BMI 20.4 atm at new lowest weight ever. i mean i should really stop losign weight, at this rate i will be UNDERWEIGHT
super unseasonably warm day in feb, like almost 60 degrees, can open windows, get fresh air in the house, bright sun. hasnt even been a bad winter tho, and i was expected it would be horrible cuz last winter wasnt that bad. i am sure we will get at least one or two more “big” snowstorms tho.
slept till like 1130 am, 12 pm, after my 2 benedryl and 2 valium day. not bad. tonight i would like to make a RARE social appearance just to show good will and good faith and moral support. basically involves going to a loud, crowded bar on a saturday night at a time when i am usually fully preparing to go to bed. but really the benefits of me showing goodwill are far more important than the costs of short term discomfort. which a normie woulnt even feel. hed say hell yeah, i cant wait to go to the crowded loud bar on saturday night and get foooooked up and maybe bang some single mom bar sluts! that is fookin TOIGHT!!!! NOICE!!!!
yep. buy a LITTLE bitcoin on a REGULAR basis. like once a week. 5 dollars a week. thats what I SHOULD have been doing for the last 2 years rather than buying it when i “needed” it, ie for muh cards, or when it was at a relative low price, or i was all out and wanted to give shekels to andrew anglin hahahaha. cuz it IS probably gonna go back DOWN again after this YUGE Rally ends. so why would I buy ANY when I know its gonna go DOWN.
yeah think i will take a valium before i go out. spend 20 dollars on people. at least 3 positive things with the people are being celebrated. maybe i should spend 30 dollars hahahaha. no 20 should be fine. take valium, smile and be nice, dont worry about being FUNNY or WITTY, if i can think of a good karaoke song, maybe do it, but prob wont hahahaha. i mean i like plenty of normie music but not listening to much lately. listening to winterfylleth and wodensthrone and now gris again hahaha. fookin black metal.
put a Dollop of Honey into muh bottle of drinking water. because honey is a miracle food like fish oil hahahaha.
yep might be even better than their previous album even if it is two fookin hours long. the ridiculous ungodly length might actually be warranted here. it is VERY melancholy and sad but to call it DSBM seems a bit insulting. I suppose you could say it is the best of the best of DSBM and also manages to capture Profound Beauty as well. just an honest sincere look into their souls. nothing phony or contrived or tryhard about it. just pure fookin honest emotions. i hope to not forget about this one. come back to it regularly. i mean its not gonna be a total buzzkill, it shows a range of emotions rather than “i hate muhself and want to die” hahahaha. but it IS kinda heartbreaking. good heartbreak music hehehe. sorta makes me remember the Lovey Dovey Warm Fuzzies for That Woman which I have managed to put behind me. this music reminds you of the Power Of Luv and how horrible it is when that luv is torn away from you.
would go EXTREMELY well with some MJ just saying. and i think it is more “multifaceted” and “dynamic” and more of a “pallette” than their previous album. the il etait one.
and i always forget they had another full album before that one!
anyway this enflamme album certainly grabs me the most out of any gris ive heard. proves to me these guys are true artists who really know what they are doing and are absolutely topkek tier black metal. sad and beautiful and atmospheric. very highly recommended. very moving music. and thats the whole POINT of music, is to MOVE you, touch your soul, make you feel something. yet its so hard to find music that actually SUCCEEDS in that, for me at least. at GRIS is successful as FOOK in this main mission of music. listen to this 80 minute album on repeat while smokin MJ all day and being alone hahahaha.
would totally see live but i dont think they will ever play live and def not within 500 miles of me hahaha. cant even buy a damn TSHIRT because they dont have any.
i dont think they have broken up, (only 2 guys, perfect size for a “band”), but they do take 5 years between albums. which is understandable considering the gravity of these albums. and this album was released in 2012….and whats the current year again? hehehehe.
kinda would like to know more about their personal lives. i bet they are total well adjusted NORMIES with wives and good jobs and they just have real good taste in music hehehehe. if they were truly UNHINGED at least one of them would be dead by now of drugs or K’ing self.
but yeah like a 2 hour documentary on the making of this album would be nice hahahaha.
theres even a blast beat on this album hehehe. and in general the drums are very rocking, you can feel him pouring himself into them similarly as he pours himself into those insane vokills. yeah same guy also does the drums. probably not at the same time hahahaha.
dunno the il etait album is still really good too. maybe more hateful and painful.
ok here are the lyrics for the album translated into english
prob should find same for the Even Better 2012 album
karaoke. i mean i LOVE the idea, i just can never think of a good song to do. the best i have at the moment is “white wedding.” you cant pick too WEIRD of a song, and I just cant think of a normie song I could really get into. i guess any of billy idol’s 3 hit songs would be ok hahahaha.
ok i like this list better. lot better ideas here. shit it only has 100 songs.
well anything tom petty would be ok too.
some strange ones but some good ones too. i just want a list of 500 popular songs hahahahaha.
