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june 27 2017.

saw a 55 year old woman today who was in RIDICULOUSLY good shape. very high energy. acted like a 25 year old or younger. seemed to have very strong people skills. the type that could really manipulate people with her manipulation shills and insanely hot body. at 55 years of age. i have seen some attractive 47 year olds, but never an attractive 55 or 54 year old woman. i mean i would have torn her in half!

i knew she had a masters degree but i didnt know if she had a phd. of course i looked her up and looks like she got a phd around age 41 or so.

i had never seen a woman that age in such good shape. i was immediately attracted to her and could not think of her as 55 (or 54) years old.

she and her handsome husband are very big on social justice and make a good living doing so. i wonder if they have an open marriage.

i was at a loss for words. still am. she seems like the total high energy career woman that is super ambitious in career, yet also wants to stay 25 years old with the young at heart thing. she has very high energy which im sure is related to her professional ambition, which is all in turn combined with a Passion for Social Justice and making the world a better place etc etc.

but a woman that is this good looking and this good at talking to people, im sure has had PLENTY of white knight orbiters, and she would eat a omega male like me alive. i wondered how many guys she fooked and what her husband had to do to lock her down. he too is into social justice….but in a way that makes him decent money and tons of respect. so yeah he has more than enough status and ambition to kind of beat her at that game. be more alpha than she is.

i learned she has a daughter who will be going to college and i am sure the young woman will be steered down a very ambitious career path, so when she is 22 and i am like 40, she will be making way more money than me and be way out of my league. just like the 60 year old mother hahahaha.

believe me i never had a thing for “MILFS” and i have a great appreciation for 20 year old gurls. i was shocked to see such an attractive Older Woman, and that I was actually so attracted to her.

and the whole family is way more ambitious and successful than i am. total middle class graduate school, phd, law school type stuff.

she was very nice to me and i was very nice to her, but i was just like DAMN. hehehehe. i HAD to do some research on her as soon as i got home!

she is very respected and i guess very good at her career. good for her. she could probably inspire me to go to grad skool if her 55 year old ass was bouncing up and down on muh d!

basically im JEALOUS of these people that they have enough MOTIVATION and DETERMINATION to complete phds at age 40 and work work work and just be THAT hardworking, dedicated, and motivated.

i wish i were 10% that motivated!

everyone says she is such a great person. maybe she doesnt even cheat on her husband! it would great to tap dat 54 year old azz and know that she luvs you and is committed to you.

she truly did not SEEM this old. i mean i could probably get FEELINGS for this woman if she were muh 55 year old GF hahahaha.

welp i tell ya its better than a 20 year old tranny trap “gf” hahahaha.

but you have to have this kind of energy to do a phd. get by on 3 hours of sleep a night for DECADES so you can get more stuff done. total sleep when im ded type.

there are plenty of 50 year olds who have more energy than me. i am def a low energy individual. there is this one 50 year old guy that has 10 times the energy as i do, but he drinks a lot of mountain dew. he really should be fatter. but mt dew doesnt have THAT much caffeine in it. i mean i drink a LOT of coffee and have low energy.

i was glad the old career woman was actually married and had a child. but i get the feeling that the child was not that of the man she was currently married to. but i got the impression she wasnt gonna be dumping her current husband anytime soon. for her husband and child’s sake, i hope she really IS a decent person like all the people say!

but a woman that is that smooth of a talker, with a body like that, that tells me she has more than what she needs to not be a decent person!

this is kinda funny and kinda lame hahaha. he shouldnt be crying like an omega wimpy virgin incel phaggot niceguy, but spanking and dominating these women. and of course banging them into submission. but i like the nasty look on the evil womens faces that says “i like being evil and torturing you because i am evil and hate you phaggy niceguy nonchads who could never pull a bitch as hot as me im so now im gonna flaunt my hot body in your face to show you what you can never have” hahahaha

https://bbs.dailystormer.com/t/who-introduced-you-to-white-nationalism/116537

i would prob say david duke and dr pierce.

sheeeit ate way too much food again today. should prob FAST tomorrow to make up for it!

saw some random 18-19 year old college gurls today, just absolutely normal in every way, very very low prestige college, in my college days we sneered snobbishly at this college and i was like omg i wouldnt be caught dead with a dumb slut from THAT college. thankfully i’ve fully repented for my snobbishness and now i fully appreciate this college as being way less JOOED than other colleges; and i saw the 19 year old gurl students of the college and was like damn i would marry that gurl and put babies in her. but what would a young gurl like that, prime of youth, want to do with an old loser like me, 31+ years old and nothing to show for it??? SHES OUT OF MY LEAGUE!!!!

also, she’s probably fooked at least 10 guys by age 19 hahaha. but DAMN is she still ridiculously qt!!!!!

yeah i was SO STUPID for being SO SNOBBISH and caring about what COLLEGE a gurl went to. i mean this was stupid on several levels. 1 – buying into the status of the very bourge univ in general, which IS a real thing in the real world. i mean rich new york joos went here when they couldnt get into harvard. and 2 – especiallly for buying into, and this one is NOT real, the idea that gurls edjoocated at super bourge uni are better mates than gurls educated at super normie college.

if anything the normie college girls would be better, less jooed. especially if they were living at home with their fam and not fooking randoms cocs.

it took me forever to realize the idea that women should not be going to any college at all. or that you dont need college to make you SMART. you can do that all yourself. reading and internet.

but i was so into be an INTELLECTUAL. part of me still is, and i still have some respect for phds. some respect for SOME phds hehehehe. the more down to earth ones.

and now i am too old and loser to pull a young normie loser gurl from the normie loser college!

anyway i shouldnt be saying things like this becuase its self deprecating and you know who hates that shit! women hahaha. everything i do is to serve women hahahaha.  well i mean women and the wq is a HUGE, MAJOR INTEREST of mine.  when im not thinking about being a huge loser, or hwyte interests, or the JQ, im thinking about the WQ.

and shit, ive probably been obsessed about women/the wq for the longest of ALL of those. ever since i was like 13 years old and first started noticing gurls, i was interested in THEM. Those people. hahahaha. those stupid little fookholes hahahahaha.

no no i dont seriously hate women THAT much, but i certainly hate them a little bit! not an unhealthy amount! if anything, its my lack of success which is much more unhealthy than my limited hate of them. my lack of skills in DEALING with THEM.

i mean some of the most skilled men with women, absolutely hate women at least a little bit. at least have contempt or a low opinion of them. treat them like subordinate children who need to be CONTROLLED and DISCIPLINED.  because thats EXACTLY WHAT THEY ARE!

it made my day today when listening to chapter 10 of MK it switched from the computer voice to the human voice, which i did not anticipate happening until the beginning of chapter 11.  nope! and yeah its soooooo much better. this english guy is GREAT. the high energy one, not the super low energy one.

i am listening to the “easy listening” channel on music choice which is ridiculous but also legitimately relaxing and nondegenerate. a bit corny and sentimental, like string/instrumental versions of popular love songs from the 60s.

saw a picture of a woman who used to work in muh department but left to go get a phd doing a FT phd program at a Good Skool. left a good job to do that. And i was of course disturbed by her Career Focus but also that she was YOUNG and GORGEOUS. anyway i was consoled a bit today to find a picture of her where she did not look NEARLY so young and gorgeous. and she looked kinda scary and old and witchlike. i still had trouble believing it was the same person. and when i saw this uglier photo, i was like oh yeah i remember seeing that woman and not breaking my neck to gawk at her.

its just SO WEIRD how people can look SO DIFFERENT in different pictures or videos. keep this in mind for people you dont see often in real life.

in short, just because a broad looks good in some pictures doesnt mean SHIT. she could be 10 years older than she looks here; she could look like an 8 there but in reality be a 6. and thats a YUGE goddam difference.

i do meet some fairly interesting people. like today met a young man with a phd in something fairly fluffy and useless, BUT he was a very nice and friendly hwyte man, and I wanted to see him succeed. I wanted him to be crushed by the real world just enough that he would give up his anti-white, anti-europe, marxist grad skool nonsense, but not so crushed that he couldnt make 30 grand a year, 40 hours a week. trying to scrape by on part time teaching jobs teaching shakespeare to 18 year olds in intro classes where the whole class is just gen ed bullshit that shouldnt even exist. this is what he is forced to do with his phd, he cant even discuss literature with his students cuz they are so young and dumb and dont care. and he cant make enough money to have a wife and children and health care.

in my ideal hwyte world, i would give him a full time professor job on a platter the second he got his phd. that is paying your dues enough.

but yeah i am really really  100% against the idea of part time adjunct college instructors. that is, im on these peoples sides against the jooish college leviathan that is chewing these Replaceable Disposable young intellectuals up and spitting them out, just like they suck money out of students. what they do to these part time instructors is just as bad. there shouldnt even EXIST part time instructors. this shouldnt be an option to SAVE MONEY ON WAGES AND BENEFITS HEALTH CARE. but its a HUGE issue that happens at EVERY college, big and small, presitigous or podunk, online or on ground.  from harvard to phoenix to aroostook county junior college. paying poor bastards with masters degrees and even phds 2000 dollars to teach one class a semester, no health care, no guarantee of future employment.

i say i dont know anyone with a masters degree that isnt successful but the fact is, i know plenty – any of these poor lost part time instructors. they all have masters degrees and are just as intelligent as FT faculty/staff, they just make HALF the money and cant afford to keep their wives from LEAVING them. cant afford to live in a white neighborhood. cant afford to keep their kids. cant afford to keep driving 200 miles a day to 5 different colleges. its a god damn SHAME and i will stand up and FIGHT for these poor Folk. even the nonwhite ones. because the way theyre being TREATED is not white at all.

part time jobs should not even EXIST except for people who explicitly WANT them, like MAYBE women with older children or MAYBE retirees who are getting bored.

but ideally they would spend their free time helping Our Race in other ways than just working for money they might not really need.

i even know a FOOKIN BASED BLACK GUY in this situation. very nice man, very smart, just as smart as a white guy, total talented tenth. i am friendly to him and he is friendly to me. i would totally support him in being a Leader of His People.  I wouldnt let my daughter marry his son though!

i see this young woman about 2 times a week who looks a lot like That Woman in several ways. long, beautiful hair, pale skin, frumpy, unsecsy fashion sense including clunky shoes and high-waisted very unslutty Dad Jeans and t-shirts and hiding shyly behind a mane of beautiful long hair.

except in a way better than that woman because she is younger and possibly has a father who raised her right.

she always sits with a totally beta (omega) male friend. I wonder if he’s in luv with her but is stuck in the friendzone. i wonder if he’s said anything to her. i wonder if she’s said anything to him. i wonder if she did, and he said no thats ok i dont mind being just friends. ideally her father would tell her, you HAVE to stop hanging out with this guy, he’s in love with you, he’s a pathetic omega, and just SEEING you is KILLING him. he SHOULD be more ballsy about this but he’s not, he’s just a nerdy virgin omega like I was many years ago before I learned how to deal with women. sometimes you gotta be cruel to be kind. just leave him, NICELY, its for his own good.

I would also accept if they were Married in a Best Friends sort of way. My Wife Is My Best Friend and we took each others virginity sort of shit. that would be fine. ideal even. i would tip my fedora to him and say nicely done muh lad. you appear to have gotten a decent woman.

also i think i could Woo a woman who SORTA LOOKED LIKE That Woman and still not treat her as a Substitute/proxy of That Woman, ie, realize she is NOT That Woman, but a different woman, who just shares some prominent physical features with that woman. ie, My TYPE.

i toyed with the idea of confronting her right in front of the omega male and being like, you are good looking and seem like a nice woman. let’s go out on a Date to Dinner. I’m Buying. Here’s my card if you change your mind in the future.

but really she is prob out of my league because she is like 20 years old and i make 11 grand a year hahahahahahahahahahaha. crying emoji

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yeah the young man LOOKS like an omega virgin, but the young woman LOOKS like a low number prude nerd too. many times you can judge a book by its cover, esp when it comes to men looking like incel omegas.

but then a woman that looks prudish can often turn out to be a bigger whore than youd like.

