dec 4 2014 thursday 1131 am
day off, drinking coffee, internetting.
have had some of the easiest days at jerb ever recently. but it is still tiring becuase you don’t know it’s gonna happen like that. you go in there expecting a rough day….because historically most days have been rough.
forgot to take a valium yesterday and seemed to sleep BETTER than normal when going to bed. sleeping solidly till like 1045 or 11 am. nice.
could probably sleep even moar. hehe. a nice nap.
going bankrupt from medical bills.
how do people with cancer do it?
what if you had no health insurance, got cancer, and then immediately got health insurance? would that then be a pre existing condition and they would not cover your cancer tratement? can you get cancer insurance? not that a ton of people don’t get over cancer just to have it come back 10 years later and kill them. terrified of cancer.
generally against abortion but do not have the same moral qualms against euthanasia, which might make me an immoral degenerate hypocrite.
like to have real talk about how much money people make, what kind of debt and expenses they have, can they afford their health insurance, house, and car; is it worth it for them to spend money on School and Education if it doesn’t really advance their career ie make them more money; and should you get a lesser paying job if it has better health benefits in case you get cancer down the road; and people going BANKRUPT; and not getting hired for sweet cushy govt jobs because they had gone BANKRUPT and employers see that as a sign of unemployability; and people getting divorced, and bad marriages, and fathers abandoning their children; and working class people gradually losing their dignity and becoming denegerate white trash, drug addicts, huge losers, going to jail, dying.
now that is what call keeping it real!
bascically people becoming huge wage slaves and not even knowing it, being one small step away from total destitution, and not realizing it, people being dumber than they really should be, people not seeing the GRIM REAPER REALITY staring them in the face.
and what is the best way to have and raise children in this Scawy Modern World?
because don’t believe you need to be a super successful, super genius, elite, middleclassfag masterzdegreefag careerfag as a prereq to having three children. This Truly Believe.
Middle Working Class (maybe) and Upper Working Class (definitely) people shoudl still be able to have children. AND homeschool them. and be able to take care of the medical needs of the whole family.
but stupid degenerates should not have children. and very often they DO. they might have more children than the nondegens. and you know what THAT bodes.
so what is the better solution for creating a non degenerate culture? Race or Religion? still don’t know. back and forth. Actually definitely like Race more at the moment.
hehe like days off. but also lucky to have a job that pays this much and will never be able to find one that pays more. so just cant quit job hahaha.
plus hate it less than did at the beginning, because better at it.
little later. dried clothes. folded and put away. took shower. ate brunch hehe. trimmed neckbeard. got some sweet stuff in the mail: “the shy man syndrome” by brian gilmartin; and a silver purchase from prvdnt: 2014 mexican libertad, 2014 armenian noahs ark, and $1 face of Junk Silver, which turned out to be four washington quarters dated 1964.
very happy with that. that is .715 oz of silver in there. so each quarter has like .18 an oz of silver. which is like 4 dollars. a quarter is worth 4 dollars. well, maybe 3.50.
ANYWAY, surprised at how immediately these quarters looked and felt compared to post 1964 quarters. they felt a bit more thin and brittle, had a different sort of “clink” when you clinked them together, and definitely had that super lustrous silvery look to them.
in other words, if you are looking thru quarters for 90% silver, the coins you’re looking for should be screamingly obvious.
should have bought the gilmartin book years ago, but it was an impulse buy on black friday while reading r9k hahaha. might be useful to r9k types though, who this blog is meant to help, so the book is very relevant to this blog. much moreso than this political racial nonsense! so try to report on the gilmartin book.
but happy to report not that shy anymore
was reading about a young man who was now a hundred grand (100K $) in debt for getting a bachelors degree from a pretty good skool. not an elite skool, but certainly good enough to make you middle class. a pretty well-known state college. but he went to a college that was probably too “high class” for him. it is weird to grow up basically working class and then go to a middle class college (as opposed to a working class college, hahahaha)
a hundred grand? and now he can just barely pay down his monthly payments with all the interest. and yet his dreams and creative spirit have not been completely crushed although think my dreams were pretty much crushed even before got out into the Grim Reaper Real World.
just wanted a nice gurlfran and an easy, low-stress job with upper working class money. only now that old do realize how presumptuous that was, how much that was to ask for.
guess still want those same things!
ok start a new post already.
but thankful for the family and friends and health that have and pray as best can for their health. even if christianity is weak and pathetic and degenerate.