june 27 2017.
saw a 55 year old woman today who was in RIDICULOUSLY good shape. very high energy. acted like a 25 year old or younger. seemed to have very strong people skills. the type that could really manipulate people with her manipulation shills and insanely hot body. at 55 years of age. i have seen some attractive 47 year olds, but never an attractive 55 or 54 year old woman. i mean i would have torn her in half!
i knew she had a masters degree but i didnt know if she had a phd. of course i looked her up and looks like she got a phd around age 41 or so.
i had never seen a woman that age in such good shape. i was immediately attracted to her and could not think of her as 55 (or 54) years old.
she and her handsome husband are very big on social justice and make a good living doing so. i wonder if they have an open marriage.
i was at a loss for words. still am. she seems like the total high energy career woman that is super ambitious in career, yet also wants to stay 25 years old with the young at heart thing. she has very high energy which im sure is related to her professional ambition, which is all in turn combined with a Passion for Social Justice and making the world a better place etc etc.
but a woman that is this good looking and this good at talking to people, im sure has had PLENTY of white knight orbiters, and she would eat a omega male like me alive. i wondered how many guys she fooked and what her husband had to do to lock her down. he too is into social justice….but in a way that makes him decent money and tons of respect. so yeah he has more than enough status and ambition to kind of beat her at that game. be more alpha than she is.
i learned she has a daughter who will be going to college and i am sure the young woman will be steered down a very ambitious career path, so when she is 22 and i am like 40, she will be making way more money than me and be way out of my league. just like the 60 year old mother hahahaha.
believe me i never had a thing for “MILFS” and i have a great appreciation for 20 year old gurls. i was shocked to see such an attractive Older Woman, and that I was actually so attracted to her.
and the whole family is way more ambitious and successful than i am. total middle class graduate school, phd, law school type stuff.
she was very nice to me and i was very nice to her, but i was just like DAMN. hehehehe. i HAD to do some research on her as soon as i got home!
she is very respected and i guess very good at her career. good for her. she could probably inspire me to go to grad skool if her 55 year old ass was bouncing up and down on muh d!
basically im JEALOUS of these people that they have enough MOTIVATION and DETERMINATION to complete phds at age 40 and work work work and just be THAT hardworking, dedicated, and motivated.
i wish i were 10% that motivated!
everyone says she is such a great person. maybe she doesnt even cheat on her husband! it would great to tap dat 54 year old azz and know that she luvs you and is committed to you.
she truly did not SEEM this old. i mean i could probably get FEELINGS for this woman if she were muh 55 year old GF hahahaha.
welp i tell ya its better than a 20 year old tranny trap “gf” hahahaha.
but you have to have this kind of energy to do a phd. get by on 3 hours of sleep a night for DECADES so you can get more stuff done. total sleep when im ded type.
there are plenty of 50 year olds who have more energy than me. i am def a low energy individual. there is this one 50 year old guy that has 10 times the energy as i do, but he drinks a lot of mountain dew. he really should be fatter. but mt dew doesnt have THAT much caffeine in it. i mean i drink a LOT of coffee and have low energy.
i was glad the old career woman was actually married and had a child. but i get the feeling that the child was not that of the man she was currently married to. but i got the impression she wasnt gonna be dumping her current husband anytime soon. for her husband and child’s sake, i hope she really IS a decent person like all the people say!
but a woman that is that smooth of a talker, with a body like that, that tells me she has more than what she needs to not be a decent person!
this is kinda funny and kinda lame hahaha. he shouldnt be crying like an omega wimpy virgin incel phaggot niceguy, but spanking and dominating these women. and of course banging them into submission. but i like the nasty look on the evil womens faces that says “i like being evil and torturing you because i am evil and hate you phaggy niceguy nonchads who could never pull a bitch as hot as me im so now im gonna flaunt my hot body in your face to show you what you can never have” hahahaha
i would prob say david duke and dr pierce.
sheeeit ate way too much food again today. should prob FAST tomorrow to make up for it!