OH WELL. THATS LIFE. NOT FAIR. so rise to the challenge and CONTROL them. spank them until theyre no longer sluts. GROUND them for 6 months to punish them for being sluts and to learn its BAD.

spanking and grounding. controlling and dominating.

yeah. honestly. i am getting TIRED of MK. bit of blasphemy to say. i dont REGRET reading it but it honestly is not an essential book. i was hoping for a powerful piece of propaganda on par with anglin, that would turn lukewarm normies into GTKRWN fanatics. that would turn sleazy shitlibs into Racial Realists and Defenders of Europe and White Privilege Deniers. but its nothing of the sort. it drags on and on. its not BAD, its just kinda boring.

and it doesnt cover the 25 points. it doesnt defend slavs and celts enough. it doesnt explain how the j does what he does. he doesnt talk about how a young man’s life would be in the NS whitopia. he doesnt really propagandize. he doesnt talk enough about race mixing, degeneracy, alcohol, family life, work, normal people’s lives. he covers this stuff a LITTLE, but not enough, especially since the book is 700 pages long. he doesnt talk about WHY its NECESSARY to take this land from poland and czech. he rambles on about….federalism when he could be talking about here’s how we can negotiate a peaceful settlement with our fellow white polish neighbors. here’s what we should actually DO with joos. here’s how we plan to resettle or deport them. here’s a full discussion on the 25 point of The Movement with real life examples of each. here’s some interesting stories from my life. here’s something to get you fired about about HOLY FOOK I ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ BEING WHYTE.

it doesn’t really attempt to do any of this.

for propaganda value, anglin’s work is much, much better.

for converting lukewarm normies, david duke is much, much better.

and converting normies is one of the top things we need to do. even moreso than converting shitlibs. and then a distant third is preaching to our own choir, which is really what MK does best. no one is gonna read MK unless they are ALREADY a HUGE RACIST who has read VVN 1433 stuff for YEARS.

so really, MK is USELESS hahahaha. just watch triumph of the will over and over again. that is the much better propaganda piece. also i should watch jude suss for once. here that is pretty good.

cant wait to be finished with it so i can start reading “defensive racism” by edgar steele. which itself is written pretty clearly and punchily and might be better normie outreach than MK.

this is not to say MK is bad or AH is bad. AH is still the greatest man who ever lived hahahaha. MK is just slightly overrated though. and, of course, it’s not some chilling vision either. its just long, dry, boring, and misses a lot of great opportunities.

what is the greater number? the Asshole Douchebag men who Lost Good Women by being Selfish Douchebags…..OR the number of timid omegas who Lost Good Women simply by being Nice Supplicating Begging Doormats who were afraid to put the woman in her place, failed the shit test?

as ive said many times, losing a dirty slut is no big deal. but losing a good, low number woman is absolutely heartbreaking. for many years. you will be K1LL3D for at LEAST 2 full years. you might not EVER get over it! and there’s not enough writing about it! not enough opinions from trusted thought leaders like anglin or heartiste.  they would say, well, youre WRONG, there’s NO SUCH THING as a “good woman”, theyre ALL whores, even the one who arent whores yet. forget about that whore, find some other young whore who hasnt become a whore yet, and dominate her so she never becomes a whore.

and i mostly agree with that, except the idea that a woman who isnt a whore yet, is still somehow a whore. nope. i believe that all women are OBVIOUSLY CAPABLE of becoming whores and too many of them do. but the rare ones who DONT, i give them real respect as “good women.” Not sure anglin or heartiste would agree. certainly not a dealbreaker for me re them! just saying im more on the white knight side of hwyte sharia hahahaha. that i still get Warm Fuzzies and harps playing at the idea of young virgin woman being muh waifu.

like maybe that long haired Dowdy gurl I see 2 times a week for 2 seconds at a time. and never even got a good solid look at her face! im sure its slightly horsey…..and thats fine with me!

hey a FULL white knight would not agree with any part of hwyte sharia! so yeah im only a half hwyte knight hahaha

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hehe i installed an emoji extension into chrome

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i truly like emojis and women should not be allowed to use them. women should not be allow to use their PHONES or TEXT people. damn. that would solve a lot of problems. just take the womans PHONE away for a damn MONTH. could you even IMAGINE????? its LITERALLY RAEP!!!!!

something SO SIMPLE would have SUCH a YUGELY POSITIVE impact!!!

INSANELY HIGH R.O.I.!!!!

see THIS is how you propagandize! you sledgehammer the shit with slogans that are IMPOSSIBLE TO MISS. you scream at them like a damn PEP TALK!!!!

this is what id like to see anglin doing. himself going up there and making passionate speeches to normies. hes a good speaker but he just never goes out in public. i want him to just “hire” more people to work on the site and writing articles in his style, and then he can go out and make speeches and have huge events and appear in front of judenpress cameras. get himself on foxnews, nytimes, become a trending topic on fb and twitter. i want normie women to know who andrew anglin is. normies at your school, work, friends. everyone should know who anglin is, kinda like they know who trump is.

thats what id like to see him doing. and less 18 hour days as a hermit at the computer.  but out on the road talking to people. talking to normies, talking to judenpresse, rallying supporters, converting normies, verbally destroying enemies, becoming a god damn CELEBRITY.

he is totally my man of the year and he might currently be my favorite person. he is kind of MY HERO at the moment. TOTAL mancrush on this guy. he may disappoint me some day but right now I will just enjoy the mancrush.

i hope this upcoming trial pushes him into that level. thats already been covered by nytimes, probably wapo, vice, everyone covered when that suit was filed. would like to see the COVFEFE increase as the trial actually starts. i would LUV for anglin to make a fiery speech right outside of the courthouse. dont think his lawyer would advise that tho hahahaha.

or how about he WINS the suit and THEN immediately after makes the most INFLAMMATORY speech, GTKRWN, and then breaks the internet hahahaha.

i mean i want him to push the envelope so far that he risks getting ASSASSINATED. thats how you KNOW youre doing something RIGHT.

of course he would dodge the assassin, and become even MORE famous, and more extreme!!!

i used to be pretty fired up about TRS, but the joowife jimpact really did deflate that quite a bit! i mean its not unheard of that you can get disappointed in somebody. but it does suck when it happens. it wasnt the end of the world and i still like enoch as a propagandist and speaker…. but he really SHOWED that he wasnt ready to be a real leader. and i kind of WANT a leader and i dont think im the only one. and i think anglin would be the best leader at the moment.

i mean maybe enoch will get back up there as he does more public speaker. its a good path for him to be on!

so yeah the Third Jimpact kinda has been forgotten. if ghoul is a gay, it almost doesnt matter because he’s not really active anymore.

if greg johnson is starting shit….then its his own fault if people want to call him out for it.

if enoch is covering for people being sodomites….that is very uncool but i dont think enoch had knowledge of what was going on in the “fashy f4gg0ts” facebook group, which was probably less connected with TRS than the accusers make it seem.

but you know who is never touched with the Taint of Scandal ever?

MUH BUDDY AA. All they can say is the same old tired shit of oh hes got ASIAN FEVER. so he banged a few asian sluts when he was in asia. he admits it. theres simply no evidence that he LIKES asians in that sick way that white weakling omegas like asians.

or he hates women. i mean….he kinda DOES….but you kinda HAVE to! it’s not anything that can be used to condemn him to say that he hates women! thats part of why I and many others like him! he’s not gonna be a doormat and let women get away with stupid jooish shit! he knows how to put bitches in their place and real men respect that, and probably real life women respect that too, which is why he has a young qt gf, and if she leaves, he’ll just get another young qt gf. HE KNOWS HOW TO DEAL WITH WOMEN!!!!!!

or that hes a russian shill. or that he’s an fbi plant. but they say that about everybody.

the pagans say he’s too christian.

the christians probably say he’s not christian enough.

these religious debates today between christians and pagans or atheists are even WORSE than the protestant catholic debates AH talked about.

and AA just shuts down all religious debates, which is the right idea, which i think is the same thing AH did. MK is kind of unclear sometimes because uncle AH doesnt really say, here’s a problem, here’s why its bad, and here’s what we should do to fix it. he just rambles on with 1488 word sentences that are hard to parse hahahaha. but not in a rambling lunatic sort of way. really just more like a guy pacing around a prison cell dictating the book. without much revision.

i would hope that because he was basically SPEAKING the book, it would come across more forcefully, LIKE A SPEECH. nope, not really.

also i think that his prison cell was pretty nice hahahaha.

 

 

 

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sat jan 27

june 19

oyvey ozzberg. meant to take a benedryl right when i got home but i took a citalopram! which i take 1 of those in the morning for despair. didnt even think  about it. didnt INTEND to take it. i fully intended to take a benedryl, i just opened the blatantly wrong bottle and took blatantly wrng pill. yep. hopefully i can get muh refill in time and not have to go thru withdrawals now. med sick hahahaha. took the benedryl right after. did not get great sleep last night. 5 hours and 45 minutes and up for muh day of WORK(tm) hehehe.

oh well. was moderately productive today and showed i knew how to Analyze and Filter Data in Excel after exporting complicated report data csv’s.

saw a woman in the parking lot who looked almost EXACTLY like one of the few women i Casually Fooled Around With 12 years ago and foolishly got feelings for her. I couldnt see her face, just the back of her head and her general body shape. yet that was enough. maybe if i had seen her face, from closer than 30 feet away, i would have been able to prove it wasnt her.

the point is, there are Doppelgangers in this world, where if you see a person from behind or the side from 30 feet away, look EXACTLY like people you never want to see again. i bet there are people who look EXACTLY like me!!!!

and better i see a woman that looks EXACTLY like THIS woman, than a woman who looks exactly like THAT woman!

anyway. i really wanted to get closer to this woman and see her face because i couldnt BELIEVE how much, from behind and 20 feet away, she looked EXACTLY like this other woman i hadnt seen in 12 years!

for all i know, this other woman is fat or ded!

really wish AH larped on his ideal society in the way i did last post. you can see i am narrowing down to basically a Family Based society. where government is very minimal, and families are their own little AnCap States hahahahaha. companies are run for the benefit of family and the society. no globalization or jooification allowed. im not even sure where the state comes in. i am viewing a state that is prob smaller than what the 3rd reich had. over course, they were literally at war with the world. because the world declared war on them hahaha.

basically, what should we do with 15 year old gurls and boys to make sure they grow up to be decent, productive, contributing members of a healthy society, and not fookups, neets, or criminals?

and how can we structure companies and the economy so its as hwyte as possible, with no exploitation, job security for everybody?

also does AH even talk in detail about the 25 Points in MK? he refers to them but I figured he would have a LONGASS chapter describing EACH of them. nothing yet, and only 200 pages left hehehehe.

and then we need that shit updated for 2017. because how to make a living in 2017 is a lot different than in 1917. also people are a lot more degenerate. AH would have gone Tactical Bowlcut if he saw the shit we have to deal with. no wonder we K ourselves with drugs and alcohol.  and some K themselves with Porn and TV and Vidya.

so yeah. im not even sure what to CALL my ideal state. clan? feudalism? it wouldnt be democratic.

who owns the land? the family who lives and works there. but should it be owned by the oldest son, or split between brothers? that can lead to problems. better than the state owning the land though.

who owns the companies? the employees, where probably The Family has a majority in their own company.

Would a Family Company employ any men who WERENT part of the family?

in other words, were there any families that didnt have companies of their own?

interesting.

jimmy durante kinda looks like mike on breaking bad/ BCS. was he jooish? i dunno. i dont think mike (jonathan banks) is jooish at all. watching movie on tcm with jimmy durante playing the piano and singing and being charming.

https://bbs.dailystormer.com/t/how-would-you-advise-this-young-man-who-labels-himself-forever-alone/114478

oh dear hehe

so they were both stupid. she was stupid and prob shit testing when she asked about other people coming along, and he was weak when he didnt say, no, STUPID, its just you and me.

june 20

its just stupid that women treat secsy men as exciting new toys you quickly lose interest in.

I treated my toys better. I respected the time and money needed to buy them, and the sentiment they represented. Also I rarely got bored of new toys quickly when I was a child. shit i didnt even WANT toys. i wasnt some greedy little materialistic joo. i was happy with the toys i had.

respect your goddamn toys bitches hahahaha.

https://8ch.net/awyattmann/res/1.html#1

wow so the actual a wyatt mann posts on daily stormer as mann vs machine. i knew he did AWM type cartoons but i didnt realize he WAS AWM, or that AWM was a legit living person who legit knows The Truth About The JQ! and posts regularly on DS!

azzmador working with enoch might rehab enochs image a bit

what im saying is, i HOPE it doesnt HURT azzmadors image!

should azzmador cut his long hair? no but it would be nice if he got with the white shirt / khaki pants look. i really like this look and will try to incorporate it in muh daily life. its not gonna get the ladies but i havent gotten ladies in 12 years, hahahahahaha.

it just sucks that the last time you Pulled, you were young and promising enough that you could pull a 7.7, and you havent been able to Pull since, and if you could, you could only pull about a 4.

