july 21 2017

ok day off. friday 10;09 am. better make the most of it!

this might be more enjoyable than skrewdriver hehehe. as far as ian stuart stuff.

DUBAI PORTA POTTY holy shit that is as an interesting meme. and a great word with which to SHAME modern women. even if they havent DONE an actual Duba porta potty…..theyve probably done a cleveland steamer at least hahahaha.

well at the very least they have SEXTS, sexy photos of them. this is think is horrible. there shouldnt BE photos of anything sexy.

cave drawings of bewbs are different. there is something DIFFERENT about real women in real photos of real secs that makes a JOOISH MOCKERY of something sacred.

going through the skrewdriver albums chronologically until i find one that has an ok production. this might be the first hehehe.

only took 4 or 5 albums hahahaha.

ok went to store for grocery shopping, sent an actual handwritten note and tiny cash dnation to andrew anglins po box, came home, got official top quality Sunbathing in at 12pm sun, no clouds, 50 minutes, started sweating balls off, hot day, tons of sun, barely any clouds, so, prime time. listened to daily shoah with andrew anglin, was real good.

starting to get heat stroke hahahaha so i went inside. started some laundry. went to make some meatballs but the beef (80% lean, about 72 cals per ounce) was still not totally thawed. i tried not to get too angry or freaked out and said welp, i’ll just do this tomorrow then.

continued to Fast, will not eat food until dinner.

might make it real hard to do a ton of pushups though. well i guess i could do that after the huge dinner hehehe.

bought some baking soda and put a little bit of it in with the laundry.

yes you did you fooking old whore hahahaha. i remember this sciortino slutever whore from a few years ago. now she is 35 and wishing she got married years ago. too late hahahaha.

unfort i am in kinda the same position. and i didnt get to enjoy all the jooish pleasure secs like she has hahaha.

i never really wanted to bang lots of gurls and have lots of casual secs. even in the worst depths of muh degen, i always wanted a monog trad rel with a monog gf.  just wanted to state that for the 60000000000000th time hahaha.

even as i watched tons of porn and did tons of alcohol and mj, i never stopped wanting that traditional and decent ideal.

anyway will try not to write too much unproductive and negative stuff today.

how the hell long does it take 2 lbs of beef to defrost in the fridge. 2 days apparently.

wonder how long it will take for anglin to get shut down from Hatreon….or for hatreon to get shut down hahahaha.

heh. could you rub baking soda right on your sweaty skin to “freshen up”? use it like baby power almost?

i dont trust women but i almost DO trust them to be very interested in skin care hahahaha. well do i trust them to be RIGHT about sciencey stuff? not really hahaha.

well i didnt rub any on my skin really. just put like 1 tsp in a damn load of laundry.  that should be ok.

hahahahahahahaha nothing ironic about it at all!

did not put any return address on muh card to anglin hehehe. hope it gets there hehe.

i believe he will read my note. i fully believe he will take the 10 bucks hahahaha. i do not know if he will shake his head like “keep your pathetic pity money, if you can only afford to give 10 bucks, dont give anything at all.” i don’t think thats a very hwyte way to think hahahaha so i think he will accept it in the spirit it was given.

heh. that feel when you have day off and you slept 11 hours last night but STILL want to take a nap to “catch up” for all the days during the week you slept “only” for 6:30 hours.

now it is cloudy as hell outside but still hot.  glad i got some KWALITY sun earlier!

so skrewdriver has a song called “smash the IRA.” does this mean the IRA was commies? joos? i just assumed they were super nationalistic and that was good. i just dont know.  but if they were very nationalistic, skrewdriver would prob support them. maybe.

heh. i guess lauren southern was kicked off patreon? holy shit. surprised there isnt a huge thread on DS yet.

QUOTE (previously linked DS thread on postwall women, not southern hahahaha)

I know a few normie women like this. My sister is in her early thirties, and up until 5 years ago she & all her friends were single thot career women riding the c0ck carrosel, online dating, clubbing, getting wasted, etc.

Then all of a sudden the biological clocks started sounding their alarms & they all scrambled to settle on some beta male willing to pick up the scraps. Most are now married & managed to squeeze out a kid or two out of their decaying ovaries. But there is still one or two who didn’t get the message & are just like this bitch who wrote the article. My sister herself got married but the husband turned out to be a pill addict & still hasn’t succeeded in impregnating her, and she’s almost 35. The panic in her demeanor literally emanates from her pores.

I also have a female cousin who appeared to be a very successful corporate businesswoman, spending her freetime travelling the world & partying it up. 6 or 7 years ago it seemed she had it made. Now she’s over 40 & never managed to find a mate. When before our family get togethers consisted of all of us single people going out on the town to drink & party, now we’ve all settled down & have kids. She used to seem like someone who had it all, but now is revealed to be a dried up, bitter old lady with no future, still trying to live as though she’s 21. She lives in a luxury apartment with a small lap dog as a companion.

My sister in law is a thot who’s lived her life parasiting off of “sugar daddies” who paid for her every need. She is now 33 years old, has had 3 or 4 abortions, and losing her beauty despite fake boobs and a nice dye job. No man is interested in breeding with a washed up spoiled whore with no feminine skills whatsoever.

If you have women in your life you care about, it is imperative that they be shamed relentlessly about not doing their natural duty to have children. Not only will it benefit them, but it is simply intollerable having to endure family get togethers with a dried up bitter cat lady who hates you for having what they put off until it was too late.



anglin was talking about adornos authoritarian personality on the shoah.  great discussion. basically these joos said if you wanted to have a traditional family, you are an evil fascist, you must be destroyed for the good of society. when of course we need more people like traditional families FOR a good society.

heh. took clothes out of dryer, folded and put away. laid down cuz felt tired. this may also be because i have not eaten all day and feel kinda weak hehehe. then trimmed nails because i “never have the energy” to do this when i am getting ready for job in morning. did not take nap. just got back up after about 10 minutes.

all the weed smokers who post in comment threads about legalization….they SOUND like stupid retarded potheads. it weakens their already pretty weak argument. an autistic libertarian would make better arugments. that some permastoned pothead. it really does make you sound and look RETARDED.

which is why i dont like doing it around other people. just by myself.

heh pathetic. hard to believe guys like this are not incel neet virgins. they should be! this guy may make more money and get more women than me and i may be a huge loser…..but i am still a bigger winner than HIM!

hes probably a joo too.

and who the fook are these people that they even need to be verified. professional career twitter sjw journalists?

female tech journalists hahahaha

female tech entrepreneurs hahahahahahahahahaha

it never ends, it wont end until we Nonviolently Deport These People

and this is The Paper All Educated, Professional, Middle Class people read. and take very very seriously.

it makes me happy that Generation Zyklon might clearly see all these jooish lies for the jooish lies they are. like they said in the recent shoah with anglin:

what do you do if you are in the 9th grade RIGHT NOW in 2017. a fooking 14 year old. what do you have to look forward to. nothing. we need to start recruiting 14 year olds so by the time they are 24, holy shit they will be ready to kick serious ass.

listened to some of skrewdriver “after the fire” and while the guitar and drum sound is the best they’ve had up to that point, and ISD sounds pretty good and things are mixed ok, it suffers from almost and justice for all level basslessness. well, you can hear this timid, soft bass just barely. its like someone turned it down until you could barely hear it.

it was very frustrating. i have found something about the production of every skrewdriver album that is so off putting i can not ignore it.

then i listened to vapaudenristi and thought he’s succeeding at what skrewdriver is trying at. but i just wish he was speaking english!

and why am i putting such an emphasis on production? well i always have. but for example, i cant even recognize good songwriting if it has bad production!

oh well it is what it is.

my next plan is to listen to skrewdriver in the background as much as possible until one day it just CLICKS.

i mean its pretty much WORTH FORCING because ISD’s head and heart are in the right place, unlike 99% of musicians, who are total degenerates.

he had integrity and honor and balls.

bbbbut what if he got drunk all the time and banged dirty sluts and what if he had illegitimate bastards that he abandoned like a deadbeat?

well i dont know that he did!

so if there are all these shady brown immigrant doctors writing rx’s for opioids….certainly i could find a shady brown immigrant doctor who would write a rec for medical MJ!!!!!!!!!!!!!

on anglin shoah they said that fibromyalgia was a made up disease to get hwyte goys addicted to opiates.

hmm today i learned that the alpha bay, one of the biggest dark net markets, was shut down less than 2 weeks ago and its founder was arrested and soon after found dead in his cell, suspected suicide. DAMN.

july 22

not sunny at all today.

made 2oz meatballs in oven then made them into burgers with small thin buns hollowed out of all the carbs. two 2 oz meatballs per bun. one half a processed cheese single for each bun. ate one of the burgers. it was fine. i mean this was decent 80% beef hahaha nice and juicy. ade 8 total, put 7 in freezer to use over next month or so.

watching “the lion in winter” 1967. medieval england shit but its STILL joo produced and it STILL shows a ton of white gurls acting like titsluts. did white gurls really show their tits like such promiscuous sluts in the 1500s? yeah maybe to the ROYALTY as is potrayed in this movie….but you can still play it down and have them dress more modestly than maybe they actually did hahahaa. the joos have literally ruined EVERYTHING. you cant even enjoy “OLD” movies because movies have been ruined and jooed since the 50s. the movie industry was BUILT BY JOOS in the 20s and 30s.

kirk douglas was a 100% joo. this manly AF traditional john wayne type man was 100% jooish with the name Issur Danielovitch.

if KIRK DOUGLAS and PAUL NEWMAN are joos, who else? John Wayne? STEVE MCQUEEN???!!?!?! (no mcqueen was not. nor wayne. and yeah when you really look at them, douglas and newman do look kinda j00ey.)

and good goy actors like peter o toole and richard burton were HUGE DEGENERATE DRUNKS who basically acted like negros.

as someone who used to love movies and who wants to luv movies again, and who thought that Old Movies might be the way to go….this is all very disappointing.

lol at cost benefit analysis

of course i would bang her, shes not fat and she’s under 30 and i havent touched a woman in 12 years!

i also like how he calls her bitch every time he refers to the bitch. whore or cyka or KURWA would also be acceptable hahahaha. we must shame these sluts. women should get married as 16 year old virgins and thats the only way they  wont become shameful sluts.

women are this bad because we LET them GET this bad. we were AFRAID to CONTROL them. nonviolently hahahahahahahaha. i am not advocating violence. i am advocating nonviolent control and that women will VOLUNTARY SUBMIT to SUBMISSION and that we men need to Facilitate this!

i think touching baking soda even for a second causes your skin to peel off. they should really put a warning on the box.

but yeah it again all boils down to SALES. can you SELL yourself and your skills and CONVINCE people that you are awesome. and, if you are at Work, can you back that talk up with real skills.  or, are you jooish enough to throw the service people under the bus when they cant deliver on the unrealistic bullshit the sales dept promises in order to Close The Deal.

at least with women you dont need to back shit up. just lie lie lie. lie to these bitches hahahaha. not like at least 10 guys havent gotten to fook them using lies anyway!

all millennial women are garbage and would make terrible wives and mothers. and really most gen x women are too hehehe. you will find your best wife and mother material with gurls who are generation zyklon. marry a girl who is 16 in 2017.

women are horrible, but men let them get that way.

but not really you and me. we were never in the position to have influence over women anyway. i mean the boomer and gen x men didnt control THEIR women.

well, i had a FEW chances to influence women. and i blew it! they dumped me BECAUSE i didnt influence them enough!

but god damn it all happened SO FAST i had NO IDEA WHAT WAS GOING ON. it all happened in the blink of an eye. it really happened TOO FAST and i stand by that. it happened SO goddamn lightning fast I couldnt even think straight. by the time i realized i needed to control them…..they were long gone, fooking other guys.

however i think its a waste to let those millennal hwyte wombs go to waste.

but why make babies with a woman who would be a terrible wife and mother?

so you use them as brood mares to replenish the race, and then decent women could raise them. along with their own children.

so you can marry an 18 year old gen z gurl right now, get 5 children out of her, then take in 5 more hwyte children from the brood mares.

heh. i am as over That Woman as I will ever be and i am also in a woman hating phase. i have now decided to triple down on that and be the biggest and best woman hater ever!

never advocating violence. just advocating the traditional, patriarchal way.

sheeeeit. That Woman was MUCH BETTER than the average modern woman!

she would have been a good average woman back in the good old days.

waaaah ill never get over her, ill never find a better woman, ill always compare all women to her. ahhahaha.

oooooo he was a beta woman hater who posted regularly on roosh v forum hehehehe. he went to thailand to marry a “traditional woman” and did not like how mudslim refugees could get into canada and “breed like bedbugs” hahahaha. therefore, he is a huge douchebag. because he doesnt want foreign invaders to come in and breed like violent terrorist bedbugs. that makes HIM the bad guy.

it also bothers me that these guys go to thailand etc to get a traditional wife. just get a damn russian/eastern euro white wife.

gives a bad look to antifeminist men who want traditional women. all that is great. awesome. the race mixing is not. well this cazes guy could be a J. i just assume he was a hwyte quebecois guy. but he could well be a J. or a mix. i just dont know. he def was not popular with the hwyte canadian gurls!

but becoming a damn aznphile is not a solution to that!

hey i hate modern sluts EVEN MORE than this guy! but i have ZERO interest in asians or any nonwhites!

this guy needed to read less roosh and more daily stormer!

yet these guys will literally read roosh and pick up forums for 5 years and never move past that! like this guy!

i read roosh forum a little bit! its not bad! especially in dealing ith women and the women question! these guys know how to deal with women!

but their whole WELTANSCHAUUNG is degenerate.

and i am so glad to have moved on to a Regenerate Weltanschauung.

also its prob degen to make your living as a super libertarian dark net market owner hehehehe.  its really kind of a jooish thing to do. even if drugs should maybe be legal. and i cant even say that.

i mean its VERY POSSIBLE that legalization of mj is just another step on the semitic stairs of degeneracy along with gay marriage, abortion, feminism, divorce, porn, corn syrup, grrl power, college, marxism, trannies, etc!

i could probably learn to be happy Alone if i developed the power to bang sluts at-will, on-demand, have a stable of sluts, and also made a lot of money. but i would STILL want a traditional wife to have children with.

and my point is, we lowest SMV omegas CANT EVEN PULL DIRTY SLUTS. you can only pull dirty old ugly fat sluts. not young qt sluts! but fat mudshark women of walmart 40 year old sluts with a bunch of mutant shitsprogs!

i may be short and old but i am not fat or ugly! hahahaha.

i am slightly weird looking but i am really not BAD looking!

but this just proves women really dont care about looks as much as they care about you having a tough, masculine, strong, confident personality. and or a large build hehehe.

maybe if i were better at persuading and selling and convincing and arguing and influencing and negotiating, i wouldnt DISLIKE it so much hahaha.

if you pour enough money into ymca programs to help Inner City kids succeed at college and career, the kids who do these programs probably WILL succeed even though they are black. because it doesnt take a genius to do college or to do a career. even the average blacks are capable of it. but most of them wont. but most who do these programs will.

