay down and accept her lost weekend bullshit.

only with women, its several lost months, filled with a smorgasbord of cox.

heh. just ordered “MY AWAKENING” by DAVID DUKE, the hardcover book. 26 dollars.

i mean this really IS an important book, it was technically important in Redpilling ME a few years ago. in the audio version. but would be good to have a physical copy to loan to receptive Men. of which i know none hahaha. but i figure if i have to have MK, then I have to have MA, which i have been thinking might in some ways be the more powerful book! regarding normie outreach, which isnt to say it isnt immensely good for Preaching to the Choir as well!

women are about as degenerate as flaming homos or transsexuals. meaning, EXTREMELY degenerate.  WOMEN are the MAIN way the j00 gets to us. we might not ever see a j00 in our whole life, but we deal with many women who are COMPLETELY j00ed.

the WQ.

maybe i should have spent the money  on GLR White Power instead? Also wanted to get “the rational male” by rollo tomassi. because that one might help me directly with the WQ.

fasting, ie, skipping meals entirely, is the best and easiest way to reach your Daily Calorie Goal. basically try not to eat anything until dinner. or eat 1 piece of toast, or 1 small bowl of cereal, and that will be your breakfast and lunch. this is how you stay a healthy weight hahahahaha.  this is what you gotta do to pull mudsharks who have been with 50 guys hahahahahahahaha.

OH WELL. its better than being a huge fatass slob!

june 26

https://bbs.dailystormer.com/t/huffpo-encouraging-thots-to-cheat-on-their-boyfriends/116156

underachievement. what causes it and how do you fix it. i have been an underachiever ever since about age 18. before that i felt i WANTED to be an underachiever but i was suitably restrained and controlled. GOOD. i wish i had been physically controlled until i was 25 at least. put on a shock collar so i couldnt leave the house. basically put under white sharia law and treated like a woman! because i was/am pretty womanly.

hearing about a 30 year old woman and her husband who “both have really good jobs” that keep buying homes near an expensive city and renting them out.  thinking that they both make 125k a year each at least.  masters degrees in useful fields.

hear about 26 year old woman with a masterz degree and a decent job whose NEXT step is to get a PHD. im just thinking, YOU DONT HAVE TO GET A PHD!!!!………… DO YOU?!?!?!?!?!?!

and then she’s not gonna want a man who makes less than her, OR doesnt have a phd. well, i can tell you she doesnt make a TON of money with the current masters degree, but with 10 years of experience, would prob make ok money hahahaha. also she is kinda potatoey and nonwhite, so i am not interested in the least, despite her being 26 years young. she seems nice enough. but its sad that any woman WANTS to get a phd. she should be finding a decent young man of her race. thing is, there might not be a TON of those hehehe.

AH says it is more profitable to train men in boxing and jiu jitsu than in shooting, you get a better return on investment in a shorter amount of time. i was kinda surpirsed to hear him say this.

did he really call it “jiu jitsu”? I have seen this word in both the manheim and the stalag translations. possible stalag is basically the same as the ford translation.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Jujutsu

felt bad hearing about all the successful young people, always a recipe for a bad mood, but i have to tell self, you cant compare yourself to others, can only compare yourself to yourself, and i am doing a lot better right now than i was 1 year ago.  well, at least somewhat better.

but its SO HARD not to compare yourself to other people when you have to live and work and exist among other people!!!!! you cant just avoid people! i just wish they never talked about their successful children or their aspirations for Graduate Skool hahahaha.

how the hell do you NOT compare yourself with other people when everyone else is so much more SUCCESSFUL than you???? and usually younger too hahahaha. or if they are like 55 years old, you know that when they were YOUR AGE, they still had a decent job, were married, had 2 or 3 kids, etc.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Zweites_Buch

AH’s Second Book hehehe. unpublished.

 

sun jan 28 HAIL THE HOCKEN KROYTZ

june 22

some things about women, like their lust for POWER and BRUTE STRENGTH, is understandable. it makes sense.

other things do not make sense, like: so men get into these friendzone situations sometimes because their ideal is a qt waifu who is super qt……..BUT WHO THEY ALSO GET ALONG WITH REALLY WELL. it makes perfect sense. what if you found a totally nice qt gurl, and you ALSO got along with her really well. it doesnt take much creative thinking to see how that is an ideal situation.

but that is too much logic and common sense for women. if they get along with a guy really well, then its almost GUARANTEED that she will friendzone the guy, and NEVER EVER EVER get feelings for him.

similarly: men can get feelings for female friends over time. the feels can DEVELOP from just friends to omg im starting to like muh female friend as more than a friend.

this does not happen with women and their male friends. either the women has feelings for the man RIGHT AWAY, or they NEVER EVER WILL.

so this doesnt make a lot of sense to me. wouldnt a man you got along with really really well give you some sense of SECURITY that you could TRUST him to PROVIDE and PROTECT for you and your children? (looking at the evolutionary shit here.)

but NOoOoOoOoOoOoOo. they guy needs to have brute strength AND you cant really know him well enough to trust him. trust never enters into the picture. actually if it DOES, thats BAD. bad for the woman LIKING you I mean.

thats the kind of shit that gets me fired up. not being attracted to sissies, i get. being attracted to big strong brutes, i get. but not being able to Develop Feelings over the long term for a trusted friend, i dont get at all.

heres the other thing. maybe related.

WOMEN HAVE MUCH MORE MALE FRIENDS, THAN MEN HAVE FEMALE FRIENDS.

your typical friendzone beta will have ONE woman friend, and he will prob be in luv with her. but this one woman will have like TEN male friends, and MOST of them will be in luv with her. how cruel to string them along and give them false hope like that! no man would do that!

but jsut lookig at the numbers…..well it doesnt really add up. women have more male friends, so women should be falling in luv with their male friends MORE than men fall in luv with their female friends….

heh. forgot the point i wanted to make. besides women get too much luv and men get too little. but that makes SENSE, because sperm is dirt cheep and eggs are super expensive.

so dont get butthurt when one of the sperm gets butthurt when the expensive egg decides to go slumming and lower its price to that of sperm only for the biggest toughest most untrustworthy shady sperm hahahaha.

SPERM WARS hahahaha

sheeeeeeit

well i deleted that picture because it might be interpreted as libel or slander against TRS people hehehe. plus i dont fully believe this. i dont know what to believe. in fact it could be just another in the “TRS ARE PHAG ENABLERS” drama that has gone on forever, like with common filth.

matt forney is a fat race mixing beta but hes not jooish and i dont think hes a LIAR.  but yeah stuff like this is worse than the joowife thing. good god. also greg johnson could probably dox me if he wanted. well i never did anything against him hahaha. but these accusations are INSANE. i mean even if 10% of that is true. i would pretty much HAVE to disavow trs and get rid of muh trs shirt!

how much personal responsibility does enoch have in this? johnson? richard spencer? do you get BANNED for talking about “THE THIRD JIMPACT” on TRS? probably hahahaha.

you might even get banned on DS.

so youre saying all of the VVN alt right are in league with satanic jooish pedophile pizzamakers??!?!?!?!?!??!?!?!?!???!?!?!?!

of course women dont make sense! i guess we should be grateful that they make as much sense as they do, in that everything they do fits the MO of them being a retarded CHILD, and that they respond best to BRUTE STRENGTH and basically need to be DOMINATED, in that you need to show them who’s BOSS and NEVER LET THEM FORGET IT. it’s like dealing with a retarded child DOG. you dont have to ABUSE them, you just have to make sure they never forget youre boss. its like TAKING CARE of a CHILD or a DOG.

and you can understand a LOT of what they do within that framework….but not everything. and is that so suprising? men and women are SO GODDAMN DIFFERENT, its ALMOST as much as a difference between RACES.

speaks to the evil of you know who (YKW) when they try to make you think racial and sexual differences are all a social construct goy!

fook no, they are YUGE BIOLOGICAL WALLS.

yeah i would LIKE if i could just have a female friend i got along REALLY WELL with, and then we upgrade that to the next level, have a stable lifelong thing, children, etc. that makes total sense right? but not to a woman. and women just dont WORK like that. so how come men WORK in a way that just DOESNT WORK?