YOU ARE BUYING
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ok i just bought 10 dollars worth of ETHERIUM on the sheer basis that it went up by +2892.15%
SINCE LAST YEAR (%)
while BTC, with its YUGE soar upwards, has only gone up 260% hehehehe.
heh. i guess the only thing left is for me to buy LITECOIN. whcih i had some at one time. like 2 years ago. well before coinbase offered it.

basically im just TOYING around wth it because coinbase gives me the OPTION to buy it with a single click. very convenient. and THOSE joos obviously see a jooish profit to be made from it.

i guess its good women still like audrey hepburn because AH (hahahahaha) was a good example of decent feminine beauty, im sure she was a whore, but she seemed somewhat classy and feminine. only now the modern version of that is zooey deschanel whos an ever bigger whore and has taken at least 500 dicks hehehehe.

i dont really care about ALL women, i just care about THAT woman hahaha. i might have failed as a man but i didnt deserve that level of punishment for my crime.

but she wasnt INTENDING to dish out that punishment. she just did normal passive noncommunication, which is to be expected from women. and the punishment ALL came from my PERCEPTION. if ANYTHING, she INTENDED for me not to be so hurt!

the end hahahaha.

yeah i should have been more forceful and manly. course NOW i wonder about, should I contact her after 2 years and play a super manly role? i dont think I COULD. I think i would have a much better chance at playing manly with some random slut that I dont know and have no History of Heartbreak with.

in other words, i am SO butthurt over her, that I Would Fall To Pieces if I were to see her again. or, at the very LEAST, CERTAINLY not be able to come across as MANLY, let ALONE any manlier than I was BEFORE, when I need to  be MUCH manlier than that.

https://bbs.dailystormer.com/t/generation-z-has-the-potential-to-become-full-blown-nazis/69498

gen z is the future

oh this is an old article that was bumped with a recent comment. well its still good.

june 21

it is good for the health to listen to the horst wessel lied at LEAST 6 times a day. it is a very positive song. listen to the lyrics too. much better than thinking about women, or what a failure you are, or how you dont want to go back to Skool hahaha. because youre DEFECTIVE and even if you got a useful degree, you’d find some way to screw it up. not put in enough intiative or passion or creativity, and make a useful degree useless.

fact is, i dont know anyone with a masters degree who is technically NOT successful. they ALL, even with “shitty” online MBA’s, got middle class jobs paying 40k a year hahahaha.

well…..i sort of know a number of people that have been sucked into the part-time instructor trap, which is one of the worst fates that can befall a masters degree person, and the one that terrifies me the most.

basically, get a masters degree, and end up 50 years old piecing together part time jobs, no health care, no retirement, no raises, no stability, no guarantee of hours, driving around 100 miles a day to 4 diff workplaces, getting no respect from the full timers, never getting a full time position.

there are WAY too many people like this. I have the greatest sympathy for them.

then your masters degree wife leaves you because youre not successful enough, not making enough money, she makes more money than you with HER masters degree, you must be defective and have no AMBITION to just LET this HAPPEN to you so PASSIVELY.

tfw you find a video of a woman that used to work in your department, she has a masters degree like everyone else, but she was younger, about 25-29, and fookin SMOKIN HAWT. in ridiculously good shape, MORE than enough to drive a man CRAZY, and also SMART and CLEVER. no doubt she knows EXACTLY how to wrap men around her finger. so she decides her career isnt ambitious enough with a masters degree and goes to get a PHD from a Good Skool. and you see this beautiful young woman and think, well she’s not a fat white trash mudshark, but she’s just wasting her life in a different way. of course im wasting my life too! in a different way.

what im saying is, instead of being a CLEVER, CONNIVING, AMBITIOUS, SUPER CAREER ORIENTED super ambitious career woman, she could be a nice wife and mother.  but i am absolutely sure she has been on Coch Carousel.

Well now she is probably dating only guys 10+ years older than her who make 150k+ a year. and she’s still gonna bust their balls.

well i am older than her, but maybe not 10 years, and i certainly dont make that kind of money.

too bad she used her above-average woman intelligence to do a super ambitious career and not get married young and have 3 white kids. white woman. VERY attractive.

she was too smart for her own good. probably constantly encouraged on how good college and esp grad skool was for a smart, ambitious woman like her.

the type of person who RESIGNS from a GOOD job, so they can do a Full Time Graduate degree at a Top Skool, and then gets an even BETTER job.  these people DO exist hahahaha.

heh.  reminds me of a funny story. so i briefly hanging out with thsi woman 12 years ago and fell in luv with her like an idiot. she wasnt over her “ex” boifran and went back to him. thing is, he was a total milksop, just seemed totally unexciting, boring, and BETA as fook. i couldnt BELIEVE she was choosing HIM over me. i STILL dont get it.

BUT he was much more successful. he recently graduated our presitigious univ and then immed got a decent JOB on univ staff. the type of job i would K for now, he got at age 22 or something. then the woman got back together with him, and eventually he left the job to start a PHD program in another state in a very, very marxist field. i have no idea how he got into a competitive program, and i have no idea why he left a good job to do this. i was literally twice as charismatic and interesting as him. ME!!!!

and he spent like 2 years with this gurl i was in luv with, banged her 5000000 times, probably got BORED of her BULLSHIT, while she made an EFFORT with him, WANTED to be with him. i still dont know what she saw in him other than he was taller and more succesful than me. but he wasnt Ripped or Charming. I guess she was a nerdy weird gurl too, and hadnt been on the coch carousel long enough to be greedily hypergamous yet. she wasnt a terrible person but boy did I HATE her for a while after she dumped me. I wish I HATED That Woman like that, it would have been easier to get over That Woman.

how about someone who leaves a 50k+ a year job so they can get an MBA at a Top MBA program? theres no way i can put myself in these peoples shoes. i have no idea what it feels like to be so ambitious and successful. but i bet it feels pretty good hahahaha.

but all these programs teach that Globalism Is Good! and that humans are just Resources. and hwytes are the worst most evil most replaceable of those resources and we should replace them with smiling brown people. pajeet and ching chong. emerging markets. need some IMF loanz hehehe.

at muh univ, everyone went to grad skool at SUPER prestigious places, and if you didnt get a phd at harvard, you were a loser. if you only got in to the phd program at kansas state, you were viewed as a huge loser who didnt do good enough. didnt want it bad enough. didnt work hard enough. a slacker. unambitious. dump that loser. hehehe.

people would rather K themselves than get a MBA from an online program.

anyway i totally picked up that mindset, which SUCKS. fact is, you can have a great middle class career with a mba from an online skool. its not gonna be cheap though. its still gonna be a lot of work.

but yeah. people there were VERYYYYYYYYYY snobbish and conscious of STATUS of education and career. what school did you do grad at. what company are you working at. that kind of thing. and i unfortunately picked up way too much of that mindset. still have too much of it. prob never get rid of it entirely.

but still i dont really want to get a masters degree hahahahaha. the whole idea.

but really theres a 50% chance it would be useful!

harold and maude. this could have been a good movie but its degenerate AF. maude is a terrible role model with her hippie jooish nihilism!!!!

and who likes this movie. stupid ass pseudo intellectual masters degree women hahahahahahahaha.  fook it. fook women, fook movies, fook joos. glad i stopped watching degen jooish filth. it just happens to be on tcm right now, the only channel i watch, apart from investigation discovery and hgtv.

IF THEY ACT LIKE CHILDREN, THEY SHOULD BE TREATED LIKE CHILDREN

may 29 2017

happy joo year, same as the old joo year hahahahahaha

no i might change these publish dates. right now it is actually memorial day 2017, the “unofficial start of summer”, so, a GREAT time of year, muh favorite. beautiful weather and i plan to get outside very soon here.

trimmed beard from usual level 2 to a level 1

looks shorter hahahaha

i knew humans were always irrational, but i had no idea HOW irrational. had no idea how damn irrational I was! quite a damn bit!

its is nice going outside for 90 minutes each day. might even extend this to 100 minutes hehehehe. but most peopel do not have this PRIVILEGE!!!!!

they are too busy working, and then coming home after work to be a single mother and work on their pheonix IT degrees so they can get a nice 35k office job one day project managing incompetent indians hehehhe.

link to daily stormer article about british airways losing tons of money because they outsourced IT to incompetent indians hehehe just to save a few bucks. and have no backup plans. no contingency plans.  pet peeve of mine. when people try to save money on IT by having shoddy service here. how can big huge established companies NOT UNDERSTAND they need to take i.t. SERIOUSLY. by hiring female phoenix grads hehehehehe. who spent 60 grand to get a bachelors of tier 1 call center degree. please reboot computer or you get wirus.  mother fook. never again. i hate fooking computers almost as much as i h8 joos.

https://www.amazon.com/Polish-Way-Thousand-Year-History-Culture/dp/0781802008

bought this book yesterday for like 7 dollars total

i am looking for a well written book by a passionate luver of poland. not sure if i got the right book hehehe. supposedly this guy was not “nationalistic.” but nationalistic is EXACTLY what i WANT.

i H8 how EVERYONE automatically assumes that nationalism = BAD. EVIL. RACIST. they automatically make that assumption and if you question it, youre an EVIL IDIOT RACIST. if you ever QUESTION that PRECONCEIVED NOTION hehehe.

flopped triple, all in, beat by guy who gets flush on the turn

yeah if you can find a 25 year old woman who has ONLY been with 10 guys, marry that pure decent woman. i figure most 25 year old woman have been with 25+ guys. ABSOLUTELY DEGENERATE. I would still bang them though becuase i am that desperate for approval from WOMEN hahahaha. ABSOLUTELY THIRSTY hehehehe.

in some ways though i think its NATURAL and NORMAL for men to want SOME sort of approval from women. it would probably be just as good for men to get married young, as it is for women to get married young. then you arent a bitter old incel by age 30 hehehe.

i mean its not at all Empowering to think you arent even capable of banging dirty sluts that fook EVERYBODY. because all you have to do is show a minimum of masculinity like a NEGRO or REFUGEE. and you cant even do THAT.

and i think its better to have the CHOICE to bang dirty whores, or just be alone, rather than to not have that choice, and not even be able to bang dirty whores. although thats 50% my fault and 50% the whores fault. and 34% the jooz fault hahaha. for making women into wh0res and men into ph4ggots hehe.

basically whenever i get angry/sad about myself, the world, women, the jooz, i have been going for a powerwalk and trying to get some mild jogging in there to, to get heart rate up.

lemme just say i am not a fat slob any more thank god, i am like 20 bmi. well, 20.9. 21 lets say. i used to be a fat slob with bmi 25. i know bmi isnt the be all end all but i think its a useful Metric hahahaha.

anyway. its WEIRD when you have a city like bromberg / bydgoszcz which, prior to ww1, were 80% german, and now they are 99% polish. so is the city polish or german? i dont really like that.

i mean i would really like it if a city could just expel all its jooz and nonwhites forever hahahaha. so it bodes well for that, the idea that an entire city can DRASTICALLY change its demographics.

but i hate it when whites attack each other. poles brutalizing germans in these areas. maybe some germans brutalizing poles. its just SAD AF.

but yeah this situation happens a lot between poland and germany. well i guess germany and a lot of countries hehehe. because people were always hating on germany and taking german land and then brutalizing the ethnic germans that remained in poland or czechia or alsace lorraine hehehe.

or what about a city like lvov. lviv. formerly known as lemberg. clearly a german name. how does a GERMAN city get into UKRAINE. was it really GERMAN? i think it was part of austria hungary. was it more austrian or more hungarian? how was it not part of russia? whats the difference between ukraine and “ruthenia”?

am i just making assumptions about lemberg?

was it an asshole move for germany to promise the eastern half of poland to russia? didnt germany think the poles were entitled to some self determination? but i can understand germany being mad about german land being given to poland, and poland killing germans therein. and as a pole i would “own” that and apologize to germans and say yeah that was wrong. that was shitty of poland. heres your land back, we’ll get out of it, no more brother wars.

so “NATIONALISM” was the theme of the 20th century, esp in the balkans and eastern europe. so “GLOBALISM” is gonna be the theme of the 21st century? esp in western europe?

how can an entire city be german then polish then ukrainian?

well it wasnt german, it was austrian? the kingdom of galicia vlodomysky something was just part of the habsburg empire?

may 30

FOOKING WEAK!!! TAAKE has cancelled their US tour due to visa problems. was supposed to see them in about a week. was looking forward to that. i guess i could still see the “norse black metal band” helheim that was playing with them but…..i wanted to see TAAKE and HOEST the drunk racist from the same town as b00rtzum who wrote no less than 4 excellent, timeless songs!

i honestly dont give a shit about helheim! i mean maybe they are good but i really only wanted to see TAAKE! havent been to a good concert since i figuratively K’d muh self over that woman almost 2 years ago.

survived stress free day buy as usual i dont have much confidence. tried to be friendly and shit but i wasnt witty or impressive. oh well. maybe i dont HAVE to be witty or impressive. oh well.

came home and was tired and almost fell asleep. ate too big dinner then got news about taake tour. damn.

well the good news is, i saw my smart, respectable, successful, admirable manager uses the same Tab Productivity Add On as I do, where you can save all your chrome tabs to OneTab rather than have them open and eat up memory all the time.  i dont know if he saw me using it and then looked into it himself, or if Great Minds Just Think Alike hahahahaha. I started using it maybe 2 months ago and have liked it a lot.  its a very simple concept, basically just copying links like bookmarks, but its quicker and easier to use than the bookmark page or copying and pasting. ive got one right now with muh top 28 pages on it.

measuring children by adult standards. yeah but this would be like the brattiest, shittiest, most misbehaved children, who had been acting that way for YEARS and never been punished.

so what do you do when a child gets REALLY in trouble?

well, you spank them, and or you GROUND them.

what do you do when you GROUND them?

they cant hang out with friends, they cant leave the house, they cant use their phone, no facebook, no texting, no internet.

so how do you GROUND a 20 year old CHILD who’s been acting up for YEARS and literally NEEDS to be GROUNDED for YEARS?

but yeah they SHOULD be GROUNDED. stay at home with your family. no phone, no going out with your bad influence friends, no talking to these bad influence degenerates, no Boys. it would address all the major ways women misbehave.

