june 30 17
QUOTE from george video commenter
anon7 hours ago
No clear goals. No routine. Too much experimentation and vacilation. Too much idealism. Little pragmatism. All your basic needs are covered. The lack of a challenge to your mind and your body has left you bereft of the fight and the feelings that come with it, conditioned to fear the temporary sacrifice of soul-destroying comfort. Passively drifting back into the void with one hand on your dick and the other on a fork. Why fight? This is all for NOTHING, amirite? You are in America: you will not be around to defend this country, you most likely will always have clean water and easily accessible food, you will always have easily accessible entertainment. I hereby condemn you to a life of ennui and sedentarism-induced disease.
You have been given everything that your body could need. You drown in information. Yet you keep looking outside your body for that idea or object that will save you from having to accept the finiteness of your life, your talents, and your capabilities. “Better to feel despondent than to feel average,” “Better to be seen as a work in progress than to having to accept that this is the best I could do,” “Better to call myself depressed than not as good as I thought I would be,” “Better to use my parents as a crutch to not experience life independently than to having to take responsibility for my entire life,” “Better to minimize all aspects of life than risking finding out how much more complex and scary, and yet fulfilling, life can be,” “Better to listen to my own counsel than risking having my beliefs changed.”
You live in a shittiest kind of fear, the fear of facing the consequences of your words and actions, and you will continue being dead inside until your body is no more by repeating your same behaviors. Life is inherently pointless, cruel, unfair, and the majority of people on this planet put in more effort compared to what they get back, and the idea that one day it will end is comforting, but I need to remind you that as opposed to many of those people, you have chosen to make your life mostly terrible.
George, you are god damn self-advising, proud coward. We live in the country with the highest antidepressant intake and you still somehow believe it is embarrassing to talk about your problems with someone with the expertise or the right experiences. No mentors, no older friends, no therapists, no psychologists, an uninvolved father… just you advising yourself and taking what seems convenient from the internet, therefore no stigma in your mind. The “developed world” can be absolutely disgusting for those with limited social support. It is your biggest responsibility to rise above those poor fucks who refuse to spit out the kool-aid. Your biggest personal red pill will most likely be accepting that the internet was never a replacement for having a healthy social network and that it in fact caused you more harm by giving you the impression that all the knowledge you would gain from it would turn you into a balanced individual.
You keep repeating you are lazy when in reality procrastination and inaction are commonly rooted in anxiety. Write down your problems and start attacking them rationally and use your savings if necessary. What the fuck is the point of having an emergency fund if it is only sitting there? This is a call for help, one of a few already, to the f00king internet… What do you want the internet to do? Want me to go to your place, punch [George’s dad] in the face, give your mom an award for being hard-working and patient as f00k, and rescue you like a trapped princess?
i normally dont like the critical hateful comments to george but this guy has a point. for george, for you and me.
tho i dont want to say george’s father is “uninvolved”, thats not fair. probably he just DOESNT KNOW WHAT TO DO about george. and neither does george!
hey well at least i go to a shrink once a month and take AD’s every day! 40 mg of citalopram.
i just sent a 1 feckin dollar “dnation” to georges btc address as kind of a TIP. like when you go to a restaurant you give them a tip. 1 dollar is muh standard tip for something that doesnt really have a common standard amount, like 20% tip at restaurant, 20% tip at barber, when in doubt i use 20% or 25% if feeling generous, which is often hahaha.
i dont see any other dnations in his wallet. either he changes the wallet or nobodies dnated. i kinda want to show him that somebody supports him, but i also wouldnt be surprised if he gets OFFENDED at the small amount.
so yeah i dont MEAN to insult george. but i mean shit. what if he sees that, thinks the whole world only thinks i am worth 1 dollar, now i should REALLY K myself, this PROVES it. because i think i am literally the only person who eer donated to his bitcoin. well unless he has used different wallets, which IS VERY possible. i mean you can use a diff wallet ID for EVERY transaction. that is very common.
ok he has used that same address in multiple videos and i am the first and only dnation oy vey
poor george. even just a good decent male friend would be very helpful to him. forget a decent woman.
