A REASONABLE EXPECTATION OF KINDNESS =/= ENTITLED TO LUV

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well the men on the fatherland podcast said that to get a good woman you gotta be a decent man, ie not an omega basement dweller neet jobless fat neckbear doritos vidya fapping loser hahaha. you have to have your HOUSE IN ORDER. and i most certainly dont! so why do i think i DESERVE a decent woman?

because at heart, deep down, i am a decent guy with a Good Heart and Good Intentions who wants to be a good husbando and father. but i havent PROVEN myself worthy or capable of that yet. and of course the road to HELL is paved with good INTENTIONS. intentions mean NOTHING. ACTIONS mean EVERYTHING. the proof is in the pudding.

so i was surprised to even befriend a woman better than what i thought i deserved. the only women who should want to hang otu with me would be ugly old sluts with bastard mud babies. not young cute girls with a low number and no kids!

well the only reason she became friends with me was because she needs a father figure, and her LTR was stagnating/failing at that time. yikes. well thats humbling. and i thought she liked me as a person hahahahaha.

well i think she really did. but the no father and the bad LTR were influencing her friendship with me whether she knew it or not, and she prob did not. its always unconscious/subconscious forces with these women hahaah.

thats just what women ARE and i dont like it hahaha.

fatherland tacitly recommends athol kay, dalrock, and some rollo tomassi as advisers on “married game” which is IMHO the nondegenerate version of game. where you want to find and win and keep a good decent marriageable wife.

of course i am familiar with all these names from when i read GAME stuff, they have all been around for years.

http://www.salon.com/2015/01/10/the_plight_of_the_bitter_nerd_why_so_many_awkward_shy_guys_end_up_hating_feminism/

goddamn i dont want to link directly TO it, but archive.is does not archive the comments for it.

oh god. salon. arthur chu. defending dr nerdluv (i searched dr nerdlove sucks) against those bitter, lonely, shy, woman-hating nerds who got rejected because they are really creepy, woman-hating, entitled, niceguytms.

AT THE RISK of sounding like a Loser MGTOW, I agree with the hardcore mgtows, dr nerdlove is jsut as bad as arthur chu. they are MALE FEMINISTS. GTFO.

i am the first to admit i am not perfect. and i am the first to say yeah yeah i know im not OWED anything, im not entitled to anything from women.

but to sit there and eat shit and smile? to be cucked and disrespected and like it? to say YEP IM NOT EVEN ENTITLED TO BASIC RESPECT? that is a line too far. and that is what nerdlove is calling for.

i know im not entitled to secs or luv. TECHNICALLY im not entitled to communication or respect or kindness. but i think you can have a REASONABLE EXPECTATION of those things, and thats not the same thing as “ENTITLEMENT.”

i just get triggered and mgtowy when i see bitchy feminists making excuses for women to be total bitches. like just because youve been having secs with a guy for 3 months doesnt mean you OWE him to make an EFFORT to be kind to him when you dump him. because its just secs, its just a casual short term rel, you dont owe anybody anything, you can jsut throw people away like trash and if they get upset, thats THEIR fault. god damn.

ok i did not harrass her with constant messages. i sent one email per 10 days. after 3 emails i said welp she obviously doesnt want to respond so i am gonna go NIC. she has blocked me on FB, prob blocked me on the phone, prob blocked me on email. sending me a clear message/signal. so i will stop contacting her.

and i DID. cold turkey. never contacted her again after that final email.

but god damn, the pain still went on and on and on and on, and i fought the urge to contact her! because this shit aint right!!!!!!

but i respected her unrespectable shitty wishes to throw me away like garbage, and stopped contacting her.

respect their wishes. what a dumb statement. yes i RESPECT being thrown away like garbage.

no. rather, i will BE THE BETTER MAN by not trying to STRONGARM her, but i sure as hell dont have to be a HAPPY CUCK about it. you dont have to LIKE being treated like SHIT.

heh. i dont know if she was a 6 or a 7. as i fell in luv with her i was sure she was an 8. but in truth she was a 6 or 7. but there is a lot of difference between a 6 and a 7 hahahaha.

well in 10 years she will def be a 6 hahahaha. esp if she is fat and has bastard kids hahaha. but she might not get fat.