JUST TAKE AWAY THEIR DAMN PHONE. that would go a long way.

spank them and take away their phone for a month. these simple things would improve women SO MUCH.

bbbbut you cant GROUND an 18 year old WOMAN who is a fully grown adult!

IF THEY ACT LIKE CHILDREN, THEY DESERVE TO BE TREATED LIKE CHILDREN.

SPANKED AND GROUNDED.

AND THEY WILL ALWAYS ACT LIKE CHILDREN. Until you get 3 kids out of them.

how about this: STOP TREATING THEM LIKE CHILDREN WHEN THEY STOP ACTING LIKE CHILDREN.

DONT HOLD YOUR BREATH.

had a dream last night were i was playing a game with people and i kept losing, round after round. last place. we started a new round and i chuckled grimly, welp better get ready to get last place again. maybe i can get second to last this time. maybe i should start a company with (other guy who was the next biggest loser) and our company can fail within a year.

but yeah it reminded me of that feeling when you fail at everything. i havent had a situation like that where i was competing against others for a score and got last place over and over and over again, but it has happened when playing games of some sort.

but yeah point is, when you lose like 4 or more times in a row, you really start to get discouraged and demoralized and it really feels like that idea of “learned helplessness.” youre like this is pointless, im not doing even a little bit better here.

and then if you fail at all sorts of things- school, jobs, women, life, tasks, games, assignments, tests, interviews, conversations – you start to feel like you cant do ANYTHING right, and that youre gonna FAIL AT EVERYTHING.

FEELS BAD MAN!!!!!!!

and i feel like that SO MUCH that i have forgotten that thats what I feel like!

it also makes you not try nearly as hard. making you even more likely to fail!

ive failed so long ive forgotten what its like to win, and ive also forgotten that im failing right now, hahahaha. you dont think of it as failing, you just think THATS NORMAL. thats what NORMAL is. failing all the time. oh well. best not to try too hard, expend too much effort and energy. tired all the time. YAWWWNNNNNN.

SPANK THEM, GROUND THEM, TAKE AWAY THEIR PHONE, and no hanging out with their awful friends for a month. for 6 months. because they SHOULD have gotten grounded like once a month but their FATHER never did his JOB!

you cant do these things to a 18, 19 year old WOMAN!

THATS WHEN YOU SHOULD DO IT THE MOST!!!! THE MOST!!!!!!!!

That’s when they NEED it the MOST!!!!!!!!

REALLY, they should be MARRIED and banging their happy husband 10 times a day and getting him ready to happily work another 12 hour day at the family business.

but instead they are shipped off to COLLEGE, where they can SLUT IT UP and NOT be supervised or grounded.

THERES NO REASON FOR AN 18 YEAR OLD GURL TO LEAVE HOME.

NO GOOD CAN COME OF IT. As soon as they get out of their fathers house, they slut it up. living with other young sluts isnt gonna shame them. they will all laugh tee hee about each other being sluts. oh what boy did you fook last night. ew gross i fooked him last week, he is so awkward! better dump him before he catches feelings! so needy! so thirsty! what a creeper weirdo!

does this sound like an ADULT?

it sounds like CHILDREN who are up to absolutely no fooking good. breaking windows, huge party when the parents are gone, crashing the parents car, losing your dads babe ruth baseball, breaking the family heirloom, burning the house down, flooding the basement. all that at once is basically what being a slut even once is. in terms of being a Naughty Child.  its a big damn deal that needs a serious goddamn punishment. like finding out your 16 year old child is SHOOTING HEROIN. There should be the SAME response for your 18 year old daughter being a slut. even just once.

but too many fathers just turn a blind eye and say well shes an adult now, she can learn from her own mistakes.

NO SHES NOT AN ADULT!

maybe im hopped up because my Boomer Coworker is sending his 18 year old daughter to College in a few months.

She probably wont become a slut and with his Firm Guidance, she will have a Useful Masters Degree in 5 years and be making way more than i ever will! when really she should be getting married NOW.

 

sun dec 31

may 27

new years eve hahaha

https://johndenugent.com/english/weev-article-on-ds-about-women-expresses-understandable-rage-but-offers-the-totally-wrong-solution-of-white-sharia-and-domestic-violence/

this guy is interesting. he has the same reservations i do about weev’s infamous article. some great, important points that get overshadowed by extreme, violent words that may ultimately do more harm than good.

honestly weev. just delete the 4 damn sentences talking about smashing womens faces into a countertop, kicking them in the stomach, and beating them to death. replace it with unambiguous calls for nonlethal spanking and that’s all you gotta do.

pretty sure john de nugent would be in support of spanking as well. he went thru a divorce raep himself. TIL he is the guy in that MPC meme of the two guys shaking hands in that weird masonic way hahaha. i dont think he’s a mason. i think he’s staunchly anti-mason!

https://bbs.dailystormer.com/t/12-years-an-incel/109353/

12 years an incel? how about 13 years an incel HAHAHAHAHAHA

no ive read that article many times on whoism. he is def not a VVN hehehe.

yeah i should back up that one. heres a great quote from one of muh fav posters:

QUOTE I still remember the moment of my epiphany about women.
In my very early twenties I was Mr. Nice Guy. I could get women
but found myself getting walked on or the women would seem to
lose interest in me quickly.
One day I was talking on the phone with a girl I was dating and
she sounded ambivalent about where things were going between us.
I became very annoyed and just hung up on her.
It was like a I flicked a switch on her because soon she was calling me
all the time but I would ignore her. It’s like she was on a mission to win me back.
I couldn’t believe how weird women were. You treat them better than they
have ever been treated and they are wishy washy, then you treat them like crap and they pursue you!
My God, it’s true, women are like dogs, the more you run away from them the more they chase you.
I still thought this had to do with just certain women. Women who may have various psychological issues. Nope, over the next few years I realized being an asshole worked on all of them. I refined my game more and more, testing how much I could get away with. Things like never spending any money on them, staring at other women in public when I was with them. Not wanting anything exclusive, bragging about ex girlfriends to make them feel jealous and insecure.
Once in a blue moon I would meet a woman who was so my type, so cool, into the same things I would make the mistake of thinking I could retire Mr. Asshole and return to being Mr. Nice Guy with this one.
WRONG. Those were exactly the ones I should have been the most aloof with, given the least compliments to.
I’m glad there are forums online where young men don’t have to learn these things the hard way.  END

verbal judo heheheh i keep forgetting about this

ok very nice day, i should go fr powerwalk

sheeeit bought 40 dollars of btc yesterday, bought 32 dollars of btc today, (.01488 btc HAHAHAHAHAHA) ok now i am gonna slow down.

i wonder if coinbase will shut me down for intentionally buying a racist NUMBER of bitcoins hahahaha. probably. i mean the j’s are themselves buying tons of btc.

basically, treat women like garbage, but don’t violently abuse them, and dont get ANGRY at them. cuz they will see the anger as them having power over you. you CARING too much. you need to have power over them. make them get angry at YOU. make them care about YOU. if you ghost them, they will come after YOU. hang up on them. don’t respond to THEM. i was always too scared to do this. oh a GURL is talking to ME???!?!?! I better respond because this might be my LAST CHANCE!!!!!

https://bbs.dailystormer.com/t/degenerate-baby-boomer-rock-star-greg-allman-is-dead/109418

gregg allman dead at 69. i truly do get all my news from DS hahaha. so i truly liked/like the allman brothers. i had a big phase. i still come back to them. they had a really great style. i would have liked to see them. gregg used to have a great voice. but its true he was a total degenerate. TOTAL degenerate baby boomer hehehehe.  he really should have died years ago hehehehe. i think he almost did. i think liver shit related to his degenerate drinking and drugging.

https://bbs.dailystormer.com/t/hawaii-professor-to-white-men-get-out-of-the-way/109315

meaning give up your job to someone who isnt a cis white male.

why? here is her rationale: QUOTE

“This is not about shame or guilt. Those things are useless. This is about shifting perspective. I know you’re not going to quit your job, but I want you to understand that you should. And to understand that by keeping your job and your other unearned privileges, you are running a continued debt to marginalized people and you should always be seeking ways to pay us back.”

She ends her article this way: “Not to alarm you, but statistically speaking you are the problem. Your very presence. I can’t tell you what is the best strategy for you to stop blocking my path. I can just ask that you please get out of my way.”  END

good GOD. this is a black female MATH professor.

i mean i expect this shit out of a sociology professor. i just get hella rustled when i see it in a STEM/engin/math/CS prof.  im starting to think they are almost as bad!

all the articles/news ive seen about Activist Professors…there has been a STEM prof in there. Terrible!

may 27 : FLOPPED QUADS. QQ. flopped QQ something. was able to go all in and finally get above muh buy in.

i have gotten quads a number of times, semi regularly, but dont think ive ever FLOPPED quads.

high school. high school is terrible. 14, 15 year old boys should be hanging out with ADULTS, even 20 year olds, training them in real world skills, one on one or in small groups, instead of retarded girly cliques of high school. boys competing to be cool. you know whats cool? having a skill that’s worth 15 dollars an hour. getting respect from real men for having real skills in the real world. not competing for popularity by doing degenerate shit for sluts and worshiping negros. getting fooked up on MJ, booze, opiates, “molly” so you can show what a bad boi you are to gurls and other bad bois.  this is what happens when you get 800 14 to 18 year olds together. high schools are a jooish cancer that need to be abolished. just partner 14 year old boys up with working adults who can train them in jobs skills. 1 adult could train like groups of 5 boys at a time.

might want to tack on 7th and 8th grade as well. i think this is when it all started going wrong for me hahahaha. basically adolescence. adolescent kids should not be spending so much damn time together in large groups. spend more of that time with adults, learning real shit, rather than being in your fake, bullshit, DEGENERATE teenage world.

you can have same-age friends, just dont spend fookin 30 hours a week with them, in this shitty social scene. and you should have friends of all age groups. have a 22 year old friend who is like an older brother and who wants to see you succeed, who is still in the same generation as you, can understand Your Generation and Your World better than your parents can. who at the very least can get you a 14 dollar an hour FT job when you are 18 and dont know what you want to do with your life.

was thinking it might be best for 21 year old men to marry 17 year old gurls. just guarantee the young men that they will have a 17 year old virgin waiting for them if they work hard until they are 21.

if i knew i was absolutely guaranteed a good life when I was 21 or 22 for the years of delayed gratification, maybe i would have been more high energy about it hahahaha.

well, i kinda thought I WAS guaranteed a FT 13 dollar an hour job at least. a boring 9 to 5 M thru F office job making 13 dollars an hour.

I WISH!

instead you might be able to get a 60 hour a week including afternoons and weekends, where you dont have time to be BORED, because you are being put in front of a FIRING SQUAD for 60 hours a week, having to explain your way out of the weirdest shit. you’ll be too anxious and panicking and nervous to be bored!

but you might get overtime for 20 of those 60 hours and therefore make like 32 grand a year instead of 26 hehehehe.

and people think you are stupid and you cant even pull milfs or gurls your age who have been with 25+ guys, they are all going for your managers.

today i got the idea of going to a HOOKER and I felt pretty positively about it. maybe it was the nice weather, like its the start of summer, muh fav time of year. memorial day weekend hehehe.

i mean really. assuming a 25 year old women has been with 10 or less guys is a little naive. its prob gonna be more like 20 to 30.

cant believe there is no audiobook of GLR’s hwyte power. well, theres a text to speech robot one, and unless youre a total autist neet virgin, you cant listen to that shit. alex linder has done a few audiobooks but not this one.

i would do it for minimum wage hehehe. also i dont want my voice out there, so i wouldnt do it hehe. but if i did, i would do it for very cheap, and i would use a 20 dollar microphone to sound good.

emily youcis might do something with VVN 1433 Metal band Bound For Glory. who i should really listen to a bit more. i heard a couple of their songs and they did not sound bad. kinda like slayer i guess. source: the hourlong may 2017 interview with nick something.

here is the newest (2017) album from them. they have been around literally forever. sounds not bad! they have always had kinda lame artwork tho. i guess you gotta go to joo skool to learn how to be a visual artist hahahaha.  but the music sounds good, drums and all.

i mean its like they TRIED to make a good cover art but had a total dilletante do it. somebody who thinks they are good…..but really isnt that good at all. you want to see a version of the guy hammering shit on a forge done right, look at voice of steel by nokturnal mortum. GREAT cover art there. they can get GREAT cover art and they are poor ukrainian racists. at least i HOPE they are still racist!

i luv being a racist hahaha.

big taake concert in about a week. i should make it my mission to confront hoest and SELL him on the idea that he should adopt Full Blown VVN. Be like, you can still hate mudslims and draw hookcross on your chest. but you have to stop being a drunken degenerate and start caring about the 14 words. yes you can also still be a tree worshiping pagan and hate the k1ke on a stick. just stop drinking, stay away from degenerates like kvarforth, dont try to be so edgy, find a nice woman and have kids, and start studying the JQ moar. go talk to varg. youre like 39 years old brah. come on. get with the program.

