sat jan 6

june 2

start of muh weekend, perfect time for MJ, and yeah. cant get any. but its degen anyway. but so fun. its not as degen or as jooish as p0rn. i just wish i knew someone who could get some! its harder to get than heron hahahaha. its harder to get than a 28k a year JOB hahaha.

heard anecdote about someone who who have to pay 21k a year just for health insurance, so they decided to go back to work.  i couldnt even understand the boomer logic. i thought you struggle your whole life so at age 40 you might be lucky enough to Earn a job that gives you health insurance. by probably taking 5k a year out of your paycheck anyway. one does not simply get a job just to get healthcare. healthcare is a privilege thats almost a luxury for only the highest of achievers. you are lucky to just have a FT job that pays you 28k a year. then you should pay 21k of that to get health care hehehehe.

just treat every young woman you meet like a slut who’s taken 50 dicks……BECAUSE SHE PROBABLY HAS.

what the hell are you even supposed to TALK about with women?  how disgusting, slutty, and childish they are? i guess. give it a shot. so, sucked any good dicks today? get any interesting diseases lately, ya disgusting wh0re?

talk about their careers. hows your career going?

that feeling when your stomach wont stop gurgling very loudly. maybe a mix of being hungry, and a mix of drinking shitloads of coffee which can irritate the stomach of course.

tfw you hate women but cant stop thinking about them. obsession. not just with specific women, but all women in general! yet youve spent less than .0001% of your waking ours with women.

well thats not true. what about the women at jobs. there would be women around for HOURS.

yeah but youre not interacting with them directly for HOURS.

shit i dont even mind taking orders from women. besides all the women i work with are competent and actually smart, and decent people too.

although today i had a good day because ____________.

today i did some good because i had a bit of normie chit chat with colleague where I shared a bit about myself, namely that I am very hesistant to get a Masters degree, but I know it could prob help my career, and I know I’m not a total idiot and would like to make 28k one day; but that I had a hard time at muh old job and had a real hard time trying to get to this job, having to job search furiously for months and get rejected at 30 interviews.

this is not a person that could hurt me with this info, in fact they can probably HELP me. they WANT me to succeed. to win at life. they, god help them, think i am smart and a good writer and communicator and that i can be a winner in life. so i Shared a bit about My Struggles the past couple years. not in a vulgar way of course!

tried to explain how I can recognize good writing and that I consciously try to be a good writer but its not easy.

i also cant say I write a crazy blog, and that 99% of the writing I read is hwyte supremacy stuff. MK and daily stormer hahahaha. i dont read books and stuff like normies. so i lied and said that I regularly read the NYtimes and WaPo to get an idea of how Professional Writers write clearly.

well i USED to regularly read the slimes 10 years ago when I was a joo hahahahaha. Now I only read hister and anglin and shitposters on forums hahahaha.

I mean anglin is honestly a great writer and he doesnt have a masters degree. i dont think. weev is a great writer and he doesnt have a masters degree. not even sure he finished his bachelors degree. i know he WAS doing a bachelors in MATH. which is AWESOME.

oh yeah. i wanted to say greg johnson is a great writer too. but he has a phd. and he is a drama queen hahahahahaha. but he honestly IS a great writer.

this is why it helps to have normie interests. which i dont hahahaha.

well i could just say i read breitbart and takimag and……..city journal. national review.  wall street journal.  yeah i could say that.

well i tried folks. i really tried the best I could at the moment.

I also KINDA figured out how to do some queries on excel sheets. and google sheets. basically a SQL type select * where A=June OR B=Yes. It was very important to get that OR part to work correctly. it is hard to get actual OR functionality with Mere Filters. and, no problem. or, big problem.

with google sheets, you would say =query(NamedRange1, “select * where B=’June’ OR C=’Yes'”,1)

it was the first time that I had to actually do something so “advanced” in excel since I was taking an Intermediate Excel CLASS 7 fooking years ago.  and I never had to USE this skill on a job until now.