SO WHATS MY EXCUSE? that i didnt have a PROGRAM to GUIDE and DIRECT me?

hehehe kind of hahahahaha.

wow this is a first. this kinda speaks for itself. its the first actual VIDEO anyones ever seen of greg johnson…..and his face has been blurred out. INTERESTING.

i dont understand why he doesnt dox his face. his voice and name is already out there. he goes to events and THOUSANDS of people have seen his face knowing who he is.

i cant even SPECULATE on his motivations here because it will sound liek DRAMA.

its just so weird. he is such a smart guy, good writer, very persuasive, he made a hater out of a nice guy like me hahahaha. but he also needs to address the gay rumors and just show his face already and just proactively END any drama. there’s too much drama surrounding him and he probably has the power to end a lot of it.

theres very little drama surrounding anglin for example.

i would almost possibly be ok with him being gae if he openly announced it.

i mean we know his position on gays is kinda soft so people want to throw him in the bog already.

but honestly greg. you are almost there! just show your face already! i mean do you REALLY have a normie job? i thought he did for a while. i know he was actually a college instructor/prof for a while like 10-15 years ago but i dont think he is any more.

he looks like he could be fairly handsome. dressed nice. definitely huhwhyte. not fat. not jooish. nice hair.

gossipers speculate its because people at the GAE BAR would recognize him and then he would be PROVEN to be gae.

but i mean shit. right now there are haters saying hes done gae porn and hes banged teen boys and all sorts of SLANDER.

although im pretty sure anglin has said some mean things about him….but he’s also said mean things about anglin. i dont know who started it. probably greg hahahaha.

im just excited because this is the closest ive been to seeing gregs face hahaha.

this is some good stuff hehe


I married my husband when he was 45 and i was 25. Neither of us were pure but both of us had lived the prior 4-5 years completely celibate after having been in relationships where we were fornicating…unfortunately. i was looking to join a convent and he was actually looking to join a religious order of brothers….we both just wanted simplicity and wholesomeness. I thought ‘if i cant offer him virginity then i want to be able to offer him something.’ Of course, it was a sacrifice to think that i probably wont grow old with him by my side, because of the age difference, but i am so thankful for every moment with him. We have 2 beautiful children so far, thank God!
I am happy that i can offer him good meals, good company, myself, and a warm and welcome house….and he takes care of us financially. We rent a small but comfortable house.
And btw, he was unemployed when we decided to marry. I could tell the kind of man he was and i knew he would do whatever it took to care for our family….I was right! We have never gone hungry. Now he has been blessed with a very good job and we are actually saving some money. Everyones situation is different, but i cant advise you enough…to put yourself into the hands of Holy Mary and her spouse St. Joseph….i am certain they are the reason my husband and i found eachother.
I hope you find a good woman.
And by the way, dont look for a women with your views, just look for a woman with a good head on her shoulders, who isnt crazy.
You dont need a nazi.
P.s. if you told my husband 3 years ago that he would be married with 2 babies, he would never have believed it. Dont lose hope!

I really hate to white knight but believe me, as a girl that has only had sex in serious relationships you already are a unicorn.


and that is truly sad. we are not looking for a virgin who has never had secs. we are just ideally looking for a woman who has only had secs AS PART OF A RELSHIP. and even THAT is too much to ask. because the joos turned our men into phaggots who could not control our women, so by the time we were old enough to mate, 99% of our women were whores. blame the weak boomer men hahaha.

sven longshanks records an audiobook of benjamin garlands EXCELLENT series/book

but yeah basically EVERY woman has had secs outside of a relship. casual secs. probably with a nonwhite. so so so so disgusting these women are! but its truly not their fault, this is their nature. and i so wish it werent. but they just dont think these things are disgusting.

and i wish they did.

but they never will.

i wish women had been MADE better.

but they weren’t.

and i don’t have to LIKE them.

you’d be stupid TO like them.

they are not likable.

they are disgusting.

but they’re the best we have.

and its prob less degenerate than using artificial wombs.

even though men are better PARENTS than women. i would wager that children of single fathers turn out better than children of single mothers.

i just wish women didnt SUCK at EVERYTHING. that they werent so EASILY RUINED.

its like having another child to take care of, but worse, because they are more destructive and have been given too much power by the joos and by feminized men.

the real bad part is That Woman wasnt THAT bad so i will never find another young woman as good as her wawawawawawawawawawa

god damn casual secs having whores! bitches! sluts! cykas! kurwas! call them what they are! dont call them WOMEN when theyre nothing but a god damn WHORE!

oh anglin this is why i luv him. i wish andrew anglin was a woman so i could marry him hahaha.


Sadly, we’re not there yet. Probably, a lot of people are overly fixated on women and sex, and imagining that they’re going to find some perfect princess at some point. The fact is that you are not going to find any princesses, ever. I’m sorry. The best you are going to be able to do is find a skank that you can get control over. Period.

And while you’re looking for that, it isn’t a sin to have sex with random sluts. Again, that’s an uncomfortable thing to say, but it needs to be said, because guys are going crazy over this.

Yes, the casual sex culture is obviously completely degenerate, everyone knows this. I know it most of all. I am one of the world’s top knowers of that particular fact, I can promise you that.

However, the option of “no sex ever at all” is orders of magnitude worse than the “uncomfortable hook-up sex,” psychologically speaking. If you are not ever having sex at all, then you are going to develop a complex, and you are going to end up deranged. Fact.

Screwing leftist women and then publicly humiliating them and their entire belief system afterward is a great way to kill two birds with one stone.


but yeah i agree 100%. i have though but havent really propagandized the idea that strong 1433 men should publicly bang and shame leftist marxist sluts so that that get the shaming of having been fooked by a RACIST. hopefully with lots of shameful humiliating proof.

you wouldnt do this with innocent low number women who have never had secs outside of a rel. but these women are NOT that. not even close.




july 19


that neverending, disappointing, boring book hahaha.

well its good to FINISH WHAT YOU START.

and its good to say you read it, when you are a card carrying VVN who luvs AH.

but yeah it was overly long and boring and didnt really learn anything or have my eyes opened to anything. other than the book was a lot less evil and deranged and Mad than the joo press would have you believe.

goddamn sluts but this is what women our. we as MEN are FAILING in our RESPONSIBILITY to CONTROL these SLUTS and KEEP THEM IN LINE.

just because i dont know any young women to control is no excuse. i should be going out FINDING young women to control! hahahahaha.

podcast from 2015 with anglin and longshanks re women


but yeah really being a huge omega loser, i dont DESERVE a good women. i GUESS i can hate on basic average women for being such dirty sluts….but i can’t say i DESERVE any BETTER than a dirty slut! i mean they are very WEAK-WILLED women who cant keep their legs closed right? and i am a very WEAK WILLED MAN who can’t STRUGGLE and FIGHT and WORK and EARN anything of VALUE!!!!

i mean im just butthurt that i had a person of great value and lost them very dramatically.

ok fine.

also men are programmed by NATURE to WANT WOMEN.

but yeah it just SUCKS to think that THAT WOMAN was TOO GOOD FOR ME, even though she had fooked at least one black guy. what the hell do I expect? really i deserve an unattractive single mom who has been with MANY black guys. not a solid 25 year old 6.7/10! but rather maybe a 35 year old 5.5/10 is more my League!

yeah im probably not wrong that she WAS out of my league. but just because i didnt deserve to Be With her, DOESNT MEAN that I DESERVED to have muh heart brutally ripped out! she could have sent a person! she could have sent a beta orbiter to deliver the message!

shit if she had a father, maybe the father would have taken pity on me and been like listen. sorry about my daughter. she’s just a dumb gurl and doesnt know how to deal with shit. but this isnt looking good for you man. just give up on her and dont take this too personally.  you’ll find a woman someday. you’re not a bad guy and my daughter is a basket case. besides ive already arranged a marriage for her with andrew anglin hahahaha.

john mccain has brain cancer. well he almost certainly needs to retire but i cant really get HAPPY about a white man getting cancer even if he is technically a ZOG traitor hahaha.  so just retire and hope whoever replaces you is just a little bit better.

july 20

hmm chester bennington from linkin park K’d himself

imho this is more interesting than a rockstar dying of a drug overdose.

but he was probably into drugs. but he was also clearly in despair. and people in enough despair to K themselves, well thats interesting.  as someone who has a lot of despair.

surprise her husband is a whiny wimp. the woman probably cant be saved after writing such bullshit, but thousands of spankings would be a good start.

i mean honestly. did i say that i believed that Total Hwyte Sharia could be carried out by spanking alone? you have to do it right thought.

and i should be the salesmen selling and instructing peopel how to do it right. make spanking instructional videos hehehehe.

and really spend hours talking about and giving workshops on spanking. people NEED to do a lot of talking, thinking and doing if this INCREDIBLY VALUABLE TOOL. its way more than one weird trick to managing your woman.

but yeah it really is mens fault for letting women get out of line.

but that doesnt mean we cant shake our damn heads about how bad women have become.

and that doesnt mean we cant also blame the joos for pushing feminism and terrible (natural) women behavior.

hehehe. what is natural is not always good and WOMEN are the PRIME example of that.

but yeah hwyte men need to STOP joos and STOP women and men have stopped with this necessary STOPPING.



Nonviolently, and Nonillegally hahahahahahahahahaha.

maybe chester bennington k’d himself because he found out his wife did a dubai porta potty hahahahahahahahahahahaha no that is pure speculation. i have no proof whatsoever. i dont even know if his wife was hwyte. i am 95% sure he was hwyte though.  most people who K themselves are.

unfort had a dream last night with That Woman. she only appeared for a minute but i spent the rest of the dream looking for her in a large mazelike house. she invited me into the house and then disappeared and i like an idiot spent the rest of the dream trying to find her. there were a few other omega orbiters trying to do the same. lured into her web hahahaha. where they dont even get eaten by the spider, just waste their whole lives trying to find her again.

it didnt ruin my day thank GOD but its never good to have a dream about her. but she wasnt even that big of a bitch. she was actually a very nice gurl. would not intentionally hurt men like too many women would. welp give a few more years on the c0ck carousel, im sure she’ll get there.


hahahaha. i am the anti white knight. i go up to white knights and say DONT DEFEND HER!!!

sometimes what is natural is as beautiful and right and good and correct as anything could ever be. perfection, beauty, and truth. this is probably what leads us to the Natural Is Always Good Fallacy. because, many times, what is natural IS very very good.

but not all times. and the Nature State of WOMEN is probably the MOST important example of that we should NEVER FORGET.

ooops i was literally going to send andrew anglin a birthday card today but forgot. i can still totally send it tomorrow hehehehehe.  i mean this is literally the only site i read. also i always use literally literally, so dont bitch at me for talking like a bitch.

spanking how to videos would be great, but i would not use a real woman in them, because that would seem degenerate. i would use a pillow or some kind of simulator. otherwise it would seem too much like fetish jooish porn. the idea of a real woman allowing herself to be spanked for the world to see. it’s a PRIVATE and INTIMATE and in a way kind of HOLY RITUAL, somewhat similar to SEX ITSELF. it SHOULDNT be shared with the world, but should be kept behind closed doors with REVERENCE.


i mean you CAN have fun with it; you CAN get some sexual titillation out of it; but just dont TAKE PICTURES of it. just like you shouldnt take pictures of SECS.

i mean i dont think theres much to be demonstrated. just take the woman over your knee and smack her ass with your hand at least 14 times, maybe even 88 times. also a great time to drill propaganda slogans into her, or tell her shes been a BAD GIRL and she’s really disappointed daddy hahahahaha and daddy is not going to LET his girl have an ATTITUDE like a LITTLE BRAT.

oooh heres a question. should you bang the woman immediately after the spanking? man thats tough.

yes: it will reinforce the lesson and the both of you will be chomping at the bit anyway

no: it will reinforce the idea of spanking as a mainly secsual act, and not a sacred ritual of discipline and control; will make it seem like some jooish foreplay fetish, rather than a Standalone Important Ritual.

so i’d say dont bang them EVERY TIME after spanking. i mean they need to learn this isnt a kinky jooish sex fetish. it’s actually about disciplining, controlling, and MANAGING their behavior, FOR REAL. NO JOKE. not everything is about sex. a good father doesnt BANG his daughter after spanking her!

so yeah i’d say dont bang her more than half the times you spank.

this is really the type of stuff id talk about during the videos. the actual physical mechanics are pretty straightforward. just dont do anything too degenerate, like insert brutal dragon dildos in her ass or something. ITS NOT ABOUT SEX. you need to realize that too, and a lot of guys, especially porn watchers, WONT.



i of course mean its not about muh dick, hedonistic, jooish, pornified, getting off secs.