hey i get it. i luv 90s black metal too. but look at varg. be more like varg. you dont need to abandon 90s black metal. but you havent made a good album in 14 years hhahahaha. since you were 25 or so. ever since then youve been a washed-up drunken degenerate.

somewhat later

ok did 2.4 mile powerwalk in beautiful sun, warm weather, may 28. trying to introduce Slow Jogging back into these things hehehe. because it is good for a mans health to step things up a notch hahaha.

this guys channel has good stuff it seems. racial stuff. hehehe. in 2017 racist russian black metal is well-produced and listenable and catchy!

in other words, there is PLENTYYYYY of pro-white, anti-jooish, racial music you can listen to. extra bonus if you already like black metal!

i mean maybe they are drunks or on krokodil. but they look pretty healthy. thats usually a good sign. USUALLY.

i was listening to this interview with kelly brogan MD who has a very bourgeois jooish MD establishment edjoocation, but then became a bit of a renegade after getting her big credentials. believes SSRIs are over prescribed, that depression is a symptom not necessarily a disease, we need to take a more holistic look, anyway she sounded very promising, and the pharmajooz hate this goy shiksa. now all she needs is to become 1433 hhehehehe. she is rich enough to be a psychiatrist in manhattan yet she is saying these very non jooish things. i can respect that!

this is not the interview i am listening to but she prob says a lot of the same stuff. discussing the ideas in her book “a mind of your own.”

hmmm didnt realize it was a best seller. or targeted mainly to WOMEN. i dont care about WOMEN, but the book might be helpful to men with the condition as well. i was impressed with her interview. book came out in 2016.

she is also very attractive and hwyte. she has 2 young children apparently. why not 3? i HOPE her husband is not a joo or asian or other nowhite. hes prob a joo. i dont want to look him up hahahaha.  i h8 joos more than AH did hehehehe.

CONFUSION. I cant tell you how bad CONFUSION is. especially when people are RELYING on you to STOP FOOKING AROUND, STOP BEING CONFUSED, TELL ME WHAT IS GOING ON, AND FIX THIS STUFF! ITS YOUR JOB!!!!!!!

FIGURE IT OUT! YOUR EXPLANATION WASNT GOOD ENOUGH! FIGURE IT OUT! THATS YOUR JOB!!!! THATS WHAT WERE PAYING YOU FOR!

so of course there is anxiety and dread and panic mixed in with that confusion.  and total lack of confidence and cool. its very unsecsy. makes you look VERY bad to both employers and women. and clients in case you are self-employed hehehehe.  it will make you a loser at life.

https://bbs.dailystormer.com/t/jordan-peterson-growing-up-and-being-useful-is-the-new-counterculture/109222

i first heard about this peterson a few years ago but i keep noticing him more and more. he’s prob a joo, but he offended the pc police by being TRANSPHOBIC hehehehe. because he refused to call a trans student xir and oppressed them by misgenderpronouning them. shit even when I was in college it wasnt THIS bad. there was very little trans shit. plenty of antiwhite, communist, revolutionary, gay shit though. but not TONS of trans shit like there is now.

why the hell havent i watched this multiple times? its only 6 short hours!!!!!

its really more entertaining than MK. the use of “unchained melody” in the very first scene is quite off putting though. you get over it quickly though.

honestly for all the infighting that goes on, nobody has anythign bad to say about TGSNT or dennis wise. maybe he’s just a really nice guy hahahahaha. well good for him. the movement needs more people who are slow to bitch about other people in the movement. divisive infighting bitches.

but i was always annoyed at how wise doesnt immediately tell you where he got all that damn film footage from, like young AH at war. its part of a movie he def didnt produce himself. what movie is it?

who is the “expert” he is talking to about 6 minutes in? you dont even know who this guy is. it could be wise himself. or is wise the english guy narrating? i mean the narrator is GOOD, so thats good at least.

you use a damn caption to indicate who is speaking and what their qualifications are. john doe, MA, part time instructor of history at bumfook junior college. HailVictory1433, posted 1000 posts on stormfront and got a xmas card from don black hahahaha.

ufmll, internet racist since 2012, who donated 5 dollars to greg johnson and got a thank you note from him. that kind of shit.

so it just comes off as INCREDIBLY AMATEURISH AND UNPROFESSIONAL to NOT CITE SOURCES like that. even HIGH SCHOOL KIDS needs to cite sources in their papers. if i were writing something for my 11k a year job, i would try to cite sources when i was saying something that wasnt obvious.

https://bbs.dailystormer.com/t/lauren-southern-praises-kek/109551/

lauren southern is always a divisive topic hahaha. atm i believe that if she is encouraging young women NOT to be whores, to get married young and start having many children, to focus on family not career……uhhhh how does that hurt us. yeah i dont like that SHE might be a mudshark slut but she is prob less mudshark slut than 66% of women.  the message she is getting out to 240k subscribers is a great message. if she saves even one white gurl from being a slut, then shes worth it.

so IOW there is too much LS-h8 on DS hehehehe. but DS is filled with such woman haters they get angry seeing a qt young woman saying good things like being a slut is bad.

well because we wish we had a young qt gf who thought being a slut was bad!

also you look stupid when you claim she is a J. she revealed her 23 and me which is more than k1ke enoch has done hahahaha.  but shes apparently jooish because she said her grandparents in denmark escapes the ebil natzees.

do you really expect a MAINSTREAM MEDIA CELEBRITY to say ANYTHING good about natzees or ANYTHING bad about joos?  this is the best it can get, is her being Anti Feminist. its surprising she can even get away with that.

there was no expectation she would ever name the J. i mean shit she LEFT the J ezra levants rebel media, while gayvin mcanus stays for those sweet joo shekels. makes out with milo, shoves dildos up his ass, has hapa kids with an asian. literally.

the younger generation is better than my generation. the women and the men.

but yeah it is a bit triggering when you are a 35 year old incel foreveralone neet to hear a qt 21 year old gurl telling other college gurls that being a slut is shameful, dont do it. youre like DAMN where was any sort of push for this when I was 21?????

yeah i was a degenerate in many things, but i also wanted a virginal waifu and a nondegen monog rel.

anyway. lauren southern has more potential to redpill people than something like TGSNT. which present an immediately favorable view to AH, and no sources. someone who’s not ALREADY sympathetic to AH is gonna be like, what is this neo nazi amateur bullshit, guy plays unchained melody, steals film footage, doesnt cite sources, doesnt even tell you who’s speaking. typical redneck holocost denier!

but LS can reach 250k people because shes a young qt gurl and presenting as being on this young hip new cutting edge of right wing “journalism” thats younger and hipper and edgier and smarter than fox news.

im not saying TGSNT is crap, im just saying youre not gonna redpill anyone with it. youre not gonna CHANGE ANYONES MIND with it.

which is kinda unfortunate! i bet dennis wise DID want to change peoples minds with it!

that being said TGSNT is certainly well worth watching. but i say that as one of the Converted hehehehe. i already luv AH and h8 the jz.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hitler:_The_Rise_of_Evil

ok this is the 2003 tv movie it uses heavily

basically in 1916 it looked like a done deal that GERMANY would win ww1. but da jooz ruined all that and instead germany ended up getting HUMILIATED and DESTROYED.

because at this time the US was brought into the war, to defeat germany, and the UK gave the US palestine in the infamous balfour declaration. well the didnt give it to the US outright i guess.

bromberg = bydgoszcz where poles slaughtered many germans in 1939. this was “west prussia” were there was many germans getting persecuted by poles. really wish the poles hadnt done that.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bloody_Sunday_(1939)

really wish poland could have just negotiated with germany and given them some of this land.

Image result for map of germany before ww1

this is useful map, but wish it showed cities.

but yeah i basically need to get a 23 and me because i believe most of muh dna is pole, but its in that weird area where there were lots of germans. basically silesia.

REHAB A YOUNG GURL EARLY ON IN HER TINDER TRASH CAREER

may 1

stay in stem for the love of GOD! youre not gonna learn about humanities at UNIV! stay in stem, get a good job, then study humanities in your free time. because you will be too busy working 80 hours a week and making bigboy STEMBUX that you can use to have hwyte children.

BEING ABLE TO PROVIDE FOR A FAMILY IS ESSENTIAL.

oh you can just whack it to porn until you’re 30 and realize you really DO want a family but now youll never be able to provide for them! and you cant even go back to porn because you know its jooish and wrong and having a family is the right and good thing to do!

if i had Authoritarian, Patriarchal Rule when I was 19, would that have helped me? or would I jsut have rebelled anyway?

i have no idea what I SHOULD have done other than go to a shrink as SOON as I started getting Off Track, which was around age 16 or so. but at that age we didnt know if it was normal Adolescent Angst or not.

It wasn’t hahahahahahaha.

this colleage of mne has a 19/20 year old son, finishing second year of uni right now, in a useful engin degree, and father is really pushing kid to do internships, or to work a shitty job for 60 hours a week, to motivate him to do internships.

would that motivate me tho when I was that age? it would motivate me to blow muh brains out hahahaha.

but this kid is kinda normie i think. he doesnt abuse drugs and alcohol any more than the average college student and he prob even hangs out with gurls, wants to join a fraternity. CHAD NORMIE.

so i told the father, what you are doing is good, keep pushing him, i wish i had been pushed more when i was his age. because at least then id have someone to blame other than myself, hahahahahahahahaha.  but he’s in a good field, so take comfort in that.

the father described super competitive STEM internships where people from HARVARD with a 4.0 were getting turned away, because those harvard 4.0 POINDEXTERS didnt have the PEOPLE SKILLS to really SELL the shit to hard clients. so they would see harvard and say SEE YA. we’ll take the guy from missouri state with a 3.3 GPA who was in a frat and had GF’s.

sorry this was for a sales JOB with a tech/stem company.

but many internships are super competitive too.

i dunno i get the impression that his son is a normie chad. tall, handsome, prob went to prom or even had a gf in high school, lost virginity in high school, friends are all low risk middle class winner chads with gfs, no major rebellion, no major angst.

but again, how can you tell normal angst from Bad Angst?

damn no hitler book in mail today. tracking number says tomorrow. ideally you should be making good money before you even need to read a book as important and life changing as this hahaha.

these people have like 10 kids between them and none is a fookup.

a fookup being defined as a loser who cant take care of himself and couldnt take care of children. be a full grown ass adult who pays beeeeeilz and raise keeeeids.

https://pastebin.com/MnvGD9n9

partial QUOTE

Women act up because their biological purpose (pregnancy and lactation) is not being met. Women are a force for good when they are fulfilling their biological purpose. They are not intrinsically bad or evil, they are just being mismanaged. If you are not keeping her in a state of frequent pregnancy or suckling an infant, she is subconsciously unfulfilled and her hindbrain thinks you are impotent. It is why women are attracted to alpha Chads – they seem more virile and have more physical and social power to protect her offspring and will pass those beneficial traits onto her offspring. It’s why divorce came hand in hand with birth control. Without frequent pregnancies, women subconsciously believe the man is impotent, so they leave in a subconscious quest to find someone else who can hopefully knock them up. The brain does not separate sex and reproduction; if sex is not resulting in enough reproduction, a woman subconsciously thinks there is something wrong with you. Men don’t feel the same way because we don’t carry the child, and our sexual cycle ends with ejaculation.    END Q

https://bbs.dailystormer.com/t/women-and-so-on/99705/812

original quote at classic DSBBS thread, pastebinned it just in case the thread or BBS is ovened.

the whole quote is great, so read it.

https://bbs.dailystormer.com/t/sexbots-to-get-trial-sale-by-the-end-of-this-year/103273

ok heres the DS thing ont he sexbot story, i guess there was a breitbart story on it.

https://bbs.dailystormer.com/t/a-good-slut-shaming-site/103264

slut shaming site ?????!!??!?!?!?!

here it is:

http://cheaterreport.com/

wonder how long before thats shut down for libel or invading a sluts privacy. fook sluts. shame them! shame them and shun them! maybe, and this is a BIG maybe, let young men bang them when they are students training for their career, pre-marriage, pre-age 22. even then it doesnt have a ton of advantages. marrying these lads off when they are 16, to 16 year old gurls, and then just dont have children till 22 would be just as good, even if youre sacrificing 6 good child bearing years of the woman. she can STILL have three children EASILY after age 22.

though it prob is bad for women to be 16-22 and NOT be pregnant and Milking. those things are GOOD for women, full stop, and the bigger percentage of their young life they spend doing it, the better. i mean shit. the grandparents can help. note i didnt say raise the kids, but HELP. during those years when the father is still super young and learning his craft and not making a ton of money.

also as an analog/corrollary to the idea of Nationalist Racialist Productive Enterprise and companies serving their race and nation, companies, not schools, would be in charge of secondary/post-secondary education, training young men directly into real , actual jobs. everything would be apprenticeships. everything. they would be happy to do it. because they would see it, rightfully, as a noble and sacred responsibility and purpose, and not just A Cost.

