MUH LARPTOPIA

june 18 2017

had a dream i was with a fairly attractive young woman and it turned out “she” was a Transsexual with a Dick. boy i wonder what THAT means hahahaha. this might be because yesterday i saw some screenshot of a tranny porno starlet making some anti-sjw edgy libertardian pseudointellectual im the tranny porn whore with a brain remarks, as to demonstrate, look at the filth that is getting into the “alt-lite”, but the thing was, the tranny looked remarkably convincing. like most of them look like men in drag but this one actually looked like a woman. looked better than a fat 5/10 woman. and i thought, i might bang that tranny, and i realized shamefully how degen that was of me!

and even worse are the lewd comments from porn-addicted men who think they are straight, saying all sorts of things to the tranny like oohhh your beautiful, id fook you so hard, id lick your asshole and eat your beautiful ass all day. as if they dont quite get that she is really a MAN. cuz theyre essentially viewing “her” the same as a female porno slut.

i didnt look at any of the porno pictures, just the instagram, and believe me that can get PLENTY degenerate.

as soon as I found myself thinking, what is this thing really? it really does look like a woman, maybe i would bang it, I closed the shit and vowed not to tell anyone in the alt right hahahahaha.

i think in the dream the tranny looked even MORE like a woman, like this looks EXACTLY like an attractive woman, EXCEPT they have a dick. now I didnt actually see the dick, or any kind of Bulge, or feel anything.

then you ask, well do they have the SHAPE of a woman? with hips and all that?

but honestly some women dont have the shape of women!!! they are shaped like unisex potatoes, or have manshoulders, or no ass, no hips, stumpy legs, etc.

anyway not a great dream but still better than a dream with That Woman!

and of course wish i have never seen that tranny porn whore while casually browsing daily stormer hahahahaha.

but yeah they present as women, and i think their main audience is “straight” guys that like hot porno sluts, and girly bois who transition to look like hot porno sluts but havent chopped their dicks off yet.

UNBELIEVABLY DEGENERATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

anyway. back to the Logical Thought Question of, if WOMEN dont care about RACE, and we need WOMEN to perpetuate our race, then doesnt them not caring about race mean that race is subordinate to gender (secs) ?

and that we would have more in common, mentally, with a black MAN, than a white woman?

which is why you see tons of Interracial Solidarity between MRA’s and MGTOWs, who will readily tell you the same thing? I have nothing in common with white women, thats why i dont really care about RACE. I have MUCH more in common with a black or brown man.  thats why you can’t sell me on race. because white women are fooking garbage. maybe if men of all races stood together, we could defeat feminism.

i guess i would say, just because you have more in COMMON with somebody, mentally or life experiences, it STILL does not logically FOLLOW that sex is THEREFORE more important than race. although it KINDA LOOKS like it. its easy to make that logical error in this case.  the strawman looks a hell of a lot like a real man here hahahaha. its confusing!!!! it really is.

really all of this just keeps pointing to the End of White Sharia. i still dont like the word, but the IDEA just makes more and more and MORE sense as time goes on. women need to be CONTROLLED BY MEN. PERIOD. in a nonabusive way. you control your PETS, but you also love them and dont abuse them. and if you do abuse them, you should be punished.

but yeah. women ARE NOT CAPABLE of being full adults the way MEN are. and its not fair, and not right, and not smart, to think that they can. or will. they can’t. they won’t.

so im looking for AH speeches where a native english speaker delivers a good english translation of the speeches with some sort of passion or energy. so i can listen to them while Powerwalking, becuase i cant watch an actual german speech with english subtitles while i do that.

also from that woman i learned the lesson of applying WHITE SHARIA in my own life. while i cant guarantee that it would have made her fall in luv with me, i CAN guarantee that a Strong Hand on my part would have made the situation less painful. end better. and MAYBE i would have won the First Prize of a stupid fatherless mudshark for a GF for a while until I stopped exercising White Sharia hahahaha.

well in the future I will exercise white sharia, which in this situation would look like…..just treating them like a CHILD. that’s all it is. you dont abuse your CHILDREN. but you also dont let them get away with being a BRAT. thats called being a bad parent. know how and when to discipline your kids. SAME THING with women.

WOMEN ARE CHILDREN. PERIOD.

and the VAST majority of them are overgrown children who are WAY past due for a GOOD spanking and a GOOD grounding. period.

So lets spank the shit out of them and ground the shit out of them.

what people get confused on is that there’s NO burkas, NO punching

your wife in the face or kicking her in the chest, NO genital mutilation, NO rape squads. yeah those things are only for barbaric moslems. unfortunately the conan he-man woman-haters who came up with the meme liked to use jokes like that, so it was a bit unclear. and it made me very suspicious of white sharia. until i realized they were just joking and we wouldnt really do those things.

i’ll always prefer another word over sharia. like extreme white patriarchy, or traditional white patriachy.

WOMEN ARE CHILDREN.

I just get quite triggered when I see women being more successful in the Adult Male Real World than me. How can a CHILD be better at LIFE than me? because that’s how bad I am!

thats what really grinds my gears. ok its fine if women have to naturally be children. what burns me up is that these CHILDREN can be successful at things very important to me – career/work and relships – where i have been so abysmally failure. how can you be SUCCESSFUL in the ADULT WORLD if you are as mature as a CHILD????!?!?!?!??!

well its obviously easier for a woman to get a rel, im not saying thats wrong. but i think it is also easier for a woman to get a JOB. given two equally quialified candidates, the employer will PROB choose a woman over a man.

heh better to be a butthurt incel fascist 1433 VVN, than a butthurt incel male feminist!

AH was right, speeches are more effective than the written word. podcasts are more effective than blogs hahahaha.

http://www.ustream.tv/recorded/104862487

i guess azzmador, k1ke enoch, and a bunch of guys did a thing very recently in texas, maybe austin, and antifa didnt even show up? apparently a lot of good speeches were made. i cant deny that enoch makes a good speech and that speech is a very effective tool and i dont want him to stop making speeches.  you know what, as he gets bigger in popularity, he’s gonna HAVE to revisit the joo wife situation and explain it better, because he just didnt explain it well enough the first time. so i am confident that time will come. i just wish he had dealt with it right the first time rather than just avoiding it.

but he is a great speaker and he should record all his speeches.

one good speech is worth 1000000 articles hahahaha.

hope people dont throw azzmador under the bus for working with enoch! but they prob will hahahaha. i dont see a problem there. him working with enoch i mean. thats fine. [update jan 2018: i am now as back on board wth enoch as i ever was. his life was turned completely upside down and he panicked a little bit. so would I. he ultimately gave up his livelihood for The Movement and continues to outdo himself with great work, great speeches, such that i dont really care about the j00wife thing any more. also she hasn’t been talking so good for her. still not sure if they are divorced or not. i almost dont even care. ]

the white polo shirt with khaki pants is probably the best A E S T H E T I C ive seen thus far. hopefully azzmador can get with the program next time.

who is this attractive young WOMAN in the white dress. my greatest fear is finding that THAT WOMAN joined the alt right pro white movement. that she rejected me but joined muh movement hehehe and got with stronger better man and now she is banging HIGHER UPS in the alt right hahahaha. fooking richard spencer hahaha. i mean its possible. all men like attractive young white women.

i was starting to gradually talk to her about this stuff. i taught her about the 14 words and david duke and that all white nationalists werent skinhead neo nazi freaks, and that its ok to fooking luv being white. yeah i am a racist baby. now lets start taking a look at these joos too. also check out this stefan molyneux video.

i wasnt even into TRS then but you can see i was pretty close. when the shit hit the fan with her, the dylan roof thing had just happened, so i used it to show her Antiwhite media, and talk about rhodesia and south africa.

also “BLM” and “police violence” was becoming a huge thing and she paid attention to that, so i tried to touch on that too.

i would have talked about all this a hell of a lot more if she ever hung out with me hahahaha but it was always excuses.

if i had implemented white sharia and said, were hanging out NOW, or I AM GONE, treat me with the respect I deserve or find some n1993r or ph4990t to be your highness’s servant because I AM DONE WITH YOU.

then ignored her for a week, then she would ahve been BEGGING me to put babies in her and tell her about how great our race is and how we have to STOP THESE GREAZY K1KES NOW!!!!!!

so i would hate to find that my IDEAS sunk in with her and she just found a better MAN to tell them to her. i would almost rather she became a dirty fat mudshark….which she also has a chance of. it could go both ways.

all this because i saw a young white woman with long hair in the azzmador video!

or maybe i was just in general longing for a racially-aware qt waifu!

could be. i mean PROBABLY she was just the gf of one of the guys, and he had TRAINED HER WELL. that is, gotten her on board with his racial stuff. rather than tolerated even the smallest amount of antiwhite bullshit out of her.

why WOULD your gf be AGAINST you being PRO your race?

because you are being angry and butthurt and flustered and not controlling her properly.

yep i guess in the end it IS mens fault. just like its the parents fault when their kids are huge fookin BRATS. you are disgusted at the misbehaved child, but you cant BLAME them. BLAME THE PARENTS.

MEN ARE THE PARENTS, WOMEN ARE THE CHILDREN.

and we LET our children GET AWAY with literally MVRDER.

we LET them get POISONED by the joo.

there is a TWENTY YEAR OLD young man who gives a great speech at the texas thing. that sort of stuff brings a tear to muh eye hehehe. generation zyklon.

sacco vandal is also really good at the speechmaking. very very high energy. glad he is getting noticed. he speaks at 1:20 right after azzmador.

but see i would be worried about an alpha male like this “stealing” muh woman. and she would be RIGHT to leave me for the stronger man! but how can i out-alpha guys like this? I dont even want to!

its stupid that you have to be constantly competing with other guys just to prove whos manliest and strongest just so you can keep your woman from leaving you for them!

but is it REALLY stupid? it makes sense for women to go for the strongest men. so, therefore, i would keep muh woman AWAY from events like this.

i would be much more willing to host a white party at Our Home, than to bring muh wife to a pro white EVENT.

anyway pretty sure sacco is married and has children. he is prob younger than me too hahahaa. not that i am young any more. but i remember when i was! it sucks not being young any more!

and then the wives and children would have their womens party within our Family Home White Party, and the men would drink scotch and tell stories and teach the Boys.

any woman caught cheating would be banished to chimpcongo or syria hahahaha.

well actually with a month of public stockades beforehand. that PUBLIC SHAMING is incredibly powerful and we should be making as MUCH use of it as possible.

no dont send her to syria. just a month of public shaming, then she gets one chance to be a good wife to an omega male, an older single man, and if she screws THAT up, then she can become a hooker.

but do we want hookers? for whom? the young men 15-19 training for their professions? they have young girls betrothed who are waiting for them when the boys start their careers at age 20, and it will be permitted for them to hang out chastely during 15-19, get to know each other, talk to each other, and stoke the flames of desire for when they can finally get married and be together unchaperoned. hookers will not be needed.

ok then the twice-convicted slut can be sent to syria. or MAYBE to the bttom 1% of the omega male neet incel virgins, like me and george feels hahahaha.

i mean im already looking at single moms, mudsharks, over-30s, etc. and i am not wholly comfortable sending a woman to syria to get raepd. nope. a month of public shaming and stockades, then give them a chance with a lesser quality male like myself hahaha. second strike, they would be given to an even lesser male. third strike, you could send them to prison to service imprisoned men. i dunno. still working out the details of this larp.

so, high school and college are unneccessary. at age 14 or 15, the boy can start training for his career. at age 19, the boy can start his career, and will marry a 16 year old gurl. ok 17. he will have known her for the past couple of years and both of them are bristling with anticipation for several years at the day they can marry. they will both be each others “first” and thus be pair bonded for life. the young man will work at a family owned business and the wife will have babies. the husband will move up in the company, training younger men, making more money, having more time to spend with his family, becoming the best at his craft, training young men how to do it well. nonwhites nowhere to be seen. jooish influence nowhere to be seen. imagine theres no jooish influence, its easy if you try hahahahaha. actually it isnt, because jooish influence poisons EVERYTHING.

get rid of college and high school. college is worthless. high school is just as worthless. start kids working at age 14. all job training will be done on the job as they make minimum wage at age 14. you will be an “apprentice” so you wont be expected to be an expert. they KNOW youre in training. but then you slowly move up and never make minimum wage past age 14. by age 18 or 19 you can make enough to support a wife and children.

men who do crime will be publicly punished. the most serious crimes will involve a public hanging or shooting in the head. no need to torture or do anything grotesque. rapists and molesters? no need to CASTRATE them, jsut shoot them in the back of the head in the public square and throw them in an unmarked grave.

drugs addicts? drunks? part of me says, give them their drug of choice and let them go to town and K themselves. but alcoholics can take YEARS AND YEARS to do that. so i say let them continue to be productive. like if they can still do their jobs, just let them drink on the job until they fook something up, then punish them for that.

i mean i think just having a steady job and making a decent living would keep people from becoming addicts in the first place.

also we would try to minimize firings and layoffs because companies would just be extensions of the family. you could work with people who had health or family issues and not fire somebody just because he was not as productive. like maybe let a person work 30 hours a week and keep his job and just pay him 25% less. better yet, a person should only have to work 30 hours a week to have a family.

no joos, i shouldnt have to say. this is a joo-free society. dna test will test for jooishness and other nonwhiteness. i might even allow up to 25% nonwhiteness in people so long as they didnt identify with it, and were committed to making white grandchildren.

men with porn would be publicly shamed in stockades much like women who were sluts or cheaters. i mean there wouldnt BE any porn.

the mother would homeschool all children up to age 14. then the father would take over and boys would work with their fathers. and gurls would be shopped around to boys, probably from the area, or the fathers company. i mean chances are she will have met the boy when they played around the neighborhood as children. i mean shit. in the homeschools the families and children would mingle and socialize with the other families in the neighborhood. each family would have 40 acres and the fathers company would be right there, he could Walk To Work.

somebody suggested, i think heartiste, that leftists hate cars and luv public transportation because its a way to force diversity. when whites own their own cars, they can live 40 miles outside the cities. gives them freedom of association – and of dis-association. because who the hell rides the BUS.

never thought of that. and i wish it didnt HAVE to be that way. cuz i hate cars and i kinda like the IDEA of public transport. but also realize this is an URBAN URBANITE thing. and WHO lives in and controls CITIES????

whats an example of a good white CITY? munich 1900?

cities are INHERENTLY jooish arent they? whats the hwytest city that ever existed? rome 50 BC? i honestly dont know.

i do know that joos have been getting pogromed and thrown out of cities in every country for the past 3000 years tho hahahaha. so which city did the best job of it and had the smallest or ideally no jooish ghetto?

what im trying to say is, are cities REALLY inherently jooish? can we MAKE an all whyte city? being that cities offer the benefit of what exactly? uh a multitude of businesses, services, products, potential wives, and potential customers. and art and culture and history hahaha. but cant you get all that in a town? a small city? i think you can!!!!

what if your job were driving you crazy, driving you to drink? well ideally by that time, you would have enough power and autonomy in the company to change it into a Productive, Ethical enterprise where you didnt have to lie, cheat and joo people. Productive, Ethical Enterprise would be what ALL businesses are. from trash haulers to doctors.

people doing economic corruption, like crime syndicates, like the russian mob, well there would be no need for this. they would be treated like any other criminal: public shaming, flogging, or execution.

maybe there would be no prisons, no jails. if its serious enough a crime, you are immediately executed and not supported by the state for 20 years.

or you get 30 days of shame and that wouldnt cost very much. you would get to eat water and potatoes.

you could just go back to your job when you were done.

but wouldnt your coworkers continue to shame you and gossip about you?

