OMEGA INCEL TRIGGERED BY YOUNG QTZ

may 27

wanted to quickly say that night before last i had a dream with THAT WOMAN. it sounds worse than it actually was.

also yes I got alot out of her, but I didn’t ASK a lot of her, if that makes sense. I didn’t EXPECT her to luv me back. I only expected her to show me some kindness and effort and talk to me and hang out with me. She didnt have to make a huge effort for me to get energy and a “FIX” from her. She just had to talk to me and be generally nice to me and sometimes hang out with me.

In other words I was not Leaning on her like a crutch and making unreasonable demands from her to halp me with muh derpression. like some people are simply intolerable to their boifrans and their excuse is they have derpression. no i dont do that at all to other people. I see it as my problem to deal with. my cross to bear. i dont push that burden on anyone else. partly because i dont think anybody would understand. partly because thats like Emotional Blackmail. I’m thinking of women who are Bitches to their Doting Husbands. Yeah well I wasn’t bitchy in that way to her, other than begging her to hang out with me. and she wasn’t doting to me at all. she wouldnt even hang out with me.

but yeah she wasn’t really The Bad Guy either, I can understand why she was a coward. I am just concerned about her viewing me as the bad guy. I was awkward and stupid but I wasnt the bad guy.

i wasnt the bad guy, she wasnt the bad guy, but i think she was More At Fault for the shitty situation hahahahaha.

yesterday went for walk in afternoon and mind was RACING. much like it was when i was at previous job. racing and worrying about the job. is this going to be a feature of EVERY job? it wasnt on my previous previous job. i NEVER WORRIED about that job. i could go in, come out, and never think about it. I could do other things in Life, like hang out with friends, even take some College Classes.  no way could I do that with the job I would go to next. which I never would have got if I hadn’t become Close Friends with HER hahahaha. in other words I wish I never met her. she was a Net Loss on my life hahaha. she brought a lot of good at the time……but even MORE bad in the end.

i might be mre willing to do Split Shifts if some of them didnt start at 3 am. and if the place were a little bit closer.

but now i sound like a weak whiner and n199er who is afraid of work! workophobia! real jobs SUCK! get used to it or be a loser the rest of your life!

well not ALL the shifts would be split….would they? these managers seemed OK. but it was hard to say.

elvis worked as a machine operator, truck driver, and was studying to become an electrician. all before the age of 20. but music was his first passion hahahaha.  i am watching stupid tv shows about elvis. i am not a huge elvis fan, but I find the stories of peoples lives interesting. plus he was a white redneck. my kind of person. white redneck playing “negermusik” and probably fooking black bitches hahahahaha. and becoming a bloated pill popping degenerate hahaha.

if the music has drums, its degenerate negermusik! hahahahahaha

but i dont think he was a huge partier when he was young. and his degeneracy is minor compared to average celebrities.

well he cheated on his wife a lot and apparently was into Pills from a fairly young age. Speed, Barbiturates, Quaaludes, Painkillers, Tranquilizers, Benzos.

but he was very generous to his family and friends. buying them houses and cars.

anyway the dream about that woman. I was with her and I was getting angry, yelling at her, HEY STOP. LISTEN TO ME. DONT WALK AWAY. GIVE ME 2 MINUTES. WE NEED TO TALK NOW. I HAVE SOMETHING IMPORTANT TO TELL YOU, AND YOU NEED TO LISTEN. YOU SHOULD CARE ABOUT THIS. IT INVOLVES YOU. ITS VERY RELEVANT.

so I was getting mad at her, I was shouting this at her as she was walking away. HEY. DONT LEAVE. LISTEN TO ME! Then she rolled her eyes and stayed, although it was clear she was mad at me and thought I was the bad guy. that I was unreasonable.

Also another part where she was with a female friend of hers (fictional person) and I started raging misogynistically against the other woman, saying you slut, you whore, how many guys you fooked, how many abortions you had, and looked like a raging misogynist in front of my female friend.

another scene where me and that woman were listening to an anti-abortion speaker, who was raging about the horrific evil and cruelty of abortion, of chopping up the innocent infant in the womb, and that woman was getting emotional and upset, and I touched her hand and said there there sweetie, itll be ok, i am here to comfort you.

so that was about it. not sure if the dream is teaching me anything. except that I am a woman hater and that I was the bad guy for wanting to talk to her hahahaha. great lesson. well how do i stop being a woman hater? just stop hating women.  hehe. i dont even deal with any women. I just have contempt for women in general. but individually, I can appreciate individual women once I get to sort of know them even a little bit, like work with them or see them as an actual person.

so uhhhhh if i get a job with women or make women friends I will stop hating women so much? probably.

i didnt hate the women i used to work with. even if they were cheating whores. i got along with mostly everyone. certainly i had no interest in becoming Friends with them if they were cheating whores. but I automatically respected anyone who worked at my job, just for being in the same hell as I was and coming back day after day and sucking it up.

ayo mcdonalds workers. want 15 dollars an hour? get a job as a PSE at the post office. if I have a chance, anybody has a chance. you might not even need high school.  i mean you dont need high school or college anyway, just these f4ggots demand it.

the pse job pays 15-16 an hour.

may 27 1:35 pm: made muh first donation to MILLENNIAL WOES. 5 fookin dollas. this is nothing. I should have done this YEARS ago. I should be a regular supporter and giving him money every month. But I had to finally donate SOMETHING to this guy who has enriched my life and the lives of so many. Need to get some skin in the game. Good shit like him SHOULDN’T BE free.  I SHOULD be donating to him.

Note to Millennial Woes
Keep up the great, important work my lad !!!!!! I would donate more but muh neetism. I should have donated a long time ago but lazy. Will donate more when I resolve my own issues, haha. Don’t stress yourself out! If you want to do a website, IMHO a very important part would be a FORUM where people could qualitypost and especially arrange real life meatspace meetups, somewhat like TRS forum. I bet people in the UK and beyond would be willing to arrange transportation for you to distant locales. Also I would totally buy T-shirts, although I know a bathrobe would be more appropriate. Skype and hangouts are great, but I think real-life meetups are even better. Also I would love for you to find a nice woman and have some mini-Woeses someday!!!!!! If this d’nation features my real name, please don’t go doxing me all over the internet, hahahaha. Hopefully I will be able to donate more soon. You are doing GOD’S WORK!!

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hahahahahah PAT MUH SELF ON THE BACK FOR BEING SO SELFLESS AND ALTRUISTIC hahaha

DO A VERY SMALL GOOD DEED AND THEN TELL THE WHOLE WORLD ABOUT IT.