companies would become less jooish, companies would become more like hwyte families, shit ideally every family would BE a Company!!!!!! then job training would really be a natural progression of Homeschooling.

so yeah it might be my lot in life to never be worthy of a good woman, never be able to be a good father, but i mean i cant just stop thinking about or wanting women. apart from cutting my balls off. so i need a COMPROMISE or SUBSTITUTE just to take the edge off. something like hookers, paid cuddlers, or fook buddies. its degen but not as degen as PORN.

yeah but its probably at least 60% as degen as porn.

again, worse comes to worse, i will just have a child at age 50 or 60 with the first white slut whos willing and still “young” enough to have children. and then leave them a bunch of videos of me telling them whats the deal. be like sorry kid i couldnt have been a better father, but here’s what you gotta do. dont let your stupid mother turn you into a degenerate.

maybe i could arrange the perfect beta male to be a good father to my bastards hahahahaha. oh god thats SO nonwhyte.

maybe me and other omega male could be co husbands and co fathers with a stronk woman, cuz we are only worth half a man at best anyway. maybe i’m no better than to be part of a MALE HAREM for a strong modern woman. who has FOUR boifrans. and then has an unattainable alpha inseminate her hahahaha. who looks at the 4 boifrans and rightfully shakes his head and sez FOOK THIS SHIT, im too good for this. for you. hahahaha. your father must be SO proud. for you hahahahaha.

i mean a mans gotta HALFWAY satisfy his desires, and porn is COMPLETELY out of the question, and strippers not far behind. whats left? hookers, tinder trash, and pro cuddlers.

pro cuddlers are obv the LEAST degen of those, really not very degen at all.

not sure whether hookers or tinder trash are more degenerate. safe to say they are both PRETTY degen.  i guess hookers are more honest but they are SO FUBARd beyond a normie life. tinder trash, i guess you could probably rehabilitate some of the less fooked up tinder trash. a young gurl who was early on in Her Tinder Trash Career.

the corruption spiraler cries out “purity spiral” as he corrupts you hahahaha

muh justifications for muh dick degeneracy, oh i can bang hookers because im too untermensch to get a real GF hahaha.

 

THE FINAL SOLUTION TO THE WQ

apr 29 2017 sheeeit

yeah you dont need to BEAT your waifu. probably dont even need to slap them. spanking them and occasionally being good and ruff during secs should be enough. basically just pounding them hard and somewhat pulling their hair.

i guess some/most/all women like to be slapped and choked during secs. i would say you could maybe put your hands around her neck like you were pretending to choke her but actually choking her just seems a little too weird. i guess i could envision some light slaps on the face perhaps, that would be less weird than choking. i dont see why simply spanking and ungently manhandling their body wouldnt be good enough. and pulling the hair is key.

the goal is to leave them absolutely QUIVERING when you are done.

then i wonder if you should mysteriously get up and leave shortly after. just disappear for like 10 or 15 minutes. make her feel alone and abandoned hahahaha. then when you mysteriously come back she develops attachment to you. assuming you want her to be attached to you hahahahaha. then you pull the dread game of pointing at the door and say, you never know, one day i might walk out that door and NEVER come back. so you better be on your best behavior, baby. dont make a fool out of me.

women should wear DRESSES that go PAST the knee and which go up to the damn neck. so many of womens clothes show off their tits or just a lot of chesty area near the tits, as if to say HEY LOOK AT MUH TITS. and then they complain about men staring at their tits. but really just wear a dress that doesnt have some “low cut neckline.” honestly. there is NO NEED for it. we dont NEED to see that much of your neck and chest. its INDECENT.

Image result for polish traditional dress

something like this would be fine. not even that fancy, that is probably a special occasions dress, but something simpler for every day stuff.im just talking in terms of covering your body without looking like a damn shitskin burka.

just look up polish traditional dress or russian traditional dress or german traditional dress or really any euro traditional dress! we already HAD the ideal solution 200 years ago!

i normally have a negative opinion of all women but she changed all that, she was special, she wasnt like other women, wawawawawawa. hahahaha. i felt positive about her. but she was really just another stupid woman, but i just dropped my guard because she was NICE to me!!!!!!!

well to be sure, i wasnt USED to women being NICE to me or wanting to spend TIME with me or having any interest in me!

i was always too indecisive with women. i would give them a choice of 2 or 3 places. you want to go here, here, or here. can’t make up your mind? fine, then we’ll go here.

does that count as Weak enough to drive a woman away? I mean I ultimately made the decision!

its just very confidence destroying when a woman leaves you exactly because she knows you want a real rel with her, and you’re not STRONG POWERFUL MAN enough for her to want a real rel with you.

ALL women want real rels, not just casual sex, but only with STRONG POWERFUL men. otherwise you get casual sexs a few times, fall in love with them, they think ew this weak man got feelings, stay away.

and they’re not wrong for wanting strong, powerful men!

i just regret not being strong and powerful enough to keep a woman around. they ALWAYS left me for being WEAK. should learn a lesson from that, eh?

heh. maybe because i hadnt bought and read MEIN K4MPF yet. it cant come soon enough! hopefully today.

but most 20 year old bois who pull women have not read mein k4mpf either. their masculinity just comes naturally. being An Athlete prob doesnt hurt! sportsball is jooish but lifting in the weight room certain is not! and there were plenty of lads in my high school weight room who liked to lift. i should have been in there with them.

maybe i should go to stormfront because they dont hate women as much as DS hahahaha.

heres a good quote I read on the purity spiral.com

QUOTE

I’ll come right out and say it here, anybody unilaterally condemning marriage may as well be getting a check from Shlomo T Shekelsburg for the work they’re doing. Advising caution is one thing. I would never suggest marrying a woman with a questionable past, problematic behaviors, or bad instincts.

That said, I’ve been married for about half a year to my wife. She’s religious, like me. Before we ever got engaged, I slowly introduced my views. We were talking over dinner last weekend when she asked how I came to my views. I explained my progression and she said she just wanted to know because she couldn’t put her finger on the precise moment she stopped being a “conservative catholic” and started being a radical traditionalist who is opposed to j00ry and minorities. Marriage, like all things in life, has ups and downs. It will not fix your life if it’s broken (and you will only attract bad women if that’s the case). It is not a cure-all. It requires work. That said, if you choose rightly, it’s the beginning of the fulfillment of what you were born to do: make a strong family.

Perhaps we need to roll out a “how to get happily married and start a family” guide.

There are a lot of j00ish lies that are blackpills regarding the lack of decent and chaste women out there. I’m convinced the librarian genre of porn exists for the purpose of convincing men that even modest and plain-dressed women are secret whores.

As for all this talk about all women being evil and there being no hope, finding a good woman takes work, dedication, and will demand more from you than you ever would have thought (part of the reason marriage is beneficial is because it will force you to improve, to the extent that the correct Christian view of marriage is that each spouse is participative in the ongoing purification and salvation of the other). As an old Irish proverb says, “unwillingness easily finds an excuse.” Building a family is hard, like most things in life worth your time and effort. Don’t believe anybody who tells you it’s impossible or wrong to try.

I read Anglin because he’s entertaining, insightful, and the alt-right media mogul with the most spine and integrity (between DS, TRS, and AR, not that they’re much competition). That said the white sharia shit is a meme. The thots will be shipped to monasteries in our glorious new nation.

END

thank you sir. i could prob get banned from posting stuff from there, but I mean it as good white pilling shit. that accepts women for what they are, no white nighting, yet no god damn woman hating, woman beating white sharia.  it was because i was getting tired of the anti-woman stuff at DS that I was like, welp, maybe I should check TPS (hehehehe) and see how they feel about the WQ. I think DS people, at least the BBS, go too far. we need something healthier than that.

another good quote i found re MGTOWS and the WQ: QUOTE

Arguably the MGTOWs just understand that they aren’t good enough to get a high quality woman and keep her in line.

And if their self assessment is correct, then it is more a matter of risk avoidance than hedonism. ENDQ

again i am not trying to infiltrate and subvert TPS. just trying to share anonymous pearls of wisdom I’ve found there. I am looking for winners and normies and well-balanced normie chads with wives and children, not a bunch of angry antisocial psychopath woman haters who are really lapping up AA’s WQ stuff. at least AA is very intelligent and convincing abotu it.

although i will prob be banned from purity spiral because i am too forgiving of mike enoch and trs. they are very very anti trs and enoch and anyone who is tolerant of trs.

welp maybe DS is what my level is then hahahaha. a bunch of woman hating losers who can only pull dirty negro fookin sluts because we ourselves are untermensch manlet loser mgtows.

hey wouldnt be the first time i was banned from somethign good because i wasnt good enough hahahaha. and then sent back to the bad company, saying welp this is your level.

NOPE! you always have the choice to be alone. better to be alone than in bad company. and i have gotten very used to being alone all the time that almost all company seems like bad company. but when i find something that is definitely good company, they def dont want anything to do with me hahahahaha.

i would get banned because i still listen to the fatherland. if you get your podcast promoted thru TRS then you get banned from TPS.  TPS also does not like “endless lurking.” welp not looking too good for me then hahaha.

oh well ill just keep being alone then. that kinda leads to a very mgtow anti-woman view though.

so why do i NOT want to be anti-woman so bad?

because its obviously BAD to be anti-woman!!!!!!!!!

i guess when i get banned from all pro hwyte forums i will start my own hahahaha.

so i am to pro-woman for DS, too pro-enoch for TPS, too anti-enoch for TRS, too anti-woman and young for stormfront hahaha, prob too young and pro-christian for vnn. i mean i really like the newer, 2.0 type orgs that actually have meetups, that actually influence stuff, that actually get readers, that are growing not shrinking.

no im not gonna get banned from DS hahahaha.  TPS yeah i prob would be. TRS i might be already. shit. TPS might ban me for NOT being banned from TRS!

hehehe when did this happen and why did i not hear about it until now

i guess the OPTICS of the pikeville thing today were not good, meaning they looked like a bunch of fat redneck slobs shouting white power.

redneck is fine, but people need to be NOT FAT, not dressed like SLOBS, and look halfway healthy. healthy families, neatly dressed husbands, wives, and children.

i dunno i havent seen any real pictures, just reading the DS thread after i guess the event in pikeville ended.

i mean i am skeptical about groups like NSM having Great Optics.

And I believe that Good Optics are important.

you have to LOOK like a group that everyone wants to join, including strong, successful, normal men and women.

but yeah anglin mentions white sharia and these guys jsut run with it. all white women are negro fooking whores, put them in burkas and make them our slaves.

even me, the bigass woman hater, doesnt believe we have to go this extreme.

yes we need an extreme solution to the extreme problem and that extreme solution is Traditional Family Values!!!!!

has actually been a hard year for The Movement. 6 months ago everyone was happy about trump and things were pretty positive. now its just black pill after black pill.

now some guy is making reasonable points on an anti-woman there but he will prob be shouted down because he joined only 2 days ago. which is USUALLY a bad sign but he IS making good points. namely, women are doing the same thing theyve always done. follow the crowd. if we throw out the j00 and change the culture, then the women will fall in line.

GLR had a healthy, good, nonhateful view of women in WP, and AH hopefully has one in MK.

MW had a good point as always. dont act like fooking THUGS. i guess peopel were saying hateful things when he had his talk with the libertardian nonwhites. i guess people were calling them negros and such in the comments and MW was disgusted. i am all for MW having Civil Discourse with whoever he wants. as he says, his goal is to appeal to the bystanders, the spectators, teh thousands of fans of these other people.

hey man im just trying to be social and talk to people online hahahaha. because every i know IRL is an alcoholic or a mudshark or a white hating shitlib or a race mixer or a degen hahaha. or they are too much of a winner to hang out with a loser like me. so i am pretty much doomed to be alone. and i can SORT OF take that. but god damn, that woman broke through that. made me realize what i was missing. and i still miss her! foooooooook. sheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeit. almost 2 years later.  she meant so much to me and means so little to the men who bang her and throw her away.

i think about cuddling with her, banging her, just being with her and being haaaaappy.

got to stop thinking these things.

but its normal to miss somebody you miss!

its all part of the PROCESS. TRUST THE PROCESS hahahaha. it takes a LONGGGGGG time.

maybe i should go back to despair forums. they are good people hehehe. there are just leftists and women and nonwhites and antiwhites on there hahahaha. i dont really care. its still a decent forum.

hell of a lot better than REDDIT. PURE cancer.

well spencer will soon have a forum up at altright.com hahahaha have to check that one out.

maybe i will get banned from TPS because I support MW hahahaha.

fooking stupid internet and alt right and pro hwyte movement hahahaha.

joo at slate says on pro tranny article: QUOTE

I think it’s harmful to tell a three year old that boys can’t have vaginas if that child is trans, and if they’re not it will lead them to have unnecessary trouble accepting trans people.