saw some random 18-19 year old college gurls today, just absolutely normal in every way, very very low prestige college, in my college days we sneered snobbishly at this college and i was like omg i wouldnt be caught dead with a dumb slut from THAT college. thankfully i’ve fully repented for my snobbishness and now i fully appreciate this college as being way less JOOED than other colleges; and i saw the 19 year old gurl students of the college and was like damn i would marry that gurl and put babies in her. but what would a young gurl like that, prime of youth, want to do with an old loser like me, 31+ years old and nothing to show for it??? SHES OUT OF MY LEAGUE!!!!
also, she’s probably fooked at least 10 guys by age 19 hahaha. but DAMN is she still ridiculously qt!!!!!
yeah i was SO STUPID for being SO SNOBBISH and caring about what COLLEGE a gurl went to. i mean this was stupid on several levels. 1 – buying into the status of the very bourge univ in general, which IS a real thing in the real world. i mean rich new york joos went here when they couldnt get into harvard. and 2 – especiallly for buying into, and this one is NOT real, the idea that gurls edjoocated at super bourge uni are better mates than gurls educated at super normie college.
if anything the normie college girls would be better, less jooed. especially if they were living at home with their fam and not fooking randoms cocs.
it took me forever to realize the idea that women should not be going to any college at all. or that you dont need college to make you SMART. you can do that all yourself. reading and internet.
but i was so into be an INTELLECTUAL. part of me still is, and i still have some respect for phds. some respect for SOME phds hehehehe. the more down to earth ones.
and now i am too old and loser to pull a young normie loser gurl from the normie loser college!
anyway i shouldnt be saying things like this becuase its self deprecating and you know who hates that shit! women hahaha. everything i do is to serve women hahahaha. well i mean women and the wq is a HUGE, MAJOR INTEREST of mine. when im not thinking about being a huge loser, or hwyte interests, or the JQ, im thinking about the WQ.
and shit, ive probably been obsessed about women/the wq for the longest of ALL of those. ever since i was like 13 years old and first started noticing gurls, i was interested in THEM. Those people. hahahaha. those stupid little fookholes hahahahaha.
no no i dont seriously hate women THAT much, but i certainly hate them a little bit! not an unhealthy amount! if anything, its my lack of success which is much more unhealthy than my limited hate of them. my lack of skills in DEALING with THEM.
i mean some of the most skilled men with women, absolutely hate women at least a little bit. at least have contempt or a low opinion of them. treat them like subordinate children who need to be CONTROLLED and DISCIPLINED. because thats EXACTLY WHAT THEY ARE!
it made my day today when listening to chapter 10 of MK it switched from the computer voice to the human voice, which i did not anticipate happening until the beginning of chapter 11. nope! and yeah its soooooo much better. this english guy is GREAT. the high energy one, not the super low energy one.
i am listening to the “easy listening” channel on music choice which is ridiculous but also legitimately relaxing and nondegenerate. a bit corny and sentimental, like string/instrumental versions of popular love songs from the 60s.
saw a picture of a woman who used to work in muh department but left to go get a phd doing a FT phd program at a Good Skool. left a good job to do that. And i was of course disturbed by her Career Focus but also that she was YOUNG and GORGEOUS. anyway i was consoled a bit today to find a picture of her where she did not look NEARLY so young and gorgeous. and she looked kinda scary and old and witchlike. i still had trouble believing it was the same person. and when i saw this uglier photo, i was like oh yeah i remember seeing that woman and not breaking my neck to gawk at her.
its just SO WEIRD how people can look SO DIFFERENT in different pictures or videos. keep this in mind for people you dont see often in real life.
in short, just because a broad looks good in some pictures doesnt mean SHIT. she could be 10 years older than she looks here; she could look like an 8 there but in reality be a 6. and thats a YUGE goddam difference.
i do meet some fairly interesting people. like today met a young man with a phd in something fairly fluffy and useless, BUT he was a very nice and friendly hwyte man, and I wanted to see him succeed. I wanted him to be crushed by the real world just enough that he would give up his anti-white, anti-europe, marxist grad skool nonsense, but not so crushed that he couldnt make 30 grand a year, 40 hours a week. trying to scrape by on part time teaching jobs teaching shakespeare to 18 year olds in intro classes where the whole class is just gen ed bullshit that shouldnt even exist. this is what he is forced to do with his phd, he cant even discuss literature with his students cuz they are so young and dumb and dont care. and he cant make enough money to have a wife and children and health care.