yeah but im defective anyway hahaha. i work in a lot of ways that just dont work well.

but yeah WHAT THE FOOK kind of drama is going on. i mean this shit makes joo wife and the associated avoiding look positively harmless. Grooming 15 year old boys for gay sex???!?!?!?!?! how much did the higher ups know? how exactly was greg stalking or harrassing people???? where is the proof of this stuff? i mean that shit is legit BAD.

i mean im a lenient forgiving guy. id even forgive a little gayness. its not as bad as the shit WOMEN do! except when it turns into gay fook parties. thats some woman-tier degeneracy right there. total sodom and gomorrah.

i mean i dont know if its as bad as jooish PIZZAGATE which itself is a whole other discussion. i mean that seems too ridiculous to even be a little bit true. well….i have no doubt that joos in DC and everywhere molest children.

that there might be rings of perverts in powerful political positions plundering puerile peepees in pizza parlours.

i just dont want the hwyte nationalists i respect to do disgusting, unrespectable, possibly evil things. some gay shenanigans is possibly forgivable. molesting children is immediate bvllet in the head in the public square.

what about fooking a 15 year old boy? i dunno. thats a little better than molesting a CHILD. definitely a few weeks in the public stockade though.

http://boards.4chan.org/pol/thread/130109850/the-3rd-jimpact-the-death-knell-for-trs

i honestly dont think anything new is coming to light. greg has been soft on gays for YEARS, everyone has thought he was a homo for YEARS.

we dont have PROOF of ghoul doing anything. maybe he went to a get together where a shady homo made up some lies.

https://www.google.com/search?q=third+jimpact

all the google results to like 8ch and 4ch and anime right and shit are giving 404s and super SHORT chan threads.

oh it must be true if TRS is getting the stuff SHUT DOWN.

that, or they dont want terrible slander posted about them!

OR, you could make an official statement about it, kinda liek you could make a speedy, official statement about joowife, which i guess was the first jimpact.

[NSFW] IMGUR ALBUM FULL OF EVIDENCE:

http://imgur.com/a/x4uSX

yeah im not super convinced by that evidence hahaha. how do we know whose dick that is.

https://altright.com/2017/06/17/the-attacks-on-arktos/

somewhat different greg vs arktos drama

its just weird that so much stuff related to the 3rd jimpact comes up in google results but the shit is taken down or very brief when you go to the actual website.

did trs contact those sites mods and say remove this shit, its LIBEL?

like i guess matt forney posted those things on gab and now those posts of his are GONE from GAB. i didnt think gab removed shit.

june 23

i just dont like women. the only woman i wanted to BE WITH was HER. And I dont see a reason Having Children with a woman, unless I feel like THAT with the woman. Seems stupid and negrish to have children with a woman when you just think of her as a casual slut because she IS a casual slut. and ive gotten to the point where I wouldnt mind having some casual sluts. but i sure wouldnt want to be monogamous with the slut, or ESPECIALLY have CHILDREN with the slut! its not fair to the CHILDREN! its negrish!!!!!

I want to have children, therefore i want to find a woman worth having children with, and im not finding any of those, just women i want to casually bang for a while and replace, which IS degenerate, but not as degen for ME NEARLY as it is for THEM. I do NOT want to have children with these women.

but 1, 2, 3 casual women? why shouldn’t I? they have 20 casual cochs! and THEY can get pregnant!

i just hate seeing what are essentially CHILDREN/DOGS winning more at life (career, jobs, money) than me. how can a CHILD make more money than me and do better in their career than me.

day off. now i dont work enough hours so i have too much time off. so i try to stay productive during some of it. like get out and do errands and shit as soon as possible.  do laundry. Fast a bit, not eat as damn much. drink bulletproof coffee hehehe.

went to walmart and returned muh white polo shirt which was the wrong size, got the right size, AND got a second polo shirt with a more fancy design. all for VERY good price.

is porn evil? YES Georgie Boy, I am glad you are making a video on this exact topic. it is total jooish depravity and degeneracy, right up there with female sluttiness. between these two jooish things the joos have done more damage than anything.

im not sure if that is a real gun, i hope it is, because guns are AWESOME.

i hope george is not going crazy but is just having a little fun with a very serious topic. there SHOULD be a EXTREME PURGE of Porn from the face of the earth.

i could care less about george being fat and having manboobs, other than i hope he loses weight as it would give him more confidence and be better for his health. the best way for any fat person to lose weight is to keep TRACK of their CALORIES and SIMPLY NOT EAT AS MUCH. this was how I lost 40 pounds over the past 1 and half years. i had gained weight because i liked to eat a LOT and i had no idea how many calories were in all that food. answer: A LOT. enough to make me gain a TON of weight.

so, just use myfitnesspal every day and OBEY IT and you WILL lose a LOT of weight George.

I will never mock or be a wiseass in the comments for George. I am a True Fan and truly Support George.

if you are reading this George, i sent you a Paypal dnation of 5 feckin dollars on or near december 25, 2016. you should have my email in there and PLZ dont DOX me!

hmm. i just learned florian geyer is involved with the jimpact podcast. now i like florian and i was pissed when he was banned from TRS. i enjoyed him a hella lot in his smart insightful comments and his participation in the nationalist review, a great podcast which needs to be brought back but it would probably not be allowed on TRS.

but yeah florian, like common filth, really saw TRS as phag enablers and this jimpact thing is really in line with that.

but maybe they really ARE phag enablers?

i am kind of a phag enabler myself. in that i will forgive a little of youthful phaggotry provided it never reached standard fook party levels of degeneracy, and that i believe female sluttishness is right up with there phaggotry in terms of moral degeneracy, AND a LOT more prevalent and destructive. because only 3% of men are homos, but at least 75% of women are sluts.

going for quick powerwalk here

welp started listening to jimpact and i am starting to think these guys just have a beef with greg and trs. but i thought greg was recently banned from trs. but that was for other stuff, not gayness, but general shady drama and his feud with daniel friberg.

so in other words its all lies and thats why these sites took it down, because this is LIBEL and SLANDER and LIES.  and shouldnt LIES be censored?

heh. if youre reading this greg, i never slandered you, so dont dox me! dont dox anyone! i dont think he’s doxed anyone, but i think that was one of the accusations. was that he might blackmail people. i havent seen any proof that he ACTUALLY blackmails people. like take this shit down or i will dox you.

so yeah. leaning towards this jimpact being BS but i will listen to it anyway.

telegony. the idea that you can fook a guy once and you sort of absorb his DNA somehow and pass it on to children you have with ANOTHER guy.

sounds ridiculous but……i guess it actually does happen with flies. but with something way more complex like humans? probably way less likely.

BUT i do believe there ARE important Mental/Emotional/Psychological effects from fooking a big black buck. basically that will psychologically impact a woman for life. she will never forget it.

so yeah. im not defending mudsharks. im just questioning whether TELEGONY is a good argument against mudsharking. there are WAY BETTER arguments against mudsharking, that dont make you look like a telegony-believing idiot hahahaha.

i mean im not saying telegony coudlnt be real. its way more believable than flat earth!!!! or lizard people!

and again it all ties back to THAT WOMAN! THATS where i get butthurt, is thinking about HER being a mudshark and a slut and fooking tons of guys and sneding noodz and getting abortions and getting knocked up by badbois. i dont care nearly as much abotu random women doing these things, other than i dont want women of my race to do degenerate things.  of course. but thinking of HER doing these degen things is REALLY REALLY unpleasant. well because i CARED about her and KNEW her more than i know some random woman. so of COURSE its worse when thinking of her doing horrible things. this only makes sense.

what sucks is that i still care about her at ALL, and she hasnt become equal to some random slut for me yet.  shows im not entirely over her yet, even though its almost the auspicious TWO YEAR mark.  so how many guys has she fooked in two years? lets just say 8. how many have been black? lets just say 4.

want to become anti-interracial fooking like me? Just imagine someone you luv breaking your heart and dumping you, and then imagine them fooking sleazy people of other races.  its a little WORSE than imagining them fooking sleazebags of the SAME race, innit?

in germany you can get ARRESTED for walking down the street and SINGING the horst wessel lied!!!!!

https://bbs.dailystormer.com/t/young-white-virgin-needs-husband-apply-below/115520/5

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G-Man2h Excalibur
It’s a good vid. I think you do too much apologizing for “white knighting”, I think it’s just natural to want to preserve what’s good and pure. Though I like the pungency of the “White Shariah” meme, I actually want more emphasis on healthy male-female dynamics (re: men and women) and brotherhood (re: members of the alt-right).