Boys can, in fact, have vaginas. There is no need to obscure this truth for children. ENDQ

this is the enemy. this is what they believe. this is how they talk.

shit. alcohol. i envy those who can do it without eventually developing a Drinking Problem. i sometimes wish i could start drinking again but the reality is, i might be more willign to do HERON than to drink ALCOHOL ever again. i am jsut DONE with alcohol, for better and worse!

apr 30

https://bbs.dailystormer.com/t/can-i-ask-you-guys-a-serious-personal-question/103010/

hooker story. guy wants to Help The Poor White Hooker he banged last night who was GORGEOUS hehehehe.

was thinking about That Woman last night and how it was normal to grieve for someone you had lost. you have a HOLE IN YOUR HEART. but for HOW LONG?

And YES while its always been a problem for me to create a Fantasy Version of somebody, and then grieve for that, when I really didn’t know the real person as well as i thought I did…..I knew That Woman more than I knew other women. Although I still DID have a fantasy version too. but I knew her True Self pretty substantially, I think.

And I thought if I came back, strong and decisive and powerful, I would have a decent chance at winning her back. these women dont know what the fook they want, all they know is strength and power. but a. i prob couldnt muster that strength, and b. it STILL wouldnt be a GOOD idea because i should really aim higher than a fatherless white trash mudshark, no matter how qt or nice or low-number she is. WAS.

remember how shocked i was when she told me a big secret back in the day. it shattered my image of her. like i cant believe this is the same person. yeah well think about that times 600000000000000 gorillion. plus even worse now that my image of her is frozen in time, yet she’s out there getting older, sleazier, trashier, uglier in her soul hahahaha. more cox, more negro cox, more bad bad bad shit. that i should want no part of. BEGONE, FOUL TEMPTRESS!!!!!!! not that shes even tempting me hahahaha.

but yeah. you lose an important person, its like death, you grieve for a long time. you never really stop hahahaha.

ARRANGED MARRIAGES. this is the way to go. marry the women young. still not sure if the guy should be same age, or about 23. i think either or would work. how about 20 year old guys married to 16 year old gurls. i think 16 or 17 at the OLDEST would be idea for the women.

i am NOT joking.

because 15 and 16 year old gurls are HORNY to FOOK, and they will sneak out and fook negros and arabs if their a. weak fathers let them or b. their strong fathers physically restrain them, the women will rebel spitefully.

the best solution is to have the strong father arrange a marriage at age 16 with a Decent Young White Man and then the daughter can fook him 10 times a day. that would PROBABLY make the young man happy too, hahahahahahahahaha.

i think AH advised a similar thing in MK as well. not sure how specific he was, but he did advised arranged marriages when the woman was young.

no burkas, just traditional european dress covering the chest, tits, ass, and legs. in the past they had a thing called MODESTY. DECENCY.

and thats it folks. do that and you have no more dirty sluts and “thots” and you will have broken the joo stranglehold on the cultcha. hehehe. this is what i HOPE people really mean by “white sharia”, or at least what MY functional definition of what I’d like white sharia to be. stop doubling down on this god damn sharia word hahahaha. just say ARRANGED MARRIAGES.

i would rather have the ability to occasionally bang degenerate hwite sluts, than to be an Incel Virgin MGTOW who cant even pull sluts. i would promise not to bang a slut more than…..once every 3 months hahahaha. and i would try to use these skills towards finding a young, low-number woman, and then LOCKING HER DOWN in a traditional, monog, child bearing marriage. i would also train her in the ways of loving tradition and hating the modern jooish world.

you probably SHOULD try to Isolate them from their friends because their friends are shitty degenerates who encourage them to be negro fooking sluts, cheaters, and horrible people!

of course “social isolation” is now considered “emotional/psychological ABUSE”.

kinda wish i could go back to the women from 10 years ago and use them as “fook buddies”. just bang them in degen ways and cuddle with them and if i said i didnt want a rel, then they probably would want a rel. but a rational man would not want a rel with these sluts.

still having a fook buddy is prob better than going to HOOKERS…….right?

i would think the avg hooker is even more MENTAL than these women were.

maybe i should contact That Woman and see if she wants to be fook buddy. and nothing more. nope i dont have feelings for you any more. just want to use you like tinder trash baby, isnt that what you want? fook no i wont fook you raw dog because i know you fook negros, ya dirty whore! how stupid do you think I am? how stupid are YOU, ya stupid whore? ok im leaving now! i might never come back!

heh. i would be better off finding a brand new woman to treat like a dirty whore like that. and there are plenty of them in a local area on tinder and okcupid.

your father must be so proud that you are tinder trash, fooking guys on the 3rd date, fooking negros, hundreds of guys have seen your n00dz. YOUR FATHER MUST BE SO PROUD.

or he is a fat white trash slob on pain pills and jerking off to porn and doesnt care that his daughter has become a slut. oh well. not my problem. i tried. ive got my own problems. shes a big gurl now, she can make her own mistakes. so the gurls a damn negro fooking slut, welp i tried my best, lets just accept reality now. while i become a terrible drunk or pill popper or disgusting fat slob or wife beater or some other form of horrible white trash. i guarantee it. sad!

hehehehehehehe

can taking lithium if you are not actually bipolar be hurtful? possibly helpful? like you take it because you MIGHT be bipolar but not sure?

hey ill be the FIRST to admit i am NOT RATIONAL at ALL. I am EMOTIONAL as FOOK. ALL THE TIME. like a damn WOMAN. it SUCKS. and therefore every damn decision I make is COMPROMISED by Emotion.

https://www.youtubeDOTcom/watch?v=Gqd6hBISb9w

oh dear god

the video is jooish cancer, the comments are jooish cancer, i shouldnt even HAVE it here.  to see all these incel mgtows commenting “I CANT WAIT TO DIVORCE MY HORRIBLE FEMINAZI FAT WIFE AND GET ONE OF THESE CREEPY ROBOTZ!!!! MGTOW 4 LYFE! WITH DOLLS LIKE THIS AND ARTIFICIAL WOMBS, TECHNOLOGY HAS MADE MODERN WOMEN OBSOLETE!!!!”

thing is, these mgtow incels arent joking. they would LUV one of these jooish dolls.

i mean that is real woman hate i think. to me this is more “extreme” than hwyte power. or hwyte sharia.  and 6 gorillion times more ridiculous!

like they literally sound like paid jooish shills. i cant wait to divorce my fat nag wife and get one of these? youre lucky your fat nag wife hasnt divorced YOU and shook you down!

the sad thing is 20 year old autistic hwyte virgin men who see this and thing this is a good idea because theyve given up on women at such a young age!

the dolls had decent bodies though. i guess i would bang one just to say i did. but its just SO WEIRD. i hope i never get to the point where this does not seem weird. but yeah i can’t pull a real woman as hot as these rubber DOLLS. good god.

AND LOOK AT THE FOOKING DEGENERATES WHO MAKE THESE DOLLS AND RUN THE COMPANY. the workers are total degen white atheists libertardian pansexuals, the owner is a Mincing little Joo.

I WONDER WHO COULD BE BEHIND THIS?????

its sad and infuriating to think a lot of young whyte men think this is SUCH a great idea. for a while I was mgtow and i was probably more open to Dolls then, same way I was more open to Porn, in that, oh, you get all the good aspects of women and none of the bad! live life on your own terms! dont be a slave to the pvssy! go your own way goy!

but it is kinda funny watching the “roasties” freak out about it. but i kinda freak out about it too. but would it force women to behave better, if a DOLL gave actual realistic COMPETITION!

well, i think alphas would continue to bang women as they always have; and the only people who would use these dolls are huge creeps like the ones who are interested in them now. i mean the avg person cant afford 15k for a doll. i am sure they will have financing though hahahaha.

also i think most betas would still prefer a real person to a damn piece of rubber. even if the rubber is “hotter.”  how can you not ALWAYS be aware of it being FAKE? how is that not a dealbreaker? have you NEVER TOUCHED a REAL woman?

IMHO it just shows how jooish MGTOW is. and these mgtows dont care about race or joos. a lot of mgtows are black and nonwhite.

a black guy that cant pull black sluts. that is really pathetic hahahaha. i could probably pull fooking BLACK sluts hahahaha.

i guarantee sleazy strip clubs would buy a couple of these and rent them out to guys so you could just pay 20 bucks and fook the doll and they would supposedly wash it afterwards. yeah right.

how much would they charge to fook the communal doll? i imagine there would be laws and shit. its just unsanitary.

also its degenerate and jooish. these guys are such fedora, libertarian, amoral, atheist, neckbeard, gaming phaggots.

i would rather be an incel virgin the rest of my life than bang one of degen jooish dolls.

well thats not true, i already said i’d bang one hahahahaha.

i dont want to meet new women! its terrible because they are ANNOYING, stupid, and slutty! everything they say and do is annoying as fook!

but you have to show your annoyance in the right way in order to get these sluts to fook hahaha.

i dont luv contributing to hwyte women beign sluts, but if theyre ALREADY SLUTS from having fooked 20 guys, then i could probably IMPROVE them by banging them with a huge hakenkreuz drawn on muh chest and then implanting pro-hwyte slogans into her as i banged her like a real man.

maybe i can make her a better woman for the beta male she settles down with hahahaha. but i dont want to settle down with a woman whos already been with 20 guys.

well maybe if she is young and qt tho hahaha. and has no prior kids. then i could train her into being a good woman and not womaning me over hahaha.

i mean if the woman is loyal to you and is young and qt and has no previosu kids, what does it matter if shes taken 5, 10, or 20 cox.

heh well it does matter hahahaha. but i would probably give her a pass just because im no huge winner either. and if she were truly young, qt, no kids, and loyal, really thats more than i can ask for. only way i could pull that is if shed been with 100 guys!

i should watch this. pro white boers in SA with a symbol that looks liek a you know what hahaha and they “had the chance” to save themselves but now the hwytes in SA are getting GENOCIDED. ALL these hwytes should get legit refugee status in the US.

i guess he was too friendly with the blacks and then some blacks hacked him to death with machetes.

 

BEING A NEET INCEL LOSER IS DEGENERATE AND THIS IS HOW WE BEAT IT AND BECOME WW’s

jan 7 2017

got to get used to writing 17 hahahahahahahahahaha i think i might have written 2016 at some point yesterday

absolutely ridiculously cold outside, like 10 degrees without wind chill. goal is to do errands today like i am making an effort to not be a lazy neet loser.

sheeeeit. if those people are doxed. its a very serious important issue. on one hand its an ACT OF WAR. it means your enemies want you DEAD. on the other hand, it could provoke The Sleeping Goy to go All In. and an anti-J march in montana could be less of a trolling tactic and more of an actual reality.

but im concerned about these peoples FAMILIES.

very interesting how MW has gone from being a depressed AF neet loser to becoming an Influential Leader. I am very glad for it! also that he is a very moderate, convincing voice…..but he himself is developing and growing and becoming more damn 1433 than people realize! and its awesome to see a smart, careful, very well-spoken, likable, reasonable man go from normie to 1433 in the space of 2 years or so! (i heard you can get banned from facebook for even just saying the number 14…….8………….7 hehehehehe

 

hi sir hello, yes I know YOU arent a 1433 WN, but to me as a SME in the subject area of hwyteness, I fell your emphasis on Scots and Celts speaks to our primordial hwyte soul. and i hate bands and music and shows, but i would make a bigly exception. For You. YOURE WELCOME for me buying a tshirt from you hahahahaha. now find a way to record a full concert with better sound quality. dont they have “soundboards”? how did grateful dead record all those shows with good quality where you could hear each instrument? then you mix it in with a BIT of an audience recording (like this) to get that in the thick of it high energy live sound.

