wed dec 20

may 5

https://bbs.dailystormer.com/t/i-spank-my-wife/104042/108

more on the spanking thread. neet white knight comes in but he is open to all the good ideas. he misunderstands and thinks he needs to start slapping faces. people in the know correct him and say, no, not the face, just the ass.

im glad they clarified because i am still open to slapping a woman in the face if it really works, but i would much prefer just to slap them on the ass only. and its good to see that confirmed!

and like ive always said, i have no desire to do even more creepy abusive things like punch in the face or violently choke. slap in the face would be the highest i would go, and i’m glad to hear even that shouldnt be necessary.

SPANKING IS THE FINAL SOLUTION TO THE WQ!!

ive said it before and i hop to say it again, many times every day, until it sinks in.

spanking. slapping asses. that’s all you need to know. its so simple, so beautiful.

http://goaskalice.columbia.edu/answered-questions/borderline-personality-disorder-0

QUOTE Borderline personality disorder (BPD) is a serious mental disorder marked by a pattern of ongoing instability in behavior, moods, self-image, and functioning. These constant fluctuations may seriously hinder a person’s impression of their self-identity, work relationships, family life, and personal and professional growth. Some people with BPD also have high rates of co-occurring mental disorders, such as mood, anxiety, and eating disorders, along with substance abuse, self-harm, suicidal thinking and behaviors, and suicide.  END

maybe i do have borderline hahahaha. that would SUCK.

ok. day off today. normies dont have this day off. i do because i am working a non normie, neet, borderline fookup, not real job. so i try to be somewhat productive on days like this. by doing laundry, trimming beard, charging things, going to store, doing errands, SHOULD BE doing job interviews so i can get a new JOB so i would be WORKING right now instead of LAZING ABOUT like a NEET or a negro!

little later. ok. went to store. its raining. got a usb cable to try to connect muh nonsmart phone to muh computer. having a DRIVER issue now. damn. the phone is charging over usb but the computer is not able to read the files on the phone.  tired of reinstalling the driver and rebooting the phone, rebooting the computer. got email saying muh sleep sound machine was ready for pickup at target. a lot earlier than expected. leave to go get that soon. excited but i could VERY WELL be disappointed by how shitty it is hahaha.

cinco de mayo hahahaha.

just watch TCM turner classic movies. very few commercials and by far the least degen jooish tv channel out there. and these movies are still totally jooed. but it was back before joos were wholly degen in movies and still made comparably “harmless” movies that didnt cram shit down your throat. plus the lack of jooish commercials is a big deal.

ok gonna go to target to pick up shitty sound machine hahahaha.

ok picked it up, that was quick and easy, tried it out, it was actually great. surpassed expectation in the sound quality and variety. it has a thunderstorm, ocean, babbling brook, normal rain, basic white noise, and summer night with crickets. all are very nice. 15, 30, and 60 minute sleep timer. NICE! i am impressed. the volume/on/off knob is a little shitty and would prob be the first thing to fail.  welp if i can get 3 months out of it, i will be happy hahahaha. and then keep buying a new one every 3 months. shit. cant they make ANYTHING to last like the good old days hahahaha.

wow. awesome beard on david letterman, just fooking fantastic beard. hope he never cuts it short. not all men can grow a great long beard. i cannot. i have to trim it short because it doesnt grow straight.

ok laid down for 1 hour but did not sleep for more than 15 minutes. oh well. it was good though. sall good man hahahaha.

hahahahahaha i got first comment on a new MW video and he said congrats. to me. SSSSSEMPAI NOTICED ME!!!!!!!

i mean hes responded to me before. usually i just say something very nice and supportive and he says thank you hahaha.

they can put that on muh tombstone. millennial woes responded to me. technically so has WEEV hahaha. would liek to add anglin to that list hahaha.

ok dnated 10 dollars to anglins wesearchr just because there are all these people being like im putting in half muh paycheck and i worked 10 hours overtime yesterday just to make this 200 dollar dnation, just dnated 400 bucks, etc. so i figure i can dnate at LEAST 20 right? so this brings me up to about 25, now i am out. and i wanted to help push the wesearchr a bit hahaha. 10 dollars closer.

https://bbs.dailystormer.com/t/great-mystery-why-are-so-many-women-searching-for-ultraviolent-rape-and-physical-abuse-porn/104319

i dunno anglin, you might be missing the mark here. the women who search for “painful anal brutal gangbang” and “violent torture raep” are NOT reflective of Average Women who want to see 50 shades BDSM Lite. those peopel are just watching 50 shades of gray. these are just the most fooked up of women.

soo……does this mean women DO like being punched in the face? spanking fine no problem. pulling hair etc. but punching in the face? what about slapping in the face?

im FINE with spanking a woman, i’m not fine with choking them or punching them in the face! do they really liked being punched in the face? gang raeped by disgusting swarthy arabs? really?

there is a huge part of very important truth in what anglin says. i just think he has gone too far with it, probably because he has been with too many dirty sluts in his life. sad!

he’s probably been with numerous skanks who liked being choked and punched.

ok i can sorta understand choking.

and i can TOTALLY understand the Ravished By a strong man sort of against your will, giving up ALL responsibility and control and letting the big handsome man dominate you.

but i dont think this extends to swarthy, smelly immigrants raeping you with a knife in your face.

and i really doubt they watch violent pr0n which is mainly watched by pathetic porn freak virgin men.

yes, theres a few super degenerate women who DO watch this, im sure.

no its not white knight f4ggotry, anglin hahahaha.

i wont stop supporting him tho. its not a big deal. unless he bans me for not being woman hating enough!

i mean its not like hes married to a joo and banning people for asking questions about that hahahahaha.

yes i believe women like being dominated, i just dont believe women like being dominated SO violently, well, some do, but they are legit fooked up! healthy women like to be dominated in a not-brutally-violent manner!

how does THAT attitude make me a white knight ph4ggot?

i mean i am chomping at the bit to spank a woman! gimme a break hahaha.

also anglin does risk losing support over The WQ and his rather extreme take on it.

purity spiral anti-enoch people are seeing him as soft on enoch and will stop supporting him over that.

hey there were feuds and divisions in VVN well before DS, TRS, or the alt right ever existed. its really all fookin stupid.

but if someone bans you from their forum, it’s pretty weak to still like them hahahaha. kinda like pining for the bitch who dumped you hahaha.

well, not that bad hahaha.

fookin group dynamics hahaha. i have no doubt most of TRS are great guys with good correct beliefs. i just disagree with how trs leadership handled this one incident. i mean its not a small incident tho.

it is ridiculous when you’re willing to forgive somebody……but they’re unwilling to apologize or admit they did anything wrong!!! how stupid and weak does that make YOU!!!!!!!

well i guess they DID open the forum up for open registration. that’s a good move right? yes it is. i give them a little credit for that. but really what i want to see is enoch say “IM DIVORCING MY WIFE, here’s a 23 and me to show im not a joo, and everyone is now unbanned from the forum.”

you can always ban people a second time who really deserve it.

but yeah i would be on the side of the hwyte knight woman luvers on DS.

honestly the Vitriol and Hate poured on women here sounds like the type of stuff you SHOULD be saving for da jooz. and i dont think its a good tactical move for anglin to encourage that!

hate da jooz, not the women!

so scott roberts is in the thread arguing in favor of the pro-women, white knight f4ggt side, and i am agreeing with him. i’ve seen this guy around for a few years, he puts his face and name out there, but i never watched him, because he looks sorta like a….Whegro hahahaha and i think Anglin was sort of fighting him, saying hey this weirdo scott roberts is always messaging me, he’s obsessed with me, kinda creepy tbh.  but on The WQ, I find myself taking roberts’ side. the women are all liking him because he’s defending the women and saying not all women are searching for VIOLENT BRUTAL RAEP Porn. which i think is a very reasonable thing to say. I think Roberts is being reasonable and anglin is not. anglin has gone over the line here. muh red line hahahaha.

again its not the end of the world, but i dont think this is a Hill worth Dying on. YES the WQ is VERY important, thats why WQ threads are so HOT, and YES an extreme solution is needed……and that extreme solution is spanking. well, spanking AND taking away womens vote, and banning abortion, and getting women out of careers. but spanking is something very simple and practical all men who arent neet virgins can do at home.

even the women on DS agree with this, and anyone who agrees with a woman ever is a white knight f4ggot. the anti-woman stuff has gone too far!

i think it has to do with the women you’ve met. these men have met the worst women have to offer. i’ve only personally experienced the tip of the iceberg there. in comparison, all the women i’ve met have been angels! thats why i’m such a mangina woman lover hahahaha.

i’ve never had awoman directly betray me or do somethign cruel and spiteful and evil to me. just women being flaky and immature and childish, which broke my heart sure, but its nothign out of the ordinary. like them cheating on you with 10 nonwhites, them walking out with your children, cheating on you with your best friend, taking “half your money”, spending 1000 dollars per month of child support on jooish consumer shit, etc.

TRS wasnt this anti-woman! hehehehehe.

what also bothers me is that TRS has MUCH better local meetups than DS. on TRS, apparently there was a Thriving, regular local meetup (pool party) system in my area. on DS, the book party thread for my area is absolutely DEAD. Sad! this means more people in my area use TRS than DS, and i was interested in doing some real life stuff, meeting real life people. TRS is without a doubt MUCH better in this department!

and they have a MUCH healthier view of women!

so i should go back to TRS obviously??!?!?!?!

they’re great smart non-woman-hating people who are very active in real life……..but their top leadership is somewhat compromised. well theyre probably not even really compromised, theyre just huge stubborn assholes. which has always been a thing in the movement. see harold covington. but i guess hes done some super shady shit.

oh yeah. the jooish media says that if you use the word “GLOBALIST”, its a dogwhistle for joos. so if you use the word GLOBALIST, youre a natzee anti semite racist. dont take anyone who uses the word globalist seriously cuz they really mean jooz.

this is dangerous because why the fook CANT you talk about globalists? it is serious problem. but yeah it is a largely jooish thing. of COURSE the jooz dont want you TALKING about GLOABLISM!!!!!! and what better way to SHUT IT DOWN than to say if you even use the word globalism your a stupid RACIST natsee!??!?!?!?!

but the fact is, whoever these globalists are (hehehehe), they exist, and they have a global agenda!!!!!!

die hard is not on netflix streaming? thats stupid.

down 2 pounds from last week, that is nice.

was thinking of that woman again, how NICE it was just to spend time with her and she would smile and be nice to me, then i get yuge regrets that i didnt move on her then. well i honestly didnt want to, plus i was respecting the sanctity of her rel. its her fault because she shouldnt even have been HANGING OUT with guys. but thats how committed she was to her BF. she wanted to make him jealous. not that that was the only reason she was hanging out with me. not that she even realized that was at all even partially a reason she was hanging out with me!

but it was nice having a sweet kind nice low number woman jsut being nice and sweet and tender to me! really lets you know what youve been missing! and poor georgie boy has never even experienced that! i dont think hes even had a nice female FRIEND like i have!

ok enough of the moping hahahaha.

ok another 2 mile powerwalk, listened to taake for 41 minutes. so autistic hahaha. but very very emotional for an autist.

went back on TRS forum and it was readable without login. apparently open registration too. lot of new names. seemed overall more silly and slightly more degenerate than DS. but not horribly jooish degen, more just like there is a much larger aussie presence and they are doing their aussie shitposting. which i enjoy, which does not really happen on DS. i am fond of the aussies.

i dont know if mentioning The Scandal would get you banned. probably.

just put a god damn ignore button up so you can ignore people. that would solve all problems. no need to ban anyone. just ignore people. block them. whatever. i guess TRS has that feature now, which is good. DS might have it, or it has something liek it , but it is very hard to find and hard to use.

i have not been banned from trs. reading it. i do like their family issues section. where they talk seriously about wives and children and such. rather than sound like a bunch of woman haters who will never have wife and children. there needs to be more FATHERS on DS.  not these god damn woman haters who just bang the worst sluts and never have children.

no im not abandoning DS. yes im still butthurt about the joowife and the bannings. i just want a place that isnt AS hateful to women, has some fathers, and has decent local meetups.

we cant just blame women. we have to blame jooz and ourselves for letting women get into this state.

similar to how i got into my state. its complicated. many factors:

  1. myself
  2. my fam
  3. da jooz
  4. just plain unlucky
  5. there might have been a 5th, or maybe it could be filed under jooz or unlucky.

myself,  i was young and stupid af. and my fam had the best of intentions. so we’ll say 20 20 30 30 for each of those factors.

20 20 30 30.

shirley mcclaine looked pretty good in 1955 hahahaha. but i think she is jooish.

apparently paypal is not letting you contribute to the DS wesearchr any more.

cant weev go back and change it to 100k so that way anglin is guaranteed 85k right now? its slowing down and i can totally see why, bc 150k is a huge goal to reach!

when i was a young man in univ, a total fookup idiot, there was one wimmin i recall who was very nice to me and i was like GULP she seems interested in me and i could probably bang her if i wanted. but i didnt really WANT to because i didnt think she was QT enough hahahaha and i was in luv with some stupid b’s instead.

well the important thing was that she was not 100% hwyte. she was some kind of latina. veyr middle class bourgie hwyte presenting latina, but she was no more than 50% hwyte and certainly had some squat indios in her ancestry!

despite all that she wasnt horrendously ugly. no i mean she was a 20 year old gurl in good shape and she was very nice to me.

so why did i Deny Her? i mean i didnt break her heart or anything, she found another man readily hahahaha.

but yeah maybe she was just super nice and wasnt really interested in me. she WAS one of those super nice types. whatever. she was a decent person even if she was nonwhite. she became a successful scientist with a masters degree and possibly phd hahahaha.

i tried to think of the sluttiest slut i knew at uni. there was this gurl that I could confirm at least 5 or 6 specific guys she had fooked over the course of maybe 2 years. appalling!

she was very qt and very young, but also very stronk independent feminist activist who Owned Her Secsuality, very very bourge middle class background. it was strange and confusing for me to see a qt 19 year old gurl acting like this! but i didnt trust her overly promiscuous, intellectual, jooish ways! everybody liked her but me. i talked shit about her. i dont trust her. she’s a damn slut and obnoxious. and she was!

i still do not know if she was jooish or not. she was qt and looked hwyte. but the way she ACTED was THOROUGLY jooish. so, pretty good chance. kinda hope she is, because thats how she’s acting. she later went on to prob get a masters degree in social justice and was able to make a living in a social justice career. maybe she ultimately went to law school or phd now that she is 30 and totally batshit insane. maybe became a lesbo.

yeah i would have banged her but i was so disgusted by her that i didnt show any interest, and i didnt show my disinterest in the right way so that it registers with the woman and then they want to get your attention/approval.

but she was annoying and obnoxious, thought she was so SMART, parroting out total NYT/atlantic bullshit all the time. It took me aback to see a 19 year old gurl doing this. when i was 19 all i cared about was smokin MJ and gurls hahahaha. i didnt care about leftist political activism and SJW shit.

im sure there were bigger sluts than her. but she was pretty slutty. 6 confirmed guys in prob less than 2 years. so you can onyl wonder about the grand total over the years. i guarantee her “slut phase” lasted a lot longer than 2 years!

but she probably takes such satisfaction about her SJW career uplifiting nonwhites and speaking against white racists, that she hasnt even turned into a fat miserable seacow by now, and is perfectly happy with her antiwhite career, cats, and poly bisecsual luvers.

i mean shit if she ever has children those kids are gonna be FOOOOOOOOKED up. it’s better that she doesnt have children. besides theres a decent chance she was jooish.

nice sunny day, but also pretty “cold” and windy. will go out for powerwalk soon.

goddamn intellectual sluts. she was huge on that jooish verbal intelligence. not like that woman, who was a fookin retard hahahaha. what kind of woman gets a phd you ask? this kinda woman (the college slut, i mean.) ultimately i much prefer the nonintellectual women. its much more natural and less obnoxious. i cant believe it took me till like age 28 to figure that out!

and then a nice nonintellectual woman broke muh heart anyway!

night of the hunter, 1955, robert mitchum. this movie was pretty good, right? confuse it with cape fear.

i wonder if i had “hatefooked” that gurl it would have made me more confident with women in general. probably! then i woulda been happily married to a decent woman by now hahaha.

but yeah. that college woman was def a terrible coont. you wouldnt have been able to fix her. you would need the most alpha male pulling the strongest game ever, just to keep her in line. for what? so she could be a terrible mother? the marxist jooish shit had taken root too deep. like i say, at age 19, she was spouting perfect sjw bullshit. she was prob a slut since age 15. her middle class high school prob had a sjw club. if she had been married off at age 15 as a virgin to a very traditional man, maybe that would have saved her. well i mean of course it would. who got her pregnant immediately. and again. and again. at least 3 back to back pregnancies would be needed to turn her back on the straight and narrow.

but no her fam was prob pushing her to go to this super middle class univ, and she was of course totally on board with the idea! she was the most stereotypical middle class univ sjw you could image. no dredlocks or tats though.

i wouldnt have a problem doing white sharia on HER. still wouldnt punch her in the face though. could probably slap her in the face, give her brutal spankings and brutal ruff secs tho hahahaha.

maybe thats the trick, to find an attractive woman i actually DISLIKE the way i disliked her! so i don’t have ANY qualms about being a huge super rough asshole with her!

but at the end of the day i would still want a sweet, nice, kind, gentle, likable wife who i didn’t HAVE to dislike.

https://radio.therightstuff.biz/2017/05/03/the-fatherland-episode-75-low-t-oil/

yes i still listen to the fatherland hahahaha.

they have ryan back from deployment and i always really liked him and now he shares he is getting a DIVORCE and his wife has taken his 2 year old child away and moved across the country. thousands of miles away. WTF.  he is handling it a little too well. i would be like that bitch that bitch that evil bitch, i am going to hunt you down. im going to chain you up, then you cant divorce me.

supposedly the wife “HATED” him and had no desire to Work On the marriage.

and just dropped the bomb on him when he was overseas/jsut came home. guess what, were getting divorced, SEE YA! gone like the roadrunner.

so that was horrifying. i mean he seems like the perfect guy. manly, successful, charming. the only thing is that he might be deployed a lot but thats no reason to hate and divorce a guy and steal their children!

https://radio.therightstuff.biz/2017/05/07/the-godcast-truth-justice-the-christian-way-episode-24-pornography-you/

here is another show the godcast which has an anti-porn discussion. not that we really NEED that, but I am anti porn crusader hahahaha.

but yeah if a top ubermensch like ryan can get abandoned by his shitty wife, so can we all. fook that bitch. fooking him over and fooking up their poor innocent daughter who will prob become a evil slut bitch like the mother now, removing her awesome father from her life!!!!!!!!!!!