OHHHHH IM SO GOOOD AND KIND AND MORAL.

BEATING MUH CHEST AND SAYING I AM SO GENEROUS FOR GIVING 5 DOLLARS TO THE NEET PHILOSOPHER.

hahahaha.

I havent even watched a MW video in months. I don’t think he is 1488 enough hahahaha. But I feel an emotional connection with him. he is a kindred spirit. who knows. maybe he is 1488 enough. He definitely cares about the white race I think. THat’s good enough for me. A white who cares about other whites. Good enough to get 5 dollars out of me. Not even enough to buy 1 pack of cigarettes hahahaha. I should have told him to do roll your own cigarettes, that could maximize donation money hahaha.  i am entitled to give him advice and suggestions because now I’m a SUPPORTING MEMBER with my GENEROUS dnation hahaha.

oh shit I should have also told him to look at muh blog hahahaha.

technically I donated more to TRS hahaha. I donated like 6.75 to them. oy vey. well I will make another 5 dollar donation to MW in the next…….7 months hahahaha.

well i can say I am not nearly as PLAGUED with CONSTANT and STRONG thoughts like I NEED to CONTACT her.  I still feel great pain, but remember, a LOT of that pain is coming from my job/life situation too. and at least I have NOT felt the urge to contact her. it took 9.5 months of No Contact but I got there. that is prob my biggest gain. I am signif less tempted to contact her.

I wish she would contact ME tho!

because I still want her. will take at least another 9 months to get over THAT i think.

took .75 of a nyquil dose yseterday and spent 12 hours in bed hahahaha.

heh. whenever I see an attractive young woman, espec under the age of 20, when they are super young and at Peak Hawtness, my first thought is, that fookin little wh0re, i wonder how many cox shes fooked, the little slut, so promiscuous. this is not a good thing to think about white gurls.

shit I mean there are enough arab and albanian gurls that I can get out all my women hate on them. its ok for them to be sluts. well. assuming they get abortions. which they probably wont. not that abortion still isnt barbaric.

i dunno. i dont like being a woman hater, but I can’t shut off the instinctual disgust towards women. like you dirty sluts. you have such a powerful important gift from GOD and then you defile yourselves and show no appreciation for human life.

im against abortion because its harmful.

im against promiscuity because its HARMFUL. at the very least it severely hurts the feeeeelings of the incel crybaby beta bitchboi, when you lose interest in him and replace him with another chad on the carousel. its HURTFUL, it makes him feel really small and expendable. no one deserves to feel like that.

that nazi gurl evalion was shut down from youtube. she is really qt and she knows it and she loved the attention, and I don’t like gurls like this, and hitler cupcakes are just ridiculous, but it’s possible she made some very persuasive and powerful vidyas. I didnt watch any bc qt young gurls are too triggering for me. thats how much I hate women. when I see a qt young woman saying good nationalist pro-white things, I automatically think the worst. not OH GOOD! another woke ass white person. like when I see muh boys at TRS or such. I see a young woman and automatically get TRIGGERED.

but yeah it is true that women in This Particular Movement are a little weird. not necess an infiltrator, but just bandwagon jumpers and attention seekers.

but they are saying good things! if you blocked out her pretty body and face and just listened to her words, you would probably agree, yes right on. preach.

but thats just how TRIGGERED i get by qt young women. I see her and think DAMN I have never been with a woman that attractive. I haven’t Cuddled with a Young Woman in 11 years hahahaha.  I am a total INCEL hahaha.

maybe thats why i hate pretty young women. they remind me it has been 11 years since i even touched a woman. and she was a damn k1ke hahahah and a slut. I don’t hate her though. I just wish it were a nice white gurl, or that there had ever been a nice white gurl in the 11 years since, and that recently i fell in luv with a nice white gurl who I was closer to than any other woman, and it ended in the worst way than it had with any woman ever. hahaha. cool story bro.

ok going to go walk outside and listen to nile and 1488 dadcast hahaha.

neets and incels hahahaha.

yeah when you have no female friends you get really insecure about women, like I am so weird and women are so weird too.

well i know a couple women who are generally nice to me. they dont think im too weird. i see them once a week at my social thing. except we are not close though. they are both practically married and good for them since i am not particularly attracted to either one. i know i said the same thing about That Woman but…..yeah. these women are just not even CONCEIVABLY attractive to me, even if I WERENT hung up on somebody. When I first me That Woman, I said, yeah she’s fairly cute, I SHOULD BE more attracted to her, but I am too hung up on this other gurl. In no way am I close to saying I SHOULD BE more attracted to these other women I am acquainted with.  i just cant say that. they are way less attractive than her.

maybe my problem is I only go after ATTRACTIVE women. thats kind of LOOKIST isnt it?

i mean I am not super attractive!

but I like girls that are “ugly pretty” or kind of weird looking. This was easier to understand when I was younger. Now that I am old, young IS pretty, with no bullshit artificial qualifiers like “ugly pretty.”

anyway i am less mad at other women who dumped me because….we didnt really HAVE anything there. they barely knew me and I barely knew them. I was foolish and naive to get feelings so FAST, even if they were sluts for giving it up so fast.

this was different. when you know someone for 2.7 years, how can you just replace them, delete them so easily? you CANT. its a lot easier when you have only “known” the person for 3 months.

so yeah. thats muh beef. thats why im so butthurt. beause you just dont do this with someone youve really KNOWN for a LONG TIME.

love and friendship. what is this, whit stillman bringing back chloe sevingny and kate beckinsale who he did “the last days of disco” with. looks like it. A few years ago I would have gone to the movie theatre to see this. i mean I still should. chloe still looks good and whit is a good filmmaker. i was just more into him a few years ago. there is very few things I will go to a movie theatre for. Although I SHOULD go to the Budget Theatre. just get blazed and go there. I used to go all the time. Not getting blazed  however (though I should have.)