if i lived near him i would attempt to be that guy. he sometimes speaks of some acquaintances he sometimes hangs out with, but they do honestly sound kinda lame, and he seems to recognize that.
when you find a real friend you really Click with and you have a mancrush on them, that is a wonderful thing. i am grateful its happened several times in my life. unfort is is not really happening at the moment. really i need to go out and MAKE IT HAPPEN!
and the same could be said of most good things in life.
fasting today, day off, decision: put butter in coffee, or whole milk. decided on the whole milk. 1 cup of milk mixed with large mug of coffee. then will “fast” until dinner which will prob be large af hahaha.
went to store and got some stuff for fam and self, including Twinkies Ice Cream. good lord hahahahahaha. will try not to go overboard with that.
it was sunny and warm so i said when i get home, i will go sit in the sun. so i did hat for 45 minutes, shirt off and all, hopefully got some good vitamin D.
back from that, doing laundry, drinking coffee, fasting, listening to easy listening music station.
tried to find some Natural Soap. I ended up getting this J R Watkins 97% natural soap body wash. could not find Organic Oatmeal soap.
i was gonna go with the dr bronners until i read the label and saw how proud he was to be JOOISH hahahahahaha.
there were still some weird ingredients in the jr watkins though. i just wanted to get something that was reasonably priced and then get the fook out of there. maybe i will try a more purely organic soap next time.
i want soething that is gentle enough to use on muh face. i have a special face wash which is pretty good but i dont like using that every single day!
had to go back to the store because i forgot to get some food items that were needed for tomorrow.
did that very quickly, came back home, did a brief powerwalk 1 time around the neighborhood. not as sunny but still very warm.
increasingly hungry from muh friday fast hahaha.
twinkies ice cream. limited time only hahahahaha. good lord.
heh. i forgot i signed up for the captioning service rev.com . basically “freelance” tasks that you can do and make a few dollary doos. like i signed up for mturk and actually made like 100 dollars with it last year…. but really its not worth the time you put it. you are getting paid like 2 dollars an hour at best. not sure how they get away with that hahaaha.
the captioning might pay relatively better than mturk. like 3 dollars an hour.
really its if i have a day off and feel guilty about being unproductive, i could do this for an hour and make a tiny bit of money from it.
ok earned 68 cents for 2 minutes of transcription which took more like 15 minutes trying to figure out what a Female Bogan was saying about australian social services organization. sounded like she fooked abos and buys petrol to huff from centrelink hahahahaha. and they think we seppos are bad.
ate some of the twinkies ice cream. it was good. “butter cream” ice cream with pieces of actual twinkie and a “frosting swirl.” the butter cream ice cream is great, the twinkies pieces are spongy and cold and not a great texture fit with the IC, and needs more of a frosting swirl. but this “butter cream”…..is that an actual IC flavor, or is it just bullshit. becuase isnt cream inherently buttery. either way its a good flavor.
1268 calories today. not bad. this is with fasting all day and pigging out with huge 1417 calorie dinner haha.
actually 1300 calorie dinner.
heh. posts from like 7-8 months ago where i just got muh new job, that was good. but i was still reading horrible REDDIT and getting TRIGGERED TO THE MOON by the worlds worst women and the supplicating omegas who supplicate to them. am i improving myself and my career enough to your liking, my princess? am i volunteering and seeing my therapist and life coach and working on my ISSUES enough for you, my darling? god damn.
SP4NK AND GROUND THE SLUTS, WH1TE SH4R14 NOW!!!!
sp4nk them, ground them, take away their phone!
SP4NK THEM! GROUND THEM! TAKE AWAY THEIR PHONE!
SP4NK THEM! GROUND THEM! TAKE AWAY THEIR PHONE!!
go ahead, start chanting it until a group of men get fired up enough to actually DO it to their women!
but yeah im glad i stopped reading reddit. that shit wasnt helping me. it doesnt help the people who ASK for help there. because it goes against NATURE. and anyone who fights against NATURE will eventually be destroyed. Nature Always Wins. all of reddit needs to be thrown in the hottest part of the oven.