:rage:

😡

i couldnt think of a more manly, confident, man, who wouldnt let his wife walk all over him.

it seems liek the SHITTIEST of women go for our great military men. cheaters and wh0res and deadbeats. they might be good looking but they will joo you over without a second thought.

and ruining the poor daughters life just because you dont want to stay with your husband. and moving 2000 miles away. did you have to do that?

i dont know what to do about deployed men. maybe their families should go with them. but thats a big thing to ask of children.

i guess ideally many deployed men would have their families with them and the kids could play with each other and be homeschooled along with each other by the wives.

also deployments would be greatly reduced because why do you really need them. he was in like kuwait doing jack shit while his wife was betraying him.

or deployments could be more optional, for single men who wanted to make extra money. but men with families? hell no.  like they NEED to be in iraq or afghanistan or ANYWHERE.

this other guy on the show salty seaman, great guy too, very very manly and masculine, very tuff, takes no shit from bitches, turns out HE was close to divorcing as well. his wife was all upset over something he said on the podcast, but she only heard 2 sentences of what salty had said. she was ready to leave him and probably take their 2 children just over something she took completely out of context. salty needed to confront the issue head on and they were able to patch things up. for now. until the next time she goes nuts.

i guess she was upset about him being away from home so much, which he is away 75% of the time because of his job as a tuff as shit merchant mariner.

well its good i guess she wants to see him more rather than see him less!

but these women are so shitty! think about the damn children!

so then ryan says if you parents absolutely hate each other, it is prob best for the children for the parents to get divorced. and i would actually prob agree, i htink salty agreed with that too.

but its the WOMEN doing all the HATING! they hate their poor husbands and the husbands luv them, the husbands jsut want everybody to get along for the sake of the children!

so now does arranged marriage at 16 sound so damn bad?

thing is, these are charming, manly men who could have their pick of women! not pathetic incels who need to settle for table scraps! so are they to blame for “choosing” these shitty women?

no! because how can you predict if your wife is gonna BETRAY you?

i bet their wives are attractive. an attractive woman will ALWAYS betray you hahahaha. thats prob why that woman betrayed me hahahahaha. because she was attractive. hahahaha. i am being somewhat facetious. she didnt really BETRAY me. but she was attractive!

well maybe she can go out and pull ryan or salty hahaha. i think producer kenny on that show is also divorced. by some idiot for idiotic “reasons.” wish he talked abotu that more. these guys should be HUGE woman-haters, but they aren’t!

was peter sellers jooish? im gonna say yes. he was pretty funny tho. he was also not terribly ugly for a joo.

his father was a goy and his mother was a joo. yeah i know it passes thru the mother but really this means he was “only” HALF joo. it was enough to give him a Complex tho! in his own identity. he didnt ask for that!

although i guess he was not a great father and was bipolar and borderline and just an asshole. welp he should have been a better father to his kids. fookin half joo hahahaha. he was only a half joo but the way he acted was 90% joo. sad!

he had some good roles though.

french election over, “centrist” macron won over the “right wing nationalist” le pen. of course i was hoping for le pen because people think shes a racist, and racist wold be great for france, get the moslem scourge out, but nooooooooooooooo.

i mean perhaps le pen would sell out just as trump has, but i figured the french would be fed up with all the moslem problems and vote for le pen, but i guess voter turnout was very small. and they voted for the weird bilderberg rothschild guy with the 70 year old wife hahahahahahaha.

macron? is that jooish? hahahaha.

might as well be!!!

heh i am angry at those guys wives for being such jooish bitches! i mean what is the guy supposed to do? literally lock you in a jail cell to keep you from walking out on your responsibilities and commitments?  these are not omega cuckolds, nor are they cheating deadbeat whegros. they are hard-working ubermensches!

so their mistakes were marrying women who were too attractive, and for having gainful employment that took them away from home?

you could also have your brother or friend live with the wife at home, to make sure she doesnt cheat.

or, have her move in with the husbands family so she can help with the other children and also not cheat. and be reminded of her husband who is working hard for their family.

well producer kenny didnt have a job away from home. but that still doesnt mean he deserved to be dumped! he is a smart, charming, masculine, and probably handsome man! maybe he was a manlet hahahahahahaha.

anyway my point is, none of these men EVER DESERVED to get dumped by their wives. they never did anything so bad.

men will look for excuses to stay with bad women. women will look for excuses to dump good men hahahaha.

well i guess if they were a bad women, they would dump the man first, rather than it coming to the point where he is lookng for excuses to stay with her. she would have been LONG GONE by that point.

god damn.

well they are finally talking on fatherland about just getting married in church but NOT getting joo married by the state. i have been suggesting this for years hahahaha. so you are not “legally” married.  but then you have to get the woman to admit that legal marriage gives women insane power over men. and they are not willing to admit or give up that power.

so ryan fatherland said he and his wife went to counseling before he deployed and the shrink said they were doing really well. nobody saw this coming. not him, not his family, not her family, she just AMBUSHED him one day wth I HATE YOU IM LEAVING and took the damn daughter. insane.

kenny said he was working so much and so hard that he ended up in the hospital but his wife did not appreciate his sacrifices at all, that the house would be a mess and the kids not wearing pants. sounded like she was just a goddamn bitch who didnt appreciate a good man. just like with ryans wife. bitches!

these are way stronger and better men than me, and yet they carry on, trying to be good fathers to their children. not going completely insane. at least with kenny i think he either has custody of his children or they live near him. ryan, his bitch ex wife took his daughter away from him!!!!!!

turbo rage hehehehe

i dont care if women dont INTEND to be THIS evil. taking a child 1000 miles away from their father is EVIL. when the mother is clearly an evil bitch and the father is clearly a good, great man.

this is CHILD ABUSE!!!!! how can the judge ALLOW CHILD ABUSE!!!!!

well because ryan is deployed sometimes, so therefore he cant have custody of his child.

well at least in these cases its pretty clear whos the good guy and whos the bad guy. in my situation it was unclear and i thought i was the bad guy hahaha. but of course their situations were 60000000000000 times worse because it was divorce, children involved, etc.

i think the women pick this jooish shit up from FACEBOOK and their FRIENDS. so make them hate facebook and hate their degenerate friends. easier said than done. how do you turn them against it.

well find one that never liked facebook, and one who has no degenerate friends. easier said than done!

welp 8 pm on a sunday. gotta get to bed here hahahaha.

 

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THE FINAL SOLUTION TO THE WQ

apr 29 2017 sheeeit

yeah you dont need to BEAT your waifu. probably dont even need to slap them. spanking them and occasionally being good and ruff during secs should be enough. basically just pounding them hard and somewhat pulling their hair.

i guess some/most/all women like to be slapped and choked during secs. i would say you could maybe put your hands around her neck like you were pretending to choke her but actually choking her just seems a little too weird. i guess i could envision some light slaps on the face perhaps, that would be less weird than choking. i dont see why simply spanking and ungently manhandling their body wouldnt be good enough. and pulling the hair is key.

the goal is to leave them absolutely QUIVERING when you are done.

then i wonder if you should mysteriously get up and leave shortly after. just disappear for like 10 or 15 minutes. make her feel alone and abandoned hahahaha. then when you mysteriously come back she develops attachment to you. assuming you want her to be attached to you hahahahaha. then you pull the dread game of pointing at the door and say, you never know, one day i might walk out that door and NEVER come back. so you better be on your best behavior, baby. dont make a fool out of me.

women should wear DRESSES that go PAST the knee and which go up to the damn neck. so many of womens clothes show off their tits or just a lot of chesty area near the tits, as if to say HEY LOOK AT MUH TITS. and then they complain about men staring at their tits. but really just wear a dress that doesnt have some “low cut neckline.” honestly. there is NO NEED for it. we dont NEED to see that much of your neck and chest. its INDECENT.

Image result for polish traditional dress

something like this would be fine. not even that fancy, that is probably a special occasions dress, but something simpler for every day stuff.im just talking in terms of covering your body without looking like a damn shitskin burka.

just look up polish traditional dress or russian traditional dress or german traditional dress or really any euro traditional dress! we already HAD the ideal solution 200 years ago!

i normally have a negative opinion of all women but she changed all that, she was special, she wasnt like other women, wawawawawawa. hahahaha. i felt positive about her. but she was really just another stupid woman, but i just dropped my guard because she was NICE to me!!!!!!!

well to be sure, i wasnt USED to women being NICE to me or wanting to spend TIME with me or having any interest in me!

i was always too indecisive with women. i would give them a choice of 2 or 3 places. you want to go here, here, or here. can’t make up your mind? fine, then we’ll go here.

does that count as Weak enough to drive a woman away? I mean I ultimately made the decision!

its just very confidence destroying when a woman leaves you exactly because she knows you want a real rel with her, and you’re not STRONG POWERFUL MAN enough for her to want a real rel with you.

ALL women want real rels, not just casual sex, but only with STRONG POWERFUL men. otherwise you get casual sexs a few times, fall in love with them, they think ew this weak man got feelings, stay away.

and they’re not wrong for wanting strong, powerful men!

i just regret not being strong and powerful enough to keep a woman around. they ALWAYS left me for being WEAK. should learn a lesson from that, eh?

heh. maybe because i hadnt bought and read MEIN K4MPF yet. it cant come soon enough! hopefully today.

but most 20 year old bois who pull women have not read mein k4mpf either. their masculinity just comes naturally. being An Athlete prob doesnt hurt! sportsball is jooish but lifting in the weight room certain is not! and there were plenty of lads in my high school weight room who liked to lift. i should have been in there with them.

maybe i should go to stormfront because they dont hate women as much as DS hahahaha.

heres a good quote I read on the purity spiral.com

QUOTE

I’ll come right out and say it here, anybody unilaterally condemning marriage may as well be getting a check from Shlomo T Shekelsburg for the work they’re doing. Advising caution is one thing. I would never suggest marrying a woman with a questionable past, problematic behaviors, or bad instincts.

That said, I’ve been married for about half a year to my wife. She’s religious, like me. Before we ever got engaged, I slowly introduced my views. We were talking over dinner last weekend when she asked how I came to my views. I explained my progression and she said she just wanted to know because she couldn’t put her finger on the precise moment she stopped being a “conservative catholic” and started being a radical traditionalist who is opposed to j00ry and minorities. Marriage, like all things in life, has ups and downs. It will not fix your life if it’s broken (and you will only attract bad women if that’s the case). It is not a cure-all. It requires work. That said, if you choose rightly, it’s the beginning of the fulfillment of what you were born to do: make a strong family.

Perhaps we need to roll out a “how to get happily married and start a family” guide.

There are a lot of j00ish lies that are blackpills regarding the lack of decent and chaste women out there. I’m convinced the librarian genre of porn exists for the purpose of convincing men that even modest and plain-dressed women are secret whores.

As for all this talk about all women being evil and there being no hope, finding a good woman takes work, dedication, and will demand more from you than you ever would have thought (part of the reason marriage is beneficial is because it will force you to improve, to the extent that the correct Christian view of marriage is that each spouse is participative in the ongoing purification and salvation of the other). As an old Irish proverb says, “unwillingness easily finds an excuse.” Building a family is hard, like most things in life worth your time and effort. Don’t believe anybody who tells you it’s impossible or wrong to try.

I read Anglin because he’s entertaining, insightful, and the alt-right media mogul with the most spine and integrity (between DS, TRS, and AR, not that they’re much competition). That said the white sharia shit is a meme. The thots will be shipped to monasteries in our glorious new nation.

END

thank you sir. i could prob get banned from posting stuff from there, but I mean it as good white pilling shit. that accepts women for what they are, no white nighting, yet no god damn woman hating, woman beating white sharia.  it was because i was getting tired of the anti-woman stuff at DS that I was like, welp, maybe I should check TPS (hehehehe) and see how they feel about the WQ. I think DS people, at least the BBS, go too far. we need something healthier than that.

another good quote i found re MGTOWS and the WQ: QUOTE

Arguably the MGTOWs just understand that they aren’t good enough to get a high quality woman and keep her in line.

And if their self assessment is correct, then it is more a matter of risk avoidance than hedonism. ENDQ

again i am not trying to infiltrate and subvert TPS. just trying to share anonymous pearls of wisdom I’ve found there. I am looking for winners and normies and well-balanced normie chads with wives and children, not a bunch of angry antisocial psychopath woman haters who are really lapping up AA’s WQ stuff. at least AA is very intelligent and convincing abotu it.

although i will prob be banned from purity spiral because i am too forgiving of mike enoch and trs. they are very very anti trs and enoch and anyone who is tolerant of trs.

welp maybe DS is what my level is then hahahaha. a bunch of woman hating losers who can only pull dirty negro fookin sluts because we ourselves are untermensch manlet loser mgtows.

hey wouldnt be the first time i was banned from somethign good because i wasnt good enough hahahaha. and then sent back to the bad company, saying welp this is your level.

NOPE! you always have the choice to be alone. better to be alone than in bad company. and i have gotten very used to being alone all the time that almost all company seems like bad company. but when i find something that is definitely good company, they def dont want anything to do with me hahahahaha.

i would get banned because i still listen to the fatherland. if you get your podcast promoted thru TRS then you get banned from TPS.  TPS also does not like “endless lurking.” welp not looking too good for me then hahaha.

oh well ill just keep being alone then. that kinda leads to a very mgtow anti-woman view though.

so why do i NOT want to be anti-woman so bad?

because its obviously BAD to be anti-woman!!!!!!!!!

i guess when i get banned from all pro hwyte forums i will start my own hahahaha.

so i am to pro-woman for DS, too pro-enoch for TPS, too anti-enoch for TRS, too anti-woman and young for stormfront hahaha, prob too young and pro-christian for vnn. i mean i really like the newer, 2.0 type orgs that actually have meetups, that actually influence stuff, that actually get readers, that are growing not shrinking.

no im not gonna get banned from DS hahahaha.  TPS yeah i prob would be. TRS i might be already. shit. TPS might ban me for NOT being banned from TRS!

hehehe when did this happen and why did i not hear about it until now

i guess the OPTICS of the pikeville thing today were not good, meaning they looked like a bunch of fat redneck slobs shouting white power.

redneck is fine, but people need to be NOT FAT, not dressed like SLOBS, and look halfway healthy. healthy families, neatly dressed husbands, wives, and children.

i dunno i havent seen any real pictures, just reading the DS thread after i guess the event in pikeville ended.

i mean i am skeptical about groups like NSM having Great Optics.

And I believe that Good Optics are important.

you have to LOOK like a group that everyone wants to join, including strong, successful, normal men and women.

but yeah anglin mentions white sharia and these guys jsut run with it. all white women are negro fooking whores, put them in burkas and make them our slaves.

even me, the bigass woman hater, doesnt believe we have to go this extreme.

yes we need an extreme solution to the extreme problem and that extreme solution is Traditional Family Values!!!!!

has actually been a hard year for The Movement. 6 months ago everyone was happy about trump and things were pretty positive. now its just black pill after black pill.

now some guy is making reasonable points on an anti-woman there but he will prob be shouted down because he joined only 2 days ago. which is USUALLY a bad sign but he IS making good points. namely, women are doing the same thing theyve always done. follow the crowd. if we throw out the j00 and change the culture, then the women will fall in line.

GLR had a healthy, good, nonhateful view of women in WP, and AH hopefully has one in MK.

MW had a good point as always. dont act like fooking THUGS. i guess peopel were saying hateful things when he had his talk with the libertardian nonwhites. i guess people were calling them negros and such in the comments and MW was disgusted. i am all for MW having Civil Discourse with whoever he wants. as he says, his goal is to appeal to the bystanders, the spectators, teh thousands of fans of these other people.

hey man im just trying to be social and talk to people online hahahaha. because every i know IRL is an alcoholic or a mudshark or a white hating shitlib or a race mixer or a degen hahaha. or they are too much of a winner to hang out with a loser like me. so i am pretty much doomed to be alone. and i can SORT OF take that. but god damn, that woman broke through that. made me realize what i was missing. and i still miss her! foooooooook. sheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeit. almost 2 years later.  she meant so much to me and means so little to the men who bang her and throw her away.

i think about cuddling with her, banging her, just being with her and being haaaaappy.

got to stop thinking these things.

but its normal to miss somebody you miss!

its all part of the PROCESS. TRUST THE PROCESS hahahaha. it takes a LONGGGGGG time.

maybe i should go back to despair forums. they are good people hehehe. there are just leftists and women and nonwhites and antiwhites on there hahahaha. i dont really care. its still a decent forum.

hell of a lot better than REDDIT. PURE cancer.

well spencer will soon have a forum up at altright.com hahahaha have to check that one out.

maybe i will get banned from TPS because I support MW hahahaha.

fooking stupid internet and alt right and pro hwyte movement hahahaha.

joo at slate says on pro tranny article: QUOTE

I think it’s harmful to tell a three year old that boys can’t have vaginas if that child is trans, and if they’re not it will lead them to have unnecessary trouble accepting trans people.

Boys can, in fact, have vaginas. There is no need to obscure this truth for children. ENDQ

this is the enemy. this is what they believe. this is how they talk.

shit. alcohol. i envy those who can do it without eventually developing a Drinking Problem. i sometimes wish i could start drinking again but the reality is, i might be more willign to do HERON than to drink ALCOHOL ever again. i am jsut DONE with alcohol, for better and worse!

apr 30

https://bbs.dailystormer.com/t/can-i-ask-you-guys-a-serious-personal-question/103010/

hooker story. guy wants to Help The Poor White Hooker he banged last night who was GORGEOUS hehehehe.

was thinking about That Woman last night and how it was normal to grieve for someone you had lost. you have a HOLE IN YOUR HEART. but for HOW LONG?