If Lars von Trier makes a nondegenerate movie I will go to the art theatre to see that. I saw Antichrist and Melancholia in the theatre but I did not go see nymphomaniac, I was starting to get really anti-degenerate by that time, and didn’t see why LVT had to go so far. well because thats what he DOES. he has a degen streak a MILE wide. kinda like gaspar noe.  i mean a nondegen filmmaker is hard to find, but those guys are just extreme.

i still think of myself as a Movie Buff even though I haven’t even WATCHED a movie in a year, and haven’t gone to the movie theatre in like two or three years. but around 2010, 2011, I was going to the movie theatre 2 times a WEEK. just see shitty movies just to DO something. it was something to DO.

well I guess now I am more diligent about Exercising, and that is BETTER than watching some degen shitty MOVIE.

heh. 461 calories under muh goal and I am STARVING. Had a big dinner, got right up to muh calorie goal, went for nice walk, burned 407 calories, now I am 461 and STARVING. about to go to bed. I guess it’s good to go to bed hungry. hahahaha.

reading all the negative reviews on glassdoor about post office jobs hahahaha. definitely more negative than positive hahaha. stories of people who worked 360 days straight hahahaha.  going months without a day off, being constantly Harrassed by managers for not working efficiently enough….even though you really cant work faster.

well i have some people in my family who work at the PO and they are very nice people. one I think is career and the other is probably PSE or casual. whats the difference?

heh. maybe I shouldnt have gone so whole hog with the post office. the reviews are generally negative. really negative. for pse’s. which is what I would be doing. either a pse cca or a pse mpc. mail processing clerk.

 

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HEY ITS YOUR UTERUS, IM NOT THE ONE WHO CAN GET PREGGERS / DISABUSED OF THE DELUSION / NEVER TRUST KIND EYES / WHAT A WORLD

97

shit. well if im gonna hate women i migth as well go all in and try to get it out of my system. its not liek i am gonna go be violent or abusive. i might have casual sex with a willing woman however and then refuse to date her monogamously hahahahahaha hey its her uterus, im not the one who can get preggers, she can always get an abortion hahahahahaha

god damn. having somethign good and then losing it. we didnt have the entirety of what i wanted, but we did have a good friendship, and it hurts a lot “just” to lose THAT. i cant believe it doesnt hurt her too.

i am not angry at her, well i wasnt till very recently, and she was angry at me.

thats a tough situation, when one person is angry. and the not angry person is begging and supplicating the angry person for mercy. stupid.

what did i do? cheat on her and now im in the “doghouse” and have to beg for mercy?

no, i was a friend who got feelings.

well whats better, when they Allow You to Still Be Graced by their presence even after youve got feelings?

well i argue theres a happy medium of they can say something or respond somehow to the feelings.

but she did respond to the feelings, nonverbally.

fooking women and their nonverbal bullshit. so stupid.

verbalizing shit makes people hate you less.

nonverbalizing it makes them hate you more and causes more hate and grief and drama in the world.

verbalizing is GOOD karma.

nonverbalizing is BAD karma.

very simple. even WOMEN could understand THAT verbalization!!!!!!!!

verbalizing is GOOD karma.

nonverbalizing is BAD karma.

just for good measure.

well i had the good karma and she had the fooking shitty ass karma.

men are good karma.

women are bad karma hahahahaha.

men are dogs, women are cats.

thats why women have all these stupid cats and are obsessed with their god damn EVIL SOCIOPATH cats, because women are evil sociopaths.

GOD FORBID i ever become such an EVIL SOCIOPATH.

shit i EXPECTED this sort of bullshit out of average normal degenerate dumb women but NOT HER. i thought we was different. she WAS different at one time. then she changed.

i changed, she changed.

i changed from liking her to like liking her, she changed from liking me to hating me. i think that was a bit out of proportion.  and she changed from good to evil hahahaha.

unfookingbelievable.

i did not know this awful person she became.

i never thought she could do something so cold to me. i trusted her and i thought she thought more of me As A Living Human Being than that. Regardless of how Fight Or Flight, or Avoidance oriented she is.

well, i guess that is not irrelevant. you can still care about a person, but treat them like you dont care at all, because of Avoidance????!!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!

i dunno.

also, when you BLOCK somebody, it means you are ANGRY at them.

but does it?

it can also mean you are AVOIDING them.

i cant even say if shes angry at me or not! all i can say is that she is AVOIDING me!

shit.

well i said in all the emails that “my door is always open”. but she prob didnt read these emails. the most beautiful emails ever written, the most beautiful thing ever verbalized from one person to another in all of human history. because women dont like writing, talking, or verbalizing. god damn stupid bitches! how can you hate VERBALIZING!

WHY WOULD YOU WANT EVERYTHING TO BE CONFUSING AND UNCERTAIN ALL THE TIME?

CONFUSION/AMBIGUITY IS NATURALLY STRESSFUL FOR ALL HUMANS, MEN AND WOMEN!

hehehe might be time for another 2.8 miler. you see why i do those.

but yeah i….. could not be cool enough to do the Pretend Like I Dont Like Her Gambit to try to Win Her Back. that just feels like a bad idea on gut level.

unless i had cooled off to the point where i didnt like her any more.

cuz its terrible to meet them again after a few months, still want them more than ever, all the feelings come back, they might get guilted into having secs with you because, then your hopes get even higher, feels get even higher, but deep down, they are still cold against you and dont have feelings for you at all.

learned that from woman2004 and woman2005a! in both cases i tried to “get back with them” and it of course backfired in just that way.

really dont want to repeat THAT mistake!

and i never did. course i had never been that close to a woman from 2006 to like 2015!

heh. CLOSE TO a woman. a CLOSE CONNECTION.

you can know a woman for 2 years and have less of a connection with her, than guys she met 2 HOURS ago. un fooking believable how gullible and stupid and self destructive women are. its amazing they even exist. maybe they should be locked up like handmaids tale brood mares and have men control their Reproduction, becuase they obviously make the SHITTIEST REPRODUCTIVE DECISIONS!!!!!

like a BABY WITH A GUN.

they are not INTELLIGENT enough to handle the RESPONSIBILITY that they are BORN WITH!

how does THAT happen?

shitty degenerate culture, no father figures, public skools, tv, media, horrible friends, i know i know.

so on some “metrics” i am Getting Better, but in terms of beign OBSESSED with how could she do this, i cant believe this could happen, i am just as bad as ever.

she did this because she is just avoiding the situation, and nothing i can do can make her STOP avoiding the situation. serenity to accept the things i cant control.

and even if i could control her responding to me, i couldnt MAKE her like me.

heh. ok might need to do another 2.8er here, go for the 8.4 day today.

ok did a 2.2 er but will do another 2.8er later.

shit. you cant MAKE somebody stop avoiding you.

i liked her because she was not CRAZY the way so many women are CRAZY.

but then she went and was CRAZY TO ME and me alone.

holy shit i will never luv another person again.

well thats not true, i luv all the poor lazy losers out there.

but loving a woman in that special, long term, monogamous, baby making way?