NO, because they are MEN! they’d give you a few minutes of crude jokes and then be back to work. maybe they’d experienced the same thing.

is 30 days too much? i mean it would be different. cheaters would get 30 days, maybe stripped naked. a drunken buffoon would get 1 day, clothed, or maybe just 30 lashes with a cane, done in 15 minutes.

abortion? shoot the woman in the head in the public square, same as any murderer. done.

hehehe. i kinda like this larping today hahaha.

if a man really wants to get out of his job, he could maybe transfer into a similar job, and get a demotion, but not down to the minimum. i mean he will have learned SOME skills that will be portable. like dealing with people, dealing with shit, thinking on his feet, talking to people, solving problems. he wont be at the level of a 15 year old boy.

again, if all businesses were conducted as Productive and Ethical Enterprise, and treated their employees as valuable, then people wouldnt hate their jobs so much.

for that matter the companies should be employee owned. profit sharing. all employees own a share of the company. now the 15 year old entry level wouldnt be allowed to own as much as the ceo, or you WOULD have to PAY to BUY these shares. but yeah give everyone a share in the company.

ok what about “mental illness.” well i think in this larp whitopia, all mental illness would be automatically cut in half at LEAST, because people would be much more fulfilled. not necessarily happy, but their lives would be much more STABLE and have much more MEANING. and there would be no joos. i assure you, joos are INHERENTLY mentally ill and the root cause of half of all mental illness.

the super serious shit that really cant be helped, like major schizophrenia and shit…..we’d let the people work in any capacity they could. be janitors or something. find them something to do to give themselves dignity and meaning. i mean we still would have DOCTORS and SCIENTISTS to come up with drugs and treatments for them.

or you could give them the offer of euthanasia.

and if they committed a violent crime, as many schizos do, then they would be treated as any other violent criminal, and not be a burden on society any longer.

yes, i mean a bullet in the head in the public square.

the optional euthanasias would not be public of course! because they didnt do any crime!!!!!

what about down syndrome types? same thing basically. and or their families would just take care of them. extended families would live in a series of nearby houses and really there would be some allowance built into the family unit for these defectives, assuming that 5% of people are defective. so just allow for that from the beginning. with all men making decent living, its totally possible.

like i say, men would just continue to make more and more and never be laid off or fired, so they have enough money to take care of the young, the old, and the defective. the women and children at home would help take care of the old and defective. no nursing homes needed.

boom. perfect society. done. that only took me 1 hour of work hahahaha.

notice AH said that manual labor jobs MUST be treated with the same dignity and respect as high society jobs like doctor, lawyer, engineer. i would agree with this. but im guilty of looking down on manual laborers myself. but i KNOW i SHOULDNT!

so i guess what im describing is basically National Socialism with maybe a somewhat more stripped down state and more of those duties given to the family. the family would take care of education and basically the economy.

so what is the role of the state in my larptopia above? just to shoot violent criminals in the head in the public square? yeah i guess hahahaha.

i guess we should also keep SCALE in mind hahaha.

but anyway MK has not, by page 460 at least, set out the basic description of how the ideal society should run at least. i mean maybe its described in the 25 points of NS, which he still hasnt got to.

basically i want to know about education, jobs, marriage, family, boys, girls, how people become productive adults. AH really hasnt described any of this.

oh yeah i guess boys of 15 could also go into the MILITARY if for whatever reason their fathers were not successful craftsmen.

but ideally all men WOULD be successful craftsmen and people would just act as their OWN military, thru their 2nd amendment rights hehehe. and if the country were under attack, the employees would just take up arms and defend their town. and at that point the children would do some work for the war effort.

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SPANK THEM, GROUND THEM, TAKE AWAY THEIR PHONE, AND SPANK THEM AGAIN

may 31 2017

https://bbs.dailystormer.com/t/the-ugly-truth-about-single-motherhood/110044/

yep nothign to add here, soon enough this blog will just be me posting links to DS BBS threads that hopefully dont get ovened but prob will

http://archive.is/A0XWF

same thread, archive of hahahahaha

pretty soon i will be banned from archive.is hahahaha

my struggle today, mein KAMPF if you will HAHAHAHAHAHA, was i was eavesdropping on another colleague today and they were talking about their daughter, a 23ish year old nurse who had just BOUGHT a home and they were all happy. close to their nursing job, making decent money. shit i thought young nurses were supposed to work 100 hours a week and not be able to enjoy their lives. might as well live with your family and pay back your student loans because youre gonna be workign too much at a VERY stressful job to enjoy living in a house you’re paying too much for.

and then i was jelly of the 23 year old gurl who had made better life decisions than me and was able to enjoy a good life.

the mother might have said something about her breaking up with her BF but she is a VERY high energy woman who talks very very very fast.  how can a 60 year old woman have that much energy?

then i thought, oh just throw away your BF, you’ll find a new better one, workign around all those DOCTORS.

then i thought, these women treat MEN like the men are so REPLACEABLE, and for all intents and purposes, they ARE! because they find a replacement and forget about them!

i know these men arent replaceable! I wish these WOMEN were replaceable! I wish we men could replace those women as easily as they replace us! we men arent replaceable!

but even honestly those women arent replaceable either. this womans daughter is the product of 23 years of parenting, tens of thousands of dollars and hours of time, much struggling and suffering and growth and achievement.

i dont want to talk too much shit because i like the mother, who is VERY VERY VERY nice to me, and I APPRECIATE that!!!! and also I think the father died tragically. not the type of thing you can talk about casually hahahaha.

but as a 23 year old nurse she can find a handsome doctor pretty easily. what about the BF she dumped?

That Woman in my life has replaced and forgotten about me LONG ago. I wish I had replaced, upgraded, and forgotten about HER, LONG ago too.

and im mad that an amoral 23 year old gurl can achieve more in her short life than i have in my much longer life! be more successful THEN than i am NOW! jsut because she made good education and career choices; and had good interview skills; and is able to throw people away like garbage hahaha; and is not totally destroyed by the passing of her father, driven to whoring and drugs and degeneracy. that she can be TOUGH and do the TOUGH JOB of a nurse. and have enough energy at the end of a long day/week to think about buying a house. that a 23 year old can make enough money to buy a house. a WOMAN.

so that was my trigger.

my other colleague has childen just about to go to college, or in the middle of college, so thats triggering too hahaha.

these kids succeeding right at the age i was failing bigly.

its much much much better to peak at 22 than peak at 18! in other words, much better to peak when you are Entering Grad Skool, than when you are Leaving High School!

because most likely, you’ll CONTINUE to rise to your peak AFTER grad school if you are already doing WELL when you start it. and then hit your life peak in mid-career by like age 49 hahahaha, making 150k a year, giving Plenary Addresses at Conferences and doing 10 Skype Meetings a day.  Have nice shoes and a wife who isnt a fat slob hahaha. and kids who arent loser white trash.

yes, but do you care if your daughter dates nonwhites, or she’ll just do what she wants?

i do not know the intimate details of how the man manages his 18 yo daughters Luv Life.  Maybe she fooks middle class arabs and pakis for all I know. I can’t imagine the father would be happy about that, but i just dont have enough info.

the father seems to me like a good guy, who would use the Iron Fist to guide his children down the Right Path in life, without being overly helicoptery, but also not afraid to put his foot down and say NOT UNDER MY ROOF. YOURE GROUNDED. GET YOUR ASS OUT OF BED. GET A JOB. GET A STEM INTERNSHIP OR IM PULLING YOU OUT OF COLLEGE and you will come home and work construction and pay me rent to live at home. and for muh daughter, no dating nonwhites, no dating at all unless I am chaperoning you. you are gonna be a virgin on your wedding night and your husband will be a responsible, successful white boy.

will he be a hardass to his son but let his daughter walk all over him?

i just can’t say. these are VERY PERSONAL questions to ask a man!

I have hinted, good for you for busting your son’s ass. he will appreciate it when he’s 25 and is making 50+ grand a year and never has to move back home because he can’t make more than 20 grand at age 30! because he’s done 30 interviews and still cant get a 20 grand a year job!

no! because he’ll be doing a 50 grand engineering career! by age 25! 24, 23 even if he doesnt do a masters degree! and theres prob a 50% chance he wont! why does everyone have to do a masters degree?????

because you want to make 50+ grand and HAVE A WIFE AND FAMILY AND A HOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

THATS WHY YOU HAVE TO HAVE A MASTERS DEGREE!!!!!!!!

but when i was 21, i was very degen. i was like i NEVER want to have kids, kids are DEATH, then you cant bang SLUTS the rest of your life.

well sure you can hahahaha. also even when i was 21 i kinda wanted a WIFE. and if i got a wife, she prob could have convinced me to have KIDS. but i sure couldnt GET a wife hehehehe.

had dream last night where i was in a college dorm full of young people (common dream location) and i had gotten a delivery of a large box that i guess i was trying to order painkillers or something. and it had stamped right on the box a bunch of stamps an stickers like the painkillers chemical name and customs and postal inspector and you are being watched and you are going to be arrested and there is a warrant out for your arrest for ordering these illegal drugs illegally thru the mail, prepare to get arrested very soon scumbag. and i was like oh shit couldnt they have packed it with a little more STEALTH? wtf am i gonna DO??!?!?!?! and I ran out of the room and snuck out of the building. i did not get arrested.

kind of a weird dream but maybe that was me telling myself never to order anything SHADY off the INTERNET. DAMN. but i kind of want those shady things!

are there ANY fascist, National Socialist, Hwyte Supremists who DONT condemn MJ? I think I might be the only one. And I still condemn it. I just sort of accept that I want to do it, and I will keep it secret from most people.

june 1

beautiful day. need to do some serious 52 minute powerwalk out there today.

had ridiculous dream last night where i was going to a stripper. “she” had a hot young body but the head of a….35 year old beta male with balding hair and scruffy beard. maybe like a more italian-looking version of myself hahahahahaha. the stripper did super degenerate dancing including dildoing herself to Gushing Orgasms. “she” had a few dedicated fans who didnt mind her weird head. i dont know how i was one of them. “she” whined and tried to get me to do capn save a ho with this bad russian men who were after her. turned out she owed tons of money to russian gangsters. of courshe.wav.

we were whisked off to a huge facility where, among many other industrial and production operations, the russians used a machine saw to cut off bitches heads, drop the heads in a box, and have a camera attached the heads that would videotape the whole thing, from the POV of the person who is being beheaded. then i think the bodies were cut up further. this was horrifying and nightmarish.

just another standard dream!

got the edgar steele book today. defensive racism. havent even looked at it yet. i hope it talks a lot about JOOZ but i suspect it will talk about The Blacks a lot more.

supposedly steele got SET UP and wasnt REALLY conspiring to kill his wife. i hope this is true.

well maybe she was a huge cvnt hahahahaha.

then spank her, ground her, take away her phone, and continue to spank her every day until she changes her attitude hehehehe.

this is how adult women need to be and WANT to be treated.

this is a normal, healthy, mature woman. accept it or die foreveralone virgin and childless!

so from like 16-21 women date/fook men around their own age. at age 22 when they are supposed to start being career adults, they start dating men 10+ years older.

so i guess men who are 22-30 are supposed to date 16 year olds hahahahahahaha.

i dunno. i should just get a damn hooker already hehehe. even though all i want is a nice young woman to cuddle with. but that is rare and valuable as hell.  “all i want”, “just a nice woman to cuddle with”, like thats such a SMALL request. hell no thats a 600000000000000000000 times bigger request than wanting some skank to bang.

ok went for 52 min pwalk, finished chap 10 of MK, which is a VERY long chapter. got kind of boring in parts. some talk on the JQ. chap 11 is another long chapter called “nation and race” which I hope will have a LOT of talk on the JQ. at any rate, I agree with every word AH says hahahaha.

he is the greatest, wisest man who ever lived hahaha.

but things are SO much worse than they were 100 years ago when he was describing. what would he say about gays, and oh god feminism and the women. the women alone are 600000000000000000000000000x worse. he might have been driven to Drink by Today’s Women! the single mother homes, the feminism, the sluts, the career women, feminism, pornography, the gays, the trannies, and THEN all the racial diversity on top of that! if he was annoyed by czechs and poles, imagine how he would feel about even LARGER numbers of browns! violent negros! violent arabs! indolent mexicans! turks! asians! indians!

and oh god i bet he never even saw one single MUDSHARK. the only mudsharks that existed were syphilitic whores in berlin and vienna, simply taking paying customers.