ALso I COULD have just used 2 separate filters and just be aware that there were a couple “or” cases dangling outside the venn intersection.

the Masters Degree Boomers wouldnt have known how to do this. although maybe the GenX PhD Student Manager might have been able to figure it out. no offense to anyone, even these Boomers are very nice people.

this is why i get paid the big bucks of 11k a year!

i just get frustrated when i get a change to Speak Freely, and then i fook it up and dont express muh self clearly and sound like an idiot!

get an opportunity to Connect with someone and sell myself as a likeable, decent, interesting normie, and come across as an awkward idiot who still hasnt learned how to be an adult.

but they really dont care! if they do care, they are judging me positively with Sympathy and Concern and Caring. Rather than let this pathetic dead weight loser die off as a genetic dead end. More like, he still has potential and im gonna help him find it . he just needs a chance and im gonna give him that chance.

yeah i a judgmental as fook, prob more than i should be. but the thing is, heres the thing, if i actually KNEW a real person who was struggling, i would have compassion for them. even if in the abstract, i would say, cull the herd, weed out the weak, might makes right, cull yourself.

especially if they were a white man and they seemed like a decent person, i would show them sympathy and make an effort for them.

i saw a ridiculous bumper sticker yesterday: ITS NICE TO BE NICE.

But i fundamentally agreed with it, quite a bit. this is actually my MO when actually dealing with actual people in actual real life. nobody would suspect that I am a hate judgmental racist sexist whyte supremist neo nazi woman hater; OR that I am a super despairing debbie downer with no confidence. i just seem like a very sweet, mild mannered nice guy, because really I kind of am. but I am also a hateful hwyte supremist woman hater too! WHY NOT BOTH!

the thing that causes me the most TROUBLE is being the despairing debbie downer with no confidence.

https://assets.documentcloud.org/documents/3760414/Letter-from-Dylann-Roof.pdf

 

interesting

june 3 saturday

ok beautiful day, got 10:30 hours of sleep, did a bit of laundry, 12;08pm now, i should be Raring to Go, but I am not. I just want to sit here and ake a nap and do drugs hahahaha. by that i mean do MJ.

alcohol generally makes people more degenerate. sloppy drunk negros. muh dick. who cares about principles and morals and the future of our children, lets just get drunk. i did exactly that.

but what if you are already a principle hwyte warrior like i dunno anglin or weev? are THEY allowed to get drunk? I think so. and i think they DO on occasion. not a problem.

i think when strong hwyte men like this get drunk, they dont ultimately end up compromising their morals or their race. maybe they might bang a slut. big deal.

as long as they arent getting sloppy drunk every day, its ok for them to get sloppy drunk once in a while.

once a week?

meehhhhh maybe once every TWO weeks.

started reading defensive racism by edgar steele. it looks like its gonna be pretty good. very punchy no nonsense writing. and he names the joo pretty heavily.

https://archive.org/stream/DefensiveRacismByEdgarJSteele/Defensive%20Racism%20By%20Edgar%20J%20Steele_djvu.txt

read it!

might red pill people better than MK, which pretty much assumes youre already heavily red pilled, invested, hardcore.

honestly if its really hard work to redpill someone, theyll prob never get it. it should be easy and natural as long as they are not blatantly ignoring reality. just be like, you know blacks are largely poor violent criminals right? you dont want to live in the Ghetto right? you want to live in a mostly white neighborhod dont you? so you’re already racist, so what does it matter Why They Are The Way They Are? You think you can change them? you’re gonna throw YOUR children under the bus on some utopian ideas that might improve nonwhites lives in 100 years, and it actually wont work anyway? you think the GOVERNMENT is gonna fix this with Antiracist policies from Above? how would YOU solve it? mo money fo mo pogams? or how about mo monay for inner citay skools. its racist that fedgov and stategov gives 1 dollar for every black student in ghetto schools, and 60000000 dollars per student in good hwyte schools.

well we need more jobs. good jobs will stabilize the community.

and it probably WOULD. but youre gonna sacrifice your children and grandchildren in the hopes that The Powers That Be will Fix these problems in YOUR lifetime?

shit yeah more and better jobs would help.

but how about changing The Blacks Culture so that they arent a bunch of muh dick thugs and violent retards. how do you get blacks to do traditional nuclear families. how about by not incentivizing them to NOT do traditional nuclear families hahaha. incentivize what you want, punish what you dont.

how about just sending black boys into the army at age 14? shit send black girls into the army at age 14 too hahahaha.

this would literally improve the quality of life for blacks 100%. and whites too!

ok so what about the mexican problem. welp people voted to build a wall. most people should vote but they were right about this one. the wall is a good idea. and it hasnt happened. nothing has happened with the glorious beautiful wall. BUILD THE WALL NOW.

