june 15 2017
i am interested in the coworkers son, because the son is the SAME AGE I was when i went off track. he is 20 years old, in between second and third year of college. is thinking about changing his major from straight bla bla engin, to a BS degree that kinda combines engin and business/management. i think this should be ok. especially if the kid is an extraverted, nonvirgin chad normie, which i kinda think he is. no trouble making friends, not a lot of trouble with women, decent level of confident, no social anxiety, no anger or emotional issues, no huge problems with MJ or alcohol or worse, no real need to see a shrink, can hold down a job. doesnt hate everything, has friends, not afraid to talk to people, etc.
he will probably be ok whatever his major, whatever his school. he could get a BA in General Studies at the local university and probably make enough money to have children and live in a safe neighborhood hehehehe. but his father, my colleague, wants him to maximize his potential, by doing a little bit better than that.
fact is, he’ll probably do at least ok no matter what he does.
but his father wants him to do REALLY well so he pushes him.
but not in an unhealthy way, like you go to harvard and become a doctor or youre out of the family. more like, go to cal state and become an engineering project manager fratboy chad.
i mean hes gotta be somewhat smart just to complete 2 years of intro engineering with math, physics, etc. people either fail that shit or they dont. he’s not getting a 4.0 but he’s prob not getting a 2.0 either! and that means something for engin courses!
so yeah im obsessed with this guys son. because he is at that exact age where bad decisions can lead you down the road to ruin. and he is having SOME doubts, but nowhere near the kind i had. he is having the type of doubts that will result in him make 50 vs 60k right out of college. being a neet KHV (kissless hugless virgin) was never on the table. i think he played sports in high school and probably even had a gf or at least fooked sloots in high school. sowed some of the wild oats, knows not to put the pussy on the pedestal, is focused on mammon like a good goy hahahaha.
type of OUTGOING normie fratchad who goes to parties and ENJOYS them hahaha. gets drunk, has fun, and bangs sluts. i mean the banging is degen negro behavior, you should be happy just making out with them. i would be. but blame the joos for turning our women into whores and our men into phaggots who cant keep the women in check.
apparently there are tons of foreign undergrads from asia, middle east, their parents are superrich oil sheikhs or something and send their kids to any old state school in the US, give them lamborghinis to drive. i dont recall seeing much of that in muh big state school 60000000 years ago. plenty of nerdy foreign grad students though. total autistic asian virgins. a lambo will get you 18 year old white pussy at the party school tho, thats a damn fact.
anyway. would be great if we could get this kid into 1433 stuff hahahaha. be a big winner for the hwyte race.
heres the problem. WOMEN ARE LIKE NEGROS. period. full stop. emotion-based, dont think ahead, act like big children, who lash out when they dont get their way and destroy shit. some of em might be nice but really they just need to be strictly controlled. honestly. their brains are wired just like negros. that is a disturbing thought. that white women are more like negros than they are like white men.
i dont say that as someone who hates negros. i simply acknowledge that Racial Differences are more than skin deep. like in the brain. and that alone makes me a super hateful superracist hahahaha.
i thought women were better than that…..but they’re really NOT. this is just the way women ARE, just like negros are the way THEY are. i just didnt think the two would be so damn SIMILAR!
i mean of course the negros are more VIOLENT.
i mean i dont HATE negros for just being who they are. they cant help it. i would just prefer not to be around their destructiveness and annoyingness. and i guess you could say the same exact thing about women!
i want them to be something they’re not! something they can never be (without like 1000 more years of evolution!)
and i want to be this guy’s SON! in that i want to be 20 years old again and have another CHANCE! and also be a well adjusted Chad Normie.
cuz the fact is, when i was 20, i was already fooked in the mind as far as being an anxious neet virgin weirdo hahaha. i mean its not the end of the world compared to the shit WOMEN have, but you should still get it fixed ASAP and not wait till youre 25 to start fixing it. or 26. hehehe. fix it NOW because not only will you never get those years back, but you will be forever BEHIND and regret it the REST OF YOUR LIFE!!!!
POSITIVE THOUGHTS ONLY. STAHHHP THE NEGATIVE THOUGHTS BY ANY MEANS NECESSARY. except drugs and alcohol. except MJ and benzos hehehehe.
i was also a little grumpy because the volume 2 audiobook of MK on christogenea is so messed up. it is missing chapter 7 and 8 or maybe its just out of order. so i am just downloading a new one of the ford translation i guess? there is ford, murphy, and manheim. i am not sure which one i have been listening to.
couldnt stop comparing myself to the guys son, and that is a GUARANTEED way to get in a REALLY bad mood, almost as if i am thinking about WOMEN or THAT WOMAN. heh many things put me in a REAL bad mood hehehe.
well at least i did not eat too much at lunch or dinner today and disciplined myself there hahaha.