one nerd on those salon comments said, just do gurlfran experience GFE with a hooker, 300 bucks a pop, “a bunch of times”, and that is “much cheaper and more fun than going to a shrink.”

is it really 300 bucks? i assumed it would be much much more, cuz you;d want a good looking hooker, for essentially 2 or more hours. youd think that would be at least 800 bucks a pop.

were not saying we are entitled to a luving waifu. we just want to not be treated like SHIT, arthur CHU. ph4ggot.

the implication of these marxists is, YES, you DESERVE to be treated like a piece of SHIT, because you ARE a piece of SHIT, for thinking youre ENTITLED to being treated like anything BUT a peice of SHIT!!!!!!!

REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE MARXISTS GTFO!!!!!!!!!

http://bbs.dailystormer.com/

i should also spend some time with daily stormer board. they are seen as slightly less “intelligent” than TRS [citation needed] and perhaps more emotional, but in that case TDS (not to be confused with the daily shoah) should be right up my alley. plus its nice that anglin puts his name, face, and address out there. not all of us are that brave, willing to give everything like that! who cares if hes a manlet! who cares if he banged a filipina slut years ago! he has a reputation as a woman hater, but really he just believes women have the decision making capacity of children and need to be led/guided by their men.

heh and i was hoping even THIS wasnt even true, i HOPED for women that could be Emotionally Mature and be able to Handle Relationships Like Adults. who would be capable of some agency in their rels; who would make an EFFORT to not treat people like shit. in fact i still hope there are women who are Mature like this.

he’s been banned by paypal, banned by disqus, he’s got all the right enemies hahaha.

good goy / 10 hahaha. if i were gainfully employed i would give him some money. and TRS. and mill woes.

some say that “fapping” without porn is a slippery slope to “fapping” WITH porn. i respectfully disagree. i can separate the two quite easily thank GOD. but i am hestitantly thinking about doing “nofap” ALTOGETHER, teetotaling completely. not that ive been that horny. not at all as a matter of fact. the only thing is the thought that forcing myself to JO thinking of random women is a way to try to erase HER from my mind. and to that end, the negligible degeneracy of no-porn fapping is mitigated. justified.

anyway. sighhhh. if i had just been stronger and not dropped the ball. i guess the trick to that is, get out in front of it early, then you get more leverage. and wont need herculean strength to handle it later, after its grown to herculean proportions of shittiness hahaha.

i read on reddit that sam hyde got a film degree at RISD and then did “postgraduate” work at carnegie mellon prob in film production related stuff. not sure if he completed a masterz degree. they say he worked as a car salesman where he almost certainly made more money than in film. but RISD and CM are Good Schools, people have Heard Of Them.

anyway sam hyde really is on our side and should be supported and its sad he cant make enough money to have a white family, but what he is doing takes some balls.

i wonder how he did as a car salesman. his performance hhehehehe.

the same page said he only had 1 gf ever who dumped him in 2011 and he went into a despair.

http://mpcdot.com/forums/topic/1386-autoadmit-gleanings/page__st__120#entry172304

this made me lol, about a fatass that ate 37 big macs a day, turned into a funny story

ok the guy only at 20000 calories a day, which is……ok prob like 40 big macs hahaha

http://mpcdot.com/forums/topic/8300-porn-isnt-bad-for-you-its-good-for-you-dad/

hehe some triggering anti millennial stuff here:

quote ”

What’s wrong with ‘getting your s**t together’ at 26?

I don’t like the idea it but not much really. It’s just that most of the time “I have to figure things out and finally get my s**t together” is a bullshit excuse said by millenials going nowhere. What I said is not specific to marriage or being in a career either. I just expect by the mid-20s an adult shouldn’t be loafing around in their parents’ house without a plan in mind. I know a guy like this, 28, got his first job at 21 although he’s now jobless. He lives in the house he grew up in but his parents and siblings have moved out. His mother still pays for most of the bills and he recently inherited some money. He takes courses at community college but isn’t sure if he’s going to university. I asked what he’d do with the money he received and he told me he’d invest in some real estate. That sounds like something resembling long term thought but of course he still just NEEDED the latest iPhone :lolno:

For me that would be an unacceptable life situation (I would consider suicide) but I think it’s more typical for a mid-20s millenial to be living with a roommate and taking a shitjob to pay for rent and student debt, and/or doing grad school, than to live with mom while unemployed and taking 8 units at a community college…the point being that ‘not having your s**t together’ doesn’t necessarily equate to ‘lazy and listless’

” end quote

hehehehehehehehehehehehehehe hehehehehehe

too much of a neet loser to even take 16 creds at the CC hahahahahahahahaha thats me and you!!!!!

however MPC seems like a good community too of smart wise men we would do well to listen to. anti degen, etc. and a good read alongside TRS. not sure when MPC came about. this is the type of stuff you graduate to after leaving 4chan and 8chan pol, and have more of a focus, an actual community with usernames, more effortposts, reputation, etc, more of an ingroup/outgroup identity etc.

anyway i will give MPC a like but i would have to lurk there a few months to really understand the group. they would hate me for being a loser millennial with low moral fortitude. no courage. no guts. every man gets fear, but COURAGE is what you use to STAND UP AND FIGHT in the face of your fear. and i dont have that. no courage, no balls, no spine. so what if i have good intentions, a good heart.

http://mpcdot.com/forums/topic/8316-raped-in-the-peace-corp-now-i-post-on-mpc/

how people got into mpc

i mean theres gotta be a lot of overlap with pol and TRS. right wing, race realists, anti degen, often a little religions, like memes and funny pictures, anti marxism, etc.

https://encyclopediadramatica.se/My_Posting_Career

some good information, but i thought ED would be sympathetic. at least 2 years ago i said ED was kewl, i now take that back, since here they expose themselves as degenerate leftists and attack roissy and MPC and such.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cuckservative

wiki cites an SPLC article calling MPC “far right” and TRS “white nationalist” hahahaha well there you have it.

https://archive.is/Ywzje

i will defeinitely not link to SPLC hahahaha well the actual SPLC article doesnt specifially identify those sites as those things but they certainly would.

http://mpcdot.com/forums/best-content/

the most upvoted posts go to this page and get cute little gifs in the upper right based on how many upvotes. 100 seems to be very high. all a bunch of interesting, well-composed, well thought effortposts by obviously Successful Adult Men who did good at college and good at career and can Write Coherently and probably have to do so in their Bigboy Careers.

fooking mangina feminists. i am not dictating to her or saying im entitled to Closure. im saying that a decent person would TRY.

A DECENT PERSON WOULD MAKE SOME SMALL EFFORT AT LEAST to be nicer.

That’s all i expected. i know im not entitled to shit.

so…..are MRA’s as pathetic as MGTOWs? i dunno, i think MRAs do have very valid claims and i agree that feminism must be destroyed. so…..maybe i am back to being an MRA after going a bit too far off the reservation with MGTOW. but it was Race Consciousness which brought me back down to earth, by basically saying, without white babies, whites will lose.

and we need those damn white sluts to make white babies.

ideally they would be a noble pure virtuous shieldmaiden. but we can make some compromises considering the state of our world. how about basically any fertile white woman who hasnt already had a nonwhite baby. setting the bar bretty low here.

hey im not bitching AT HER. i stopped emailing her after 1 month and it was obvious she didnt even want to listen to me. i knew then that she didnt want to be contacted and she has to get whatever she wants otherwise its contactrape. and she doesnt need to have any accountability for being a decent person and im the bad guy if i want to hold her accountable cuz otherwise its contactrape because shes not CONSENTING to me contacting her.

the consenting adults bullshit. you think child molesters consent to going to prison when they get convicted? hell no!

well thats because we have a social and legal contract giving the legal system the authority to do things to convicted criminals that are against the convicteds consent. and she hasnt been convicted of anything except in my own mind. and perhaps other people would agree with me that she did not handle it well.

either way im not contacting her. although i kinda wish i had been less nice to her in the emails and said this is fooking bullshit, i dont appreciate this, i deserve some god damn respect, and i am very disappointed with you disrespecting me, this is not good karma, this is really shitty, you should feel bad, and you should apologise.

so yeah dr nerdluv, im not sitting here begging her for closure. i am done begging. i just dont think guys should stand by and LET themselves get treated like shit, without telling the other person. they should STAND UP FOR THEMSELVES.

 

 

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