Women do not understand nature at all and eerything they say indicates this. they still operate according to the laws of nature, though.
NEVER LISTEN TO WHAT THEY SAY. ALWAYS ONLY LISTEN TO WHAT THEY DO.
if MK were written like THIS, it would be a MUCH better piece of propaganda.
propaganda does not imply lies or deception. its the joos, who through their deception, have given it that connotation. i mean, it CAN, but not NECESSARILY. you can TOTALLY have PROPAGANDA FOR THE TRUTH. and that’s what me and AH and anglin are doing hahaha.
just saying AH didnt do nearly as good job with that in MK as i hoped he would.
but it doesnt really matter, because look at his damn life and how he single handedly changed history. so what if he wrote a boring book.
but its just kinda weird considering he loved propaganda. i thought he would make better propaganda. but maybe he didnt consider MK to be propaganda. maybe he wanted it to be a long boring book that left important stuff out.
i just didnt want to be disappointed by the book. GLR LOVED the book! he couldnt stop reading it. it changed his life and made him into the GLR we know and love. he stayed up all night reading it, then when he finished, he went right back to the first page and read it again! i can only listen to the book in 10 minute chunks. and it takes at least 40 hours to read it that way.
ok went for powerwalk, trimmed beard, charging phone. saturday. got into a 2 person table and now its grown to 8. nice.
july 1 bought WP by GLR for 16.60 total. pullin the trigger. this I think is also a better written and more powerful and effective book than MK hehehe. something that might redpill normies in other words.
got from alibris for about 2 dollars cheaper than you could find on amazon. never forget to check alibris or abebooks if youre buying books.
sheeeeit i could have got it at barnes and noble for 15.95 hehehehe. SHAME ON ME!
prob be the last hwyte power racist book i get for a while hehehe.
i really should get some more books on fixing muh own female brain gone insane.jpg hahahaha.
i guess the experience of reading MK has pushed me to buy what i consider to be better books – namely, my awakening and WP.
im not CRAPPING on AH. Just saying I was disappointed in THIS BOOK. he’s STILL the most important greatest man in history.
women have access to all sorts of interesting men. all across the gamut. rich men, poor men, interesting men, boring men, tall men, short men, white men, black men hahahaha. lawyers, doctors, engineers, artists, musicians, writers, poets, managers, executives, professors, chefs, entrepreneurs, politicians, men with top people skills, soldiers, military officers, police chiefs, powerful, influential, respected, somewhat famous men. huge winners as well as huge losers.
men dont NEARLY have the same access/supply/availability of women. you TAKE WHAT YOU CAN GET. fatties. mudsharks. single moms. waitresses. nursing assistants. single moms over 30 who have taken over 30 cox. women with bad tattoos. women who have terrible people skills. women who dont know how to simply be nice, pleasant, and polite.
in short, the average woman has access to much BETTER men, than the average man has access to a lesser number, AND a MUCH lower QUALITY, of WOMEN.
yeah when you put it THAT way, you can start to be a bit butthurt about it, but its REALLY just a corrolary, a natural outcome of, WOMEN ARE THE SUPPLY, MEN ARE THE DEMAND. therefore women just have to sit there and be approached by men, including the best quality men. men have to FIGHT LIKE HELL just to get ANY woman, even a low quality one.
THIS IS NATURE. THIS IS NATURAL LAW. DONT FIGHT IT. YOU CAN EITHER FIGHT IT AND COMPLAIN ABOUT IT AND BE BUTTHURT ABOUT IT AND BE A FOREVERALONE LOSER, OR YOU CAN ACCEPT IT AND HAVE AT LEAST A SLIM CHANCE IN LIFE.
