I DONT WANT A PRESIDENT WHO DOESNT USE VULGAR LANGUAGE TO TALK ABOUT WOMEN

oct 5 2016

sheeeeeeit.

ok. got up and prepared for day like responsible man: shower, shave, breakfast, brush and floss, tied tie, now i am just waiting until i leave in 53 minutes to drive to interview starting at 2pm.

tell them at interview today that if it get the job at the “bank” uhhhh i have to take it. that is the one with int on upcoming tues that i am all excited about hehe. i mean it is a patently better job, better pay, prob better benefits, closer, i’d be an idiot not to. any non-failing business would agree with me hehehe.

leave for interview in 13 minutes. all dressed up atm. ready to go. try not to diaerrhoea.

shirt is def too big. pants are….not too small but they are “slim fit” unfort, so they will ALWAYS feel a little weird. i honestly could not find an ok looking blue suit that was not slim fit. it was the price i had to pay.

yeah just the idea that you need 100% accuracy and no errors, the job is, this NEEDS to be PERFECT, not 99.9%, but 100%, every time, your job is to make sure its PERFECT. ok i get that. but what i dont get is that asking a more experienced person to SIGN OFF on this is considered time wasting and hand holding and youre fired. NO. it should be Best Practices and Standard Operating Procedure to have a “Team Lead” Sign Off on your work.

oh golly gee i dont know what im doing but i hope its right because our paying client needs this airplane door to be 100% or else it will fly off at 140000 feet and 500 passengers will get sucked out the door to their deaths hahahaha.

or this bridge will fall apart and 1000 people will die and its on YOUR hands, lowly level 1 guy, not the Master Engineer who YOU thought “should” “sign off” on such an important project. no hes got better things to do like get drunk at lunch and look at Prep The Bull and Trap Porn on his work computer and make 4 times as much as you.

later

welp did my interview. it was kinda ridiculous but not in a horrible way. mainly the guy double booked his interviews for 2 people at the same time, there was a white man also dressed in a nice suit, but he seemed about 5 years older than me.  but healthy and regenerate looking hahaha. very healthy weight. anyway this other manager decided he would essentially do the interview with me, so i started talking to him, he was an all right guy, but then it was like ok lets see if the original manager is ready to talk to you now. so i ultimately talked to TWO managers one after the other and the whole thing took like 1 hour 40 minutes. thankfully both guys were nice and the company and job actually seemed all right EXCEPT there is a kind of sales/incentive pay structure, but there is a damn 13 week training program and starting at 17 dollars an hour at that time, so…..thats pretty good. the guy said the guys here were very “BLUE COLLAR” and i said thats great, I come from a blue collar family and have a Thick Skin to handle Bantz and F-Bombs hahahahaha.

i said all the right marketing bullshit about the companys culture and values and bla bla bla.

there were some times when i stumbled and sounded like an autist, similarly to how i did yesterday, but just like the person yesterday, they didnt jump on me for it or even seem to care. so i spilled the spaghetti a couple times, NO BIG DEAL. and that is ultimately pretty encouraging.

there was a sales office right there and they are hiring sales people too. i said my background was more geared towards Service Technician than Sales per se, although I DO have very good Communication and People skills and like to Educate people hahhahahahahaha.

but they also emphasized they are an Ethical company and do not try to sell people things they dont need. Which could be BS, but I said, Good, because I’m a very ethical guy and I wouldn’t want to sell people things they really don’t need. which is NOT BS!!!!!!!

well i have been so busy interviewing i missed the deadline for a few jobs to apply hehe. have to keep a PIPELINE going hahahahahahaha.

one thing i did like about the job today was that they had a lot of training. a LOT of training. 13 weeks. they said a lot of guys were confident at 8 weeks and said let me get out there, the the company wanted to err on the side of caution. and make sure people passed tests and got certified for jobs where certification was not Legally Mandatory.

now they could just be bullshitting to sell the job to me…..but its pretty good bullshit! shit yeah tell me more about how you make sure your people are fully trained.

since it does get into incentive based shit after training, i asked if any of the people really struggled with that. the manager said everyone is doing well and reaching goals. and these are salty technicians and not born smooth talking salesmen.

anyway i hate the idea that a woman will dump you as soon as you stop showing strength. that she can need you but GOD FORBID you ever need HER. is this really the way women are and i just have to accept it? I accept that men are stronger emotionally and physically and mentally than women and that men have to do MOST of the work……but I don’t think women cant be capable of doing any work at all. so you have to support her always, and she supports you NEVER? thats fookin gay.

yeah well she never gave up and walked out when her longterm boifran was freezing HER out. but im not sure he was being “WEAK” though. he was being strong but silent hahahaha. well, he might not have been being “STRONG” but he wasnt being WEAK either. he was jsut distant and cold and stubborn. but she made a real effort with him at least.

so yeah she was capable. jsut not with me. because i was weak hahahaha.

i just HATE the idea that you have to be PERFECT or else they LEAVE.

but thats clearly not true! her BF wasnt perfect and she gave him MORE than a fair chance! many women stay with men who are VERY not perfect!

yeah but these men present as strong, and not at all as weak. they dont get nervous or anxious. they might get ANGRY at the women always wanting to TALK and DO STUFF and FIX stuff. but the men are not freaking out like a hysterical WOMAN.

oct 6

 

classic album here, if you dont like this album, gtfo. train your 3dpd fat slob to like this album as you bang her hahahahaha.

as a lifelong fan of srs metal, i have learned the important and mature lesson than women who like metal = crazy = bad (im talking about like serious fans of black or death metal, not they like a few random hit metal songs by metallica or pantera or slayer or motorhead or iron maiden or something, that should be fine).

but yeah a woman that likes the CURE, i would still be pretty impressed by that. even though im old enough to KNOW BETTER about being IMPRESSED by a womans MUSICAL TASTE. its a traaaappp.

i dont even think robert smith is as big a degenerate as most musicians, well, assuming from the fact that he’s been married to the same woman for like 40 years.

never saw the cure live and they are one of the few on muh live concert bucket list. note to self, if i have feelings for a woman, do NOT take that woman to the cure concert, because i wont be able to remember that as a good memory when she dumps me and breaks my heart hahaha. go with a male friend or alone.

yeah hard to go wrong with the cure. it is smooth and chill, and beautiful, and melodic, romantic, catchy, and also sad and emo, and spine chilling, and this album is probably their best moment. the Lush Beauty of “pictures of you” to the super catchy hard rocking of “fascination street” and of course their biggest hit “lovesong” which is a great song. i mean its impossible not to like and RESPECT this album. for any fan of music. if you dislike this album YOUR JUST STUPID.