NEVER AGAIN. MY HEART IS PERMANENTLY BROKEN.

DIED OF A BROKEN HEART it will say on my tombstone. hahahaha. no jk i wont DIE but muh life will never be the same.

but maybe thats GOOD!!!!

well its good in some ways. i GUESS its good to be out of that horrible job envronment. its GOOD to be DISABUSED of the DELUSION that there is a Living Relationship between me and THAT WOMAN.

it is good that i am Exercising moar. i think 8.4 miles a day is gonna be absolutely mandatory.

so lets say you are at planet fatness in the winter fighting for a treadmill between all the fat single mom hambeasts and the fat stinking arabs hahahahaha, and you have to go to the bathroom. or you because you have to walkjog for a full 150 minutes 7 days a week in order to lose 1 pound per month, you just want to go to the bathroom or rest for a few minutes because normally you would break this up, into 3 damn 50 minute sessions.

so is there some way you can save your treadmill for x minutes? would they let you rest for like 15 minutes and then come back? i was under the impression that everybody is fighting for a god damn treadmill after 4 or 5 pm.

anyway. it didnt have to be this way. woman2015 should take fookin NOTES from woman2012, who handled it a SHITLOAD better by writing one god damn email, which gave her untold great karma over woman2015. ONE EMAIL GOES SUCH A LONG WAY. it wasnt even a LONG email. it was like one decent paragraph. I wrote like 100 decent paragraphs in my series of emails to woman2015.

what did woman2012 say? exactly what you would expect: im sorry, i just dont have those feelings for you, youre still a great person, i dont want to hurt you, its been nice knowing you, sorry to let you down. and i responded saying thank you for being honest with me, that is so much better than what MOST WOMEN do, being lying bitches and spineless cowardly chickenshits hahahaha no i didnt say that. but i said thank you for treating me with the respect to give it to me directly.

and that was it. done. i wasnt JUMPING FOR JOY, but i was never super angry or hateful or bitter towards her. she handled it like a damn MAN hahahaha. verbalized it directly and unambiguously. of COURSE most women wouldnt do that. they just dont COMMUNICATE like that! well i wondered about her gender identity anyway, she was kind of mannish. asexual virgin lesbian or potential female to male transsexual hahahaha. not even really kidding. but she still had a nice body and A Kind Face hahahaha. Kind Eyes.

well so did woman2015!!!!!

DONT TRUST KIND EYES.

NEVER TRUST KIND EYES.

Learning some Great Life Lessons thru the Beauty of Intimate Relationships With Women!

It really PAYS OFF to get CLOSE to people hahahaha.

GREAT LIFE LESSONS hahaha.

no i am entering a blatantly angry phase right now. that is fine. no problem mon.

i cant believe that fooking cvnt, i trusted her, i LOVED her!!!!!!!!!! and she broke muh heart mercilessly, and it will remain broken and useless for like a damn year of my life! my precious time!!!!! why have we even evolved the capacity to LOVE??!?!?!

oh wait i know the answer of course. its a K-selected thing in colder climates, to encourage nuclear families, high investment parenting.

but our Culture, since the Rise Of Cultural Marxism, is ecnouraging r-selection over K-selection.

meaning, you have Broods Of Babbys like they do in the Bush and go for QUANTITY over QUALITY. while K selection is QUALITY over QUANTITY.

so have lots of secs, have lots of babbys, or lots of abortionz, whatever you want, if it feels good, do it, short term instant gratification, no consequences, no commitment.

bitcoin poker note: u get krill even if u FOLD immed & never bet! assuming theres rake. about .1 krill for .01 rake. need .40 pot, never happens at .01 table, much more at .02 tho. just sitting at the table gets u krill!!

(krill is the rewards/promotions system for Loyal Playerz like moi. But the trick is, you get barely any krill playing at the .01/.02 table, and WAY more krill playing at the .02/.04 table, because at that higher table, you get way more pots that are .40 and above! which is necessary for a rake, which is then necessary for krill. ANYWAY you dont even have to BET, you can get crap cards and fold them immediately, and if theres a rake, you will get krill!)

now, is krill REALLY important is another question.

ok i gotta go back out there. 2.8 miler ftw.

ok did that. didnt really get woman out of mind. thought about how i would never want anybody but her. that we would make The Perfect Couple. that i really should contact her in like 3 months.

but yeah. i would still have feelings, and she would probably have less feelings, and what happens when one person has less feelings and the other person has blatantly more? they dump you within 2 months.

unless its the woman who has more feelings. then that will continue as long as the man wants.

if the man has more feelings, it will continue as long as the woman wants. which will prob be 1 to 2 months, no more, becuase she will always have a Cast Of Suitors on Deck. makes you feel real special to be Auditioned among a Sea of So Many Applicants!

7.8 miles today. i got cut short a bit.

god damn. women are such fooking BULLSHIT. youre a moron if you DONT hate them!!!!!!!!

well im back to wanting a Harem of 90000 18 year old qts just to have secs with. fook this INTIMACY with WOMEN.

well let me make a point. I believe: THE MORE MONOGAMOUS, THE MORE INTIMATE, because you aren’t SHARING your intimacy with addditional people.

so ideal intimacy is inherently monogamous.

i say this to all the women who want to date 10000000 men and have all their sperm swimming around in their uteral gateway ie Dem Beef Curtainz they gleefully spread for the cameras and for the cox.

fooking PIGS. it used to be a very respectable thing to be a wife and mother. be a virgin gurl who married young and started having babbys young. it didnt mean there was abuse and beatings and raep and shit.

i just want a nice gurl who isnt a fooking disgusting degenerate pig! is that too much to ask!

of course it is hahahaha. and the recent woman was not a degen pig but she STILL treated me like crap. out of character no less. low odds. unbelievable.

so i would prefer a degen pig who treats me GOOD then?

well the crucial factor is that i LUV the woman. and its not likely i would LUV a degen pig. i already did, i thought that was a lesson learned then, that i got my pig screen working.

oh thats another thing.

NEVER TRUST A WOMAN ON THE PILL.

it makes them even MORE crazy, makes them even MORE slutty, lowers their already low sense of screening, makes them have secs with ANYONE. makes them more prone to cheat, makes them hornier, makes them like a “bat with broken radar, bumping into everything and everyone” to quote MUH BOY Varg Vikernes.

