sun janu 26 8.17pm i should really be in bed. not watching simpsons and trying to play Bitcoin POker, hehehehe. but I just won like 2.67$ on the site. or .003 bitcoin. Uh Oh. Think I have found my bete noir. Bitcoin Poker. I was tempted to buy like $20 more BTC right now. just cuz it takes a week to clear, and because 1 chip = .001 BTC, although small blind is .05 of 1 chip, ie, like .00000000005 btc. hehe.
note to self. I am starting out muh bankroll there with .02 btc. as of today. that is muh initial investment. use that to calculate Total Winz.
but let’s say the site shuts down and they run off with muh money. because theoretically they are controlling my account on that site, wherein I transfer the btc from my wallet.
heh. all because I am too lazy and scared to go to a live poker room in a gd CASINO. well, not scared. if i can do this gd JOB of mine, I can do just about ANYTHING, including be a PAYING CUSTOMER at a casino for GOD’s sakes.
next day. monday. 1 27 956pm. just got off WORK and now I am GAMBLING with REAL MONEY (maybe) at the bitcoin casino heh. was actually an ok day of work, starting off seriously thinking I was going to QUIT, thinking of muh email I would write to muh old boss, then i quickly checked the website to see if there was a job opening, there was not, so that slowed my hand, and then i started handling my calls allright. that was good. made it thru monday relatively unscathed. but i see that it’s FRIDAY which is the danger day. NOT looking forward to friday, although I guarantee you, I will be gambling like a madman this weekend hehehe.
gyft.com lets you buy giftcards with btc. i am still really not solid on how you convert btc back to usd. which kinda sucks because how are you supposed to pay REAL LIFE BEELZ w btc then.
YES i am playing micro stakes, .05/.1 blinds, where 1 = 1 chip = .001 btc == like 80 cents. so, big blind is like 8 cents. maximum buy in 10 chips, ie 8 dollars. and i have no intention to moving to a higher stakes table any time soon. I am playing even MORE conservatively, and I play pretty conserv to begin with.
heh. when i am making 100 dollars a day then we’ll talk. now i am lucky to come out 3 dollars / .003 btc ahead per day. taking it real slow. new territory here. really as long as i am ahead AT ALL vs behind AT ALL I will be happy. note that I have put in .02 btc total.
okay i had a strong hand, a straight, even raised it once, to win a pot of a whopping .00127 btc, ie about 1 dollar. and i prob could have gotten a little more greedy! just being THAT cautious.
note: PROB can use coinbase to get usd for btc. much as I use it to get btc for usd. yes you can, it’s under “sell btc” hehe. they take their cut of course.
but yeah. i hate to have a bad beat and then go to bed angry, then have to sleep on that. that’s the bad thing about gambling at night after work. and before more work. i guess if you have a job where you don’t sh1t your pants every day then it doesnt matter. like my sweet, sweet old job, which i miss like a waifu infatuation pedestal true love Numbered Girl mother of muh children. GOD have mercy on my soul.
NO they do not have a ZOOM feature here, thank GOD, where you get instantly whisked away to a new table and new hand the instant you fold.
ok new plan. wait until I see muh old job actually open up before reapplying to it and emailing old boss begging, hehehe. continue surviving one day at a time with new job and not being killed, thus being made stronger, by the LORD. Forged in the fire.
FORGED IN THE FIRE.
but yeah. you know you are stressed out when you can’t even THINK about gurls, even if you see a Cute Gurl walking by, and you can’t even. #ICant. you see a cute girl and say, if I weren’t so Worried About Work, I would be finding her attractive. but right now I’m just more concerned about getting thru this day with SH!TTING THE BED.
heh. i am staying up way too late. playing CARDS. thats another bad thing. ok. lights out at 11pm, NO EXCUSES. got 8.5 hours of TERRIFYING, DREADFUL work tomorrow. NOT CHILL AT ALL. but it would be real nice to take my 10 chips and turn it into 11, hehehe.
heh. maybe i should try yoga.
or a sauna would be REAL nice when it is THIS cold, with the Arctic Blast and the Polar Vortex, and highs of 0. SO COLD. not on a work night of course, but like friday night. just go to the Local Big Chain Fitness Gym and ask if they have a sauna and pay to use it once a week.
heh. or how about being so stressed and nervous at work you can’t even eat your lunch. can’t eat, can’t find attractive women attractive, real good uh? WELCOME TO THE WORKING WORLD, WELCOME TO THE REAL WORLD, GET USED TO IT.
oooh dipped below 10 chips (muh Starting AND max buy-in), not good. got 6 minutes to bring it up. heh and there’s a commercial on tv for a local casino. nice. gambling. very powerful drug. i hope to GOD i do not EVER develop a GAMBLING PROBLEM. have not yet. like to keep it that way. def have a few “risk factors” prob though. damn.