yeah i guess if youre a total hipster you could say its too mainstream and overplayed. its def mainstream but is it REALLY overplayed? are these REALLY boring songs? these are timeless, classic songs that are played a lot for a REASON.

it IS a little LONG though at 63 minutes, where 40 minutes is the ideal album length.

working class men on Worksites listen to MUSIC all day as they do their hard work. i think this is very significant and worth some thought. if you are listening to music, it is harder to PANIC and be ANXIOUS and NERVOUS, and ALSO it means you are CONSTANTLY TALKING and thinking on your feet to come up with Bullshit Explanations for both your supervisors and your customers. that is EXHAUSTING. its like CAMPAIGNING for president and you have to talk and bullshit all day. i could NEVER do that, i dont know where trump gets his ENERGY, but its safe to say he’s always been that way, and some people just ARE.

heheh i forgot about the 311 cover of lovesong. that is tbh pretty darn good fam hahahaha. pretty secsy for blowing out your bitches asshole hahahahaha. because they LIKE being treated like Jooish Pornographic Filth. Absolutely Disgusting. BELIEVE ME, I would rather treat them as Fragile Flowers, because I HATE Jooish Pornographic Filth. Hate that Disgusting SHit that has RUINED Women And Men. words cannot describe the HATE. i dont hate nonwhites, i might not even hate joos, but by god i HATE the disgusting filth that joos have created! I hate the evil they have done!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

funny that the cure has an album called “pornography.” as an old man, this to me is AWESOME because that is an INCREDIBLY dark, despairing, nihilistic album, and I think this terrible feel perfectly captures the actual real essence of pornography. it is not secsy or hot and all. it is empty and despairing and nihilistic and soulless and horrible. i’m not sure if thats what robert (first name basis hahahaha) was getting at, but i like to think he was hahahahaha.

and yeah “pictures of you” is a CLASSIC FOR A REASON!!!!! and perfectly captures Lost Love and Heartbreak and Regret and embodies what i have felt for the past 14 months hahahahahahaha. thankfully i can enjoy the song on its own merits as a way to express a personal emotion that was unshared with her, hahahaha. meaning, im glad i never cuddled or buttfooked her while listening to THE CURE or this album, because then it would actually REMIND me of her, rather than help me Get Over Muh Emotions ABOUT her. in other words, the cure is MY thing and not HER thing, definitely not OUR thing. well she probably likes a few cure songs but we never shared any cure moments, thank god.

NEVER share things with women hahahahaha cuz then you cant enjoy your favorite music and movies when they break your heart and leave you. THEY WILL RUIN YOUR FAVORITE THINGS FOR YOU. i mean thank god i can still listen to neil young, but it took a while! TOO LONG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yeah i mean you get over it, but it sucked that i couldnt even listen to one of muh favorite music guys for months!!!!!!!!!!!!

want to get out of house before noon today (oh god that sounds so lazy and negrish!!!!!!) and do some errands

also prep for autist aba job interview tommorow

AND apply for 3 jobs because i think about 3 decent jobs are gonna “expire” by tommorow

AND get good powerwalk

AND get 14 pushups

AND eat less than 1200 calories because i went like EIGHT HUNDRED OVER yesterday, oy vey.

uhhhh 14 pushups is a good baby step, but all together that is a lot of baby steps hahahaha.

ok went to store

ok called the interview place and stalked the woman who will be interviewing me, she was supposed to email me 2 days ago but it never went thru because she typed my hard to spell email wrong.

i called her and aksed for her hard to spell email and successfully sent a message to her hahahaha. thankfully she does not have a masters degree and seems like a nice person from the stalking i did.

ok got the shit printed out, hehhehe if you have to print out 10 pages of shit for every interview, thats 250 pages hahahaha. i have already bought 2 black ink cartridges and am burning thru the 3rd one pretty quickly. so stupid.

not going to get a ton of sleep tonight, might blank out and do a gary johnson aleppo moment tomorrow. that really looks bad. well if he can get to be governor, i can get a 12 dollar an hour autism technician job.

uhhhh applied to 2 jobs today but not 3. prepared my info sheet for tomorrow.

this org clearly has a problem with people not sticking around. prob because they quickly find better paying jobs. and they cant afford to pay them more because they are a nonprofit org. so they are angry about people getting valuable autism training and then leaving before 10 months. but i……

i dunno i just hate being in a job and saying OH GOD HOW AM I GONNA DO THIS I DONT KNOW WHAT IM DOING I CANT HANDLE THIS JOB OH GOD WHAT DO I DO OH GOD THIS IS RIDICULOUS WHY DID THEY GIVE ME THIS JOB OH YEAH BECAUSE THEY CANT FIND PEOPLE WHO WILL PUT UP WITH THIS SHIT FOR MORE THAN A FEW DAYS WITHOUT QUITTING!!!! WHAT THE HELL AM I SUPPOSED TO DO HERE WHAT SHOULD I SAY TO THESE PEOPLE TELL ME WHAT TO DO PLEEEEASE TELL ME WHAT TO SAY TO THEM I DONT KNOW WHAT IM DOOOOOOOOOOOING HOW CAN YOU PUT ME OUT HERE IN FRONT OF THESE PEOPLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i also worry that the “workplace safety” job will do regular drug tests because you drive a company van. oh god i cant drive a large van!!!!!!! what if the van breaks down!!!!!!

i think this autism job would be more fun and i would enjoy it more and also be able to SURVIVE and WITHSTAND it better, because it is part time and because it is sort of in muh wheelhouse. well i am more conflicting about wanting the autism job vs the safety job, however in the autism vs the bank job, i def want the bank job!!!!!

hehehehe this is assuming i get offers from both jobs in these situations. VERY big assumptions!!!!!

does that mean i had a good feeling abotu the saftey job? kind of!

and i have kinda a good feeling about getting the autism job.