For example, some things that could be added to your vid: I think you should have reminded Stell Belle about the importance of courtship, which is how the guys are supposed to prove their worth without resorting to muh dik, and also mentioned that we should stop men-shaming men who also choose to remain virgins. It takes two to tango, and while I don’t think f00king around is as psychologically harmful for men as it is for women (and may even have some benefits, in terms of getting rid of “puppy love” syndrome), ideally both would be going into marriage as virgins. Next to impossible in this porn-and-degeneracy saturated world, but still a good ideal I think. END

https://bbs.dailystormer.com/t/child-grooming-videos-on-youtube/115568

more of these disgusting videos, yet YT is getting more and more flagrant about banning even remotely right wing people. talk of black pigeon might be banned. sheeeit what if they banned stefan molyneux. that would be insane.

https://bbs.dailystormer.com/t/need-advice-on-crap/115448

this kid is so dumb i think its a troll, but the good men of DS still give great advice.

anyway. its also stupid that the one woman i luved above all, gives herself up like a common slut, acts like all those common sluts who i dont give a damn about other than general disgust at their degen behavior. well SHES a degen like that to many other guy. fooking her young white ass. and she doesnt give a damn if i live or die.

OH WELL, NO ONE SAID LIFE IS FAIR!

are all women this stupid, childish, and immature? I THINK SO!

if i had a female friend who fell in luv with me, i wouldnt feel betrayed! i wouldnt stop caring if they lived or died! i would say THIS SUCKS. THIS IS UNFORTUNATE. ESPECIALLY FOR YOU!!!!!! But Im sorry. heres 50 bucks for drugs or booze or a shrink, i think we need to spend some time apart, sorry i cant luv you, good luck and god bless you. go on tinder and fook some negros or badboy musicians, you’ll forget about me real quick. have a good life, good luck to you, god bless you. DONE. thats ALL you need to say. i wouldnt even NEED a shrink to professionally say that.

and if someone doesnt give a damn about me, why should i give a damn about THEM. its frustrating. i just cant turn that off on a split second.

thing is i dont think she did either, she was just too cowardly and confuse. but i couldnt force myself on her either, because that would make me the bad guy, plus she wouldnt listen anyway.  nothing was gonna keep her from running away except me physically restraining her. if i had actually dated ie fooked her, i prob would have been more inclined to touch her in that way! ive fooked you hard 90000 times, you’re damn right im gonna keep you from leaving this room, and spank you until you dont want to run away any more!

another powerwalk. more jimpact. this fashy phaggots facebook group…i mean how many trs higher ups were in this? it doesnt sound like really any. and of course the actual gays who are openly proudly gay want you to think everyones gay. they might even lie about having gay secs with a straight guy to make people think he’s gay. so yeah im thinking this is a Tempest in a Teapot.

not saying that some elements of pizzagate arent real though. i do believe that some powerful people do some degenerate shit and some corrupt LEO’s cover it up for them.

a guy whos opinion i kinda respect at DS says that pizzagate is The Linchpin in all of Jooish perversion and zog power.

well something is clearly up with lindsey graham. i wouldnt be surpirsed if he was doing some horrible shit.

but yeah not even the jimpact accusers are saying these people are doing anything remotely connected to pizzagate.

although richard spencer might know about some scandalous shit happening in DC. there is speculation that a good looking old money rich boy like him received attention from rich gay perverts and that some big donors to movements are rich old gay men trying to buy support for homos in the right and alt-right.

someone made the very interesting argument that what world joory fears the most is a unified germany and russia. or at least they used to fear it before they were able to permanently cut germanys balls off.

but yeah i cant remember a time when germany and russia ever got along. well AH briefly had a nonaggression pact with stalin in like 1941 but i think stalin violated that.

 

PROTEIN FOR THE HWYTE SOUL

june 15 2017

i am interested in the coworkers son, because the son is the SAME AGE I was when i went off track. he is 20 years old, in between second and third year of college. is thinking about changing his major from straight bla bla engin, to a BS degree that kinda combines engin and business/management. i think this should be ok. especially if the kid is an extraverted, nonvirgin chad normie, which i kinda think he is. no trouble making friends, not a lot of trouble with women, decent level of confident, no social anxiety, no anger or emotional issues, no huge problems with MJ or alcohol or worse, no real need to see a shrink, can hold down a job.  doesnt hate everything, has friends, not afraid to talk to people, etc.

he will probably be ok whatever his major, whatever his school. he could get a BA in General Studies at the local university and probably make enough money to have children and live in a safe neighborhood hehehehe. but his father, my colleague, wants him to maximize his potential, by doing a little bit better than that.

fact is, he’ll probably do at least ok no matter what he does.

but his father wants him to do REALLY well so he pushes him.

but not in an unhealthy way, like you go to harvard and become a doctor or youre out of the family. more like, go to cal state and become an engineering project manager fratboy chad.

i mean hes gotta be somewhat smart just to complete 2 years of intro engineering with math, physics, etc. people either fail that shit or they dont. he’s not getting a 4.0 but he’s prob not getting a 2.0 either! and that means something for engin courses!

so yeah im obsessed with this guys son. because he is at that exact age where bad decisions can lead you down the road to ruin. and he is having SOME doubts, but nowhere near the kind i had. he is having the type of doubts that will result in him make 50 vs 60k right out of college. being a neet KHV (kissless hugless virgin) was never on the table. i think he played sports in high school and probably even had a gf or at least fooked sloots in high school. sowed some of the wild oats, knows not to put the pussy on the pedestal, is focused on mammon like a good goy hahahaha.

type of OUTGOING normie fratchad who goes to parties and ENJOYS them hahaha. gets drunk, has fun, and bangs sluts. i mean the banging is degen negro behavior, you should be happy just making out with them. i would be. but blame the joos for turning our women into whores and our men into phaggots who cant keep the women in check.

apparently there are tons of foreign undergrads from asia, middle east, their parents are superrich oil sheikhs or something and send their kids to any old state school in the US, give them lamborghinis to drive. i dont recall seeing much of that in muh big state school 60000000 years ago. plenty of nerdy foreign grad students though. total autistic asian virgins. a lambo will get you 18 year old white pussy at the party school tho, thats a damn fact.

anyway. would be great if we could get this kid into 1433 stuff hahahaha. be a big winner for the hwyte race.

heres the problem. WOMEN ARE LIKE NEGROS. period. full stop. emotion-based, dont think ahead, act like big children, who lash out when they dont get their way and destroy shit. some of em might be nice but really they just need to be strictly controlled. honestly. their brains are wired just like negros. that is a disturbing thought. that white women are more like negros than they are like white men.

i dont say that as someone who hates negros. i simply acknowledge that Racial Differences are more than skin deep. like in the brain. and that alone makes me a super hateful superracist hahahaha.

i thought women were better than that…..but they’re really NOT. this is just the way women ARE, just like negros are the way THEY are. i just didnt think the two would be so damn SIMILAR!

i mean of course the negros are more VIOLENT.

i mean i dont HATE negros for just being who they are. they cant help it. i would just prefer not to be around their destructiveness and annoyingness. and i guess you could say the same exact thing about women!

i want them to be something they’re not! something they can never be (without like 1000 more years of evolution!)

and i want to be this guy’s SON! in that i want to be 20 years old again and have another CHANCE! and also be a well adjusted Chad Normie.

cuz the fact is, when i was 20, i was already fooked in the mind as far as being an anxious neet virgin weirdo hahaha. i mean its not the end of the world compared to the shit WOMEN have, but you should still get it fixed ASAP and not wait till youre 25 to start fixing it. or 26. hehehe. fix it NOW because not only will you never get those years back, but you will be forever BEHIND and regret it the REST OF YOUR LIFE!!!!

hehehehe.