And YES while its always been a problem for me to create a Fantasy Version of somebody, and then grieve for that, when I really didn’t know the real person as well as i thought I did…..I knew That Woman more than I knew other women. Although I still DID have a fantasy version too. but I knew her True Self pretty substantially, I think.

And I thought if I came back, strong and decisive and powerful, I would have a decent chance at winning her back. these women dont know what the fook they want, all they know is strength and power. but a. i prob couldnt muster that strength, and b. it STILL wouldnt be a GOOD idea because i should really aim higher than a fatherless white trash mudshark, no matter how qt or nice or low-number she is. WAS.

remember how shocked i was when she told me a big secret back in the day. it shattered my image of her. like i cant believe this is the same person. yeah well think about that times 600000000000000 gorillion. plus even worse now that my image of her is frozen in time, yet she’s out there getting older, sleazier, trashier, uglier in her soul hahahaha. more cox, more negro cox, more bad bad bad shit. that i should want no part of. BEGONE, FOUL TEMPTRESS!!!!!!! not that shes even tempting me hahahaha.

but yeah. you lose an important person, its like death, you grieve for a long time. you never really stop hahahaha.

ARRANGED MARRIAGES. this is the way to go. marry the women young. still not sure if the guy should be same age, or about 23. i think either or would work. how about 20 year old guys married to 16 year old gurls. i think 16 or 17 at the OLDEST would be idea for the women.

i am NOT joking.

because 15 and 16 year old gurls are HORNY to FOOK, and they will sneak out and fook negros and arabs if their a. weak fathers let them or b. their strong fathers physically restrain them, the women will rebel spitefully.

the best solution is to have the strong father arrange a marriage at age 16 with a Decent Young White Man and then the daughter can fook him 10 times a day. that would PROBABLY make the young man happy too, hahahahahahahahaha.

i think AH advised a similar thing in MK as well. not sure how specific he was, but he did advised arranged marriages when the woman was young.

no burkas, just traditional european dress covering the chest, tits, ass, and legs. in the past they had a thing called MODESTY. DECENCY.

and thats it folks. do that and you have no more dirty sluts and “thots” and you will have broken the joo stranglehold on the cultcha. hehehe. this is what i HOPE people really mean by “white sharia”, or at least what MY functional definition of what I’d like white sharia to be. stop doubling down on this god damn sharia word hahahaha. just say ARRANGED MARRIAGES.

i would rather have the ability to occasionally bang degenerate hwite sluts, than to be an Incel Virgin MGTOW who cant even pull sluts. i would promise not to bang a slut more than…..once every 3 months hahahaha. and i would try to use these skills towards finding a young, low-number woman, and then LOCKING HER DOWN in a traditional, monog, child bearing marriage. i would also train her in the ways of loving tradition and hating the modern jooish world.

you probably SHOULD try to Isolate them from their friends because their friends are shitty degenerates who encourage them to be negro fooking sluts, cheaters, and horrible people!

of course “social isolation” is now considered “emotional/psychological ABUSE”.

kinda wish i could go back to the women from 10 years ago and use them as “fook buddies”. just bang them in degen ways and cuddle with them and if i said i didnt want a rel, then they probably would want a rel. but a rational man would not want a rel with these sluts.

still having a fook buddy is prob better than going to HOOKERS…….right?

i would think the avg hooker is even more MENTAL than these women were.

maybe i should contact That Woman and see if she wants to be fook buddy. and nothing more. nope i dont have feelings for you any more. just want to use you like tinder trash baby, isnt that what you want? fook no i wont fook you raw dog because i know you fook negros, ya dirty whore! how stupid do you think I am? how stupid are YOU, ya stupid whore? ok im leaving now! i might never come back!

heh. i would be better off finding a brand new woman to treat like a dirty whore like that. and there are plenty of them in a local area on tinder and okcupid.

your father must be so proud that you are tinder trash, fooking guys on the 3rd date, fooking negros, hundreds of guys have seen your n00dz. YOUR FATHER MUST BE SO PROUD.

or he is a fat white trash slob on pain pills and jerking off to porn and doesnt care that his daughter has become a slut. oh well. not my problem. i tried. ive got my own problems. shes a big gurl now, she can make her own mistakes. so the gurls a damn negro fooking slut, welp i tried my best, lets just accept reality now. while i become a terrible drunk or pill popper or disgusting fat slob or wife beater or some other form of horrible white trash. i guarantee it. sad!

hehehehehehehe

can taking lithium if you are not actually bipolar be hurtful? possibly helpful? like you take it because you MIGHT be bipolar but not sure?

hey ill be the FIRST to admit i am NOT RATIONAL at ALL. I am EMOTIONAL as FOOK. ALL THE TIME. like a damn WOMAN. it SUCKS. and therefore every damn decision I make is COMPROMISED by Emotion.

https://www.youtubeDOTcom/watch?v=Gqd6hBISb9w

oh dear god

the video is jooish cancer, the comments are jooish cancer, i shouldnt even HAVE it here.  to see all these incel mgtows commenting “I CANT WAIT TO DIVORCE MY HORRIBLE FEMINAZI FAT WIFE AND GET ONE OF THESE CREEPY ROBOTZ!!!! MGTOW 4 LYFE! WITH DOLLS LIKE THIS AND ARTIFICIAL WOMBS, TECHNOLOGY HAS MADE MODERN WOMEN OBSOLETE!!!!”

thing is, these mgtow incels arent joking. they would LUV one of these jooish dolls.

i mean that is real woman hate i think. to me this is more “extreme” than hwyte power. or hwyte sharia.  and 6 gorillion times more ridiculous!

like they literally sound like paid jooish shills. i cant wait to divorce my fat nag wife and get one of these? youre lucky your fat nag wife hasnt divorced YOU and shook you down!

the sad thing is 20 year old autistic hwyte virgin men who see this and thing this is a good idea because theyve given up on women at such a young age!

the dolls had decent bodies though. i guess i would bang one just to say i did. but its just SO WEIRD. i hope i never get to the point where this does not seem weird. but yeah i can’t pull a real woman as hot as these rubber DOLLS. good god.

AND LOOK AT THE FOOKING DEGENERATES WHO MAKE THESE DOLLS AND RUN THE COMPANY. the workers are total degen white atheists libertardian pansexuals, the owner is a Mincing little Joo.

I WONDER WHO COULD BE BEHIND THIS?????

its sad and infuriating to think a lot of young whyte men think this is SUCH a great idea. for a while I was mgtow and i was probably more open to Dolls then, same way I was more open to Porn, in that, oh, you get all the good aspects of women and none of the bad! live life on your own terms! dont be a slave to the pvssy! go your own way goy!

but it is kinda funny watching the “roasties” freak out about it. but i kinda freak out about it too. but would it force women to behave better, if a DOLL gave actual realistic COMPETITION!

well, i think alphas would continue to bang women as they always have; and the only people who would use these dolls are huge creeps like the ones who are interested in them now. i mean the avg person cant afford 15k for a doll. i am sure they will have financing though hahahaha.

also i think most betas would still prefer a real person to a damn piece of rubber. even if the rubber is “hotter.”  how can you not ALWAYS be aware of it being FAKE? how is that not a dealbreaker? have you NEVER TOUCHED a REAL woman?

IMHO it just shows how jooish MGTOW is. and these mgtows dont care about race or joos. a lot of mgtows are black and nonwhite.

a black guy that cant pull black sluts. that is really pathetic hahahaha. i could probably pull fooking BLACK sluts hahahaha.

i guarantee sleazy strip clubs would buy a couple of these and rent them out to guys so you could just pay 20 bucks and fook the doll and they would supposedly wash it afterwards. yeah right.

how much would they charge to fook the communal doll? i imagine there would be laws and shit. its just unsanitary.

also its degenerate and jooish. these guys are such fedora, libertarian, amoral, atheist, neckbeard, gaming phaggots.

i would rather be an incel virgin the rest of my life than bang one of degen jooish dolls.

well thats not true, i already said i’d bang one hahahahaha.

i dont want to meet new women! its terrible because they are ANNOYING, stupid, and slutty! everything they say and do is annoying as fook!

but you have to show your annoyance in the right way in order to get these sluts to fook hahaha.

i dont luv contributing to hwyte women beign sluts, but if theyre ALREADY SLUTS from having fooked 20 guys, then i could probably IMPROVE them by banging them with a huge hakenkreuz drawn on muh chest and then implanting pro-hwyte slogans into her as i banged her like a real man.

maybe i can make her a better woman for the beta male she settles down with hahahaha. but i dont want to settle down with a woman whos already been with 20 guys.

well maybe if she is young and qt tho hahaha. and has no prior kids. then i could train her into being a good woman and not womaning me over hahaha.

i mean if the woman is loyal to you and is young and qt and has no previosu kids, what does it matter if shes taken 5, 10, or 20 cox.

heh well it does matter hahahaha. but i would probably give her a pass just because im no huge winner either. and if she were truly young, qt, no kids, and loyal, really thats more than i can ask for. only way i could pull that is if shed been with 100 guys!

i should watch this. pro white boers in SA with a symbol that looks liek a you know what hahaha and they “had the chance” to save themselves but now the hwytes in SA are getting GENOCIDED. ALL these hwytes should get legit refugee status in the US.

i guess he was too friendly with the blacks and then some blacks hacked him to death with machetes.

 

THE WQ

apr 1

had a not fun dream which featurely That Woman prominently. there was this prostitution section at a mall or something where the hookers had little rooms and you could look at them before signing up. like a brothel or red light district i guess. to my horror i found her in there. being a hooker. she still looked great, except now she had some shitty tattoos on her nice white body where before she had none. i talked to her for a little bit but couldnt bring myself to “hire” her. i came back the next day and was more determined to “hire” her but i guess she wasnt in that day. i talked to one of her Clients who also really liked her, because she was the best fook ever, she did EVERYTHING and was so GIVING and enthusiastic.

i recall one image of her bending over with her beautiful long hair going over her beautiful white skin which was now covered in white trash tattoos and i was like welp those tattoos are a shame, but i still want her. i am not over her.

then i woke up at 5 am and was like welp that sucks. i still want her. i am not over her.

andrew anglin is right. women are like children. i bet if i contacted her NOW with enough confidence and charisma, i could meet up with her and bang her and ideally make her my waifu. i could play this game just right and live with her happily ever after. hopefulyl she doesnt have any shitty tattoos or any damn KIDS, and hasnt been with TOO many black guys in the past 2 years. i bet she still looks good and has nice hair and nice skin and nice legs.

i didnt want to go back to sleep because i felt i would go right back into that dream. but i also kinda wanted to “see her” again. but i knew this would bother me all day. so i laid awake and worried about it for a while and said welp ITS JUST A DREAM, yes it sucks, but it doesnt mean i’m not getting over her, or that i’m not 80% over her, in a few days, i’ll barely remember this, and NO i should NOT contact her, or look her up on the internet. fook no. do NOT do that.

then i got back to sleep pretty well, and no more dreams of her hahaha. thank god.

but yeah. just that lingering thought that if i came at her NOW like a totally super masculine tough guy, i could probably “win” her. and i was tempted to play that act. but i could only play that act for so long and then she would dump me and i would be heartbroken again.

and wa wa wa i will never WANT a woman as much as this again. and this kind of WANTING, yeah its “just” a chemical drug, but it totally effectively bonds people together, makes commitment possible, and ideally you want to MARRY and have CHILDREN with someone you get that chemical for…..and if you dont…..should you have children with them? i mean its clear many people do anyway.

well you can still be a good parent even if you dont like your wife hahahahaha. but your wife has to still be willing not to be a hostile bitch to you, esp in front of the children.

thankfully i got a few more hours of decent sleep and no more dreams about HER, that helped.

heh that darn article. maybe it got me thinking i could “win her back” after all thsi time, if I just came back as a total tough guy, and never let the mask slip. it would be risky, but its a risk worth taking right? i mean she is the last woman i will ever luv right? hahahahaha. what do i have to lose?

now in the light of day i can thankfully see, nope not a good idea. btu right after I woke up from that darn dream, yeah i was tempted. oh i’ll take her back even if she is a literal prostitute.  she has a spell on me.

then i thought it might be good to go to an actual hooker. shit go to a FEW.

yeah it is troubling the thought i should try to contact her, present a totally different face to her, act like i am a total tough guy, that would be a enough to fool her, and maybe i could fake it till i make it long enough for her to become loyal to me.

i mean i’m gonna have to do this with ANY woman ANYWAY, faking it till i make it as a masculine tough guy. not just her. but HER i have actual feelings for, i want to be with! she actually MEANS something to me!

rational response: if ANY young qt gurl is NICE to me and shows Sweet Feminine Warmth and Interest in me, I would very well get feelings for her TOO. basically she was acting in a way that ANY woman can act – sweet and nice and kind and friendly. that wasnt unique to HER. its just a huge TRIPLE WHAMMY to get that from a cute young hwyte gurl who is fairly secsually INNOCENT.  IE, a low-number woman.  and then she continues to be nice to you for a few years and you get to know her and you see she isnt a total destructive degen baby monster.

maybe the dream was just a grim, totally unfunny april fools joke. note: april fools jokes are SUPPOSED to be FUNNY. not morale-destroying hahaha.

sheeeit the mudshark thread on DS forum i replied to and was scared to look at for fear of people calling me a untermensch race traitor phaggot, well i learned i got at least 10 likes on my post, and also the thread was REMOVED so you cant even read it, prob cuz it got too controversial, but i HOPE they didnt attack the principled hwyte man who was trying to teach his mudshark white young female employee a valuable life lesson about not being a dirty mudshark. stop now before its too late. maybe he got attacked for being a WHITE KNIGHT and they MAN SHAMED him hahahaha. which would be bad and worthy of shutting down the thread.

read a book on how to train a very catlike dog. or better yet, how to train a CAT. then you will be able to TRAIN women.

anglin’s women thread is growing and growing. somebody posted the picture of him with his qt blonde GF. her hair his covering her face so she is not doxxed, but clearly she is attractive, and he is looking smug, rightfully so. i am suspicious that she is a trifling thot and dumped him and broke his heart! maybe he didnt TRAIN her well enough, maybe he didnt pick a righteous enough woman, but god damn, i just hate that men have to do 99% of the work and women only 1%, or else the man is a shameful loser. can’t women do 25% of the work? thats all I’m asking.

i dont EXPECT them to do 50% of the work or even 40%. but 25%??? COME ON. YOU CAN DO THAT MUCH. EVEN A 14 Year old gurl could do that much.

the danger here is that i am convincing myself to contact her. i cant come up wiht a good reason NOT to. i have nothign to lose. well, other than i will be devastated when she dumps me again . yeah but that will be my FAULT because women have no FAULT or RESPONSIBILITY ever. they one dump you if you let them get away with it and dont TRAIN them properly.

stupid god damn DREAM making me even THINK contacting HER is a remotely good idea. shit. fook. just wait a couple days and i will be back to “normal.” hehehe.

i say just try to bang women as quickly as possible, and when you do, YOU dump THEM, because you dont want a SLUT who bangs quickly as the mother of your children, you want a decent woman. but by all means bang her 500 times so you get more natural at being physical and confident with women. that can only HELP you in the long run. which is maybe why i need to meet casual sluts from okcupid, or hookers from the erotic review.

shit i desperately WANT another woman to REPLACE her and break this CURSE she has on me, and i worry this will never happen. well then I’ll just be cursed again, is that really any better? YES, because its NOT HER! the memory of HER is like an evil jooish parasite in muh brain! there was more bad than good and I wish I could FORGET IT ALL. even the good. because the GOOD WASNT WURF IT.

there was more bad than good and i wish i could forget the good. there was a decent amount of good though. but a fookton of bad.

http://bbs.dailystormer.com/t/dear-men-who-wish-to-be-allies-to-women-12-things-you-need-to-know/95757

anyway there was a time wheni was having like 3 dreams about HER a week. but the shitty thing about this dream is that it proves i’m not fully over her, and that i could still totally RATIONALIZE the idea of contacting her. i WONT, but.

i mean shit. this was TRVE LUV. OF COURSE it takes a LONG time to get over. AT LEAST 2 YEARS.

BUt yeah i thought she CARED about me more. thats all hahaha. near the end it was like she didnt care at all. when things were good it seemed she CARED about me quite a bit. I don’t mind being Cared About by a Nice Person who I cared about too!

oh well its been over for 2 years and i hate all women nao hahaha its all part of THE PROCESS. TRUST THE PROCESS.  would LUV some MJ though. LUV LUV LUV.

i dont think i would have gotten the Luv Drug Chemical Oxytocins and Vasopressins and Dopamines and Endorphins if That Woman had not been ATTRACTIVE. if she were UGLY, i don’t think anything would have happened. i wish she had jsut been ugly! she had kinda a horse face but any man would have found her attractive, if perhaps “a bit plain.” but then again, a bit plain is my TYPE if there ever was one!!!

a little plain, but not UGLY.

and believe me, many women are on the ugly side of plain!

anyway. right or wrong (probably wrong hahaha) i had deep feelings for her and that was the truth. they were not logical, but they were REAL, and by GOD is it taking FOREVER for them to go away, because that is the reality of these feelings. that’s NORMAL.

it didnt matter that she didnt care about me, all that mattered was that she was young and purty and a halfway decent person and that we knew each other. i mean if i hadn’t KNOWN her for 3 years then she would just be like some random young qt gurl I didnt know.

anyway who cares. just hope i dont have a dream about her tonight.

i mean really this is just normal. normies go through this too. Only its maybe only 60% as painful hahaha. what do they do? they DRINK and bang SLUTS. i cant really do either of those.

http://bbs.dailystormer.com/t/mudshark-and-retard-trolling-with-ya-main-goy-heilkek88/95052/16

this has the potential to get really good, the kid doesnt seem too sharp but he has some balls ahahaha. anyway you can just ask these sluts how many partners they have had. the 20 year old gurl said 4.

thats really not TOO bad!!!!! I mean I normally would allow a max of 2 by 20 for a marriageable gurl but a fat slut on POF, 4 by 20, damn I would have thought 8 to 10 by 20 at LEAST!

chris cantwell is doing a livestream in blackface pretending to be a black guy. his stock is going up in my market hahahaha. i guess he was banned from doing streams on youtube so now he is on this thing called ustream. looks like varg is going from youtube to this thing called vidme. hope that works out for him, i mean he’s entitled to make money from his vidyas, no reason not to!

sent a 5 dollar dnation to DAILY STORMER because i donate to him once every 3 months and apr 1 is the start of another 3 months.

there is like 4600 dollars in his wallet right now. hopefully that will keep DS going for a few more months hahahaha.

apr 2

no dreams about that woman last night thank GOD.

sunday. nice sunny day. went for powerwalk at 11am, try to go for another.  weird irritated and congested feeling in throat which not sure if “allergies” to possible pollen from the Coming Spring, or if it is a Wirus of some sort.