REALLY? I have been REJECTED for ELEVEN dollar an hour part time jobs recently, what reason do i have to be optimistic about a TWELVE DAH PT job? hahahahaha. well because my degree actually relates to this job, sort of, where it doesnt relate to “office administrative assistant” job. which is stupid. i mean the better degree for that would be business. even if i have 30 credits of business classes. doesnt matter i guess hahaha.

shit they might reject me because ive never worked with CHILDREN before. let alone autist children haha.

i wish you could negotiate training wages. meaning i would gladly accept minimum wage for the first month or however long it took for me to be rejected from the other 2 jobs i am in contention for. so if i got one of those jobs, the autism place wouldnt lose too much money training me. cuz its a decent org and i might want to reapply with them in a few years. for one of their FT jobs that dont exist, yeah sure hahahaha.

oct 7 firday

752 AM

up real early today, like a real working man, currently dressed up and ready to go to interview, did not prep so well. as predicted, did not sleep well. well i was up thinking until like 130 am. thankfully i did fall asleep and I was in the middle of an interesting dream that i was scheduled to be part of the death panel on the next daily shoah with k1ke enoch and “sven” and i was like iii dunno guys, what the hell am I gonna be able to add to this, im gonna sound like an idiot, but im honored you asked me, i really like TRS hahahahaha. this is probably muh first TRS related DREAM hahahahaha. much better than having dreams about you know WHO hahaha.

ok. like i say, its a tough call between autism job vs safety job. for a normie, no its not, the safety job BTFOs the autism because it pays more, more hours, FT, established company, health care, bennies etc.

12 pm

welp did the interview, sent thank you note, recorded it as 95 minutes. spent an hour in there, but onyl about 30 minutes talking to them, and like 20 minutes filling out a damn application by hand which was basically a copy of all the shit i already gave them. i will never understand these stupid hiring policies. filling out shit by hand. unbelievable. told them about muh desire for FT. they were very understanding. talked to a Masters Level Psychologist who is about 7 years younger than me, oy vey hahahahaha.

there might be young 3 year old children biting and smacking and pooping their pants and i have to put diapers on them. i think i would rather do this than answer phone calls hahahahaha.

i dont fookin know man i just want a job where i can get help if i need it and i am not constantly needing it and not constantly fighting and struggling to survive every day. good god. the type of exhausting, nervous struggle where you feel like you need to chug Whiskey straight from the bottle at the end of every day.

hehehe normal life is at least 2 to 3 times HARDER for me than for normies. not that normies have it easy! but the basics of Holding Down a Job and Banging A Bitch, those are at LEAST 3 times harder for me. lots of fear and failure hehehehe. lots of time wasted. lots of not getting anywhere.

on the degen show “better things” which im not sure why i am watching, well because i want to see a degen single mother raising degen girls, its really all about degen women, and is kinda like “GIRLS” in that regard. no husbands or fathers, mothers a whore, her oldest daughter is 16 and beautiful and is becoming a whore, the middle daughter is an autistic ocd 13 year old lesbian, so i guess all that is enough to sell me.

recent episode focused on the 16 year old daughter worried about her future, going to college and all that, what am i gonna do with my life, her high school guidance counselor says no ivy league for you, you shoulda started prepping for that a few years ago, might not have the grades for a good state shool, have you thought about community college?

now the red pill is that community college is awesome but it DOES have a reputation as for underachieving losers, so when you’re in high school, you shudder at the thought. then when 10 years later youre still a huge loser, you think, welp, i have been humbled, time to go to CC now that real University did not work out.

anyway the girl is very anxious and despairing and I totally related and found this storyline very compelling. i guess she smokes MJ and does not get 4.0 grades. dont know if she is a huge horrible slut. PROBABLY, knowing this degen show.

because they show the girl sitting with her degen mom and the degen moms friends all sitting around drinking and talking about ABORTIONS, like how many abotions you got, tell the story of that abortion, and i was like, they are trying WAY too hard to make this show edgy, and what EXACTLY are they trying to say? they were clearly trying to be provocative by having such a “FRANK” discussion of abortions while CHILDREN were amongst them, as if to say, this is NORMAL, this is not a big deal, we all have abortions, and you’ll get abortions too, its just a fact of life, rite of passage for a woman, dont be ashamed of this, its good to be pro choice, and if you get knocked up when you are having fun with Secsy Boys, you can and should totes get an abortion too.

so i felt sympathy for this poor girl just about to become a Woman, and that she was so FOOKED because her mother is such a damn baby murdering degenerate. so the beautiful 16 year old gurl is gonna become a slut REAL soon if she isnt already, prob lose V to badboi, then quickly start riding C carousel, throwing a bunch of betabois away, probably start cheating, not take secs seriously, not take human life seriously, the way she THROWS LIVES AWAY, develop 10000 C stare, never be able to have a serious rel with a man, just like her crazy whore mother who cant love a man either.  but is this “beautifully flawed” woman trying to raise 3 young daughters as a Single Working Mom who is very open about Secs and Abortions and Being Tuff and You Do You Grrrrrl.

and its NORMAL to be a slut and cheat and break hearts and throw people away and get abortions, sex is FUN FIRST and if you get preggers, no big deal, get an abortion, WEVE ALL DONE IT. and sometimes you just wanna get fooked, and if the guy is a sensitive virgin type an gets feelings, AW, TOO BAD SO SAD, its ok to Dump and Ghost him because you just wanted to Get Off.

and we are beautiful in our flaws and we are gonna be as flawed as possible.

and i like the show for confronting Real Shit, but i hate it for taking the wrong opinion on this shit. while at the same time having some good and sympathetic characters. i mean i dont even really hate the mom. but i should.

to make her daughter feel better, the mother took her to the store and made her dress in a Ladies Business Suit, and said there you are, you look just like those successful peopel who have their shit together, youre no different than them. it was actually sort of touching even though she should not be so worried about career and shit. she should have a good father who helps her find a good husband.

i mean the show could have pushed more Red Pills about You Dont Have To Go To College. Go To Trade School or Community College or Military.

so they talk to a bank teller and mom says do you have any college, teller says no just a GED and i started this job at age 22 and im 25 now.

this could have opened a real good conversation but they just left it there.

so do you portray the bank teller as a failure because they didnt go to college? no not at all, which i liked.

i would have liked more if they had a 30 year old with a masters degree living with his family because he is still trying to pay back 200k in student loans hahahaha and he’s done, he’s finished, given up on life, i’ll never get anyway, i wish i could have a family but i’ll never afford it, and i havent dated a woman in over 5 years hahahahaha. that would have been some great black pill shit.

basically, college educated 30 year olds who cant afford to move out hahahaha because they are only making 12 dollars an hour and are 80k in debt for useless college hahahaha.

tfw when you see a picture of FENRIZ when he was very young, like 20 or 21 or so, and realize he sort of reminds you of THAT WOMAN.