POSITIVE THOUGHTS ONLY. STAHHHP THE NEGATIVE THOUGHTS BY ANY MEANS NECESSARY. except drugs and alcohol. except MJ and benzos hehehehe.

i was also a little grumpy because the volume 2 audiobook of MK on christogenea is so messed up. it is missing chapter 7 and 8 or maybe its just out of order. so i am just downloading a new one of the ford translation i guess? there is ford, murphy, and manheim. i am not sure which one i have been listening to.

couldnt stop comparing myself to the guys son, and that is a GUARANTEED way to get in a REALLY bad mood, almost as if i am thinking about WOMEN or THAT WOMAN. heh many things put me in a REAL bad mood hehehe.

well at least i did not eat too much at lunch or dinner today and disciplined myself there hahaha.

THANK GOD!!!!!!

i couldnt open the m4b files i found. just put CHAPTERS on YOUTUBE. and here it is. the man who might be good ol sven longshanks reading it. i have gotten used to listening to his voice for 30 hours, i didnt want to switch to somebody else, i am loyal hahahahaha

oh praise GOD. this is EXACTLY what I am looking for. I can USE this. now I just HOPE they are in order, with no parts missing. it doesnt look like it though. course thats what i said all the other times hahahaha.

it would be faster just to read the book hahahaha. but i feel it sinks in better when i listen to it. i have not enjoyed READING BOOKS for YEARS.

got to get into the race based state however. the folkish world concept. volkisch weltanschauung. this is the terminology he repeats many times. i was trying to think of a dogwhistle that people who have ACTUALLY READ THE BOOK could use to signal to each other that they were true Bruders and not infitrators hahaha. feds.

hey fellow whyte people, whats happening hahahaha.

stories of women who divorce their husbands at age 35 and then become cougar milfs banging HUNDREDS of guys. women who start their slut stage at 35. it can happen.

who cares. as long as its not that woman i dont care hahaha. that woman is the only woman i care about hahaha. WRONG. who cares. she can FOAD. she is ded to me, i am ded to her, the end.  its been 23 fookin months. 1.9 years. almost 2.0 hehe. thank GOD for AH. the wisest, greatest man who ever lived. in 100 years we will realize this, or we will all be extinct hehehe. there is no person living or dead i would like more to meet.

i mean i guess you should say JC. i mean i wouldnt be against meeting him either hahahahaha.

june 16

ok day off. was remarkably productive. driving all around going to 6 different places. including walmart where i got some clothes including some Shorts for Summer and a Plain White Polo Shirt for when i need to look presentable. faded glory brand. excellent. walmart brand hahahahaha. i do luv it. bought the wrong size. bought an xl when i intended to get a MEDIUM! now i need to go BACK to walmart and RETURN it.

came home and it was nice and warm. sunny but with signif clouding. wanted to get vitamin d and ideally, Sun Bathing Tanning action in the local park. got out to park around 2:25 pm. nobody there but some mexican lawn cutters. stripped off shirt to get sun on chest and Stomach. sat on bench with no shirt, no hat, soak up max sun. 60% of the time nice and sunny. occasional clouding. read 2 pages of MK. last chance to get sun in a while. i guess i made the most of it.

tried Fasting All Day. Friday. old skool catholics fast EVERY friday, not just in lent. have not eaten anyting all day. no breakfast, no lunch, will eat large dinner.

also got nice short haircut on balding head. should go back in 8 weekes.

walmart. great clothes. great fashion for men hahahaha. i just cant believe i grabbed an XL instead of a Med.

heh. should i drive 10 miles just to go to a walmart that is more hwyte? just to i dont have to LOOK at nonwhites? it wasnt too bad today by the way.

ideally i would have children and raise them in that area where the walmart is mostly white hehehe.

my current area is gonna eventually be overrun by arabs. its either blacks, latinx, or arabs. here, its arabs. lots of christian arabs actually but by god are they annoying. the only good thing is that they dont do Terror Attacks like the muslims. they still do negrolike violent crime though, like assault and drug dealing, drug robbery. not really a lot of mugging. they are probably better than blacks. some of them are nice family oriented people. and they have a lot of children. great.

better than blacks, latinx, or muslims though. it could be worse!

oh yeah. and albanians. they are about as bad as the christian arabs. very little difference really except one are turks and the others arab. big deal hahaha. i appreciate the racial difference but really behaviorwise they are almost identical. i cant tell who are worse looking. some of the young women are attractive sluts of either race. i would prob rather bang an albanian slut than an arab slut tho hahahaha.

DEGENERATE.

but it really wouldnt be worth it dealing with their aralb friends and family. believe me i only find the “hottest” of them bangably attractive, not jaw droppingly gorgeous or something to lose my mind and my racial integrity over. im just talking if a 19 year old good looking one were throwing herself at me, that i would have to make no effort, not be charming, not be witty, not be anything.

not a big deal man. yeah its not ideal but i would just be using them as a nonwhite kvm dumpster.

instead of saying sluts we should just call em kvm dumpsters. more shame there hahaha. although honestly i dont think there are many women who are PROUD to IDENTIFY as “SLUTS.” they are still insulted by it. which is good. they SHOULD be.

so yeah. MK is one of those books like the BIBLE. you dont need to read it all at once really quickly (although theres nothing wrong with that.) its just the type of book you can have at your bedside for your WHOLE LIFE and just open it up and read a few pages every day. just to bring you closer to your Racial Essence, like reading a few pages every day of the bible is supposed to be like prayer that brings you closer to GOD.

so just something similar with MK. as you progress through your own kampf hahahahahaha.

MK is not a short book. its not 300 or 400 pages. its not even 500 or 600 pages. its 690 pages hahahahaha. well, they are not SUPER long pages, but still.  its not gonna win anyone over. it preaches only to the choir. but to the choir, its one of the most important books ever written.

really i should get a book of his SPEECHES. better, english READINGS of his speeches, with a reader who is at least average.

there another audiobook of MK with an english guy who sounds like he is falling asleep. i imagine that would put you to sleep! the younger, higher energy guy is so much better.

anyway, david dukes my awakening is a much better thing to give to the normie. much easier to swallow. i should listen to it again. i never finished listening to it! its also at least 600 pages long.

i really do recommend it strongly. it was actually a pivotal book for me, all the more reason to listen to it again. i never “read” it per se. but listened to duke reading it. this was in 2012, possibly even 2011.

heimbach giving an hourlong speech in june 2017. wish the video/audio quality could be a little better. but the audio is not horrible.

thank you alt right andy! this guy is great. he puts everything on youtube. the alt right andy channel got deleted by j’s, but andy addams is the same guy i think.

anyway, full 45 parts of my awakening. listen to it. turn off the jootube, vidya, porn, sportsball, and listen to this whole damn thing.

like i say, its very good for NORMIES. who would never dream of reading MK.

its also very good for non normies!

sooooo it might be a BETTER  book than MK?

uhhh its definitely easier and funner and has a bigger reach hahaha.

also. david duke is probably the best KNOWN VVN 1433 guy since hitler. basically EVERYONE has HEARD of david duke, all normies have, well, anyone over 40. he’s mentioned regularly in mainstream media at least every 4 years hahahaha. as a horrible racist whos the next AH. i wish hahahaha.

so listening to my awakening and seeing that he is not such a horrible man makes you think. what else has the media been lying about. why are they lying about such a smart good man. why are they so threatened by what he says. and with the info in that book you’ll be able to answer that question.

https://archive.org/details/DavidDukeMyAwakening

heres the whole thing in downloadable mp3s. wonder when archive.org will shut this down the way they shut down the william pierce podcasts!

ok i put it in the sidebar. its THAT good.

give it to your boomer parents who dont understand why you are full 1433. give it to your shitlib middle class friends who read nytimes and guardian and dat-negrisi coates and think DD is AH.  give it to basic bitch fox news watchers. give it to joo loving evangelicals. i dont actually know any of those hahaha. give it to whites at your church. give it to white women. give it to Based Blacks and Arabs hehehe. give it to your college instructors. yeah it might be more important than MK because it has the potential to do more good and change more minds.