AH would have been SO TRIGGERED by the extreme degeneracy today, which makes weimar germany look like……ideal aryan wheat field thousand year reich deutschland uber alles.

the degeneracy is WORSE, so we need someone TOUGHER than AH!!! WOW!!!

AH is gonna look like MICKEY MOUSE compared to the hero we need NOW!

anyway it just sucks that That Woman was REALLY the BEST woman I could find. I really really wish I could find a better woman. because how bad is it when the best woman you ever met dumped you and broke your heart and you never get over it hahahaha. kinda sucks.

she was a decent woman tho, and i was too weak to manage her properly. to do MY job. put her in her place and tell her what to do.

https://bbs.dailystormer.com/t/greg-johnson-s-attacks-and-how-to-deal-with-them/110436/

oh come on. wtf is going on NOW.

well it is disappointing that Greg never shows his face. I dont know how he hasnt been doxed. would it really be the end of the world if he were doxed? assuming greg johnson is not his real name. it might be!

i know he had a beef with richard spencer and hunter wallace and i never quite understood that. i cant recall what hes said about anglin. ive never seen a discussion between anglin and GJ.

so in other words, its possible greg might be a Drama Queen, and thats not a good way to be. im not gonna throw him under the bus but he really shouldnt throw other good people under the bus. him and heimbach feuding especially sucks.

and i dont like people bitching about greg. but if he does cause drama and bitch about others….doesnt he deserve it? i mean he shouldnt just get away with petty shit. if he’s done stupid shit he should apologize.

this is what i like about anglin. he rises above all drama or at least most of it. he never says anything remotely bad about other people. i am kidna the same way. when it comes to movement people of course hahahaha.

cuz i hate infighting and drama like this!

but what if its warranted? like its not GOOD for greg to talk shit! and its not GOOD for enoch to be so Circumspect about his wife!

at some point, whether you like it or not, you become a LEADER, and leaders need to SET AN EXAMPLE! sure we can be FORGIVING of them! but to say they are ABOVE THE LAW is too much. LEADERS SHOULD SET AN EXAMPLE.

and when you have thousands of people reading you, writing to you, giving MONEY to you….you’ve become a leader, whether you like it or not, and should show a sense of responsibility to that role.

like i would never say “its him or me.”

so i would tolerate Gays and Joo Fookers?

a PHAG ENABLER! JOO ENABLER! CORRUPTION SPIRALER! TRAITOR!

lets just all join with AA and the DS because he’s got probably the best thing going and his own personal integrity is super high. and he gets along fairly well with people. if anyone has a problem with AA….that’s THEIR problem. he never STARTS shit, he never holds grudges. I respect that a lot.

I mean if I were Greg I would be Reaching Out to AA saying how can I work with you, DS is great and you’re reaching more peopel than I am. so let me partner up with you, support you, you get the full support of counter currents. and there hasn’t been that kind of outreach.

i mean sure maybe greg is jealous of the YOUNGER guy who has ultimately been MORE successful. hehehehe i might be jealous too! i am everyday jealous of young men who are more successful than me!

i would hope i could put aside that jealousy in the service of our RACE.

i mean greg is on real good terms with MW. who is also on good terms with spencer. i HOPE greg does not say “him or me!” to MW!

Heh i left a comment for MW encouraging him to do an interview with anglin or weev. that would be AWESOME but i dont think he will.

unfort if greg really is a gay, that would make sense him being a bitchly, womanly drama queen. believe me im not happy about any of this. greg was one of THE FIRST red pill, JQ, “alt right” people for me. I was reading him in 2012 before alt right even existed. maybe even 2011. before DS, before TRS.

then these newcomers came along and kinda overshadowed greg. not because they do Better work…..but they might Tap The Vein even better. finger on the pulse. really be in touch with the zeitgeist hehehehe. and greg could choose to be friendly with them…………..or not. and have his own little isolated world. kinda sad because greg is BRILLIANT. and it would BEHOOVE him to work better with other people.

he would be more successful hehehehe. like anglin.

https://bbs.dailystormer.com/t/possible-wives-from-south-africa/110020/

this is not a bad idea. OP is a top tier poster on DS, one of my favs, and one of the few who puts MGTOW in a good perspective, wants to build bridges between MGTOW and VVN and makes a very good case for it. he obv understands the WQ all too well. but he is not Consumed by Hate like some of th epeople on the BBS who just flame and insult each other back and forth. stupid as shit.

 

IF THEY ACT LIKE CHILDREN, THEY SHOULD BE TREATED LIKE CHILDREN

may 29 2017

happy joo year, same as the old joo year hahahahahaha

no i might change these publish dates. right now it is actually memorial day 2017, the “unofficial start of summer”, so, a GREAT time of year, muh favorite. beautiful weather and i plan to get outside very soon here.

trimmed beard from usual level 2 to a level 1

looks shorter hahahaha

i knew humans were always irrational, but i had no idea HOW irrational. had no idea how damn irrational I was! quite a damn bit!

its is nice going outside for 90 minutes each day. might even extend this to 100 minutes hehehehe. but most peopel do not have this PRIVILEGE!!!!!

they are too busy working, and then coming home after work to be a single mother and work on their pheonix IT degrees so they can get a nice 35k office job one day project managing incompetent indians hehehhe.

link to daily stormer article about british airways losing tons of money because they outsourced IT to incompetent indians hehehe just to save a few bucks. and have no backup plans. no contingency plans.  pet peeve of mine. when people try to save money on IT by having shoddy service here. how can big huge established companies NOT UNDERSTAND they need to take i.t. SERIOUSLY. by hiring female phoenix grads hehehehehe. who spent 60 grand to get a bachelors of tier 1 call center degree. please reboot computer or you get wirus.  mother fook. never again. i hate fooking computers almost as much as i h8 joos.

https://www.amazon.com/Polish-Way-Thousand-Year-History-Culture/dp/0781802008

bought this book yesterday for like 7 dollars total

i am looking for a well written book by a passionate luver of poland. not sure if i got the right book hehehe. supposedly this guy was not “nationalistic.” but nationalistic is EXACTLY what i WANT.

i H8 how EVERYONE automatically assumes that nationalism = BAD. EVIL. RACIST. they automatically make that assumption and if you question it, youre an EVIL IDIOT RACIST. if you ever QUESTION that PRECONCEIVED NOTION hehehe.

flopped triple, all in, beat by guy who gets flush on the turn

yeah if you can find a 25 year old woman who has ONLY been with 10 guys, marry that pure decent woman. i figure most 25 year old woman have been with 25+ guys. ABSOLUTELY DEGENERATE. I would still bang them though becuase i am that desperate for approval from WOMEN hahahaha. ABSOLUTELY THIRSTY hehehehe.

in some ways though i think its NATURAL and NORMAL for men to want SOME sort of approval from women. it would probably be just as good for men to get married young, as it is for women to get married young. then you arent a bitter old incel by age 30 hehehe.

i mean its not at all Empowering to think you arent even capable of banging dirty sluts that fook EVERYBODY. because all you have to do is show a minimum of masculinity like a NEGRO or REFUGEE. and you cant even do THAT.

and i think its better to have the CHOICE to bang dirty whores, or just be alone, rather than to not have that choice, and not even be able to bang dirty whores. although thats 50% my fault and 50% the whores fault. and 34% the jooz fault hahaha. for making women into wh0res and men into ph4ggots hehe.

basically whenever i get angry/sad about myself, the world, women, the jooz, i have been going for a powerwalk and trying to get some mild jogging in there to, to get heart rate up.

lemme just say i am not a fat slob any more thank god, i am like 20 bmi. well, 20.9. 21 lets say. i used to be a fat slob with bmi 25. i know bmi isnt the be all end all but i think its a useful Metric hahahaha.

anyway. its WEIRD when you have a city like bromberg / bydgoszcz which, prior to ww1, were 80% german, and now they are 99% polish. so is the city polish or german? i dont really like that.

i mean i would really like it if a city could just expel all its jooz and nonwhites forever hahahaha. so it bodes well for that, the idea that an entire city can DRASTICALLY change its demographics.

but i hate it when whites attack each other. poles brutalizing germans in these areas. maybe some germans brutalizing poles. its just SAD AF.

but yeah this situation happens a lot between poland and germany. well i guess germany and a lot of countries hehehe. because people were always hating on germany and taking german land and then brutalizing the ethnic germans that remained in poland or czechia or alsace lorraine hehehe.

or what about a city like lvov. lviv. formerly known as lemberg. clearly a german name. how does a GERMAN city get into UKRAINE. was it really GERMAN? i think it was part of austria hungary. was it more austrian or more hungarian? how was it not part of russia? whats the difference between ukraine and “ruthenia”?

am i just making assumptions about lemberg?

was it an asshole move for germany to promise the eastern half of poland to russia? didnt germany think the poles were entitled to some self determination? but i can understand germany being mad about german land being given to poland, and poland killing germans therein. and as a pole i would “own” that and apologize to germans and say yeah that was wrong. that was shitty of poland. heres your land back, we’ll get out of it, no more brother wars.

so “NATIONALISM” was the theme of the 20th century, esp in the balkans and eastern europe. so “GLOBALISM” is gonna be the theme of the 21st century? esp in western europe?

how can an entire city be german then polish then ukrainian?

well it wasnt german, it was austrian? the kingdom of galicia vlodomysky something was just part of the habsburg empire?

may 30

FOOKING WEAK!!! TAAKE has cancelled their US tour due to visa problems. was supposed to see them in about a week. was looking forward to that. i guess i could still see the “norse black metal band” helheim that was playing with them but…..i wanted to see TAAKE and HOEST the drunk racist from the same town as b00rtzum who wrote no less than 4 excellent, timeless songs!

i honestly dont give a shit about helheim! i mean maybe they are good but i really only wanted to see TAAKE! havent been to a good concert since i figuratively K’d muh self over that woman almost 2 years ago.

survived stress free day buy as usual i dont have much confidence. tried to be friendly and shit but i wasnt witty or impressive. oh well. maybe i dont HAVE to be witty or impressive. oh well.

came home and was tired and almost fell asleep. ate too big dinner then got news about taake tour. damn.

well the good news is, i saw my smart, respectable, successful, admirable manager uses the same Tab Productivity Add On as I do, where you can save all your chrome tabs to OneTab rather than have them open and eat up memory all the time.  i dont know if he saw me using it and then looked into it himself, or if Great Minds Just Think Alike hahahahaha. I started using it maybe 2 months ago and have liked it a lot.  its a very simple concept, basically just copying links like bookmarks, but its quicker and easier to use than the bookmark page or copying and pasting. ive got one right now with muh top 28 pages on it.

measuring children by adult standards. yeah but this would be like the brattiest, shittiest, most misbehaved children, who had been acting that way for YEARS and never been punished.

so what do you do when a child gets REALLY in trouble?

well, you spank them, and or you GROUND them.

what do you do when you GROUND them?

they cant hang out with friends, they cant leave the house, they cant use their phone, no facebook, no texting, no internet.

so how do you GROUND a 20 year old CHILD who’s been acting up for YEARS and literally NEEDS to be GROUNDED for YEARS?

but yeah they SHOULD be GROUNDED. stay at home with your family. no phone, no going out with your bad influence friends, no talking to these bad influence degenerates, no Boys. it would address all the major ways women misbehave.

JUST TAKE AWAY THEIR DAMN PHONE. that would go a long way.

spank them and take away their phone for a month. these simple things would improve women SO MUCH.

bbbbut you cant GROUND an 18 year old WOMAN who is a fully grown adult!

IF THEY ACT LIKE CHILDREN, THEY DESERVE TO BE TREATED LIKE CHILDREN.

SPANKED AND GROUNDED.

AND THEY WILL ALWAYS ACT LIKE CHILDREN. Until you get 3 kids out of them.

how about this: STOP TREATING THEM LIKE CHILDREN WHEN THEY STOP ACTING LIKE CHILDREN.

DONT HOLD YOUR BREATH.

had a dream last night were i was playing a game with people and i kept losing, round after round. last place. we started a new round and i chuckled grimly, welp better get ready to get last place again. maybe i can get second to last this time. maybe i should start a company with (other guy who was the next biggest loser) and our company can fail within a year.

but yeah it reminded me of that feeling when you fail at everything. i havent had a situation like that where i was competing against others for a score and got last place over and over and over again, but it has happened when playing games of some sort.

but yeah point is, when you lose like 4 or more times in a row, you really start to get discouraged and demoralized and it really feels like that idea of “learned helplessness.” youre like this is pointless, im not doing even a little bit better here.

and then if you fail at all sorts of things- school, jobs, women, life, tasks, games, assignments, tests, interviews, conversations – you start to feel like you cant do ANYTHING right, and that youre gonna FAIL AT EVERYTHING.

FEELS BAD MAN!!!!!!!

and i feel like that SO MUCH that i have forgotten that thats what I feel like!

it also makes you not try nearly as hard. making you even more likely to fail!

ive failed so long ive forgotten what its like to win, and ive also forgotten that im failing right now, hahahaha. you dont think of it as failing, you just think THATS NORMAL. thats what NORMAL is. failing all the time. oh well. best not to try too hard, expend too much effort and energy. tired all the time. YAWWWNNNNNN.