in my ideal hwyte world, i would give him a full time professor job on a platter the second he got his phd. that is paying your dues enough.
but yeah i am really really 100% against the idea of part time adjunct college instructors. that is, im on these peoples sides against the jooish college leviathan that is chewing these Replaceable Disposable young intellectuals up and spitting them out, just like they suck money out of students. what they do to these part time instructors is just as bad. there shouldnt even EXIST part time instructors. this shouldnt be an option to SAVE MONEY ON WAGES AND BENEFITS HEALTH CARE. but its a HUGE issue that happens at EVERY college, big and small, presitigous or podunk, online or on ground. from harvard to phoenix to aroostook county junior college. paying poor bastards with masters degrees and even phds 2000 dollars to teach one class a semester, no health care, no guarantee of future employment.
i say i dont know anyone with a masters degree that isnt successful but the fact is, i know plenty – any of these poor lost part time instructors. they all have masters degrees and are just as intelligent as FT faculty/staff, they just make HALF the money and cant afford to keep their wives from LEAVING them. cant afford to live in a white neighborhood. cant afford to keep their kids. cant afford to keep driving 200 miles a day to 5 different colleges. its a god damn SHAME and i will stand up and FIGHT for these poor Folk. even the nonwhite ones. because the way theyre being TREATED is not white at all.
part time jobs should not even EXIST except for people who explicitly WANT them, like MAYBE women with older children or MAYBE retirees who are getting bored.
but ideally they would spend their free time helping Our Race in other ways than just working for money they might not really need.
i even know a FOOKIN BASED BLACK GUY in this situation. very nice man, very smart, just as smart as a white guy, total talented tenth. i am friendly to him and he is friendly to me. i would totally support him in being a Leader of His People. I wouldnt let my daughter marry his son though!
i see this young woman about 2 times a week who looks a lot like That Woman in several ways. long, beautiful hair, pale skin, frumpy, unsecsy fashion sense including clunky shoes and high-waisted very unslutty Dad Jeans and t-shirts and hiding shyly behind a mane of beautiful long hair.
except in a way better than that woman because she is younger and possibly has a father who raised her right.
she always sits with a totally beta (omega) male friend. I wonder if he’s in luv with her but is stuck in the friendzone. i wonder if he’s said anything to her. i wonder if she’s said anything to him. i wonder if she did, and he said no thats ok i dont mind being just friends. ideally her father would tell her, you HAVE to stop hanging out with this guy, he’s in love with you, he’s a pathetic omega, and just SEEING you is KILLING him. he SHOULD be more ballsy about this but he’s not, he’s just a nerdy virgin omega like I was many years ago before I learned how to deal with women. sometimes you gotta be cruel to be kind. just leave him, NICELY, its for his own good.
I would also accept if they were Married in a Best Friends sort of way. My Wife Is My Best Friend and we took each others virginity sort of shit. that would be fine. ideal even. i would tip my fedora to him and say nicely done muh lad. you appear to have gotten a decent woman.
also i think i could Woo a woman who SORTA LOOKED LIKE That Woman and still not treat her as a Substitute/proxy of That Woman, ie, realize she is NOT That Woman, but a different woman, who just shares some prominent physical features with that woman. ie, My TYPE.
i toyed with the idea of confronting her right in front of the omega male and being like, you are good looking and seem like a nice woman. let’s go out on a Date to Dinner. I’m Buying. Here’s my card if you change your mind in the future.
but really she is prob out of my league because she is like 20 years old and i make 11 grand a year hahahahahahahahahahaha. crying emoji
i blame the ✡️✡️✡️✡️
yeah the young man LOOKS like an omega virgin, but the young woman LOOKS like a low number prude nerd too. many times you can judge a book by its cover, esp when it comes to men looking like incel omegas.
but then a woman that looks prudish can often turn out to be a bigger whore than youd like.