I approve of his Traditional Life, Traditional Wife, Traditional Children, Traditional Homeschool and Homesteading Life.

of course i would side with a “Vile Racist Neo Nazi Anti Semite” right?

ikr.

tbh yes lol heil hitler 1488.

that is bitches idea of verbal communication. everthing is sarcasm, or a stupid joke, or  misses the point, or its like youre talking to a wall, or an infant. they cant think in more than 2 sentences. thats why they like texting so much. verbal communication is not something they like or are good at.

and this is how they Build Sexual Relationships and Choose the men who will Father their children and fill up our world with even more degenerate Human Garbage!

what a world!

that was a saying i used a lot on an old blog, but it is more relevant now than ever!

bitches and whores.

put this in the top shelf book, this is a top 10% post hahahaha.

heh. was “supposed” to have some nyquil today but i totally forgot about it. now it is kinda late to take the nyquil cuz i like to take it around 6 or 7 at the latest.

so if texting is verbal communication, why do women like texting so much?

becuase it allows them to bring verbal communication DOWN TO THEIR LEVEL of shitty nonverbal communication. they take the verbal and ruin in and pervert it and make it into ambiguous, confusing nonsense. CHAOS REIGNS. anything to make chaos of out order, when MEN want to make ORDER OUT OF CHAOS.

no wonder men and women are natural enemies!

but Healthy people dont have such an ADVERSARIAL relationship with the opposite gender. its because i was raised with Traditional Gender Roles and Gender Pronouns and not ze, zir, zhe, and xyr.

any 18 year old will know i am not making this bullshit up.

YOU CANT BULLSHIT THE BULLSHITTER!

but i am really not THAT good at bullshitting either. otherwise i could sell myself better to jobs and women and have more success in that department.

i can bullshit OK, SOMETIMES. but not super good, all the time.

some good, some of the time.

goddam bitches can suck mah dick, bitches.

yeah at this point, gotta do 8.4 miles every day.

praying to GOD a little bit just to get her out of my mind. this is ridiculous. this can never happen again. the crux was working together. if we didnt work together

  1. the tension would have not built to such a point, ie we would have been more likely to communicate, and not gotten so goddam weird and ridiculous with me seeing her every day
  2. i would be able to keep the job
  3. i could use the job to distract me, rather than be distracted FROM my job, to the peril of my work performance!!!!!

now i cant even remember the good times anymore, cuz it all ended in such SHIT. its like its two different PEOPLE.

the pain is UNBEARABLE and UNRELENTING and MERCILESS. how can you NOT be changed?

but thank GOD i guess i am doing a little better. it really doesnt feel like it though. thank GOD i have a home.

well she can go have a bunch of bastard trash kids and i will laugh bitterly because she could have know True Love rather than being Fooked like a Cvmdumpster Whore. but if she thinks i am gonna be CAPTAIN SAVE A HO after she’s whored it up for a few years, shes got another thing coming.

so its a red flag of an abuser when a man uses words like “bitches” and “whores” and “sluts”. bla bla bla. i dont really use these words when talking to women unless i am joking. or trying to test them to screen them for sluttiness, to make sure they disapprove of sluttish behavior. you do not want to have a monog longterm rel with a SLUT.

type of woman that give Blowjobs to Guys In Cars.

it is sad to think she might be going down that path. so sad to see a good woman TURN bad. it breaks your heart all over again!

bitches and whores. the ones that arent disgusting whores will break your heart 10 times WORSE. i dont think i oculd get my heart broken by a whore because i would never fall in LUV with a whore again! havent in at LEAST 6 years when i got some feelings for a whore, but i wouldnt quite call it full blown Luv. she continues to pile up the cox even as she gets older, uglier, closer to The Wall. good fookin riddance whore hahahaha.

i can just repeat the same bullshit over and over again, like i cant believe SHE would do this. i thought i KNEW her. i TRUSTED her not to do something so heartless. especially to me. i thought our friendship well it did not entitle me to secs or to romantic luv, but i beleive it DID entitle me to RESPECT and COMMUNICATION and a Seat At The Table To TALK ABOUT OUR RELATIONSHIP.  OH NO THATS TOO MUCH TO ASK. god damn.

maybe it is. maybe people can do whatever they want.

well then i reserve the right to have Muh Feelings Hurt when somebody HURTS me!!!!!!! shit.

MEN MUST COMPETE FOR INVITES/ U CANT GO OUT WITH GURLZ UNLESS YOU HANG OUT WITH THEM

dec 7 2014

sunday morning 9 24 am hooray.

drinking coffee, neckbearding, might play settlers.

i was in a huge iron maiden phase, now i want to listen to something like maiden but not maiden. looks like i shoudl head for JUDAS PRIEST then. listening to “screaming for vengeance” album, not bad at all!

1982 there. 1976 sad wings of destiny, ok lets go there. this sounds badass too but it’s got that overproduced drum sound i don’t like, but everything else sounds great. and rob halford is a badass just like bruce dickinson. even if he sucks the d. has a better range than bruce. sounds ridic good on “dreamer deceiver.” see the only judas priest albums i even kinda listened to are “stained class” and “british steel.” not bad albums to be sure! but there’s plenty of other good albums too.

albums should never be more than the vinyl lp length of 40 minutes or so.

how does rate your music rank the judas priest albumz?

find vinyl ripz of sad wingz thru….painkiller.

later

found just that vinyl ripz. nice. i am thankful for the internets.

ok gotta mkae a decent amt of cigarets tonight to make this day count.

tues dec 9 after work big day of work tomorrow

i am feelzing jealous and resentful and anxious that bla bla  bla bla because you can’t MAKE somebody want to hang out with you.

then i thought again about how men need to work for all their popularity, men have to COMPETE FOR INVITES, and this is the social price men must pay for the benefit of not being able to get pregnant.

at the end of the day, it is still a bargain to not be able to get pregnant, so it’s worth it.

but it is still is very possible for men to get lonely when they cannot be with women.

and you can’t GO out with gurlz unless you can HANG out with them. or make out, or bang, or cuddle, or whatever your Hetero Goals are.

if you can’t hang out with them….you’re AT A DEAD STANDSTILL.

and you can’t FORCE somebody to hang out with you. you can guilt trip or coerce or manipulate them, but they they rightfully get bitter and butthurt at you.

degenerate rejectors!

hehehehe.

but honestly i think i am overreacting

or maybe that’s too high of expectations hehe.

you think i would have learned my lesson by now, haha.

I believe as a Traditionalist Conservative that it’s GOOD for men and women to be together, to be mates for one another.

and its retarded that women need men less than men need women. no they really dont. back in the day women knew how to luv men. heh.