ACCEPT NATURE. DONT FIGHT NATURE.
but im still kinda jelly of women that they have the option of meeting interesting Winners. If you want to improve your lot in life, it helps to hang out with winners. look at your friends. are they losers or winners.
its much easier for women to MEET WINNERS than men. i want to meet winners so one day i can become a winner.
its also very frustrating that woman have every chance to CHOOSE a WINNER, yet often they will choose a total loser – drugs, alcohol, crime, violent. you could have chosen a charming handsome masculine business executive making 200k a year! yet you chose a tattooed heroin addict! or a negro!
and im jelly because i dont have any friends, winners or losers hahahaha waawawawawawawa.
hey thats all on me. i admit thats my fault.
my one friend things are very tenuous and could go either way. he is potentially a bad influence due to a terrible alcohol problem. which has disgusted me therefore i dont make a huge effort with him. BUT when he chooses not to be a drunken degenerate, he is a good guy.
BUT i dont need to mansplain why if you want to be a winning hwyte man, you shouldnt hang out with drunken degenerates.
ive tried to sell him on the idea of porn being horrible. not sure if i made any progress but i tried hahahaha. and hes just like hell no im not gonna stop watching porn for a month, a mans gotta jerk off right? what the hell am i supposed to jerk off to, muh wife?
i mean the degen mindset goes SO FOOKING DEEP. its SAD and FRUSTRATING to see this in your friends.
i knew another guy who is a bigass winner in life, and this quality led him to move hundreds of miles away for an insanely good career job with a VERY well known company. he was a good influence to have BUT the drawback was, I always compared myself to him and felt like a huge loser, AND, probably the more real Actual Issue, was that he was a typical middle class shitlib who took every opportunity to educate whites about white privelege, structural racism, why affirmative action and reparations are necessary, why women and nonwhites are awesome, why white men are so fooking lame and bad, etc etc. so that was legitimately disgusting. but he was a decent white man, and it was FRUSTRATING that he couldnt be pulled away from his horrendous nytimes-reading antiwhite leftist marxist JOOISH BULLSHIT. i think the fact that he is a big winner at life kinda solidifies all this. like, im doing super well in life, so i MUST have the correct beliefs.
anyway all that is probably better than being a degen drunk.
well the leftist guy is a woman-loving feminist who wants to fight patriarchy and get more women in stem and business and everywhere, but he still watches porn. i guess i should have used that as my hook. youre such a huge feminist, yet……its kinda hypocritical the way you look at porn, or even have a healthy red blooded libido that makes you look at real life women as sex objects!
the porn is bad, the real life libido is GOOD and the hook I would hook onto to try to TURN him hehehehe. like good for you, you still have some real masculinity left, we can WORK with this! now lets apply that in all other areas of your life.
any rate he is a decent guy but because we were SO different we never became super close friends. also now he is 1000 miles away making 90k a year hahahaha. he will prob NEVER change his leftist ways unfort.
he is a big enough winner and masculine enough to pull a woman….but i think he is white knight enough to fall for a bad woman. that has happened before hehehe. so i hope he doesnt fall for a shitty woman, OR a nonwhite woman. and i dont think he’d have ANY problem with race mixing. which sucks hehehehe.
but yeah just like george, i really do need some more male friends ahhahaha. and not just acquaintances that i see every once in a while, but actual bona fide friends. EASIER SAID THAN DONE!
i want a SMALL house, not a TINY house, but possibly a single wide trailer would be big enough, on a BIG piece of land, in a RURAL area. plenty of forests and shit. go out back to the forest near muh house and smoke MJ hahahaha. shoot guns. homeschool muh kids. drive 500 miles a day to get to muh jooish job in the diverse city. be too tired to manage my wife and kids. wife leaves me, takes kids, kids become mudsharks and degens and losers. i get muh land and house repo’d and die of drinking in a section 8 apt hahahahaha. the end. hows that for a hwyte pilling story.
i hate driving and cars, but hwytes basically NEED cars so they can live in the COUNTRY AWAY from DIVERSITY. and you have to have SOME money so you can afford the car and gas and COMMUTE UNGODLY TIME AND DISTANCE to WORK in the diverse shitty city.
solution is obviously to get a job in the country 1 mile from your home.