im serious. turn off whatever degenerate jooish think you’re watching or listening to, and listen to THIS. it is INFINITELY better. that shit is negative and poisonous. this stuff is beneficial, like PROTEIN for your white SOUL.

not just chicken soup. although i guess it would serve that purpose too. rehabilitate and heal a sick soul. which is great. most of us have sick souls. but it will also make a healthy soul stronger!

just wish duke got out more and did public shit with spencer, or esp anglin. he always has anglin on his show. talk about two great minds!

how much video of him is there for his 2016 senate race? that was amazing. wish he had won. but he needs to continue being out there talking to normies. i dont care if he’s had plastic surgery or he cheated on his wives or hes a huge gambler.

if you get a very light pink shirt, it’s probably not phaggy. it can look fairly professional. just get solid colors….but light solid colors, like pastels almost. super BOLD colors are too much. found that out the hard way. have a solid red dress shirt and wish the red color were just a little softer.

https://bbs.dailystormer.com/t/the-sexual-revolution-batman-had-sex-with-eight-women-every-night/113120

interesting. we probably shouldnt glorify excessive male promiscuity because its ruining young white women. but its hard for a man to say no to this kind of celebrity, which all women have when they are young, and which the vast majority of men NEVER have.

basically, don’t act like a negro. banging hundreds of women is what a negro would do. but again, i totally understand. i mean if qt young white gurls are THROWING themselves at you…….how many would it take for YOU to start saying no?

author eric striker makes the correct argument here:

QUOTE

This is as funny as it is sad. I’m willing to bet many of these women had husbands or significant others too. Imagine walking in on your wife cucking you with Batman and Robin high-fiving over her. We’re living in clown world.

But there’s a lesson here for all young men: marriage will never be what it should under present conditions. With the pill, legal abortion, urban anonymity and weak-willed men open to marrying them after they’re over the hill and used up, women spend most of their best and most fertile years as groupies.

Do you want the sloppy seconds? END

https://bbs.dailystormer.com/t/trs-ripoff-podcast-chapo-trap-house-making-63-000-a-month-for-their-corporate-product/113804

striker does an article on this awful chapo trap house. one day i should actually listen to it. its an edgy leftist marxist podcast by 3 bearded hipster phaggots in brooklyn on how whites are evil and need to be genocided.

this is how they present themselves hahahaha

such punchable faces. they go to grad school in nyc and quote audre lorde on their facebook hahahaha or is it bell hooks. whoevers the edgier academic PoC feminist.

funny that you can still tell its the middle guy thats the joo, and the other two are just low-T white sissies.

 

FOLKISH WORLD CONCEPT

june 11 17

BEAUTIFUL day, 90 degrees, sunny, its a sunday so i can walk around the neighborhood in the afternoon without looking like a jobless bum neet. tried to get some sun. vitamin d.

went to grocery store on a sunday which usu dont like to do. but it was a good people watching thing today. saw some white trash sluts that i wouldnt mind banging. some 25 year old white trash slut with stupid tattoos all over her arms and a 6.8 at best hehehe. right in my wheelhouse hahaha. also saw a woman i thought was that woman but thankfully was not.

wow be perfect day to go to park with a special woman but i do not have any of those hahahaha. so i SHOULD go to the park myself and just enjoy it, but i never do.

well at least i can push myself to go walking outside hehe. listen to MK. finally got into Volume 2, over halfway through, and here its harder to find audio files. i think the english guy reading this might actually be sven longshanks. known pro-white guy and also a huge christian so the intolerant k1ke on a stick people hate him.

azzmador at the houston rally yesterday (june 10). the lefts line was that the rumor about the state taking down the sam houston statue was just “FAKE NEWS” which got the racists panties all in a bunch. who cares.

i think azz did some Time in the Pen and he has a somewhat questionable somewhat racist tattoo on his hand that suggests he was possibly in with old school Criminal Racist Gangs, and this of course is NOT the image we want to give…..but he is not COVERED in tattoos and he is a great speaker AND he is open to new ideas IE he is backing the Strong Horse Andrew Anglin. which IMHO is the best thing a 50 year old VVN 1.0 can do right now.

i have that same daily stormer shirt as well HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

the vanguard guys have a great dress code. i like the white polo shirts with khaki pants. that is a good look. wish they didnt have to hide their faces, but its also a good sign in that it means they might be gainfully-employed winners in life.

i mean you can’t wear a SUIT on a hot day in texas.

plain white polo shirt and khaki pants seems to be a great choice however.

this SONG is ILLEGAL in germany. SAD!!!

maybe wear a plain white cloth covering your face and sunglasses. i mean you cant look like K3 wearing hwyte hoods. you have to look like a NORMIE so that normies want to join you. like hister said, you gotta have the masses. white normies.

the nsdap started really taking off in 1920 when hister gave a speech to 2000 people at the munich hofbrauhaus banquet hall. 2000 people out of a population of 700K i think munich had. ok. 666K.  so that is .3% of the city. that is really quite a huge number. you could never get 2K people at a pro-hwyte rally in a city of 666K in 2017.

munich seems nice, wouldnt mind going there. munchen.

https://pastebin.com/gxVfqZwd

from

https://archive.is/d5gXP

from 8pol march 2017

the jooish gully hehehehe

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maybe i should get back to 8chan hahahaha. thatsa spicy copypasta!

we need people who are successful AND young. most people in that group are middle class nytimes readers. wapo readers. huffpo, daily show, hillary or bernie voters, think civic nationalism is racist, want to dismantle systemic racism etc, make 50k at age 22, live downtown and ride bikes to their corporate or nonprofit cool career, hook up on the coch carousel. we need to get these young men into the VVN Movement. not neet losers like me! and i think we are getting more of these Cool, Young, Sexy Winners in The MOvement than ever before. but we still need more.

i mean shit. we need any healthy young white man, whether they make 50k a year with a college degree, or 30k a year as a working class slave. so long as they are not into opioids or drugs or alcohol or degeneracy or porn. i worry that the working class is very susceptible to many kinds of degeneracy. well, so are the middle class.

i really dont know many people, let alone young people, so i cant really say what they are. i dont know many people period.

heh. i never used to be Political. everyone else always used to be more political than me. usually HUGE marxists.

anyway.

my point is, all the people i know that went to college and became successful are also Standard NYTimes reading SJW’s who are ashamed of white racism and always bending over backwards to show how not racist they are and to signal against boorish white racists.

and they will NEVER change or be “redpilled” because they are already past 25 years old AND they are SUCCESSFUL. and when you are SUCCESSFUL you see no need that it might need to change. shit youre an antiwhite nytimes reader and now you make 50k at age 25, so you must be doing something right! you must have a correct WORLD CONCEPT!

so yeah we must influence them well before age 25. like age 18 or so.

have an 18 year old hardcore 1433’er, who then goes on to be successful making 50k a year at age 25, so HE feels vindicated in his own 1433 World Concept. Folkish World Concept hahahaha.

i mean i cant sell the FWC to anyone because i myself am a huge loser. well, i was a huge loser when i was a jooish marxist too. but THANK GOD i reevaluated my world concept and said, you know, this is FOOKING PATHETIC. if im gonna be a huge loser, i might as well not have a Political World Concept that is equally pathetic!

so i made the right decision there. unfort it hasnt made me much less of a loser. it has been a small improvement though, hahahaha.

just saying though. a 33 year old loser is not going to INFLUENCE young kids. unless those kids are Wayward AF and are looking for ANY older adult to influence them. in which case, yeah, i guess i would be happy to steer them the right way, and be glad i got to them FIRST, because they would have just as easily been influenced by a Degenerate or negro or joo or marxist or druggie.

june 12

semi interesting dream. i was in a house with a bunch of college people. i was getting semi-“intimate” with a gurl in the house who i think was jooish, and certainly a slut. i enjoyed cuddling and making out with her and not sure if i banged her. i should have. and her lavishing attention and praise on me and saying i was so cool and interesting and sexy and fun and awesome.