and yeah, right now, in this jooified, pornified world, most people DO associate spanking with SEXY SEX, (and NOT with the holy act of making more holy hwyte babies) so yeah, we have to BREAK that association by NOT banging the woman right after spanking.

one out of three times is ok tho hahahahaha.

yeah it sucks that women have no loyalty.

but did YOU have nearly as much race loyalty before YOU were racially awakened?

yeah but women just dont have ANY loyalty. race or otherwise. and yes it is disappointing. but this is just the way they are. dont hate a cat because it meows hahahaha. dont hate the cat because it K’s the mouse.


but yeah. fook that jooish PORNIFIED MINDSET that says everything needs to be about secs. or everything is SEXY. how can you connect everything to SEX. how can you REDUCE everything to ANIMALS FOOKING. in a hedonistic masturbatory way. like oh i wanna rub muh dick and GET OFF on THIS.

why wouldnt i want to take pictures of the secs. its SECSY and HAWT.

why WOULDNT i want to take the woman right off muh knee after spanking them and then fook them hard? they OBVIOUSLY WANT it. and its HAWT. im GETTING OFF on the idea of spanking them anyway?

well, i admit, a little bit of getting off on the spanking IS ok.

but, just like secs, that is not its PRIMARY FUNCTION. its a BYPRODUCT which, through the help of the joos and their pornified mindset, people have CONFUSED with the primary function.


but what the joos are doing with porn is preying on a NATURAL WEAKNESS while also MAKING A BLASPHEMOUS OBSCENE MOCKERY OF THE SACRED. PROFANING THE SACRED.

the natural weakness is that our animal brains can VERY EASILY focus on the byproduct of secs, ie pleasure, at the expense of the primary function, because the byproduct is so strong, intense, and immediate.

so the joos spring on that, say isnt this fun to get off like this, OH YEAH THATS SO HAWT, OH GAWD I WANNA GET OFF ON THAT.

its very similar to jooish profiteers grabbing shekels selling fatty fast food in abundance. this stuff is very tasty and delicious but too much will turn you into a fat slob.

secs is very pleasurable but forgetting its main purpose will turn you into a degenerate pervert with no self control. a sensualist. a hedonist. a negro. a woman. a CHILD who cant CONTROL themself. a FILTHY ANIMAL. more beast than man!

so thats muh beef with porn. and especially turning the sacred into a sick jooish mockery.

the closest thing to a Sublime Ineffable Religious Experience I ever felt was when i was in luv with a Woman. this wasnt inherently bad, but i SHOULD have been more careful about who I Gave Muh Heart Away to like that. not to sluts who treat secs like jooish hedonist pornography for fun only.

i have sort of moved on from that, to the idea of RACE being muh new religious, transcendent experience. and i think this is much healthier than falling in luv with the wrong women.

but yeah RACE also gets you thinking a lot of Secs as the way beautiful, sacred white lives are created, and the sacred, holy, beautiful thing that bonds a white man and a white woman together in monogamy to create a white family with many children, and perpetuate our beautiful, sacred race. and so you quite RIGHTLY see sex in that perspective as something holy and beautiful, and hate the joos all the more for making a mockery of it with porn. and sorta hate women for playing into that. and all the weak men who watch and ENJOY porn.

you HAVE to stop watching porn. this is non negotiable. it makes you THINK LIKE A JOO. we CANNOT have hwyte people thinking like joos.

heh. the good news is, its actually REALLY EASY to stop watching porn hahahaha. 6 gorillion times easier than finding a decent hwyte waifu! or finding a 30k a year job and selling selling selling yourself and your economic value!

its simple, its easy, its very actionable, its not complicated, its not confused, you JUST DO IT. STOP WATCHING PORN.

its not as complicated as getting a career or getting a woman. well, getting a woman is not complicated, you just BE MASCULINE and BE STRONG but for me the actually TALKING to them is complicated, because i dont really like talking period.  well, not to people at least. cuz you always say the wrong thing and sound awkward and stupid. they wont give you an hour to ramble on to finally make your point completely and perfectly. you will just look like an autistic idiot and be completely misunderstood.

i hate how that woman treated me like i wasnt special at all, and i thought she was very very very special to me. and in the final analysis, i was much more special than that, and she was much LESS special. i mean theres thousands of other women out there just as good/special as her.

whereas i really am kind of a unique special snowflake. how many proud hwyte men are in this area? a couple but not alot hahahaha.

i just hate how normies can be so successful. i guess what i am most jelly of is kids like my colleagues son. just a total normie chad who was handsome and charming and athletic and popular in high school, probably banged gurls in high school, who then gets a stem degree at a good school. i dont think hes an autist virgin supergenius in other words, socially inept and spends his weekends coding. just a total socially adjusted normie who gets a degree and a career associated with neet virgins. but normies do it to. any white man of average intelligence can do it, and that i’m sure he is! and this is the best way for our white men to be, and im jelly im not it hehehe.

in other words, you dont have to be a nerdy virgin in high school getting beat up by The Jocks, so you can become a successful engineer later in life. wait 20 years from now, when the Jocks are Working For the Nerds.

that whole Paradigm is getting outdated for Millennials and later. now you can be a Normie Chad Jock Popular Chad AND a successful engineer. and we should totally encourage this!

an alpha male in every possible way!

this is EXACTLY what we want our young hwyte men to be!

but what about our 30 year old loser hwyte men? who lost their way for a good 5 to 10 years?

i mean a 20 year old kid in a good school in a good stem program pretty much IS guaranteed a good job. even in 2017 and more people getting redpilled on college. welp this is basically the best way to DO college: go to a decent one, get in a good stem program, and make yourself competitive in that program with plenty of extracurriculars and internships and be in the top 10%. 20 year old horny young men really DO need some kind of mature adult male COACH COACHING them through all this. and ideally that coach would be the father. spanking his daughters and coaching his sons.

muh fam had the best intentions and luv but they did not really know how to do the coaching and discipline. i was literally spoiled hehehehe.

can you spank boys to discipline them?

probably. probably. probably a better punishment is Hard Manual Labor like Roofing. or spend a month working in a Restaurant or Call Center. wow that would really be SADISTIC though. its not about sadism. its about a just punishment and really training the child towards good behavior. punishing bad behavior, rewarding good behavior.

i guess part of that involves sort of knowing the weird jooish world your children will be growing up in and realizing it may not be the same as the world you grew up in. may be a hell of a lot more complicated to become a successful adult who can get a 30k a year job and a woman whos taken less than 10 cox.

in 1984, that was 13k a year to equal 30k a year in 2017 dollars.

i was a weird kid though. i kept my bad behavior very secret (drinking alcohol, MJ, watching porn, being a jooish nihilist idiot) and muh good behavior, up to the end of high school at least, was pretty open. like oh he’s a great HS student, he’ll go to a good college and probably be PRETTY successful in life.

Or, Flame out and Crash and Burn. Burn out totally. i would have preferred to Fade Away hahahahahahaha. i burnt out AND faded away hahahaha.

all for a few years of alcohol, MJ, and porn. and a few minutes of making out with gurls. that was the best part. and was not inherently degen like the other stuff i did.

i mean at age 18, 19, 20, 21, i needed the strong iron fist of discipline.

i suppose i h8 da jooz for convincing me and muh fam that all i needed was (((College))) and then I would be all right.

everyone struggles but i seem to struggle and not get anywhere hehehehe.

so i just sort of gave up and resigned myself to a very mediocre life. very neetish.

so of course im jelly of any 20 year old young man who IS well adjusted and who IS on a good path and being steered the right way and is not making any big mistakes.

but yeah again i WAS a HUGE weirdo and i could have easily found a way to fook any situation up.

military, i prob would have K’d self like private pyle.

i like to think i would have been good if i had just not gone away to college, but i could have easily ended up a neet anyway. maybe never completed any degree at all. but at least i wouldnt have the guilt of having had a great opportunity and totally screwing it up. also i prob would have stopped drinking a few years earlier, OR ended up dead or in jail due to drunken driving.

cuz even living with the fam, i found a way to drink too much. hiding booze and also getting raging drunk when i went out with friends.

dunno maybe it would have been easier to get a 25k job with the city or something as a young kid who was in the middle of a degree, rather than aiming for those jobs as 30 year old weirdo with a degree. it just LOOKS WEIRD, and APPEARANCES MATTER a HELL of a lot when its a MANAGER deciding whether or not to HIRE you, for which you DEPEND on them for your LIVING.

so yeah, what people think of you DOES matter, a LOT.

but i was such a stupid rebel, i wouldnt have listened to reason anyway. the only things i LIKED were total jooish degeneracy. i liked only EDGY things. degen drug addict nihilist musicians and rockstars. no redeeming values.

so i was doomed from the start. never outgrew the teen angst.

well thats not true. i def outgrew the degeneracy and nihilism and jooishness. but it seemed to late to really replace that with a successful life. well i mean replacing it with 1433 race obsession was a good, smart move. but you cant make 25k a year being a NEO NATZI!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok see i have just been on this train of thought for the past 2000 words of regret and this is NOT GOOD. i should just stop writing and stop thinking about this because its not getting me anywhere. its not FIXING anything. example of what NOT to do.

i guess you should really get a SALES job at age 16. because everything is sales. convincing employers to hire you. convincing them not to fire you. convincing them youre doing an awesome job. selling yourself. selling your services. arguing with clients and managers and convincing them you are right. and ideally actually being right. selling yourself to women and convincing them youre the toughest badass strongman to walk the face of the earth. everything is sales, persuasion, convincing, arguing.

and yeah i was never good at that. not when i was 15, not when i was 30. and some people are born better than others at it, but its something any average hwyte man can learn to do better. average hwyte men can totally be middle class successful men with good jobs and good wives. they just need to keep the eyes on the prize and not screw up and not go astray. not party too much, not be too degenerate, get good at talking to people and arguing with them, get really good at something that is worth something to the richers. and then be tough. be strong.

banging a hooker or better a slut by age 18 if you havent already had the ideal of banging a young decent girl who will be your young wife, would prob be a good thing and teach you a very valuable lesson about women. namely, they are all whores and dont be a damn white knight supplicating beta hahaha. unless you found a good one by that age, then go ahead and get married.

spend as much time with people who are currently, actively successful, and get right in there alongside them as they do the things they do well. see how they make money and respect and success. you will hopefully develop a taste for that respect and success.

i didnt really hang out with people that were really successful winners. just hung out with some young kids like me. most of them went on to be successful normies! but so much of my time socializing i was drunk and or on MJ and couldnt have a coherent, meaningful conversation with people about How To Build a Successful Life through Education, Experience, Career, Mentors, Role Models.

i sort of thought that muh drinking and MJ were kinda maybe a problem. i knew i was using them to escape or hide or numb something. namely to avoid dealing with Life Itself in all ways. other people didnt do this. they just drank with their friends to have a good time and party and then 90% of the time i did not see them, they were being good productive normies.

it was good that i had friends and hung out with them regularly…..but i needed to not be drunk or MJ every time i hung out with them!

and then i had muh MJ friends where getting ridiculously blazed on MJ was itself a central point of us hanging out. we had a lot of fun but we really werent doing anythign that would HELP us in the long term.

well he did all right, makes good money, got a white wife, has white baby, hopefully more white babies. never really knew his wife but she is white and they have been pretty solid for like 10 years so hope it stays that way and she doesnt woman out. the guy is pretty masculine so he should be ok.

but i could just use him as an excuse to keep doing MJ because he did more MJ than I ever will, yet is also way more successful with women and jobs! funny thing is, he was not a particularly strong salesman hehhehe.  but the brute strength and toughness was enough to build a decent life all while doing pounds of MJ hahahahaha.

i was butthurt i couldnt drink ANY alcohol or do ANY MJ without going off the deep end.

i can live with no more alcohol, though it would be nice to get drunk like a NORMIE every once in a while, party a little bit during the summer, etc. ok fine thats not meant for me. ok fine. the mj bothers me more because every day i think about it and want to use it.

what made me stop using alcohol was Real World Consequences for it. like, blatant, and not just Missed Opportunities “passive” stuff, opportunity cost, etc.

in other words, i would have to be ARRESTED for MJ in order to make up my mind to never use it again.

and i really dont want to be in that position. i mean i fully intend to do MJ again some day. in a way i definitely do NOT intend to do alcohol again. unless i get a decent job and a decent wife. that was pretty much my litmus test for ever being able to drink again. to be a successful, respectable, proud hywte male adult. i realize that may never happen.

sheeeeit if i were motivated like, damn i better become a succesful adult as quickly as possibly just so I can DRINK ASAP…..well then whatever it takes to get motivated and DO THAT would be good.  so either i really dont WANT to drink, or i dont want to work hard like a maniac. its really kind of both.


july 13

so this is some good antigae propaganda when your shitlib acquaintances say THEYRE NORMAL PEOPLE JUST LIKE US hehehehe

only anon.toing because i dont want my blog to be a damn trackback comment. the content of his blog is prob good. an ex-gay who had a real come to jesus moment and turned his life around.

every saint has a past and every sinner has a future hahahahaha.

so i wonder. these women with all these gay male friends, how degen are these gays? i knew a couple of gays that did not engage in this sort of stuff and were Normal People Like You And Me. and then i was like, wew, now that i know a real life gay person, i can see they arent degen bug chasing monsters having anonymous orgies every night in bath houses and truck stops and public mens rooms!

well i think i just got lucky and met the 40% or less portion of gays who dont do that stuff.

like the “MODERATE MUSLIMS” and “MODERATE WOMEN”, these “MODERATE GAYS” need to LOUDLY and VOCALLY DISTANCE themselves from the large number of extremists.

weev on the krypto report (azzmador) july 2017


MSM = Men who have Secs with Men hehehe. nice alternate word for gaes or phaggots or sodomites or perverts.

so coffee is a “diuretic” and drinking too much will dehydrate you. so what about tea?  i seem to Urinate even MORE when drinking TEA.

yeah the main thing that bothers me about Uncle M1kk0 is that he is very talented and smart, but he hangs out with degenerate artists, is too interested in degenerate art, and isnt repentant about it AT ALL.

none of us is perfect. we all have a past. but by god i admit that what i did in the past was WRONG and im ASHAMED of it and i hope ive REPENTED. nothing like that from him.

i mean just come out and call a spade a spade. call degeneracy degeneracy. unless you just dont want to STOP WATCHING PORN.

and i think PORN is inherently different and worse than drugs. porn is inherently jooish and involves degrading at least one other person. drugs are just an inanimate object and, consumed in MODERATION, really is not degrading at all.

july 14

ok. day off. up at 10 am. had mini social thing yesterday which was nice. had to cut back on these due to peoples work schedules which is good for their money making (my own not so much) and bad for my limited social activity.

today would like to do some Official Sunbathing because it is sunny. some clouds but not major.