i couldnt open the m4b files i found. just put CHAPTERS on YOUTUBE. and here it is. the man who might be good ol sven longshanks reading it. i have gotten used to listening to his voice for 30 hours, i didnt want to switch to somebody else, i am loyal hahahahaha
oh praise GOD. this is EXACTLY what I am looking for. I can USE this. now I just HOPE they are in order, with no parts missing. it doesnt look like it though. course thats what i said all the other times hahahaha.
it would be faster just to read the book hahahaha. but i feel it sinks in better when i listen to it. i have not enjoyed READING BOOKS for YEARS.
got to get into the race based state however. the folkish world concept. volkisch weltanschauung. this is the terminology he repeats many times. i was trying to think of a dogwhistle that people who have ACTUALLY READ THE BOOK could use to signal to each other that they were true Bruders and not infitrators hahaha. feds.
hey fellow whyte people, whats happening hahahaha.
stories of women who divorce their husbands at age 35 and then become cougar milfs banging HUNDREDS of guys. women who start their slut stage at 35. it can happen.
who cares. as long as its not that woman i dont care hahaha. that woman is the only woman i care about hahaha. WRONG. who cares. she can FOAD. she is ded to me, i am ded to her, the end. its been 23 fookin months. 1.9 years. almost 2.0 hehe. thank GOD for AH. the wisest, greatest man who ever lived. in 100 years we will realize this, or we will all be extinct hehehe. there is no person living or dead i would like more to meet.
i mean i guess you should say JC. i mean i wouldnt be against meeting him either hahahahaha.
ok day off. was remarkably productive. driving all around going to 6 different places. including walmart where i got some clothes including some Shorts for Summer and a Plain White Polo Shirt for when i need to look presentable. faded glory brand. excellent. walmart brand hahahahaha. i do luv it. bought the wrong size. bought an xl when i intended to get a MEDIUM! now i need to go BACK to walmart and RETURN it.
came home and it was nice and warm. sunny but with signif clouding. wanted to get vitamin d and ideally, Sun Bathing Tanning action in the local park. got out to park around 2:25 pm. nobody there but some mexican lawn cutters. stripped off shirt to get sun on chest and Stomach. sat on bench with no shirt, no hat, soak up max sun. 60% of the time nice and sunny. occasional clouding. read 2 pages of MK. last chance to get sun in a while. i guess i made the most of it.
tried Fasting All Day. Friday. old skool catholics fast EVERY friday, not just in lent. have not eaten anyting all day. no breakfast, no lunch, will eat large dinner.
also got nice short haircut on balding head. should go back in 8 weekes.
walmart. great clothes. great fashion for men hahahaha. i just cant believe i grabbed an XL instead of a Med.
heh. should i drive 10 miles just to go to a walmart that is more hwyte? just to i dont have to LOOK at nonwhites? it wasnt too bad today by the way.
ideally i would have children and raise them in that area where the walmart is mostly white hehehe.
my current area is gonna eventually be overrun by arabs. its either blacks, latinx, or arabs. here, its arabs. lots of christian arabs actually but by god are they annoying. the only good thing is that they dont do Terror Attacks like the muslims. they still do negrolike violent crime though, like assault and drug dealing, drug robbery. not really a lot of mugging. they are probably better than blacks. some of them are nice family oriented people. and they have a lot of children. great.
better than blacks, latinx, or muslims though. it could be worse!
oh yeah. and albanians. they are about as bad as the christian arabs. very little difference really except one are turks and the others arab. big deal hahaha. i appreciate the racial difference but really behaviorwise they are almost identical. i cant tell who are worse looking. some of the young women are attractive sluts of either race. i would prob rather bang an albanian slut than an arab slut tho hahahaha.
but it really wouldnt be worth it dealing with their aralb friends and family. believe me i only find the “hottest” of them bangably attractive, not jaw droppingly gorgeous or something to lose my mind and my racial integrity over. im just talking if a 19 year old good looking one were throwing herself at me, that i would have to make no effort, not be charming, not be witty, not be anything.
not a big deal man. yeah its not ideal but i would just be using them as a nonwhite kvm dumpster.
instead of saying sluts we should just call em kvm dumpsters. more shame there hahaha. although honestly i dont think there are many women who are PROUD to IDENTIFY as “SLUTS.” they are still insulted by it. which is good. they SHOULD be.
so yeah. MK is one of those books like the BIBLE. you dont need to read it all at once really quickly (although theres nothing wrong with that.) its just the type of book you can have at your bedside for your WHOLE LIFE and just open it up and read a few pages every day. just to bring you closer to your Racial Essence, like reading a few pages every day of the bible is supposed to be like prayer that brings you closer to GOD.
so just something similar with MK. as you progress through your own kampf hahahahahaha.
