saw a 32 year old woman today who was attractive in the nerdy girl next door way, not in the attention seeking nerdy gurl way, but jsut an honestly nerdy gurl next door way. got the feeling she hadnt taken too manny cox. That Woman kinda had a similar “nerdy innocent gurl next door” look too, that is prob a type for me. the woman had a 1 year old white baby with her. i was glad she had a white baby who was very healthy looking. but she was purty and i was slightly jelly of her husbando. i would be happy to marry her (nonlegally) and make a beautiful white baby with her.
i liked her because she did not look like a high number whore and she looked like she was not drinking fro the jooish cup of the jooish filth culture and that she was probably happy to live her nerdy life with her nerdy husband and have a little baby. she looked younger than 32 and i hope she had more babies.
i wish i had met her 10 years ago and married (nonlegally) her then!
shit she prob wont even abandon her husband with a surprise ambush divorce!
i just hate to see people ABANDONING other people. parents abandonign their children, wives abandoning their husbands. they dont even want to work on shit. they just want you to disappear. they cant make you disappear so they just disappear.
i guess by the time it gets to the point where people are going to see the shrink, the other person has checked out. they dont want to make an effort. you’ll see one person who really CARES, who really wants to make an effort, and then the other person, who is on the verge of just WALKING OUT. ABANDONING the other person.
fine ok i get that you cant FORCE a person to want to be with you. but show the common courtesy of paying a professional to break the news when you know its gonna hurt them and you dont know how to handle that. so pay a pro to handle it for you. pay the shrink to dump your heartbroken buddy in a way thats not gonna break his heart even more.
show him the courtesy of attempting to not break his heart even MORE.
i mean what fatherland ryan’s wife did is just fookin EVIL. shit. try not to be EVIL. god damn. I hope I never do something that EVIL. and this is not some random person. this is your god damn husband that you made VOWS with. who you created new LIFE with. how can people DO this? would a MAN ever do this to a WOMAN?
yeah i guess they really do. and thats probably what makes the woman do it to the men in THEIR lives.
anyway. it was nice to see a 32 year old woman who was still datably good looking hahahahahaha. hope she treats her man and child well. hope she has 3 children. hope she never abandons any of them. she seemed like a decent woman.
good one on the wq from anglin. see i just dispute they want “ultraviolent porn.” 50 shades of gray is not ultraviolent porn, its just soft shit, its the SAME THING as ripply chested ravisher in harlequin romance, just a small step up in jooishness. i dont think its near the same ballpark as pure joo brutal blown out 4nal abuse dot com or something. there is nothing of the sort in that book. i dont think. most women are not interested in the idea of getting their asses literally blown out, in ways you couldn’t even imagine a human body was capable of, until you had seen a disgusting joo test the limits of the body in disgusting porno.
yeah women want to be ravished and thrown on the bed by chris hemsworth but how is that anythign new?
but i think anglin has calmed down so thats good. he makes the point that women are Nonloyal rather than disloyal, amoral rather than immoral.
saw a young woman today who was generally “nice innocent nerdy girl next door – good” rather than “nerdy girl next door – bad (attention seeking wh0re)” hahahaha. she was plain and not Drop Dead Gorgeous but she was wearing a kind of Dress which showed the womanly shape of her body in a not wh0rish degen way. so i was staring there Slack Jawed at a gurl who probably wasnt used to being started at slack jawed! at her age i would have refered to her as a plain jane, 7 at best, but now that i am an old incel, she goes up to like an 8 hahahaha. then i thought i should ask her out right now. but she is probably studying to be a nurse or businesswoman and at age 22 she will be making more money than i am now.
i found the mother lode, a document that contains WHAT PEOPLE MAKE. HOLY SHIT. names and what people MADE each of the past 3 years. apparently the shit is Not Private and Confidential, however this mysterious document is jsut an open secret that i guess people must gossip about.
there was a ton of people that made way too much. that was the general trend.
there was one person who didnt make enough, IMHO, at a scant 40k hahahahaha. this is the type of job i would be looking at.
yet this 25 year old kid in tech support was making 50k! well, 2 guys i knew. 1 guy had a CS degree, other guy just had any old degree.
this woman i know 3rd degree who has no more education than me is making 50k, she is a few years younger than me. i didnt like her because she was a slut hahahahahaha. now she makes 50k and would be Creeped out that I even know who she is.
all these fookin people making 50k!
that the person I know who is making 40k and i was like DAMN! they should be making 50k TOO!!!!!!
learned how much muh direct boss makes. how much the top person in the org makes. Hint: he is by FAR the highest paid person. he makes WAY too much. the second highest person only makes HALF as much. sheeeeeeit.