get kushner out, put bannon in. much more bannon, much less kushner.

oh no. we dont need to restrict immigration. we just need to have more good jobs for everybody.

i AGREE that would be fooking AWESOME. if i could just get a sweet 28k a year job with health care without even trying. like Boomer Steve could. whatever that boomer meme is.

this guy hahahaha.

yes wouldnt it be nice if all the blacks and browns and the god blessed hwytes could all get good jobs like that. average people getting above average jobs.

yeah that would solve a lot of problems. you might even be able to sustain a multiracial society with that.

but i honestly think it would be easier to create a Hwyte Homeland than to create that many Good Jobs for Average People.

i guess one step would be to resist globalization and embrace Civic Nationalism hahahaha.

heh. thats the other thing. aint no use saying youre a civic nationalist because the middle class pigs are still gonna call you racist, because ALL NATIONALISM IS BAD and inherently racist.

so it looks weak as fook to identify as and argue for Civic Nationalism, and heres why Civic Nationalism is a better idea than Racial Nationalism. we can redpill more normies on Civic Nationalism, its not as scary.

WRONG. redpillable people are gonna have a pretty much civic nationalist mindset anyway, i mean an ANTI GLOBALIST mindset. if you need to try to CONVINCE anyone that Globalism is a Bad Idea and must be Destroyed…..dont waste your time with these people!

people who are like “anti globalism is code for anti-semite! racist! alt right neo nazis screeching about the evils of globalism!”

GLOBALISM IS GOOD, GOY!

NATIONALISM IS BAD!

all nationalism is racist, ignorant and evil, including evil civic nationalism! dont you want to Work in a Global Community, hand in hand with workers from other countries! it helps us have the great quality of life we enjoy, goy! like those blacks in the ghetto hhehehehe. like the browns and asians living 50 in a house.

of course some of these mcmansions are big enough that 50 people COULD live in them. so blacks and browns actually DO this now. well hwytes should prob do it too.

again a small house on at least 1 acre of land should be good. of course 1 acre of land is expensive as fook! its also damn small. ideally you would get at least 5 acres.

http://www.alexlinder.com/audiobooks.html

NOICE

Linder takes time to personally record audiobooks. for some he adds his personal commentary, but this is prob ok because he is very smart. very smart. but he too does not get along with people AT ALL. which sucks. if he were to work with anglin for example…..it would make DS even BETTER and BIGGER.  all pro white people need to JOIN TOGETHER hehehe but they NEVER will. linder has been a huge asshole forever. its so frustrating because he is SO smart. GREAT writer, GREAT thinker, and he could do a LOT MORE GOOD if he just partnered up with people like anglin or spencer or even TRS.

heh. i didnt realize linder liked e michael jones so much…..but EMJ is pretty good and it would be stupid to dislike him. I should buy his books. so how come linder cant be so nice to other pro whites.

https://vnnforum.com/showthread.php?t=508998

audiobook of linder reading libido dominandi. EMJ book about porn and sexual morality and prob a lot about the jooz in there too hahahaha. this would prob be the first book i would buy hehehe

https://vnnforum.com/showthread.php?t=212845&highlight=daily+stormer

searching daily stormer on vnn

i would listen to anglin and linder have an 8 hour conversation hehehe gladly.

weird that AL would like EMJ because AL is a RABID anti-christian and EMJ is uhhhh a pretty big christian.

but yeah. AL is too much of a talent to be Languishing away in obscurity, but he brings a lot of that on himself I think.

Matt Parrott is another EXCELLENT writer, genius levels of autistic intelligence on that guy, outstanding writer as well, but no one knows who he is because he either doesnt get out much or he infights with people too much. he gets along very well with heimbach though.

i mean if i were building a NS Party for the current year, i would want to have all these super smart people….but they all hate each other. its either him or me!!!!! hes a phag enabler! hes a drama queen! hes a joo enabler! hes a joo lover! hes a crypto joo! hes a christcuck!

i mean i think people SHOULD show their 23 and mes if there is ever the slightest suspicion. mike enoch should have shown his months ago, immediately, when the shit first started.

heh.  i am old school. i knew about AL and parrott back in 2012 or even 2011 hehehehehe.  he is insanely smart and needs to pump himself up more.

he had a mini scandal regarding him fooking an arab slut or something, but thats not the end of the world. i think he just doesnt want to work people.