EASIER SAID THAN DONE!
or get a work from home thing. that is more likely. more and more people are working from home and i see this only increasing. which is good for people like me who want to live in the middle of the BOONDOCKS.
anyway. i am kinda jelly of women who get to meet all these interesting men, then the women fook them, get bored of them, take them for granted, discard them.
shit i would be thankful to meet all these interesting people! to LEARN from them, to be a better, more successful, more interesting person myself! to learn more about engineering, law, working life, the decisions such and such a powerful person makes, etc. i thought women were supposed to be all career oriented now. so is this your way of sampling as many careers as possible?
i mean women SHOULDNT be career oriented and they shouldnt be sampling a wide variety of ANYTHING. especially cox. or careers.
SP4NK THE SLUTS, WH1TE SH4R14 NOW!
SP1NK THEM! GROUND THEM! TAKE AWAY THEIR PHONE!
say it with me. one more time hahahaha.
so i guess houses with high ceilings stay cooler during the summer. like a house with 10 foot ceilings is way cooler than a house with 8 foot ceilings.
welp what about if you live in a colder area. do you want lower ceilings then?
i hate the cold winter and luv the warm summer. even if this is not implicitly hwyte hahaha. browns live in warm areas, hwytes live in cold areas.
well if i had to live in a cold area for a hwyte homeland, of course i would take it. i would maybe even live in the damn arctic for that.
there are nice small little houses for working class people near my area. problem is, these houses are in a TERRIBLY trashy part of town filled with hwyte heroin mudshark trash and a ton of violent blacks as well. its not as bad as living in the pure black ghetto…..but its still pretty bad. no way would i ever want to live there, let alone with wife and kids. the houses are great size, but the neighborhood is shitty and also the houses are CRAMMED next to each other. no land. just white trash and ghetto blacks living on top of each other. negros shooting their stolen guns and hitting people 3 houses down through the shitty walls.
when was the US military not jooed? obviously the US never should have joined ww2. what about ww1. was that necessary? PROBABLY NOT.
i mean all the wars and conflicts have been unneccessary. everything from at LEAST WW1 on. but this does not mean the military is unneccessary. just that its been used in a horribly jooish way. you might learn to be a man, but you have a very good chance of being sent off to die for the joos. huge gamble. prob not worth it hahahaha.
yeah but these terrible jooish wars allow many white engineers and white employees to make a good living in the Military Industrial Complex. building like tanks and MRAPs and planes and shit. BILLIONS of dollars there.
yeah well id be willing to give up those jobs if it meant no more jooish lies. i mean that is basically billions of tax dollars being stolen for jooish lies. so what if some whites make a decent living off it.
DONT LIKE WOMEN TOO MUCH. IF YOU DO, THEY WILL DO SOMETHING TO MAKE YOU NOT LIKE THEM SO MUCH.
basically dump you, break your heart, start slutting it up with blacks, and disappoint you greatly. so just don’t like them in the first place. dont put the pvssy on a PEDESTAL!!! would someone worth LIKING do those stupid disappointing degen things?
anyway. so the us military probably ruins more lives than it saves. so i could not advise going into it unless you are absolutely hopeless at age 18. at age 18 i was not hopeless at all, i had a ton of potential hehehe.
i was wondering why the netherlands, the MJ capital of the world, does not produce REAMS OF RESEARCH every year on MJ. scientific, medical research done by tons of phds and mds. its a first world country filled with first world doctors.
people always say more research needs to be done on MJ. i fully agree. so why isnt that research coming out of the netherlands?
why isnt that research coming out of colorado or washington, who have prob even more phds and mds than the netherlands?
why isnt it coming from any of the medical MJ states, which there are many, and do medical MJ studies on patients approved for medical MJ?
in other words, MJ has been legal enough for long enough that we should have all the research and SCIENCE! that we need. so why hasnt this research happened?
the only answer I could think of was that SCIENCE!! requires lots of federal grants, and FEDGOV would not be springing to FUND studies on MJ.
well how about the states then? and why not netherlands? they have super high taxes.
also how much of Scientific or Medical research is dependent on federal (tax) money????
weev sez etherium is a jooish scam, its gonna crash, sell it all NOW hehehe. invest in TEZOS instead. i have never heard of tezos but chekcing it out now haha.
ok they are doing a crowdfunding right now which is NOT a sale or presale of ACTUAL COINS. and the minimum donation is .1, which is like 260 dollars. NOPE hahaha.
i would be interested in buying like 10 or 20 dollars of actual tezos coins but that is apparently not possible. and some jooish woman is the ceo of tezos hahaha. come on weev.
ok i dont know shes jooish but the name is breitmann and that is either german or jooish and i dont like women in tech, they are autistic whores.