Doing Just Sunday Things namely charging everything that can be charged; triming beard down to level 2.

if you slap a woman open handed in the face like sean connery or steve mcqueen in the movies, that’s probably ok. but to fully beat the shit out of a woman, thats probably never ok ahahha. no closed hand, no prolonged beatings. just one light slap on the face, open hand. it’s more SYMBOLIC than anything. you arent trying to physically hurt her. again, I am much much more comfortable with spanking. there you dont have to be so gentle. you can make it hurt a little. how much long term damage is a spanking going to cause anyway. now i’m not talking about WHIPPING them with a cane or bullwhip with 20 severe lashes that would break the skin like the black slaves in the movies have horrible scars on their backs. I’m just talking about 10 good smacks with your open hand.

i fully intend to do this and I fully expect it to work WONDERS. if i could have spanked that woman it would have worked wonders. but we never even hung out. getting in a room alone with her for 5 minutes was too much to ask.

also you should never ever do any spanking or slapping in public. that is some negro bullshit. i mean unfortuantely there ARE white trash men who BEAT and ABUSE their women, and unfort these women are too fooked up to leave these men, because they dont realize all they really need is a spanking, not having their head smashed against the wall. god damn. you think sean connery or steve mcqueen did that shit hahaha. nope. the thought should HORRIFY you as it does me. just one mild slap on the face to cool her off when she is starting to get hysterical. its easier to do quickly and tactically than a spanking, which is a long formal procedure and ritual. very time intensive. slap first, spank later.

also if i had slapped that woman i dont think it would have helped. dont slap a woman until you have fooked her at least 10 times hahahaha.

maybe practice slapping her in the face while you are spanking her, if, like me, you are much more comfortable with the idea of spanking than slapping. i mean slapping just seems much closer to “ABUSE.” it’s really NOT if done the right way: just one time, open hand, not super hard, again, it’s a SYMBOLIC gesture.

but would it have really ever helped me? well i might have been able to spank the sluts from 12-13 years ago because they let me get Physical with them. but still it was damn near impossible to hang out with them, spend time with them. i spent barely any time with them, barely got to know them at all before i was dumped hahaha. so basically no, spanking or slapping wouldnt have been the magic bullet there, because i didnt even know them LONG enough to get AWAY with spanking them!

The Female Question. The Women Question. it is god damn important and a good gateway into 1433. better that it leads to 1433 than to mgtow! which it easily can!

basically even by traditional patriarchial 1433 standards, i’ve never “known” a women well enough to be able to slap her hahaha.

well i guess you would be more entitled to spank than slap a woman you were just “casually dating.” just start off incorporating it into the degen casual secs. then once she likes you enough to hang out with you once a week you can slowly start Sl4pping her if she mouths off hahahaha.

i am not advocating VIOLENCE, the slapping is NOT VIOLENT.

spanking is a great idea….but it never would have helped me! damn!

basically i am just needily begging to hang out until i get dumped hahahaha. meaning they dont want to hang out any more ever again hahaha.

so how the hell do you make women want to hang out with you? BE MASCULINE. BE TOUGH. BE A MAN. at least FAKE being a man, that’s good enough for Most Women anyway hahahaha. maybe focus on asian or black girls hahahahahahaha no i kid. dont do that.

but yeah spanking is great and i would luv to get a chance to use it, but you cant just use it on casual broads. i mean you got to have enough skill to pull a woman in the first place.

but yeah. you need something else to keep you STRONG than some loving waifu at home to cuddle you and build you up. if she is your Rock, then she is gonna LEAVE you because you are WEAK. dont show her that weak side. better for you to find some private spot and cry like a bitch alone. or maybe run home and cry to your mama. literally! crying in front of your male friends is not recommended. maybe your female friends? hahahahaha. if they are totally ugly in every way, maybe. how about a shrink, or better yet, a PRIEST.

heh there is a guy on DS who makes AA look like a white knight woman lover hahahaha. he is complaining about the “feminist mods” and pretty much asking to get banned. i guess they DO ban people from DS and also remove threads. they delete threads pretty regularly. why not just lock them? probably because there is some suggestion of violence and that ruins the whole thread. how about just delete those posts and lock the thread? because i guarantee some of those threads were decent. some of muh favorite threads eventually got deleted.

so yeah i guess if you are having tough times and feel stressed and weak…..DONT LET YOUR WOMAN SEE YOUR WEAKNESS OR SHE WILL LEAVE YOU. go cry to your:

  1. mother
  2. priest
  3. pay a shrink to listen to you cry
  4. find a private place and cry into a Teddy Bear ahahahahahahaha i’m not even joking.

whats the difference between a woman and a teddy bear? you can cry to a teddy bear and it wont LEAVE YOU hahahahahahaha.

then go lift some weights and only go back to your woman when you are prepared to put on your tough guy face and fook her hard.

i wish the women had more tolerance for weakness, but they JUST DONT, so ADAPT or GET DUMPED. There are other people and things you can show your weakness towards.

traditional catholics say that Adoration/Exposition of the Host is a magic bullet for them. that it turns lukewarm pvssies into crusading warriors for christ. basically getting up and going to church at 6 am before your Job and kneeling in front of the Host.  mother teresa said that if everybody did this for an hour a week it would end abortion.

yeah but this could be a self selection thing.  i mean lukewarm religious people arent going to go to church at 6 am to kneel and pray silently for an hour when its not even an official mass. i dunno.

now many people say that we should outlaw abortion for whites and keep it legal for blacks and nonwhites.

now in the US getting any kind of anti abortion law  would be YUGE and i dont think you could distinguish on race. in other words, i think a wholesale ban on all abortions for all races would be worth it ultimately just for the cultural anti-feminist change it would produce. that benefit would be worth all the nonwhite babies hahahaha. also i think they would find a way to do black market abortions anyway.

also have a few high profile cases where a woman who gets an abortion is convicted for MURDER.

basically reestablish the ideal that All Life Is Sacred and Worth Defending. this would make casual secs casual no more.  make people treat the secs act much more with the reverence befitting what it is: the process that creates new human life. the end.

or, as Anglin said “abortion is the crown jewel for feminism” or something similar. it basically is. take away abortion and you’ve taken away like 60% of feminism at least. the majority of feminism. jooish feminism. so yeah. i would take that gamble. ban abortion for all races. even though nonwhites proportionally get WAY more abortions. just HAVING it be LEGAL is VERY damaging to the MIND and SOUL of hwytes. knowing that its EVEN LEGAL is too damn much.

april 3

this guy puts it nicely QUOTE: ” It doesn’t matter, but probably. Our women need to be mercilessly shamed for merely being alone with them. Publishing it, broadcasting it, is just the same principle as f00king one, humiliating us. They know we can’t stand it. It’s why they do it. “Look, boys, this guy has a place in my social circle. He’s fly, he cool, he has my acceptance, where are you?” It’s how I look at it, now. ” END

from http://bbs.dailystormer.com/t/anti-feminist-conservative-lauren-southern-bangs-based-black-conservative/96264/26

it implicitly says, you’re not cool enough to hang out with me, but this black guy is.

and this is probably a talented tenth, trump hat wearing, maga black guy! you STILL dont want them with qt white wimmin!

there is an argument that lauren southern is part J tho. i would not be shocked hahahaha.

http://bbs.dailystormer.com/t/how-can-we-best-keep-our-daughters-and-our-sisters-from-engaging-in-miscegenation/96344

hope this one doesnt get deleted hahaha

i mean you shouldnt have to teach it, but i guess horny young teens. when i was 18 i would have banged an 18 year old nonwhite probably haha. joos and some indians can sometimes be bangable when they are 18 year old gurls hahaha. so if were a Horned Up white gurl wanting to get fooked by secsy BBC tyrone, well i would hope my father would Chain Me Up hahahaha.

i dont fookin know, i havent talked to a woman under 50 in 2 years, hahahahahahahaha. not even joking.

ok i am joking, i think i said good morning to a 35 year old woman recently.

but yeah i barely interact with women under 30, so i forget how easy they are to get all RUSTLED about.

like i say, if That Woman hadnt been YOUNG and GOOD LOOKING, I NEVER would have got feelz for her.

and then if the woman is NICE to you, GAME FOOKING OVER. GUARANTEED that you will fall in hopeless luv with her.

the end. next chapter.

it was INEVITABLE! the only SURPRISING thing is why I didnt happen SOONER. because I RESPECTED the boundaries of her relship with her original whyte boifran. which was right and proper and i don’t regret being whyte like that. her making ANY kind of new male friends WITHOUT breaking up with the boifran showed TERRIBLE JUDGMENT on her part. a good father would have said dont do that shit, thats some n3gr0 bullshit. slippery slope to being a dirty cheater or abortionist or mudshark.

maybe i should THANK the first gurl I knew who mudsharked because her mudsharking was probably a Racial Redpill for me! in other words, i might have not been so vehemently, viscerally against interracial fooking, until i EXPERIENCED the ugly side of it, simply by seeing a slut i sorta fancied, fooking a black guy! and seeing pictures of her smiling face next to him.

and then i was like FOOK THIS. there is NOTHING good about this. inter racial fooking is BAD.

and i CERTAINLY didnt need to go through that TWICE. and boy was the second time a million times worse! cuz i cared for the woman so much more, we were closer, it felt all the more insulting and disgusting to me. shit I already KNEW mudsharking was disgusting, i didnt need to see THIS! good lord I must have been HITLER in a previous life hahahaha.

i’ll bet half of white guys have never experienced a white girl rejecting them and then openly getting with a black guy. because if they HAD, then more guys would be RACIST hahahahaha.

but yeah. THAT WOMAN being a mudshark was just karmically CRUEL to me hahahaha. i already KNEW mudsharking was disgusting, and it didnt take a woman I cared a hella LOT about to teach me that lesson. when That Woman did it, it was just HEARTBREAKING.

http://bbs.dailystormer.com/t/why-women-destroy-civilizations/3837/

nice quote from goy on that thread QUOTE ” The above quote from the video is why I stopped trying to understand how White women could be attracted to black men. They aren’t! They’re attracted to the rebellious, alpha male, image of black men that has been manufactured by J00ish media moguls. If White guys were portrayed in the same way, they would be considered just as desirable by these gullible, idiotic women who are glued to TV and Netflix.  ” END

NEVER FORGET. yeah i know this is all old, in response to black pigeons influential video from around that time.  although i guess it doesnt name the J at all. which is a bit naive and stupid. if you forget or dont know the J is behind this, then you just become a mgtow mra phagg0t.

i mean shit. women arent SMART enough to COORDINATE all this shit.

hmm there used to be a pretty good smart reasonable woman on DS. i think she left because the place became too unreasonable woman-hating hahahahahahahahahahahahaha.

yeah yeah so i hate women because I am not a real man. but I am NOT a real, full man. so yes i DO admit that contributes to SOME of my woman-hate. BUT NOT ALL OF IT. another part of it is da J’s, and another part is the women themselves.

oh well almost 8 o clock bedtime hahaha.

april 4

i just dont know. its real easy to get cognitive distortions about women. you hear about one woman and you think ALL WOMEN are that bad. women are bad, dont get me wrong, but they might not be THAT bad.

for example, ask a gurl if she dates outside her race, perfectly valid question, because you shun and shame mudsharks. woman responds: IM NOT RACIST, but I just dont date black guys. Im not racist though.

don’t sperg out over her saying shes “not racist.” thats not important. NO WOMAN IS gonna say she IS racist, no normie PERSON would say this! only the top 10% of red pilled, JQ people would admit to being racist as being a GOOD thing, so dont EXPECT it out of people.

getting a woman to ADMIT that she has a PREFERENCE to NEVER date black guys, that is HUGE. might as well marry that woman.

now Dive Deeper hahaha. ask clarifying quetsions:

  1. have you EVER been with a black guy, and that’s where you’re getting that?
  2. so you’re saying you WOULD date like arabs and mexicans? what about a needle dicked little chinee man hahahalol rorororor!

in other words, most women say theyre not racist, THINK they are not racist, but they still Just Wont Date Black Guys, never have, never will, and this is fookin AWESOME.

just make sure that extends to arab guys too. i would THINK most women who disappear to dubai for a week for 50 grand to get SHIT ON, KINDA LOOK LIKE STRIPPER WHORES and NOT qt gurls next door.

there was that one female poster gafarlichtesmadchen or something like that who was pretty good and not just Good For A Woman, but an actual qualityposter. i think she was disgusted by DS’s anti-woman tone tho hahaha. sad! well i think AA is a lot like me in that he can work himself into a real anti-woman lather. i do the same thing. and then i need to tell myself, women arent really THAT bad, and THEN convince myself im not cucking or “white knighting.”

ok got some Robotussin here, i wanted something without acetominophen. i guess i could drink the whole bottle here and got Robotripping hahahaha. i mean its because i have a cough and kinda sore throat and coughing and congesting and otherwise would be taking 90000000 cough drops.

so thats a great point. you can ask the woman during your first volley of questions, do you date outside your race, and how many guys have you been with, and sometimes they will tell you flat out. im 20 years old and i have been with (fooked) 4 guys. not ideal, but better than expected!

TRIGGER WARNING HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

i also like how the woman is a fat slob with a terrible shape and rolls of fat

who the hell makes something like this.

i would agree something this degenerate takes a ton of communication, but how many of these stupid women really communicate about it properly, oh the surplus of willingly cucked husbands who are like please communicate with me baybee about our cuck threesome and shes like no im just gonna fook this manly man

i wonder if she ever uses her lack of communication as part of the power thing. like fook NO im not gonna communicate with YOU you pathetic CUCK! ill just let chad fook me hard tho!

and the cuck puts up with it because hes that desperate hahahaha.

in a sick way, all of this DOES make SENSE.

but the main thing is that you get PLEASURE out of being HUMILIATED. i mean its basic masochism 101. and i cant think of anything more jooish. well actually masochism is very huhwhyte, to flagellate and sacrifice and hurt and K and self destruct yourself? while being a sadistic monster is pretty jooish. torture porn and all taht.

heh. cucked for a manlier man by a fat potato shaped slob. good job joe hahaha.

heh. if a woman is willing to do all the WORK of accomodating the Laborious Communication needed to “respectfully maintain boundaries and acknowledge humanity” in a Cuck Rel…….she should use that energy into remaining LOYAL to her ONE man.

obviously im misunderstanding something hahahaha.

no i am not at all. its not hard to understand. either you think a cuck fetish is reasonable, or you are like me and you think its

ABSOLUTELY DEGENERATE.

NO i dont think this is MOST women. this is like 5% of women at most. those that are both super degenerate and super edj00cated. readers of everydayfeminism dot com, huffbo, buzzfeed, salon, slate, joo york magazine, vice. chapo trap house hahahahahaha.

terrible leftist shitswine. they already suck a lot of dicks. the least they could do, while they are sucking so many dicks all the time, is to suck ours.

i mean all these young women are constantly FOOKING all the time having SO MUCH SECS, it means NOTHING to them, they might as WELL set aside 5 MINUTES A MONTH to give some up to an omega neet hahahahahahaha

woops im doing it again hahaha

plus im getting downright communistic about it. doling handouts to parasites.

i am wondering if Cottage Cheese might be a bit of a miracle food. of course get the richest kind you can. like 4% or 6%.

full of protein and not a ton of calories. way better tasting than shitty YOGURT. yogurt is gay af. gayer than a feminized western male hahaha.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Father_Brown_(2013_TV_series)

I am watching this TV show currently and I am struggling to find anything disgustingly jooish about it. it is a fun mystery show with a catholic priest as the main detective. based on stories by the famous catholic convert gk chesterton, who was probably a decent moral goy and didnt cuck to the joo too much. that would be disappointing.

there’s probably joos involved in this show and probably the religious aspect is toned down from the books. but the actor and the character are very likeable and the mysteries pretty gripping, decent writing, beautiful location in the english countryside. remove the urbanite hahaha.

i have seen like 14 episodes of this show and cant find anything to not recommend it. watch it to relax with your waifu. good clean fun. i dont think the actor who plays father brown is a joo.

surprisingly non pozzed for something to come out of Current Year BBC TV. damn.

honestly I can’t find anything degenerate about it. this from the guy who stopped watching tv and movies because they were too JOOISH.

i mean its not religious ENOUGH for being about a damn PRIEST but really. it is not bad at all.

sheeeeeeeeeit there is a man dressing in damn drag for like 20 minutes on episode 2 though. wtf. sad! i think there is a story reason for this though, like he is in a play. i havent been paying attention, reading daily stormer and typing about racewar and degeneracy and jooish lies and mudsharks hahahaha while waiting for a degenerate poker table to open up.

honestly ive seen at least 15 episodes and thi s is the most degen thing ive seen so far.

ok i think there is a plot element here. its a fugitive dressing as a woman in order to hide.