older FT people make a shitload. younger FT people make less. but i think they will max out at a lower grade once they get old. becuase those people are getting paid WAY too much.
annnnnddddd the list does not include the fookloads of part time employees. who are getting fooked up the ass hahahahaha making NOTHING.
hint: you can hire professionals with masters degrees on a part-time basis and pay them no benefits. pay them like 15-20 dollars an hour, 25 hours a week.
one of the guys making 50k, he’s been here a few years, i talked to him a little bit years ago when i worked another job here. he was dating/fooking a QT gurl from my department. she dumped him and i dont think he was happy about it. but he wasnt making 50k THEN. he is about my age. i wasnt really interested in the gurl other than i acknowledged she was young and qt but she seemed like an overly dramatic, high maintenance, more flaky than average, not chill at all, fairly high number. i much preferred That Woman.
the young guy making 50 was “only” making 44 2 years ago. got a BIGGGGGG BUMP.
matt heimbach in his speech at pikeville said, as our comrade bob mathews said:
DEFEAT NEVER! VICTORY FOREVER! HAIL VICTORY!
and i thought that was a VERY positive message. repeat it to yourself when you are getting negative thoughts.
like i do 6000000000000000000 times a day. thinking i could never pull a nice gurl like that qt “plain jane nice nerdy gurl next door” in the dress i saw in the parking lot. because im a huge loser, she’s in her prime, and she’s better at the game of life than me. not making any huge mistakes, doing well in college and career, making 40k by age 30 hahahaha. making 30k by age 25 hahahaha.
maybe im wrong that a woman wont care if you make less than them…..but i really dont think im wrong. and i make less than every woman except for fat opioid addicted mudsharks at walmart. americas best first job hahahahaha.
so IMPROVE YOURSELF! learn skills and market yourself to Jooish Capitalists hahahaha. Sell Yourself! BE someone WORTH selling and buying! make yourself into a valuable product/service/commodity!
stop complaining and DO something about it! youre not getting any younger! plenty of 40 year old men still pull 20 year old gurls! but they’re not broke ass ni99az!!!!!
tfw when the annoying dumb slut in the social circle who you sneered at because she fooked at least 3 gurls in the friends group, then later she gets a kinda useless degree but ends up getting a SWEET job making 50k when you are aiming at jobs there that start out around….34. and you are at least 4 years older than her hahahaha and you KNOW she’s not anywhere NEAR as smart as you, she’s just a Better Worker and a Better Student and Tougher and doesnt give up as easily.
tfw when you get your 1570 calories of the day, you’re still over your goal of 1500, and you are STARVING and could totally eat a yuge 1500 calorie meal RIGHT NOW hahahaha.
but i wont hahahahaha. at least that much i can succeed at.
tfw when people talk about their college age kids who are on the path to being WAY more successful than you. but when you were THEIR age you went to a more prestigious univ and it looked like YOU were gonna be successful too! but now youre a nevergf, never30k loser hahahahaha.
DEFEAT NEVER! VICTORY FOREVER! HAIL VICTORY!
robert jay mathew.
k’d in a standoff with the FEDS in 1984.
is this him?
yes it is.
dear god these women are EVIL!
i really hope not all women are like this. i understand MILITARY women are a special breed of horrible. killing animals on camera. i cant even imagine the most desperate thirsty omega approving of that.
oh gawd its that hideous beotch elle reeve who is vices “alt right expert” hahahaha she is SO BAD. sucking off the joo cox all day.
how ugly is she really? we joke she looks like she had fetal alcohol syndrome. is this an example of the nerdy girl next door?
her mouth just looks so weird. i dunno. maybe she would have been cute when she was 20, and if she didnt talk like a fooking child, and if she just had babies instead of being this disgusting journalist for vice. she got sort of shredded when she went on the daily shoah but she should have gotten VICIOUSLY VIOLATED a HELL of a lot MORE, and millennial woes answered some questions for her. really anglin should have an interiview with her and VICIOUSLY VIOLATE her (stealing that line from an anglin headline, he has a new mini meme where he writes headlines about how tucker carlson VICIOUSLY VIOLATES his leftist guests on his show)
listened to bob mathews 1983 speech. sound quality was good but it was not super rousing. i mean it was sincere and he CERTAINLY names the j but it wasnt the greatest speech ever. i mean even the “joo loving traitor” k1ke enoch gives better speeches. 1 minute of him screaming passionately at pikeville was sweet. enoch needs to give a minimum 5 minute speech that builds up to him screaming passionately, and with decent recording quality, so you can understand what he’s saying.
whats really terrible is the k1ke gersh b1tch is probably better looking than any woman i could pull atm waaaaahhhhhh
not really related other than ernst zundel speaks out against the j too. i guess he went to PRISON for questioning the you know what.
just read the full text of the greatest book ever written hahahaha. the stalag edition does seem really close to the mannheim translation. real real close. it might even be the same damn thing hahaha.