then i wanted to spend more time with her, started to Get Feelings, then she turned off, completely went cold and withdrew and refused to hang out with me, ignored me and was totally annoyed with me.

i was angry and hurt and my female friends gave me the same “advice” that the jooish slut was telling me: it’s just a casual hookup, its just secs, don’t get feelings, its not a real relship, you’re not dating. it’s just secs, it’s immature to get feelings so quickly.

and i was like, its shitty and jooish and slutty to have SECS so quickly then!

and i came across as the bad creepy omega male, and the women were just like, this is the way real life is, either accept it or be a creeper who doesnt get any. this is how women are.

so that was interesting hehehe. this is the way women ARE. have secs FAST and DONT get feelings are the two key takeaways hahahaha.

ok fine.

https://risingsuncoffeeco.com/front/coffeeshop/index.php?id_cms=4&controller=cms&id_lang=1

PRO WHYTE BUSINESS!!!! we need a lot lot lot more of these. pro whyte businesses in every town.

http://bit.ly/2sfi0w5

 

link to DS page that has a bad word in the actual URL heheheh. i guess an article from january where beautiful “smart” hwyte gurl is being cut off by her father because she is fooking a very dark skinned negro and she is doing gofundme to get gibs to support her high achieving academic life now that her evil racist father cut her off

http://archive.is/WeVrW

whole thread archive

QUOTE

Hi, everyone! Thank you for taking the time to read this. My name is Allie Dowdle, and I live in Memphis, TN. I’m 18 years old and a high school senior at a local private school, where I’ve maintained a 4.0 GPA since 9th grade and have taken 5 AP courses. I’ve jumped at every service opportunity available to me and completed a 2 month surgery fellowship this past summer at Regional One Health in downtown Memphis. My education has always been extremely important to me, which is why I am willing to share my story:
About a year ago, I told my parents that I’d started dating a boy named Michael, pictured with me above. Hoping to share him with my family, I showed my parents his picture, and the conversation was over before it even began. My dad did not give me an option: he told me that I was not allowed to see Michael ever again. Why? Strictly because of skin color. It wasn’t a quiet “no,” either. I’ll never forget the yelling my parents did, when they expressed how disappointed they were in me, that I could do so much better. I did not know what to do. I couldn’t comprehend how someone could be seen as less because of pigment. I still can’t comprehend it, and I never will be able to.

Michael and I continued to see each other, but discretely. Over the past year, I’ve fought so hard to make my parents see Michael as a human being instead of just someone who is African American. I’ve advocated as best I know how. Finally, about a month ago, Michael and I approached my parents, but their response was much more drastic than I could’ve ever expected. As I am 18, my parents have chosen to no longer support my future, stripping me of all my resources including my personal savings, my car, my phone, and my education and leaving me on my own to pay for college. Unfortunately, I will no longer be able to attend college if I cannot come up with the money somehow. My parents also got involved with my school in attempt to get me removed from the organizations I’ve been a part of, like Coexist and Facing History and Ourselves, clubs that essentially encourage valueing and treating people equally.

I’ve applied and received some scholarship money through financial aid, including grants, loans, and work-study, but I still need at least $10,000 to cover the first year of my remaining out of pocket tuition for college by May 1st. I’ve been applying for scholarships and have tried to get a job, but I am still living under my parents’ roof because I have nowhere else to live, and my dad has done everything in his power to make the world difficult for me. I am not able to get a job because I do not have consistent transportation available.

All of this because I love another human being, as I was taught to do. How could my love for another person be wrong because of his skin color? And why would that make me unworthy of a future I’ve worked so hard for? Because my parents have listed me, their own daughter, as someone who is not worthy of their time and money, I have turned to the public for support. It hurts me to have to ask for money, as I’d rather be out working for it myself, but I currently have no other options. Even the smallest amount helps. I cannot express how much your time and money means to me. I can assure you that I am doing everything in my power to create a future for myself, but it has come to the point where I must ask for help.

Again, thank you so very much for your support.

Help spread the word!

END

anyway she raised at least 15k of a 10k goal.

so much wrong here. she doesnt seem like fat white trash. the black guy is wearing a suit but is dark as hell.

cant believe i didnt see this until today hehehe but this is horrible. i mean it almost sounds like a huge TROLL.

its sad because the gurl is BEAUTIFUL and probably wasnt a huge slut. its sad because her father did not raise her right in this one way. im not sure the best way to respond to this.  i prob couldnt disown my own beautiful daughter unless she were a huge Problem Child, which it doesnt seem like she is. she just did this one thing and other than that, was a perfect angel. i would probably forgive her hahahaha but she needs to repent for this pretty big thing. a Smart Gurl should be able to see that race mixing is disgusting!

she should be getting married to a nice white boy who himself has aspirations of being a doctor.

http://heavy.com/news/2017/01/allie-dowdle-go-fund-me-page-racism-dad-bill/

antiwhite media article condemning the father

im sure theres plenty of other MSM articles from around that time.

DAMN. TRIGGERED.

i guess she got it to about 28k.

yet we have white men who cant get gurls that purty.

it really triggers me to see gurls who ARENT typical slut mudsharks, all fat ugly and tattooed. but nice low number white gurls who just start off fooking one negro because they just dont know any better. this is like what happened with That Woman and it broke my heart because she wasnt an ugly high number slut. Good looking, low number, young white women who Fook Their First Negro.  its heartbreaking and infuriating and you really think, why wasnt I man enough to stop this from habbening?

i mean i really really hope that in a few years this gurl is a disgusting fat mudshark with n=600000000000000 and mud babies and neck tattoos and looks like the white trash she is.

thing is, it was probably the one black guy in the whole private school. and he is prob white acting (despite being dark as shit) and will prob get a business degree and make 50k a year and be middle class.

anyway i dont want to research this story more because i will see tons of whites giving her money saying shame on your racist father.

i dont know what is best practice her. she doesnt seem like a bad evil mudshark. as the father i would give her another chance. hell as her cuck white husband i would give her a second chance. i would say we still luv you but damn we screwed up by telling you not to date blacks BUT NOT SHOWING YOU WHY. and to do that you drive a young 12 year old gurl through the ghetto and scare them straight. you show them gross fat mudsharks in walmart. i bet the father was a boomer asshole who didnt do it like that.

fact is, young kids will fook anything that moves, and most young people are phsyically healthy and secsy.  when i was 18 i would have race mixed like crazy just to have any attention from women.

of course i never did, because i had no Game, no Masculinity, no Charm, no Confidence. so i never had to face the reality of Would I Actually Date a Nonwhite.

well, i did want to date a jooess. but at that time i thought well sure, i would get along great with her jooish family, its just a religion, its not a race, and i dont care about religion!

in other words, kids under 25, especially women, DO need to be PHSYICALLY RESTRAINED by their fathers and brothers. does this gurl have brothers? uncles? male cousins?  that would help. or is the boomer father just dumping her off in the private school and hoping that is enough to keep her away from fooking balcks. ITS NOT. HOMESCHOOL YOUR KIDS.

shit it might be worse in the private skools with only 1 black kid. cuz if you see a group of blacks doing TNB in a regular high school, you might be able to train your daughter to see that TNB for what it is, and say, i want no part of that TNBS!

and, for reasons i shouldnt have to whitemansplain, women are given much more opportunities for race mixing than men are. and the consequences are much more dire.

women just dont understand the pain of race mixing because theyve probably never been dumped for a woman of another race. the chad they were in luv with rejected them for a negress. because it would more likely be an asian than a negress. but i imagine that would make women racistly anti-asian, which anything to encourage racism in white women would be great!

do white women care if their white daughters fook blacks? what does this gurls MOTHER think? yeah what women think doesnt really MATTER….but it would be NICE if white mothers dont want their daughters to race mix.

even though in the past i said women have no loyalty to race, they’re just not CAPABLE of it, so NEVER EXPECT it from them. they just dont have it in them. you’re gonna be struggling all your life to keep your wife and daughters away from the BBC. happy life.