SPANK THEM, GROUND THEM, TAKE AWAY THEIR PHONE, and no hanging out with their awful friends for a month. for 6 months. because they SHOULD have gotten grounded like once a month but their FATHER never did his JOB!

you cant do these things to a 18, 19 year old WOMAN!

THATS WHEN YOU SHOULD DO IT THE MOST!!!! THE MOST!!!!!!!!

That’s when they NEED it the MOST!!!!!!!!

REALLY, they should be MARRIED and banging their happy husband 10 times a day and getting him ready to happily work another 12 hour day at the family business.

but instead they are shipped off to COLLEGE, where they can SLUT IT UP and NOT be supervised or grounded.

THERES NO REASON FOR AN 18 YEAR OLD GURL TO LEAVE HOME.

NO GOOD CAN COME OF IT. As soon as they get out of their fathers house, they slut it up. living with other young sluts isnt gonna shame them. they will all laugh tee hee about each other being sluts. oh what boy did you fook last night. ew gross i fooked him last week, he is so awkward! better dump him before he catches feelings! so needy! so thirsty! what a creeper weirdo!

does this sound like an ADULT?

it sounds like CHILDREN who are up to absolutely no fooking good. breaking windows, huge party when the parents are gone, crashing the parents car, losing your dads babe ruth baseball, breaking the family heirloom, burning the house down, flooding the basement. all that at once is basically what being a slut even once is. in terms of being a Naughty Child.  its a big damn deal that needs a serious goddamn punishment. like finding out your 16 year old child is SHOOTING HEROIN. There should be the SAME response for your 18 year old daughter being a slut. even just once.

but too many fathers just turn a blind eye and say well shes an adult now, she can learn from her own mistakes.

NO SHES NOT AN ADULT!

maybe im hopped up because my Boomer Coworker is sending his 18 year old daughter to College in a few months.

She probably wont become a slut and with his Firm Guidance, she will have a Useful Masters Degree in 5 years and be making way more than i ever will! when really she should be getting married NOW.

 

WOMEN ARE SUPPOSED TO ACT LIKE CHILDREN. SO CONTROL YOUR D4MN CHILDREN.

apr 28

http://www.vocativ.com/425021/alt-right-trolls-neo-nazi-andrew-anglin-legal-fund/

the judenpresse is hearing about the DS dnation drive to help save AA/DS.

ok so even the woman beaters on DS agree that once you have to beat a woman, youve lost control. but now they are supporting a “scorched earth” policy which says you are so ruthless that you have to be willing to abandon your CHILDREN in order to smite a bad woman. the few women on the site are understandably not liking that. shit I dont like the idea. i mean abandoning your children is worse than beating your wife.

i say abandon the shitty wife and take the innocent kids with you. and find a better wife who would prob be a better mother to the kids than their actual mother hahahahahaha.

yeah good women all have the potential to become bad women but if you get a good woman before she goes bad, and KEEP her good, then things will prob work in your favor hahaha.

adult children. all this talk of manchildren when women are the real adult children. BUT THEYRE SUPPOSED TO BE. MEN are NOT supposed to be adult children.

ADULT WOMEN ARE *SUPPOSED* TO ACT LIKE CHILDREN.

so dont get mad at them when they do it. CONTROL YOUR DAMN KIDS. is exactly what you would say to little kids being brats while the weak parents / single mother did nothing.

we as MEN need to take this SAME approach to our WOMEN.  PERIOD.

WOMEN ARE SUPPOSED TO ACT LIKE CHILDREN. SO CONTROL YOUR DAMN CHILDREN.

just on fire with the TRUTH on the WQ today hahahaha.

now you dont punch your children in the face, or otherwise abuse your children, and yes you are allowed to Luv them.

So I think this is the healthiest perspective to take here.

its like the kid on the escalator (mallrats, not sure why i havent erased that degen movie from my mind, well because theres a few funny parts in it). its the kid being a brat in church.

DONT BLAME THE KID, BLAME THE PARENTS!!!!!

and women are like the brattiest children of all. doing real problem child bullshit. that you really WANT to blame the child. how could any normal child be THIS bad. THIS child needs PROFESSIONAL help because they are torturing animals and were they fooking ABUSED by their parents to get this bad? but that is normal women. and you as the man need to figure out a very strong system of discipline and control that does NOT involve abuse.

how is this even WORF IT?

because HWYTE CHILDREN. i mean the literal hwyte children you get to perpetuate our race. 14 words kind of hwyte children. not the adult women children who produce the actual literal hwyte children hahahahahaha.

https://www.wesearchr.com/bounties/daily-stormer-vs-splc-legal-defense-fund

sam hyde just contributed FIVE THOUSAND feckin dollas to anglins wesearchr. i really hope anglin gets all this money. also this kinda proves sam hyde is seriously /ourguy/ hahahahaha.

but honestly i would not be surprised to see jooish bullshit happen with wesearchr, like this campaign being shut down, or them not reaching the minimum. why didnt weev set it at like 30 thousand?

sent some more btc to anglin because it felt kind of cheap to just send him 5 dollars in his huge time of need. sent him around 10 bucks this time.

wondering why spencer doesnt have something supporting anglin on the front page of altright.com. i mean this case does involve spencer and his mother.

maybe anglin is a fed who was planted to destroy the alt right by therefore turning all stormers against spencer hahahahaha.

well what if spencer does something for anglin in the near future.

women are a lot more baby minded at 25-30 than they are from 20-25. they really get BABY RABIES and i wouldnt put it past them to try to get preggers by just about anyone, after the age of 25, if they havent had a baby yet. BEWARE over 25 year old women that do not have children an who arent making their career their substitute child. (masters degree, 60 hours a week, luvs their career, middle class)

in other words, if things had “worked out” with That Woman, she was transitioning from early twenties to late twenties. maybe she would have deliberately tried to get preggers from me hahahaha.

but thats GOOD! I wanted to get her preggers and have 3+ beautiful hwyte children with her.

then she could dump me and take the children away from me hahaha.

but no im just not making enough money to raise children.

sheeeeeeeit i wish i never MET her, so that I never really KNEW what I was MISSING with women, and could just be a Happy Woman Hater hahahaha. When A Man Luvs A Woman.mp3

yeah well in a few more years it will be LIKE i never met her hahahaha.

besides. she probably had PROBLEMS i didnt even know about. like in her crazy woman mind. shit she already had pretty big problems i DID know about.

DODGED A BULLET THERE!

really we need to look into into artificial wombs and more realistically, hiring women to act as hired wombs only. a substitute artificial womb. a human artificial womb. and then just be a Single Father.

Cant do that unless you a WEALTHY though.

its probably JUST AS important to REDUCE the number of nonwhites, as to INCREASE the number of hwytes. reduce the nonwhytes by deportation and stopping immigration. and, in the US, solving the BQ hahahaha by segregation, deportation, and or Subsidized STERILIZATION of blacks hehehehe. i think that is a VERY good use of taxpayer money.

but this stuff really is as extreme as artificial wombs tho.

larp larp larp larp larp. what is REALLY happening is this case with anglin. maybe now would be a good time for The March In Whitefish. or just any kind of big event to support him. he could probably raise more money by appearing at IRL events. why not go to the pikeville thing happening THIS WEEKEND.

why not go to NY and LA and all the big cities. dont need to go to a shit city like berkeley.

but the college. yeah well there are other colleges. go to harvard, yale, princeton, stanford, sure UCB is a good skool but there are plenty of other good skools. just go to any good, LARGE skool if you want publicity.

go to any large city. provide your own security, you would get a lot of volunteers. we dont NEED security, we protect OURSELVES.

of course, plenty of places (cities) have strict gun laws against open carry, concealed carry, etc. so you’d HAVE to get LE involved hahaha.

am i naive to think most LEOs would be more in favor of pro-whites, rather than disgusting antiwhite antifa?

also even the jooish media is reporting on The Lefts tendency to act like violent kneegrows at these protests.

was feeling grumpy and despairing over my weak loserness, so i decided to try a powernap. didnt really sleep more than 30 minutes but i think it helped a little.

yes i tried to be productive today by going to store, trimming beard, going for short powerwalk (go for another later), did some PUSHUPS, and listend to some georgie boy. might get under calorie limit today. really the best way to do that is just NOT EAT. don’t have SNACKS or dessert, period. eat one small meal and one big meal and that is all you can have for the day. and that still might be too much!

but i would recommend this for fat slobs. you want to lose weight? DONT EAT. eat one small meal and one “bigger” meal and keep it under 1200 calories a day if you really want to lose weight quickly.

welp ate by Big Meal of the day and went over 1500. son of a bitch. this is including 2 powerwalks and skipping breakfast. like i said, its SO EASY to go over.

https://bbs.dailystormer.com/t/any-useful-books-on-how-to-be-a-dominant-bf-husband/102711

the woman beaters have not shown up yet and there is fairly moderate advice on how to be a manly but not abusive man hahaha

they say raep is about power not secs, but what you have to understand is that WOMEN FIND POWER SECSY.

this doesnt mean that women always like raep but it does explain alot of those raep fantasies. and also it is is a very good idea to ALWAYS BE POWERFUL with women.

BRUTE STRENGTH. RAW POWER. POWER. POWER. STRENGTH = POWER. women are attracted to this like a man is attracted to a beautiful young 18 year old gurl.

TINDER TRASH. theres a reason that phrase exists. tinder TRASH.

sucks to see a good woman go from good and never on tinder, to mudsharking, high-number, secs on the 3rd date tinder TRASH.

just LAUGH in their faces and say YOUR FATHER MUST BE SO PROUD, TINDER TRASH. NOW SUCK ME.

arranged marriages really are the way to go. and it doesnt have to be like browns and mudslims. it would be a very hwyte form of arranged marriage. maybe even the father could even give her a choice of 2 good, pre-vetted men. not that women can make good decisions of who to marry and who to have babies with.

but anyway if the guy turns out to be an abusive monster, she should be able to go to her father and he will fix it.  but BOTH fathers will be meeting to arrange this shit to make sure they are BOTH getting a good deal. win win.

you could prob even marry off 16 yo gurls with 16 yo boys, not even 23 year old men. 23 year old men with jobs would prob be better tho. but 16 yo boys could be done provided there are families that could help out if they had some kids of their own, but the young father still needed to finish skooling so he could start making good money at 22/23, and ALREADY have a young child. it could be done. have more emphasis on extended family beyond the nuclear. 3 generation households. that might be one way to justify these goddamn huge mcmansions. they are big enough for 3 fooking generations.

cuz i was thinking what to do about the boys who are HORNY AF when they are 16? should you make it ok to bang whores and sluts for them? or should you just marry them to 16 yo gurls and they can happily bang each other? i think that is the ideal.

i mean young people get RIDICULOUSLY horny and this leads them to make EVEN WORSE decisions. but its not like you cant turn this horniness off. if you chain them up they might try to rebel by running away and fooking muds. but marrying 16 year olds to each other and letting them fook all day, everybodys happy. but the family has to be there to help if that 16 yo gets preggers. i mean why wouldnt they be. we’re hwytes, not SAVAGES. we TAKE CARE OF OUR KIDS. in fact it should prob be encouraged. you’re 17 and havent had a kid yet? better get on that! arent you and your horny husband fooking enough?

this way, both super horny young men and young women are fulfilling their urges in healthy ways, and not turning to degeneracy like promiscuity or porn!

no moron, dont look to MUSLIMS as an example of how to treat women! this is what i dont like abotu this white sharia. some of these idiots actually think the MUSLIMS have the RIGHT idea.

i used to like that BBS didnt have a downvote, but now i think downvote system would be good.

we need to treat our women like GOOD parents treat their children. we dont need to abuse them, dress them in burkas, and treat them like SHIT. they are subservient to us and KIND of like property, in the way that our beloved dog or children is our “property.” you would never think of beating or abusing or hating them.

i cant believe this attitude makes me a WHITE KNIGHT PVSSY MANGINA SIMP PEDESTALIZER CAPTAIN SAVE A HORE.

heh. i sure talk and think about women way too much for somebody who hasnt even talked to a 20-30 year old woman for like 2 years hahahaha.

but yeah. this is how IMPORTANT the WQ is, because many men are obsessed with women, as am I. it directly affects us. in fact the WQ was what started me on muh redpilling over 10 years ago. yes it was!

i was starting down that road even before I Disavowed the Left!

basically the WQ was the ROOT CAUSE of me changing from a pathetic shitlib antiwhite SJW, into the somewhat less pathetic 1433 VVN far right fascist traditionalist race-luving hwyte warrior wannabe that stands before you today hahahaha.

yeah im still pathetic but im WAY LESS PATHETIC than if i were still an antiwhite shitlib!

maybe i should start drinking again. and then only drink on a day like this, a weekend where i dont have to get up in the morning. and no driving. and just drink at least medium quality stuff and no bottom shelf rotgut stuff. and only once a week. like be drinking some whiskey on a night like this. dont drive anywhere. i dont drive as much anyway. i was more social when i was a drinker hahahhaha.

i mean if im not driving, its ok, right????

same reason im wanting to use MJ, right? to ESCAPE from BAD FEELS???!!!?!!?!?!?!

pretty much hahaha. but i would still much rather do MJ.

but alcohol is SO much easier to get!

but the hangovers are horrible.

but theyre less worse if you drink quality booze.

but but but

TO HAVE A CHANCE AT BECOMING A WAGE SLAVE YOU HAVE TO BECOME A DEBT SLAVE FIRST

mar 11

if at first you dont succeed, try, try, try, try, try, and try again. this is GREAT life advice we’ve all heard, and i would fully endorse it.

the big problem with it is, you are NOT suppose to use it on WOMEN. once they reject you ONCE, you DONT EVER want to try again, because that makes you the BAD GUY in ever way. bad, weak, evil, horrible, like a child molester or a raepist. because then youre not respecting her wishes.