 

WHO CARES WHAT OTHER PEOPLE THINK ABOUT YOU

mar 12

got up early on a sunday, couldnt sleep, had strange dreams i was trapped in some high rollers gambling competition where i couldnt get out. i also couldnt get in on the “free hookers” that were mingling around. it was like musical chairs and they were always all occupied. if i left the party early, i would either be killed, or i would be tied to the company permanently. i didnt want that, i just wanted to leave.

everyone else was having a great time, gambling and doing coke and opoids and banging hookers and were all wall street types. if you gambled wrong, you would be escorted out and killed. i would rather not gamble at all because it was so confusing. it was like taxes. you had to report the correct amount of winnings or taxes, and if your numbers didnt agree with “the house”, they’d kill you. no one else seemed to be worried. the gambling money was coming from some bigass wall street swindle by the jooish bankers and we were invited to gamble with this money stolen from peoples retirement funds. i didnt care about the gambling, i didnt know how i got invited, i just wanted to wait until it was time to leave, because i couldnt leave early, and maybe enjoy some opioids and hookers to pass the time, but I couldnt get ahold of either, though they seemed freely available to all the happy gamblers. i wandered around and asked an attractive hooker, wanna fook, and she said, only if i get to fook you too, how big does your asshole stretch, implying that she was gonna “peg” me with a brutal dildo hahahaha. i cringed and was like no thank you, not interested, i guess we shant be fooking then, hahahahaha.

lots of interesting symbolism and themes in this dream!

im like, i wouldnt MIND gambling, if i knew this money wasnt some Big White Collar Crime from hard working mericans, which was probably why the stakes were so high, and you were basically signing your life away. couldnt leave, had to stay with this crooked company for life, unless you stayed until the final round of gambling, which didn’t make sense, which made me less confident to try to gamble, because if you made a mistake in your self-reporting you’d be killed too. so i figured, just wait it out until the end of this long night while everyone else has fun, and maybe try to score some of the drugs and hookers that seem to be plentiful. but they werent, for me.

i was like shit i didnt ask for any of this. i’d be perfectly happy with some MJ and a 35 year old hooker and some micro-stakes gambling with my own money. how the hell did i get here.  i didnt sign up for this. this is horrible.

i still have weird jooish fetishes. like i will see a commercial with a woman i think is hawt, then look up the womans name, becuase these are not big name actresses, even if the companies are kinda big. acting in commercials is prob jus tone step up from porn hahaha. or from shitty “direct to dvd” movies or syfy channel movies nobody will ever watch.

so there is this booking.com commercial with this flustered female schoolteacher who cant wait to go to her relaxing mexico vacation. and when she says booking.yeah she looks really hot and i really want to bang the shit out of her hahahahaha.

maybe i like horse faced women, i really think thats it. mousey and horse faced.

heres a less jooish money shot picture

and i wish i were touching her body and plowing her and she was making the horsey o face hnnnngggggg

this is of course contrasted with her very mousey flustered self in the classroom

which is a whole other tangent, that teaching children isnt the wonderful career she thought it would be, which im sure it isn’t, but its also frustrating to see a woman stuck in a shitty career, and also frustrating to see a woman who doesn’t like children.

there are at least 3 different phases of hawtness when she says the one word yeah, which makes me think the woman has a lot of practice in manipulating men with her facial expressions to get them wrapped around her little finger, meaning that she knows many men find her attractive even though she’s 30 AND mousey AND horsey.

lot of things to unpack here hahahahahaha

be sure to read the comments by offended teachers saying this mocks their profession. not surprised to see those. it kinda does. kinda surprised the ad geniuses didnt say, this is really gonna offended teachers. maybe they decided that was a risk worth taking. because this ad will be gone in 1 month anyway and all the teachers will forget they’re boycotting the company.  and other people will find the actress hawt.  i was just trying to find her name so i could find more pictures of her and see if she is hwyte, or jooish.

the commercial was directed by jared hess who did the napoleon dynamite movie hahaha but cant find the name of the actress.

Who Is Sara Bynoe?

ok her name is sara bynoe, a “comedienne” from vancouver BC

http://www.imdb.com/name/nm2045120/

she has a masters degree in creative writing hahahahahaha maybe she can become a part time college instructor

well i cant tell if shes a joo but shes definitely a degen with a filthy mouth who has probably taken over 20 cox. this little mousey horsey woman who in a better time would have been a 1-man woman and mother. is now out drinking and slutting it up doing a writing, comedy, and acting career. oh gawd.

there is some other thirsty guy leaving message on her instagram saying she is just so hawt and he had to find out who she was. looks like i have some competition!

she looks like she could possibly be some kind of nonwhite mix. bynoe. wtf kind of name is that.

Bynoe Name Meaning Origin unidentified. It is a well-established name in Barbados, and may be of Irish origin.
Source: Dictionary of American Family Names ©2013, Oxford University Press

barbados? irish? so youre saying she’s half black????

how can you not know if the name is irish or not. i thought the irish were pretty good about that sort of thing. unless they were too busy getting drunk and eating potatoes and having their women bang negros hahahaha.

and the sad thing is, to date a 30 year old woman who’s still attractive you gotta make at LEAST 60k a year. what do you think the average income is of the guys she dates? besides the charming young wannabe actors making under 30k who she has casual secs with hahahaha. might as well just be one of those anyway because this is no longer the type of woman you want to marry. Sad!

and there are already plenty of other guys just like me, who said, you know, that gurl in that commercial is hawt, who is she?

so yeah sara bynoe if u read this and want a REAL man to show you a REAL good time, let me know. by that i mean i will fook you HARD not like a wimpy sissy beta niceguy bitchboi fuccboi. i will tear you in HALF and LEAVE while you are sleeping.

maybe its because she SORTA looks liek That Woman? Both mousey and horsey? yet not stumpy, decent legs, big eyes, big mouth, horsey and mousey? i think this is just my type, not because she reminds me of That Woman. That Woman had better hair and skin anyway. and was probably younger.

horsey and mousey. i guess that kinda looks like the stereotypical female Schoolteacher right? but even a Schoolteacher would be out of my league because that represents a level of Career Success which is WAY above me.

Maybe a Sub making 13 bucks an hour, no bennies, no health care. but very soon these people will be too young for me. i mean you literally can’t be failing at your career FOREVER. you have to move up within like TEN years or else youre DONE. might as well pack it in, GIVE UP, and become an MJ addict hahaha.

she looks worse when she is wearing tons of makeup, but she no doubt thinks this makes her look professional and smart or whatever. nope. shoulda just got married to chad when you were 18 honey.

sad thing is, chad probably dumped her or worse cheated on her, and she’s spent the rest of her life trying to get revenge on him by living The Good Life. thing is, she hasn’t. she’s just become a worse person for it all. drinking, fooking, getting useless degree, being a narcissist F-level wannabe celebrity in vancouver only, probably has at least 2 cats in her apartment and drinks too much but still manages to pull alphaish men at age 30….but not for committed rels.

and to think SHE is OUT OF MUH LEAGUE! in GLR’s american average white men would be able to pull a woman like her, back before she had taken 20 cox and had 20 abortions!

even women that dont look like they would be huge sluts, kinda horsey and mousey, but also kinda qt despite that…….are still huge sluts that have been with 10+ guys hahahaha. like how that number keeps getting lower? well yeah because 10+ guys is still WAY too much!

but its a more REALISTIC number than 20…..which isn’t all that unrealistic either. 10 is even more realistic, but also UNACCEPTABLE. DO BETTER.

right now she would be great to use as a Practice Gurl just so you get comfortable and good at Fooking and at dealing with a womans bullshit, so you can pull a better woman later. but she’s STILL too good for you hahaha. you are not good enough to practice on a practice gurl, except maybe once, where you will prob fall in luv with her and never get over. never get over chad mcnormieton’s practice gurl.

also the fact that this drunk bipolar narcissistic catlady slut is better at Adulting than you, so what does that make you? she’s BETTER than you hahahaha.  you have no place to judge her for being a crazy slut because shes better at LIFE than you. more responsible, harder WORKER, better ADJUSTED.

shit if i had gotten more involved with Theatre I prob could have banged a few sluts like that, had them as practice gurls. but i never went in far enough with theatre to pull the theatre sluts. i guess its just as well because theatre sluts are not great people hahahaha.

i guess the good news is i dont have to go to vancouver to find women like this, they are right in my own town. and i can probably find one who is a 40 year old single mother who still looks bangable, and then bang them. that shouldnt be out of muh league hahahaha.

what the hells wrong with minnesota. you’d think it would be a nice hwyte state but for the past 20 years they have been importing more africans and arabs than just about any other state. stay away from minnesota and just go to montana or idaho instead. or eastern WA hahahahaha.

today i actually thought about well maybe i SHOULD contact that woman. nothing big. just a short message. hey how you doin. fishing basically. reopen the wound and try again after a long time has passed and she has gotten lower in value basically but i’ll never fully get over her hahahaha.

thankfully i decided no thats a horrible idea. but if i were drinking or doing MJ, i might think its a gamble worth taking!

yeah MJ compromises your decision making. logic, reason, etc. yet another reason not to do it. so i say, ok, then i promise not to make any big decisions while using it hahaha.

but when you are using it EVERY DAY…… arent you sort of ALWAYS under the influence of it?

OF COURSHE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

https://archive.org/details/1966PlayboyInterview

1966 playboy interview with commander rockwell and roots/malcolm x biographer alex haley. he had already published TTTW and would be tragically assassinated in 67. he uses The N Word about 6 gorillion times hahahahaha.  thats fine, just wish he used the K word even more. i dont really use the n word all that much and am perfectly fine just saying negros or blacks. unless i am in the ghetto around a bunch of n words, and i try to avoid those situations hahahaha.

looked at adult friend finder to find 35 year old sluts for casual secs in my area. saw a bunch of degen pictures. and unfort you have to PAY to message or view anyones profile. 20 damn bucks a month. i would maybe pay 10 bucks a month. there were what appeared to be a number of bangable 35 to 40 year old sluts in my area. even some under 30s!

there were a lot of swingers/couples. no thanks! i mean yeah maybe ill bang your faithless wife but i dont want any pervert guys watching!

and god forbid any woman who was ever on this site wants to marry a man at any point! that should be on your wife questionairre. have you ever put yourself on an adult themed dating site?

i would go on okcupid but i dont want to see HER. so i can just exclude any women under like 27 hahahaha. but i dont really want to do that. i would totally bang other 27 year olds! shit i remember when she was 22.

i mean i could block her the second i see her. but i dont want to see her even for a SECOND!

ideally she would be so fat, old, and haggard i wouldnt even recognize her!

just remember. your perfect angel, who you want to be the mother of your children, is just a cheap slut practice gurl bending over and showing her asshole to sleazy strangers on adult friend finder.com and has been with over 100 guys easily. and you were FOOLED enough to want to commit your LIFE to THAT trash. how emotionally COMPROMISED can you GET? thats even worse than being on WEEEEED!!!!!!

or plenty of successful people have probably, over their lifetimes, ultimately sm0ked more MJ than YOU did!! and they are just fine!!!!

heh. its possible that women are more naturally suited to Motherhood than Men are Naturally suited to Fatherhood. so its all the worse that they go around showing their assholes on the internet for casual buttsecs with ruffians and opioid addicts and smooth talkin negroes.

maybe i shouldnt have looked at adult friend finder for even the 5 minutes that i did because it made me have a negative view of women as dirty whores!

but i was specifically LOOKING for dirty whores, becuase i’m kinda looking for a PRACTICE GURL to PRACTICE on, because if i found a GOOD woman, i wouldnt be READY for her!

dont get BUTTHURT at the PRACTICE GURLS, just manage your expectations of what they are and what you want from them! you’re not looking for them to be decent women! youre just looking for a little quid pro quo! this is like calculus 1 as a prerequisite for calculus 2.

well i could have just been more DOMINANT and that would have improved the situation, and i dont HAVE to bang practice gurls to become more dominant.

i just wish i had more of a natural urge to BE MASCULINE AND DOMINANT, the way women have a natural feminine urge to be submissive and be dominated by a strong man. why dont i want to be that strong man? well i KIND OF DO!!!!!!

on the extremely rare occasions i feel like a strong, confident man, it feels really GOOD. its not necessarily “DOMINATING” someone. maybe the word “DOMINATING” is a bti confusing. how about Strong, Confident Leader.  i have hardly any experience feeling like that that it feels weird when i feel it, which is hardly ever. like easily less than .000000000001% of the time. but i can safely say i would grow to enjoy that feel.

this weird guy i was acquaintances with last about 14 years ago suddenly emailed me with a weird brief messaging asking if i wanted to Hang Out. it is so weird i am thinking somebody just hacked his email and sent shit out to everybody he had ever sent an email to. people have hacked emails before.

if it is a legit thing, the nonweird thing to do would be to acknowledge the weirdness and try to act normal. but no. he seemed as weird as he ever was. he had a weird fixation on me but i hung out with him because i was lonely and felt beggars couldnt be choosers and it was only fair for me to him to hang out with him if he wanted to see me. this was 14 fookin years ago.

but he was a weird guy. not a BAD guy but i am 100% certain he had SOMETHING: borderline, bipolar, narcissism. He honestly seemed BORDERLINE!!! possib the only male i’ve ever know with it.  he’s not a bad guy, but he needed a shrink and meds even more than I did. Last I heard he got a bigboy job but found it unfulfilling and was drinking too much. this was many years ago. at least he was able to get a bigboy job. more than i ever could do.  i mean he was no dummy. he was smart, but possib more unhinged and weird that I am. whatever this kid has, its COMPLICATED. my shit is very simple by comparison.

so i quickly deleted the email. but then i thought, HOLY SHIT, what if this is how THAT WOMAN viewed MY attempts to communicate with her, and she viewed me as weird and crazy like i view this guy??!?!?!?!?!?!? I would HATE to be seen like that.

even though I dont hate the guy. I just want him to live his own life and get some damn professional help which i am not willing to give hahaha.

but want to think that we had a much more Two-Way Rel with me and that woman than I did with him, where he had more interest in me than I had in him. Indeed, it could have even been a latent homosexual thing on his part.

but i realy want to think that the rel i had with that woman was more natural and two-sided and mutual and HEALTHY and good than the weird “friendship” i had with him. i guess he wanted to be my friend but i didnt really want to be his friend.

maybe That Woman was my Karmic Payback of how I rejected HIM hahahahaha.

but i didnt really Throw Him Away. also i hate to think i was as weird to her as he was to me. i mean this guy was always pretty weird. he’s not a horrible person but just so goddamn weird. and i didnt want to be THAT weird to ANYBODY. especially HER.

my rational mind says, youre right, this is apples and oranges, it was a totally different situation, and no she didnt view you like you view HIM, or even if she did, at least I’m confident that i wasn’t THAT Weird.

so….we’ll conclude with that and i will get back to my poker and nazi book hahahaha.  and hope this was just a hack/spam.

i mean if not then he hasnt become any less weird in the past 14 years. i mean shit at least i have gotten better at presenting myself to others, playing close to the vest so to speak, figuring out how to seem at least somewhat normie.

my diagnosis for him would be bipolar, possibly borderline, possibly bits of schizophrenia even. i should be thankful i’m not that fooked up. but he can manage to Adult and get GF’s and stuff. but he would also be just as liable to throw all that away in some kind of psychotic break. it did not seem like garden variety anxiety and despair with him, like it was with me. yeah we are both nuts but in totally diff ways.

but yeah i dont want that woman to think i am a pitiful weirdo like that. id much rather she felt bad about her own immaturity.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Gerald_L._K._Smith

GLR said this guy was the greatest speaker he ever heard

https://archive.org/details/meinkampf035176mbp

reading MK by AH changed GLR’s life, maybe I should finally read it too hahaha

the type of book that you cant stop reading, that when you finish it, you turn right back to the first page and read it again. i have never done this with a book. wont even do it with GLR’s book, and it is a topkek book.

GLR is transferred to iceland where he suggests that secs is very easy to get and the women are promiscuous as shit. so why did he fall for that icelandic woman. i mean really neet virgins should just go to iceland for easy secs with young whyte qt’s. what does he really think about their promiscuity tho? what would AH think?!?!?!?!

http://www.heretical.com/pubs/fabledh.html

i forgot GLR did the fable of the ducks and the hens, which i confuse with the fable of the scorpion and the frog hahaha

ok he did think they went too far: quote ” The whole atmosphere at Keflavik International Airport was evil and unwholesome, depressing and disgusting. I reacted by almost total asceticism. There was no half-way about it, as could be seen all around me. I refused to touch a drop of liquor. I went to only those parties which my position in the squadron demanded. I ran over a mile a day and exercised to keep in condition and I devoted myself wholly to study, thinking and writing.  ”

he ran A MILE A DAY hahahahahahaha to keep in shape. that is hilarious. now when most “runners” pride themselves in running like a damn marathon a day.

also his wife was bitchy to him and essentially dumped him, and he was heartbroken. he did not CHEAT on her with the icelandic woman. i dont know how big of a slut she was. also GLR officially condemns no-fault divorce, as he should, as any hwyte person should. i just wish he called them out on their jooish behavior not befitting hwyte men and women.

also he said that good liquor was very cheap. i thought everthing was super expensive in iceland. well i mean i am sure things have changed since 1951. but iceland is always an interesting country.

about 40% done with the book so far. seems like his icelandic wife is much better than his american wife, who he pitied for not being able to enjoy being a full woman. then his icelandic wife got very jealous whenever he said a tiny sympathetic thing like that about his ex-wife. he had 3 kids with his ex-wife and i think he had 3 kids with his icelandic wife. what happened to these children and their children?

also she was ok with him being pro-hwyte and anti-jooish. he was still a career military man but had been redpilled on the Jaycue by me1n struggle hehehe.

his first wife demanded $400 a month in alimony. in 1953. holy shit. and he didnt even bitter hate her. i would have for that! that would turn any man into a woman hater! but not GLR. he just pitied her.

the icelandic woman is still alive right now and like 88 years old hehehe.

commander rockwell, what a great man.

you shouldnt expect most people to understand the JQ. i would like if more people shunned J filth when they saw it though, just realized it it was BAD, not necess bc it was J’ish. they seize on bad things bc they know they can use it as weapons against the g0yim. make bad things look attractive: vidya, porn, drugs, try it, its fun and harmless, g0y. you’ll love it and its not bad for you. even though its worse than smoking.

mar 13

just waiting around to go to shrink and today i had decent epiphany:

WHO CARES WHAT OTHER PEOPLE THINK ABOUT YOU

which, let me MANSPLAIN. a lot to unpack there. sure weve all heard this advice before. it doesnt matter what other people think about you. dont worry about it. who cares. it doesnt matter.

but thats WAY easier said than done, because in some cases, it really really really DOES matter!!!!

you are invested, connected, and attached to a person, and you care ALOT about what they think about you, and you HOPE that THEY care what YOU think about THEM!

you can see what im getting at here.