1040 am. want to be productive hwyte man on day off. did 14 pushups hehehe intend to do some more throughout the day. pushup are the single best exercise you can do.

doing laundry, about 25 minute left on wash, then dry.

want to go to store after Sunbathing hehehe and get usual weekly grocery shopping done.

plan to listen to the weev and azzmador show during the sun bathing session. see link above hehehe.

its amazing how a person leaving can leave such a VOID in your life, when they are just off degrading themselves, as women often do, into being a disgusting negro fooking whore doing absolutely ungodly things. THIS person left a VOID? this VILE TRASH was meaningful enough to recognize their absence for even a SECOND?

bbbbbut she wasnt VILE TRASH.

no she wasnt but she is gone diddly one so….IT DOESNT MATTER.

but it DOES matter! to ME!

ok fine yes it DOES matter. but that doesnt change the outcome. She is Gone Diddly One and will NEVER come back. it’s kind of like Accepting The Finality Of Death.  BEcause thats what it is. She is Dead to Me and I am Dead To Her. The End Forever.

Yes that is intense and SHOULD take at LEAST a YEAR to get over. not immediately jumping into bed with your next BF On Deck.

these fooking IDIOTS.

but this is what nature intended. i just wish nature could have intended for them to be a LITTLE Better and Smarter. I mean come on. did they really HAVE to be so shitty? i dont think so.

but Thankfully nature also made them gullible, malleable, manipulable, so that we can TRAIN them and CONTROL them into something good. but thats not easy either. it takes a truly strong and bold alpha man to do that.  only 20% of men can do this hehehe.

but the good news is that you can train yourself to become one of those top 20%.

for someone who was consistently in the top 10% of School up until age 18, this seems totally doable.

but to someone who is consistently in the BOTTOM 10% of achievers and money makers and success AFTER age 21, it seems FOOKING IMPOSSIBLE.

and its just so weird and sad and devastating to have such a DRAMATIC change in a person during probably THE most important, formative period of your life. During the most important years of your life, the peak of your youth, you transform from a Top 10% Winner, to a Bottom 10% Loser. HOW THE FOOK DOES THAT HAPPEN? AND WHAT CAN YOU DO ABOUT IT????

LETS FIND OUT hahahahahaha.

i mean 3-4 years is a good chunk of time and a lot of little things happened and it was a snowball effect. at this point it is monday morning quarterbacking hahahahaha.

the more relevant question to me and people like me, is how do we FIX it.

yeah it IS important to know how it happens and how to PREVENT it….this would be hugely important for 15-16 year old boys.

but thats over half a lifetime ago hahahaha.

also want to trim beard to level 1 today.

maybe charge batteries of stuff like phone and etc.


yeah want to get a good number of pushups in today.

and some hardcore Fasting until Dinner hehehe which will prob be a bigass dinner.

and then ideally a nice long powerwalk after dinner. while puffing a footlong MJ hahahaha and listening to good music.

doing a bunch of audio/podcast prep right now hahaha. basically truncating, tempo, compressing, dividing into 10 minute chunks if needed. stuff like MW, georgie boy, mike enoch scandza speech, azzmador and weev, couple of older anglin with carolyn yeager interviews, the more recent weev videos i havent already watched.

still got 50 pages left to read of MK. its gonna happen and i am trying to read a few pages or listen to 10 minutes every day. it takes 130 minutes of audiobook to cover 50 pages. DAMN.

i mean its basically 35 hours to listen to the whole book. probably can read it quicker. or not.

every hour, do as many pushups as you can at that time. push yourself but try not to pull any muscles.

repeat every 3 days and then you will be strong and will be able to pull 6/10’s. bang them mercilessly, ungently, unnicely, and then you will be able to level up to 6.5/10s hahahahahaha

ok so today i am getting kinda serious with that once an hour thing. do 14 pushups, then 12, then 11, then 10, then 9 hahahaha.

also “fasting all day” until dinner so energy seems kinda low right now at around 3 pm. maybe attempt powernap. was moderately productive earlier at least. well. thats arguable. i was productive….but prob not enough. did some things, but not ENOUGH things.

oh well its better than a negro or a neckbeard or a neet hahaha.

2 hours later

well laid down and got a powernap in. laid down for like 1 hour and 20 minutes but certainly didnt sleep for more than 15. got up when Recorded Sales Call called.

anyway it totally helped. slightly higher energy, slightly less Hungry. before i was so low energy i didnt even want to Neckbeard on the Internet, playing cards, writing, reading .

ok ate huge dinner. it was delicious.

it takes 35 hours to read MK. you should really set aside at least 2 months to do it. is it worth it? honestly not really hahahaha. now im just doing it to finish what i started. but it is worth proudly displaying it on your home bookshelf. but actually reading it is not very fun. GLR’s WP is much much more fun. or david duke my awakening. i am happy and thankful to now own all 3 books. cant beleive it took me till 2017 to do that. but i didnt make any money in 2016 ehehehehe so i could not justify buying books or anything.

i would take online classes if i could only take one at a time, and they were at least 15 weeks long rather than accelerated ~8 week courses. and that they were under 100 dollars a credit hour. and that i could get an actually useful masters degree and reference letter from the professors saying how i am in the top 10% of the class and deserve a 30k a year job.

all the online classes ive seen are less than 10 weeks. even for a 3 credit class this is way too much.

also if you have a job, you have to study and do homework for your job so you can supplement your productivity and learn to do your work faster. you dont have time for SCHOOL. 40 hours of work a week takes ABSOLUTELY EVERYTHING out of you. you cant even go grocery shopping, let alone do FAMILY stuff, raise CHILDREN, take care of your house, do HEALTH related stuff, do SOCIAL stuff, or go to SKOOL. all you can do is study work related stuff, do work from home, do MJ, and sleep, sweet sweet sleep.

ok that is more black pill than necessary hahaha. i dont do workstudy or homework at home any more. i leave the work at work hahahahaha. which i absolutely did not and COULD not do with muh last job.

caffeine does make you urinate but the water in coffee and tea does count for your hydration.



july 11


It is virtually impossible to find a woman who is a virgin after age 15 these days. I can say with little doubt that you have a .01% chance of ever marrying a woman who has not slept with or sucked on at least 3-5 guys before you. Society is entirely too corrupted and morals are entirely too inverted for you to find a virginal woman. Therefore, holding virginity up as the ultimate standard that women need to meet in order to be with you is going to result in you remaining alone for the rest of your life.

I have struggled with dealing with a woman’s sexual history many times before. When I was 18 it almost drove me to madness, and I practically wrecked a relationship I had with a beautiful, huge-tittied, blue eyed girl that was racially conscious and amenable to White Nationalism (she has since married and reproduced with some other White guy). I know what it’s like to obsess over how many dicks your girl has had in her mouth, believe me.

I would set the standard a little lower. Not a virgin? That’s fine, but have you ever done anything sexual whatsoever with a nonwhite (J00s included)? Have you ever taken it up the ass with anyone? Have you ever been pissed/shat on? Have you ever been DPed? If the girl answers “No” to all of those, I deem her a keeper. Even in this age of POZ, one should still be able to expect at least THAT degree of purity.

END QUOTE from DS, see link where it says 7h


I think that quote is very apropos to a happy valentines gay For You. hahaha.

i’m pretty much 100% agree with that guy. finding a virgin is impossible. we have to take some concessions. the only thing i would add is, how high of a number are you willing to go? i mean yeah, mudsharking, race mixing, ass blasting, all the things he mentions are all dealbreakers. but only 3 to 5 guys? i mean methinks he’s still being too demanding!

all women have taken it up the ass!

all women have well over 5 partners!

all women have race mixed at least once!

besides, i race mixed with a joo, so…..

so what. then i HAVE to permit that muh wife race mixes with one joo. big fookin deal. i can live with a woman fooking one joo boy, rather than fooking 10 negros or arabs.

mainly because joos are the most white looking nonwhite race. when i first met the joo slut i fooked, i thought she was white. she had pale white skin and like fooking blue or green eyes!

over the years i learned that yes some joos do look like this.

i mean this was the perfect example of ashkenazim mixed with a decent amount of white. i would have liked to see HER 23 and me!

im ecstatic i never had god forsaken mischling babies with her…..but i still didnt fook her as many times as i wanted. because i got dumped for being a needy, feelsy beta bitchboi who liked her too much. she wasn’t that likable to be liked THAT much. it was just the oxytocin. “just.” i mean this is totally NATURES WAY to help me bond to someone, and that “infatuation” could have TOTALLY been the start of a long term thing. i wanted it to be!

so yeah thats why i dont discount “infatuation.” NATURE INTENDS for infatuation to be the First Step To True Luv.

anyone who discounts infatuation is a slut who has taken too many cox, been infatuated too many times, burned out all their oxytocin, and can no longer become infatuated OR LUV anyone ever again, so they are just JELLY. THEY HATIN. on some level they know they will never feel those feels ever again.

they will always find some way to make you question, doubt, say, do i really want to accept this. like maybe shes only taken it up the ass from one guy…..but she was a crazy butt slut with him and he fooked her 5000000 times in the ass.

there will always be SOMETHING where you say, that is fooking DISGUSTING and DEGENERATE. am i REALLY willing to accept that in my wife, the mother of my children? then while you are debating it, she will dump you and then you will be devastated and think YASSS YASSS I AM WILLING TO TAKE THAT, NOW PLEASE JUST COME BACK, and she never will, and it will take you 3 years to get over her. then you will be a 40 year old man making 12k a year with no retirement, health care, anything hehehe.

well she was only with one or two black guys.

she only had one or two abortions.

she only made one or two sex tapes.

she only has one or two stupidass tattoos.

she only cheated on one or two guys.

she only totally devastated one or two guys.

i mean this is what women ARE and you cant be butthurt about it! you just have to find the needle in the haystack and then PHYSICALLY RESTRAIN her from….what? from doing WHAT NATURE INTENDED?

WEll, nature can intend one of two things. The natural path is a spectrum. on one end of that spectrum is total selfish negro bullshit, which women will NATURALLY gravitate to without supervision and direction.

when given direction, women will NATURALLY gravitate to the Healthy Natural Way Of Women: being loving, nurturing wives and mothers.

similarly, men can either be lazy, shiftless, muh dickin hedonistic fat negros stuffing their faces and lazing around all day, OR they can be proud, hard-working, masculine, tough men, good husbands and fathers.

both the good and the bad ways are natural.

i guess its comforting that there even IS a natural good way, and not just one way. natural bad hahahaha. so take solace in that white pill hahahahaha.

RAC influenced black metal?

really i just want something that is as high quality as vapaudenristi but with damn english lyrics. not sure if you can or should combine BM and RAC. i mean even MA doesnt do that in Vap, he just has a separate BM band hahahaha.

sniper is another rac band from finland which vap did a GREAT cover of. i guess sniper has maybe 50% of their albums in english and it is safe to say that they are an influence of vap.

juyl 12

mike e posts his 23 and me, shows 0.0% jooish. i didnt think he was anyway but i think its a good faith bona fide thing to do…..and not a moment too soon hehehe. i mean was that really SO HARD?

mike e at scandza forum.

did greg j not go to this? perhaps he was disinvited.

mike enoch, mill woes, and others gave speeches. looks like pretty good quality here. video and hopefully audio. no reason not to be. but 80% of the enoch speeches ive heard have been not great quality. which sucks because he is a great speaker. both in content and delivery. i wish anglin or weev did stuff like this. it does make a difference.

or maybe it only makes a difference to ME because i have a personal preference for Live Speeches.

yeah well there is also great Real Life Social Networking happening at these conferences.

nice hahaha

so now anglin is sort of commenting on the case and saying that he is living in nigeria hahahahahahahahahahaha. im guessing his lawyer said it was ok to lie about that because when this first happened anglin was not saying a single damn word. getting pretty excited for his day in court hahahaha.

ideally i would like to see him get up in front of the national news cameras every single day and make inflammatory, public anti-joo speeches in front of the courthouse until every person in the US knows who he is. and he becomes The Leader of the alt right, or the vvn movement, or whatever.

i would like to bang that gersh in a milf sort of way though. no not in a violent Raepey way, law enforcers, just saying she is a total 6.5/10 and that i deffo would bang. if given the consensual opportunity hahaha by the poor persecuted victim gersh.

i mean how do you like that SMUG look on her face in the damn CNN-produced video???!!?!?!?!

hey kid, theres a free xbox for you inside this oven, HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA classic.

see i wish MA didnt do degenerate shit like this. this is from around oct 2016. well he’s not technically doing the painting.

its a ridiculous “art” piece where one side of the vinyl is MA’s noise project grunt, and the other side is a hand drawn painting by one of his artist buddies, and this artist demands that the submitted photo be a human face covered in male sperm, or female juices, and that the photo should be of the sender, or taken by the sender. then the artist paints a painting of the photo of the sperm covered face on side B of the vinyl.

