jsut because you’re more concerned about wild oatz at the moment, doesn’t mean you have to SHUT DOWN any and all possibilities of finding a good monog wief, true luv, etc.
for example, I can’t even IMAGINE finding a girl9, ie a gurl I am in true luv with, i feel like muh heart is all burned out, however I am more than happy and willing to bang wild oatz. however I am open to the possibility that I might fall in luv. but DAMN she has got to be YOUNG, PURTY, and MORAL as f00k. it may never happen and I am ok with that. but in that case I would need wild oats. need SOMETHING.
If you have a wimmin you Love, you don’t need wild oats as much; if you have wild oats, you don’t need true luv as much.
but having NEITHER def sucks!!!
do you absolutely NEED to have a wild oats phase before you can fall in true love? well of course not, I fell in luv 8 times without ever having a wild oats phase!!! hehehehe. but that is not the question you Meant. you MEANT, IF you were to actually Go Out with a True Luv Gurl and had not yet had a Wild Oats period, would that tear you up inside and you would ruin the Rel? I don’t think it necessarily would, because the strength of the True Luv would be strong enough.
Of course, that is hugely moot, because if you had EVER made it work with a True Luv Gurl, you wouldn’t BE here, hehehe. Me neither!
And, right now, muh mind just can’t fathom True Luv with a New Person, and Wild Oats simply seems to have Better ODDS, that’s why I’m all into the idea. However if the LORD sends me True Luv, I would embrace it!
ok one potential problem with my New Rating System is that the Worst Possible Thing still gets 1/9, or 11/99, or 5.5%. just for showing up. they get that.
should it theoretically get Zero? But Zero is kinda sucky for any kind of math, so I say .1 is close enough to zero. if you’re not willing to give it 1/9, then give it .5/9. or .1/9, hehehehe.
You are more likely to Fall In Love when you are Young. So Get “Married” Young. This is because both you are not too cynical and jaded; AND you look better; AND the women your age look better; AND the women are less used-up. All these contribute to you being more likely to fall in Love more when you are young moreso than when you are old. Frequency/Rate of. ANd as you get older, you will still want the younger women (FACT!) but it will be harder to pull them unless you are real fit, which is harder to keep fit the older you get.
DON’T WASTE YOUR YOUTH. hehehe. that could be the main theme of this whole blog.
and so what if you did. like i did. that’s a big part of why you’re a loser now, now that your youth is gone.
uhhhhh get in shape by walking 5 miles a day and sow your wild oats, not gonna be finding a marriageable wimmin any time soon, hahahaha. well if you do you do, but being in good shape can only help you, it can NEVER hurt you. and then all you gotta do is get a fulltime upper working class job, plus if you are in good shape, you WILL be more hireable too.
may 12 monday.
when you see a job you might like to have (like department of public works “equipment operator”) but you don’t know how to do the “technical skillz”, but the job doesn’t call for a masterz degree, and it actually lists a wage (90% of postings dont!!!!) that you think you would be deserving of, well then apply for the job ANYWAY, lie as much as you can to get the job, then come in early to train yourself off the clock. then in a few months you will be an expert and have a sweet chill union city gummint job.
ok. big plan today is to leave the house and get some shoes that are good for “long distance walking.” at a good price. i mean i usually wear out these shoes in under a year. totally worn out, the tread all worn down to the point where there are HOLES in the bottom, etc. either that means i am walking way above average, which you’d think would lead to mah belly not being so big, or I regularly buy bad shoes.
how about u?
taking a new tack with muh settlers game, to NOT “get creative” in focusing my military production, and just following the instructions of “the tutorial” ie the main quests. ie building an ironsmith, tearing down an “Extra” stable, possibly tearing down an “extra” brewery, and just having a real balanced and diversified military force. my more stable production across all sectors implies that this has been a good move.
the game is very “addicting” and it can be best to just close the browser tab quickly rather than force yourself to log out properly, cuz you can get really sucked in.
3.02pm. ok got the shoes. done. went to DSW which I never do. scared. conquered the fear.wav. it wasn’t bad. specifically looking for RUNNING shoes build for the UNDERPRONATOR, ie, you wear out the outside of the shoes quicker and need more reinforcement there, because your foot rolls towards the outside. ok. it said on the website which i checked beforehand, whether the shoes were for under or over pronator. but once you got to the store, no way to tell. So I eyeballed the soles and found an attractive shoe for an ok price: the nike “revolution 2” for $53. I said a prayer that I was privileged enough to spend $53 on a pair of running shoes.
they have “walking shoes” but I went for a running shoe because I figured they would last longer becuase they’re built to WITHSTAND 3 times more force and pressure and abuse that The Running Foot inflicts.
they are very lightweight, very very. time will tell if they suck. they felt immediately very comfortable and I knew right away that these were the ones. hopefully they are comfortable on my Underpronating feet.
sh1t. the website says they are best for neutral pronators. f00k it, they look real good and felt real good in the store. i mean they look real good too, can pull some 18 yoz with these. at worst they will wear out just as quickly as my other shoes.
how about u?