HAIL OUR PEOPLE!!!!
saw episode for new twin peaks on tv. got pretty excited. david lynch was always one of muh biggest influences, got me excited about Cinema in a way very few people do. and he has pretty much been DONE for a long time.
like i said a few months ago, yeah he’s still degen, the old twin peaks was degen and a bit jooish, but its still pretty good. i hope the new TP isnt super jooish and SUPER degen. im SURE it will be a little bit. probably too many tits. he loves his tits. but i think he loves them in an almost nondegen way, like the beauty of the female form. i mean yeah. fine. the female body is a beautiful thing when it is 20 years old hahahaha. i dont believe it HAS to look like shit at age 40 either. anyway thats a tangent.
should i go see sigur ros live. yes probably once in my life. but 55 fookin dollars? (mostly including shitty ticketmaster fees which were at least 15 dollars.) see i MIGHT pay 40 to see them but not 55. would rather spend the money on MJ hahahaha. and then you gotta pay for parking. working class people can not afford to see decent music concerts ahahha.
ok so sigur ros is degen ph4ggots but they had a great aesthetic for a while.
still pissed that tom petty is SOLD OUT.
like i like to say, getting a masters degree is harder than quitting smoking, quitting heroin, losing 400 pounds, quitting drinking, quitting meth and crack, quitting delicious fatty foods, all combined. and getting a normie chad job might be even harder! it is literally the hardest thing in the world! you’d have an easier time building the wall, throwing out all nonwhites, and building a pure hwyte homeland than just getting a normie 30k a year job!
and finding a nice waifu is almost as hard hahaha.
WE DONT DO THESE THINGS BECAUSE THEY ARE EASY, WE DO THEM BECAUSE THEY ARE HARD.
MAN CANNOT REMAKE HIMSELF WITHOUT SUFFERING, FOR HE IS BOTH THE SCULPTOR AND THE MARBLE.
Obstacles are placed across our path in life, not to be boggled at, but to
be surmounted, and I was fully determined to surmount these obstacles, says AH in beginning of Chap 2.
why SHOULDNT you compare future/present lovers to past lovers? if your present/future lover is obviously WORSE overall than a previous lover….then you havent gotten over the previous lover. and you shouldnt stay with the subpar current person.
i just see myself as a desperate 40 year old man that Settles For a 45 year old Hambeast Single Mom 4/10, and then being like, this woman is worse than That Woman in every conceivable way. i wish i were with That Woman!
OH WELL. IT DOESNT MATTER.
Oh my mind is thinking another “i’ll never find a woman as good as her” thought, don’t listen to those, my brain is always thinking those WRONG thoughts. wrongthink. WRONG. hahahaha
i read that on a stop negative thoughts site recently. to do mindfulness by saying, OH, thats just my brain thinking another one of those Category X thoughts, which are wrong. There’s another I Am a Loser thought, theres another I’m such a pathetic loser thought, theres another I’ll always been a Neet Virgin Loser Foreveralone Loser At Life thought, there’s another I’m Not Tough Enough to Handle Adult Life Thought, etc.
god damn midsomer mysteries with their god damn RACE MIXING!!!!! always a god damn black man with a hwyte woman!!! it’s INSANE!!!!! this fooking brainwashing. used to be a fairly good show but so much god damn race mixing, they are BLATANTLY forcing it down our throats. these COUNTRY FOLK white women are with these gentlemanly, nice black men, and thats perfectly normal. its like fooking tv commercials. race mixing in at least one commercial per 2 or 3 minute commercial break. DEFOO THE ELECTRIC JOO. i cant even watch this shit any more. like porn. i guess thats a good thing. but i just wanted some innocent entertainment FFS. so i usually watch TCM turner classic movies. but i liked watching BBC mysteries like midsomer cuz it was nice small town brit countryside. so of COURSE you need to POZZ that up with some MUDSHARKING. god DAMN.
just tell me what to do and i’ll do it.
that’s not my job. your job is to figure it out and do it.
i can’t figure it out. i dont know what i’m doing. just please take a look at this and tell me what to say with them.