i guess we are making the statement that “YOUR GF IS A GOD DAMN DIRTY PORNO WHORE” and all women are whores that are just as dirty and filthy as the porn produced by the joos.

yeah well i disagree. i dont agree at ALL that hwyte women are anywhere nearly as inherently degenerate as the porn that joos produce.

this is the type of thing i would have to have a long conversation with MA about. and also i probably could not convince him.

who’s that woman? is that MA’s GF? (i notice he has a ring on his finger.) i would not want to defile my GF like that. how would he respond to that statement? well, humans are inherently defiled. we are just defiled bags of flesh and its really no defilement at all to use our FACES as a JIZZ RAG. this is what nature intended. nature intended nothing.

so thats a little NIHILISTIC for me and i cannot support it at all, in fact, its downright JOOISH. this POWER ELECTRONICS shit is possibly the MOST jooish thing i have ever seen, even more than porn. it is like porn stripped of ANY ATTEMPT AT TITILLATION. and that’s probably the point. so maybe it IS making the implicit judgment that porn SHOULDNT be titilating?

so you just stare at ugly defilement and say IT IS WHAT IT IS?

no, in my Weltanschauung, you make an EXPLICIT CONDEMNATION of this. you DONT show it. you DO show and glorify pictures of hwyte wimmin in hwheat fields. that would be an acceptable painting MIKKO.

a guy with a nationalist RAC project SHOULD KNOW BETTER.

and i think that represents his MATURE adult side. whereas this power electronics is his EDGY IMMATURE ADOLESCENT side. but its also jooish, whether he knows it or not, and i’d really like him to put it permanently in the past.





thats the thing, is that i am TERRIBLE at SELLING things to people. convincing them to dump the old and get with the new. dump your old degenerate ideas and replace them with new, good, regenerate ideas.  stop even THINKING about faces covered in sperm and start thinking about having CHILDREN with your WIFE. if he had CHILDREN this would go a long way to fixing him IMHO.  he NEEDS to have CHILDREN.

bbbbbut what if he already DOES?

i would bet small money that he does not tho.

this is the closest thing i have to a Celeb Crush hahaha. well, i also have this for Anglin and Weev.

also the fact that MA still does shit like this in 2016 tells me that he is not a regular reader of daily stormer hahahaha. and he SHOULD be. or TRS. or stormfront. shit or richard spencers alt right dot com. shit how about counter currents. greg had kind of a scandal recently but counter currents is still classic. outside of greg’s drama, CC is GREAT reading.

i think he spends more time Creating and Working On Musical Art than reading stuff like that.

so i would advise him, less power electronics edgyness, and more vapaudenristi regeneracy. get into THAT mindset.

READ daily stormer hehehe. The Three Words hehehehe.


listen to me making podcasts where i narrate epic DS BBS threads HAHAHAHA.

sniper. the finnish rac band sniper appears to be a very catchy, fun, decently-produced hwyte power band hahahaha and a good band to continue with when wanting to branch out from vapaudenristi.

i mean sniper is very explicit about it. you have to be to call your album “HAIL THE HWYTE RACE” hahahahahaha. i mean there is nothing ambiguous about that, and i don’t want there to be!

its just weird to have someone who makes great nationalist music, but its hard to tell exactly what the lyrics say, but its hard to get a measurement of where he is on his journey exactly, because he still does shit no fully aware hwyte hwarrior would do. they wouldnt even THINK of ASSOCIATING themselves with degenerate Transgressive Art.

so i don’t understand the Power Electronics Aesthetic. and there is an aesthetic.

there’s something hwyte about it in the sense of it seems to be hwyte people showing What Happens When Whytes are Infected By Jooish Degeneracy, in the most Ugly, Painful, Starkest Way. Like here we are, suffering and dying of this moral, spiritual CANCER. isn’t this grim AF.

like, people who are so far in the depths of despair they dont even recognize that they are despairing. they just accept and observe the despair and say it is what it is.

i dont agree with this at all. will never understand it. don’t want to understand it. kind of like i will never understand or want to understand noise music. which, not coincidentally, overlaps hugely with power electronics. which is basically a subgenre of noise i guess.

there are way more productive things for whites to do with their time and energy. like blogging or playing vidya hahaha.

so women let themselves be treated like porn whores. NO SHIT. women can be manipulated into ANYTHING. you can take the virgin girl next door and videotape her prolapsing every orifice in her body while stabbing her own newborn baby to death over and over in the face with a stiletto heel. women will let themselves do the most defiled and EVIL shit.

theres no point in SHOWING it. you dont need to show it to know it. if anything, you should be promoting propaganda that encourages MEN to STOP women from going down this horrible evil road.

what GOOD does it do? even drugs and junk food serve a hedonistic good. wheres the reward system for Pure Degradation unless you are a true Sociopath?? I mean it makes more sense to make Amateur PORN out of Normie Girls with Jizz on their Faces – and tons of this IS made – than to make edgy outsider “art” out of it.

shit these outsider artists probably watch their share of actual pornography too.

well dont! STOP WATCHING PORN! and your edgy outsider art wont be so pornified!

i mean it doesnt even make sense to jerk off to this stuff the way peopel jerk off to porn. its as if the POINT is just to gaze at it and Savor The Degradation, not to be Actively Stroking Yourself tyring to Get Off on the Hottest Possible Video or picture. but to stroke your chin while stroking yourself slowly with no intention of even getting off.

i dont pretend to be an expert on it. it is very niche obscure esoteric shit and i probably DONT understand it. but i DO know that there’s never a good reason to show or look at pictures like this. there’s no excuse. not even for a normie masterbater. its specifically BY and FOR totally FOOKED UP PEOPLE.

and its NOT GOOD to be FOOKED UP. UNFOOK YOURSELF. dont make your identity about being a FOOKED UP FOOKUP. youre BETTER than that.

i mean you could almost compare to to TOTALLY taboo shit like incest, pedophilia, necrophilia, bestiality. and uhhhh im pretty sure some of that shit DOES get covered in power electronics.


i mean this isnt the end of the world that this one guy does some questionable degenerate things. WE ALL DO. im sure plenty of holier than thou hwyte hwarrior types have things they want to keep in the closet.

well hes not keeping it in the closet though.  and he doesnt Clearly Condemn Degeneracy how i would like him to.

i mean some of us still do degenerate shit but at least we KNOW its degenerate and hopefully feel GUILTY about it and try to Fix It!

or we dont, and think we’re a special snowflake and can get away with it because excuses. morally lazy hahahahaha.

for example, my desire to do MJ.

and then i say, doing MJ a few times a week is not NEARLY as degenerate as intentionally gazing into a nihilistic abyss of despair and degradation, and sociopathically enjoying degadation for degradations sake. i mean its kinda like a damn jooish sex fetish! like sadism or humiliation!

its INHERENTLY jooish to have any sort of FETISH! turning SEX into some weird fetish thing. porn does it, PE kinda does it. i dont think jerking off to Thoughts of you having Normal Secs with an attractive woman really does it.

i mean way to take something NATURAL and GOOD and turn it into something WEIRD and BAD. gee I WONDER WHO COULD BE BEHIND THIS.



june 24 2017

note to self and others trying to keep track of calories and weight: just like you can vastly underestimate peanut butter, you can vastly underestimate regular butter! for example, 1 tblsp is 14 grams. i used the scale to measure out my “normal” heaping scoop of butter for muh coffee or bread and it was really like 2 tblsp i am using every time. DAMN.

but yeah i think regular butter is prob better than peanut butter in terms of calories per gram hahahaha.

so right now i am drinking a large coffee with 21 grams of butter in it. 1.5 tblsp.  135 calories of butter.

i am fully in support of meeting women by going to semi-formal Dancing Lessons. like, where adults go to learn how to do traditional Partner Dancing, preferably with minimal degeneracy and maximum tradition. something like “ballroom dancing” or even “salsa” or “tango.” basically something that doesnt involve hip hop or twerking or something. now at least half of these women will go out twerking with negros every week because they just “luv to dance”, but 40% of them wont, they prefer traditional actual dancing rather than rubbing their ass on brown cochs.

like going to churches to “wife shop”, i totally support the tactic of going to these dancing groups to wife shop.

i would do it but i am still too  ashamed of muh job status that i know i shouldnt even be TRYING to meet new women yet. and when i met THAT woman i wasnt TRYING to meet new women at all, because i was similarly aware of my super low status.

i know my low value and at this point would only AIM for low-value women, ie tinder sluts with daddy issues and probably high-number mudsharks, single moms.

basically i gotta make at least 30k a year before i am worthy of traditional virgin waifus hahahaha.

so any woman who says she is a geek, surprise, has no fookin idea what she is talking about. for that matter im not a geek either because i am desperate for female attention hahahaaha.  but at least i know it!

also i dont give a damn about technology, i hate technology because it always fooks up for no understandable reason.

pizzagate guy on DS tells a long story. i guess he himself was getting “groomed”

older DS antiporn thread with 500 comments

video anglin recommended, black pigeon

so i dont watch porn anymore and im so glad i dont, and the haters wont beleive when i say it doesnt even tempt me, i dont WANT to watch it. i WANT to convince other men to stop watching it.

i wish it were as easy to quit other vices! like i still WANT to smoke MJ, even though i havent touched it in like 10 months!

but i’ll take the value add from the noporn hehe. just such a good thing. jsut dont watch porn for 30 days. how hard is this???!!?!?!

i mean i am not really a social guy, but just hearing guys casually talk about watching porn, im just thinking, why even watch it at ALL. and now you’re making it clear that you watch it several times a week, and its unthinkable to think of jerking off WITHOUT watching porn.

thats crucial. guy thinks, welp im horny and want to jerk off, BETTER LOOK AT SOME PORN.

NO! just jerk off WITHOUT the degenerate porn.

jerking off is only slightly degenerate. looking at porn is HIGHLY degenerate. but its SO EASY, so available. i guess like casual sex is for women! but in a way, its even more degenerate. well, thats debateable. i dont think a pathetic neet virgin who has watched years of porn is as degen as a 25 year old slut who’s taken 20 casual cox and was giving BJ’s the high school boys at age 15.  or 14. or 13. or 12. or 11. it just gets worse!

yeah butter is about as bad as peanut butter. dont be fooled.  jsut put cottage cheese in your coffee instead HAHAHAHA

bbbbut she exercises and cares about being in good shape and succeeds in that! so she deserves to have rich betas finance her vacations so she can fook black and brown cox across the world.

Saving the Best

hubby finds wifes college gangbang vidya hehehehe

archive of it

great great shit. my goal is basically to combine super red pill manosphere shit with 1433 VVN. 14 words is the EndGoal, Hardcore Game is the means. also, dont get married to sluts who have done gangbang videos but were prudes with you and told you they have only been with 1 or 2 guys. use your game skills to find a VIRGIN.


why the fook would she have a video like this laying around? why the fook would she allow such a video to be taken? why would she participate in a degen orgy?





hehehehe. when i use headings like that, thats how you know i am propagandizing. ideally i would be giving a passionate public speech and saying this to a group of men who were getting very fired up.

MUCH weaker in every way: physically, intellectually, and ESPECIALLY emotionally and morally.

so i say, use Game to Bang tons of casual sluts, until one day you find a decent 18 year old virgin, then put some babies in her.

so how can you TELL if a woman is a virgin? its tricky i admit but i think it can be done.

it really helps if you have known her since she was young.

just assume all women are dirty n>20 sluts until proven otherwise. you’ll have a BETTER LIFE.

This would be the niche i would fill. have the first fully 1433 VVN Game/PUA site hahahaha. its really a GREAT idea.

we would not ENCOURAGE degeneracy. we would ENCOURAGE finding a decent woman and having babies with her. and teach you how to inspect and investigate women to determine if they are decent, or just lying whores.

and also to use secs as a Shaming Weapon to teach them to stop being such goddamn shameful sluts. like, get RIGHT ABOUT to stick it into the eager slut, then pull a 180 and be like, you disgusting shameful whore. no decent man would ever want you. enjoy your lonely life of gradually shittier men as your looks fade, you hit the wall, and you look with bitther butthurt jealousy upon women who did the right thing, and got married and had children early.  then leave.

BUT, IF, WHEN you are just starting out, you decided to bang 2 or 3 of these sluts before shifting into your Super Shaming Exit Speech, we would forgive you!

so that would be the MO of my 1433 Game site.

also you could, instead of fookign the gurl, just spank her for like 4 hours straight and spank the mantra into her: “DONT BE A SLUT. DONT BE A SLUT. MARRY A BORING NICEGUY. DONT BE A SLUT. NOBODY LIKES A SLUT. DONT BREAK YOUR FATHERS HEART.” and so on. bonus points if you DONT fook the girl, just give her a spanking for 4 hours.

so thats my angle. thats my pitch for my value add. i think its pretty good. i dont see anyone else doing this.

this is perfect. its literally pua/game WITHOUT THE DEGENERACY, towards a nondegenerate 1433 goal, and actively training women away from bad behavior! perfect!

you could leave a flyer to muh website as you leave.

not all women, but its an understatement to say the huge majority.

person on DS

so yeah. this is my official position. learn game so you get real good at seducing women. when you get to secs, dont actually stick in it, but leave and say UNLESS YOU REPENT FROM BEING A DEGENERATE WHORE, YOU’LL NEVER GET A DECENT MAN TO GIVE YOU CHILDREN. YOU ARE A HORRIBLE HUMAN BEING. REPENT AND CHANGE YOUR HORRIBLE WAYS.

after you have Converted 3 sluts into good women, you get to marry a decent woman.