OH WELL. THATS LIFE. NOT FAIR. so rise to the challenge and CONTROL them. spank them until theyre no longer sluts. GROUND them for 6 months to punish them for being sluts and to learn its BAD.
spanking and grounding. controlling and dominating.
yeah. honestly. i am getting TIRED of MK. bit of blasphemy to say. i dont REGRET reading it but it honestly is not an essential book. i was hoping for a powerful piece of propaganda on par with anglin, that would turn lukewarm normies into GTKRWN fanatics. that would turn sleazy shitlibs into Racial Realists and Defenders of Europe and White Privilege Deniers. but its nothing of the sort. it drags on and on. its not BAD, its just kinda boring.
and it doesnt cover the 25 points. it doesnt defend slavs and celts enough. it doesnt explain how the j does what he does. he doesnt talk about how a young man’s life would be in the NS whitopia. he doesnt really propagandize. he doesnt talk enough about race mixing, degeneracy, alcohol, family life, work, normal people’s lives. he covers this stuff a LITTLE, but not enough, especially since the book is 700 pages long. he doesnt talk about WHY its NECESSARY to take this land from poland and czech. he rambles on about….federalism when he could be talking about here’s how we can negotiate a peaceful settlement with our fellow white polish neighbors. here’s what we should actually DO with joos. here’s how we plan to resettle or deport them. here’s a full discussion on the 25 point of The Movement with real life examples of each. here’s some interesting stories from my life. here’s something to get you fired about about HOLY FOOK I ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ BEING WHYTE.
it doesn’t really attempt to do any of this.
for propaganda value, anglin’s work is much, much better.
for converting lukewarm normies, david duke is much, much better.
and converting normies is one of the top things we need to do. even moreso than converting shitlibs. and then a distant third is preaching to our own choir, which is really what MK does best. no one is gonna read MK unless they are ALREADY a HUGE RACIST who has read VVN 1433 stuff for YEARS.
so really, MK is USELESS hahahaha. just watch triumph of the will over and over again. that is the much better propaganda piece. also i should watch jude suss for once. here that is pretty good.
cant wait to be finished with it so i can start reading “defensive racism” by edgar steele. which itself is written pretty clearly and punchily and might be better normie outreach than MK.
this is not to say MK is bad or AH is bad. AH is still the greatest man who ever lived hahahaha. MK is just slightly overrated though. and, of course, it’s not some chilling vision either. its just long, dry, boring, and misses a lot of great opportunities.
what is the greater number? the Asshole Douchebag men who Lost Good Women by being Selfish Douchebags…..OR the number of timid omegas who Lost Good Women simply by being Nice Supplicating Begging Doormats who were afraid to put the woman in her place, failed the shit test?
as ive said many times, losing a dirty slut is no big deal. but losing a good, low number woman is absolutely heartbreaking. for many years. you will be K1LL3D for at LEAST 2 full years. you might not EVER get over it! and there’s not enough writing about it! not enough opinions from trusted thought leaders like anglin or heartiste. they would say, well, youre WRONG, there’s NO SUCH THING as a “good woman”, theyre ALL whores, even the one who arent whores yet. forget about that whore, find some other young whore who hasnt become a whore yet, and dominate her so she never becomes a whore.
and i mostly agree with that, except the idea that a woman who isnt a whore yet, is still somehow a whore. nope. i believe that all women are OBVIOUSLY CAPABLE of becoming whores and too many of them do. but the rare ones who DONT, i give them real respect as “good women.” Not sure anglin or heartiste would agree. certainly not a dealbreaker for me re them! just saying im more on the white knight side of hwyte sharia hahahaha. that i still get Warm Fuzzies and harps playing at the idea of young virgin woman being muh waifu.
like maybe that long haired Dowdy gurl I see 2 times a week for 2 seconds at a time. and never even got a good solid look at her face! im sure its slightly horsey…..and thats fine with me!
hey a FULL white knight would not agree with any part of hwyte sharia! so yeah im only a half hwyte knight hahaha
hehe i installed an emoji extension into chrome
i truly like emojis and women should not be allowed to use them. women should not be allow to use their PHONES or TEXT people. damn. that would solve a lot of problems. just take the womans PHONE away for a damn MONTH. could you even IMAGINE????? its LITERALLY RAEP!!!!!
something SO SIMPLE would have SUCH a YUGELY POSITIVE impact!!!