I mean hey your albums sound good in the “studio”, you are more than capable of figuring out how to do a good live recording. I mean I dont think they were TRYING for a good recording here. they just wanted to play a good show, and they very much succeeded there, and some Rando in the Audience had the good idea of hey someone should record this. I just like when the band shares that idea, and makes a little effort. a little goes a long way here guys. make a LITTLE effort. dont lose sleep trying to create The Perfect Live Album at Great Expense.

just set up like microphones in good places and soundboards and mixers and shit. i dont know.  enlist an INTERN from university who is majoring in Music Production and be like, sheeeeit you should really pay ME for the privilege of this EXPERIENCE you can put on your RESUME. do a good job and maybe we’ll let you do this again for free.

he has a a somewhat fashy some richard spencer haircut. not sure if it would be an improvement for him to grow long metal hair. sure why not. if you can, you should.

i guess ghoul got doxed pretty brutally so he’s been cooling off. thankfully counter signal memes for fashy goys is still active and i am not seeing any doxing stuff on google other than rumors he was doxed, and he took down bone zone, where he blatantly showed his very handsome face.  which probably led to the doxing.

i mean its very important to have a 1433 ACADEMIC PHILOSOPHER PHD, so i don’t want him to jeopardize that.  to have him inside the university unsubverting it would be great.

so yeah you can get banned on fbook for typing the number 1400 and eighty eight. i have used the number so much here that i dont know if i could find and replace them all! but going forward i will try to type 1433. and how about VVN instead of double you enn. wait until its a bannable offense just to say the term alt right!

im glad we have 20 year old KIDS now who are into the Cause, the Movement, but i am a bit jealous of them having a head start, of them having their heads on right at a young age. they will actually get their stem degrees, get good careers, make decent money, at a young age, which will make their chances at finding a good woman SO MUCH BETTER. then by the time they are 30, they can be making 50 grand a year, be married for like 10 years, and have 3 children.

rather than be 30, make 13k a year, have no children, have not even casually been with a woman since age 22 hahahahahahahaha.

went to walmart. on a saturday. it was PACKED with all sorts of blacks and browns. arabs the browns we have around here. not so many mexicans at all. some shitty asians like laos and hmong and thai and vietnam and all that. but the arabs are by far the biggest and most numerous. probably doxing myself here. ive been to areas where there are tons of mexicans and thats no fun either. well theyre not even necessarily mexicans. they are the hondurans and salvadoreans even mexico doesnt want.

tons of blacks. i felt uncomfortable that this walmart was less than 4 miles from my home. it was like a damn nonwhite ghetto in there. some real bad people of walmart. it was enough to convince me to go to the other walmart in hopes that it would be whiter. and its true it was a saturday. the worst day to go to walmart or any retail store. worst of the worst.

but yeah they had real nice clothes in there. faded glory and george brand shirts, real nice. bought a george dress shirt and a gift card to give to fam. you need clothes, go to walmart. this is why i dont pull pvssy. because i think walmart is great fashion hahahahahahahaha.

yeah well fook women, they are like jooish n3gr0 infant r3t4rds. they are borderline not human hahahahahahahaha.

if they knew what an asshole i was, then i would probably get more positive attention from women!

but im not an asshole in the right way, i am filled with CREEPY woman hate rather than SEXY woman-disregard!

women dont like woman-haters, they like woman-disregarders and woman-disrespecters! hehehehe.

mint wont let you split transactions that are pending on a credit card. that is stupid!

why havent i commented on the black thugs torturing the white man on video. well im glad it seems to be sparking a race war and waking some whites up and making them say ENOUGH IS ENOUGH, im gonna be a damn racist already, im gonna start using the N Word.

But I wonder. I KNOW there are WHITE shitlibs out there who will say “yeah this is bad, but…………….what do you expect? this is kinda inevitable, given all the injustice whites have done against blacks. whites brought this on themselves. they kinda deserved it. its sad it happened to this disabled guy, but….you reap what you sow. I’m surprised this doesnt happen more often. you dont just oppress a whole group of people for 200 years without a little blowback.  when you spend 250 years punching down, expect them to punch up once in a while. ”

that kind of shit. rather than saying HELL NO. THIS SHIT HAS GONE TOO FAR. THESE FOOKING 1NgR0S. maybe we can’t live together. maybe they CAN be racist against whites. maybe whites should be racist against them.

well honestly. i can only think of one or two, well maybe three hahaha whites who are so shitlibby that they might think something like that. shrug and say yeah its deplorable but what did you expect would happen when you keep oppressing blacks? this is just an unfocused attempt to get justice for the wrongs whites have done against blacks. and dont be so ignorant and racist that you pretend it isnt!!!!!!

i said i felt much more NORMIE when i was friends with that woman, that i could even BE friends with a young woman, but did i really feel that way? i think when i first became friends with her, i was like yeah, she’s ok, we get along pretty well, but she’s not in my inner circle or anything. it took a real long time for that. after 1.5 years she confessed i was in her inner circle. i guess i appreciated that and started to be more willing to let her pass thru muh own walls of isolation, alienation, solitude and loneliness hahaha hahahaha.

now i just feel like a neet weirdo. me and george feels. at least he was working full time and probably making about 28k a year plus benefits! and people are mocking him for going down to 30 hours! and im not even working 30 hours hahahahahahahahahahaha. george right now is a bigger winner than i am right now……..and i just made a HUGE step FORWARD!

oh uncle bern hahahaha still doing mgtow and red pill stuff in 2017. he’s not wrong though! honestly i am so OLD that this stuff speaks to me. i am an old fart like bern. I think the current generation of youngins is better than the old farts like me. we are seeing good ideas and values in the minds of our youth. there are probably even decent 20 year old WOMEN out there now. And unfort I am TOO OLD to be with them. when I was 20 it was such a jood, pozzed, degen, nihilistic, hedonistic, muh dick  time. there were fewer decent young women than there are today HAHAHAHAHAHA like these excuses?

so our young alt right hwytes probably WILL find waifus and have children, unless childless oldass neets like me hahahaha. butthurt about our lost youth and our foreveralone and the women of OUR generation were always garbage hahahaha. the women WAY before us, and the women JUST AFTER us were ok though. we were on the cusp. on the wrong side of it though. JUSSSSST missed the boat. and eternally butthurt about it.

basically us old bachelor mgtows will die childless and the new young alt right kids will have children young. which is great for the race. but i would have liked having a chance at all that too hahaha.

but i DID have a chance! i just BLEW it royally!

yeah i just wonder where the cutoff is. i thing george for example is old enough that he got the shit end of the stick. he’s in my weird in between generation in other words. but a kid who is 25 or especially 20 right now? definitely in the younger, better generation.

excuses excuses hahahaha.

school never prepared me to be a good worker drone because i cant even get a damn proper average job. by average i mean 26k a year. the average per capita income.

really half of the jackasses in georges comments DO have decent advice, and if he did these things, it would help him at least a little bit. stop drinking. start counting calories. start doing MJ. stop telling gurls their boifrans are lucky.  but yeah he reminds me of me because he thinks CODING is his ally hahahaha. coding and programming is bullshit. you basically need a masters in compsci to get an entry level job, the only other jobs are Tech Support, which will destroy you entirely.  now granted the entry level jobs pay at least 30k hahahahahaha but i dont want to get a masters in compsci to get there.

or the equivalent of that in knowledge and skills because you spend all your free time CODING for fun instead of blogging and playing Cards and doing Alt Right stuff hahahaha.

in other words i fully predic george will become disillusioned with CODING the same way I did hahaha.  after i took like 30 credits of compsci courses.

but i dont want to burst georges only bubble!

i bet in states wiht legal MJ, do they have like MJ bars, where you can actually smoke the MJ at the place while hanging out there, the same way you drink in a bar? and then wont cops be waiting outside these places at closing time to make 10 grand a pop off every intoxicated driver.

because you can smoke a couple big puffs and be completely BTFO’d, while you pretty much have to be drinking for HOURS to get completely shitfaced. taking one hit of strong MJ is like having a double shot of 150 proof alcohol.  well its not nearly as bad for your liver and body, but in terms of mental intoxication.

but yeah i am very sympathetic to george. but i can totally see how he is frustrating. shit if i were in HIS shoes I would be all set. have a 28k a year Boring Job. its not liek he doesnt make enough money to move out! live in colorado. work your boring job where you know what youre doing and it doesnt fill you with FEAR, then buy a bag of MJ on your way home, and sm0ke it in the beautiful forest near your home.

i dont think george has much anxiety. but he certainly has a decent amount of depression. i prob envy him for not having anxiety. envy anybody who doesnt have anxiety. but especially him because his severe despair and omega incel puts him closer to my level hahahaha

how many men are unambitious? half? less than half? a half of a half? some men are definitely obviously ambitious. and some are definitely not. i dont need to tell you which one of those i am. hahahaha. i have NEVER been ambitious, ever.

well bitcoin finally “crashed” about 2 days ago and in seems to be on a slight downward trend right now. good. i will need to buy a little more eventually.

http://archive.is/oNXP6

oh god this futrelle guy is still around. he is the worst. now he is, not surpirsingly, bitching about the alt right and andrew anglin. mein n3g3r AA. he is one of the best writers and propagandists out there. i have nothing but respect and admiration for him. i think he should do more podcasts and less writing……but all his writing is so damn good and powerful. i dont like reading…..but when i do, i read andrew anglin hahahahaha.  he will be forever in the top tier of muh alt right d’nations. i will give this man at least 20 dollarydoos a year for hopefully many years to come hahahaha. he is fooking AWESOME and I would LUV to meet him one day. I would totally take a picture with him and use it for muh facebook photo forever. if i ever got back on fb hahahaha. which i feel no desire to do so. have been off facebook for pretty much 1.5 years here. no big loss. so now i cant stalk and spy on women. good, that was stupid and bad and creepy hahahaha. it was not principled hwyte behavior. yeah yeah its not fair to the women but it wasnt fair to me either. no i didnt realy STALK them. but i still looked at womens profiles far more than i should have been. it aids you in building your horrible FANTASY. dont do that. youre just hurting yourself.

when i got feelings for That Woman I would gaze longingly at her pictures on FB and saw ohhh gawd shes so purttty i so want her to be muh gurlfran and waifu, yeah shes a little weird looking but shes so qt and purty tho, im so glad i can see that now, this is the gurl i want to be muh waifu, im all in nao.

stupid. should have deactivated facebook THEN.

HA. I could probably get banned just for saying andrew anglins NAME hahahaha.

heh. im just glad millennial woes is become more like andrew anglin. well, not really, but kind of sort of. he’s becoming more VVN!!! People might not feel so proud to wear their MW tshirts any more! me, i will be even MORE proud to wear it and signal to people, this is what i believe, ask me about VVN hahahaha.

daily stormer started in july 2013. cant believe its that young. well i mean he was doing other stuff before that.

sheeeeeeeeeeit, i started THIS blog in may 2013 hehehehe. this blog is older than the daily stormer. and believe me i have been doing other blogs for YEARS. dont want to say their names but i have had at least three other Big, Multi-Year blogs. books and books  and books and books worth of rambling writing. i am a prolific blogger and have been ever since at LEAST 2005.

my average blog was maybe 2 years long, which is pretty good. and this one is prob the longest. i have honed my craft perfectly hahahaha.

the other blogs i tried harder. i polished the writing. it wasnt all a goddamn sloppy rough draft. also i fought to separate the personal and the political. for a while i was either “apolitical” or basically a damn LEFTIST. i was still a gloomy gus though. and very neurotic. but at least i had a political awakening hahahaha. I am very happy and grateful about that. it wasnt enough to FIX me, but god damn was it a YUGE improvement.

over being a god damn shitlib, feminist, anti-white, antiracist. you can see why these people trigger me so much now! they remind me of the horrible person I used to be! hard to believe i was once much WEAKER hahahaha. but i was!

the previous blog to this, though, started to see my transformation. and i retired that because some real life people knew about it. i guess i wanted to use it to try to raise my real life social capital. get women basically. get women by being a Blogging Badboy. Jeeeeeez theres a great idea hahahaha.

but ultimately i ended up Concerning people with my increasingly racist beliefs. so i shut the blog down. well, i think its still out there. i certainly saved a copy of it hahahaha. there was a lot of good stuff there!

and this one, i have no intention to tell anyone real life. no intention. and also no intention to separate personal and political. just let it ALL hang out. my main concerns here are getting doxed, and also making the movement appear weak.

i mean i dont think i am a total dumpster fire the way sinead or evalion is. i think i have a PRETTY GOOD grip on a lot of the stuff. really i am similar personally to millennial woes. a guy who faced a lot of despair and failure and underachievement and gradually came over to the right, then the alt right. MW clearly has his neet past. So do I. I’m still kind of IN IT, and I have struggled with it MORE than MW.

well….technically he was unemployed for longer than I was hahahahahaha.

also he tries a lot harder with his Content.

Also he talks a lot less about personal stuff. And when he does, he often makes the videos private. but when he does talk about personal stuff, those are some of muh fav videos of his.

also he shows his face. i would never, ever, ever show my face. but i have great respect for people who do.

i have thought about using my voice though. that itself is a HUGE risk. just talking this shit out instead of WRITING it. I current have hours and hours of poorly recorded Voice Recordings I make when driving in the car. and some of those are pretty good. 10% of it hahahaha.

anyway im no newb at this stuff. i am a damn SME hahahaha.

but yeah i do NOT want people to think all alt right, and by that i mean 1433 VVN’s who are JPilled on the JQ, that we are all emotionally unstable omega incel neets. I want you to think we are all fashy handsome winners, making 100k at age 25 with our STEM graduate degrees, in topkek shape physically, mentally, spiritually, emotionally. i mean shit. personal improvement is a key part of this whole program. and i have failed miserably at that.

but at the same time, studying this stuff and  accepting this stuff has made me a better person, at least relatively hahahahaha. and i would encourage it to neet incel losers. the white ones at least. and really racial nationalism would probably help neet losers of any race. i dont really care about anyone but hwytes though.

so yeah it helped me a lot, but i’ve still got a long way to go. also i would hate to be shunned by the movement i hold so dear, because i am an incel neet loser and have a blog that is all about being a neet incel loser.  a good 1433 VVN is NOT incel, neet or a loser in other words.

yeah well im not saying neet incle loser is GOOD! I’m saying its FOOKING HORRIBLE AND DEGENERATE AND THIS IS HOW WE BEAT IT AND BECOME STRONG, PROUD HWYTE HWARRIORS WITH NICE HWYTE WHYFUS AND 3 CHILDREN AND 30+k A YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1