UGH. SIGH. oh god are you an annoying idiot. see, this and that is happening, so that’s why they see this and that, so just tell them that’s because that and this, and we can’t do anything about it. just move them along. that’s your job. maybe we shouldnt have hired you. maybe youre not smart enough. or maybe you just a damn DISABLED person with all your stupid ANXIETY and you should get disability neetbux loserbux disabilitybux. you’re not TOUGH ENOUGH for the REAL WORLD. some of us are TRYING to WORK, not clean up your messes.
NOBODY TOLD ME thats what all jobs are, 50 hours a week.
hehehe. but my current job ISNT like that! that’s my OLD job. which i dont have any more, which I HAVENT BEEN IN FOR ALMOST TWO FOOKING YEARS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
also pissed because I got AA twice within 5 hands and lost on bad river beats to the same damn guy. fooking flush with FOUR suited cards on the board and the other losing hand was….probably two pair. jeezum crow.
in other words, going ON TILT here hahahaha.
and we can go on TILT in our daily lives, not just at the card table.
took 1 benedryl at about 6 pm. might take another at 8 pm and another at 930. this is muh first night of the weekend ritual wher i try to substitute for doing MJ because i dont have MJ but have set aside 300 bucks to buy MJ right now if it were on offer. give me 300 bucks worth. i think you can get a full oz for around that! maybe 320. welp ill pay that too. i will buy an OZ of MJ RIGHT NOW.
i dunno. it just seems so counterintuitive for the mothers of LIFE itself – women – to not care about race. you’d think they would care MORE about race than me.
but really it DOES make perfect sense for them not to care about race – to care only about STRENGTH. find the strongest man regardless of race. that makes sense, right? yes it does. and yes that is a bitter black red pill to swallow hahaha. strength trumps race, for women at least. a white woman will choose a strong nonwhite man over a weak white man. and this is EXACTLYYYYYYYYYYYYYY what we are seeing in formerly hwite nations.
AA for a third time. got an all in after flop. other guy had TT and had flopped trips. buyin again. DAMN. i just moved some btc over into the casino last week. and i am losing it all over again VERY quickly. on the lowest stakes tables. but bitcoin is SOARING to an UNHEARD OF 1800 dollars right now!
this is very relevant to AH’s first act hahahaha
ANOTHER MOTHER FOOKING GOD DAMN MUDSHARK on midsomer murders. white gurl with black man. good looking white gurl. TWO white mudsharks in literally TWO consecutive episodes. I HATE how these joos are just MOCKING us, thinking we dont notice or dont care. god fooking damn. i used to like the show!!!!! but two fooking mudsharks in two back to back episodes is TOO MUCH. and I have seen AT LEAST THREE OTHER mudsharks in this show apart from these two!!!!!!
GOD DAMN FOOKING INFURIATING how they are trying to NORMALIZE this.
theres male oil drillers as well. absolutely ridiculous. yeah yeah blacks are awesome and all whites should mate with them. jeezus cripes.
here, a white man has a light skinned black wife. their son is the same amount black as the mother. this “mulatto” yuong man is with a white mud shark gurl. mother fooook. FFS. i dont even see this much race mixing at the local walmart!!!!!!!!!!
when youre on a Cold Streak, you cant help but constantly doubt myself: am i just on a cold streak? or am I fundamentally a BAD PLAYER. once again a great metaphor for life in general!
820 pm took benedryl # 2
very relevant map hahahaha i luv maps like this.
so are bosnians not an ethnic group? i thought they were. or were they considered serbs in 1910. many serbs LIVE in bosnia, this is the truth.
uhhh where is ruthenia hehehe. or are those just ukrainians. ruthenian is not an ethnic group, its a language spoken by galicians HAHAHAHAHA oh now theres a good joke
Remember and never forget: its not womens JOB to care about race. Becuase…………
THEY ONLY CARE ABOUT STRENGTH. STRENGTH. NOT RACE.
YOU CAN GET BUTTHURT ABOUT IT, BUT YOU CANNOT CHANGE WHAT WOMEN NATURALLY ARE.
DONT EXPECT THEM TO CARE ABOUT RACE.
DONT EXPECT THEM TO BE LOYAL.
ALOYAL or NONLOYAL would be the best word for them, rather than the active betrayal implied by “DISloyal.” they were never playing by that rulebook. loyal never entered the picture for them. loyalty is a MALE thing ONLY. its not FOR women. its FOR MEN, BY MEN.
yeah its hard to understand and accept because I probably place SUCH a high premium on loyalty, even for a man!
its the same as amoral vs immoral.
just as women are amoral, they are aloyal.
its better than being immoral or disloyal.
youre welcome for the hwyte pill hahahahahahaha.