BUT the social cost WOMEN must pay, is that they must be more CAREFUL with their uteri. And because precisely they are NOT, and they give it away so freely, that is exactly why they are Degenerate. Because Women can get pregnant, men must compete to hang out with them, and by that very token, women Should not spread their legs so freely. OR give some of dat 4ss to u and me, hahahaha.

ALSO, I wanted to say that because Average Women get Physical Intimacy like Touching, Cuddling, Making Out, and Sechs more often than Average Men, therefore Women take these things FOR GRANTED more than men do. Women put LESS VALUE on it than men do, because women GET IT MORE. So in other words a nice cuddle session might be worht a measly 5 bucks to a woman, but to a man, he would gladly pay 5 THOUSAND dollars for a good cuddle, if he could afford it.

MAKE UP FUNNY STORIES FROM YOUR LIFE

june 11

anyway girl8 is not really the main story, it’s just perhaps worth mentioning first to get out of the way. the much more imporatnt thing here was reconnecting successfully with an old frand i had not seen in….7 years.

i had sworn to make amends with him and with the guy we were going to see, the guy getting married. i didn’t get to really have a one on one with THAT guy but i still apologized to him, as well as to the other guy. deeply profoundly apologized to both guys, so that is good, feel good about that man.

i also did not have any tension with the leftists. of course i was not looking to provoke any tension either. but it was interesting hearing the leftists talk about their leftist beleifs.

it was weird, their beliefs are way out there, but they are still very decent admirable respectable people. i got along well with a radical leftist activist, all the anti-gun people, the anti-white people, anti-men, etc.

people talking about how jealousy is an immature bad emotion, having open rels, raep jokes are not funny, etc hehehe.

well, i think these guys would agree with me at least that rejection SUCKS and it hurts and that you have a right to be upset when you are rejected. i guess they just get over it and move on with their lives much quicker and easier than i do.

that and i like to laff at raep jokes, and i think open rels are kinda immature and bs and that at least 80% of them don’t work out, and that jealousy is a perfectly natural and normal response to rejection and butthurt. just don’t stalk, raep, hurt, or terrorize a broad. but you’re more than entitled to get jealous/angry when you get rejected.

got some good ideas about jobs, like people that make decent money tutoring english on skype, or being a chess coach, and not even any masters degrees.

even had great discussions with a new guy i just met there, who was real phd material, and going to start a masters program. i told him he was phd material and should really think about going that way. he caught my ear with philosophical jargon, so i spouted some jargon of my own, names of “thinkers”, and he got a huge kick out of it, and i was happy to oblige, however the diff bw me and him was that he really LOVED this stuff and grad skool for it is an obvious choice for him…..while i just like the jargon (philosophy/postmodernism/critical theory) because it makes you sound real smart. but i do NOT want to make it my career becuase it is kind of infuriating and not very rewarding or fun to read, IMHO. but this guy absolutely loves it, so i encouraged him to think about a phd. he also had great social skills and was great at talking to strangers. he was in great physical shape and had banged grils and traveled the world, and was able to drink and do other things responsibly. i mean some of these guys partied like bosses and i was happy to see that. CONSTANT beer drinking and at one point guys were in a ritual circle passing around a bowl of a ridiculous drink made of bacardi 151, vodka, and monster energy. that was a great drink invented by one of the leftists, and i was very impressed.

so yeah of course i did not drink. smoked a little bit of wiid where my MO was just to take one puff at a time and not get all paranoid and anxiety attack. whereas the other guys could take manny puffs and still not freak out.

also smoked a SH!TLOAD of cigarettes, like over 10 cigs a day, with a few days prob closer to 15 or 20, some chain smoking even. just sitting outside with the guys drinking tons of drinks and smoking w33d. i was just drinking water and chain smoking cigarets and taking the occasional puff of wiid.

i was proud about restraining myself on the wiid, and indeed i never really freaked out,and was able to continue conversation after puffing it.

something i noticed was that all these guys had lots of funny and interesting STORIES about their fun and interesting lives, and they would tell the stories and by the end everyone was laughing and cracking up. people were just full of stories. finally the guy asked me if i had any good stories, and i really DON’T!!!!  the closest thing was my DUI story, so I just told that in the funniest way I could, and did a pretty good job and got everybody laughing and that was a good confidence booster. we also played a game where we had to write funny responses and i wrote a few that everybody laughed and liked and commended me on my awesome sense of humor and being hilarious, which indeed is very imporatnt to me, and i appreciated that greatly.

but they had stories about girls and i didn’t have anything funny to share there. unless being a kissless virgin for like 10 yeasr is funny, hahaha. or mah frand having a full blown Rel with a gurl I pined for over a huge distance of time and space. or me wasting at least 3 years of my life if not 4, being in luv with a girl I hung out with onyl a few times and never even made out with (girl7).  hehehe.

so i would encourage you to do evertyhting you can to have at least one funny STORY you can tell. these STORIES from your life are key. they don’t have to be 100% truthful, i’m sure there was some  embellishment and exaggeration for comedic effect going on.

of course drunk driving is not technically funny, but i can vouch that you CAN spin it into a very funny story. If I can do it, so can you. so use that for your one funny story. if you’re a desperate lazy loser kissless virgin, then of COURSE you have a Drinking Problem, then of COURSE you have gotten a DUI. just par for the course.

so, i didn’t have even one funny or interseting story, so i took the closest contender, and spun it. go and do likewise, gents. if i can do it, you can definitely do it too.

MOIST, MOISTER, MOISTEST

may 26

remember how to deal with bullies?

say “f00k you, f4gg0t”, then when they come at you, be prepared to physically martial arts them down to the ground, then use a sleeper hold on them, not beating them up, but disabling them.

you can modify that to something like “go f00k yourself, cvnt”.

i might say to blatantly display the sidearm you are Openly Carrying to dissuade people from physically attacking you, but I don’t want you to get railroaded in court, get a gun felony, and then be prevented from ever carrying ever again.

i am staunchly pro-gun and believe more (legal) guns in the hands of responsible decent adults will lead to a decrease in gun violence, usually carried out by maniacs and criminals using illegal guns.

if a wimmin refuses to take your last name in marriage, she’s basically saying “i AM going to divorce you in under 10 years, take over half your wealth, use your kids against you, etc, and I want to be celebrated by you for it.”

so don’t marry her, hehehe.

again, to pick up cute young gurls, try going to a RAVE or an Electronic Music Festival / COncert / Dance Party. the gurls will all be on ecstasy and looking to Party. Take advantage of the situation. Not the gurl, hahahahahaha.

how 2 get action from gurls:

if needed, take benzos to make you not nervous when approaching gurls.

say Sup Gurl, Ima Buy You a Drank. then buy them a drink and dance with them. then say sup gurl, imma take you out to dinner.

then take her out to dinner and pay for it, and if she doesn’t at least bl0w you, MOVE ON to another gril.

and maybe she will even call you up later and beg to be banged. that is acceptable too.