i wish the people who say if at first you dont succeed, try and try again, made it more clear that this advice should NEVER be used with women. even though its good advice in all other areas of life.

yeah this is common sense…….to fookin normie nonnevergfs who have never not been with a woman for longer than casual secs hahahaha.

also it was hard for muh fam to educate me on women, because even though women have always been the same at heart…..the women my generation and young are much, much worse than the women from, for example, the older baby boomers.  in terms of the things theyve DONE, the things they have on their conscience, if they had a conscience. in short, theyve taken many more cox, murdered more babies, broken more hearts, done 60000000 times more harm. earned the wages of sin. whereas before, the women were at least restrained from DOING this stuff. and that matters. when you DO evil and sin it changes you for the worse, makes you a worse person. heh. even jesus christ was TEMPTED to sin and do evil. but he said NO GET THEE BEHIND ME SATAN!!!!!!!!

so yeah unfort it was especially hard for the older generation to educate the younger generation on how to get women, because there was SUCH a drastic generational change in women.

the best would be homeschooling with an older brother or cousin who was 5 to 10 years older than you. or just a professional/life male mentor/role model who is 5 to 10 years older than you. every man should have this but most dont. Sad!

basically, someone from your same generation but a little bit older and wiser. younger than your parents. i suppose if your parents are younger then they might be able to understand your generation better because they are closer to it. and i endorse parents having children young. man and women get married at 18 and have their first child at 18. second child at 20, third child 22, 4th child 24, and the father has been making 28k a year since age 16, and by age 24 is prob making at least 40k a year. ideal world larping shit here hahahaha.

i guess in a nondegenerate nice hwyte country, you wouldnt even NEED homeschooling and could go back to more public schooling. though it should never get too far away from homeschooling. homeschool coops would be your “public schools”. parents would EXTREMELY VET all their childrens friends and especially their daughters suitors.

fathers could get involved with homeschooling too because half of homeschooling would be essentially bring your kids to work day and train the kids on your craft. so that they are poised to make 28k a year at age fooking 14 if they wanted.

and ideally the father would have eventually risen by this time to start his own business so that he is not somebody else’s slave and can hire who he wants, like his children, who he also makes damn sure are competent workers.

sure you could teach the daughters some of the work too, why not. esp if they have any interest in it. but mothers would be teaching about womens SACRED DUTY as the GUARDIANS of the race, of LIFE ITSELF, and educate women to have a LOT more RESPECT for that SACRED RESPONSIBILITY.

what a wonderful world it would be!

well i guess men would be the guardians but women would be…the mothers. you need them. without women and mothers your race dies.

“and thats a problem because………why?”

hehehe many young hwytes making 50k a year would seriously ask you that question.

“Whites have been on top for too long. They’ve taken MORE than their fair share. time for payback. KARMA. karmas a bitch sometimes, and whites have brought it all on themselves. time to step aside and give others a fair chance. thats why we need moar immigrants.”

im not makign this stuff up folks. i WISH it were just a cognitive distortion on my part.

GLR estimated that about 80% of (adult) J’s were traitors. and that traitors needed to be gassed. for treason hehehehe. this meant he beleived that 20% of j’s were GOOD JOOZ. when you put it THAT way…..that 20% sounds a little HIGH no? hahahahaha. i would put it more like 10% max hahahaha.

https://archive.org/stream/ThisTimeTheWorld/ThisTimeTheWorld_djvu.txt

READ IT. BUY IT hahahaha. search it on google shopping to get a better price than amazon.

after you casually bang bitches, give them this book and say read this if you ever want a good pounding from me ever again. you do know how to read dont you? you read 50 shades of gray. now read something that matters. and maybe i’ll pound you again when i have time. and dont steal the book from me like a joo. and ill dump you very soon because you are not an honorable woman. a better man, like GLR, wouldnt even have banged your sloppy slutty pvssy even once. (he admits to not liking Easy Sluts when he was in the military, which gave him a reputation as an “oddball.”)

heh. his father was essentially a COMEDIAN. did not expect this. went from ridiculously starving artist to making good money in the depression just by making people laugh. i cant even imagine a type of stand up comedy or vaudeville that isnt extremely jooed, but i guess it existed once.

oosh needed this one:

i mean this is the risk you take with all in. thats why they call it gambling. he could have easily beat me with AA. or getting a J. but there i had an equal chance of getting a K as he did a J. of course if he had QQ he would have beat me.

GLR: ” The documents include the Overman Report to the U.S. Senate, 1919, Senate Document 88, which shows that of the 388 members of the first Soviet Government, sitting in the Old Smolny Institute in Petrograd, 371 were Js and 265 of these Js were from the lower East Side of New York City!  ”

oh im sure this overman report has been discredited as an antisemitic hoax even worse than the protocols of the elders of zion hahahahaha.

petrograd = st petersberg

stalingrad = leningrad = volgograd = yuge russian victory against germans in ww2, hence yuge motherland calls statue. VERY VERY VERY impressive statue, but not sure this was such a good thing for russians. or germans. or the world. war should have never been fought. US should have never entered war. so uhhh what then. is it polands fault for not surrendering immediately to germany? i really like poland tho.  but prob not more than i luv the hwyte race and not more than my dislike of the antiwhiteness of da jooz.

https://archive.org/stream/TheInternationalJew/InternationalJew_djvu.txt

also read this one by the one and only henry ford.

http://archive.is/LNVTM

archive of the archive hahahaha

unfort GLR’s parents were divorced by the time he was 6. in the mid 1920s.

https://archive.org/stream/ThisTimeTheWorld/ThisTimeTheWorld_djvu.txt

see chapter 3 hahahaha

http://archive.is/lYvw8

i was also the first person to archive this on archive.is YOUR WELCOME hahahahah

back in the day you did not have to incur a ton of high interest debt to Qualify yourself for a Job as a NURSE.

something JOOEY is going on here.

now you are a 21 year old woman with 100k in debt and you can get a job that pays pretty well, maybe 40k a year. but still. note i am thinking of a BSN degree. not an LPN or god forbid CNA. which at least half of applicants are not smart enough to get into super competitive harvard like BSN programs.

all so you can work 60 hours a week watching people die, watching hospitals joo dying people over, have dying people complain to you that you are an evil joo, seeing 900000000 lb negros, dying chldren, all your colleagues are Opioid popping sluts cheating on their husbands and maybe you are too. never trust a nurse hahahaha. some of them are good tho.

GLR’s book sort of reminds me of bernard chapin. i think they are similar personalities. therefore, maybe i could use GLR to convince uncle bern to become JQ pilled hehehehe. slip him the GLR book and tell him its actually….theodore dalrymple or something hahahahaha. im sure bern knows who GLR is, but is probably unwilling to read any nazi stuff because “nazis were total leftists. they have the word socialist right in the title!!!!”

a lot of greatest generation type goys that are otherwise great hwytes, are really turned off by AH and the hakenkreuz, because they fought in WW2 and learned to hate the ebil natzis. what a cohencidence. but the kids these days dont even know what ww2 or the natzis even ARE, which i think is good for giving them a blank slate for us to work with. they dont know anything about the h0l0 hoax either!

cuz i was thinking about a guy like rockwell today. its really hard to get away with wearing a sv4stica and calling yourself a natzi. i mean anglin kinda does it, but he also does not go out in public like rockwell, and i would like if he did.

i think a better public face for the movement right now would be a guy like sven. handsome, charming, healthy, husband and father, funny, personable, sociable, normie chad dad. flying both a confederate flag and a US flag. comes across as a totally well adjusted normie that people will like and listen to. great optics hahahaha. which is why im so happy hes making hihg svenergy vidyas a regular thing now. maybe have his children make a cameo appearance. might be a good gamble to get more normie women involved. (not nonnormie crazy women.)

also be very curious to see how MW develops because now i think he has a GF and he is losing weight and dressing better and all these things can have an enormously positive effect on a mans confidence. especially having a loyal GF. i’d imagine, hahaha. never had one hahaha.

this is all speculation, i dont know he actually has a GF, but i am seeing some subtle hints that MIGHT suggest it.

i mean i hope he does, he totally deserves it! you shouldn’t HAVE to be as awesome as MW, or Sven, or varg v, just to get a damn decent gf! you should be in the top….50%, not the top 1% of awesomeness!

anyway. before you could just become a wage slave to da jooz. now you have to become a DEBT slave before you even earn the privilege of being a wage slave!!!!!!

”  But I never tried to kiss her, although she made remarks which I am now sure were dainty scoldings for my miserable cowardice in such matters.

This super- Victorian attitude with women followed me a long time in life and I may have missed a great many  ‘good things’ by ordinary standards. But after seeing more of human ‘love’ and what happened to many of the
brassy successes with women, I suspect that the sweet, storybook memories I keep of such idyllic, if not  physically satisfying, love are far more pleasant in the long run than the pleasures of the more sophisticated. I don’t believe I can deny that my failure to ‘go farther’ with girls earlier in life was largely due to plain cowardice where girls were concerned. But I also think most people today lose the savor of love and sex through over- sophistication and impatience. It is impossible to enjoy a fine wine by gulping it all down at once and even a connoisseur cannot appreciate his dainty sips the first time he tries wine. ”

chap 3, GLR describes his first luv and how he was a beeta niceguy who was too afraid to make a move, but ultimately he was glad he was not a MUH DIKK, FILTHY-MINDED DEGENERATE.

https://archive.org/details/THESTORYOFPHILOSOPHY1TheLivesAndOpinionswillDurant1926

will durant’s story of philosophy was influential to the 18 year old GLR. I have heard of this guy but never read. here’s the full text hahahaha.

ok getting ready to go to boring church.

in chapter 4 he describes being a waiter at 19 where he had his first Practice Gurl, a waitress of 24 at his restaurant, so he lost the vcard and had some fun with her, at an age when that is so important for a boys confidence, with a gurl who is a little older, but in the grand scheme of things, still young as hell. this is pretty much perfect. wish i knew some 24 or 25 year old women when i was 19! i sure didnt hahahaha.

that’s probably the ideal way to do it, even for special snowflakes like me. unless you have a high school sweetheart AND she likes you back AND then you fook like rabbits AND she doesnt dump you immediately.

in the 1930s even slutty unmarried 24 year old skanks wouldnt dump you after several fooks. have the decency to let you fook them until you get comfortable fooking them.

so they SEEM “older” because you are SO young at 19…..but they are still young and hawt at 25.  and i think they like “schooling” the virile young boy. its a win win.  so good for GLR. i wish I knew some 25 year old sluts when i was 19.

also its good to get experience as a restaurant server at that age. but not to make a career out of it. and you will also prob meet a 25 year old slut working in a restaurant. therefore, I prescribe that all boys do one year of restaurant service when they are 18 or 19 if they are still a V and havent got married to their high school sweetheart, or have any ineptness with women.  of course, n my ideal world, they’ll already be making good money at a semi skilled trade such that working in a restaurant would be a step DOWN for them. so i’d make sure that 1. they dont MARRY the restaurant slut practice gurl they’re banging 2. they can come right back to their old job after a year, or 9 months. basically, the whole point of the restaurant is to give them Confidence and Social Skills in dealing with WOMEN, and in dealing with bitchy customers. and maybe in resisting the temptation of degeneracy and cash in your pocket.

GLR became suitably confident that he was able to pull funny pranks on bitchy customers, rather than run home crying every night. this is a great measure of your confidence. rather than being all nervous about bitchy customers, can you get enjoyment on doing little pranks on them? nothing TOO degenerate of course, like a nonwhite might do, but the innocent pranks like GLR describes: making everything sticky with syrup, serving up a bowl of butter disguised as ice cream to a fat bitchy woman, etc.

he was also a great example of someone who was very smart, but didnt apply himself in school and got mediocre grades in high school. that didnt stop him from applying to harvard tho. they “lost his application”. he later applied to brown and got in as an “experiment” because he had shitty grades, but he had a very high Standardized Test score, like SAT/ACT, and that alone was good enough to get him into Brown. not as good as harvard, but better than 95% of unis hahahaha.

ter·ma·gant     ˈtərməɡənt/  noun   1.  a harsh-tempered or overbearing woman.    2. historical       an imaginary deity of violent and turbulent character, often appearing in morality plays.

heh looking up words as i read.

when he “experimented with women” his first year at brown, what does that mean? that he fooked 50 sluts? probably more like he made out with 5 women. which still makes him a yuge normie chad by neet virgin standards hahaha. then he met his wife second year of brown. pretty ideal age to meet your wife.

might have to read his other book, hwyte power, which is less of an autobiog, and more of larping on the ideal world and how to fix this one.

he talks about his first wife who he met at that time, and she sounds like a real ballbusting bitch, constantly hot and cold, bipolar, showing him luv one minute, and then being cold the next minute, driving him crazy. total drama queen and bipolar. now he was man enough to “tame” her temporary and get some children out of her, but by god that had to be EXHAUSTING. he should have just NEXTED her and found a woman that wasnt gonna play so many GAMES with him. they were married for 10 years and had some kids. but i am surprised they lasted 10 years. probably because he was manly as fook, being a manly ass navy pilot and war hero.

yet HE didnt come to hate hitler and the germans!

yeah i take back what i said about kids forgetting about nazis and the holocaust and the svastica. yeah they might not know a god damn thing about ww2, but you know who has made DAMN sure that they never forget that hitler/nazis/svastica = pure evil, the most evil people evil, who wanted to genocide 60000000000000000000 joos in camps, innocent children, and that basically all white people are evil natzis and all nonwhites are like innocent jooish children being crammed into ovens by evil hwyte natzis. its an even worse thing than slavery that hwytes worldwife have to be eternally sorry for. especially germans. so yeah im not sure we could ever “reclaim” the svastica, and i think indeed GLR was starting to move away from it, realizing he had maybe miscalculated that risk.