I really cared what That Woman thought about me. i didnt want her to think i was an awful horrible person. because then i might just BE a horrible person. her view of me mattered a lot to me because well thats what luv is, ya moron. you want them to think good of you. not bad.

and now im like, wait, doesn’t SHE care what I might think about HER? doesnt SHE care that I might hate her, or just be confused, and wouldnt that motivate her to try to clarify things for me?

similar to how i Reached out to Clarify how I thought she should think about me, i wanted her to reach out to me to clarify how she thought I should think about HER. doesn’t she CARE about that?

well no, because what i think no longer matters to her. and that hurts. my opinion USED to matter.

and now i have nothign but my own experience and memory to convince myself it wasnt a FANTASY, that there was something REAL. unlike me and my weird male stalker hahahaha. in his mind there was something special between us, but in my mind….i just wanted to avoid him hahaha. and is that how it was with me and HER???? GOD I HOPE NOT! i mean i really hope the that nice friendship we had before everything went wrong, was more REAL than the always-awkward thing I had with that guy.

welp discussed that with the shrink and yeah i mean i actually talked like a somewhat well adjusted normie. that yeah i am pretty much over That Woman but it did always bother me that there wasnt even the effort of any closure, but basically i wanted proof that i had a better “connection” with that woman than I did with that disturbed man who I now have pity for. he thinks me and him had some great connection, well we didnt. i think me and her had some great connection, well we didnt. WRONG. for a good long while, we DID have a pretty good connection. And I was very heartbroken by how she crapped on THAT. dont tell me this was worth NOTHING to you.

shit im sure it WAS worth somethign to her. but this is how people act when its fight or flight and they flee. its the pain of abandonment and avoiding. it’s well documented in the literature hahahaha. not even joo literature. but trusted hwyte philosophers like kierkegaard and plato say damn son that shit SUCKS.

ok. what, for example, did aristotle, plato, or socrates, or kierkegaard, or nietzsche, or schopenhauer, or heidegger, or will durant say about The Heartbreak of Abandonment? give me some quotes.

so i was able to convince myself that She Thought it all wasn’t just a fantasy in my mind. more or less.

if i were a WOMAN i would have fooked 5 guys and had 5 shitty relshits during this time. that is SO unfair to those poor schmucks. that she is just going through a fake charade with you while she is hung up on someone else! i have never and will never do that to another person! this is why you dont jump from one person to another! it doesnt work that way! and so I resent women for doing that. cant you see how unfair and wrong this is for the guy???? how many other guys hearts did she break during this time? 3? 4? 5? how can you cause so much pain? or maybe they caused her pain. it doesnt matter because shes out of my life. but this is what happens when you are in LUV and they DISAPPEAR. you CAN get SOME kind of CLOSURE thats better than this.

oh well. life goes on. but how come she cant send me an email out of the blue? i would totally get back together with her hahahahaha. then i guess im not over her. well, i said i was only 88% over her. i get “not wanting them back” only comes at 100% and not a second earlier.

maybe it was all a sign from GOD to turn me into a full-blown NATZEE! Like how GLR donned the svastica and declared, I am a full blown NATZEE and I dedicate muh life to AH, the greatest man of the past 2000 years!

i mean i’m seeing that AH is a bretty gud guy. and Really you don’t become a VVN “ally” without become a VVN “sympathizer” and essentially a full blown 1433 vvn.

for a few years i was like, yeah i dont identify as a vvn, but I AM open to their ideas, i don’t think there’s anything really unreasonable about these ideas, we should give this some space, it’s serious and valid and legit.

later I realized that by you acknowledging that, you are pretty much a full blown natzee anyway. if you dont think these ideas are horrible and evil and despicable, you’re a nazi.

so you might as well do what the blacks do, reclaiming the term MUH N199A, and we can reclaim the term MUH NATZEE hahahahaha.

and start proudly displaying the svastica publicly. very simple. get some armbands, buttons, bumper stickers, flags, put it on your computer desktop, put a picture of AH next to a picture of your family at work HAHAHAHAHAHA. that’s all you gotta do! no big deal.

why didn’t GLR’s first wife give him a break and say i don’t need any alimony from you because im a stronk independent woman? how much of the alimony was going strictly to CHILD SUPPORT? he did have 3 kids with her and hasnt talked about them much. shit he’s up to 5 kids now and hasnt talked about them much. maybe he was a horrible father hahahaha.

” But Thora had the faith of a saint. Even when I would get discouraged
and felt almost sure my gigantic struggle would come to naught, my brave little wife would put her arms around me, look me in the eyes, tell me how she believed in me and trusted me, and I would fairly burst with new drive and determination. She knew the age-old secret of women: how to inspire and fill a man with power he could never have alone, just by laying a gentle, warm hand on his check and letting him feel her faith flowing outward. How I loved her! I can never repay her loyalty and devotion. ” from chapter 9 or 10. GLR would get discouraged during the lean times and his wife would give him encouragement. BEAUTIFUL.

a lesser woman would have LEFT HIM IN THE LURCH and indeed his first wife did. shit he was entitled to be HATEFUL of her but he never was. That Bitch!

spencer tracy looks kinda like tom waits. or vice versa. i am the first person in the history of the world to notice this hahahahaha. therefore mr waits should invite me to hang out with him so i can convince him to stay away from n3gr0 and j00 music and get back to his more huhwhyte sounding music. he is a huhwhyte guy who can make jooish music sound less jooish hahahaha. i will not poo poo TW and his music. but he does have obvious nonhwyte influences and i dont believe he’ll ever be racially aware. believe me i would be thrilled if he were! some big scandal uncovers a secret natzi shrine at TW’s house hahahaha. this is all speculation, i’m not saying anything libelous.

actually, 90% of TW’s music is either black or jooish. this is a bit worrying. i really dont want to think about this too much right now.  i mean leonard cohen RIP was a total joo and i will always be a fan of his music.

irrelevant. on a tangent here. well no. because this is what joos do: they take good things and they SUBVERT and PERVERT and RUIN them. but not always. for example i dont think LC or TW are perverting or subverting anything. TW maybe. but i dont think he did it in bad faith jooish way. he was just being creative and eclectic. he married a hwyte woman and had hwyte children. he should have had more.

also i liked at least 3 or 4 of the coen brothers movies hahaha. still do. prob always will. (lebowski, raising arizona, millers crossing, and leave a space for one more. no country was OK but overrated. I saw part of a “a serious man” and it looked pretty good tho.) not gonna dump them like i did woody allen.

what about the marx brothers? charlie chaplin? old skool jooish comedians in the catskills and the borscht belt? does this even really matter anymore if henny youngman or joo jack benny had some good clean jokes that even a goy can enjoy without guilt?

charlie chaplin was a confirmed full blown commie kyke. a жид. GLR knew this and still enjoyed some of his comedy. doesnt make GLR a sellout or a hypocrite. i mean they still should all go in the oven because the costs outweigh the benefits and always will.

would you rather have a few funny marx brothers movies…….

…….OR A WORLD WHERE COMMUNISM NEVER EXISTED????????

shit yeah its important and relevant. its why all the women you know are such trifling, stupid, destructive sluts hahahaha.

but honestly NONE of the women I ACTUALLY know are destructive sluts. thats the fictional fantasy nightmare woman again!

also, my virulent hatred of women makes my totally reasonable, healthy hatred of DER EWIGE JUDE seem unhealthy hahahaha. hey im in a woman hating PHASE rght now. its actually subsided a bit. i did used to be a mgtow remember! and im getting better! i used to be a mgtow too until i became a full blooded NATZEE hahahaha. big improvement.

no william h macy did not DIE today, i guess thats a hoax. its actually his BIRTHDAY hahahaha.

he seems hwyte. i would hope my joodar is not wrong on him. lets find out hehehe. welp the jooish foward says he is not a J. i generally beleive joo sources when they say somebody is not jooish hahahaha.

GLR was a very good people person and was not afraid to go out and have Tuff Conversations with people every damn day.  well he did not kiss ass and lie to make you like him. he would tell you the hard truth. i know I would have gotten along with him well. i might not have enjoyed hearing the hard truth from him, having a man I admire telling me i am a huge soft loser…..but maybe he would be nicer to me because i knew the hard truth about the JQ that he did. and see that i would probably do well with a good leader hahaha.

i mean a man can be a leader and a follower at different times of his life. being a follower isnt INHERENTLY bad, the way being a slut and going thru a slut phase is. in fact, being a follower for a while might help you be a better leader later. but i will grant that the ideal man is a leader not a follower, and that leadership is one of the best, most masculine traits. but following is not inherently, always bad, the way being a damn cant keep your legs closed SLUT is.

but you know what you should hate even more than SLUTS? focus your disdain on the semi-organized effort by a certain group of people to turn our women into sluts. this helps them because it hurts us.

you might think hwytes don’t have any real enemies………..then you would be blue pilled AF, hahahahahaha.

pretty soon ill be going down to get the svastica tattoo on muh chest hahahahaha. only semi kidding, i hate tattoos and would never get one. but that would be a contender hehehehe.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

WELL MEMED, MUH LAD!!!!!!

wish the dinner table scenes of that movie really set the tone for the entire movie hehehehe.

call me soft but theres no real NEED for the curbstomp. he could have just had a legally owned pistol, been like get the fook out of here boy, the negro could have charged at him like a wild animal, and then ed norton shot him with the pistol. the curbstomp is there to make him look like a SADISTIC MONSTER. well of COURSHE he is, hes a NATSEE, that is SYNONYMOUS with sadistic monster! same with ralph fiennes in schindlers list.

apparently leni riefenstahl recanted her pro-AH beliefs?? or somehow went soft on them. how soft? i mean if she was still pro-hwyte and anti-J that’s prob fine right? was hearing more about this woman hannah reitsch was a woman pilot and apparently a very pure and admirable woman and we should read her book.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hanna_Reitsch

yes i know wikipedia hahaha

after the war: ” Evacuated from Silesia ahead of the Soviet troops, Reitsch’s family took refuge in Salzburg.[3]:202 Hearing a rumour that all refugees were to be taken back to their original homes in the Soviet occupation zone, Reitsch’s father shot and killed her mother and sister[3]:215 and her sister’s three children before killing himself on the night of 3 May.[12] ”

GOOD LORD

what i dont understand is why some people were tried and convicted at nuremberg but some people like reitsch and skorzeny lived in freedom til like 1980.

not sure if reitsch ever wrote a book. described as “naive politically.” hehehehe. how can a prominent natzee be naive politically hahahahaha.

mar 14

this stuff makes muh blood boil, one of the most triggering things evar next to slutty women. is joo york slimes articles advising anxious hwyte parents how not to raise racist children. its your duty to teach 3 year olds about hwyte privilege and institutional racism and to hate their race. i hate this shit. its joos saying yes you should brainwash your kids. its fooking CHILD ABUSE and a bunch of hwyte swpl prefessionals actually worry about this. not oh my kind might be a neet or a loser or a  pvssy, but that he might be a RACIST, so we need to actively stop this, and show him how he was born with the unfair advantage of being hwyte.

http://archive.is/mcjRJ

hmm cant believe there is nothing on daily stormer or TRS on this article

but yeah. white kids have a responsibility to learn about their hewyte privilege from a very tender age, you as a racially sensitive middle class jyslimes reader had the responsibility to teach them to be ashamed of the white race, the EBIL NATZEES of the human race. hwyte = nazi = sadistic, genocidal, oppressive monsters.

chapter 9 GLR

he says the rights main problem is not money or people, its cowardice. that enough people already know the truth, but they are too scared to stand up and fight and act, and are too worried about being NICE, when the left is not nice, and will not be defeated by niceness.

apparently the right wing cowards GLR met would talk privately with him about YOU KNOW WHO, but we too scared to sacrifice their security and comfort.

yeah well i think its a lot worse now, that people DONT know this red pill JQ truth, and that the right will call you a racist and tinfoil hat conspiracy nutter if you even mention the JQ. better yet, J’s are hwyte and our allies.

all talk and no action. well trumpenfuhrer seems like the most positive ACTION the right has seen in many peoples LIFETIMES.

oh hes not a rightist, he’s a populist. well id argue that the good kind of populism is inherently right wing.

http://www.barnesandnoble.com/w/mein-kampf-adolf-hitler/1125132928?ean=9781684185979&st=PLA&sid=BNB_DRS_Core+Shopping+Books_00000000&2sid=Google_&sourceId=PLGoP62465

get the stalag edition hahahaha i am this close to dropping the 20 bucks hehe

terrible cover art tho

tuesday afternoon benedryl

heh. the way i feel about women and joos is the way the j media wants everyone to feel about hwytes! now i know this feel about women is a fictional woman in my head only. the j’s however, really are that bad. that’s no fiction. that is a sad disgusting reality that they have and are perverting everything good in the world.

they make hwytes look like sadistic monsters aka natsees becuase they’re projecting what they are themselves – sadistic, perverted monsters! spawn of satan!

i want MJ wah wah wah! i want that woman wah wah wah! all women are sluts! joos are genociding hwytes! wah wah wah! bitch bitch bitch hahahaha. cyka cyka cyka.

saw a 40 year old woman manager type with a masters degree today who wasnt super hot or anything but she was hwyte and not fat and was still bangable and was probably quite bangable in her youth. i wanted to bang her anyway. i guess now i am getting into the milfs since i dont see 20 year old gurls every day. if i did i would be staring at them like mad i can assure you. more than the 40 year olds. because 20 year old gurls are way more than twice as hawt as 40 year old women.

maybe i should marry a 40 year old divorced mother with like 10 year old children hahahaha.

 

 

 

 

DISAVOW MGTOW

feb 27

listen to this man if you dont want to listen to me hahahahaha.

this is a great meme which i think originated on varg’s channel, but not sure if he has a longer video where he actually discusses the topic. i mean its self explanatory but its just nice to hear it mansplained over and over again by as many wise men as possible.

LETS FIND OUT hahahaha

searched “porn” on his channel and only got this video. wouldnt mind a nice 10 minute speech on the topic. ill never get tired of talking about it myself. not that im obsessed with porn! more like obsessed with talking about how awful and jooish it is. and not being im obsessed with the temptation to watch it, the monkey on my back. i’m really not folks. tbh. i might get on the slippery slope like once a year. but i have no real desire to watch it. prob because i am so damn aware of how horrible and awful and degen and jooish it is. you want to understand the JQ, then think about PORN and why it is so awful. that is the JQ in a nutshell. that is them doing what they do “best.”

listen to this wise man too. he’s always been a good honest real talker and charming, and this is increased when he’s doing vidyas. he is really good at this. shows the difference between just talking without you face…..and talking with your face. he is great at both. but with the face is even better. i am certainly not ready for that, but would like to do faceless talking. so yeah i trust him and i damn like him, have a damn cult of personality fanboyism around old sven. ive gotten over the enoch joowife thing, but shit if mike did a few videos like THIS, that would be awesome. this is exactly what im looking for.

as far as what he says about autopilot, well im glad he was able to succeed on autopilot. i went on autopilot too and i crashed and burned or at least stalled completely and is why i am a huge wifeless childless successless loser today. i sorta thought i COULD go on autopilot and get a job making 25k a year. i was wrong. maybe this is the measure of a total NORMIE CHAD – that you can be on autopilot and STILL have a job, wife, and children like sven. when i went on autopilot around age 18, that was the beginning of the end for me. CHECK YOUR NORMIE PRIVILEGE NONNEVERGF SVEN!!!!! hahahaha.

but yeah sven comes across as more trustworthy and likable than mike because of stuff like this. but mike just had his LIFE RUINED. but i hope he starts “facef4gging” too at some point in the future. im just saying sven has a GREAT PERSONALITY in general. no wonder he was able to get a job and wife and kids while on autopilot, his autopilot is CHARMING AF. the absolutely antiautist.

just blatantly copy svens whole personality until you start getting some success and confidence. i dont think he’d mind hahaha. especially if it helps make more hwytes.

varg got at a good thing in a recent video, you dont have to be rich to have children. you can be dirt poor and have 6 children like him. he says he plans to have MORE. i was like hell yeah. i mean really 3 is enough. i worry that he might be a deadbeat to his 21 year old daughter but i dont expect him to tell the full story about that. i’d wager he’s a good father to his 5 young children.

but yeah basically its a J lie that you need to be rich to have a child. oh, im not ready, im not making enough money to support a child. some whites come forward and say hey im pretty poor and we have 3 children. we live within our means, we dont have cable, we buy used clothes, we dont live in the city, we get a surprising amount of welfare from even the US.

so basically i should just have a child right now and then that might motivate me to at least work hard and make 28k a year. or fail at that, be a deadbeat dad, and K muh self out of well-deserved SHAME.

live in a hwyte pride single wide in the boondocks, make muh 28k a year, wife stays home and homeschools kids, at least 3 of them, no more than 2 years apart, so they can socialize with each other. thats the other bad thing about schools is that kids get closer to possibly deadbeat friends that to their own families. SCHOOLS BREAK FAMILIES APART.

argument: your kids will be weird and antisocial and not know how to talk to people.