went outside around 1pm to get Peak Sun. went to neighborhood park to try to get full upper torso sun. took off shirt and laid down on grass letting muh belly soak up all the sun. planned to do that no more than 20 minutes. elderly man from neighborhood came up while i was listening to MEIN KAMPF and asked if i was ok. thank you i said, just getting some sun. then i realize it probably did look weird. i was the only one in the park when i got there.

anyway the point is, it was good to get some sun on muh belly, have to try that again. i usually get good sun on muh arms but never on muh pasty belly and back.

need to find a less suspicious way of doing it i guess.

dont get feelings, because its JUST SECS and YOURE NOT THAT INTERESTING. youre just a fuccboi hehehe. there are TWO absolutely degenerate things here:

  1. the jooish degen shit that secs is hedonistic pleasure and not serious
  2. the confidence shaking thing that you just arent that cool or valuable or special. which you sort of knew but you thought a qt gurl wouldnt have SECS with you unless you WERE special to HER. WRONG. she does this with EVERYBODY, including blacks.

secs is nothing special and therefore just because she does it with you doesn’t make YOU special, ya pathetic wanna special snowflake hahaha.

ok. welp. i couldnt pass up such a nice sunny 90 degree day, to get sun and vitamin d on my pasty yet very beautiful and GOD-blessed white skin. GOD and AH also say its ok to get a little sun on the skin in the summer. and vitamin D is healthy AF. just dont sit out there and get sunburned.

so I just got a folding chair and sat in the backyard from about 2 to 3 pm, reading MK and getting sun on muh bare chest, stomach, arms, even some on the pasty thighs.

well, about 210 to 250 pm. dont think i was out there long enough to get sunburned. good. i dont want to get sunburned. but i do want to get as much vitamin d and sun as i possibly can. i really should get a Sunlight Box for the winter.

maybe i should do muh powerwalks with an increasingly heavy backpack on. dont have a backpack though and dont really want to buy a good one.

https://bbs.dailystormer.com/t/prostitutes-represent-the-very-best-of-white-millennial-women/112982

QUOTE by Vernon-Roche 1h
Casual sex culture is more degenerate, and expensive/damaging to society than seeing a prostitute. If legalized, there could be strict measures to ensure the whores are clean and treated properly. Organized pornography should be outlawed and masturbation should be culturally shamed. The only sex men should have is between their wife or a prostitute. END

i agree hehehehe

google online thrift store hehehe

i will pay a little extra for higher quality used clothes hehehehe.

tfw when you go to mcdonalds on very hot day for soft serve ice cream cone and see 2 beautiful HIGH SKOOL gurls with 2 somewhat normie looking hwyte (thank god) high school boys, and think, jeez, when you were THEIR age, did you ever think that one day many years from now, you would STILL be looking longfully at high school gurls? they were just beautiful and young and there was not a lot of obvious fakery going on, it was just 17 year old gurls in the prime of youth. this is just how they look! they could seriously get ANY man. sheeeit. these young boys almost dont DESERVE it. also the young gurls really get the protector and provider instinct going. i dont want to do degen things to these gurls. yet chances are they are already making jooish porn videos with the boys giving them opioids for secs!

but these are just average high school gurls, no makeup, no whore clothes, on a 90 degree day. well they might have had tiny little shorts on and little skimpy Tops on, but really nothing super whorish considering the 90 degree weather. beautiful day. i mean you want to see whorish see the gurls when they get to be 20 and go to the CLUB and try to pick up college student afletes hahaha. quintavious and dontravious. sheeeeeeit.

put pictures of ugly mudsharks in your teen daughters room.

i was just glad the beautiful high school gurls were being sluts with white boys and not black boys. it might take them till they are 21 before they start going black.

this is why women are supposed to marry YOUNG.

i guess they can stay nondegenerate enough through their first 2 or 3 boifrans. but after 5 or 6 boifrans/cox, its just another cok in the carousel and they start doing more and more degen shit. the human lives mean less and less to them. yet they still think they can pull the alpha.

AH put physical training VERY high on his list on how to educate children. he believed a good mind in a bad body was worthless. and that a healthy body would in turn encourage a strong mind. so you should devote the majority of time of education of youth to physical training.

not sure his specifics here.

mon dec 25

may 14

MERRY CHRISTMAS hehehehe

not confident this will be actually pub on dec 25, but will prob be close hahaha.

whats worse, that your gf has been with 20+ guys including nonwhites, OR that you’re getting feelings for this slut youve been banging whose been with 20+ guys, including nonwhites, and she doesnt even want to be your gf and dumps you and doesnt let you bang her or even hang out with her anymore? youre not exciting or interesting or man enough to be with a real catch like me! thats why so many guys are interested in me! and theyre more interesting than you! you had your chance! guess you just weren’t good enough! your fault!

hehehehe.

i almost wish I HAD done something bad and horrible rather than Just Not Being Good Enough. That is almost harder to get over!

you WANT to COME BACK when you ARE good enough! and see if they’re accept you THEN!

http://ageofshitlords.com/laci-greens-transformation-shitlord-causing-lot-butthurt#

so because annoying feminist slut laci green expressed interest in “debating” an antifeminist, the sjws have turned on her as being white gurl feminist who cant into intersectionality, throwing women of color under the bus to talk to hate spewers.

laci green! shitty feminist slut! is now a fake feminist because she doesnt want all antifeminists banned frm youtube!

at times she has identified iranian and joo in her ancestry. in other words, shes a mulatto hahaha. and her face and huge mouth are very very annoying. i cant blame a man for wanting to bang her fat tits though.

these college sjw snowflakes are like what can possibly be LEARNED from ann coulter speaking on campus. all these people do is SPEW HATE. you cant LEARN from somebody where all they do is SPEW HATE.

this is these jooish liars excuse every time. just claim its not speech, its SPEWING HATE.

you could say THEY are just spewing hate too!

i might think people are Free to Spew Hate. spewing hate is not the same thing as inciting violence!

also i dont think that hate is such a BAD thing that needs to be STOPPED.

why shouldnt you hate your enemies?

i also dont like the “I AM DISABLED”  thoughts. like, uh oh, here comes another “i am disabled” thought, one of those thoughts that say i will never be a normie, never be able to work that hard and withstand that much, and because i cant be a normie adult, i am pretty much disabled.

basically, dress code should be:

DRESS LIKE A MAN YOU WOULDNT MIND YOUR DAUGHTER MARRYING. LOOK LIKE THAT MAN. and thats how you should present yourself when going out in public. for political events or just normie socializing. if some skank thinks you look too preppy, you dont want skanks anyway. you want nice gurls, that is the kind of gurl you woudl try to raise as a daughter with your nice wife. and do you want your daughter socializing with a dirty anarchist, or with a handsome, well-dressed richard spencer looking goy?

basically wearing khaki (tan) pants is a pretty white thing to do. well, i guess i could see asians and indians also doing this.

may 15

i dont have to listen to you, youre jsut spewing hate. tell that to your gf next time shes nagging you. oh man. best shit test tactic ever hahaha.

NOT LISTENING BABY. STOP SPEWING HATE. I DONT LISTEN TO HATE. DONT HATE.

and then she just leaves you. sorry not sorry, not good enough, next.

i fairly regularly dream that i have a tattoo. its usually a stupid tattoo, which i blame on being drunk, and at least i can cover it up.

then when i wake up i feel thankful and grateful and blessed that it was all just a dream and i dont actually have a tattoo.

ok i’ve almost got to the point where I udnerstand and dont hate women for being Race Traitors. you cant be a traitor if you never had any loyalty to begin with. all they care about is strength. race does not matter. only brute strength is real.

ok. fine. i accept that. argument accepted. is an argument.

but what i NEVER want to understand is how women – the MOTHERS of LIFE – can justify them MURDERING their own BABIES with ABORTION.

that makes negro fooking look downright SENSIBLE.

i cant think of any stupid rationalization that can make sense of murdering your own baby.

other than perhaps “MUH BODY, MUH CHOICE.”

or how about, well i couldnt give this child a good life anyway, it would be better for this child to never be born.

that makes almost as much sense as banging a criminal negro thug because he seems STRONG, right?

so yeah i guess im saying that abortion is probably morally worse than race mixing hahahaha.

more specifically, a hwyte gurl killing her baby is morally worse than her fooking a black guy.

sooo……why the hell was austria hungary not a technical part of germany?

because even germany didnt exist yet. it was the “holy roman empire” until…….1850? 1898?