i mean shit i get suspicious whenever i see some “hwyte power” person in front of a svastica flag. they look like hwyte trash with tattoos and women with face piercings and shit. prob on opioids hahahaha.

i will allow weev with his sweet tattoo hahaha. or people using svasticas with pepes or something. but i just dont see it being a vital part of VVN 2.0 and 3.0. maybe later it can be reclaimed tho.

see although he didnt like dirty military fookin sluts that didnt stop him from seducing a classy rich dame while his wife to be was all up and down on him. see, he was a real man and didnt have his balls in a cage by her. he should have just stuck with the rich georgia gurl elsie even if she was spoiled. hmm ok looks like he did ask her to marry him. then she called it off. then it was on again. ok she seems as ridiculous as the other woman. he should have nexted them both. found a damn woman that wasnt bipolar. i mean honestly. are even good women THIS bipolar?

but he had other more important stuff going on in his interesting life, like becoming a pilot. and these women still have the audacity to string him along and dump him. come on. like you can do better than a handsome, smart, charming navy pilot!!!!!!

how about a charmless, timid, awkward, old semi neet making 11k a year? hahahaha.

heh. well he admits to still being a naive beta when he married his wife, and too ignorant and cowardly to exert natural masculine dominance which would have saved the marriage. even though he had a practice gurl when he was 19 and had like 3 or 4 other gfs before marrying her and had been flying planes. if he wasnt masculine enough, no one would be. i think GLR was just selling himself short, and also maybe she was just crazy, and maybe he had a thing for crazy broads.

heh. if i had a practice gurl when i was 19 i would have learned how to deal with womens bullshit so when a decent woman gave me bullshit, i would handle it like a man and keep the woman loyal to me, to give me children, and i would have lived happily ever after with That Woman as the mother of my children! except i didnt know how to handle a Good Woman because I havent been with enough Mediocre Women! heh even the mediocre women would dump me quickly. and i was no decorated navy pilot or ivy league grad!

really it seemed the problem was his wife was brainwashed by her own mother who encouraged her to be a career woman and not be tied down by babies.

http://greenstarcan.com/green-star-cannabis-budventory/

hehehe here is a Cannabis place in spokane WA. i have heard that eastern WA is a pretty nice place for hwytes. just a very hwyte place, free of the marxist jooish POZ that is in the western part of the state like seattle. so, how bad is spokane? it is a pretty big city.

so WA has retail shops where you can just walk in and buy, like CO. i think OR is like this too. i can only imagine being a 21 year old degen in these states. staggering around washington state university going to the p0t shops hahahaha.  banging 20 year old hwyte gurls while blazed on legal weeeeed. well its not good that hwyte gurls are sluts, ever. but god DAMN am i ever tempted by the idea of legal weeeeed.

http://www.mjspotshoppullman.com/wp/?age-verified=fe419dbd0e

but is this really the type of country we want? is this the deal with the devil im willing to make for my own degen hedonism?? the equivalent of jerking off muh dick to muh porn????

well like ive said, MJ is not inherently perverted like porn.

anyway. who cares.

you think COMMANDER ROCKWELL would approve of MJ? fooooook NO, he’d rightfully call it jooish communist poison!!!!! im sure he eventually will say something to that extent in his book im reading!

yeah well i wouldnt go around boasting about it to commander rockwell hahahaha. he wouldnt understand muh needs in that area hahaha.  i mean yeah it is a bad habit and not something you should be proud of or advertise. but you should be able to legally do it. becuase it gives you a sense of Happiness, however fleeting hahahaha. and its not like you stop being pro-hwyte. i would gladly get blazed and continue to do pro-hwyte things hahahahaha, not become a traitorous race mixer hahaha.

well plenty of pathetic st0ners are race traitors haahaha. and have no healthy natural revulsion to miscegenation, no proper sense of racial hygiene!

 

WE’RE GONNA NEED A BIGGER OVEN

dec 6 2017

i met and talked to a solid, 100%, no doubt about it J today. No doubt about it. He walked in and immediately I saw the Kippah on his head and had to do a double take. almost got a double boner. are you fooking KIDDING me? i havent seen a J in YEARS, except for this guy who sailed past me riding a bike on the walk/bike trail last winter, who had a beard and little jewish strings dangling from his clothes.

but here was an actual living breathing J with a Kippa coming in as a customer! wow thats exciting. Also he had a very J name. he went by a “nickname” that sounded kinda goyish, and i was thinking, hmm that name doesnt sound very J’ish, then i looked him up in the system when he left and saw that his actual first name was pretty J’ish and unamerican hahahahaha.

but he was nice and friendly and great Verbal Intelligence. Polite and Nice and Friendly and not an asshole or a degenerate. And then I thought, do I want to put this NICE OLD MAN INTO AN OVEN?????

of course not, I don’t want to put this nice old man into a damn OVEN.

BUT i dont know him personally. maybe he beats his wife and molests children at the JCC. but he was meeting with two GOYIM, myself and my Senior SME hahaha, and he was clearly not treating him like CATTLE, or me for that matter. like he clearly trusted the opinion and smarts and judgment of my colleague, who is indeed very smart and capable and professional, and you SHOULD trust him.

we were basically helping the J’ish man with his laptop which seemed to be a cheap old thing, and he was not very computer savvy, although he has at least a masters degree in MATH. only smart people do MATH. also he wasnt super autistic or awkward. he had good social skills in other words. better than me hahahahaha.

so there is a photo of little J kids on the computer, he mentions he has 10+ grandchildren, and my first thought was not, oh shit, he’s MULTIPLIYING and WE’RE GONNA NEED A BIGGER OVEN, but oh, isnt that nice, he has a nice large family. be fruitful and multply.

the most jooish thing about his personality was that i could see him potentially being Pushy and Demanding and Difficult. But he was nice to us.

but yeah he LOOKED pretty J’ish, with beady little eyes and a Kippa and a beard. I honestly didn’t study his nose too closely. i guess it wasnt a huge jooish hooknose.  nose was about average i guess.

so if he’s wearing a Yarmulke, that means he’s an orthodox joo? so he’s RELIGIOUS. i mean better than being super Crypto. just come right out be like I am totally a Joo, and a religious joo at that. i think i prefer that to the alternative!

but because he was nice to me, i didnt want him to look at me and somehow detect that I am a YUGE anti-J hahahahaha and wanted to put him in an oven, that his people is my LEAST favorite race by far.

but i had no hatred or even dislike for him as an individual. in fact he seemed downright LIKABLE.

see this is what they call the Good J. of COURSE J’s here and there can be GOOD. Good People. but as a WHOLE, they’ve done more harm than good. if they were all like THIS guy, that would be great.

so i had to mention that, because i can’t remember the last time i Experienced an actual live J. I might have talked to a J on the phone in my previous job. maybe. I took like 2000 phone calls there, i’m sure i did.

so yeah. what do his children do? certainly all doctors and lawyers and engineers and successful rich J’s. they probably make more money than him because he chose to go into teaching. so that takes a pretty selfless kind decent person right? well except for the administrators and school board people hahahahaha.  and old school full time tenured union teachers hahaha.

i basically meet very interesting people every day. i really am quite blessed. but yeah i dont know how to MAKE THE MOST out of this.  and I’m nowhere near as interesting as these people.

another guy, white guy for sure hahahaha, came in today. he was full of 6000000000000000 stories and jokes and anecdotes and he was actually pretty funny and colorful, but yeah he was a talker. he had a damn Ed.S. degree too and possibly even a PhD. he talked about College Rivalries. I of course did not mention that my college frowned upon his college, because what the hell did i do with my life? he went on to build an interesting career, get a million degrees, have 3 kids, and now his daughter was going to the same pretty good uni he did, doing a Smart STEM degree and getting a scholarship to study abroad in a good STEM country, at 19/20 years of age. doing everything right in other words.

he himself, not sure what his undergrad degree was, but POSSIBLY computer science. not bad. he talked about how he had a decent internship that kept him busy. this was in the early 80s. i didnt realize internships were a thing. sheeeeit he probably actually got PAID for it. then after he graduated he immediately stayed on an extra year and got a masters. not sure if that was the EdS or something else.

so he was highly educated but he did not work at some big company. he started his own company doing ummmm financialish services, nothing super high status though, and also doing a lot of teaching on the side.

point is, he kept busy working like 60 hours a week for the past 30 years hahahaha and still does.

he was definitely a colorful personality, not an autist, not awkward, certainly had plenty of self confidence. was able to get married, have 3 children, at least one of whom is gonna be super successful. so he did well with his legacy.

so i looked him up and found a damn self published BOOK he wrote and i am reading that in another tab right now. its actually pretty good and paints a more sympathetic picture of him as a more humble, thankful, and god-fearing man, while in person he was potentially abrasive and obnoxious and arrogant and overbearing. not to me though. i could not keep up with his bantz tho, it was fast and furious. hot and heavy. these 55 year olds have more energy than me.

but yeah i like reading about peoples lives because i am too awkward to ask them these things. but this is the type of guy who will tell you story after story of his life unsolicited.

and of course i am insecure about the fact that i personally dont have any stories to tell.

no interesting good stories i mean. i can tell you pathetic, cloying, desperate, sad, boring stories hahahahahaha. but nothing funny or interesting or neat. just boring and sad.

he comes across as much sweeter in the book, its actually quite touching. candidly discussing his own struggles with his weight and his marriage and him praying to GOD for help and strength when interviewing for jobs. like sheeeeeeit this guy has the same fears and insecurities i do. but he has persevered and accomplished shit, whereas i have not.

he did not seem too Godly in person but this comes across a LOT more in his book.

and its just kind of neat to meet a person who breezes in and out in a whirlwind of sometimes inappropriate stories and jokes, then find their BOOK on google and read about their deepest fears and hopes hahahahaha. i wish i could do it with more people!

ive sort of done it with myself…..except its ANONYMOUS whereas he puts his real name on it. thats how i FOUND it.

and this guy came from a working class background, very prob the first in his family to go to college, and he made a pretty good go of it. his book immediately gets into the value of Work and being a Productive Useful person and asking GOD for help and strength. its really quite good and will give me something to talk about with him if I see him again, which I may. i guess he could think its creepy that I read his BOOK. but he probably wont. he will probably cherish the chance to talk about himself more hahahahahahahaha.

i can totally appreciate meeting new people and hearing their STORIES. everyones got stories. even i’ve got stories. it’s not a great one but its a story!

basically my whole story is one of a long, painful, lazy, low-energy struggle to become a damn ADULT and stop being a lazy negro bitch child aka a spoiled neet loser omega virgin hahahaha.

well i read the whole preview. I could probably ask the guy to just send me a PDF of the whole book. he also has another book on teaching and another book which is the biography of it must be this coach he knows and is written pretty reverently. the guy is not a bad writer.

hehehe maybe i should go to the J guy and be like oh i am so humbled by what your people went through at the hands of my people, i am SO SORRY for The Sins Of The Past hahahahahahha, you have taught us SO MUCH about Tolerance and Forgiveness and The Human Condition.

and he would say, oh thank you for recognizing the struggles and tragedy of my people, you didnt do anything wrong, but we must be ever vigilant against racism and bigotry so something like ANUDDA SHOAH never happens again.

ORRRRRRR I could approach him and be like, hey schlomo, we’re having a sale on WAGNER hahahahahaha. WAGNER.  wink wink nudge nudge.

ORRRRRR i could be like, see this huge swastika on muh chest. you know what that means hymie. YOUR KIND IS NOT WELCOME HERE. NOT WELCOME.

or i could be like, listen schlomo, im on to you. im a bad goyim. the man that you fear. i know about boas. i know about…..kaganovich. and the holodomor. i know about the uss liberty. and jonathan pollard. 911 was an inside job. culture of critique is muh bible. i have a signed photograph kmac. and Uncle Adolf. I know the words to the horst wessel lied. I watch triumph of the will and chill every day. i am your worst nightmare bubbie. i know what you did to my lord and savior. i know what you write about him in your talmud. and the blessed virgin mary. youve been kicked out of 109 countries in the past 2000 years and you keep saying the problem isnt you. well i got news for you schlomo. its not us, its you. so you got a couple of good J’s like muh teacher buddy. well if more of you were like him, you wouldnt have to fook off back to your homeland. he will be on muh short list of J’s who are allowed to visit. not live. visit. so why am i so hateful? because you turned my men into phaggot negros and sissies, and muh women into negro whores, and muh country into a shitty sewer only the trvmpenfuhrer can save, thank GOD for him. and you killed christ, ya god damn christkillers. and you flooded murderous muslim savages into muh homeland. and you ruined education. you poison everything you put your hands on. its not even funny. everything is a disgusting perversion with you people. and you caused world war 1 and 2 and god knows what else with your goddamn rothschilds. and the federal reserve. and the media. good god. i cant even. i am literally shaking right now. hahahahahahaha.

education. so i guess vouchers and charter schools are bad, and public skools are good. that is what i am supposed to believe, as a Professional Educator. well really i believe that the current state of things for new teachers is horrible, and they should pay them more and hire more teachers rather than paying a 30 year old permanent sub 14 bucks an hour to babysit a room full of 40 screaming negros and then paying a RentACop 9 bucks an hour to physically restrain the physical ones, while paying 55 year old retirees a pension of 100k a year hahahaaha. hire some more young teachers. hire some moar rentacops. put half the students in Military 4 Kids. that would be a better use of Taxpayer Money. send juvenile delinquents to the military. give them gunz and tell them to protect the border. give them some cheating military slutz and a booze ration. sterilize the coloreds and give them 10 grand worth of purple drank in return.

heh. i could go for some purpa drank. assuming its just straight codeine hahahaha.

friday night. sleep in tomorrow. ideal day for some you know what. MJ. not even purpa drank. MJ would be just fine.