I was completely in luv and wanted to marry and have babies and spend muh life with and was devastated heartbroken for 15 months over a woman who looks like FENRIZ.

fenriz is currently 44 years old as is nocturno culto. culto has 2 children a son and a daughter. i do not think fenriz has any children. not sure how old cultos children are. i hope he is a good father to them.

but yeah there are like 2 pictures of 20 year old fenriz where he kinda looks like That Woman. so weird. i told you she was kidna weird looking hahahahaha. but like fenriz, she had nice long dark hair.

so darkthrone was offered 200k USD to play a festival for one show and they REFUSED. hell yes that shows some serious “INTEGRITY” but at the same time i have to think, you’d have to be stupid to turn that down!

Should a man with CHILDREN turn down 200k for 1 day of work just because of his artistic integrity?

basically I give them a PASS, and I think its kinda STUPID for a man with a FAMILY to turn that money down. even if you dont have a family, you still need money. maybe fenriz has bastard children he needs to pay child support. (speculation). maybe fenriz wants to take care of his aging parents. TAKE THE FOOKIN MONEY GUIZE.

heh. most people just like the music and dont really care about the people behind it.

I dont really care for the music and i am MORE interested in the PEOPLE behind it hahahaha.

i mean the story of these guys lives is WAY more interesting than listening to “plaguewielder” or “the cult is alive” hehehehehehehehe.

i say this because i am sort of excited about darkthrone again due to their brand new album which I am going to listen to today on powerwalk hehehe.

did 3.2 mile, 1 hour powerwalk, my normal walking pace is 3.2 mph and i am happy with that.

listened to new darkthrone album. it has great sound/production and is perfect length and it is not all ridiculous, but uhhh i was hoping it would be a little…..better hehehehe. i mean its no panzerfaust. i mean you can tell they are both enjoying themselves, theyre not just going through the motions, so i think a large part of the prob is me simply not being able to appreciate “new” music.

its hard to get the interest of women when you MAKE LESS THAN THEM. of course im talking about money. basically the only people that I make MORE than are total white trash and negroes hahahahaha. at least when i was making 30k, i was then good enough to pull white trash waitresses and such hahahahaha. and that was the best money i ever made in my life! when i was making like 12k a year, i was staying sane but what the HELL can you do on 12k a year? cant live, cant have a family, cant do anything. cant have a serious rel with a woman. i guess you could bang sluts because you sure arent gonna KEEP any women making only 12k!

wow she dumped him SUPER BAD, super insult to injury there. why do people do this? why do you HAVE to add insult to injury? i mean if i were this guy i would be devastated, my confidence would be CRUSHED for at least 15 months hahahahaha. this type of thing will DESTROY a guys confidence for a LONG time.

also when someone throws you away, people advise you, they dont know what they had, in 2 months they will miss you and be begging for you back. dont take them back. be better than that. they took you for granted the first time. dont give them that second chance.

and that def never happened here. she left me and NEVER looked back. feels bad man! that might even be worse. i wuld def forgive and take her back once. and if she pulled the same shit twice (like they often do) then i would kick her ass out (probably not hahahahaha). but she didnt even come back.

but i am doing my interviews so thats as good as i can ask. i have done about 36 hours of interviews roughly. i guess it would make sense to do 40 hours of interviews. maybe what the lord is teaching me is how to get good at interviews. thats the lesson for this 15 months of pain. how to do interviews. sheeeeeeeeeeeeit.

but if i dont have an interview for a week, then i feel like i lose all those gains. and i need to have at least 2 or 3 interviews a week to get better. kinda like lifting hehehehe.

heh 330 pm and could totes take a nap. cuz i got up at 615am and did not fall asleep till 1 am.

 

super lengthy autistic post but an in depth picture of someone who actually DOES go to a shrink, and both people are willing to go to shrink, and it doesnt really improve things hehehehe. she still blames him.

but yeah he does seem too damn autistic and that is probably a problem.

also yeah she probably IS “depressed” but she should get that diagnosed well before 28. I sure did! because i was trying to improve myself so i could live a normal life with a job and a GF one day.

and good on this guy for improving himself from a fat virgin to an in shape, masters degree, successful, hardworking, guy with a GF. but he is still anal and autistic in a way that will hurt the rel, just as she hurts the rel with her “depression” and lack of interest and effort.

this album is regarded as DT coming back from a perhaps 3-album slump from 1996 to 2003 hahaha. fenriz said he was very derpressed and i guess was feeling better by the time of this album. and he was thankful to culto for essentially keeping the band alive during that time.

anyway i remember i actually bought the “plaguewielder” cd (used) back when cds were still a thing. i was like uhhhh this is not the greatest. and that was pretty much the end of darkthrone for me hahahaha and i never gave “hate them” a chance. i did give “sardonic wrath” a try and actually kinda liked that one. that came out following hate them.

anyway just trying to say i prefer this kind of vocal from culto. the hateful trve black metal vocal rather than the more i guess celtic frost vocal he’s doing now. which is not bad mind you, but the older vocal is better.

i mean there is no competition hehehe. however “boring” darkthrone may be, culto gives a Master Class in how to do good vocals.

62.9% labor force participation rate? that cant be good, unless labor force counts super old and super young people….which it probably shouldnt! and honestly i dont think it does. labor force is work age people. like 18 to 65 or whatever.

oh you know what i am not even gonna shit on plaguewielder anymore. it has shitty artwork but it sounds pretty similar to hate them with the riffage and sick vocals. also culto thanks tom waits on his short list of inspirations and shoutouts. in 2001 before i even knew who tom waits was unfortuantely. did not discover waits until 2003 or 4 at the latest.

also there are “blast beats” on these albums where i haven’t heard them on the newer albums. come on. you gotta have that.

trump scandal of him using “vulgar language about women.”

I DONT WANT A PRESIDENT WHO DOESNT USE VULGAR LANGUAGE TO TALK ABOUT WOMEN!!!!

crude comments in 2005 interview about tits and pussy and whatever. who cares.

well, i kinda care if he is cheating on his wife, but not sure if he was married to her by then.

cuz its not cool to cheat on your wife but he has dealt with his fair share of gold diggers so.

i mean this is fooking stupid and i hope it doesnt COST HIM the election just because WOMEN will be so butthurt. and women shouldnt even be able to vote hehehehehe. but people have short memories too.

even the circle wagons album does not sound BAD. it is quite rocking as a matter of fact.

lesson: even the “worst” darkthrone albums are pretty good.

i would have preffered that he make super racist comments about mudslims or blacks or especially joos. that would be SWEET. BUT, that definitely would have killed his chances 100%, and that would NOT be good.

i like that he didnt apologize THAT much. hes not begging for forgiveness, and kinda saying this is not a big deal. cuz its really not. but i really dont know how real women will take it. i know that msnbc is up in arms hahahaha.

why not criticize the hollywood host billy bush for being an enthusiastic participant in the conversation.