BUT you see the error here. you cant just undo those cochs. well simple, the REHABILITATED sluts would go to niceguys and beta males like me hahaha..  and you, as the alpha male, would get true virgins who NEVER WERE sluts to begin with.

so theres like 30 chapters of mein kampf. say you got 30 guys on DS to agree to read 1 chapter apiece. you could have an audiobook done of the whole book in 1 day. assuming they will be following quality standards basically regarding microphones and reading in a good voice.

basically, use a 30 dollar microphone and read with some intonation/modulation in your voice. try to sound the least bit excited about uncle adolf’s plan for a better world hahaha.

and really all we need are like chapters 7 to 11 of volume 2.

how to get a woman to be honest about how many guys shes fooked: maybe get her drunk. spank her until she agrees to take a POLYGRAPH, or agrees to go to a HYPNOTIST. better yet, learn to HYPNOTIZE her yourself. oh god how have i not thought about this?

SPANKING AND HYPNOSIS!!!!! those are the two pillars of good Wife Game hahahahaha.

you know why guys care how many guys you fooked? because it MATTERS. guys like to know you think they’re SPECIALLY, not just another coch on the coch carousel. women just dont feel the same way about men. well MAYBE they do, but its EVEN MORE IMPORTANT to them that they know they’re not picking a LOSER. that they are picking a man OTHER women want too.

men don’t NEED to worry about picking a WOMAN other men want….because ALL 25 year old, 6/10 and above women have a LOT of male attention. WAY more than a 25 year old male 6/10 gets female attention.

women pretend not to know this, but implicitly they understand it. even if they THINK they DONT. they just never took a MINUTE to THINK about it.

like i said, they are not intellectually/cognitively/mentally nearly on the same level as men.



the same that you dont set adult standards for CHILDREN.


im harping on this so much so you get the picture.

the WQ is INSANELY important because most of us dont DIRECTLY deal with the J…..but its through our WOMEN that the J most strongly affects us. our women are degenerate and jooed and THAT affects us TREMENDOUSLY, EVERY DAY.

similar with our jobs/careers.

we prob dont see joos every day unless we ourselves are winner top 8% middle class, but we see the jooish ROT every day in our women and our JOBS.

well, that and the jooish “entertainment” people consume without realizing its jooish and degenerate! tv, vidya, sports. reddit.

this is one of the worst websites ever hehehe i thought they were closing down soon due to lack of funds. i hope so!

these nonwhite antiwhites are so patronizing and condescending, they disrespect the whites who are trying to show solidarity with them, because theyre doing it wrong, and theyre white. they just hate whites. and these whites are pathetic as fook.

the “POCs” get offended when the antiracist whites Cry White Tears at the stories of horrible White Oppression of POC. then they’re making the focus their discomfort over their VIOLENCE that THEIR WHITENESS CAUSES and NOT about the pain that POCs has suffereed BECUASE OF THEIR WHITENESS!!! so if you ry white people tears, LEAVE THE ROOM becuase you are being a BAD ALLY!

good thing i dont even pretend to not be a racist! I’m a huge racist!

but yeah this is well know as one of THE most annoying leftist sites on the whole internet.

june 25

too bad OP is a total ridiculous autist, he started off with a good point. then he got too ridic as the thread went on.

so i was thinking, you could have conversations with people without anxiety or autism by simply asking them the TOP TEN MOST ASKED QUESTIONS in normal conversation:

how are you?

how is your day?

what did you do this past weekend?

what are you doing this upcoming weekend?

how is your family?

give me a detailed account of all of the guys youve fooked, in a month-by-month breakdown. like in may 2017 i was fooking dray and and dontravious, then in june 2017 i was still fooking dontravious, but not dray any more, and I added tyrone and marshawn to the mudmix.

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this month-by-month is useful because then the woman cant just say she was “casually dating a couple guys from tinder for the next few months.”

well of COURSE she can still LIE. this just tells her that you KNOW what a dirty slut she is, that you’re not gonna just lay down and accept her lost weekend bullshit.

only with women, its several lost months, filled with a smorgasbord of cox.

heh. just ordered “MY AWAKENING” by DAVID DUKE, the hardcover book. 26 dollars.

i mean this really IS an important book, it was technically important in Redpilling ME a few years ago. in the audio version. but would be good to have a physical copy to loan to receptive Men. of which i know none hahaha. but i figure if i have to have MK, then I have to have MA, which i have been thinking might in some ways be the more powerful book! regarding normie outreach, which isnt to say it isnt immensely good for Preaching to the Choir as well!

women are about as degenerate as flaming homos or transsexuals. meaning, EXTREMELY degenerate.  WOMEN are the MAIN way the j00 gets to us. we might not ever see a j00 in our whole life, but we deal with many women who are COMPLETELY j00ed.

the WQ.

maybe i should have spent the money  on GLR White Power instead? Also wanted to get “the rational male” by rollo tomassi. because that one might help me directly with the WQ.

fasting, ie, skipping meals entirely, is the best and easiest way to reach your Daily Calorie Goal. basically try not to eat anything until dinner. or eat 1 piece of toast, or 1 small bowl of cereal, and that will be your breakfast and lunch. this is how you stay a healthy weight hahahahaha.  this is what you gotta do to pull mudsharks who have been with 50 guys hahahahahahahaha.

OH WELL. its better than being a huge fatass slob!

june 26

underachievement. what causes it and how do you fix it. i have been an underachiever ever since about age 18. before that i felt i WANTED to be an underachiever but i was suitably restrained and controlled. GOOD. i wish i had been physically controlled until i was 25 at least. put on a shock collar so i couldnt leave the house. basically put under white sharia law and treated like a woman! because i was/am pretty womanly.

hearing about a 30 year old woman and her husband who “both have really good jobs” that keep buying homes near an expensive city and renting them out.  thinking that they both make 125k a year each at least.  masters degrees in useful fields.

hear about 26 year old woman with a masterz degree and a decent job whose NEXT step is to get a PHD. im just thinking, YOU DONT HAVE TO GET A PHD!!!!………… DO YOU?!?!?!?!?!?!

and then she’s not gonna want a man who makes less than her, OR doesnt have a phd. well, i can tell you she doesnt make a TON of money with the current masters degree, but with 10 years of experience, would prob make ok money hahahaha. also she is kinda potatoey and nonwhite, so i am not interested in the least, despite her being 26 years young. she seems nice enough. but its sad that any woman WANTS to get a phd. she should be finding a decent young man of her race. thing is, there might not be a TON of those hehehe.

AH says it is more profitable to train men in boxing and jiu jitsu than in shooting, you get a better return on investment in a shorter amount of time. i was kinda surpirsed to hear him say this.

did he really call it “jiu jitsu”? I have seen this word in both the manheim and the stalag translations. possible stalag is basically the same as the ford translation.

felt bad hearing about all the successful young people, always a recipe for a bad mood, but i have to tell self, you cant compare yourself to others, can only compare yourself to yourself, and i am doing a lot better right now than i was 1 year ago.  well, at least somewhat better.

but its SO HARD not to compare yourself to other people when you have to live and work and exist among other people!!!!! you cant just avoid people! i just wish they never talked about their successful children or their aspirations for Graduate Skool hahahaha.

how the hell do you NOT compare yourself with other people when everyone else is so much more SUCCESSFUL than you???? and usually younger too hahahaha. or if they are like 55 years old, you know that when they were YOUR AGE, they still had a decent job, were married, had 2 or 3 kids, etc.

AH’s Second Book hehehe. unpublished.



june 22

some things about women, like their lust for POWER and BRUTE STRENGTH, is understandable. it makes sense.

other things do not make sense, like: so men get into these friendzone situations sometimes because their ideal is a qt waifu who is super qt……..BUT WHO THEY ALSO GET ALONG WITH REALLY WELL. it makes perfect sense. what if you found a totally nice qt gurl, and you ALSO got along with her really well. it doesnt take much creative thinking to see how that is an ideal situation.

but that is too much logic and common sense for women. if they get along with a guy really well, then its almost GUARANTEED that she will friendzone the guy, and NEVER EVER EVER get feelings for him.

similarly: men can get feelings for female friends over time. the feels can DEVELOP from just friends to omg im starting to like muh female friend as more than a friend.

this does not happen with women and their male friends. either the women has feelings for the man RIGHT AWAY, or they NEVER EVER WILL.

so this doesnt make a lot of sense to me. wouldnt a man you got along with really really well give you some sense of SECURITY that you could TRUST him to PROVIDE and PROTECT for you and your children? (looking at the evolutionary shit here.)

but NOoOoOoOoOoOoOo. they guy needs to have brute strength AND you cant really know him well enough to trust him. trust never enters into the picture. actually if it DOES, thats BAD. bad for the woman LIKING you I mean.

thats the kind of shit that gets me fired up. not being attracted to sissies, i get. being attracted to big strong brutes, i get. but not being able to Develop Feelings over the long term for a trusted friend, i dont get at all.

heres the other thing. maybe related.


your typical friendzone beta will have ONE woman friend, and he will prob be in luv with her. but this one woman will have like TEN male friends, and MOST of them will be in luv with her. how cruel to string them along and give them false hope like that! no man would do that!

but jsut lookig at the numbers…..well it doesnt really add up. women have more male friends, so women should be falling in luv with their male friends MORE than men fall in luv with their female friends….

heh. forgot the point i wanted to make. besides women get too much luv and men get too little. but that makes SENSE, because sperm is dirt cheep and eggs are super expensive.

so dont get butthurt when one of the sperm gets butthurt when the expensive egg decides to go slumming and lower its price to that of sperm only for the biggest toughest most untrustworthy shady sperm hahahaha.

SPERM WARS hahahaha


well i deleted that picture because it might be interpreted as libel or slander against TRS people hehehe. plus i dont fully believe this. i dont know what to believe. in fact it could be just another in the “TRS ARE PHAG ENABLERS” drama that has gone on forever, like with common filth.

matt forney is a fat race mixing beta but hes not jooish and i dont think hes a LIAR.  but yeah stuff like this is worse than the joowife thing. good god. also greg johnson could probably dox me if he wanted. well i never did anything against him hahaha. but these accusations are INSANE. i mean even if 10% of that is true. i would pretty much HAVE to disavow trs and get rid of muh trs shirt!

how much personal responsibility does enoch have in this? johnson? richard spencer? do you get BANNED for talking about “THE THIRD JIMPACT” on TRS? probably hahahaha.

you might even get banned on DS.

so youre saying all of the VVN alt right are in league with satanic jooish pedophile pizzamakers??!?!?!?!?!??!?!?!?!???!?!?!?!

of course women dont make sense! i guess we should be grateful that they make as much sense as they do, in that everything they do fits the MO of them being a retarded CHILD, and that they respond best to BRUTE STRENGTH and basically need to be DOMINATED, in that you need to show them who’s BOSS and NEVER LET THEM FORGET IT. it’s like dealing with a retarded child DOG. you dont have to ABUSE them, you just have to make sure they never forget youre boss. its like TAKING CARE of a CHILD or a DOG.

and you can understand a LOT of what they do within that framework….but not everything. and is that so suprising? men and women are SO GODDAMN DIFFERENT, its ALMOST as much as a difference between RACES.

speaks to the evil of you know who (YKW) when they try to make you think racial and sexual differences are all a social construct goy!

fook no, they are YUGE BIOLOGICAL WALLS.

yeah i would LIKE if i could just have a female friend i got along REALLY WELL with, and then we upgrade that to the next level, have a stable lifelong thing, children, etc. that makes total sense right? but not to a woman. and women just dont WORK like that. so how come men WORK in a way that just DOESNT WORK?

yeah but im defective anyway hahaha. i work in a lot of ways that just dont work well.

but yeah WHAT THE FOOK kind of drama is going on. i mean this shit makes joo wife and the associated avoiding look positively harmless. Grooming 15 year old boys for gay sex???!?!?!?!?! how much did the higher ups know? how exactly was greg stalking or harrassing people???? where is the proof of this stuff? i mean that shit is legit BAD.

i mean im a lenient forgiving guy. id even forgive a little gayness. its not as bad as the shit WOMEN do! except when it turns into gay fook parties. thats some woman-tier degeneracy right there. total sodom and gomorrah.

i mean i dont know if its as bad as jooish PIZZAGATE which itself is a whole other discussion. i mean that seems too ridiculous to even be a little bit true. well….i have no doubt that joos in DC and everywhere molest children.

that there might be rings of perverts in powerful political positions plundering puerile peepees in pizza parlours.

i just dont want the hwyte nationalists i respect to do disgusting, unrespectable, possibly evil things. some gay shenanigans is possibly forgivable. molesting children is immediate bvllet in the head in the public square.

what about fooking a 15 year old boy? i dunno. thats a little better than molesting a CHILD. definitely a few weeks in the public stockade though.

i honestly dont think anything new is coming to light. greg has been soft on gays for YEARS, everyone has thought he was a homo for YEARS.

we dont have PROOF of ghoul doing anything. maybe he went to a get together where a shady homo made up some lies.

all the google results to like 8ch and 4ch and anime right and shit are giving 404s and super SHORT chan threads.

oh it must be true if TRS is getting the stuff SHUT DOWN.

that, or they dont want terrible slander posted about them!

OR, you could make an official statement about it, kinda liek you could make a speedy, official statement about joowife, which i guess was the first jimpact.


yeah im not super convinced by that evidence hahaha. how do we know whose dick that is.

somewhat different greg vs arktos drama

its just weird that so much stuff related to the 3rd jimpact comes up in google results but the shit is taken down or very brief when you go to the actual website.

did trs contact those sites mods and say remove this shit, its LIBEL?

like i guess matt forney posted those things on gab and now those posts of his are GONE from GAB. i didnt think gab removed shit.

june 23

i just dont like women. the only woman i wanted to BE WITH was HER. And I dont see a reason Having Children with a woman, unless I feel like THAT with the woman. Seems stupid and negrish to have children with a woman when you just think of her as a casual slut because she IS a casual slut. and ive gotten to the point where I wouldnt mind having some casual sluts. but i sure wouldnt want to be monogamous with the slut, or ESPECIALLY have CHILDREN with the slut! its not fair to the CHILDREN! its negrish!!!!!