MK is not a short book. its not 300 or 400 pages. its not even 500 or 600 pages. its 690 pages hahahahaha. well, they are not SUPER long pages, but still. its not gonna win anyone over. it preaches only to the choir. but to the choir, its one of the most important books ever written.
really i should get a book of his SPEECHES. better, english READINGS of his speeches, with a reader who is at least average.
there another audiobook of MK with an english guy who sounds like he is falling asleep. i imagine that would put you to sleep! the younger, higher energy guy is so much better.
anyway, david dukes my awakening is a much better thing to give to the normie. much easier to swallow. i should listen to it again. i never finished listening to it! its also at least 600 pages long.
i really do recommend it strongly. it was actually a pivotal book for me, all the more reason to listen to it again. i never “read” it per se. but listened to duke reading it. this was in 2012, possibly even 2011.
heimbach giving an hourlong speech in june 2017. wish the video/audio quality could be a little better. but the audio is not horrible.
thank you alt right andy! this guy is great. he puts everything on youtube. the alt right andy channel got deleted by j’s, but andy addams is the same guy i think.
anyway, full 45 parts of my awakening. listen to it. turn off the jootube, vidya, porn, sportsball, and listen to this whole damn thing.
like i say, its very good for NORMIES. who would never dream of reading MK.
its also very good for non normies!
sooooo it might be a BETTER book than MK?
uhhh its definitely easier and funner and has a bigger reach hahaha.
also. david duke is probably the best KNOWN VVN 1433 guy since hitler. basically EVERYONE has HEARD of david duke, all normies have, well, anyone over 40. he’s mentioned regularly in mainstream media at least every 4 years hahahaha. as a horrible racist whos the next AH. i wish hahahaha.
so listening to my awakening and seeing that he is not such a horrible man makes you think. what else has the media been lying about. why are they lying about such a smart good man. why are they so threatened by what he says. and with the info in that book you’ll be able to answer that question.
heres the whole thing in downloadable mp3s. wonder when archive.org will shut this down the way they shut down the william pierce podcasts!
ok i put it in the sidebar. its THAT good.
give it to your boomer parents who dont understand why you are full 1433. give it to your shitlib middle class friends who read nytimes and guardian and dat-negrisi coates and think DD is AH. give it to basic bitch fox news watchers. give it to joo loving evangelicals. i dont actually know any of those hahaha. give it to whites at your church. give it to white women. give it to Based Blacks and Arabs hehehe. give it to your college instructors. yeah it might be more important than MK because it has the potential to do more good and change more minds.
im serious. turn off whatever degenerate jooish think you’re watching or listening to, and listen to THIS. it is INFINITELY better. that shit is negative and poisonous. this stuff is beneficial, like PROTEIN for your white SOUL.
not just chicken soup. although i guess it would serve that purpose too. rehabilitate and heal a sick soul. which is great. most of us have sick souls. but it will also make a healthy soul stronger!
just wish duke got out more and did public shit with spencer, or esp anglin. he always has anglin on his show. talk about two great minds!
how much video of him is there for his 2016 senate race? that was amazing. wish he had won. but he needs to continue being out there talking to normies. i dont care if he’s had plastic surgery or he cheated on his wives or hes a huge gambler.
if you get a very light pink shirt, it’s probably not phaggy. it can look fairly professional. just get solid colors….but light solid colors, like pastels almost. super BOLD colors are too much. found that out the hard way. have a solid red dress shirt and wish the red color were just a little softer.
interesting. we probably shouldnt glorify excessive male promiscuity because its ruining young white women. but its hard for a man to say no to this kind of celebrity, which all women have when they are young, and which the vast majority of men NEVER have.
basically, don’t act like a negro. banging hundreds of women is what a negro would do. but again, i totally understand. i mean if qt young white gurls are THROWING themselves at you…….how many would it take for YOU to start saying no?
author eric striker makes the correct argument here:
This is as funny as it is sad. I’m willing to bet many of these women had husbands or significant others too. Imagine walking in on your wife cucking you with Batman and Robin high-fiving over her. We’re living in clown world.
But there’s a lesson here for all young men: marriage will never be what it should under present conditions. With the pill, legal abortion, urban anonymity and weak-willed men open to marrying them after they’re over the hill and used up, women spend most of their best and most fertile years as groupies.
Do you want the sloppy seconds? END
striker does an article on this awful chapo trap house. one day i should actually listen to it. its an edgy leftist marxist podcast by 3 bearded hipster phaggots in brooklyn on how whites are evil and need to be genocided.
this is how they present themselves hahahaha
such punchable faces. they go to grad school in nyc and quote audre lorde on their facebook hahahaha or is it bell hooks. whoevers the edgier academic PoC feminist.
funny that you can still tell its the middle guy thats the joo, and the other two are just low-T white sissies.