QUOTE

It’s foolish to take the Blackpill with regards to women. It makes you settle for low quality sluts and degenerates. Do you want them to be the mother of your children?

I was in a bad place in 2011. I was dating a used-up slut whom I had nothing in common with. I was struggling to finish school and leave the comfy world of NEETdom. I had gotten into reading ‘The Red Pill’ and that middle eastern rapist Roosh, and my opinion of women was extremely low. Thus, my expectations from women were low.

This girl was a degenerate waste. She was pretty enough, but was a complete slob, and nearing the end of her 20s. I knew she had dated around, but the extent of the rot was what really got to me. The day I left her was when I attended a ‘party’ with some of her friends, only to discover she had f00cked literally 8 of the men at the party. Her total number was somewhere around 35ish men. One of which included a ni99er. Disgusting. I drove off, deleted her from Facebook and Skype, and washed my hands of her.

I was lucky to get out of that mess with no STIs. I pulled myself out of this depression and blackpill by lifting and travelling, and completely tossed out the ReturnOfKangz/rOOSH shit. Some of the techniques are useful, and yes, 90% of women are somewhere on the whore spectrum, but 10% of girls is still a HUGE amount of people.

On one of my trips, after a year of lifting and healthy eating, I met a complete QT3.14, 10/10. She was introverted, shy, but extremely moral. She was 6 years younger than me, intelligent, had a similar genetic background, and was a fucking virgin.

Married her 2 years into the relationship and it has only gotten better.

Lift, have confidence in your self, resist the blackpill, and you will find extremely high quality women waiting for you to wife them. Let the f4ggot numales clean up the algae of used up whores. WILL TO POWER BRAH

END

i am risking getting banned for posting private forum material here, but uhhhh i wont say what forum i got it from, nor who said it, but i am trying to share an awesome WHITE PILL here: a neetish man was dating a dirty slut, then he turned his life around and married a nice virgin waifu. GOOD FOR HIM. this is EXACTLY the stuff I need to read a LOT more of…..but i’m not finding a lot of it. not enough.

nyquil and coffee combination hehehe. again went way over calorie limit. soooooo easy to eat over 1200 cals.

yeah why shouldnt i link this already.

this and TH are muh fav DT albums. and this one is more “fun.” not sure why the vocals are considered controversial. i think they are great although perhaps mixed a little loudly. the riffs, songwriting, and production are all top of the line, and there is a ton of nostalgia with this album, as it was a big part of muh adolescence at age 18 or so. this is a pretty kewl album to have as your theme music at age 18 hahahahahahahaha.

“quintessence”, come on. probably the darkthrone stairway to heaven right there.

but yeah. a lot of people are interested in things they dont really participate in. politics, professional sports, tv shows, religion. but no one is interested in “relationships” as like a main interest they way I am, apart from WOMEN who are always GOSSIPING. I truly do like to gossip, but I like even more to study and understand the relationships.

its like watching from the sidelines and commenting but never participating. but thats the thing: is that normies DO participate, quite regularly, and dont really comment on it at the same level as I do, just gossip, say whos fooking who, whos dumping who.

and even people who are obsessed with sportsball and watch pro sportsball but are too fat and soft to actually play pro sportsball still often play amateur sportsball or fantasy sportsball.

i dont play Fantasy Relships, although maybe in a way I do: by having these one sided things where I have the relship all in my mind and it does not reflect reality at all.

nyquil makes me unable to think clearly and articulate and be persuasive. still i wish i just had some MJ, i would LUV to smoke a bunch of MJ on a friday night like this and listen to DARKTHRONE.

“the hordes of nebulah”. i used to think this song wasnt as good as the 2 before it, now i see i was wrong hahahahaha. truly a MAGIC album and i wouldnt EXPECT darkthrone to ever capture this kind of lightning in a bottle quite the same way ever again. you cant. again a large part of this was my own age at the time. but this is gonna be one of those albums that i enjoy thru my entire life hahaha. share with muh waifu and children and they will say damn what a badass!

anyway it is just “funny” and mostly sad that i spend all this time and energy and interest thinking about and analyzing Relationships, general and particular, myself and my fantasy rels, others and my perceptions of their real rels, and i think i have the tools and skills and knowledge to be real mature and good in a rel…..but my weakness is the BEGINNING. I cant get it STARTED for various reasons. cant spark the kindling and get the fire going ever.

large part of that is because i am scared to “apply”. at least with jobs i am putting out 450 applications, doing 23 interviews. if i were doing that with WOMEN, i WOULD have been in a real rel by now, or at least had a near normie level of secsual satisfaction. or, hopefully, i would say THIS IS DEGENERATE, I’m not gonna do this unless its in a real rel with a decent woman, fook this banging sluts shit, leave it to the degenerate hedonist nihilist abortionists.

fenriz did recycle the classic “quintessence” riff on his storm “nordavind” album which was recorded in late 1994 while panzerfaust was recorded in early 1994 hehehe.

they got the qt gurl kari rueslatten to sing on the album (from 3rd and the mortal, really need to dig into them more) and supposedly she was very upset and felt betrayed by fenriz because he changed a lyric at the last minute to say something like “death to every man who does not hail the fatherland!” which she felt was ebil racist. and i bet fenriz is not a racist. shit i wish he WAS. he SHOULD be. and poor kari felt horrible guilt after that and betrayed by ebil fenriz. hahahahaha i wonder if he fooked her. the dirty slut hahaha. see this ALL comes from the root cause of my degen pornographic view of women as sluts to be fooked. this is from watching way too much pron, so shame on me. but also shame on women for willingly BEING like that. they dont have to BE sluts, even if the girls in porno are.

and because kari was a beautiful young norwegian gurl with beautiful long hair, i dont WANT her to be a slut.

i want to read more stories of women who are DIVORCING or DUMPING their men because oh god hes a TRUMP SUPPORTER. but r/relships does not allow overtly political topics.

i would think being married and especially with children makes women less leftist catladylike. so they will say oh yeah trump is crude but oh well hes still better than hillary so im still voting for him.

whereas its the C carousel sluts and catladies who will be most offended, and they werent voting for trump ANYWAY.

in other words, its not gonna lose him any votes. its not gonna make anyone who has already chosen trump, say, oh NOW he’s gone too far, and i am changing my vote to HILLARY? i cant imagine him honestly doing any of that. even if he said GTKRWN 1488, which i would luv, people would still say, yeah im still not voting for hillary.

however it will make the hillary people all the more SHRILL and ANNOYING and that might push undecideds towards trump.

undecideds tho? and couldnt this push undecideds to hillary? sure.