I want to have children, therefore i want to find a woman worth having children with, and im not finding any of those, just women i want to casually bang for a while and replace, which IS degenerate, but not as degen for ME NEARLY as it is for THEM. I do NOT want to have children with these women.

but 1, 2, 3 casual women? why shouldn’t I? they have 20 casual cochs! and THEY can get pregnant!

i just hate seeing what are essentially CHILDREN/DOGS winning more at life (career, jobs, money) than me. how can a CHILD make more money than me and do better in their career than me.

day off. now i dont work enough hours so i have too much time off. so i try to stay productive during some of it. like get out and do errands and shit as soon as possible.  do laundry. Fast a bit, not eat as damn much. drink bulletproof coffee hehehe.

went to walmart and returned muh white polo shirt which was the wrong size, got the right size, AND got a second polo shirt with a more fancy design. all for VERY good price.

is porn evil? YES Georgie Boy, I am glad you are making a video on this exact topic. it is total jooish depravity and degeneracy, right up there with female sluttiness. between these two jooish things the joos have done more damage than anything.

im not sure if that is a real gun, i hope it is, because guns are AWESOME.

i hope george is not going crazy but is just having a little fun with a very serious topic. there SHOULD be a EXTREME PURGE of Porn from the face of the earth.

i could care less about george being fat and having manboobs, other than i hope he loses weight as it would give him more confidence and be better for his health. the best way for any fat person to lose weight is to keep TRACK of their CALORIES and SIMPLY NOT EAT AS MUCH. this was how I lost 40 pounds over the past 1 and half years. i had gained weight because i liked to eat a LOT and i had no idea how many calories were in all that food. answer: A LOT. enough to make me gain a TON of weight.

so, just use myfitnesspal every day and OBEY IT and you WILL lose a LOT of weight George.

I will never mock or be a wiseass in the comments for George. I am a True Fan and truly Support George.

if you are reading this George, i sent you a Paypal dnation of 5 feckin dollars on or near december 25, 2016. you should have my email in there and PLZ dont DOX me!

hmm. i just learned florian geyer is involved with the jimpact podcast. now i like florian and i was pissed when he was banned from TRS. i enjoyed him a hella lot in his smart insightful comments and his participation in the nationalist review, a great podcast which needs to be brought back but it would probably not be allowed on TRS.

but yeah florian, like common filth, really saw TRS as phag enablers and this jimpact thing is really in line with that.

but maybe they really ARE phag enablers?

i am kind of a phag enabler myself. in that i will forgive a little of youthful phaggotry provided it never reached standard fook party levels of degeneracy, and that i believe female sluttishness is right up with there phaggotry in terms of moral degeneracy, AND a LOT more prevalent and destructive. because only 3% of men are homos, but at least 75% of women are sluts.

going for quick powerwalk here

welp started listening to jimpact and i am starting to think these guys just have a beef with greg and trs. but i thought greg was recently banned from trs. but that was for other stuff, not gayness, but general shady drama and his feud with daniel friberg.

so in other words its all lies and thats why these sites took it down, because this is LIBEL and SLANDER and LIES.  and shouldnt LIES be censored?

heh. if youre reading this greg, i never slandered you, so dont dox me! dont dox anyone! i dont think he’s doxed anyone, but i think that was one of the accusations. was that he might blackmail people. i havent seen any proof that he ACTUALLY blackmails people. like take this shit down or i will dox you.

so yeah. leaning towards this jimpact being BS but i will listen to it anyway.

telegony. the idea that you can fook a guy once and you sort of absorb his DNA somehow and pass it on to children you have with ANOTHER guy.

sounds ridiculous but……i guess it actually does happen with flies. but with something way more complex like humans? probably way less likely.

BUT i do believe there ARE important Mental/Emotional/Psychological effects from fooking a big black buck. basically that will psychologically impact a woman for life. she will never forget it.

so yeah. im not defending mudsharks. im just questioning whether TELEGONY is a good argument against mudsharking. there are WAY BETTER arguments against mudsharking, that dont make you look like a telegony-believing idiot hahahaha.

i mean im not saying telegony coudlnt be real. its way more believable than flat earth!!!! or lizard people!

and again it all ties back to THAT WOMAN! THATS where i get butthurt, is thinking about HER being a mudshark and a slut and fooking tons of guys and sneding noodz and getting abortions and getting knocked up by badbois. i dont care nearly as much abotu random women doing these things, other than i dont want women of my race to do degenerate things.  of course. but thinking of HER doing these degen things is REALLY REALLY unpleasant. well because i CARED about her and KNEW her more than i know some random woman. so of COURSE its worse when thinking of her doing horrible things. this only makes sense.

what sucks is that i still care about her at ALL, and she hasnt become equal to some random slut for me yet.  shows im not entirely over her yet, even though its almost the auspicious TWO YEAR mark.  so how many guys has she fooked in two years? lets just say 8. how many have been black? lets just say 4.

want to become anti-interracial fooking like me? Just imagine someone you luv breaking your heart and dumping you, and then imagine them fooking sleazy people of other races.  its a little WORSE than imagining them fooking sleazebags of the SAME race, innit?

in germany you can get ARRESTED for walking down the street and SINGING the horst wessel lied!!!!!


G-Man2h Excalibur
It’s a good vid. I think you do too much apologizing for “white knighting”, I think it’s just natural to want to preserve what’s good and pure. Though I like the pungency of the “White Shariah” meme, I actually want more emphasis on healthy male-female dynamics (re: men and women) and brotherhood (re: members of the alt-right).

For example, some things that could be added to your vid: I think you should have reminded Stell Belle about the importance of courtship, which is how the guys are supposed to prove their worth without resorting to muh dik, and also mentioned that we should stop men-shaming men who also choose to remain virgins. It takes two to tango, and while I don’t think f00king around is as psychologically harmful for men as it is for women (and may even have some benefits, in terms of getting rid of “puppy love” syndrome), ideally both would be going into marriage as virgins. Next to impossible in this porn-and-degeneracy saturated world, but still a good ideal I think. END

more of these disgusting videos, yet YT is getting more and more flagrant about banning even remotely right wing people. talk of black pigeon might be banned. sheeeit what if they banned stefan molyneux. that would be insane.

this kid is so dumb i think its a troll, but the good men of DS still give great advice.

anyway. its also stupid that the one woman i luved above all, gives herself up like a common slut, acts like all those common sluts who i dont give a damn about other than general disgust at their degen behavior. well SHES a degen like that to many other guy. fooking her young white ass. and she doesnt give a damn if i live or die.


are all women this stupid, childish, and immature? I THINK SO!

if i had a female friend who fell in luv with me, i wouldnt feel betrayed! i wouldnt stop caring if they lived or died! i would say THIS SUCKS. THIS IS UNFORTUNATE. ESPECIALLY FOR YOU!!!!!! But Im sorry. heres 50 bucks for drugs or booze or a shrink, i think we need to spend some time apart, sorry i cant luv you, good luck and god bless you. go on tinder and fook some negros or badboy musicians, you’ll forget about me real quick. have a good life, good luck to you, god bless you. DONE. thats ALL you need to say. i wouldnt even NEED a shrink to professionally say that.

and if someone doesnt give a damn about me, why should i give a damn about THEM. its frustrating. i just cant turn that off on a split second.

thing is i dont think she did either, she was just too cowardly and confuse. but i couldnt force myself on her either, because that would make me the bad guy, plus she wouldnt listen anyway.  nothing was gonna keep her from running away except me physically restraining her. if i had actually dated ie fooked her, i prob would have been more inclined to touch her in that way! ive fooked you hard 90000 times, you’re damn right im gonna keep you from leaving this room, and spank you until you dont want to run away any more!

another powerwalk. more jimpact. this fashy phaggots facebook group…i mean how many trs higher ups were in this? it doesnt sound like really any. and of course the actual gays who are openly proudly gay want you to think everyones gay. they might even lie about having gay secs with a straight guy to make people think he’s gay. so yeah im thinking this is a Tempest in a Teapot.

not saying that some elements of pizzagate arent real though. i do believe that some powerful people do some degenerate shit and some corrupt LEO’s cover it up for them.

a guy whos opinion i kinda respect at DS says that pizzagate is The Linchpin in all of Jooish perversion and zog power.

well something is clearly up with lindsey graham. i wouldnt be surpirsed if he was doing some horrible shit.

but yeah not even the jimpact accusers are saying these people are doing anything remotely connected to pizzagate.

although richard spencer might know about some scandalous shit happening in DC. there is speculation that a good looking old money rich boy like him received attention from rich gay perverts and that some big donors to movements are rich old gay men trying to buy support for homos in the right and alt-right.

someone made the very interesting argument that what world joory fears the most is a unified germany and russia. or at least they used to fear it before they were able to permanently cut germanys balls off.

but yeah i cant remember a time when germany and russia ever got along. well AH briefly had a nonaggression pact with stalin in like 1941 but i think stalin violated that.



june 18 2017

had a dream i was with a fairly attractive young woman and it turned out “she” was a Transsexual with a Dick. boy i wonder what THAT means hahahaha. this might be because yesterday i saw some screenshot of a tranny porno starlet making some anti-sjw edgy libertardian pseudointellectual im the tranny porn whore with a brain remarks, as to demonstrate, look at the filth that is getting into the “alt-lite”, but the thing was, the tranny looked remarkably convincing. like most of them look like men in drag but this one actually looked like a woman. looked better than a fat 5/10 woman. and i thought, i might bang that tranny, and i realized shamefully how degen that was of me!

and even worse are the lewd comments from porn-addicted men who think they are straight, saying all sorts of things to the tranny like oohhh your beautiful, id fook you so hard, id lick your asshole and eat your beautiful ass all day. as if they dont quite get that she is really a MAN. cuz theyre essentially viewing “her” the same as a female porno slut.

i didnt look at any of the porno pictures, just the instagram, and believe me that can get PLENTY degenerate.

as soon as I found myself thinking, what is this thing really? it really does look like a woman, maybe i would bang it, I closed the shit and vowed not to tell anyone in the alt right hahahahaha.

i think in the dream the tranny looked even MORE like a woman, like this looks EXACTLY like an attractive woman, EXCEPT they have a dick. now I didnt actually see the dick, or any kind of Bulge, or feel anything.

then you ask, well do they have the SHAPE of a woman? with hips and all that?

but honestly some women dont have the shape of women!!! they are shaped like unisex potatoes, or have manshoulders, or no ass, no hips, stumpy legs, etc.

anyway not a great dream but still better than a dream with That Woman!

and of course wish i have never seen that tranny porn whore while casually browsing daily stormer hahahahaha.

but yeah they present as women, and i think their main audience is “straight” guys that like hot porno sluts, and girly bois who transition to look like hot porno sluts but havent chopped their dicks off yet.


anyway. back to the Logical Thought Question of, if WOMEN dont care about RACE, and we need WOMEN to perpetuate our race, then doesnt them not caring about race mean that race is subordinate to gender (secs) ?

and that we would have more in common, mentally, with a black MAN, than a white woman?

which is why you see tons of Interracial Solidarity between MRA’s and MGTOWs, who will readily tell you the same thing? I have nothing in common with white women, thats why i dont really care about RACE. I have MUCH more in common with a black or brown man.  thats why you can’t sell me on race. because white women are fooking garbage. maybe if men of all races stood together, we could defeat feminism.

i guess i would say, just because you have more in COMMON with somebody, mentally or life experiences, it STILL does not logically FOLLOW that sex is THEREFORE more important than race. although it KINDA LOOKS like it. its easy to make that logical error in this case.  the strawman looks a hell of a lot like a real man here hahahaha. its confusing!!!! it really is.

really all of this just keeps pointing to the End of White Sharia. i still dont like the word, but the IDEA just makes more and more and MORE sense as time goes on. women need to be CONTROLLED BY MEN. PERIOD. in a nonabusive way. you control your PETS, but you also love them and dont abuse them. and if you do abuse them, you should be punished.

but yeah. women ARE NOT CAPABLE of being full adults the way MEN are. and its not fair, and not right, and not smart, to think that they can. or will. they can’t. they won’t.

so im looking for AH speeches where a native english speaker delivers a good english translation of the speeches with some sort of passion or energy. so i can listen to them while Powerwalking, becuase i cant watch an actual german speech with english subtitles while i do that.

also from that woman i learned the lesson of applying WHITE SHARIA in my own life. while i cant guarantee that it would have made her fall in luv with me, i CAN guarantee that a Strong Hand on my part would have made the situation less painful. end better. and MAYBE i would have won the First Prize of a stupid fatherless mudshark for a GF for a while until I stopped exercising White Sharia hahahaha.

well in the future I will exercise white sharia, which in this situation would look like…..just treating them like a CHILD. that’s all it is. you dont abuse your CHILDREN. but you also dont let them get away with being a BRAT. thats called being a bad parent. know how and when to discipline your kids. SAME THING with women.


and the VAST majority of them are overgrown children who are WAY past due for a GOOD spanking and a GOOD grounding. period.

So lets spank the shit out of them and ground the shit out of them.

what people get confused on is that there’s NO burkas, NO punching

your wife in the face or kicking her in the chest, NO genital mutilation, NO rape squads. yeah those things are only for barbaric moslems. unfortunately the conan he-man woman-haters who came up with the meme liked to use jokes like that, so it was a bit unclear. and it made me very suspicious of white sharia. until i realized they were just joking and we wouldnt really do those things.

i’ll always prefer another word over sharia. like extreme white patriarchy, or traditional white patriachy.


I just get quite triggered when I see women being more successful in the Adult Male Real World than me. How can a CHILD be better at LIFE than me? because that’s how bad I am!

thats what really grinds my gears. ok its fine if women have to naturally be children. what burns me up is that these CHILDREN can be successful at things very important to me – career/work and relships – where i have been so abysmally failure. how can you be SUCCESSFUL in the ADULT WORLD if you are as mature as a CHILD????!?!?!?!??!

well its obviously easier for a woman to get a rel, im not saying thats wrong. but i think it is also easier for a woman to get a JOB. given two equally quialified candidates, the employer will PROB choose a woman over a man.

heh better to be a butthurt incel fascist 1433 VVN, than a butthurt incel male feminist!