THE END.

simple right?

heh. i am no more misogynist than daniel tosh, who btw leftist progressive professionals think is so offensive and ignorant and the worst thing since nickelback and walmart and country music. daniel tosh is right up there for his women-hating and fat-shaming and being a big homophobic racist sexist bully. i think he’s pretty funny tho. not as funny as he thinks he is, and certainly too much of a DEGENERATE, like with his vomiting and bestiality vidyas, but at least he doesn’t apologize.

well its finally warm enough to open the windows and the neighborhood seems noisier than in years past. in particular some little kids who scream all day and dogs who bark all day.

it is at least 3 little kids under the age of 3 who just go outside and scream scream scream scream scream.

but i am not complaining, the nice weather is way better than the horrible winter!

i have got to get a career in a warmer place. texas, florida, arizona, i wouldn’t mind super hot.

why does godzilla have balls in front of his open mouth.

for example, as i sit here now, there are 3 little girls screaming all at the same time. they are about 100 feet away but they sound like they’re no more than 20 feet away!

if i were their father I would tell them to stop screaming or else…..

NOW, I used to be staunchly pro-spanking, then someone I respected said that spanking was not the ideal punishment. now i got spanked a couple of times and it never bothered me. and it’s not like you are savagely abusing your child or give them 50 lashes, I would just give them like 3 light spanks to get them to shut the hell up or stop acting like a brat and to show them who’s boss.

the expert i respect is not some left wing pvssy marxist who wants to raise empowered genderless antiracist kids, he is a rightist.

how do you discipline your kids without spanking?

well easy, i guess you just make them sit inside, away from their screaming friends, and give them a true “time out” meaning NO toys, no phones or vidya games or candy or snacks or anything.

or make them do some chores. some WORK around the house.

damn. you think the people that live even CLOSER to these screaming kids would tell their parents to control their damn kids.

#YesAllWomen Shows That Misogyny Is Everyone’s Problem

http://jezebel.com/yesallwomen-trend-is-uprooting-everyday-misogyny-one-t-1581432502

so there is this #YesAllWomen hashtag that started in response to elliott rodger killing those women and men, to point out how common “everyday misogyny” is and how we live in a patriarchal raep culture and the misogyny average guys have is the same as rodger had, just a diff in degree not in kind, bla bla bla.

Not All Men: A Brief History of Every Dude’s Favorite Argument

proof that time magazine is leftist as f00k. good job.

holy f00k. i wasted like 45 minutes reading a bunch of feminist anti-man bullcrap. to think they want you to become a feminist to be a “decent person”! hehe and that men are not entitled to sex just for believing that women do nto deserve to be raeped, hehehehe.

heh. i didn’t even know “not all men” was a “thing,” but I do remember “not all women” from several years ago. as in, not all women are like that, is what a woman-loving mangina says when he wants to point out that not all women are evil succubus wh0res!

heh. because it doesn’t matter that you’re not personally a raepist, it matters that we live in a raep culture. stop trying to make everything about YOU and what YOU are or aren’t! It doesn’t matter!

heh. this is what College turns normal women into. communist freaks, and horrible potential mothers.

hard to believe so many people read stuff like this on a daily basis and agree with it. yikes. glad that’s not me! or hopefully you!

 

 

HOW TO BECOME A NORMALF4G AND WHY YOU WOULD WANT TO

Because they’re not hatefully angry at everything all the time, and can actually accomplish things in life.

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july 1 monday 2013

[reel fast movie review, skip if desired cuz doesn’t really Fit The Mission of this Blog:
Kanal By Andrzej Wajda. Uhhh 6.5/10. Started off good, got a little slow towards the end, not as gay and boring as you’d think a movie from 1957 would be hahahaha. deals with the warsaw uprising of 1944. I prepped myself by watching the extras FIRST, then the actual movie. extras were good, a 27 minute thing on the making of, this was a 2003 interview with Wajda, his asst director on the film, and a Famous Polish Film Scholar. Second was a 27 minute interview of Wajda talking to some kind of Polish Ambassador in 2004 who was involved with the uprising. to put it in context. The Old Guy’s opinion was that the Warsaw Uprising slowed both the Germans and the Russians and somehow kept the Russian Army from taking ALL of Berlin and not just East Berlin. Not sure how. Kinda confusing. But the bottom line of Recent Polish History is that Poland was taking it up the A55 from BOTH sides, Germany to the West and Russia to the East, and Poland probably got screwed worse than any other country in WW2. Anyway. Warsaw Uprising is the Polish Home Army “militarily” fighting the Germans trying to occupy Warsaw, but “politically” also fighting the Russians, who were right at the doorstep. The vistula River. Russians coulda jumped in and saved the day, saved the Poles from getting murdered by the Germans, but the Russians preferred to just sit there and “bleed the poles to death.” NOT sure if there was still a Russian-German Nonaggression Pact in 1944 like there was earlier in the war.]

kids taking calc 2 or 3 over the summer. sweet baby jesus. I hate them because I envy them, that they can do this without RAGING out. One of the TOP Things I Hate right now is Good Students. I Hate People Who Don’t HATE Everything like I do. I hate Students who can diligently do their 10 hours of Hard Math HW a day during the 1/6 of the year it’s actually NICE outside, because they’re Good Students with a Good Work Ethic, and I Hate them because I Envy Them for their Good Attitude and Work Ethic which I don’t have but I wish I had, so I hate them…well, I don’t really hate THEM, I ENVY them, and I hate that I am not like them.