BUT HOW MANY UNDECIDEDS ARE THERE REALLY?????

not very many imho. i play it down because i hang out with people who would be MORTIFIED that they have even ONE trump supporter in their friend circle. so i say stuff, ah well, its a classic lesser of two evils thing, i dont really like either of them, but im really dont like hillary, yes i agree with you trump is not super presidential but im a moderate centrist and hillary is just too left for me, so, i have to vote for trump. that kind of waffling shit. actually i wouldnt even confirm i was voting for trump unless i was with some trump voters. thankfully i know a few.

7000 words? damn.

but yeah its funny. i analyze and think about rels like An Interest Or Hobby but never actually participate, when most NORMIES DO participate and dont analyze them to the same level, its just a normal part of normal life, dont overthink it, its not something interesting like football or tv hahahaha.

well to me it is!!!!!!!!

and women arent much better than men. they gossip a lot more about rels but are even WORSE at analysing, understanding, and workign with them. men could at least have a good chance at reasoning their way through them if they tried.

but you cant REASON with women. its like REASONING with a drunk 50 foot baby with a flamethrower. REASONING with a damn tasmanian devil. you cant reason somebody out of something that they didnt reason themselves into, hahahahaha.

OCCAMZ RAZOR: THE EZ WAY OUT

94

yeah buddy. did a 2.8 miler.

WANT/INTEND To get about 4 months ahead here.

there was definitely a few months where i didnt write as much, and there was important stuff happening there, with muh job getting out of control, muh “rel” with the woman totally falling apart and dying but me struggling to Save It.

well actually i was making Voice Recordings Erry Day hahaha so.

well it is not that i cannot form rels with people, i am not a total sociopath.

i can even form long term rels with WOMEN! they just dont end well hahahahaha.

well thru NO FAULT OF MY OWN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I tried to end it well, i literally BEGGED her, “PLEASE LETS END THIS WELL, I KNOW WE CANT FIX IT BUT LETS AT LEAST END IT BETTER, WITH NO HARD FEELINGS”

nope. she was not able to do that. maybe she was too scared.

it was just EASIER. all it is is EASY WAY OUT. Never talking again was EASIER than talking.

also if i Put Myself in her position, of some Creepy Guy always wanting to hang out, then i can see that she Came to be so Annoyed by me, that she just would rather i disappear, that i wasnt WORTH talking to.

which IS kinda shitty because i wasnt just some random creepy guy who was Orbiting her from the start. it is like she totally FORGOT we were FRIENDS. THAT part bothers me.

its ok if i immediately came Creeping on her from the very beginning. but i didnt. not because i was HIDING IT, but just because i didnt FEEL it. I didnt WANT to. i knew she was a cute gurl but i felt BANGING her would ruin the good friendship we had, plus i didnt really want to GO OUT with her.

but then after a while I DID want to GO OUT with her, I slowly moved All In. and then i wanted to Bang her as PART of that Going Out. Meaning, a Loving Monog Rel.

might need to do another 2.8 miler again. thinking about her again.

ok did one of those. great.

95

yeah. it is painful when somebody likes you and then they just dont like you any more. well its your fault because you started like liking them.

basically to have something and lose it. might actually be worse than never having anything at all hahahaha contrary to the popular saying.

took nyquil yesterday at about 6 pm, crashed into a few naps from 7 to 9 or so, then went to bed, sleeping till like 930 am, i know i had some dreams but nothing with the woman, so thats good.

should i blame myself for not noticing that she had “checked out 100%”?

NO, because though it was obvious there was DISTANCE, i didnt think she had “checked out 100%”, and i fully believed that with a little work and talking, we could at least smooth over the hard feelings. i couldnt make her like me but we could end things on better terms.

and i thought this because she was still nice to me sometimes, and i knew she had some personal issues that were taking up her attention. no, if she had “checked out entirely”, she wouldnt be talking to me AT ALL. and of course that eventually ahppened, and signalled The End Of It All.

so did that mean she was checked out entirely, or not???!?!?!

i have been obsessing about this so much for so long i cant even think logically about it any more. just totally and completely burnt out on thinking abo. i mean i CANT know if i cant talk to her……. and i will obviously never talk to her again.

i mean OBVIOUSLY i SHOULDNT be thinking abotu this at ALL because im NEVER gonna reach any conclusions because i cant talk to her.

i guess if i really wanted to play DETECTIVE i could talk to her friends and family so they can tell me what she is really thinking hahahaha. but that would be super weird and creepy.

how would that benefit me? then i would REALLY look like a psycho; and they would simply tell me she doesnt want to talk to you, stop being a psycho. i would learn nothing new.

she doesnt want to talk to me; that much I DO know; and she is PROBABLY doing it because its the Easy Way Out. that i dont KNOW per se, but its Occams Razor, and the ODDS favor that explanation.

so yeah 1 to 2 months Deep In The Action, i am starting to….not get “perspective”, but perhaps get some “distance”. I am not desperately clutching the rosary at night or needing to have the rosary actually wrapped around my hand in order to get to sleep. not to say that desperately begging GOD and MARY for MERCY is a BAD thing.

i guess i am more accepting that it is OVER.

i still want her to come back of course.

and i have thought about it so much i dont know whats what any more. i am just totally confused and burnt out and now i just want to go for the easiest explanation, which, per occams razor, is most likely to be the correct one anyway:

  1. she clearly doesnt return muh feelings. if she liked me even a little bit, she would have DONE SOMETHING.
  2. she is taking the path of Worst Karma because it is EASIER. it is a fight or flight reaction to being overwhelmed. just do nothing.

the end.  go the next chapter.

fook yeah its a disappointing ending! fook yeah i would have liked having a nice gf for the first time ever! and to have those physical things combined with the emotional feels! to do the things that so many guys will do to her and it will just be casual for everyone damn.

i bet our Long Term Friendship DID mean something to her, and it DID hurt her to lose it. but it was easier for her to do nothing and run away, rather than have Uncomfortable Conversations. she was too overwhlemed by that and is a classic confrontation avoided. plus she wasnt in luv with me, so she didnt want to keep me around anyway. not that i wanted to STAY around if she didnt reciprocate feels, but i DID want to have a Mature Conversation about them.