this isnt like me not wanting to be in a Metal Band because I cant get along with other metal people. i would hope most 1433 VVNs would be able to agree on First Principles, and also be interested in Tactical Activity rather than just pure larping and internet jaw flapping hehehehe.  like lets start a movement of real people in real life. get a group of 1000 healthy hwyte men with anglin and others giving fiery speeches.

shit. “just” be more like GLR. that guy had a real movement.

its just frustrating. i think the most important things are

  1. having young people, ie under 30, ideally under 25
  2. meeting in real life

thats it. those two things would go a long way. and I think a lot more young people are coming in, and it seemed like TRS was leading the way in getting people to meet. DS has book clubs but I dont think they are as active as the TRS pool parties were.

BUT AA announced that he will soon be doing a more coordinated system and pushing for book clubs. put more of his limited energy towards getting regular book clubs going.

alex linder i guess has terrible health. i thought he had crohns disease and god knows what else, so he is not very physically strong.

ideally i would like to see a yearly DS convention with tons of  people and speeches from anglin. with regular large book clubs in every major city every few weeks.

this and great podcasts was TRS’s strong suit. but that shit that happened with the joowife really weakened TRS in general. very disappointing!

and so now DS and anglin is the leader of the pack. and I am happy about that. I just hope he doesnt get weakened by something. but he’s not an infighter drama queen. he doesnt start shit. he gets along with people. if peopel dont like him, thats THEIR problem.

but i think he needs to embrace being a leader more. write less and get out in the real world more. start doing more speeches and rallies. his 2014 speech in london was AWESOME. he should be doing something like that every month.

i dont do real life meetups because i am ashamed of my loserness. how can i possibly be a good hwyte warrior. i cant. i literally have NOTHING to offer. except for very limited shekels.

DS thread recently saying that you could use torrents to host websites. distributed systems. so you never had to find some russian company to host your racist website and then one of them drunkenly trips over the power cord and the #1 racist website in the world is down for hours.

but weev said “distributed systems” are ridiculously complex and the top minds in the world can barely comprehend them. so it might not be so simple.

well weve had torrent files for years though and those work pretty well!

and also money. peopel still dont want to use bitcoins and those are easy to use. but i think you could do something better. something more stable, with less fees, and quicker.

like sending checks and cash to a PO box hahahahaha.

mudslim running over 20 people with a van in london. like 2 weeks after the manchester bombings. yep this is it. remember when this sort of thing used to be a big deal. now its nothing.

when will it start habbening in the US?

https://www.amazon.com/Hitlers-War-David-Irving/dp/0380758067/ref=sr_1_1?s=books&ie=UTF8&qid=1496532584&sr=1-1&keywords=david+irving+hitlers+war

anyway immediately there are thousands of tweets from Cuckolds defending muslims. were not gonna turn these people. just very basic bitch stuff like not all muslims, these are not muslims, these are evil terrorists, theres a difference, real muslims were giving medical care to the people being run over, real muslims condemn religious extremism and murder etc.

and this happens OVER and OVER and OVER and OVER and OVER again, every week, every day, with those same kind of dumb tweets from whites and nonmuslims.

millennial woes london forum 2017 withnail and i speech is very good, well worth watching even if you have never seen the movie. i saw it once like 12 years ago and was probably drunk. i dont remember ANY of it.

https://www.theguardian.com/books/2017/jun/03/why-no-long-talking-white-people-review-race-reni-eddo-lodge-racism

hehehe when your hwyte professional middle class friends read stuff like this, nod their head solemnly, and actually talk like that……its time to get new hwyte friends hahahahahaha

SOO hard to stay under 1500 calories. i went above today and i i am about to go to bed and i am still hungry and could eat a big meal right now. 1000 calories. actually ate a 1000 calorie meal earlier and it didnt seem that big!!

https://bbs.dailystormer.com/t/how-to-respect-women/110854

so pewdiepie is getting into hwyte sharia now?

or at the very least he is saying women like it when you treat them like garbage. which is a pretty redpilled thing to say anyway. and something the joo absolutely does not want feminized white boyz to learn.

YOU GON LEARN TODAY.

TREAT WOMEN LIKE GARBAGE.

ITS THE ONLY WAY YOURE GONNA LIVE OUT THE 14 WORDS.

hehehe.

ITS THE ONLY WAY YOURE GONNA STOP BEING AN INCEL VIRGIN.

 

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