AH was right, speeches are more effective than the written word. podcasts are more effective than blogs hahahaha.

i guess azzmador, k1ke enoch, and a bunch of guys did a thing very recently in texas, maybe austin, and antifa didnt even show up? apparently a lot of good speeches were made. i cant deny that enoch makes a good speech and that speech is a very effective tool and i dont want him to stop making speeches.  you know what, as he gets bigger in popularity, he’s gonna HAVE to revisit the joo wife situation and explain it better, because he just didnt explain it well enough the first time. so i am confident that time will come. i just wish he had dealt with it right the first time rather than just avoiding it.

but he is a great speaker and he should record all his speeches.

one good speech is worth 1000000 articles hahahaha.

hope people dont throw azzmador under the bus for working with enoch! but they prob will hahahaha. i dont see a problem there. him working with enoch i mean. thats fine. [update jan 2018: i am now as back on board wth enoch as i ever was. his life was turned completely upside down and he panicked a little bit. so would I. he ultimately gave up his livelihood for The Movement and continues to outdo himself with great work, great speeches, such that i dont really care about the j00wife thing any more. also she hasn’t been talking so good for her. still not sure if they are divorced or not. i almost dont even care. ]

the white polo shirt with khaki pants is probably the best A E S T H E T I C ive seen thus far. hopefully azzmador can get with the program next time.

who is this attractive young WOMAN in the white dress. my greatest fear is finding that THAT WOMAN joined the alt right pro white movement. that she rejected me but joined muh movement hehehe and got with stronger better man and now she is banging HIGHER UPS in the alt right hahahaha. fooking richard spencer hahaha. i mean its possible. all men like attractive young white women.

i was starting to gradually talk to her about this stuff. i taught her about the 14 words and david duke and that all white nationalists werent skinhead neo nazi freaks, and that its ok to fooking luv being white. yeah i am a racist baby. now lets start taking a look at these joos too. also check out this stefan molyneux video.

i wasnt even into TRS then but you can see i was pretty close. when the shit hit the fan with her, the dylan roof thing had just happened, so i used it to show her Antiwhite media, and talk about rhodesia and south africa.

also “BLM” and “police violence” was becoming a huge thing and she paid attention to that, so i tried to touch on that too.

i would have talked about all this a hell of a lot more if she ever hung out with me hahahaha but it was always excuses.

if i had implemented white sharia and said, were hanging out NOW, or I AM GONE, treat me with the respect I deserve or find some n1993r or ph4990t to be your highness’s servant because I AM DONE WITH YOU.

then ignored her for a week, then she would ahve been BEGGING me to put babies in her and tell her about how great our race is and how we have to STOP THESE GREAZY K1KES NOW!!!!!!

so i would hate to find that my IDEAS sunk in with her and she just found a better MAN to tell them to her. i would almost rather she became a dirty fat mudshark….which she also has a chance of. it could go both ways.

all this because i saw a young white woman with long hair in the azzmador video!

or maybe i was just in general longing for a racially-aware qt waifu!

could be. i mean PROBABLY she was just the gf of one of the guys, and he had TRAINED HER WELL. that is, gotten her on board with his racial stuff. rather than tolerated even the smallest amount of antiwhite bullshit out of her.

why WOULD your gf be AGAINST you being PRO your race?

because you are being angry and butthurt and flustered and not controlling her properly.

yep i guess in the end it IS mens fault. just like its the parents fault when their kids are huge fookin BRATS. you are disgusted at the misbehaved child, but you cant BLAME them. BLAME THE PARENTS.


and we LET our children GET AWAY with literally MVRDER.

we LET them get POISONED by the joo.

there is a TWENTY YEAR OLD young man who gives a great speech at the texas thing. that sort of stuff brings a tear to muh eye hehehe. generation zyklon.

sacco vandal is also really good at the speechmaking. very very high energy. glad he is getting noticed. he speaks at 1:20 right after azzmador.

but see i would be worried about an alpha male like this “stealing” muh woman. and she would be RIGHT to leave me for the stronger man! but how can i out-alpha guys like this? I dont even want to!

its stupid that you have to be constantly competing with other guys just to prove whos manliest and strongest just so you can keep your woman from leaving you for them!

but is it REALLY stupid? it makes sense for women to go for the strongest men. so, therefore, i would keep muh woman AWAY from events like this.

i would be much more willing to host a white party at Our Home, than to bring muh wife to a pro white EVENT.

anyway pretty sure sacco is married and has children. he is prob younger than me too hahahaa. not that i am young any more. but i remember when i was! it sucks not being young any more!

and then the wives and children would have their womens party within our Family Home White Party, and the men would drink scotch and tell stories and teach the Boys.

any woman caught cheating would be banished to chimpcongo or syria hahahaha.

well actually with a month of public stockades beforehand. that PUBLIC SHAMING is incredibly powerful and we should be making as MUCH use of it as possible.

no dont send her to syria. just a month of public shaming, then she gets one chance to be a good wife to an omega male, an older single man, and if she screws THAT up, then she can become a hooker.

but do we want hookers? for whom? the young men 15-19 training for their professions? they have young girls betrothed who are waiting for them when the boys start their careers at age 20, and it will be permitted for them to hang out chastely during 15-19, get to know each other, talk to each other, and stoke the flames of desire for when they can finally get married and be together unchaperoned. hookers will not be needed.

ok then the twice-convicted slut can be sent to syria. or MAYBE to the bttom 1% of the omega male neet incel virgins, like me and george feels hahahaha.

i mean im already looking at single moms, mudsharks, over-30s, etc. and i am not wholly comfortable sending a woman to syria to get raepd. nope. a month of public shaming and stockades, then give them a chance with a lesser quality male like myself hahaha. second strike, they would be given to an even lesser male. third strike, you could send them to prison to service imprisoned men. i dunno. still working out the details of this larp.

so, high school and college are unneccessary. at age 14 or 15, the boy can start training for his career. at age 19, the boy can start his career, and will marry a 16 year old gurl. ok 17. he will have known her for the past couple of years and both of them are bristling with anticipation for several years at the day they can marry. they will both be each others “first” and thus be pair bonded for life. the young man will work at a family owned business and the wife will have babies. the husband will move up in the company, training younger men, making more money, having more time to spend with his family, becoming the best at his craft, training young men how to do it well. nonwhites nowhere to be seen. jooish influence nowhere to be seen. imagine theres no jooish influence, its easy if you try hahahahaha. actually it isnt, because jooish influence poisons EVERYTHING.

get rid of college and high school. college is worthless. high school is just as worthless. start kids working at age 14. all job training will be done on the job as they make minimum wage at age 14. you will be an “apprentice” so you wont be expected to be an expert. they KNOW youre in training. but then you slowly move up and never make minimum wage past age 14. by age 18 or 19 you can make enough to support a wife and children.

men who do crime will be publicly punished. the most serious crimes will involve a public hanging or shooting in the head. no need to torture or do anything grotesque. rapists and molesters? no need to CASTRATE them, jsut shoot them in the back of the head in the public square and throw them in an unmarked grave.

drugs addicts? drunks? part of me says, give them their drug of choice and let them go to town and K themselves. but alcoholics can take YEARS AND YEARS to do that. so i say let them continue to be productive. like if they can still do their jobs, just let them drink on the job until they fook something up, then punish them for that.

i mean i think just having a steady job and making a decent living would keep people from becoming addicts in the first place.

also we would try to minimize firings and layoffs because companies would just be extensions of the family. you could work with people who had health or family issues and not fire somebody just because he was not as productive. like maybe let a person work 30 hours a week and keep his job and just pay him 25% less. better yet, a person should only have to work 30 hours a week to have a family.

no joos, i shouldnt have to say. this is a joo-free society. dna test will test for jooishness and other nonwhiteness. i might even allow up to 25% nonwhiteness in people so long as they didnt identify with it, and were committed to making white grandchildren.

men with porn would be publicly shamed in stockades much like women who were sluts or cheaters. i mean there wouldnt BE any porn.

the mother would homeschool all children up to age 14. then the father would take over and boys would work with their fathers. and gurls would be shopped around to boys, probably from the area, or the fathers company. i mean chances are she will have met the boy when they played around the neighborhood as children. i mean shit. in the homeschools the families and children would mingle and socialize with the other families in the neighborhood. each family would have 40 acres and the fathers company would be right there, he could Walk To Work.

somebody suggested, i think heartiste, that leftists hate cars and luv public transportation because its a way to force diversity. when whites own their own cars, they can live 40 miles outside the cities. gives them freedom of association – and of dis-association. because who the hell rides the BUS.

never thought of that. and i wish it didnt HAVE to be that way. cuz i hate cars and i kinda like the IDEA of public transport. but also realize this is an URBAN URBANITE thing. and WHO lives in and controls CITIES????

whats an example of a good white CITY? munich 1900?

cities are INHERENTLY jooish arent they? whats the hwytest city that ever existed? rome 50 BC? i honestly dont know.

i do know that joos have been getting pogromed and thrown out of cities in every country for the past 3000 years tho hahahaha. so which city did the best job of it and had the smallest or ideally no jooish ghetto?

what im trying to say is, are cities REALLY inherently jooish? can we MAKE an all whyte city? being that cities offer the benefit of what exactly? uh a multitude of businesses, services, products, potential wives, and potential customers. and art and culture and history hahaha. but cant you get all that in a town? a small city? i think you can!!!!

what if your job were driving you crazy, driving you to drink? well ideally by that time, you would have enough power and autonomy in the company to change it into a Productive, Ethical enterprise where you didnt have to lie, cheat and joo people. Productive, Ethical Enterprise would be what ALL businesses are. from trash haulers to doctors.

people doing economic corruption, like crime syndicates, like the russian mob, well there would be no need for this. they would be treated like any other criminal: public shaming, flogging, or execution.

maybe there would be no prisons, no jails. if its serious enough a crime, you are immediately executed and not supported by the state for 20 years.

or you get 30 days of shame and that wouldnt cost very much. you would get to eat water and potatoes.

you could just go back to your job when you were done.

but wouldnt your coworkers continue to shame you and gossip about you?

NO, because they are MEN! they’d give you a few minutes of crude jokes and then be back to work. maybe they’d experienced the same thing.

is 30 days too much? i mean it would be different. cheaters would get 30 days, maybe stripped naked. a drunken buffoon would get 1 day, clothed, or maybe just 30 lashes with a cane, done in 15 minutes.

abortion? shoot the woman in the head in the public square, same as any murderer. done.

hehehe. i kinda like this larping today hahaha.

if a man really wants to get out of his job, he could maybe transfer into a similar job, and get a demotion, but not down to the minimum. i mean he will have learned SOME skills that will be portable. like dealing with people, dealing with shit, thinking on his feet, talking to people, solving problems. he wont be at the level of a 15 year old boy.

again, if all businesses were conducted as Productive and Ethical Enterprise, and treated their employees as valuable, then people wouldnt hate their jobs so much.

for that matter the companies should be employee owned. profit sharing. all employees own a share of the company. now the 15 year old entry level wouldnt be allowed to own as much as the ceo, or you WOULD have to PAY to BUY these shares. but yeah give everyone a share in the company.

ok what about “mental illness.” well i think in this larp whitopia, all mental illness would be automatically cut in half at LEAST, because people would be much more fulfilled. not necessarily happy, but their lives would be much more STABLE and have much more MEANING. and there would be no joos. i assure you, joos are INHERENTLY mentally ill and the root cause of half of all mental illness.

the super serious shit that really cant be helped, like major schizophrenia and shit…..we’d let the people work in any capacity they could. be janitors or something. find them something to do to give themselves dignity and meaning. i mean we still would have DOCTORS and SCIENTISTS to come up with drugs and treatments for them.

or you could give them the offer of euthanasia.

and if they committed a violent crime, as many schizos do, then they would be treated as any other violent criminal, and not be a burden on society any longer.

yes, i mean a bullet in the head in the public square.

the optional euthanasias would not be public of course! because they didnt do any crime!!!!!

what about down syndrome types? same thing basically. and or their families would just take care of them. extended families would live in a series of nearby houses and really there would be some allowance built into the family unit for these defectives, assuming that 5% of people are defective. so just allow for that from the beginning. with all men making decent living, its totally possible.

like i say, men would just continue to make more and more and never be laid off or fired, so they have enough money to take care of the young, the old, and the defective. the women and children at home would help take care of the old and defective. no nursing homes needed.

boom. perfect society. done. that only took me 1 hour of work hahahaha.

notice AH said that manual labor jobs MUST be treated with the same dignity and respect as high society jobs like doctor, lawyer, engineer. i would agree with this. but im guilty of looking down on manual laborers myself. but i KNOW i SHOULDNT!

so i guess what im describing is basically National Socialism with maybe a somewhat more stripped down state and more of those duties given to the family. the family would take care of education and basically the economy.

so what is the role of the state in my larptopia above? just to shoot violent criminals in the head in the public square? yeah i guess hahahaha.

i guess we should also keep SCALE in mind hahaha.

but anyway MK has not, by page 460 at least, set out the basic description of how the ideal society should run at least. i mean maybe its described in the 25 points of NS, which he still hasnt got to.

basically i want to know about education, jobs, marriage, family, boys, girls, how people become productive adults. AH really hasnt described any of this.

oh yeah i guess boys of 15 could also go into the MILITARY if for whatever reason their fathers were not successful craftsmen.

but ideally all men WOULD be successful craftsmen and people would just act as their OWN military, thru their 2nd amendment rights hehehe. and if the country were under attack, the employees would just take up arms and defend their town. and at that point the children would do some work for the war effort.