its nto even like she was too immature to have a mature conversation. she was willing to have mature conversation with her Lovers. just not with Friends who want to become Lovers. well i say thats another step in Emotional Maturity hahahaha. because A Heart is gonna still get broken.

but yeah i was Dancing Around Topics even BEFORE i fell in luv with her. the Luv started in October, but i was Dancing as early as july or so, because i was Uncomfortably Asking Her About her New Boifran, or if she had any feelings for me, and it was EASIER to not say anything at all. similar to what she did to me hahahaha.

shit i could have wrote her an email if i was too chickenshit to talk!

so thats the lesson i learned. never dance around shit like that.

i stopped getting Energy Drinks because i put a sprinkle of SALT in with my pot of Iced Tea. it also has about 3 to 4 heaping tablespoons of Sugar in there for Carbs and so I dont puke if i drink the tea on an empty stomach like i often do first thing in the morning.

SALT apparently has electrolytes that keep you hydrated hahahaha.

note that i just put like 1 teaspoon into a whole bigass pot.  not so much that you can TASTE it! that would be quite gross.

but yeah i am not begging for mercy nearly as much, shit doesnt seem AS horrifying.

it is not AS horrifying when i go to bed and when i wake up. i know its over.

very importantly, i can listen to music once again. i can even listen to this one artist i had trouble with, because SHE liked him too.  and we had some emotional expriences (for ME at least!) involving this artist. i thought i would not be able to listen to his music for like a year. well now i can listen to him in under 2 months hahahaha.

also before i had trouble listening to any music. when i would go out for powerwalks i just could not bring myself to listen to music OR listen to muh podcasts.

now i regularly listen to both music and podcasts on muh powerwalkjogs. so that is a big improvement.

i still obsess about her all day erryday but it is getting cloudier and fuzzier. like the b never existed hahahaha.

its sad really. it is sad. i was ready to spend muh life with her. make sacrifices. but she certainly was not willing to make any sacrifices for me!

it was classic unrequited luv but in the first degree. played out and ended as badly as humanly possible. well for me at least. and i am angry at her for not taking little steps which would have spared me a ALOT of pain. just because it was EASIER for her and she was overwhelmed. well i was overwhelmed too. and the job was overwhelming as fook. and she was always a bitch to me when i asked for help. never wanted to help me. yet i was technically smarter than her. but muh anxiety and because the job was SO CHAOTIC AND CONFUSING it would drive anyone crazy. except someone who didnt care about sounding like an idiot.

well i really cared about sounding like an idiot. and i hated bullshitting all day and essentially lying to people or just pretending and faking. she could have given me better moral support. you didnt need to be smart or competent at the job to give moral support, you just had to be willing. i was willing to give her tons of moral/emotional support but she didnt want it. didnt want to take it OR give it. didnt want ANYTHING to do with me.

why would i want anything to do with someone who didnt want anythign to do with me?

because i thought she cared a LITTLE bit, somewhere deep down.

and MAYBE she DID! it was just easier to Shut Down rather than DO anything for her.

oh well life goes on. and then you remain a loveless bachelor for the rest of your life. until you “sell out” and “lower your standards” for Single Momz.

well some single Momz still look good!

but you are an omega male and will not be able to pull one of them hahahahah. only Ugly Single Momz 4 U, or nothing at all.

well i will take nothing. maybe once i get a job i will get a hooker. i could buy a good looking hooker at least and then we would BOTH know What This Is.

YOU KNEW WHAT THIS WAS!

No I Didnt hahahaha.

SLACKER

apr 2

trying to get clear information out of any gummint agency is like pulling teeth. it is their job to make everything as confusing, unclear, frustrating as possible. yes, that obfuscation is very intentional.

so it is OBVIOUSLY damaging to one’s mental health to be at a job for 40-50 hours a week that is a living hell, stressful and negative and terrifying. go in there and everyone thinks you are stupid and weird and treats you accordingly, etc. but this is What Jobs Are, you’re the one with the problem, not them, so how do you solve it.

Well, tell yourself the reason you’re doing it: for the money. and to Not be a lazy loser, but a productive member of society. that should be enough. Heck it IS enough. All set, problem solved.

I really can’t get off this Benzo kick, where you take Benzos 3 out of 5 workdays. not the best long term solution, but it IS a solution for the short term, and any solution is better than no solution.

if your employer regularly tests specifically for drugs like benzos, that could be another problem, but I would say they are mainly looking for weed and illegal stuff.

there are actually nonbenzo anxiety drugs. i actually tried them once when I was real desperate. didn’t seem to do anything though. but now I am even more desperate. well, i will be when I start the job again.

All jobs suck in some way. it is up to You to find some way to DEAL with that suckiness.

And Never Forget: it is INFINITELY better to be a lazy, underachieving employee, than a lazy, underachieving unemployed layabout loser.

what if you took benzos to take away the work related stress, and then Stimulants SImultaneously so you could focus on the Fast Thinking needed to do your job.

no your child is not autistic, he’s just antisocial because you’re a horrible parent. if he were autistic, he would be really good at something, instead of being an antisocial loser little 4sshole.

i would like to do a study on all these new cases of autism, I bet there’s a lot of horrible single momz as their main parent. then the child becomes uncontrollable, and the single momz just CLAIM they’re autistic.

heh. can you tell I don’t like single momz?

its tuff really. because i am generally against abortion. and i think instead of mating with betas that the single momz dump, they mate with sexy alphas who dump THEM and are deadbeats to the children. and this is all a working class thing. the middle class sluts would just get abortions and then continue to do their high powered careerz, obviously, and then have one child after getting married near the age of 30, to a successful middle class man who is starting to show beta provider tendencies, but is alpha enough to have established a successful middle class career, which is still much more alpha than average!

also I think one benefit of abortion is that a sig number of abortions “weed out” children that almost certainly would have grown up to be Future Felons, or at BEST, lazy loser parasites who are bringing down society. but exactly what percentage of abortions would lead to these failures? and how large of a percentage can justify Me Giving The Thumbs Up to the Legality of Abortion in General? and aren’t I a Lazy Loser Parasite Drain On Society, Taking Much more than I give?

so those are the things i think about sometimes.