REBUTTED: they will make friends with their siblings and also as part of the homeschooling, the mother would have them meet other (extremely vetted) people of all ages. old and young. meet with other homeschool families. pool the resources and homeschool them together.

if you have your own business, you could have the kids come work with you and learn useful shit.

you can tell i just listened to greg johnson’s feb 2017 talk with kievsky hahahaha:

http://www dot counter-currents dot com/2017/02/recolonizing-america/

(they do trackbacks and even though I agree with CC 100%, I just dont want trackbacks to this blog atm)

both topkek goys. kievsky has been pushing these ideas for years and really has been quite influential on my own ideas. they are largely his hehehehe. except im not as hot on convenience stores and laundries necessarily. but owning your own business in general, fook yeah.

hmmm looks like greg and hunter wallace are not feuding any more. well thats nice. very rarely do i see people reconciling after past drama. that is great.

jimmy kimmel. thanks trump, becuase last year we were just saying the oscars were racist, and now we have a RACIST PRESIDENT OMG good god what a fooking disgusting show of jooery. i watched it for literally no more than 10 seconds then said wtf am i doing, then turned off and watched 5 minutes of forensic files and went to bed. i used to be a huge movie buff. i still have it in me, wouldnt mind watching some good movies, would even sign up for netflix to get them. back in like 2012 and previous i would go to the theatre all the time, 2 times a week, just for fun. i guess that was kinda fun and i should try to see a few movies a year at matinee price if i can. i mean i dont think all movies are inherently bad. i spent a lot of time watching and enjoying movies. kinda sad that I got away from that. but i have little desire to see any of the oscar diversity shit movies.

apparently dave chappelle has a small role in “con air” hehehe. i never actually saw this movie but it looks pretty watchable.

if you have any disagreement with a leftist they WILL call you a RACIST. maybe this redpilled me somewhat. noticing that their default, fallback, last ditch argument is ALWAYS: youre a terrible RACIST.

and then i kept going and discovered that being a RACIST wasnt really such a HORRIBLE thing. to these leftists its the WORST THING EVER. LITERALLY HITLER.

but i dont think its really so bad at all! i dont expect normies to agree with THAT, but i think normies can be reached by pointing out, hey, you see how these pigs always think everyone is RACIST? is it REALLY? what does RACIST mean to you, vs what does it mean to THEM?

but i also dont think its great when the whites get DEFENSIVE and say no youre wrong, im not a racist, i have friends of all races. cuz then they are agreeing with the leftists that being a racist is the worst thing ever, and that you are taking their BULLSHIT seriously.

hehehe you can have friends of diff races and still be a racist and ITS ALL GOOD. i mean HOW GOOD of friends are you with them anyway? is your BEST FRIEND a diff race? PROBABLY NOT.

i know/knew 1 or 2 good joos who i wouldn’t put in the oven. but i would still say, hey, we can still keep in touch, but you need to be with your people. as a good joo you could make your race better. the joos need more good joos like you. so go to israel and lead them.

ive never been super duper besties with a person of a diff race. well i was in luv with 2 jooish gurls, wanted to date them and have traditional rels with them, but i got over it and im glad i did. dodged a bullet there. plus those women had no interest in making an effort to be a Good GF to me, they wanted nothing of the sort. maybe if they were in luv with me and made a solid effort…..i might be softer on da joos now. but they certainly didnt CAUSE me to be so anti J ish. when i think of bad J’s i don’t think of THEM. shit them being flaky modern slutty WOMEN was even WORSE than them being J’s.

i had a kinda good friend who was a brown nonarab muslim. he was a huge leftist who was rebelling …. ya know i’m not even sure his parents were muslim. i think they were, but they didnt disown him for being not at all religious. or maybe he kept it secret from them. see i didnt really know him that well i guess. he was a huge leftist and was the first superleftist i ever met. well no thats not true. i believe he was at heart a decent guy and i wish him well. i think he became a successful attorney banging white gurls. i still wish him well but i wish he would not bang white gurls. i lost touch with him fairly quickly. not because he was a shitty guy, but i guess we werent really super besties with long lasting mutual mancrushes on each other.

and thats about it. maybe i would let like 5 nonwhites stay in my hwyte homeland, but i imagine at that point, theyd WANT to be with their families and realize they would be happier in their ethnic homeland.

i wuldnt have a big problem sending them back in other words. give them leadership positions in their countries. they’re not bad people.

and probably yes this is all easier to say because as of right NOW, no i DONT have any friends who are nonwhite. i barely have any friends period hahahaha. i have a few acquaintances and they are all white and im fine with that. i am more bothered by the idea of having just acquaintances and no real close friends. but it doesnt KILL me the way it did when i was young, like 20 years old and would feel SOUL CRUSHING LONELINESS. I dont really feel THAT lonely anymore. except when i think of That Woman, how i felt really close to her, and that closeness I was missing, it took her to make me realize i was even MISSING it. so it was esp brutal when she left. i guess some of that loneliness came back but it was more brutal savage heartbreak than loneliness if that makes any sense.

and again thankful to be past all that, or at least 88% hehehe.

but yeah. its hard to say i would have become such huge racist if i had some super close nonwhite friends. but you know what it REALLY doesnt bother me. im MUCH more bothered with being a loser who isnt TOUGH enough to WORK and ACHIEVE anything in life. shit being a racist has been a pretty big POSITIVE in my life, hahahaha.  I LIKE being a racist.

con air, hahaha this looks pretty good. i mean its no die hard or robocop but its nick cage at his 85% best. 100% best being leaving las vegas of course. raising arizona is way up there too. weatherman and the rock were also good. stick con air on that tier.  where the hell has he been lately. he was making super shitty movies up until about 3 years ago. i think he went bankrupt because of a bitch ex wife. damn.

dont know if i fully buy steve buscemi as a hannibal lecter type, but he seems funny, i’ll allow it

getting deep varg hehehe. i mean i think has gotten to the next level with his video making, which i dont think he ever got to with his blog or his writings. he is reaching more people and becoming better and more persuasive.  he’s a decent writer but he’s found he can be even more effective with simple talking videos, and he’s been working on this and just getting better and better at it the pat couple years. he’s on a great path and its good to see him on that path. its MUCH MUCH MUCH better than making boring synth albums or writing a blog 1000 people read. but rather making great, moving, persuasive, awesome videos that 100000 people watch and comment on eagerly. there is a new generation of kids that dont even know about burzum, they are here because they are down iwth the 14 words. this is WAY better than the old farts who are only there because they are BOORTZUM fanbois and dont understand the 14w or what varg is really saying.

im in an interesting venn diagram there, as i am an old fart burzum fanboi, but i also agree with varg’s 14 words stuff 88% hahahaha. again, so glad he’s recognized his own talent in making these videos and he spends more time on them than boring music. he’s said as much. i dont really want to play guitar that much, i know i have MUCH MORE IMPORTANT WORK TO DO. and this is it.

now, he’s made at least two of the best black metal albums of ALL TIME, and thats nothing to sneeze at. its no surpirse he has fanbois. believe it. hvis lyset tar oss, filosofem, and to a somewhat lesser degree debut have stood the test of time and will continue to. but i dont think he’s gonna top those, he doesn’t think he’s gonna top those, and he knows he has much more important work to do now that he’s a old fart hahahaha. and i’d so happy he chooses to do this work, than spend his time making boring albums. hey “belus” is actually pretty good. “fallen” has some good songs too. he started losing me on “umskiptar.”

only way this could be better is if he starts including his wife and children more in his videos. i think he might, he’s been showing his kids a little more bit by bit. showing off his new baby. and i can understand wanting to keep your family private. but i also understand wanting to show off your beautiful white family that you are so proud of.

ideally i want a video with varg and marie talking together about The Ideal relationship between a man and woman, husband and wife, and how they raise their children. i dont think marie speaks very good english though. well she writes pretty good english, so i say give it a try.

heh. the mgtow turd flinging monkey did a response to varg’s anti-mgtow video and comments were full of anti-varg mgtow pvssies. really made me thankful i have Disavowed MGTOW. these people will NEVER get it. varg has not made a response back, not that he needs to.

i have sympathy for mgtows because i KNOW how bad women are, believe me. i WAS a mgtow. but you cant stay stuck in that rut. the women are not the issue dude hahahaha.

now that i have been away from mgtow for a few years and more into the race and 14w stuff, it just makes it even more clear that i made the right choice. i dont want to be in that SAD world of woman-hate. shit i got ENOUGH woman-hate as it is. but i know its not their fault. theyre just animals doing what they’ve been conditioned to do hehehe. by you know who. and no fathers and single mothers. which id argue is a bullshit family structure that is intentionally PUSHED by you know who because they damn well KNOW how powerful of a weapon the destruction of the FAMILY is to the goyim. destroy the FAMILIES, destroy the WOMEN, and then the men will fall too, becoming weak omega phaggot suicidal self destructive cucks with nothing to live for. Sad! but it doesnt have to be that way. really meditate on those 14 holy words and you’ll start to see it doesnt have to be that way.

 

IRON MAIDEN EVERY DAY KEEPS THE DOCTOR AWAY

feb 22

milo resigning. i think i already mentioned this. as trs says, we didnt realize the MSM lugenpresse thought pedophilia was a bad thing hahahaha. i guess they hate rightists even MORE than they LUV joos and degeneracy! wow!

taing benedryl today, did not sleep well last night unfort. today got a new project, well, technically was reminded of an old project that i forgot about. basically i need to “Create Some Documentation” for this device that I dont know how to use, so I have to figure out how to use it, write up some FAQs and How Tos and Fact Sheet and a report or something. produce our own documentation on how to use this thing. i can def source heavily from the manufacturer. big part of it is also teaching myself how to use android and ios, which is hilarious that ive never owned a smart phone,. basically every random normie 80 IQ is an expert at android OR ios because every normie has a phone! i do not have a smart phone so all this is news to me.

i dont see the value in the device. i think its too expensive and no one uses it because no one knows how. well….other people in our office do, but we gotta essentially try to SELL IT to our “clients”, and i use these terms very loosely. i dont REALLY need to SELL this overpriced thing. weve already wasted the money on it. now we just gotta convince people to use it. which imho is tricky enough. and imho there is easier, cheaper ways of doing a similar thing. real weird position to have a budget to by Tech Toys no one really NEEDS and then convince them to get Value out of it hahaha. and i cant really tell muh manager yeah no ones gonna use this, just cancel our subscription when this year is up because its a waste of money. but i should try to find some Usage Stats and include that in my Report. be like hey this thing is being used once a year and its costing us 200 dollars a year.

basically just busywork makework, not really adding value. real adding value would be never buying the thing in the first place!

its just WEIRD to be in this position, never expected to be in a place that was this FLUSH with CASH to spend on shit you dont really need, rather than trying to CUT COSTS EVERYWHERE and sending people home early and doing away with Quality.  but thankfully The Union wont let them send people home early, guarantees people X number of hours a week.

i am still learning the basics, like how our department adds any value at all. why are we NEEDED. just fire everyone and we could still get out a low quality product. does quality really matter THAT much? was the bad lesson i learned from my prevous job.

and the answer obviously is, YES IT DOES, when your product means fixing broken shit, and you don’t fix it.

but here we’re not really fixing shit. we are basically window dressing on a product that could get by without us. it would be a lot less presentable, but it would prob still SELL, and would still WORK. its like buying a kia vs a cadillac. do our Customers really need Cadillacs? well they arent really paying cadillac prices though. so where the hell do we get this money? other departments get federal grants. we could very possibly get fed grants but i cant name them. always forget to ask about that. i should ask about it. show the manager that i care how shit is run hahahaha. not that i want to take his job, not that I COULD, but to show I Think Like A Leader.

ok did some more at-home work on muh job project. going to bed at 8 instead of 7 because 7 was too early yesterday. took 2 benedryls tho today: one at 3ish, another at 5ish.

George is up to video FIVE on his 20 minute q and a responses. he’s HAD to have answered my questions in there, mentioned me. I am SCARED to listen. I might give it a few more weeks till I am less scared. he can email me if he wants, he has muh topkek topsecret email.

GOOD GOD I got an email from GREG JOHNSON hahahahaha personally thanking me for a donation I gave in december. Actually TWO emails ten days apart. WTF do I even say to that. I quickly send him a blabbering message back saying no, thank YOU, hahaha. I was just surprised that he’d send me an email for a damn paltry 5 dollar donation! What a Top Goy!!!!

Greg Johnson. Grindr Greggy, sending ME an email, hahaha, thats just ridiculous. I dont even care if hes a gay hahahahaha. guy’s done some great, unimpeachable work, and he was one of the first people I read when getting into This Huhwyte thing.

feb 23

greg johnson. say what you will about his private life, but that was a very HUHWHYTE thing of him to do, thank widdle ol neet me for a goddam 5 dollar dnation. just for that I will visit CC for the first time in months, find a great new interview hes doing with kievsky, one of muh oldskool fav guys, and think seriously about getting gregs nice hwyte country book. he is a great writer in addition to a good speaker/conversationalist.

real good guy greg hahahaha. does anybody even remember that meme. its still a good meme.

steve bannon speaking at cpac. nice. i would like to hear alot more of bannon speaking. not because i’m suspicious of him, but i think i would really like him even more than i expected. but shit, if he is suspicious, id want to know about that too. i just hope he is a YUGE badass, and unfort we often forget he’s there. never forget!

HAVE YOU LISTENED TO YOUR DAILY DOSE OF IRON MAIDEN TODAY?

I was not joking when I said IRON MAIDEN EVERY DAY KEEPS THE DOCTOR AWAY. it IMPROVES YOUR HEALTH.

This was actually the second Maiden album I ever got, after “Powerslave.” I saw Killers in the used CD section and got it. Not sure if I realized Dianno was on it. at any rate, he sounds GREAT. it’s pointless to compare him and bruce. both are great. ok, bruce is better, but i don’t think bruce would have fit on this album, and I think dianno could have have a good effort on later maiden. he has a great, masculine voice, brings out the masculine energy of the music very well. more of a tough guy than bruce. i mean i hate to say he’s MORE masculine because bruce is pretty damn masculine.

havent listened enough to the debut but killers seems to be the way stronger dianno album.

and it more than accomplishes the Health Benefits of Maiden: ie, Upping Your Confidence. UP THE IRONS, UP YOUR CONFIDENCE. high-energy, feel-good, masculine, confident, pulse-pounding music that makes you feel very alive. hard rocking. no mopey navel gazing. no negative emotions. good vibes all around.

not that i dislike sad music at all! but i prob enjoy too MUCH of it, and need more Happy Music! and so do you!

there is NOTHING wrong with Dianno era maiden. would be great at the GYM for POWERLIFTING and POWER SPRINTS.

now i’m obsessing about this darn job-related documentation project. in a good way, I think. but yeah def spending a lot of TIME on it, outside of job, no less. people better be impressed hahahahaha. write me a good reference for this one. i dont feel super pressured, feel more like a detective on the verge of cracking the case. in other words, feel good not bad, thank GOD. ACTUALLY LEARNING something and figuring something out. It takes some struggling with the concepts though. But this is NORMAL. But I tell you, I REALLLLLLY hate struggling with something and NOT learning it, and remaining in a state of confusion. that was the bulk of my last job. it made me doubt my ability to LEARN things. i felt like I had a LEARNING DISABILITY. And thought shit, maybe I still DO have a learning disablity. from sm0king all that MJ, and drinking too much when I was young, and also from having a super confusing job for over a year, combined with a year and a half of mind-numbing NEETness. It’s amazing my brain still works AT ALL and that I could learn something as simple as 1+1. But today I learned something. Not something super complicated. pretty embarrassing i had to struggle for a whole day with such a simple concept. WELP THAT JUST PROVES IM AN IDIOT. Thankfully I don’t really feel that way. Well if they think I’m an idiot…..I mean I was name dropping Bunuel today in reference to Dali, and I actually knew this architect this other guy was talking about. if were a total idiot I wouldnt know these names hahahahahahaha. It might just take me a day to learn a very simple technical concept, like you don’t plug this thing into that thing, it won’t work correctly. And I wanted to work with TECHNOLOGY????!!?!?!?!?!?!!? I was actually pretty good at it though. but the LEARNING CURVE was absolutely BRUTAL and VERY hard to SURVIVE.

i cant overstate how bad that year and a half of neetness was for my brain. i mean i HATE FEELING LIKE AN IDIOT. I USED to be pretty smart, I SWEAR. PLEASE BELIEVE ME!!!!!

feb 24

please respond! please believe me! please give me the benefit of the doubt! please treat me like a human being! please! I beg you! im not an idiot and im not a weird monster!

hahahaha. ok weekend. obv would luv huge thing of you know what. degenerate. bbbbbut i just want to get it out of muh system. give me one big bag o degen and thats it for a good while.

so in protest i have taken a benedryl, will take 2 valium  and 1 more benedryl with about 2 hours in between each.

ooooh sventh son has done his first post doxing video with face. very nice. would like to see moar. tons of great banter in the comments about him not being hwyte hahahaha. he is even more charming when he shows his face hahaha.

heh. tfw you go to dailystormer for the first time in a few weeks and see he has an official tshirt so you have to buy it now. it’s not the greatest design but these campaigns are limited time only. hope he doesnt come out with a better design immediately after this one closes.

oh dear god hahahahahahahaha. his first video AFAIK directly addressing MGTOW. is MGTOW even a thing any more? kind of embarrassing that I identified with it….like FOUR YEARS AGO hahahaha. to be MGTOW in current year is simple naive at best and J at worst.  see the mgtows bitching at varg in the comments, you can see how pathetic mgtow is.

took valium 1 at 630 pm. settling in with coffee and water and no one at the poker tables, damn. listened to abunch of yt vidyas at 1.5 and 2x speed. george feels you can do at 2x hahaha. hey im not hating. im a very slow talker to, i sound a lot better at 1.5 at LEAST.  wish i could do that in real life. might make me sound like less of a tongue tied idiot. only when im in interviews do i talk fast. still sound like a tongue tied idiot though.

oh god. came so close. i actually watched matress girl emma sulky’s retarded “raep” video for a few minutes today, i mean i had seen it when she first did it. she is not even attractive, but i would prob still bone her because she is an early 20s and non obese. and i get really titillated by scenes where the girl is on top and grinding her ass into the guy as he fooks her. great visual. i would really have fun with something like that. thank GOD i turned it off before i got too stimulated. i mean really? chinese joo mattress girl doing fake art that is closer to porn than art? however i almost wanted to jerk off to it to condemn her for being such a dirty disgusting dishonorable joo making a perversion of secs. it honestly cant be called “porn”, but it absoultely CAN be called mind-bogglinging jooish. layers and layers of jooish inception. thank GOD i did not jerk off to it, because then SHE would have won with her jooish filth. that isn’t TECHNICALLY porn, its more of a jooish perversion of Art and Aesthetics and Truth. not that porn isnt a jooish perversion.  but my god her artists statement on that video. read that fookin statement. dont watch any of the video unless you promise not to jerk off to it. cuz then the joo and their lies WIN, and you LOSE.

maybe i wanted an excuse to jerk off to something that wasnt “technical” porn.

wow. ALMOST slid down the slippery slope there. kinda disappointed i even took a step down that path, but glad i turned back. i mean it would be better to just jerk off to pictures of aryan women in wheatfields hahahaha. i mean i just feel kinda HORNY for ONCE, probably partially due to Weekend Party Time.