INSANELY HIGH R.O.I.!!!!
see THIS is how you propagandize! you sledgehammer the shit with slogans that are IMPOSSIBLE TO MISS. you scream at them like a damn PEP TALK!!!!
this is what id like to see anglin doing. himself going up there and making passionate speeches to normies. hes a good speaker but he just never goes out in public. i want him to just “hire” more people to work on the site and writing articles in his style, and then he can go out and make speeches and have huge events and appear in front of judenpress cameras. get himself on foxnews, nytimes, become a trending topic on fb and twitter. i want normie women to know who andrew anglin is. normies at your school, work, friends. everyone should know who anglin is, kinda like they know who trump is.
thats what id like to see him doing. and less 18 hour days as a hermit at the computer. but out on the road talking to people. talking to normies, talking to judenpresse, rallying supporters, converting normies, verbally destroying enemies, becoming a god damn CELEBRITY.
he is totally my man of the year and he might currently be my favorite person. he is kind of MY HERO at the moment. TOTAL mancrush on this guy. he may disappoint me some day but right now I will just enjoy the mancrush.
i hope this upcoming trial pushes him into that level. thats already been covered by nytimes, probably wapo, vice, everyone covered when that suit was filed. would like to see the COVFEFE increase as the trial actually starts. i would LUV for anglin to make a fiery speech right outside of the courthouse. dont think his lawyer would advise that tho hahahaha.
or how about he WINS the suit and THEN immediately after makes the most INFLAMMATORY speech, GTKRWN, and then breaks the internet hahahaha.
i mean i want him to push the envelope so far that he risks getting ASSASSINATED. thats how you KNOW youre doing something RIGHT.
of course he would dodge the assassin, and become even MORE famous, and more extreme!!!
i used to be pretty fired up about TRS, but the joowife jimpact really did deflate that quite a bit! i mean its not unheard of that you can get disappointed in somebody. but it does suck when it happens. it wasnt the end of the world and i still like enoch as a propagandist and speaker…. but he really SHOWED that he wasnt ready to be a real leader. and i kind of WANT a leader and i dont think im the only one. and i think anglin would be the best leader at the moment.
i mean maybe enoch will get back up there as he does more public speaker. its a good path for him to be on!
so yeah the Third Jimpact kinda has been forgotten. if ghoul is a gay, it almost doesnt matter because he’s not really active anymore.
if greg johnson is starting shit….then its his own fault if people want to call him out for it.
if enoch is covering for people being sodomites….that is very uncool but i dont think enoch had knowledge of what was going on in the “fashy f4gg0ts” facebook group, which was probably less connected with TRS than the accusers make it seem.
but you know who is never touched with the Taint of Scandal ever?
MUH BUDDY AA. All they can say is the same old tired shit of oh hes got ASIAN FEVER. so he banged a few asian sluts when he was in asia. he admits it. theres simply no evidence that he LIKES asians in that sick way that white weakling omegas like asians.
or he hates women. i mean….he kinda DOES….but you kinda HAVE to! it’s not anything that can be used to condemn him to say that he hates women! thats part of why I and many others like him! he’s not gonna be a doormat and let women get away with stupid jooish shit! he knows how to put bitches in their place and real men respect that, and probably real life women respect that too, which is why he has a young qt gf, and if she leaves, he’ll just get another young qt gf. HE KNOWS HOW TO DEAL WITH WOMEN!!!!!!
or that hes a russian shill. or that he’s an fbi plant. but they say that about everybody.
the pagans say he’s too christian.
the christians probably say he’s not christian enough.
these religious debates today between christians and pagans or atheists are even WORSE than the protestant catholic debates AH talked about.
and AA just shuts down all religious debates, which is the right idea, which i think is the same thing AH did. MK is kind of unclear sometimes because uncle AH doesnt really say, here’s a problem, here’s why its bad, and here’s what we should do to fix it. he just rambles on with 1488 word sentences that are hard to parse hahahaha. but not in a rambling lunatic sort of way. really just more like a guy pacing around a prison cell dictating the book. without much revision.
i would hope that because he was basically SPEAKING the book, it would come across more forcefully, LIKE A SPEECH. nope, not really.
also i think that his prison cell was pretty nice hahahaha.