apr 3

so i had a few great hands very close together and was 6 chips up (16 chip stack) within 15 minutes. some experts say you’re not supposed to get out now, so you can more accurately establish your Hourly Win Rate; however I said F00K THAT, I want to KEEP my 6 chips!!!! which would certainly be eaten away by blinds and or bad beats.

so i left the table.

so, language and speaking and social skills are like magic that you can use to get people to do what you want, or at least to Soften The Blow when people are attacking you On The Job. You don’t even need to THINK. You just say the words “I’m SO Sorry, It will never happen again, I understand the impact this has, I apologize, I’m so sorry, It’ll never happen again,” bla bla bla, and go about your business, and go to your happy place of thinking about smoking w33d and banging 18 yos. and perhaps being a religious, morally superior man. which is not necessarily mutually exclusive with smoking w33d (in moderation) and banging 18 yo gurls (in moderation.)

was getting a teeth cleaning which i believe all of dentistry is a ripoff, but dental hygenist is a pretty good field to get into imho, although in my middle class snob phase i would look down on it as too prole, now i view it as too much work, hehehe. plus i have never seen a male hygenist. then i thought they probably have them in muslim countries. but do muslims go to the dentist? because getting your teeth cleaned regularly IS a middle class luxury. that is why proles have bad teeth.

anyway, I was thinking I have always been a SLACKER, ever since high school. yep. it started in high school. easily. it wasn’t so bad in grade school. but in high school, as I was put on the Intelligent High Achiever Track, i resented it, I didn’t want to do all the work that the Smart Track implied, like oh they have more homework and it’s harder too, all they do is study and be virgins.

so i found ways to slack there where i could, cut corners, not take as many AP classes as the highest achievers, and for that THEY called me a slacker, and I thought, ha those virgin faggots, and I would smoke weed and drink in HIGH SCHOOL, BAD IDEA, even worse than being a slacker, and now those faggot virgins have got great jobs, are solid middle class, married to attractive women. good for them. you reap what you sow.

NICE for the first time I found a .01/.02 blind table. SUPER micro stakes. before I always been playing .05/.10. NICE.

 

AGREEING WITH PEOPLE

sun feb 23 2014 11.53a.

yes. very peaceful sunday morn. could not even sleep past 11.15 or so. got up, started drinking coffee, got a nice social engagement coming up today, very thankful. now listening to music and gambling for about an hour. set up my failproof gambling wins and losses spreadsheet. the goal is very simple: to come out ahead rather than behind. for All Time. To have Net Wins rather than Net Losses. So I recorded how much I put into the site for All Time, and compared that against my current Bankroll, to see that my All Time Performance has been to LOSE $30. great.

will also set it up so…well let’s say I start MAKING money, I would rather keep it in a blockchain wallet than leave it in this sites wallet. if i start winning SERIOUS money, then I would transfer it back to USD. of course then the FEDs might wonder about my strange bank account activity.

me me me me me I’m as bad as a WOMAN. And Women are so Messed Up because they have no outside interests other than themselves, and in some cases, their careers, or left-wing political pseudoactivism and pseudointelligence.

well my response to that is, it’s hard to get a Survival Job in 2014. very hard. I just got laid off from my Middle Working Class Job, and finding another one could take a while. What’s the secret. schmoozing with managers, that’s the f00king secret, so go schmooze with managers.  and if you can’t talk to people without pooping your pants, there’s your major malfunction right there, NUMBNUTZ. hehehe. Social Anxiety. Crippling. Turns you into a Morally Lazy Loser.

Heh 2014 will mark the Ten Year Anniversary of the last time I had proper official PIV S’ual Intercourse. Haven’t thrown the D in a V for TEN years. Around year 5 i really started to get worried. but now at year 10, i don’t even really care, other than ten years SOUNDS like a REALLY long time.

but other than that, it’s smooth sailing. my libido has gone down, I only feel like Jerking Off like twice a week, I am fully aware of what Pretty Young Women will turn into in TEN years, ie not very attractive.  you realize you are old, and the old women your age are just NOT ATTRACTIVE. You are not Attracted to Women as Much.  Let ALONE Loving them or going BATSH1T CRAZY over them like you did Ten Years Ago!!!!

You are much more concerned with Practical, PRagmatic things, like Working For A Living, Making Enough Money to Survive, being a Respectable Adult, etc. Enjoying your True Friends, if you Have Any. I am thankful that I do!

So what do you do when THEY get married and have kids? Well you can still hang out of course, unless their wife is a real demon, in which case you should be trying to keep your friend from marrying them. and you can play with the kids and be the Cool Uncle and they can vicariously be like your own kids. then when you are 50 and stable you can have your OWN kids with an 18 year old QT.

to some people this sounds perverted and creepy. well let them think that. each man must essentially go his own way, and my way is to get with an 18 yo girl when i am much older. this does not mean there is anything wrong with getting with an 18 yo gurl when YOU are 18 too. more power to you. that is just not the plan the good LORD has for me. the LORD is not done with me yet.

just like some people prefer less freedom and other people prefer more freedom.  in theory i like the idea of as much freedom as possible, but in practice i like to be Taken Care Of, and prob wouldn’t mind being a Slave to the Right Master, as bad as that sounds. Well, it’s SECURITY and STABILITY is all I’m talking about. Would be nice to have a balance between Freedom and Security.  Freedom to get a middle working class job, security to keep that job till you die. with minimal interference from gummint and single momz, hehehehehehe.

spotify jazz genre radio, give thumbs up and down to “improve” the station, and it’s not too bad son.

heh. i am INTELLECTUALLY SUPERIOR because I know how to appreciate JAZZ. and you can guess what I wear on muh head. heh. that’s all i need, is fedora atheists jumping on the jazz bandwagon. they prob already are. i really don’t care, i don’t actually know any fedora atheists other than the memes on the internet, which are damn funny.

you know how to make friends? how to Get Along With People? JUST AGREE WITH EVERYTHING THEY SAY. Oh yeah I AGREE, you’re Absolutely Right My Man, I KNOW, doesn’t that suck when that happens, I agree 110%.

even if you don’t. YOU DON’T HAVE TO ACTUALLY AGREE WITH THEM!!! just make them THINK you do. then that person will say, this person agrees with me, I like them, and it’s much more important for people to like you than for you to like them, because if they LIKE you, then they won’t F00K with you. and that is VERY important. You can’t disagree with ME that not being f00ked with is awesome! and that’s why it DOES matter somewhat what other people think of you, because if they like you, they won’t f00k with you or give you a hard time, and they will just leave you alone if you want to be left alone, and will do favors for you like get you a job or women or good deals if you want them to.