took me 2 minutes to find the home address of the J guy hahaha. not even TRYING folks. but he lives in a super J area of town where old skool J’s live or used to live before they moved further out to SuperBourge Upper Middle Class and lost their religion hahahaha. area with a lot of old school jooish senior housing, torah skools, yeshivas, yahudas, whatever. his daughter marrying a ultra orthodox joo from israel hehehehe.

all these names R’ Moishe Shekelstein. So I guess R’ means rabbi or rav? whats a “rav”? is this guy not only a succcessful education professional, but a RABBI as well? was i just face to face with a damn orthodox jooish RABBI today? I think i was hahahahahaha. can you believe it.

https://guardyoureyes.com/index.php

heh i am spending too much time on the jooish internet again. this site has resources to keep religious jooish men from looking at naughty sites and pictures. you can even get a “kosher phone.”

http://forward.com/news/358939/neo-nazis-set-date-for-armed-march-against-jews-in-montana/

heh. i was looking up this j00ish school, brought me to the infamous j00ish mag the forward, where the top article was on andrew anglins upcoming march in whitefish. AWESOME. THE ABSOLUTE MADMAN. I will give him ANOTHER 6.16 just for this hahahaha. WELL DONE LAD.

heh my new j00ish rabbi friend probably reads j00ish news like this and is probably only of the only people i could conceivably meet in real life who has therefore heard of richard spencer hahahahahaha. i should ask him if i see him again. hey ever heard of this goy spencer?

http://therightstuff.biz/2017/01/01/how-to-waifu/

oh dear god why dont i ever read the TRS regular site hehehehe

http://bbs.dailystormer.com/t/can-a-prostitute-ever-become-a-faithful-wife/74782

hehehehe

best 2 sites on the internet

jeezum crow. millennial woes possibly doxed. seventh son possibly doxed. this is INSANE. bulbasaur was definitely doxed. i thought i knew MW’s normie first name but i never told anyone of course. i saw seventh son’s sunglass wearing face once in a video that was quickly removed from youtube. but my god. give these good men your money.

https://www.salon.com/2015/12/22/white_men_must_be_stopped_the_very_future_of_the_planet_depends_on_it_partner/

most antiwhite article ever hehehe yes ive seen it before, its not new

well…….nothing official about MW so far. no names, no dox. wewlad. but rumor that he was approached by the lugenpress recently and may need to get out of UK. god damn. send him some money.

and PROBABLY seventh son will be all right.

but i have seen the official bulbasaur dox where they blatantly mention names and faces and towns. yeah but it doesnt PROVE its HIM.

but yeah major people getting doxed is a big deal. its tragic but it might Strengthen the movement. like if it fires people up to donate 14880000000000 dollars to MW and get 1488000000000 white men marching with him and throwing nonwhites out of the UK. it’s still not WORTH doing though. youre essentially MVRDERING a human being out of hostile aggression.

WOMEN HAVE NO MORAL COMPASS AND ARE WIRED TO HATE OMEGA MEN

wed aug 9

so people used to drink like 1% alcohol beer because it was cleaner than water, the alcohol killed all the germs and viruses and bacteria and shit in the water, so it was actually safer to drink beer than water. and you stayed hydrated by drinking weak beer instead of water.

could you dump dirty water into beer and then the smallest amount of alcohol would kill all germs? i dont think it worked that way. like, you couldnt ADD shit. you could MAKE really watery beer and then THAT water would be ok.

whenever i read shit on /relships, im like, why are you even asking? just dump them. just dump them.

then i realize its because they actually CARE, they dont WANT to dump them, they want to save this relship, they are WILLING to MAKE AN EFFORT, they dont WANT to LOSE this person.

and it is painful when a person just wants to be DONE with you. they want to be done with you SO MUCH that they are ok with never talking to you or seeing you ever again. you might as well have DIED.

at least send your mom, or your BFF, or your new BF, or a Social Work Student, to be a messenger of the bad news and to say SORRY, I KNOW THIS SUCKS FOR YOU. or you can just send an email or text yourself which says that. sorry, i know this sucks for you, i dont mean to cause you this pain, but i cant do this anymore, i have to back out, sorry, the end.

how hard is it to send a TEXT saying THAT? it takes LESS THAN ONE MINUTE. to throw away a person without even taking LESS THAN ONE MINUTE to say something to them is just ridiculous hahaha. i would NEVER do it to anyone.

now i am on the outs with people but its completely different situation. like for an incorrigible addict who has been given countless chances by everyone in their life. that’s not what was happening with me and that woman. i felt i wasnt even being given ONE chance to Air The Grievances. Festivus hahahaahahaha.

i AGREE that at some point you can talk about it TOO MUCH and talking about it any more wont do you any good, you just need to END it.

i’m not sure when that point is. probably when one person is sick of TALKING about it and the other person is obviously not listening AT ALL. I think this is probably more than three times. use the old three strikes rule of thumb.

so yeah i dont feel i got three strikes. never even TALKED about it ONCE. SO THERE.

eyebrows. never understood the manicuring of eyebrows on women. i have about average eyebrows and i would be perfectly happy with a woman who had the exact same eyebrows as me. well i have one eyebrow hair that grows extremely long. not sure how that happened but i just trim that one single hair like every 3 months and that is good enough. basically i prefer a natural look to an artificial look, and everything women do to make themselves up looks so artificial to me! women of a certain age are NATURALLY beautiful! why do they want to fook it up by making it look ARTIFICIAL?

for a similar reason I don’t like makeup, lipstick, eye shadow, eyelash mascara, any of that shit. no thank you. YOU LOOK LIKE A HOOKER.

maybe the TINIEST bit of makeup to show that she is making an effort for you, her man, not to seduce a room full of rich men. of course she doesnt need to make an effort in the looks department, but showing the WILLINGNESS to DO SOMETHING for you shows loyalty and luv and good faith. the more you know. rather than someone who ignores you, avoids you, and takes you for granted. doesnt really luv you. wants to be done with you but is too craven to tell you in ANY way.

hire a damn Process Server hahahahahaha.  YOU GOT SERVED.

no i didnt hahahahaha. i would have preferred getting SERVED.

aaaaannnnnd bitcoin continues to go up. OH WELL. I DONT HAVE ANY MORE TO SELL.

I resent women because (and this is certainly not the ONLY reason) is because I would be SUCH a GOOD woman. I could be a better woman than most women. Men know what Men want. Men know how to be a better woman. Women have no idea what women want, or how to be a better man, so their opinions are stupid and worthless. men’s opinions are wise, meaningful, correct, and important. Men speak the truth, women speak bullshit.

but this is the way its ALWAYS been! dont hate a cat for being a cat! dont hate a dog for being a dog!

yeah but dogs and cats arent supposed to mate together!

but im just saying its always been CONCEALED and COVERT with women, they NEVER knew what REALLY goes on inside their body or minds, so why expect them to be “honest” about it? they can’t possibly BE honest!

i guess I just value HONESTY that much. and men DO.

i guess i’m just mad that men value honesty so much and women are naturally dishonest, incapable of honesty. if i didnt care about honesty so much, i wouldnt care about women being deceptive.

heh. well, what do women hate about men? they hate weak, needy, clingy men. and there are plenty of weak, clingy, needy men out there. i’ve been one myself.

i dunno. i just feel being weak, clingy, and needy is not as morally wrong as being DISHONEST. a cheater, scammer, liar, abandoner.

because im using mens morality not womens morality hahahahaha. for a MAN, YES it is pretty bad to be weak. or dishonest. for a WOMAN, for a MAN to be weak is the worst thing ever, and for a woman to be dishonest doesnt really matter. women get to get away with being CHILDREN.

i guess i also resent that too: men have to be RESPONSIBLE, women DONT. COME ON.

if i have to be responsible, i want muh women to be responsible too.

i struggle bigly with being responsible, but i know being responsible is the right thing to do.

whitesville west virgina, think i will move there hahahahahaha.

there were yellow flags and red flags with that woman, for example some silly stuff she believed…..but EVERY woman believes some silly stuff and has some yellow flags in that way. just be grateful she hasnt been with 60000 guys red flag. besides you can probably mold her towards less silly beliefs and make her a white warrioress bearing you many little white warriors. what could be better. and then when that woman leaves you like a ghost, you are devastated for at LEAST 2 years. it all makes sense.

hey. i KNOW i was important to her for a WHILE. like she genuinely liked me as a person, liked seeing me, liked spending time with me, i could TELL she wasnt FAKING it. so i guess i just wanted her to SHOW ANY of that at the end. like i’m sorry, i know this HURTS, sorry, i dont mean to throw you away like a piece of garbage because thats NOW how I think of you. you really DID mean something important to me, i just couldnt Do Those Feelings.

that’s all i was looking for hahaha. dont be SO goddamn destructive. try to apply a little soothing balm as you rain down fire and napalm and nukes. make any effort to at least do that.

dont let a woman name your children, they end up picking a STUPIDASS name like brooklyn or something. no. brooklyn is the name of a city, not a person. be a man and name your child something traditional and good like michael or mary or anne or elizabeth or john or james or richard or donald or adolf hahahahahaha. it’s not complicated. it’s not difficult.

how can you give birth to children but not know how to name them hahahaha. how can you give birth to children but also murder them and be horrible at raising them? why can’t men just get pregnant. they would probably do it better than women. we dont need women at all. women are a net loss hahahaha. just use women as brood mares, locked away from productive male society.  they grow children, give birth, and absolultely nothing else.

so what do you do with girls. you cant ABORT them because ABORTION IS MURDER.

yeah but women just arent WORTH as much as men hahahaha. they are LITERALLY inferior. their lives don’t MATTER as much hahahahahahaha.

no i am jk of course. but you see the slippery slope.

but really i mean come on. these women. they gotta start adding value. not just coasting on this being the bearers of children bullshit hahahahaha. actually be a worthwhile PERSON hahahaha.

JEALOUSY IS NATURAL AND NORMAL. Women will never understand this. they think jealousy is always bad and means they should dump you and that youre abusive and a horrible person and you should work to get rid of all jealous.

NO. JEALOUSY is a GOOD thing, because it WARNS you of BAD things: that the mother of your children is CHEATING on you.

Now, some people might be Overly Paranoid, and that’s not good, but if your GF is spending lots of time with her Male Friends, then YES you SHOULD get jealous! instead the women bitch about their jealous bf and then end up dumping him and getting with their male friends. because their ex bf had no good reason to be jealous then hahahahahaha.

i want terribly to sm0ke mj, but i dont want to be around st0ners, hang out with these degen idiots. i just want a big bag of mj all to myself, so that i can get blazed alone, in peace. no people around. that woman would have been the exception. i liked being around her, she didnt like being around me at the end. i was desperate to hang out with her and sm0ke mj with her, had a FANTASY of hanging out with her, smoking mj, cuddling, making out, her being nice and sweet to me, etc.

but i am also happy just sm0king weed by myself, other people make me nervous. just be by myself and listen to music or maybe exercise or something.

meh i dont care if emily youcis is a huge race traitor wh0re, she has done enough and put herself far enough out there that it pretty much cancels any past degeneracy. she has made real sacrifices and done real penance. she wouldnt do what she’s doing now if she wanted to go back to fooking blacks. she has woken up and changed. god for her.

i have no proof that she was fooking LOTS of blacks, but i assume that as an artsy, punk, drinking, MJ smoking, urban young gurl, singing in a punk band dressed like a hooker, foul mouth, yeah i mean i’m not NAIVE hahahahahaha.  she CLEARLY has a PAST.

but thru Becoming Who You Are, you can be Redeemed from any sin! its really kinda like accepting Christ as your personal saviour! but probably even better! with a lower Recidivism rate is what I’m saying. meaning lots of sluts will turn to Jeebus but still be gold digging, treacherous sluts at heart. maybe eventually destroy their beta cuck husband. but when a woman goes 1488 like this…..it would be really hard for her to turn back after that. i mean i guess sinead could, but she has no credibility anyway. a newcomer like emily youcis has more credibility that sinead, who has done nothing but attack good people. its very disappointing. she could have done a lot of good.

richard spencer is trying to hire one person for 12.5k a year hahahahaha. that’s about as much as Im making right now. and he wants this guy andrew joyce who probably is a good writer and has a graduate degree hahahahaha.

my point is, i simply couldnt just waltz in and get a 20k Alt Right Job, because there ARE no Alt Right Jobs! The one alt right job there is pays 12k a year and wants qualifications i dont have!

again, you would LITERALLY be a LOT better off taking calls in a tech support call center.  good god.

anyway i think it would be better if someone like emily said yeah i fooked negroes in the past, i am disgusted with this and would never do it again, rather than sinead avoiding talking about it, when she gets accused of being a mudshark all the time, and she probably was, but just wont address the issue. just say you did it, say you’re ashamed, say you understand your mistake, learned from it, and became a better person! we will forgive you! were not monsters!

not that theres been any mudslinging on emily. the alt right has been very gentlemanly to her and she hasnt done any sketchy shit either.

well she was just on the david duke show today, which is a good show, i just dont listen to it super often hahahaha. but he just had richard spencer on a few days ago, and he has andrew anglin on regularly. i have been down with david duke for YEARS. i dont like the plastic surgeries and the rumors of degeneracy, but the stuff he says is so solid, and I was glad he ran for senate, and is talking to the right people. keeps in touch with the young kids in the alt right. WN 2.0 hahahahaha.

i have listened to at least 20 episodes of his radio show hahaha and listened to at least 60% of the audiobook of “my awakening”, can heartily recommend. great book. great info on the JQ which I got in 2012 or 2013. Duke has been around for DECADES, before there WAS an alt right, and the best thing out there was mgtow. yikes. dark days. then you found stormfront and said, hmmm i think these guys are onto something, but theres gotta be a better way of doing this. this guy david duke is pretty solid, why arent there more people developing this line of thought? and now there ARE.