QUOTE

arious Germanic tribes have inhabited the northern parts of modern Germany since classical antiquity. A region named Germania was documented before 100 AD. During the Migration Period the Germanic tribes expanded southward. Beginning in the 10th century, German territories formed a central part of the Holy Roman Empire.[11] During the 16th century, northern German regions became the centre of the Protestant Reformation. The remains of the Holy Roman Empire formed the German Confederation in 1815, while the German revolutions of 1848–49 established major democratic rights first.

In 1871, Germany became a nation state when most of the German states were unified into the Prussian-dominated German Empire. After World War I and the German Revolution of 1918–1919, the Empire was replaced by the parliamentary Weimar Republic. In 1933 the Nazi seizure of power quickly led to the establishment of Nazi Germany which was built upon a dictatorship and consequently led to World War II and one of the biggest genocides in history, the so-called “Holocaust” [citation needed HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA]. By 1945 Germany and most of Europe were left in destruction and ruins. After the end of World War II in Europe and a period of Allied occupation, two German states were founded: the democratic Federal Republic of Germany (commonly known as West Germany) and the socialist German Democratic Republic (commonly known as East Germany). On 3 October 1990, the country was reunified.[12]

END QUOTE  (from https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Germany )

there you have it. proof. concrete evidence of what and when germany was.

so what the hell was AUSTRIA then. no not the place where where bruce and mick drink veebs and eat vegemite next to the coolibah tree while the band played waltzing matilda and they shitpost all night long while the seppos sleep hahahahahaha.

apparently austrians ARE an ethic group. a subgroup of germans though. so why didnt they join with germany or the HRE. why arent they joined with germany NOW.

QUOTE The origins of modern-day Austria date back to the time of the Habsburg dynasty, when the vast majority of the country was a part of the Holy Roman Empire. ENDQ

ok got it thats all i need to know hahahahaha.

in 10th grade i took an exhaustive, super detailed AP European  History class. it was a difficult class and the amount of detail and time covered was RIDICULOUS. on one hand i did appreciate it, on the other hand, it was overwhelming and burnout. it was hard taking those ap classes for an entire 9 months of school year.

we covered a lot of this stuff. popes, HRE, germany, ww1, ww2, hister, hahaha. but by the time it got to THAT stuff we were REALLY cramming it in and couldnt POSSIBLY appreciate the 20th century stuff.

i wish i had just taken basic bitch regular history, and then just studied euro history in my own time, at my own pace.

i guess lviv ukraine was the main city of galicia

LEMBERG = LVIV

LAIBACH = LJUBLJANA

there is a part in MK Ch 3 where AH refers to lemberg and laibach which i figured were kinda “nationalistic” big cities within the austrio hungarian empire, which were standing up to the influence of vienna, etc.

i guess was semi productive at the job today, which is good, all i can ask for. to FEEL PRODUCTIVE hahahaha. even though I wasnt really productive. well i was a LITTLE bit. made some progress in doing a video. have been trying to learn a video production program and making some videos to teach people how to do shit. i think videos are super useful, hwyte, and not jooish. just straight up great ways to teach people how to do shit. i wish we used them at my old job to teach us how to do the crazy shit, rather than have people K themselves trying to figure out how to reinvent the wheel 6000000000 times a day.

just have a higher up person in the know make 1 video demonstrating each issue or fact or skill or whatever, then we watch the videos, learn what to do. very efficient use of resources. ie people and time and shekels.

adolf shekelgrabber was his real surname hahahahaha.

qt young gurl lives in neighborhood with her youngish husband and i cant tell if they are hwyte or turkish. when you get a lot of balkan people. plenty of serbs. nothing wrong with serbs. tons wrong with albanians. oh god. they have this dog they cant control. the young gf/wife with nice long hair walks the dog who looks like he is gonna drag the little gurl with him. dog wants to run up to every person in a 50 foot radius. if it was a negro dog like a pit bull, that would be a huge problem. there are news reports EVERY DAY of dog bites. most of them trash pit bulls. ban the breed. terrible.

the dog came running up to me yesterday and jumped up on me. the gurl apologized to me. i saw the dog running up to some other people walking today. the husband apologized. i was just like, put a leash on your damn dog. control your damn dog. tame your damn dog so it doesnt go chasing after everyone. you guys look kinda balkan. so are you serbian or albanian? are you white or a damn turk? i would still bang your young wife though.

i mean they could be macedonian.

dont think theres a ton of croats around here tho. prob a few.

had a dream last night where very briefly a qt young gurl was showing interest in me, appeared to be open to cuddling with me, was standing real close to me. i think it was this loudmouth gurl from my old job. that woman hated this woman but i thought she was qt. but obnoxious. i didnt luv her personality so much. but i dont think she was a huge slut either. so, i had not ruled her out hahaha. she was qt and not super girly and possibly low number, so that was all good. no known dealbreakers yet.

how much money can i lose at poker table today. how fast can i lose my entire bankroll again. i mean its “only” a 10 dollar bankroll but still. its the damn principle of the matter.

although technically my bankroll SHOULD be at least 20$.  my bankroll im playing with is too damn low to play this table.

is there a version of the handmaids tale that wasnt written by a damn man hating feminist? how about by a smart man who realizes how patriarchy and brood mares will indeed make the world a better place?

not even brood mares. just damn no voting for women, and no voting for men under 30.  and pref the men should not be mgtow childless losers.

you gotta Risk Half Your Shit in order to Leave A Legacy. only you can decide if that is worth it. and I think men who decide that it is not worth it are pathetic and wrong.

you Manage The Risk with the Insurance of picking as virtuous of a woman as you can find, namely a low number young woman with truly traditional morals and a good father, and then you maintain a strong hand throughout the rel so she doesnt betray you and take half your shit.

until we can make the artificial wombs to help us leave our legacy hahaha. but arguably women do play an important role not just birthing the children, but raising them as well.

some real white knight shit here!

insightful data. data insights. scale. business intelligence. insights. get the fook out of here. this is the bullshit you “learn” for a 50k dollar MBA. insights. suck muh insightful dick bitches.

heh. why didnt i start reading MK when i was 16 years old. WELL, i wouldnt have understood it. in a way i am reading it at exactly the right time. i might have needed a lifetime to Prepare myself for it. to get ready for it.  you just cant read it before youre 30. but boy i wish every hwyte man could read it at age 13 and even 30% understand it.

it is certainly not lessening my appreciation of the man. more and more i enjoy the idea of being able to meet him and talk to him. the most misunderstood and mischaracterized man who ever lived.

i wish he were around right now to comment on what is happening now and to give us his wisdom. his INSIGHT hahahaha. cuz basically its the same shit he describes, its just worse.

well, i guess in some ways weimar germany was worse. like more economically desperate. maybe. but in terms of j degen, its much worse now. holy shit. if he saw what they were up to now, he would gladly authorize throwing 6 million into ovens and publish that executive order far and wide.

but i would just like to hear what he had to say. or even if he had just lived for 10 years after the war and just wrote another book or something. or i wish he made some tapes. it is kinda weird that he never made any audio tapes of him just talking, dictating, recording semi private thoughts, esp near the end of his life. maybe he did and they were destroyed? what a tragedy that would be!

i imagine some people would want to meet him just to Ask The Madman Why He Hated The Jooz So Much To Genocide Them. I would want to meet him just to enjoy a damn conversation with him and learn from the greatest man since jesus christ hahahaha.

tfw you are well on your way to becming a full blown hister LOVER hahahaha.

and what would he say now, and who’s REALLY the closest to him since? maybe rockwell. big maybe. certainly nobody’s been that actually successful. but yeah rockwell, pierce. how would AH get along with them? would there be bitchy infighting the way there has always been with VVN’s? you’d think AH could stop all that hahaha. but VVNs are YUGE infighters that maybe even AH couldn’t stop it hehehehe. someone would call him a joo enabler or a purity spiraler hahahaha.