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* Heh. WHAT WOULD IT TAKE for me to Productively, Chillly do Calc 5 and Orgo 6 over the summer…..think about it…..yes a Nice Radiant QT Prime Of Youth 19 Year Old College Gurlfran to Make Out With after doing Stupid Problems for 10 hours a day, to be cute and 19 years old and say Oh Good For You, I knew you could do it, now let’s cuddle as I rub my 19 year old body over you and you exclusively, and next month we can slowly upgrade to the next level of intensity, because I’m a Nice Girl, I only do One Base Per Month, bla bla bla bla bla

* ^^^^IRON-CLAD PROOF OF ME BEING WORLD’S HUGEST WOMAN-HATER. OMG THIS MISOGYNIST HAS SUCH A CREEPY CONTROLLING ABUSIVE VIEW OF WOMEN, NO WONDER HE’S A KISSLESS VIRGIN

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I have determined that the best thing I can do regarding my HATE and ANGER towards SKOOL is to Beg For Mercy and Help from a College Counselor/Advisor. Make an appointment, show them my transcripts, say PLEASE can you HALP ME, I am really burning out here, what’s the quickest way for me to get an Upper Working Class 10$ an hour job already, I am sick of school, I need a little DIRECTION at least, can you PLEASE I BEG YOU give me a little direction, O GOD PLEASE HELP ME, I really HATE SKOOL at this point, but I’m SMART I SWEAR, just my lack of focus, work ethic, and my bad attitude and my hate and anger are really making it real HARD for me to use the good brain the lord gave me. Got the Brains, but the Feels get in the way. Got a lot of brains, but got a LOT of Feels too. TOO many feels. Oh Sweet Baby Jesus Hammercy On Me!

And maybe they can “connect the dots”, and say oh you’re real close to this this and this, so think about these 3 options, rather than the 9000000000 “options” out there right now.

*So, Brethren Losers, do yourself a favor and see your own College Counselor. Even if they ARE “Useless”, they can’t possibly be HURTFUL, especially if you’re at Rock Bottom right now as it is!
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* another thing that MIGHT help is Learning College Study / “Survival” Skills, like a Programmed Method for Taking Notes and Studying. Because you never really learned these things in high school, because high school was way easier, now college is way harder. well, not like psychology class, but like fooking organic chemisty and biochemistry and calculus and thermodynamics and statics and plastics and mechanics and stuff like that, where some psychotic 4sshole instructor shouldn’t have a job. Maybe take classes like these at the Community College if you can. Since those instructors don’t really Do Research, then Theoretically they need to be able To Teach. Theoretically. Although I can tell you a lot of them don’t know how to teach either. Anyway, there are tons of books on this type of stuff: “becoming a master student”, “how to study in college” by pauk, the Cornell Note Taking Method, the right vs the wrong way to do flashcards, etc.

So find the people who CAN help you (counselors maybe, tutors maybe) and talk to them and beg them for help because you’re at the end of your rope.

When they say maybe you should go to a shrink too, tell em YEAH YEAH, I’m going to a shrink, why don’t YOU go to a shrink, hahahahaha. No, they probably WON’T tell you to go to a shrink, and they DEF won’t tell you to K yourself like 4chan would. It’s their Masters Degree Lower Middle Class JOB to HELP YOU. And besides it’s paid for by the OBSCENELY GENOCIDALLY OVERPRICED TUITION. YOU are their BOSS. THEY are accountable to YOU, who pays their salary. MAKE THEM WORK FOR IT.

I guess don’t be super hostile to them, or super emo. Just gently let them know you’re Not In A Good Place right now, and you really need some Help Plox. And that aint no lie!

(I am trying to pump myself up to make an Appointment with a College Counselor, if you couldn’t tell)

And I would guess that it’s in These People’s Job Descriptions to be NICE. Nicer than some f4gg0t INSTRUCTOR I’m sure! Those Who Can’t DO, TEACH! (Unless they really WANT to Teach, then they may be good teachers I guess.) These Counselors Probably WANT to HELP you! Let them HELP you! Go to them and say, ” I’m kinda pretty much near the end of my rope here, I really need some Guidance. Help Me Determine My Next Step. ”

Anyway. Their Job is to Help You, so Make Them Do Their Job. I really HATED going to the Academic Counselor because I was STUBBORN and I was also SCARED. Don’t make the same mistake I did. I should have probably visited the counselor at least two times per semester. Got as MUCH outside help as I could, rather than as LITTLE.

* Being CONFUSED about where your LIFE is going is a BIG cause of ANGER. Maybe if you get a little HELP with this, you will be LESS ANGRY AND HATEFUL, and you already KNOW that will help you in all aspects of your life. Like LIFTING. or PRAYING. Less Anger/Hate will make you Better and Stronger and Smarter.

* Although if you follow My plan, you start the First Day of College with your Major Declared (Electrical, Mechanical, Computer, Biomedical, Chemical Engineering) and know what classes you’re gonna take and what profs you’re gonna stalk and what internships you’re gonna get, for every semester, and every summer, from day 1. THEN maybe you can get away with visiting the advisor once a semester, instead of once a MONTH, once a month would be ideal for lazy layabouts who don’t know what they’re doing and thus shouldn’t even be Away At College in the FIRST place.

* If you are Privileged Enough to be Away At A Big College, then Visit your Advisor once a month, every month, even if you think you don’t need to.

* Also, visit a Psychological Counselor / Shrink at least once a month, even if you don’t think you need to. Do it ANYWAY, to make sure you aren’t developing any bad habits, like anger or hatred or alcohol or drugs or laziness. It’s their job to keep you on track. To make you better and stronger. Heck if you don’t visit them now, you’ll just end up visiting them LATER, when you REALLY need it, once you’ve REALLY hit rock bottom, and you’re reading r9k and v9k and My Blog, and thinking about Ending It All because you’re a Huge Neet Loser Virgin who still wants to bang College Girls, but has even LESS of a chance now that you’re Creepy and Fat and Old. So Go On Spring Break like I said last post. The Ugliest of the Young Drunken State College girls will be hotter than the Average 35 year old Real World Bar Skanks With Kids. No Contest!

* Heh. Neet semi-wizards like us view Sex in a Very Big Picture Sense: Normalfags get sex. Women get sex. But we Beta, Omega, Wizard Virgins do NOT get Sex, or Cuddling, or Hugging, Or Handholding, Or GFs, or makeouts, or anything like that. So Women are essentially just Normalfags then. I know my Target Audience! I have good enough social skills to have S with a Drunk 5/10 Woman….BUT I HAVE IMPOSSIBLY HIGH STANDARDS, hahahaha. Besides, I HATE skool, careers, and normalfags too much to ever fully BE a normalfag. Normalfags don’t have this much HATE, and it’s ultimately my HATE that keeps me from Succeeding in Skool, Career, Women, and Life.

* So I suppose the goal is….. BECOME A NORMALFAG. A Happy, Healthy, Handholding, Gurlfran-having Normalfag, who is able to Set Skool and Career and Relship Goals and Reach Them without raging out or giving up.