heh. i am an oldfag, back when i was getting into shit, MGTOW and MRA was the EDGIEST shit the internet had to offer. besides stormfront hahahaha. and i read a little bit of stormfront too.

but yeah boy am i glad the alt right happened, MGTOW was a damn dead end.

dec 29

so yeah. while I USED to identify as a MGTOW, i did have serious problems with it as I accepted my pretty natural desire to have a Wife and Children, to have a traditional monogamous white relship. pretty quickly i realized how jooish and unnatural it was for men and women to be at war with each other, to be enemies. this wasnt all womens fault. there was a more insidious force at work.

the family life was shitloads better than the mgtow single life. i couldnt believe how so many mgtows could not figure this out and were still either talking about how to bang sluts, or how to build robot women.

tarek and christina split. i bet it was her that is At Fault. To Blame. I never liked her hahahaha. i liked him a lot better even though he is half arab. plus he doesnt look or act semitic at all.  and their chidren were adorable. i bet she dumped him and he begged her to stay and make an effort to work it out baybeeeeee and now she is fooking new guys, probably WAYYYYY more nonwhite looking and acting than tarek.

right after he had that Cancer Scare! What a Horrible Bitch! but he seems too nice and she probably needs a man who can absolutely DOMINATE, if not abuse her. she would be more down for a more dominant arab man. tarek RESPECTS women too much. many women dont want to be RESPECTED hehehehe. then they go on reddit and tell women everything is abuse, loveisrespect.org. nope. you respect a woman, she will leave you for pedestalizing her. OR do something so horrible and disgusting to teach you a lesson about Pedestalizing. Take me off the pedestal! I’m gonna fook 10000000 negros right now!

going to buy new glasses. it is the biggest jooish ripoff since going to the dentist. going to the doctor hahahaha. go into these glasses places and they are full of Shark Women doing sleazy salesmen shit. absolutely disgusting. women shouldn’t be doing this. shit men shouldnt be doing this. no business should be run like an obvious jooish scam. capitalism doesn’t have to be so jooish and disgusting ahahahaha. purge the bergs and steins hahahaha.

americas best is the WORST. if it says 2 pairs of glasses for 70 bucks……..sheeeeeit. don’t tell me that 2 pairs of glasses for me is going to be 210 bucks. that is THREE TIMES MOAR. if someone comes in asking about the 2 for 70, do you really think they have a huge budget to buy the top shelf glasses and lenses? and us rubes don’t know that frames and lenses are two different things. 2 frames for 70 is bullshit when its like 140 for two sets of LENSES.

i would ask them, what are you looking to spend, 100 dollars, ok, well for that you can get this, for a teensy bit more you can get this, then you prob wont want to go much hgiher than that!

no frills, no add ons, no extras, no upselling, just bottom shelf, bargain basement, basic bitch everything.

2 pairs of glasses, out the door, with lenses, for 70 bucks. that is what i want. i don’t care about polycarbonate, or scratch protection (well, sorta i do), or antiglare coating, or transition lenses hehehehe. maybe if i had vision insurance, which only the top 1% do hahahahaha. or people like muh baby boomer family hehehe.

i thought getting a glasses shop job would be pretty chill, but after going to a few of these places, i can see that it would not be. on dec 29 the places were packed with people. maybe thats just normal for the holidays.

bitcoin falling finally.

GENTLY signalled interest in the MJ with the one person i can conceivably talk to about this. i thought he might have not registered the idea that next time he wants to go in, i’d like him to tell me so i can go in with him. he is generally good at reading signals but i still wasnt sure, besides, i am terrible at communicating stuff like this. and he is abstaining for the medium term for very legit reasons. but yeah yesterday i made it clear that when you decide to stop abstaining, please let me know ASAP. he clearly understood what I was saying. so that is good. Now I know not to be PUSHY.

in other words, ive done all i could there.

but yeah i was like damn how could i ever do what these women do. lie to people to sell them glasses. they deliberately make shit confusing and complicated to Upsell and Add On Shit, and have horribly misleading advertising. i hate this jooish shit and i hate that white women are stuck working in these jobs. i’d be like listen, you want the lowest price, i get it, well then you have to get this. i SHOULD HAVE studied the website for americas best before walking in there, just so i could tell them the things i DIDNT want.

well i ended up finding a pair for 70 dollars, including both frames AND lenses. that seemed reasonable to me. so just said ok ill take it. wanted to get out of there anyway. fookin glasses. the place was huge, had a ton of employees, and a ton of customers, and i thought, really, glasses? such big business? doesnt everybody have lasik or contacts?

i dont like honestly not terribly smart white women acting like jooish snake oil salesman. youre obviously tyring to confuse me with glasses jargon. dont do that. i should have taken 5 minutes to study glasses jargon before i left. but i shouldnt HAVE to in a nice huhwhyte country is what im saying. i guess i didnt realize the glasses industry was so thoroghly jood. i shouldnt be surprised though. health care, hospitals, doctors, dentists, medical, insurance, its all fooked and jooed. which is sad.

and when MJ is legal that will be jood too hahahaha.

tensions with israel at the moment. UN snubbing israel and obama/kerry saying yeah we snub israel too. trvmp saying just you wait bibi, just 3 more weeks and then me, your best buddy, me, will be in office, and you wont get this terrible treatment from the US. this was always gonna be the black pill about trvmp, was his super friendliness to israel, i guess we were just gonna not think about it until it was time to think about it. which is now nigh.

i mean i guess i support a state for joos as long as they get the damn joos out of the US. out of our media and culture and govt and business and education and everything. absolutely never gonna happen.

square pegs. mid 80s teen sitcom with teenage sarah jessica parker. she was a QT when she was young, fook this horse face nonsense! but it just never suits a woman to be a 40+ year old slut, so she brought that shame on herself!

i think she is jooish. doesnt stop 20 year old jooish gurls from being qt.

yeah i believe in REDEMPTION. and if i believe in redemption for myself, which i would LIKE to, then i have to believe in redemption for other people. namely, women, sluts, degenerates. if i can do it, they can do it. if they can do it, i can do it. and i like reading stories of actual redemption.

i dont think sinead is stupid. in fact i think she is attractive and its tech good she has a baby. she sometimes comes VERY CLOSE to making good points, and then totally crashes and burns, or attacks somebody great like millennial woes. so she is very frustrating and disappointing, because she has great potential. and of course she could be redeemed too. but my god she HATES the alt right. she views it as a totally gay compromised thing. calls it the alt k1k3.  i guess i should be happy that in 2016 there are qt white women who are ok on the JQ and not afraid to use the K word hahahaha. didnt have this even 4 years ago.

but yeah if kyle is her lover she should identify as his wife, and be like, im taken by my one man kyle, and he is the father of my baby. i luv him and will be loyal to him. and not have any ambivalence there.

so in short i dont trust her at all. i trust emily Y more than her.

wow what an insensitive cvnt. and she wants sympathy from reddit. i hope they crucify her hahaha. if she worked halg the day that her husbando worked, she’d be EXHAUSTED too. but now she wants to dump him because his job is exhausting him and she is annoyed by him being exhausted all the time. what a fooking bitch. he needs a woman who can have s ome damn sympathy for him.

basically with /relships, i upvote men and downvote women. and men who talk like women. women have nothing smart or good to say about relships. they have no idea how to have relships with men.

i think if i went into americas best and said listen. i see your sign for 2 for 69.95. that’s basically the type of value i want. I want the SHITTIES lenses AND the shittiest, cheapest frames, for less than 100 bucks TOTAL, out the DOOR. frames AND lenses, under 100 TOTAL. no deals, no add ons, no extras, no 2 pairs. no scratch protection, no anything protection, i am looking for the equivalent of no-fault shitty auto insurance. i would like to buy nicer glasses but i cant afford them.

reddit is gonna say there is nothing wrong with the sister being in JOOISH PORN and the man needs to GROW UP and GET OVER IT.

now i dont think you should be quick to pull the DEFOO trigger, and always be open to forgive and allow your family the chance to repent and redeem themselves…..but the sister is not moving in that direction at ALL, in fact, she is doubling down on the PORN. so the brother is RIGHT to be DEVASTATED and depressed about this. shit what if his WIFE decided this was an ok thing to do?

i was watching andy griffith and gomer pyle USMC and i was like, these quaint shows of a better time. that gomer pyle is a likable idiot. seeing that this stuff is STILL made by joos when you watch the crrrrrredits.

or this show “Square pegs”, which i had never heard of, but seemed pretty entertaining and well-written and funny. yep moar joos. which is not surprsing as this was the 80s. but joos in the 80s and esp the 60s didnt seem so god damn JOOISH as they do now. well except for that sneaky sneaky joo norman lear. i mean i used to watch all in the family regularly, and like the character archie bunker. i still kinda do!!!!

but yeah being JQ aware really helps you with shit like that. and reading between the lines to see this is more than just a good show. its more of a subversive and offensive show than you realize. you’re not SUPPOSED to……well i cant even say that youre not supposed to like archie. he’s the main damn character. i think you ARE supposed to like him, and realize YOU are just as horrible of a racist goy as he is, and then learn Lessons Of Tolerance just as Archie does. but archie truly says some hilarious shit. him and his wife edith are both great. and shitlib son in law meathead. total shitlib sjw leftist commie.

i WISH the show were written by alt right SHITLORDS rather than SJW Joos! honestly the alt right could bring the show back in this way, that’s a great idea. would be even kooler than a blatantly alt right king of the hill.

on the fatherland, muh boy no1 suggests that million dollar extreme/sam hyde is basically Entertainment/Comedy for Goys By Goys, comedy stripped of any horrible jooish influence. i mean i hope it is! we need our own CULTURE, stuff like music, movies, tv, stories. not just implicitly cool stuff like christopher nolan or something, but something that comes right out and says, this is who we are. we are not J’s. this work is 100% free from jooish influence. i would love that. cuz you can’t GET that in mainstream ANYTHING.

this is another benefit of black metal hahaha. it is very free of jooish influence. maybe thats why i like it so much hahahaha. was such a big boortzum fan for so long hahaha. really liking this saor/fuath hahahaha.

well because its impossible to make a tv show or movie without a bunch of Js getting involved. I like more solitary pursuits, more of a Auteur approach hahahaha. one man’s singular, unadulterated, unjood vision. much more practical to accomplish with music or books. and i dont like books hahahaha. well auteur movies are a good attempt too.

and certainly self made youtube vids. or 1488 podcasts hahaha.

havent really watched lots of MDE. dont know anythign about the other guys in MDE other than sam hyde. i guess there is an mde book now. i mean i respect and trust no1 so his recommendation is as good as any.

george feels responded to me and said thank you. so that was nice. have no idea if he is gonna fix the thing that i said he might want to fix hehehehe. well i did my part. i might give him another dnation next xmas hahahahaha.

when i get to the position he’s in….wait a minute i am actually OLDER than him hahahaha. AND he has a better job than me.  so when HE gets to the point I am in now, THEN he should start going to hookers and smokin MJ which is freely available in his damn town. just walk into the store just as easily as buying a bottle of booze. and he Gets To Do That too. I’m not even allowed to drink booze any more hahahahaha.

this is kinda sad. of course i would say take the “dream job.”

He has very low self-esteem and has mentioned several times that he may be depressed. Until recently, he would rant to me over text (hundreds of texts) about his insecurities, that he feels like trash, and that there’s a lot of expectations and societal pressures on him because he’s a man. Multiple times he’s told me he wanted to end his life. When I tried comforting him and dissuading him from it, it backfired and he lashed out against me, saying that there is no way I can empathize with people like him in the slightest. In subsequent meltdowns, I held back on comforting him out of not knowing what to say, and he said I lacked a moral compass and that women like me are biologically wired to hate men like him.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. well i know how this guy feelz, but the fact that she HASNT left him yet, CARES enough to ask reddit. but yeah. ive felt that exact feel. women HATE loser men more than men hate sluts. and they will throw you away like garbage. thing is, she hasn’t thrown HIM away like garbage, and i think if she DID dump him, she would make an effort to do it in a decent way.

yep you will be a virgin for the next 10 years, just be thankful you can even GET a job. also try not to get arrested for drugs or alcohol hahahaha

oh thats fine, nothing wrong with fooking 12 guys by the age of 18 hahahahaha.  sex is a conditional, relative, gray area thing. sometimes its serious, and sometimes its just casual fun!!!!!! yay!!!!!!!!

BE ASHAMED OF YOUR SLUT PAST. tell your bf yes im ashamed of what i did and who i was, and that shame is gonna keep me from doing that shit again. yes it is digusting i agree. instead when you tell him im not ashamed at all, whats wrong with that? uhhh yeah youre saying i have no shame about being a shameful slut hahahahaha.

because who knows when they are gonna get bored with sex with YOU and go easily find it with any of their 6000000000000000 male friends.

they SHOULD be ashamed of their slut past. that is the BEST way to make your new bf OK with your slut past. NOT say, no, i’m not ashamed of that gross degen disgusting shit I did!

you SHOULD be ashamed of disgusting things you did! not continue to unrepentantly insist these things ARENT disgusting! damn!

what ELSE is she not ashamed by but SHOULD be? cheating?

best to be with somebody who shares your sexual MORALITY – that sex is not some Fun Game to be played with any Sexy Boi. of course its hard finding a woman with that sexual morality! and if you do, they will not like you back and will reject you VERY HARSHLY hahahaha.

sheeeeeit you know what, she was EMOTIONALLY CHEATING on her original boifran. she wanted to fix things with him, but she was EMOTIONALLY CHEATING on him anyway. by becoming friends with ME. yeah i didnt realize this at the time, and not until recently, and its safe to say she NEVER realized it! because she was emotionally retarded!!!