the title song is so good and i want seventh son to do a version of it. i would totally do it at karaoke. might have to do karaoke tomorrow. im thinking iron maiden, dio, danzig, maybe tom petty.

is steve miller a poor mans tom petty? is that unfair to steve miller? maybe he is a middle class mans tom petty hahahaha.

oooh nice been having a hot streak today:

2017-02-24-20_04_36-carom-0-01_0-02-no-limit-holdem-replay-14812328

well played but he culd have beat me. on one of my long cold streaks, he would have. and i have been cold a lot more than ive been warm! im 100 dollars in the hole all time!

https://smerffelectrical.com/smerff

this is what we need a LOT more of. this is a real guy named smerff in straya who is an electrician with his own electrician business. and on his business website he blatant says pro-white things and says he is a proud sponsor of daily stormer, who also proudly links him on their site. fookin awesome. we need stormer/white-supporting BUSINESSES in EVERY town.

his twitter account has been suspended. smerff. stormer’s was banned years ago haha.

i mean this guy makes no bones about his vehement pro-whyteness on his website, his facebook page, surprised that’s not banned.

check out the site. he employs at least seven proud white men and has classic aussie banter. does not tone anything down to try to increase his business. he obvious does well and STILL has STRONGLY pro-whyte message. amazing. terrific! this is awesome and we need companies like this in every town in the US, straya, the hwyte world.

see their contact information and tell them how awesome they are. send them money for doing no work. in a way this is even better than great journalism like stormer or TRS. they are out in the community providing hugely valuable electrician and AC service ANNNDDDDDD spreading a very positive pro-whyte message to their customers. i cant even wrap my mind around this, i have to sleep on it hahahaha.

daily stormer tshirt hehehe. apparently the company isnt actually alt right or pro white, but SO pro freedom of speech they will print pro white shirts as well as awful BLM and pro-abortion shirts. hmm. i was hoping it wouldnt be like that. i dont want to support baby murderers. but it is pretty good for a FREEZE PEACH advocate to actually not be a lying hypocrite when it comes to pro hwyte stuff. most freeze peach joos are anti freeze peach when it comes to HWYTES.

welp hope he doesnt sell my name and address hahahahaha. i mean it would never stand up in court hahaha unless he were subpoenaed for my name hahaha. which isnt gonna happen. what am i a lawyer all of a sudden?

i mean the chances of me not getting a job because somebody spilled the beans about me on an internet site that i bought a daily stormer (and trs) shirt……i dunno i just dont see it happening.

took valium 2 around 9pm

i sometimes have post titles that have nothing to do with the content, just saved from perhaps long before. did this with about 3 posts recently. 80% of posts I try to have somewhat relevant titles hahahaha.

the hacker wars, been meaning to watch this. large part from weev, dont think he talks about hwyte stuff tho. but hes def thinking it hahaha. he’s just a really interesting smart guy.

https://directory.libsyn.com/episode/index/show/illusionofsanity/id/4710977

weev on illusion of sanity 2016, alawites. a harder to find interview hehehe. have to use a libsyn downloaded to download it.

trying to find and follow all the pro-hwyte hwytes on gab hehehe. did my first repost today re the daily stormer shirt

yeah the two valiums dont do much but i guess its nicer than the alternative hahaha. the alternative being absolutely nothing. a bag of MJ would be so much better tho. but kind of scary to think that MJ is 600000000000 times more power than VALIUM, which is well known as a habit forming, addictive drug that can K you in super large doses. well im clearly not taking enough! should I take a third? but its already almost 11pm and i am getting tired and it would just be a waste. if i had MJ i would certainly be blazing it all day until the moment i crashed into oblivion.

yeah but at this time in the short term, isnt the valium in infinitely greater supply than the MJ? meaning, i have 80 valiums and 0 MJ.

heh. listening to NOTHING but iron maiden the past week. been pretty productive there.  whoops havent listened to the early 90s albums. ok putting on “no prayer for the dying”, which came right after 7th son. people crap on this album but it doesnt sound immediately horrible hahaha.

hmm well i made executive decsion and took valium #3 at 11pm just now. maybe it will be a waste, but i do have a lot. once i get down to like 10 then i will save them for “emergencies only”, for example, going out to a social function, or god forbid a “date”, or a job interview, or maybe a big Job Presentation. don’t think I will have to do any serious presentations for a while tho. if ever. i mean it would be a good thing to have that kind of responsibility and actually do an average job on it. good for resume, good for future interviews.

heh. started playing around with zillow to see where i you could get a “cheap”, small home in a somewhat hwyte boondocky area. basically get a trailer. white pride single wide (credit fatherland jim.) get good deals here but wonder about the white trash in close proximity. i believe that hwyte trash is better than black trash, although the Opioid and Meth Epidemics are making the hwyte trash even worse. why dont they have trailers that are on like an acre of land and dont have other trailers 10 feet away. but then you would basically be paying as much for the land as you are the trailer. trying to understand mortgages, 30 year fixed rate, 5/1 ARMs, etc. they should teach this in middle school or first year of high school. no later than age 14.

1 am here. should go to bed. been up since 5 am. meaning i have been awake for 20 hours. pretty serious. might take a benedryl just to be ultra idiotic. a pill popping machine on friday party night. 3 valiums and 2 benedryls. that can’t be good. but you could make an argument that its better than MJ! or is it? i mean im not so incoherent i cant type or look at zillow for 45 minutes hahaha.

i might actually be a good Real Estate guy. cuz i am very interested in finding decent homes at a good price and especially in good, safe, hwyte neighborhoods. but i would want to be honest and not bamboozle people into jooish mortgages. cuz it honestly is confusing. predatory lending. and i cant figure out what is the best deal. 30 year fixed is higher payment but supposedly more stable over the long term. so you pay extra for “piece of mind.” i kinda like that. but i certainly wouldnt want to live in the trailer for 30 years. 5/1 is built for people who want to move within 5 years. uhhh do they have a 10/1? i might like that better hehehehe.

ideally you just buy the house outright with cash. show up with 20 grand cash and buy the 20 grand house. but there is also homeowners insurance and property taxes. why cant they just include this in the price of the house. why cant they teach this stuff in high school instead of fookin english and spanish and diversity social studies and more bullshit sciences like geography. teach you stuff that will actually help you live a better life. how to be smart when buying a home, getting the most bang for your buck. you can always study the stuff that interests you from the comfort of your nice little home that you are not getting jooed on. of course, why would the joos want to teach the goys how NOT to be jooed.

 

 

BULLET STATUS: DODGED

jan 28

so yeah ive been in my mind making all women into this evil jooish BOOGEYMAN, that all women are PORNOGRAPHIC, all women are as broken as the poor women IN porn, or, even worse, all women are as evil as the degenerate, EVIL joo PRODUCERS of porn. this is all patently WRONG but I automatically find myself thinking that way, and i gotta stop. use Ninja CBT to stop and correct these very pervasive automatic bad thoughts.

CERTAINLY watching porn for years contributed to my WRONG thoughts and feels here. and its GREAT that i stopped watching and developed a RIGHT revulsion to porn, BUT i then applied that same revulsion to normal average normie women, and THERE the revulsion becomes WRONG.

http://www.unz.com/isteve/slavoj-zizek-on-kevin-macdonalds-culture-of-critique/

steve sailer article, not a lot there, didnt want to read zizeks TLDR “summary”, mainly i wanted to know what “zizi” REALLY thinks, but zizi is kinda jooish in his pranksterism.

http://mpcdot.com/forums/topic/4742-lighter-fare-women-being-women

hehehehe 52 pages of women bashing i can get behind. read em and weep. I should really dnate to MPC hehe.

this is why women shouldnt vote hehehe

heh forgot to mention when i was at the grocery store yesterday i saw two somewhat attractive ie nonobese whyte women….and they had little mudshark babies. certainly not the first time ive seen mudshark babies at my local supermarket but yes it doesnt rankle. since both of these women were still youngish and bangablish, not morbidly obese disgusting landwhales, and the kids were very young, no older than 3. kinda feel sorry for the kids! but they will just identify as black and prob be less conflicted than a Hapa and just lead a stereotypical black existence, muh dick hehehehe.

http://mpcdot.com/forums/topic/8017-the-red-pill/

check this thread out too, MPC respondign to reddits infamous sub

signature of poster threep: QUOTE: “The Js are the most worthless of all men. They are lecherous, greedy, rapacious. They are perfidious murderers of Christ. They worship the Devil. Their religion is a sickness. The Js are the odious assassins of Christ and for killing God there is no expiation possible, no indulgence or pardon. Christians may never cease vengeance, and the J must live in servitude forever. God always hated the Js. It is essential that all Christians hate them.” – St John Chrysostom

not bad, hahahahahahaha.

QUOTE from “Cuddle Workshop Participant” (HAHAHAHAHA!!!) on the MPC women thread: They can say what they want, but women themselves feel guilty if they had sexual intercourse with more than two men in their lives. Of course, they are trying to attribute this feeling to the influence of patriarchy, but it obviously has nothing to do with it. Everyone knows that negative consequences of rampant sexual life are far worse for women than for men. Sexually transmitted diseases are more dangerous for women, the risk of pregnancy is always present, the possibility of rape and violence by equally broken partners is very high and let’s not forget the various mental disorders and the feeling of emotional emptiness that regularly follows superficial sexual encounters, etc. If the latter is often felt by men, how much more will it affect women who are by nature more emotional? Ladies, it’s time to reject this farce of a “life philosophy”, reject J lies and accept your true nature. END QUOTE

NOICE.

its worth NEVER FORGETTING that most average women WOULD feel proper SHAME towards casual sex, and that the most hardcore pro-casual sex women are FEMINISTS who are all INHERENTLY severely mentally damaged, and that most normal average women ARE NOT FEMINISTS. EVEN IF they think they are.

red pill thread is great. so glad i have matured where i can see that guys like MPC are Correct and guys like TRP are Wrong hahaha. Bullet Status: Dodged to quote the great That One Guy later in this thread ( http://mpcdot.com/forums/topic/8017-the-red-pill/page__st__100#entry195832 )

this is probably the worst thing about porn, is that it makes omega men hate women and view all women as Transactional, Tit For Tat, Money Grubbing Succubi, All Relationships Are Essentially Prostitution…. when they are really not. but it totally makes sense that a man might begin his journey away from pron by reading TRP….but he will reach the wrong conclusions if he doesnt eventually move on TRP!

the only money grubbing succubi are the sleazy parasites MAKING the porn!!!!

but yeah it does all make perfect sense. you see women DOING this stuff and you think what kind of person DOES that? and then view normal woman as disgusting porno whores.

i would argue that even if you quit porn, which is great, but then became obsessed with TRP…..youve still lost. net negative.

so make sure when you quit porn, you dont replace one toxic mindset with another! TRP still has a pornified, jooified mindset! you can see the pain of these men fighting against the joo, but they think theyre fighting WOMEN!

moving right along from twin peaks sountrack to mulholland drive soundtrack, the excellent angelo badalamenti PBUH.

http://jackbaruth.com/?p=3529

normie guy with children shakes head at sleazy pick up artist

heh i definitely had a TRP phase, but i think i always felt that something was missing, this wasn’t the ideal, i have to move towards something better. i didnt want to live without women, i was interested in a wife and family.

well the good news is that i finally reached muh target weight, prob the lowest weight i have ever been since like age 21.

BMI 20.8. closer to underweight than overweight. hehehe. i can probably stop now. but why not stop at BMI 20 hehehe.  i mean i would accept a woman with BMI 21 hahahaha. i wonder what That Woman’s BMI was. no she was nowhere NEAR overweight, she just had a healthy amount of fat on her thighs and fat ass oh god shouldnt be thinking about this!!!!

if the J can brainwash me with his filth for years, then i can brainwash myself with antifilth!!!!!

pretty degen hahahaha. what exactly is the filmmaker, who has a really suspect name, trying to say? but i AM glad to see tonnes of comments saying put this absolute disgusting cuckold degeneracy in the oven where it belongs. dont think we would have seen so much of that sentiment 5 years ago. young men are waking up!

jan 29

sheeeeeit sunday. go back to muh job. see i dont want to be like a WOMAN or a MILLENNIAL. I want to take charge and show intiative and go above and beyond, but also my problem is getting stuck in a comfort zone and being AFRAID to move out of that. because i think im gonna bite off more than i can chew. but the happy reality is that its VERY unlikely im gonna be in a situation where i have to SELL or EXPLAIN something to someone where I can’t get some HELP if i need it. which was a HUGE problem in my last job, and is not a problem at ALL in this job, and i have to realize that THIS JOB IS NOT THAT LAST JOB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

also my desire to do MJ. i have to tell myself thats not a HWYTE thing to do. ESPECIALLY the way I WANT to do it, doing MJ every day, that is a VERY NONHWYTE thing, very black or brown. so whenever i DONT do MJ, I am being moar hwyte and living up to my holy hwyte ideals. that is a GREAT thing!!!!!

wish they had more news on the recent march for life.

oboy these protests outside airports bc of exec order travel ban on muslims. great stuff.

went for yuge 2.2 mile powerwalk for the first time in a long time hehehe.  NEEDED to do that.

jan 31

QUOTE: Published on Jan 30, 2017
Young men, before they develop themselves with skills, life goals and a career, are vulnerable to developing obsessive fixations with women in order to allay their feelings of inadequacy. (This is why it’s so important to get young men into fulfilling careers as soon as possible, and why apprenticeships and guilds were such a good idea, and why it is catastrophic that female students now outnumber male students at university.) END

this fookin guy! doxed and living in exile, and he makes a rare vidya about WOMEN and getting feelings and ONEITIS for WOMEN. I agree with the above statement 14330000000000000000%. DAMN.

heh one woman hater in the comments says: Here are words of wisdom that an old mentor of mine taught me (and which I sadly ignored until it was somewhat too late): “ALWAYS treat a woman with contempt or they will treat YOU [with] contempt!”… END

shit i was a full MGTOW woman hater when i met THAT WOMAN, and fell in luv, and pedestalized, oneitis, etc. literally felt i would NEVER meet another woman like that, who made me feel that good, who i liked so much. and i haven’t! hahahahaha. but at least i am not in ridiculous pain any more. i got over her hehehehe. thank GOD.

but if i ever got those feelings again, boy that opens the door to some stupid shit, you get SO vulnerable. try not to be in a position so that if your rel with the woman turns to absolute SHIT, the rest of your life wont be ruined. just prepare for the rel with the woman to turn to TOTAL SHIT and then figure out your survival plan.

SOCIAL SKILLS ARE SURVIVAL SKILLS.

they arent just nice to have. they are absolutely necessary. you LITERALLY need to be VERY autistic to develop the technical skills to the point where you dont really need social skills. you probably arent that autistic……unfortunately. meaning its more valuable to develop your social skills over your technical skills. its still the hardest goddam thing in the world, though.

henrik and greg interact very well with each other. good conversation. i have probably gotten over the enoch thing. give him the benefit of the doubt. he’s done a lot of good, found himself in an IMPOSSIBLE situation, and also at the same time lost it all, had his life ruined, and i am bitching about his wife and him not doing good enough to dispel doubts. give the guy a break, he just lost everything.

now that woman, she could have done better hahahaha. i had a very different rel with her than i have with mike e. i dont have ANY rel with mike e hahahahaha.

feb 1

MPC is starting their own podcast. ITS ABOUT TIME. Pman announced it in december. WERE WAITINGGGGGG.

here is the guy Pman has been using as his avatar lately. review of the week. some kid, cant tell exactly how old he is, has 164k subscribers, and does reviews on food and drinks. lots of fast food. pretty hilarious. not sure if he is hwyte or J. he has very pale skin, very blue eyes, and unattached earlobes, but talks like a total Jooish autist. talks like an east coast J but palm trees in the background.

oh no, he kinda looks like that woman a little bit. she had a weird face like this. oh fook me hahahaha. i know she wasnt a J. i honestly dont know if this guy is a J. i only ask because he’s pretty J acting. or maybe he’s just a hwyte autist virgin!!!

i will give him the benefit of the doubt because he seems like a Gud Boi. and if MPC says hes all right, then he’s all right. looks like other people are curious to Dox him, because they are geniunely curious in him, as am I. theres a rumor his name is “John” but nothing substantial on a real name. also that he is around 22. anyway he must like his privacy and i cant blame him. he can have it! i just want good things for him. i dont want him to be living out of his car. or to be a J. or have a bad family. i want him to come out as Red Pilled and Alt Right hahahaha.

https://mpcdot.com/forums/topic/7673-reviewbrah-thread/page__st__80

MPC thread on him, aka REVIEWBRAH. i figure they will talk about the JQ somewhere in here, and if he is a J, they will make it clear here.

i mean he seems like a good boi. just a very young man. i wish him no harm. a few years ago i made a big deal out of reviewing a new burger king sandwich on a blog. i made a huge production out of it and it was pretty fun. i can totally understand why he does this and he does a great job of it. and he can obviously control himself well enough so that he can eat fast food every week and still be super skinny. good for him. i hope he finds a nife waifu.

for being autistic he actually doesnt TALK THAT autistically. he could PASS for a normie and get a gurlfran talking like that.

MPC in general likes him and doesnt think he’s a J. someone posted a pic that showed him with a catholic bishop, might just be someone who looks like him.

this is great. i mean you are amused and KIND OF making fun of the Sperg, but come out of it genuinely LIKING the guy and saying thats a good lil brah. his SINCERITY is NO SHTICK. i like that.

i guess he does talk about more than fast food. i mean i REALLY want him to talk about gurls and political stuff and morality. ethics. degeneracy. the JQ hehehehe.  neet outreach.

i always wondered who that guy in pman’s picture was and today i found out and it was awesome. thank GOD for this wonderful young man. i am already putting him on a pedestal.

i like the idea of a young man, uncorrupted, innocent even, who is on the right path, healthy life and attitude, is undistracted by degeneracy. i would let muh daughter marry him hehehe. i gotta watch his vids that arent food reviews. also he seems to be pretty confident in himself and not bothered by haters.

supposedly he called someone a f4g or a f4gg0t in his comments hehehe.