SILVER 3RD REICH COINS hehehe. why have I not bought some of these.
SHUT UP AND TAKE MY MONEY.JPG
ok i just bought this one for 11 bucks. for 5 grams of silver hahahahaha. .625 silver of an 8 gram coin.
hindenburg 2 reichsmark coin, 1937, with a hakenkreuz on the other side hehehe.
as far as being a good deal on the silver, its not at all. it is more a token hehehe. an actual 3rd reich coin from 1937 hehehehe. its probably not in the greatest condition.
this is what it looks like. i guess its about the size of a quarter. fine.
i just hope its not in such bad condition you cant see the hakenkreuz or the word Deutsches Reich hahahahahah
then I can carry it around for good luck hehehehe
used the JR watkins body wash today. on face and scalp/hair as well. minimize the chemicalz in the head and shoulders shampoo. we will in time see if the “natural” soap is gentle enough on muh skin esp face. and maybe miraculously muh hair will start growing in the bald spots because i stopped using head and shoulders. which makes you go bald hahahahaha. i didnt even use it every day. like once every 3 days. no, honestly i think muh baldness is just bad luck and some sort of punishment for youthful degeneracy and sinfulness. fine. i deserve it. i’ll do my sentence. i just dont want the punishment to last THE REST OF MUH LIFE.
here something else i learned today:
Up for auction is a German Silver art bars. This is a 1 oz. German Silver bar with the Iron Cross design. German silver actually contains no elemental silver. German silver is an alloy made up of 60% copper, 20% nickel, and 20% zinc. It gets its name from its silvery appearance. German silver is extensively used because of its hardness, toughness, and resistance to corrosion for articles such as table wear, marine fittings, and plumbing fixtures. Because of its nigh electrical resistance it is used in heating coils. This unique item makes a great addition to any collection. This also makes a great gift .
These bars come individually packaged in their own plastic case. Their is a 15% restocking fee on all returns.
PLEASE note that german silver contains 60% copper, 20% nickel, and 20% zinc only.
german silver. looks like silver i promise you. but no silver at all. they should call it jooish silver hahaha.
i get disconnected from network the second i win a big pot, so it makes it look like i am a hit and runner. what are the damn chances. i win a good pot hardly ever. but i do get disconnected all the damn time. so i guess the chances are good!
women in tech bitching about sexism oh god bless you anglin.
also anglins writing is at its peak here, and shows why he is one of the best living propagandists, his writing is more effective than MK, and he is my hero hahahaha. one of the few people where i read his writing and shake my head in AMAZEMENT, that I can’t believe the POWER of what he’s saying and what the IMPACT could be if enough people in the right places with the right power heard them.
i imagine him speaking these words in a public event, which is what he SHOULD be doing.
great speech by mike enoch at texas is ours event. you can actually sort of hear what he is saying, and it is great. stuff like THIS could convert normies. and that is exactly what we need most. this is what anglin needs to do, because he is a good speaker too.
imho events and speeches are the best way to get propaganda across. AH was not wrong about that. enoch is a natural at it which is why i will not give up on him unless he blatantly BETRAYS the movement hal turner style. he was probably just like, wewlad, i hope i can just AVOID this whole situation abotu my wife being a half j00. (pretty sure she was just half joo. which still sucks, but sucks half as less as a full joo hahaha.)
i mean its not like joos havent done some good things. but whites should not marry them or especially mate with them.
qualcomm atheros ar956x wireless driver. you have to download from a REAL shady unofficial site because qualcomm says you have to get them from the OEM.
installed the drivers thru device manager and it seemed to be stuck for 2 minutes installing….but then muh wireless is working again.
the true test is if it works CONSISTENTLY and i dont have to CONSTANTLY disabled and reenable it.