danzig mother, maybe. dio holy diver maybe. zoot suit riot. aqualung. we didnt start the fire. maybe a judas priest hit like you got another thing comin, breakin the law. couldnt do a real sweet priest song like dreamer deceiver because nobody knows it unfort. but it is immediately good and might turn people onto it.
ccr it aint me hahahaha.
i could do the cure, maybe lovesong. i do like the cure quite a bit.
neil young, heart of gold. i luv neil dearly and should probably do one of his hits like this one. NOT a 20 minute jam of like a hurricane hahahahaha.
the who, who are you.
hallelujah, LC. well i might go out on a limb and do first we take manhattan or im your man. dance me to the end of love.
see i mean i wouldnt go in there and request a GRIS or WODENSTHRONE song like a real autist virgin hahahahaha.
shit when i was DRINKING i wouldnt get NERVOUS about going to socialize at the bar. well fook it was a given i would get raging drunk. sometimes even buy a halfpint of whiskey before going to the bar and drink it before going into the bar. shit.
meatloaf i would do anything for love.
tom petty ok. last dance with mary jane is a big karaoke hit but i wont do that, not his best song hahaha. i would rather do american girl or free fallin or probably wont back down.
i once did roy orbison cryin very successfully. of course it was a reference to mulholland drive hahahaha. ive also done roadhouse blues and i think fat bottomed girls. back in my drinking days. i dont think ive ever done karaoke when not raging drunk.
ok took a valium then went out the bar. it was packed, standing room only, loud karaoke. stood around for 5 minutes looking for the people i was intending to meet. saw one guy i sorta know and said hello to him. once i was confident they were not in there, went outside for a while, smoked cig, another guy came out who i sorta know, real friendly and great guy but not really a close friend or anything, he said aw sheeeeit they’re not coming up here today, doing it next week instead.
now i could been BUTTHURT AF about people just forgetting to tell me, but i was not. i mean i NEVER go to these things. they prob figured i just wouldnt go anyway. so i went home and on the way got a call from one of the guys who was like omg i am so sorry. i figured the guy at the bar had texted him saying i came up there hehehe. so the guy profusely apologized to me and i said aint no thing, no worries m8, i know im always on the fence about theses things, no big deal, but i would like to come out to more things and not be a asshole hahaha, so yeah i will be there next week to see you all then.
i wasnt looking for an apology because i was not butthurt and not taking it personally, reacted rather sensibly hahaha, but the fact that he called me ANYWAY and apologized was a good signal. i mean he is already a good guy and something like this just proves that moreso. i said no worries m8, things happen, one of the people was really ill. i wouldnt have cared if he didnt contact me but he did so he scored some points for that, and he didnt really NEED to score any points because he’s a good guy, and this just further confirmed that. so i counted the whole thing as a win rather than a fooking abortion hahaha. i mean i sacked up and went there and showed some courage with the help of muh valium hehehehe. i showed some courage and good faith, and he showed me some courage and good faith too, because would i have made a call like he did? no the best i prob would have done is send a sheepish text.
yeah theres a lot of good maiden albums i missed out on. good thing they still sound really good and i could see myself getting into them. kinda kicking myself for missing the MAIDEN concert in… late 2015? for the book of souls tour. next time they come i will make an actual effort. at the end of the day, they are probably the better band than judas priest. their music is just a little better. however i do really luv rob halford and i wont right now come out and say that bruce is better than rob. i will say that bruce and rob are equally awesome. but the songwriting and musicianship of maiden i think gives them the edge over priest. guitars, bass, drums, insanely classic albums, in a way that priest didnt quite reach. but they totally get an A for effort. they just jumped around stylistically too much from album to album and having a minor identity crisis in that way, where maiden had an unbroken line of like 5 classic albums.
also i think the maiden fans are probably a slightly better community. just a bunch of fanboys geeking out saying UP THE IRONS and having friendly debates on which of the 5 classic albums is the best, or saying why lesser albums really arent so bad after all. except for the cover art of “dance of death” or whatever the name is of that one with the ridiculously, embarrassingly bad cover art.
wow really taking a crap on priest here hahaha. for a while in my priest phase i was saying, you know, maybe halford IS a better singer than bruce. rob is really really good and the best part of priest, but i dont think you could put rob in bruce’s place either.
if someone is a big iron maiden fan, they are probably a good decent person hehehehe. by that i mean someone who could discuss at least 3 albums in depth with you. i am kinda on the borderline. but i have been a huge fan of the powerslave album for at least 13 years and i think that counts for something hahaha. that was when i first knew maiden was a force to be reckoned with. just didnt spend those 13 or more years wisely listening to their other albums.
anyway maiden will always give you good feels, lift your spirits, where something like say GRIS will not quite do that hahahaha.
maiden will boost your confidence, which is the most important thing for all men, SO, I prescribe you to listen to at least one maiden song EVERY DAY. ideally at least 3 songs hehehehe. you could do a lot fookin worse.